Embrace the Darkness

Certainly has been a while...

lostneko — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 12:57:27 GMT

At least with this one. I've still been updating my dream journal [lady_kiara] and just didn't feel the need to update this one.

But... things change.

Just felt like popping in and saying hi to everyone. :)

And now back to lurking.

Much has happened as of late

lostneko — Mon, 07 Aug 2006 13:39:43 GMT

Wanna know somethin' that really sucks? Some how managing to either tear or otherwise injure a ligament in your back. It hurts like fucking hell. I can't really move much of my upper body without wanting to curl up in pain and pretending the world doesn't exist. However, when attempting to do so once I ended up screaming in pain.

Yeeeeeeeeea... This really fucking sucks. I also had t' end up callin' my tutor kids and cancellin' anything set for t'day because when I was just standing I felt like crying.

What was I doin' to manage something this stupid and painful? No clue. I -think- I was stretching. Maybe I was cracking my back. All I remember after snugglin' with the GF is that my back was screaming bloody murder.

Accordin' to Jim I have a slight bruise right in the center of all this pain. I doubt I'm really gonna be doin' any other work besides school related until this goes away. Until then... eheh. Life is really gonna suck.</div>
Other than that, there have been many updates on DA and FA. Sadly, tho, if you wanna see the updates on FA (that are not on DA, mind you) you need to be a member.

http://rotzi.deviantart.com/gallery/ I figure it's easier to post this than all the links.
And, for the two entries I have marked as mature I give you links!
http://www.deviantart.com/view/33958061/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/37228171/

I liiiiiive....

lostneko — Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:15:51 GMT

Well, kinda sorta, I live. I've been workin' on a lot of projects lately. @@ This quarter has been driving me nuts!
For those that would like to see them, please go to the following links. The ones that just say, "Click Me Please!" are ones that you must download to see.
http://www.deviantart.com/view/28669400/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/28766281/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/29704661/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/29714072/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/29717390/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/30360222/
http://www.deviantart.com/view/30416074/

@.@ I haven't really been all too busy t' be honest. Oh. If ya'd like to see what I've been up to you can also check out the journals there. I find that I usually update that journal more often than I do this one.

It's been a while...

lostneko — Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:18:38 GMT

And the Rotzi has been busy! @.@ 3D review is comin' up this quarter. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S WEEK FOUR ALREADY! EEEEEEP!

ANyways... check out http://www.deviantart.com/view/28442897/ for my latest animation. Enjoy!

Weekend's are gonna rock!

lostneko — Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:00:50 GMT

Alrighty! This current weekend was spent with two really good friends of mine - Em and Jim. Nothing really special happened, we celebrated my birthday. ^^ I'm gonna be spending all the weekends I can with these two. It's a great way to not let stress build up between me and the roomie, and it's also a great way to make sure that I don't have any breakdowns.

^^; This coming weekend I'm gonna be taking my lappie with me again and actually be on, but it'll be late at night. <<; I took it with me this past weekend, but I grabbed the wrong power cord. For the record, power cords to hard drives do not work for laptops.

Weesna!

Also, as a side note to the friends up here in the 'burgh... Dun worry! ^^ You're all still really good friends! It's mainly because of school that I get breakdowns! @.@ I'm sure that some of you have felt like that before, right?

<<; Another side note... I really tend to not pay much attention to this journal. Eheheheh... ^^; I tend to update my DA, SA, and FA journal's more, and most recently I've been updating MySpace (I'm darthrotzi there), too.

Woot! Show me love is finished!

lostneko — Fri, 13 Jan 2006 05:19:05 GMT

For those that have no idea, I just went in and rein-betweened just about everything...
It went from being 211 frames to being 355... ^^; Eheheheh..

o.o This one is considerably smaller than the original. ^^ Compare if ya want.

This is teh Rotzi over and out. Now where did my sanity wonder off to....?

To see the newly rein-betweened animation please go to http://www.deviantart.com/view/27607132/ and download it. To those concerned about size, it is only 2.2 megs. Enjoy!

Woot

lostneko — Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:30:04 GMT

Currently I have only 63 of the original frames left to in between. @.@ I swear that this thing is gonna be over 300 frames now... <<; and it looks like it's already thicker than a ream. That, however, can't be true since a ream is 500. @.@ But still... *whine, bitch, grouse, complain*

I'm takin' a break for the night, tho. Ruth's sleepin' and I dun wanna wake her up. The light table is reeeeeeeeeeally bright when turned on.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

lostneko — Tue, 10 Jan 2006 17:50:00 GMT

GYAAAAAAA!!! I swear, today's one of the suckiest days ever!! First I was tryin' to burn a fucking MP3 CD t' listen to on the way to class but nooooooooo! My fuckin' comp was havin' fuckin' issues! So, after about seven or eight tries I just gave up and left with the current CD I had in my CD/MP3 player. If you're wonderin' why I was tryin' to make another it's simple. The fuckin' thing won't play more than 73 songs.

Then, when I was comin' out of the mall thingy I found one of the doors locked the hard way - I went to open in, kept going, and hit my head. I dunno if I have a red mark, but I do have one annoying head ache... *sigh* and no meds. Someone shoot me.

Animation...

lostneko — Sun, 08 Jan 2006 16:24:12 GMT

So here I am takin' a small break from in betweening. @.@ I'm goin' nuckin' futs over here!

@.@ I didn't realize how much I didn't in between. GYA! I'm gonna run outta paper. Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

*looks at what number she's on* Okies. Currently I'm in BC. I need t' get up to W.

...I'm fucked.

For those in the Star Wars RPG...

lostneko — Sat, 07 Jan 2006 20:21:00 GMT

Out of curiousity, how many of you folks want t' continue? I, for one, really don't want to wait another three months before we can play. I was thinking maybe I can set up a spot on Interplanar for us, but there is a problem - we can't role dice there. So maybe either Justin or Brandon could set up something on RPOL...

What do you guys think? Would ya rather do that than wait? Or should we set aside a time and day of the week so all of us can RP over AIM?

Yoinked from the Werechibi.

lostneko — Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:53:58 GMT

by limitedbythesky

lady_kiara's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 33% Politically Correct!)

Started : 31st December 2005 09:53:47 PM

Ended : 01st January 2006 09:10:14 AM

Alco Money! : $ 475

Guests of Honour

da_foxie is a vicious Wiccan. da_foxie drank 10 Bloody Marys.
kitsuneomega is an upbeat Hindu and a usual visitor to the A&E department on a Saturday night. kitsuneomega drank 4 Tequilas, 12 Aligator Bites.
dendora is a bouncy Hindu. dendora drank 14 Everclears, 2 Hot Toddys, 2 Cosmopolitans.
lady_kiara is a melancholy Taoist. lady_kiara drank 3 Kahluas.
freako_mako is an up-tight Wiccan and a real lightweight when it comes to drinking who pisses on house plants because the proper water is always just out of reach. freako_mako drank 1 Tequila, 6 Cognacs.
blurred_rainbow is a good-natured Atheist. blurred_rainbow drank 5 Pernods, 2 Everclears, 1 Ale, 1 White Russian.
oregonlion is a bummed out Agnostic. oregonlion drank 3 Everclears, 3 White Wines.
amadraco is an animated Agnostic. amadraco drank 8 Aftershocks, 1 Cognac.
stumblingpony is a hung-up Fundementalist Christian. stumblingpony decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
ninetalesfox is a jaded Atheist. ninetalesfox drank 4 Lagers, 9 Sambuccas, 6 Sherrys.
kujas_canary is a constipated Muslim and a usual visitor to the A&E department on a Saturday night. kujas_canary drank 3 Ales, 1 Hot Toddy, 1 Cognac, 1 Kahlua.
lady_keyarah is an offensive Buddhist who finds much folly in hijacking wheelchairs from the crippled. lady_keyarah drank 17 Poteens.

Sick!

9 people thought it would be a wise idea to donate their stomach contents to lady_kiara's kitchen floor!

Fights

'Repent! REPENT at once thou harloting little Goth' boomed stumblingpony at a hapless looking da_foxie. da_foxie merely retorted with a glib 'Yer Ma!'

'Usually in this situation I would say to you ninetalesfox that God loves you. But I know for a fact he doesn't' remarked stumblingpony. 'That's not what his ma said last night when I was in between her legs!' replied the ever wise ninetalesfox

Lovers

No one would have predicted it at the start of the evening but it seems like freako_mako has found an eternal soulmate in lady_kiara. Oh the romance!

The Drunkest

There was once a rotten oik called lady_keyarah! And they bathed in gin! Yeah they bathed in gin!

Random Events

stumblingpony was arrested for screaming "Hot Sushi Yon Kebab!" at a war veteran
who happened to be hobbling past the house at the time.

lady_keyarah broke into oregonlion's car in a drunken haze stealing only their fluffy dice. the
dice are now an integral part of lady_keyarah's earring collection.

Contrary to popular belief lady_keyarah firmly assured the room that they have never considered following "Reindeer Blowing" as a proper career.

Happy New Year!

Do you believe in all of that New Years Resolution shit? If not, celebrate the New Year as you mean to go on with the ultimate new years party from hell!

Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks!

o.o;;;;

lostneko — Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:59:13 GMT

Okies... Last update on Nip Tuck for t'night...
WTF!? It was sooooo fuckin' screwed up!! @.@ My brain hurts!

Yoinked from Jimgreywords in good ol' LJ fashion

lostneko — Fri, 16 Dec 2005 22:24:35 GMT

APPEARANCE
I am shorter than 5'4.
I have many scars. They're very faint, tho.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
Have/I've had braces.
Wear glasses
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.

EMBARRASSMENT
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.

HEALTH
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

TRAVELING
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
I'm single
I'm in a relationship.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've had someone cheat on me.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've gotten divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I love to flirt.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY/CRIME
I am a terrible liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted. The whole Chiclet thing...

DEATH & DYING
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.

MATERIALISM
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books. Used to anyway
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.

POLITICAL/SOCIAL ATTITUDES
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm very outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic.
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
I am for Bush.
I'm religious.
I dress fairly modestly.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I've had Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
My answers are totally honest.

Dreams...

lostneko — Thu, 15 Dec 2005 20:07:30 GMT

Everyone has them. They dream of being successful, of being popular, etc. I have a dream, too. I want to be an animator. It is coming along nicely, but I'm still not where I wish to be. Right now I'm watching Sakura Taisen the movie. It's just the opening scene I'm watching where the girls are singing. I want to be able to be that good. When I am then I WILL get even better. Please do me a favor and do NOT tell me that I'm better already. Compared to a lot of things what I do is chicken scratch.

I'll let you all in on a little secret. I was inspired to do the animation I did for my final in Schwab's class because I watched this. I came up with the idea of Sha'rei and Xeras fighting then making up very soon after watching this. It could be because of the song that they're singing.

My wish is the same as yours.
Today is a special day,
so surely a miracle will happen.
Let everyone believe in miracles,
just for a little while.
Bonds of love will appear in their eyes.
Today is a special day,
a day overflowing with love.
I'm certain I will be blessed with a miracle.
Today is a special day,
a day when the bells of love will ring.
A love story for you and me!
Today is a special day,
a day overflowing with love.
I'm certain I will be blessed with a miracle.
Today is a special day,
a day when the bells of love will ring.
A love story for you and me!

If anyone can tell me the song title or, even better, find me the song from it I will definately owe you one.

Guess I'm just one for sap and fluff. You know what? I don't care. It's what I like. It makes me feel whole.

sigh

lostneko — Thu, 15 Dec 2005 17:51:42 GMT

At least I know why FA wasn't workin'. Honestly, some people reeeeeeeeeally need t' get a life. For those interested in what happened, please go to http://www.livejournal.com/community/furaffinity/62633.html to read more about it.

<<; insert shameless advertising...

lostneko — Thu, 15 Dec 2005 03:32:41 GMT

This is for those that don't want to download the AVI of "Show Me Love." Enjoy. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26419083/

Finished Animation!

lostneko — Thu, 15 Dec 2005 01:05:35 GMT

Yes, I have finished my final animation.
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26413574/
Download. Enjoy. This lynx is finished for the quarter. Weeeeesna!

ANother meme

lostneko — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 19:26:05 GMT

Thank you, Shinraz. ^^

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

I'm a naughty, naughty girl!

Meme-age. Enjoy

lostneko — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 18:03:51 GMT

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

It's raining.. WTF?!

lostneko — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 22:11:12 GMT

Not outside. INSIDE. Our bathroom vent has water RUNNING down it. It sounds like water is raining on the ceiling in the bathroom, too. Ruth gives the ceiling until t'night before it gives way. >< DAMMIT!!! What NOW!? Tch. At least it's better than it happenin' during break.

Woo..

lostneko — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 16:51:31 GMT

For those that don't know, fur affinity (www.furaffinity.net) is up and running.

Have you ever...

1. Fallen for your neighbor?: Hells no! We live around a bunch of old people.
2. Made out with just a friend?: ^^; Yes. *coughcoughd&dgameattehottsel'shousein12thgradecough*
3. Been rejected?: I think I have... I dunno...
4. Been in love?: Aye!
5. Used someone?: Yup
6. Been used?: Yup
7. Been Kissed?: Yush. -^^-
8. Done something you regret?: Aye.
9. Cried just to get out of trouble?: When I was ten.

Who was the last person...

10. You talked to?: In person? Ruth. On the phone? Um.. no clue. But I guess I can count talkin' to Laura on the compie with the mic...
11. You hugged?: Mako
12. you imed?: Justin
13. You Missed?: Justin mainly, but really everyone from back home.
15. You yelled at?: The stove.
16. You laughed with?: Mako or Ruth... ^^; I don't remember.
17. Who broke your heart?: ...
18. Who told you they loved you?: Justin
19. You kissed?: Mako

Have you / Do you / Are you...

20. Have a Birthmark? Aye. On my back and on my left calf.
21. Have any piercing?: One in my right ear. >< All the other's closed up.
22. Have a 6 pack?: Of lighters.
23. Own your own house?: Nope.
24. Own a nice car?: Nope.
25. Speak any languages?: English, but I can speak some French and German, and very little Spanish.
26. Cook your own Dinner?: ^^ I did last night. It was teh yumminess!
27. Color your hair?: Not anymore.
28. Have green eyes?: Nope.
29. Stolen anything?: Once when I was four - twas a pack of chiclets. After the guilt trip mum gave me I haven't done so since.
30. Smoked?: Used to smoke cigars. I've quit.
31. Taken drugs?: Advil, aleeve, tylenol (whichever I have with me at the moment I feel pain), caffeine in very small doses, and whatever's on the Othra Evra patch.
32. Obsessive?: With some things.
33. ADD?: Nope.
34. Have a crush on someone?: Aye - my mate.
35. Panic?: If I've lost something.
36. Anxiety?: Only on occassion.
37. Depressed?: Only on occassion.
38. Control Freak?: Not particularly.
39. Obsessed with hate?: Only when in comes to certain individuals.
40. Have a tattoo?: Nope.

Questions...

41. If you could be anywhere, where would it be?: Curled up in my bed at home.
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: I can crack my neck really loudly...
43. What feature do you find most attractive on guys?: I never really thought about it.
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: Yes, but only if her views went along with mine. If she's one of those radical pro-lifers then hells no!
45. Would you marry for money?: Nope.
46. Have you had braces?: Nope. I was supposed to, tho.
48. Do you sing in the shower?: Nope. I got out of that habit a loooooooong time ago.
50. Could you live without a computer?: Yes, but then again all my work is on it, and it's one of the means of which I use to talk with my mate.
51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo?: AIM and yahoo. MSN bothers me the way spiders bother some people.
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: I wouldn't want to.
54. Do you wear white socks?: If I have a clean pair.
55. Do you wear shoes?: Yes.
56. What is your favorite fruit?: Pineapples.
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: Both.
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: Home and Justin's.
59. Fav DVD?: Brother Bear and Alone in the Dark
60. Do you kiss on the first date?: Yea.
61. Are you photogenic?: I don't think so, but other's disagree.
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Depends on my mood, I think. I've had both.
63. What are you wearing right now?: My favorite pair of black pants and a shirt I wore yesterday.
64. Do you eat a lot of fruit?: When I'm at home. ^^;; And usually a lot about two days or more before Justin and I have a date planned.
65. Do you have dimples?: I dunno. I never really looked.
66. Do you remember being born?: Nope.
67. Why do you take surveys?: BOREDOM!
68. Do you drink alcohol?: At times
70. What is the best accent?: Irish
72. Do you like sunsets?: Aye.
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: Hells no, er, unless I suddenly become immortal in my late twenties.
74. If not, why?: I want to die youngish. I'd hate t' be stuck in a nursing home. Besides, the world needs less people so why bother?
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: Nope.
76. Are you loyal?: Aye.
77. Are you tolerant of other people?: To a point.
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: *shrug* I think I knew for a long time but was in denial.
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: Two, and three pairs that I need t' throw out... ^^;
84. Do you write poetry?: Hells no.
85. Snore?: I think so, but I'm not quite sure. It depends on how I lay.
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: Front.
87. Do you like Cats/Dogs?: Yush.
88. Do you lick stamps?: I buy the kind that are like stickers.
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: Only when I'm at home in Virginia.
90. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: Nope.
91. Like your name?: It's better than what I could be named, I assume.
92. Were you named after anyone?: Yes, one of my mum's friends from high school.
93. Do you wish on stars?: I stopped that long ago when my wish to be abducted by aliens didn't fall through.
94. Which finger is your favorite?: My right ring finger - there's a freckle on it.
95. When did you last cry?: I had a breakdown over a picture.. I dunno how long ago that was.
98. Favorite num.?: 666 because when you tell someone that's your lucky number they freak out.
99. Any bad habits?: Quite a few.
100. How many kids do you want?: One of my own. If I want more... ADOPTION!

Yoinked from That Nick Guy.

lostneko — Sat, 10 Dec 2005 15:55:11 GMT

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Aye. ^^

2) What was your favorite moment of the year? Remembering why I fell in love with Justin in the first place.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? Mako gettin' mad at me.

4) Where were you when 2005 began? In Nevada

5) Who were you with? In a break room with a bunch of very loud Chinese workers at a cassino

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? At home probably asleep...

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? All by me onesy.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? Nope, but that's because I realized that one can't go through life without hurting anyone.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? I don't plan on makin' any.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? Yes.

11) If yes, with who? Justin

12) If yes, do they know? ^^ He better.

13) Are you still in love with them? Of course

14) Do you regret it? Not in the least

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? Yes.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? Yea.

17) Who are your favorite new friends? Favorites? Why bother with that?

18) What was your favorite month of 2005? October

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? Nope

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? Five

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? Nope

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? Yea...

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? Tis a toss up between War of the Worlds and Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

24) What was your favorite song from 2005? ^^ Just about anything from Nightwish

25) What was your favorite record from 2005? Once, but it didn't come out in '05

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? The one that was going on at the museum last week. It was just a choir concert.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? Nope

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? Not too much.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? Nope. ;-; I can't touch caffeine anymore... *sigh* o.o; Oh. Wait.. I took a lot of pain killers...

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? One

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? Yea...

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? I can't think of one.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? More than likely. I know of one person... *coughcoughdiezachdiecough*

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? Aye.

36) How much money did you spend in 2005? ^^;;; Waaaaaaaaaaay too much.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? No clue.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? Locking the keys in the car...

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? ^^; To not lock said keys in the car.

40) What are your plans for 2006? Haven't really made any.

name:	Jessi
birthday:	18 January 1985
birthplace:	Lowmoore, VA
town you currently live in:	Well, there's two: Pittsburgh, PA; Covington, VA
eye color:	Brown
short, medium, or long hair:	Short
hair color:	Brown
height:	5'3"
right hand or left:	Right, but slightly ambidextorous
heritage:	French, German, a hint of English, and 1/16 Native American (Blackfoot and Cherokee)
fav tv show:	Nip Tuck
fav movie:	Currently it's "Sky High"
your weakness:	Seein' little kids get hurt.
your fears:	Loosing those I hold dear; failing out of AIP
something u kick ass in:	Um... crocheting?
fav subject:	Math
least fav subject:	English
lowest grade you ever got:	12 on a calc test I didn't study for... ^^;
sports you play for a team:	None
sports you don't play for a team but still like to do:	Well, tisn't really a sport, but DDR?
fav basketball team:	None
fav hockey team:	None
fav football team:	None - you'll only catch me at a game listenin' to the band
fav baseball team:	None
collage you wanna go to:	I'm already there - the Art Institute of Pittsburgh
goal you wanna acheive in life:	To become an animator
best physical feature:	I have one?
burger king or mcdonalds:	Burger King - <<; They have better toys ya can get
dunkin donuts or starbucks:	Neither.
choclate or vanilla:	Vanilla
fav junk food:	Tortilla chips and salsa
fav food:	^^; The Quesadilla Rellena.... and with normal food, the "insert stuff here" fried rice Ruth makes
american eagle or abercrombie:	Eww.... neither!
fav type of music:	80s, metal
fav group/single:	Nightwish
fav song:	"I Wish I had an Angel" and "Over the Hills and Far Away"
do you have a job:	Yush - a math tutor
most money you ever had:	$1000+
most money you ever spent on yourself:	<<; No comment
do you have any body piercings:	I did in my ears
do you have any tattoos:	Nope
do you want any piercings or tattoos:	Yush
have you ever been drunk:	^^; Yes.
have you ever smoked:	Used to
have you ever done drugs:	Smoking cigars counts
have you ever eaten an entire carton of ice cream:	Yea... I was very stressed out...
have you ever eaten an entire box of oreos:	No. Never intend to, either.
have you ever stolen anything:	I did when I was four. My mom gave me such a guilt trip I haven't since
have you ever done something & feel really bad about it:	Yes.
have you ever been skinny dipping:	Yes. ^^ Twas fun!
have you ever been arrested:	No, but there was this one girl that looked like me Mrs. Love was tellin' me about that was arrested in Oakland during a protest
have you ever been caught doing drugs/drink/smoke by your parents:	They seen me smokin' a cigar, but I was over 18 so they really couldn't do a thing
number of drugs taken:	Advil, Aleeve, Tylenol, Caffeine, Tobacco, booze, perscriptions... I dunno.
number of smokes you've had:	*shrug*
number of times you've had alcohol:	Dunno
if so what:	Just cigars, the otsel-tini's Ruth made, some brandy in my chai, German after dinner brandy in Germany, and some liquor two Christmas's ago... oh, and some white russians a looooong time ago
*IN A BOY/ GIRL...*
hair color:	Doesn't matter
hair length:	Depends on the body type, but I love long hair.
eye color:	Doesn't matter
height:	Boy - taller than me Girl - just a little shorter than me
weight:	Doesn't matter
clothes:	^^ None!
personality:	Happy go lucky type, but they have some sense of responsibility and know when to be serious
number of tattoos:	Doesn't matter
number of body piercings:	Doesn't matter
*things they like...*
football:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
baseball:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
basketball:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
hockey:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
tv show:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
food:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
clothes:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
shopping:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
music:	It's them so they can like whatever they want
*things they've done...*
drugs:	So long as it's not illegal
drink:	So long as they're not an alcoholic
smoke:	Cigars.
shoplifted:	Hopefully no more
steal:	Hopefully no more
killed someone:	o.o; Hopefully in self defense
swear:	I've made a National Guardsman blush from my language. It doesn't matter t' me.
cheated in school:	^^; I'm guilty of that so I shouldn't have a say in it.
cheated on one of their girlfriend/ boyfriend:	Well, if they were breaking up with said girlfriend/boyfriend..
watch porn:	Trekkie: LEMME HEAR IT! The internet is for porn! The internet is for porn! Grab your dick and double click for porn! Porn! Porn!
been arrested:	Hells no!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot cocoa.
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Silly. It's the Hentai Faerie that does that. ;p
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? I think we mostly have white
4. Do you hang mistletoe? Nay.
5. When do you put your decorations up? The family puts 'em up after Thanksgiving.
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? The ham grams makes, and the glazed sweet potatoes mom makes.
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? Finding that one panda under a pillow. ^^ I still have him, too. He makes a great pillow.
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? I think I always knew but didn't really care.
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Sometimes, but it depends.
10. What kind of cookies does Santa get set out for him? None.
11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? Depends. If Ruth and I are driving home we dread it. However, if we're where we need t' be then bring it on.
12. Can you ice skate? Yup!
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? Yes. It was a Fisher Price kitchen that was popular back in the late 80s, early 90s. I think grams still has it up.
14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? Seeing family I usually don't get t' see.
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? The rum balls Ruth made for me last year.
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? Meeting the family at grams house.
17. What tops your tree? No clue. I think it's an angel...
18. Which do you prefer Giving or Receiving? Both, tho sometimes when receiving I'm given one helluva guilt trip.
19. What is your favorite Christmas Carol? What Child is This?
20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? *twitch* Depends.

1. ARE YOU OVER 18? Yush.
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? Nope.
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Nope
4.FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? Is my nose bleeding again?
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? A thing of jewelry, my broken boom box, candles, and a li'l stuffed snow leopard.
6. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU CALLED? Ruth... and got no answer.
7. GRILLED OR FRIED? Grilled.
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? The llama-titus I suffer from.
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Only if it's not pitch black and I'm back home and hear that knocking at my door at 3 am...
10. FAVORITE HANGOUT? The tutoring center. Yes. I'm a loser.
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: The compie, friends/family/loved-ones, moo-lah
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS? Something for the comp..
13. FAVORITE SONG(s)? Currently "I Wish I had an Angel"
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Not getting a job, Justin wantin' to leave me, friends deciding I'm worthless.
15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? Taker, I guess...
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Jess, Rotzi, Kiara
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? Sky High
20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE THING? An unlimited supply of the necessities.
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? I don't really have one.
22. WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER? Verizon
23. FIRST THINGS YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? Assuming everyone's safe, the comp and my external hard drive.
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Brown
25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING WITH YOU? Wallet and keys.
26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? A vet.
27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7am? Walk out the door t' walk t' school.
28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS: Red.
29. WHO DO YOU WANT TO MEET? No one at the moment.
30. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEF0RE Y0U G0 T0 BED? So s'eeeeeepy... *thunk-snore*

WTF is up with LJ?

lostneko — Thu, 08 Dec 2005 14:21:55 GMT

I sign into yahoo this morning and I've found that I have new mail.... that happens to date back to November. What the hell?

So, sorry to everyone if I haven't been replying to your comments like I normally would.

Pleeeeeeeeeease say that it's not just me.

Yay for being productive!

lostneko — Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:42:38 GMT

Two AVIs that y'all need t' download t' view...
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26128816/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26120853/

And ze penguins!
http://www.deviantart.com/view/26128090/

X3

lostneko — Mon, 05 Dec 2005 04:35:17 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In October I gave amadraco a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Saturday I pulled son_of_bastet's hair (-5 points). In February I gave kuramazkoibito a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). In January I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last week I committed genocide... Sorry about that, damion_st_james (-5000 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-4968 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!

Sincerely,
lostneko