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Loustat and My take on the new Interview with the Vampire series. Also, I'm back!

loustat — Tue, 02 Jan 2024 14:14:10 GMT

So, finally saw all 7 episodes of Interview with the Vampire and I still don't care much for Louis. Especially now that the show changed up the story a bit and pretty much made Lestat's character so much more worse then he really is. Also, Louis isn't much help in that aspect either. Granted, Lestat was never an angel, but come on. I used to be a Louis bias, but then the more I read into him, the more annyoing his character became to me. Now I'm fully a Lestat bias, lol. Also, love the actress they chose for Claudia in the first season. She did a wonderful job in portraying her and I'm sad to see her bow out. I'm sure the next actress replacing her will also do a great job.

I am glad they are finally going with the LGBTQ approach, just as Anne Rice confirmed. Despite my dislike of Louis, and being a fan of Lestat, I still love them together and I'm happy Mrs. Rice confirmed their relationship before her heartbreaking passing. I used to be a Louis bias, but the more I read into his him, the more annyoing his character became to me. Now I'm fully a Lestat bias. I do hope that in this TV series, #loustat will get the chance to eventually make amends with each other.

I'm probably going to skip out on Season 2 because I can care less about Armand and Louis love affiar. Call it childish, but I read the books and I like what I like. I'll check in when Lestat returns, lol. Don't get me wrong, the show is good so far and it actually reawoke my passion for the Vampire Chronicles since I've been outside the fandom for so long and with my guys of BTS serving in military at the moment, I need a new distraction.

I hope we get our Lestat back soon and the show didn't permanently off him. I don't know why I'm paranoid about that being that Lestat is the star of the Vampire Chronicles. I just hope the show runners honor the book and have my beloved #loustat as the endgame, as it should be. Huh. For someone who dislikes Louis so much, I love my Loustat, lol. Eh, I'm not perfect either. Never said I hated Louis, just that he's not my fave at the moment. Honestly, I do agree that the relationship between #loustat is toxic, but seems like all the vamps in the story don't have the smoothest relationship, so that argument is kind of stale.

Anywho, reluctantly looking forward to the next season. I'll probaby try to dabble a bit in it and see what happens. We'll see!

HIIIIII

loustat — Sun, 20 Sep 2020 03:34:31 GMT

Might start writing again. IT's been so long and I miss LJ. It's nice to see the site going strong and its writers still contributing their work.

My interests have not changed much in terms of otps, except for a new addition to my interests: Taekook aka Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook of BTS. Love all 7 members and I'm a proud Army for life!

Anywho, going to get familiar with LJ again before I do anything else since it's been so long and I'm sure much has changed since I've last been active.

Hi!!!

loustat — Fri, 26 Jul 2019 10:33:47 GMT

Who's still here on LJ? Just remembered my password ater so long...😂

Why Colton?????

loustat — Mon, 05 Nov 2012 22:13:17 GMT

So one of my beautiful boys is officially leaving Teen Wolf. I ONLY watched that show for tyler hoechlin/colton haynes, Jerek. No more since Colton is leaving now. For me, it's like watching Supernatural without Sammy. Can't do it. My hearts officially broken. Well, good luck Colton and hope you'll reconsider you're departure. You have adoring fans who'll miss you...:-(

Cuties!!

loustat — Thu, 19 Jul 2012 16:55:17 GMT

Dicovered Attraction

loustat — Wed, 13 Jun 2012 21:17:49 GMT

Title: Discovered Attraction

Author: Loustat

Rating: T

Main Parings: Tyler H./Colton H., Jerek

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, nor do I claim any rights to Teen Wolf (Damn!)

Summary: The boys have to share a kiss on screen and realize there has always been something between them all along.

Warnings: Language, Man Kissing. Sorry, no sex in this one shot for now guys. Next one, promise!

Authors Note: My first Tyler H. and Colton H. fic. These boys are my OTP! Hope you like! Reviews are loved...

No Beta so forgive any mistakes you may come across...

Tyler smirked as he observed Colton running his lines in his trailer, unaware of his presence. Colton was pacing back and forth as he read over the script for their next coming episode and Tyler could see the blond man was nervous. Though Tyler was professionally composed on the outside due to his many years of acting experience, inside he was just as nervous as the young man looked.

It had caught the whole cast off guard, especially Tyler and Colton, when the writers announced that Derek and Jackson were going to be sharing an unexpected kiss on screen and that Jackson was to be Derek's mate. As far as Tyler knew about his character, or thought he knew until now, Derek was as straight as they come and seemed to have little to no interest in Jackson whatsoever. Guess the Jerek shippers, from what the fans called his and Colton's characters in a couple of fanfics that he couldn't help but take a peek at, voices were heard.

Sure, MTV showed their support to the gay community by making Jackson's best friend gay, but that's as far as that seemed to go. It's not many a show out there that suddenly decides to throw in some gay romance between two unlikely pairings in a very hetero series. Tyler has always liked a challenge being an actor and this is something he is very interested in seeing unfold. After all, he considers Colton one of best friends and they are always attached at the hip off screen anyway whenever Colton isn't being pawed at by Holland. If he were honest with himself, he would also admit the idea of feeling Colton's full, tempting lips against his own has always been one of his many curiosity's since he met the young man. So yeah, he wouldn't at all be opposed to it.

The question is, he didn't understand why Colton appeared so nervous about their characters upcoming romance considering Colton definitely did his share of man to man action over the years during his modeling days. Tyler remembered the rumors going around about Colton when it was announced he was to be one of the characters in Teen Wolf and he remembered how weary Colton seemed when he first stepped on set with his fellow cast mates and Tyler made it a point to be the first to greet him with a huge hug and supportive grin. Of course, Colton never confirmed the rumors of his sexuality but as far as Tyler could see, his friend didn't seem all that interested in dating and was fully focused on the job at hand.

"Shit, Ty! How long were you standing there?"

Tyler shot his head up to look at his friend who was now standing in front of him and blushing slightly as he waited for a response. Tyler shrugged and waved his script in front of Colton with a sheepish smirk, "Was wondering if you wanted to go over the script with me?"

Colton's cheeks seem to blush darker, causing his freckles to stand out more before clearing his throat and nodding jerkily, "Yeah, sure. I was just getting familiar with my lines." Colton paused for a moment and cleared his throat again, "What part did you want to go over?"

Now Tyler found himself blushing and ran his hand through his dark hair, "I was thinking we go over the scene right before our characters, ah, kiss. You know, just so we can get more comfortable?"

Colton couldn't help but smile as he watched his friend fluster for the first time since they met. It was refreshing to know he wasn't the only one nervous about the unexpected change in their character's dispositions. Though he has done his share of kissing other men in his previous profession, it was always just a job to him; something that had helped him to make a living until he landed a spot on Teen Wolf. But this, kissing Tyler, meant something else to him entirely. He couldn't help but notice the man's overwhelming beauty with his dark hair and deep green eyes and a body to match.

Colton could appreciate good looks when he sees it and no man he has ever come across struck him as hard as Tyler had. The man was not only gorgeous; he was also kind and had a wonderful sense of humor. He was the first to greet him when he first stepped onto set after the unfair rumors about him started spreading and helped him to feel relaxed and welcomed without judgment.

Yes, Colton could admit that he had a crush on the guy and he nodded as he flipped his script to the page they were about to rehearse, "Okay, let's do this."

++++++++++++++++++

"Derek!" Jackson called out to the supposed alpha as he stormed into the remains of the burnt down Hale manor, anger running through every fiber of his tense body. The bite didn't take and he didn't know what the hell that meant and he wanted answers from the absent leader. "Hale, where the hell are you?"

The house remained silent and Jackson couldn't even hear so much as a creak as he made his rounds throughout the manor and finally made his way back to the front door again and stopped to listen for any sign of Derek's presence. There seemed to be no indication that Derek had been there at all. No sign of life like there used to be when Derek occupied it. Just darkness and silence and for the first time in his young life, Jackson could actually feel the loneliness the empty house seemed to bring and he wondered briefly how Derek managed to live here by himself for as long as he did.

Jackson shook himself out of his stupor when he heard the sharp creaking of the floorboards echo the announcement of a visitor about to make themselves known and he turned towards the sound to see the familiar silhouette of the man he was looking for standing a few feet away from where he stood.

"What the hell are you doing here, Jackson? It isn't safe here anymore." Derek growled as those crimson red eyes glared at him. Jackson felt himself wanting to recoil away from the monster in front of him but he held firm, returning the glare.

"You tell me, Hale!" Jackson spat, all the anger that he kept inside finally bursting out of him, "You left the day I was spewing that black crap all over the place without so much as an explanation or help. I haven't seen you since and I can't pick up on your location like I'm supposed to. What the hell's going on and why am I not one of you? You know something and for some damn reason, you aren't giving me any fucking explanations!"

"I told you I don't know why your body is rejecting the bite. I've never seen it happen before. It could be a lot of reasons Jackson and I can't give you the answer you want. I haven't been around because I'm building up the rest of the pack and I don't have time to solve your little problems." Derek sneered, annoyance evident in his tone like Jackson was wasting his precious time and that fueled Jackson's anger even more.

"You're supposed to be a damn alpha! I thought you assholes had all the answers to life's deepest secrets. Obviously, I was right about you." Jackson unwisely got into the alpha's face as he said the last words he's been wanting to say to the man all night, "You do make a crappy leader."

Jackson cried out in pain as he found himself being thrown and slammed against the nearest wall by Derek's strong hands and cringed as the alpha gripped him by his throat, livid and breathing hotly and so close that Jackson could feel Derek's breaths caressing his face and neck. Jackson struggled weakly against the werewolf's hold and whimpered when Derek bared his fangs and unsheathed his deadly claws.

"Don't you ever speak to me in such a tone again. Understand?" Derek seethed so close and threatening.

Jackson scowled his defiance. He had never been made to submit to anyone in his life and he wasn't going to start now, "Screw you, Hale!" he managed to choke out.

Derek grinned, menacing and cruel, "Is that an offer?"

++++++++++++++++++

"That's not in the script, Tyler!" Colton laughed as he broke out of character and good-naturedly pushed Tyler off of him and Tyler chuckled as he stepped back to give Colton some personal space.

"Come on, dude. That so sounded like an invitation." Tyler teased with a wink. Colton rolled his eyes and blushed slightly as he read the script further. They were so close to their inevitable kiss and Colton wondered if Tyler purposely ruined the scene to gain some time.

"Okay, let's get this over with. We need to figure out how Jackson and Derek are going to go about the kiss," Colton cleared his throat as he fought off the tremble of nervousness in his voice and pushed himself to say the words, "I was thinking Derek makes the first move and Jackson takes on the challenge since he's obviously competitive when it comes to control. Give the fans a nice show."

Tyler nodded, considering Colton's idea and smirked with a mischievous glint in those hazel eyes, "Someone's been thinking a lot about this."

Colton blushed crimson and playfully punched Tyler's shoulder, "Fuck off, dude. I'm just way more pro-"

Colton suddenly found his lips being taken roughly under Tyler's own and he groaned as Tyler's tongue coaxed his lips open to slide inside. Colton has never been so turned on before in his life as this is the first male kiss he's ever considered hot. Tyler was all tongue and teeth and he nipped at Colton's full bottom lip. His hands were all over Colton and Colton couldn't help but moan his approval as his own hands explored the grooves and muscles of Tyler's muscular form.

Finally, both men came up for air panting and trying to regain their composure as they remained in each other's arms and Tyler grinned sheepishly, resting his forehead against Colton's and worried eyes searching for reassurance.

"That was unexpected." Colton whispered with a grin.

"Yeah," Tyler grinned in return, nose tenderly nudging Colton's own, "Long time coming and not just for our characters."

"Guess we are going to have a lot of talking to do later." Colton said with a satisfied smile as he nipped at Tyler's kiss swollen lips.

"Yeah, but for now we need more practice if we want the fans approval." Tyler whispered before recapturing Colton's lips again. Colton chuckled as he allowed Tyler to once again take the lead.

END

Happy Mothers Day To All You Beautiful Mothers...<3

loustat — Sun, 13 May 2012 15:49:21 GMT

Undone

loustat — Fri, 11 May 2012 12:30:24 GMT

3rd part of Deflower

Title: Undone

Author: Loustat

Rating: M

Main Parings: Jerek, Brief mentions of past Derek/OMC's

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, nor do I claim any rights to Teen Wolf (Damn!)

Summary: They are in too deep. Someone has to break…

Warnings: Language, Slight BDSM Themes, Rough Sex, Bottom!Jackson…

Authors Note: I would like to thank our fellow Jerek enthusiast Slytherin Paramour for pitching in her awesome ideas for my story. Greatly appreciated dude! Looking forward to working with you again.

No Beta so forgive any mistakes you may come across...

The day went agonizingly slow and Jackson still could feel the aftermath of his punishment like Derek had promised as it really hurt for him to walk or sit. He didn't know how he was going to play Lacrosse in his delicate condition and he wondered if he could defy Derek again if he decided to do so. But Derek made it clear that if he chose not to show up at his house, then he'll never come to Jackson again. Though Jackson saw a window of opportunity to back out of whatever the hell is going on between them, he just couldn't. He was already in too deep, hell, Derek took his gay virginity and not only that, he also needed to know the secret behind the power Derek has over him.

Jackson groaned as the pain in his ass shot up his lower back as he made his way to the locker rooms to talk to his coach about getting time off from practice. He's pretty sure the coach will let him at least for now since Jackson has never missed a day of practice in all the years he's been playing. He's been aggravated and humiliated all day as he literally felt like several eyes were watching him as he visibly hobbled around school no matter how hard he tried to hide it. He's pretty sure that bastard Hale is somewhere out there laughing his ass off at this very moment knowing what Jackson must look like to his classmates.

"You alright man?"

Jackson winced at the very familiar voice of his best friend and he flushed in embarrassment but slowly turned around to face him. Danny had a frown of concern written all over his face and his hand hovered for a second before landing on Jackson's shoulder.

"Yeah, I'm fine, have never been better. Why'd you ask?" Jackson cringed at the sound of his own voice and the words stumbling out his mouth and knew he wasn't doing a very good job lying. Danny of all people knows when he's lying as he was already raising a suspicious eyebrow.

"You sure? 'Cause you seem to be in pain and the not so subtle limp isn't doing much to help your claim." Danny said giving his friend a once over.

Jackson looked pale. Paler then Danny's ever seen him and dark circles of sleepless nights circled his best friends eyes. He was disheveled like he's just rolled out of bed which is strange because Jackson was always careful with his appearance and his designer clothes were always meticulously in check. No, his best friend wasn't alright and Danny was hell bent on finding out why.

"Don't lie to me man. I'm your best friend and if you're in any trouble you have to tell me." Danny tried and didn't keep the deep concern out of his voice.

Jackson scowled. No matter how much he appreciated his best friends concerns, he's never been one for sharing and caring at the best of times. Instead of answering he just gave Danny a quick pat on his shoulder, the universal sign for his friend not to worry and that he could take care of himself, and turned to walk away needing to get his business done. Derek was expecting him soon and he didn't respond again to his best friend frantically calling his name.

JEREK

Derek smirked as he saw the familiar silver Porsche approaching his house through his window and tossed the bright red ball gag in his hand briefly into the air. He was debating with himself whether or not he should fuck the boy again but as soon as he saw Jackson climbing out of his car with a painful grimace and an obvious limp, he decided he should let the boy heal a bit more before playing with him again. He wasn't wearing a shirt and his low rise jeans left nothing to the imagination as he stepped out onto the front porch and leaned against the rotten wood railing as the boy cautiously approached him and he grinned in satisfaction when the boys beautiful green eyes landed on his sculpted chest and torso before looking down to the ground, face flushing.

"Are you wearing anything underneath your jeans?" Derek said first, breaking the silence. Jackson flinched and shook his head and Derek made a small noise before gesturing to Jackson's lower half, "Let me see."

Jackson's head shot up and there was a moment of fear and protest in his eyes before he swallowed thickly and reached for his belt as he quickly worked it open. Once that was done, Jackson zipped down his fly and hesitated before lowering his jeans and revealing his naked flesh to Derek's hungry gaze.

"Nice. I can still see my marks all over you. Glad you learned your lesson about obedience." Derek said with a smirk before jumping off the porch and approaching Jackson slowly just to watch the boy tremble.

Once Derek was chest to chest with Jackson, he cupped the boys round ass in his hands gently and squeezed, loving the hiss escaping Jackson's full mouth.

"Please, it still hurts Derek. Please don't." Jackson begged, eyes glistening with moisture as he looked up into Derek's lustful gaze.

"Hush. I know you're in pain, slut. I'm the one that inflicted it, remember?" Derek whispered, his lips meeting Jackson's in a deceitfully soft kiss. Jackson whined as Derek forced his mouth open with his demanding tongue and invaded the wet warmth of Jackson's mouth.

Jackson groaned as Derek's hands squeezed his ass causing the discomfort that was slowly receding to make its way back again to the surface. He kissed Derek back before putting his hands against Derek's naked chest and pushing against him slightly to get Derek to look at him and hopefully without consequences. Derek growled and grasped Jackson's wrists in a tight grip and glared at him from lust blown eyes and Jackson spoke quickly to quell the danger.

"Derek, please. You promised you'd tell me the truth. I came here like you ordered me to and did what you asked. Now it's your turn to keep your word. Please." Jackson begged, pressing his wet lips to Derek's heaving chest.

Derek smirked and guided Jackson's desperate lips to his hardening nipples, enjoying that hot seeking mouth on his heated skin. He then grabbed on again to Jackson's hair and yanked his head back exposing that long expanse of his neck and leaned in to press his lips against Jackson's soft throat, growling low. His other hand smoothed back down to Jackson's ass, fingers trailing against the healing welts and the wolf in him purred in contentment from obvious proof of its claim on the boy.

Jackson shivered as Derek's lips lingered on his throat before moving to his earlobe, nipping lightly before Derek spoke, low and secretive. Jackson's eyes widen in a mixture of disbelief and horror as Derek whispered the truth that he'd been seeking for so long into his ear. He shivered when Derek's hands pulled him in tighter, a silent warning if he tried to escape now that he knew the truth about the Hale family…knew the truth about the existence of werewolves.

When Derek finally pulled back, his eyes were an unearthly sapphire. Magnifying and pulling Jackson into their depths. Derek's gaze lingered on Jackson's own before Jackson finally found the nerve to respond, "Are you going to k-k-kill me n-now?"

Derek grinned and leaned in to lick at Jackson's lips, hands once again grasping Jackson's ass and squeezing appreciatively, "Why would I do that? You are so willing to give me what I want and I'll be damned if I have to find another whore to play with after I just found you."

Jackson scowled, unwisely pushing Derek away from him and glaring at him through heated jade eyes before shouting, "Stop calling me that! I'm not a whore and I'm definitely not yours!"

Jackson didn't know what hit him. One minute he was standing proud, the next he found himself curled on the ground with a vicious looking Derek looming over him, deadly and seeking blood. Jackson let out a distressed cry when he took in Derek's appearance. He was no longer the striking and alluring man he had just been with a few minutes ago. The creature standing before him now was unlike anything Jackson has ever seen before. Part man and beast, Derek's face morphed into a perfect picture of sharp fangs and glowing eyes. His nails were sinister claws, sharp and ready for the slaughter as he circled Jackson's trembling, half naked body.

"Please, I'm s-sorry. Don't kill me!" Jackson sobbed as he curled further in on himself like a fetus in its mother's womb. Instead of the demise he was waiting for, Jackson felt Derek's hot breath once again at his ear, dangerously calm and steady and human.

"You are mine, slut. You will learn your place with me and if you ever talk to me like that again, I will kill you." Derek's tone was unforgiving, lifeless. Letting Jackson know he has crossed a line he cannot fix just with his body and Jackson shivered as the cold consumed him. "Leave. Next time I call for you, you answer. Understand?"

"Y-yes," Jackson whispered. Then with a whoosh of noise, he found himself shaking and alone in front of the decrepit, lonely house.

Jackson stumbled to his feet and threw on his jeans before stumbling as fast as he could into his car, tears streaming down his face. He could have been killed tonight for his stupidity but at the same time, he felt self righteous in his anger. He knows he could never go up against a werewolf but that doesn't mean he was ready to submit without a fight.

Derek will get one.

JEREK

Derek was pacing back and forth in his room steadily, the wolf inside him seethed and Derek has never felt so confused and lost before. Since he met Jackson, he felt the wolf inside him surge in interest and on Derek's part, the attraction was purely physical. He's been with plenty of men in his life; all attractive and willing to submit to him but Jackson was something else. He was cunning, defiant, and beautiful. More so then any man Derek has ever come across with those long, thick lashes and expressive jade eyes that seem to pierce right through him and to his very core; a place where Derek lets no one in. Derek was gone when his eyes lingered on Jackson's pink, lush lips that were made to do sinful things and a smattering of freckles that begged to be kissed and licked.

"No!" Derek scolded himself and the wolf within, "I can't"

The wolf inside him snarled, angry and disappointed in him. Derek learned long ago to trust no one after his family's unjust demise and he slammed his fist into one of the already damaged walls in his rage to silence the wolf and his need for Jackson; His mate.

"He means nothing to me. He's just a spoiled brat who needs to be put in his place!" Derek growled as the wolf struggled to the surface and force Derek to submit. Derek could feel the wolf's overwhelming need to protect Jackson. To shelter and love him and let no one hurt him, including Derek himself.

It's just not the wolf who needs him, Derek. You need him to. What have you become?

Derek fell to his knees as his sister's voice whispered faintly inside his head, defeated and saddened. He's been hearing her voice so much lately and he wonders if it's his self conscious or if he was finally losing his mind. The thing is, it would be something Laura would have said. She was always so proud and dignified and Derek admired her strength and sense of devotion to others. When she died, Derek had gone astray and was left lurking around the dense woods looking for something he failed to find.

That was until he discovered Jackson.

What if the boy was his reason to live again? No. That was the wolf talking and Derek slammed his fists into the hard wood floor again and again until his hands were broken and bloody. He needed the pain and the self control and drowned out his sister's voice from his mind along with the wolf. Tomorrow, he was going to call Jackson and at least get a blow job if the boy can't fuck properly. He will never let the boy in where it hurts most and he will make him submit even if it means destroying the boy in the processl.

TBC….

Happy B-Day To All You May Babies!

loustat — Wed, 09 May 2012 09:21:52 GMT

Hope y'all have a great one and eat lots of cake.

<3 Loustat

A Lesson To Be Learned

loustat — Sat, 05 May 2012 16:40:45 GMT

Title: A Lesson To Be Learned

Author: Loustat

Rating: M

Main Parings: Jerek (OTP)

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, nor do I claim any rights to Teen Wolf (Damn!)

Summary: Jackson should have really heeded Derek's warning… Warnings: Dirty talk, Language, Slight BDSM, Rough sex, Bottom!Jackson, Figging, the usual…

Authors Note: So, this is the second part of Deflower and I decided to make this a chapter story. I'm hoping it doesn't come off as too trashy 'cause I'm honestly just going with the flow here, lol. Enjoy!

No Beta so forgive any mistakes you may come across.

Jackson was writhing in bliss on his disheveled bed as the butt plug vibrated mercilessly against his swollen "clit" as he started to call it since it seems Derek obviously saw him as a slutty bitch in heat and nothing more. The thought of being so sullied by Hale caused Jackson to whine in surprised pleasure as his restricted, leaking cock twitched violently at the thought. He was naked and the sun was starting to peek in through the blinds of his room and Jackson was so desperate to cum, but knew he wasn't allowed to. He was lucky when he came home to a dark, quiet house that indicated that his foster parents were already asleep. Had they been up, there was no doubt that once he walked through that door, they would surely have known what Jackson had been up to and it sure as hell wasn't Lacrosse practice if Jackson's pre-cum soaked jersey shorts were any indication.

"Hale, please," Jackson pleaded to no one. He knew there was no possible way for Hale to hear him, but he was out of his mind with lust as he rotated his hips and pushed his ass hard against the bed, roughly pushing the vibrator harder against his sweet spot. He needed to get off so bad and he's never experienced this before with any women he's ever dated. He couldn't believe he spent so much time with those losers.

"Fuck this!" Jackson seethed a little too loudly as he settled on his knees and sat his ass firmly on the mattress to secure the butt plug. He started riding it roughly; Derek's orders shot to hell as he gripped his slutty, cock ring imprisoned cock and stroked it in time with his thrusts, his bed creaking wildly under his rutting weight. He's sure anyone could hear him at this point but he could care less. He needed to cum.

"Fuck, make me cum. Please, rape my fucking clit!" Jackson encouraged the butt plug as he bounced on it with purpose. Orgasm nearing as it tingled in his balls. His left fist was flying on his dangerously flushed and engorged cock and he arched his back to support himself on his right arm. His bed was creaking like crazy as he fucked the butt plug and Jackson's moans and pants reverberated throughout his room.

"God so fucking close, get me there you piece of shit!" Jackson hissed as the plug worked its purpose against his throbbing prostate.

"Stupid little slut!"

Jackson's eyes flew open in horror and before he could react, he was being lifted off his bed and thrown hard against the floor, the treacherous plug slipping out of his ass and clanking loud on the glossy wood. Jackson groaned in pain as he was pinned against his floor by brutally strong hands that he would know anywhere and opened his eyes to find a furious Derek glaring down at him. Derek growled and straddled Jackson writing hips to still him as he forced Jackson's hands above his head harder then necessary causing Jackson to wince.

"You're lucky mommy and daddy aren't home to witness what I'm about to do to you, whore. I asked you to do one thing for me and you couldn't even do that! You didn't think I'd find out whore, huh? I could smell your stench from my house. I could hear your fucked out cries in my head. I came here to grant you release but that's over now. You're going to pay for your defiance."

Jackson cried out in pain as Derek pulled him up violently by his hair and flung him face down on the bed which stilled smelled of his arousal. Jackson rutted against the sheets, needing friction on his cock so bad since the butt plug was no longer working his clit. He whimpered when he felt Derek's strong hands gripping his waist and pulling his crotch away from the bed and awaited the blissful feeling of Derek's fingers or hard cock to finish him off. What came next he would have never imagined.

He felt something strange entering his asshole and before he could ask what it was, a stinging pain engulfed his senses making him pause in shock. Whatever it was, it was horrible and flamed his insides and dwindling his desire to none. He tried pulling away, but Derek's grip was fast and Jackson sobbed as he felt the hard hit of a leather belt striking his ass cheeks and hips in ruthless succession adding to the pain of whatever was being forced inside.

"D-Derek p-please, stop!" Jackson wept as he trembled violently in Derek's torturing hands. When he thought he was going to finally pass out from it all, the hits to his blazing ass finally seized and he wanted nothing more than to slump down onto his bed and pass out. He had no such luck when he felt Derek's hand once again tangling roughly in his hair before pulling him up onto his knees and pressing his naked back flushed against Derek's clothed chest and Jackson could feel Derek heaving in barely controlled rage.

"Told you you'll pay for your disobedience, slut. I never associate punishment with pleasure," Derek growled as he withdrew the offending object from Jackson abused flaming asshole and tossing a strange looking plant on the bed beside Jackson's knee. Jackson continued sobbing as Derek also threw what was Jackson's belt on the floor and carelessly pushed Jackson flat on the bed and in a miserable heap, "What I just used on your dirty little asshole is called ginger root, my torture method of choice. Did you like it?"

Jackson sobbed quietly and shook his head quickly, tear stained face hidden in his pillow. He flinched when he felt Derek's hands caress his aching ass with possessive sweeps causing more uncomfortable twinges and a whimper to escape Jackson's bit swollen lips.

"Turn over," Derek ordered gruffly and Jackson obeyed as he carefully turned onto his back, crying out in pain as his sensitive ass connected with the usually cool sheets that now felt hot on his burning skin, "Now let me see you bounce that pretty little ass of yours on that bed. You enjoyed it so much earlier."

Jackson shuddered and shook his head, wet green eyes pleading with Derek to let him be. Derek grinned cruelly as his eyes lingered on Jackson's flaccid cock lying in now dry pre-cum stains on his thigh and Jackson flushed in shame but didn't try covering himself.

"As I thought," Derek said with cold satisfaction as he looked to his wrist watch, "You better get dressed before your late for school. You'll definitely be feeling your punishment all day so try to be subtle about it. Don't want anyone asking questions."

Jackson nodded his compliance and he struggled to get out of bed with a pained hiss only to still immediately when he felt Derek cup his cheek with the hand that held the ginger root and tears gathered in his swollen eyes when Derek angled his face up to look into Derek's glowing blue gaze. "After school, come to my house. I'll be there waiting for you," Jackson's eyes widened in fear and he wanted to tell Derek he can't miss Lacrosse practice, but one look into those frightening blue eyes kept him silent, "You said you wanted to know what I am. If you want to find out you'll come. If I don't see you there, I will never bother you again and you'll never know the truth."

Jackson swallowed convulsively but nodded slowly and the tension eased a bit at Derek's approving smirk. Derek gently smacked Jackson's cheek before moving towards the open window he came in through and before he climbed out, he looked over his shoulder one more time, a wicked gleam in his eyes.

"When you come, you better not be wearing underwear. You still have much to learn Jackie and trust me, you will learn I'm not one to defy. See you later," with that, Derek leapt from the window and Jackson trembled as he wrapped his arms around himself and stumbled over to see Derek already disappearing into the nearby woods.

With a heavy heart, Jackson retreated to his master bathroom and prepared for what's to come.

TBC...

What Do You Know...

loustat — Fri, 04 May 2012 23:38:00 GMT

I have a favorite HETERO pairing. Sweet. Too bad nothing came out of it...:-(

Deflower

loustat — Fri, 04 May 2012 11:03:49 GMT

Title: Deflower

Author: Loustat

Rating: R (to be safe)

Main Parings: Jerek, mentions of past Derek/OMC

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys, nor do I claim any rights to Teen Wolf (Damn!)

Summary: What Derek wants, Derek gets. And he wants Jackson.

Warnings: Dirty talk, Language, Dub-Con, Rough sex, Bottom!Jackson, Some spoilers, the works...

Authors Note: So, I'm deflowering myself as this is my first EVER Jerek fic. Hope you guys like. It's pretty porny in a messed up sort of way more so then any other fics I have ever written, so heads up on that. Gotta support this awesome pairing people!

No Beta so forgive any mistakes you may come across.

The night air was cool against Derek's skin as watches the teen from a safe distance as he usually does with anyone he finds as a potential threat to the existence of his kind. His wolf led him here for some reason and he couldn’t remember why this boy was so important. The teen was breathing with physical exertion, adrenalin spiked from practice to be the best in his team. Not that Lacrosse is a sport to be proud of but Derek can sense the young man’s insecurities behind a rough exterior. It made his blood run hot in his veins and he felt an unexpected jolt as he watched the boy run himself ragged around the field, determination written on his beautiful features. Yes, Derek wasn’t blind. He can see how beautiful the boy was and wondered how a man of his looks got so far without being fucked brainless. Derek could smell the boy was a virgin when it came to experience with the male variety and Derek smirked as a plan formed callous in his already unhinged mind. His inner wolf readily approved.

Derek wanted to be the one to deflower the pretty virgin. To make him scream and writhe in passion under his naked body and watch the boy cream all over himself just from Derek’s impressive cock jamming itself in and out of that tight asshole without mercy. Derek groaned as he squeezed himself through his dark denims as he thought of the last time he had laid with another man. It seemed like forever ago since he felt the muscles of a hot ass clench him tight, since he was so easily overpowered by a strong body and confident hands. Women were great, sure, but a man was so much more pleasurable and dangerous and Derek never could resist that kind of temptation. This beautiful young man doesn’t know what he’s missing out on, but Derek was going to change that very soon; with or without the boys consent. It’s been too long since he had any kind of physical sexual contact and his body itched to claim.

“Shit!”

Derek’s eyes flew open, blown wide with lust when he heard the boy cry out in pain and scanned the lighted field to see the boy on his knees in the grass and grasping the back of his neck in obvious hurt. Derek grinned viciously. This was his chance. He stalked across the field, faster than any human ever could, until he stood before the injured boy and surprising him. The boy looked up at him, dislike and recognition in his startling green eyes and Derek can’t help wonder if they met before but that’s the least of his concerns right now.

“Hale, you bastard! What the hell are you doing here? The cops are looking for you,” The boy spat, still in pain as he struggled to right himself.

So the boy did know him and it was obvious he did something to piss the kid off. Funny though, he would have remembered his soon to be victim. He halted the boys movements with a heavy hand on the blonds shoulder and a warning squeeze and the boy flinched glaring up at him from his undignified position on his knees on the filthy ground.

“Have we met?” Derek asked, amused. The boy scowled as he attempted to rise again only to be pushed roughly onto his back by startling strong hands. He groaned when his back hit the unexpectedly hard ground and looked up at the man looming over him,

“Stay down until I say you can get up,” Derek warned.

The boy actually looked afraid now as he was frantically looking around the open field for anyone that could possibly help him but Derek couldn’t smell another human nearby, so the kid was out of luck on that one. He knelt down beside the now trembling teenager and openly admired the beauty before him.

“P-please, I d-don’t know anything about where Scott and Stiles are. Please don’t hurt me again,” the boy pleaded pitifully.

Derek smiled in false comfort as he cupped the boy’s neck in one hand, his fingers brushing against what felt like deep scar tissue at the nape. The wolf inside him growled in satisfaction and it was then Derek remembered this boy. His memory was a bit scattered but this was the kid he ran into inside the school hallway when he was suffering from a gunshot wound containing wolf bane. He remembered the pain and the stench of death radiating off his own body as the teen demanded information from him about his purpose stalking the school, challenging and infuriating. He remembered the boy trying to get rough with him and he had reacted instinctively by slamming the teen against the lockers face first, his claws sheathing and digging into the teen’s neck before stumbling away in his search for help.

“What’s your name?” Derek asked conversationally as he smoothed his thumb over the jagged healing marks at the teen’s nape. The boy shivered as he tried not to react to the discomfited touch.

“J-Jackson,” the teen, Jackson, stuttered.

“Well, Jackson, I’m not here looking for your friends,” Derek paused for a moment, if only to watch the boy squirm in fear and he felt his cock twitch in his already too tight jeans, “I’m here to collect what belongs to me.”

“What are you talking about? I never took anything from you,” Jackson exclaimed as he struggled to pull away from his tormentor only to be shoved down roughly onto the ground and pinned down by the strong body of the older man. Jackson panted in dread as he felt something thick and big poking his thigh and he looked up into the man’s blown wide hazel eyes and it was then Jackson realized what this man wanted. “No, please! I’m sorry, alright! Please, don’t!”

“Calm down,” Derek seethed against Jackson’s ear, halting the teens struggles with the authority of his tone alone, “’Cause if you don’t, this is going to get a lot worse.”

Jackson began to sob, all pride and bravado gone, leaving a small child in its wake. The wolf in Derek growled in disapproval and Derek growled with it as he leaned down to lick those salty tears away. It only caused the teen to cry harder, on the verge of a panic attack, and Derek bared his inhumanly sharp teeth, his hazel eyes now burning a brilliant blue. That shut Jackson up right quick and he stopped moving all together. Derek could hear the boy’s heart popping off like a rabbits and needed to calm the boy down soon. The last thing he wants is to fuck a corpse.

“Listen to me and I promise I won’t hurt you…much,” Derek smirked as Jackson nodded erratically, visibly trying to calm down and succeeding a bit before Derek spoke again, “I’m going to fuck you. You are just too damn beautiful to resist and it’s been a while since I’ve blown my load. I know you’re a virgin when it comes to being with a man but believe me, that’s going to change. I’m going to make you feel so fucking good Jackson that you’re going to wish I’d fucked you sooner. I’m not going to say it won’t hurt your first time and trust me when I say the pain will make it that much better.”

Jackson was still leaking tears, but he wasn’t making too much of a fuss anymore and Derek sensed the boy wanted to say something and normally he would just ignore that fact and get straight on to the fucking but he was actually curious to what the boy wanted to say.

“Speak Jackson, but make it quick,” Derek granted with a bored expression, hands smoothing up the boys quivering, fully clad thighs.

“W-what are you?” Jackson whispered, voice trembling. Derek grinned, amused by the boys lack of fear and curious fascination.

“I’ll explain everything once I take from you what I came for,” Derek said, beginning the process of removing their clothing with practiced ease. Jackson’s breathing started speeding up again and Derek shushed him with harsh kisses to those sinfully full lips made for sucking cock.

“Quiet and enjoy what I’m about to do to you,” Derek groaned as he removed the last of the clothing hiding away Jackson’s perfect body.

“Hale, someone will see,” Jackson seethed, trying to stop Derek’s hands from roaming possessively over the grooves and curves of his skin and muscle. Derek snarled and without warning, slapped Jackson sharply across his face causing the teen to cry out in stunned surprise

“What did I say!” Derek demanded sharply, hands roughly cupping Jackson’s face. Jackson trembled in renewed fear and grasped Derek’s wrists as the tears once again started trickling from his eyes, a combination of both panic and slight pain from the stinging slap.

“I’m s-sorry, plea-“Jackson’s words were cut off as Derek plundered his mouth, all patience gone as he devoured Jackson’s words and roughly kneed his thighs apart with purpose. Jackson sobbed into Derek’s mouth, flimsy hands pushing desperately against Derek’s naked chest.

Derek’s cock was leaking heavily, slick pre-cum slithering over Jackson’s flaccid cock and balls leading down his taint to his little virgin asshole. Derek groaned and he ground his blood flushed cock against Jackson’s crotch, feeling the boys cock gradually twitch and harden from the stimulation it was receiving. Derek groaned his approval and trailed his right hand down to fist his wet, throbbing cock; preparing it for penetration.

Jackson cried out in pain, pulling his mouth away from Derek when he felt two slick fingers harshly penetrate his asshole. Jackson trembled as Derek pumped those thick digits in and out of his squeezing hole and wondered how in the hell Derek found this pleasurable. He was probably talking about how it was good for the giver, not the receiver. Has Derek ever taken anything us his ass before because this did not feel normal. He tried telling Derek as much, that is, until Derek angled his fingers a certain way that caused Jackson to cry out in sudden pleasure as Derek pushed against something inside him. Derek grinned knowingly as he pushed against that spot again and again, scissoring his fingers as he did so and adding one more.

“Like that Jackie? Like me abusing your hard little clitty?” Derek growled, punishing that spot inside Jackson ruthlessly. Jackson moaned in a mixture of pleasure and pain, grasping the wrist of the hand pleasuring him and helping Derek by adding more pressure and speed to his thrusts. “Fucking little slut. Look at you controlling my hand like it’s’ a fucking dildo.”

“Hale, god. Please!” Jackson begged, pumping his hips to meet Derek’s thrusting hand.

“Yeah, you’re definitely ready,” Derek growled, shaking Jackson’s hand off his wrist and sitting up on his knees, pulling Jackson by those slender hips until the teen was practically sitting on Derek’s lap, his asshole gaping wide with Derek’s pre-cum leaking out of it like artificial lube.

Derek slicked his cock one more time with his leaking pre-cum before lining up with Jackson’s eager hole and pushed in with one hard thrust causing Jackson to scream in pain, Jackson’s body going on lock down around Derek’s raging cock. Derek threw his head back as he started thrusting into Jackson’s twitching, tight channel, his moans mixing in with Jackson’s cries of pain and pleasure. Derek knew how big he was, prided in his length and girth, and no doubt Jackson was more in pain then pleasure but Derek could care less. Jackson was becoming the best fuck by far and he pounded the boys ass mercilessly.

Jackson sobbed and groaned as Derek’s cock raped his asshole, not knowing what to feel. His body was off balance and didn’t know whether to enjoy the new sensations overwhelming it or try to push the intrusion out. His question was answered when his cock, which had dwindled to almost flaccid from the brutal penetration, began to harden once again. His ears were being filled with Derek’s cries of pleasure and the slapping of flesh on flesh and Jackson moaned along with him as he reached down to stroke himself. Derek growled dangerously and slapped Jackson’s hand away, both hands leaving Jackson’s waist to slam and pin Jackson’s hands above his head.

“You don’t touch yourself, slut. You’re just my little fuck toy. You don’t cum unless I let you,” Derek sneered, his lust blown eyes once again taking on that mesmerizing blue glow.

“Hale, please!” Jackson begged, writing beneath this beautiful man. Though this was far from what Jackson would have wanted for his first time with a man, he was glad it was Hale. Though the man was a total asshole, completely off his meds, he was gorgeous as fuck and Jackson wouldn’t have had it any other way, “Fuck, yeah. Give it to me.”

“Fuck, I’m gonna cum. Gonna blow all over your big, throbbing clitty,” Derek groaned, his thrusts becoming erratic. Derek could feel the wolf in him trying to claw its way out in its lust to dominate, but Derek knew it was too soon for and held the wolf back with much effort as he was also starving off his orgasm at the same time, wanting this to last a bit longer.

“Yeah, come on Hale. Cum all inside my horny pussy, make me scream your name,” Jackson whimpered. He couldn’t believe the words coming out of his mouth, lust making him a part of his own degradation.

“Fuck!” Derek cried out in ecstasy and his pumped into Jackson a couple more times before slamming into him and stilling, his cockhead swelling against Jackson’s throbbing prostate and pulsing out thick strings of cum against it before his cum flooded the abused channel and gushed outside Jackson’s swollen hole.

Jackson squirmed against the odd sensation of another man’s seed pumping inside him and he whimpered as he tried to get Derek to release his hands so he can jack himself off to his own completion but Derek’s grip tightened their hold on his wrists causing Jackson to groan in frustration, “Gotta cum. Please, Hale. Need to, so fucking horny.”

Derek smiled, but it was taunting and seemingly crueler then any other expression that Jackson has seen on him all night since this fucked up situation started. It sent shivers down his spine as he waited for what Derek had to say or do next. He moaned in disappointment and frustration when Derek’s softened cock pulled out of him, causing a heavy load of cum to gush out his ass and into the grass beneath them. Derek then released Jackson’s hands and casually stood up, gathering his cloths as if nothing happened. Jackson sat there stunned and feeling used and dirty and hard as fuck and he felt a rage sweep though him unlike any emotion he’s ever felt before. Before he could lash out in self righteous anger Derek, who was now fully clothed, spoke. His tone amused and condescending as he stared down a still fully exposed Jackson, “Is your clit still throbbing?”

Jackson sneered at him, trying hard not to curl in on himself under Derek’s mocking scrutiny, “What do you think asshole,” Jackson bit out unwisely. Before he could react, Derek was lifting him bodily from the ground by his throat with inhuman strength and pressed Jackson’s naked body flushed against his own, Jackson so sensitive as Derek’s clothing rasped his over stimulated body.

“You will never talk to me in such a manner, slut. You will obey me without question and you will be punished for disobedience. You’re mine now and I think I’m going to start by not allowing you to cum at all tonight,” Jackson released a whiney moan as Derek released his tight hold on his throat, leaning in to sniff Jackson’s skin which reeked of arousal and sex, “Grab your cloths and get dressed. I have a vibrating butt plug and cock ring waiting for you in my car. You are going to wear them until I say you can remove them and if you’re a good little slut I’ll maybe let you cream yourself sooner then I’d like.”Jackson was panting heavily now, eyes blown almost black as he gathered his cloths and stumbled into them as he followed after Derek’s retreating form.

“When you get home, you are not allowed to touch yourself. I will know if you cheat Jackson and believe me, you don’t want to see my bad side.” Derek threw over his shoulder.

Jackson shivered again. He thought he’d seen the extent of Derek’s bad side tonight. Apparently that wasn’t even half of what Derek was capable of and little did Derek know, Jackson Whittemore also had a kink for danger and he couldn’t wait to find out how far he could push Derek Hale until he breaks.

END

Jerek Community Coming Soon...

loustat — Fri, 04 May 2012 05:25:51 GMT

So as some of y'all may know, I've recently become a fan of MTV's Teen Wolf and really got into the pairing of Jackson and Derek. It pisses me off to see this pairing hardly has any acknowledgement or support from its fandom so I'm going to contribute to these beautiful boys by opening a community for them. For those of you who have never seen Teen Wolf or are reluctant about watching it, give it a chance. These hotties are worth watching! That's the reason I've started watching the show. If anyone knows of other fans of the show, encourage those interested in Jerek to contribute thier stories or art work when I create the community.

Also, I am interested in finding someone to help me Moderate the site when it's up. It's hard doing it alone! So if anyone's interested, please drop me a messege.

So, for those of you not familiar with Teen Wolf or the pairing of my choice, here's a small video that should give y'all and idea of who I've been ranting about. Enjoy!

Yep...

loustat — Fri, 27 Apr 2012 17:36:17 GMT

I'm bored and trying to kill time....

I think y'all got the messege...

Well...

loustat — Fri, 27 Apr 2012 17:22:30 GMT

I was denied surgery 'cause I don't have the insurance. Big surprise. Been having shitty luck lately so it's not much of a surprise at all. I don't know what insurance I could qualify for, but I'll keep looking. Not just going to walk around with a unidentified mass and a cyst inside me just hanging around. Now, off to my J2, Sam/Dean, Jerek, and Colton H./Tyler H. happy place...

It's Official....

loustat — Fri, 27 Apr 2012 17:13:24 GMT

Update

loustat — Wed, 18 Apr 2012 22:43:39 GMT

Hey guys! Long time no read. I've been out of the loop for a while and haven't been keeping up on any new stories or news and hope I didn't miss much. I have good reason though for my MIA!

Just recently, I found out I have an ovarian cyst and will be going to have surgery soon to have it removed. As far as the docs can see, it's inactive. But they did find an unidentified 8 and a half inch mass and it is bringing up some concerns. Hope it's not bad news! This will be my first surgery so y'all wish me luck! I will be out for a while longer but once I'm in the clear I'm going to be catching up on my stories like crazy. Much love and bear hugs all around!

Jerek

loustat — Wed, 18 Apr 2012 22:37:30 GMT

'Cause I need to show my support...*Grins*

YAY!

loustat — Wed, 18 Apr 2012 22:29:01 GMT

Jerek

Discovered that I have another new OTP in these boys since J2 failed me, lol. Of coarse, J2 and Sam/Dean will always hold the #1 OTP spot in my world. This is my other new happy place...

So...

loustat — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 08:39:52 GMT

I feel like a complete ass. I suck at LJ terminology and never knew what a vgift was until a few minutes ago after looking over posts on my friends page thanking others for their vgifts. I also see now, WAY TOO LATE for some, that I have recieved these vgifts myself and never knew! *Smacks Forehead*

I'm so sorry to my beautiful friends who took thier time to think of me and send me vgifts and I'm so sorry for the late acknowledgement. I promise I'll do better and learn more about LJ stuff!

*Hugs Tight*

P.S. Happy Belated V Day guys!<3

Happy New Years From Texas!

loustat — Sun, 01 Jan 2012 06:26:39 GMT

Love you guys and stay safe!

Merry X-Mas and a Happy New Year From Texas!

loustat — Sun, 25 Dec 2011 12:24:05 GMT

Hope y'all have a good one and be safe!

*Huge Padackles Texas Sized Bear Hugs All Around*

Daily Saying To Live By

loustat — Fri, 15 Apr 2011 10:53:45 GMT

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love.”

-Washington Irving quotes

Bad News But There Is Still Hope...

loustat — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 07:37:09 GMT

Hey all,

Not too long ago, I made a post about my best friend Esmeralda and told y'all about her story of her battle with cancer. She did beat it again last year as I told y'all, but it's back again and it is now in her heart.

There's nothing that can be done and the doctors are only giving her a couple of weeks to three months to live. She is only 26 and has yet to finish her journey in life.

She is not afraid of what God has planned for her, but she says that she will fight the good fight 'til the end. Please, pray for her 'cause she needs it now more then ever. As of now, faith is all we have left.

I am sorry if I haven't been in contact with y'all, but now you know where I've been.

You guys have been awesome in your support and I just want y'all that Esme knows of your prayers and thoughts for her and she is forever grateful.

I really don't know how I'm supposed to be reacting right now, but I'm trying my best to be strong right now because this is the first time I've dealt with losing someone this close to me and it hurts. I wish that none of you will ever have to know what this feels like.

So, if you do have loved ones you sometimes forget to express your love, do it. I never in my life thought I'd be in this postition so soon. Life is delicate and fragile and we never will know when our journey ends.

Esme's a fighter. Always has been. Always will be.

So again guys, please keep her in your prayers and thoughts. I'll still be coming back to LJ as soon as things mellow out.

Love you guys and keep the J2/Sam/Dean passion strong! *Grins*

Merry X-Mas Everyone!

loustat — Sat, 25 Dec 2010 15:13:32 GMT

Much love all around. Stay safe and have fun!<3

*Huge Texas J2 Sized Bear Hugs To All*