Recently, I have done some cruel, terrible, fuked up things some of you may know about. If not, here’s a brief summary - I faked being a source, I told someone (E) they were right for encouraging bad things and that the person (B) deserved it, and I got back with my ex while I was in a relationship. (I’ll be honest now, I never broke up with her, I just kept it a secret for as long as I could.) I have come to take responsibility for my actions.

I am sincerely sorry, I wish that I would’ve never done those things. It was wrong of me, and I know all too well that what I done was wrong. This is directed towards A, B, and V. I brushed off the open concern you expressed. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I don’t expect to be friends with you again and all buddy-buddy like we’re cool. I just want to make it up to you so we can end this. I can apologize, and we can part ways and act like I never existed (not trying to say my actions never happened). I am not trying to downplay my actions. I don’t want to live my everyday life in regret knowing that I hurt others over one person (R). Looking back - I should’ve listened instead of fighting, saying hurtful things, and causing issues. I should’ve apologized sooner, but I was a coward and thought hiding would be better. 

Words cannot describe how sorry I am. I hope this apology doesn’t make things worse between us. This won’t make up for the people I’ve lost, I miss them deep down, but I’ve forced myself to get over them. I am sorry and want to start things off on the right note for the rest of 2026.