Not all those who wander are lost

ellos!!! come back

2007-11-30T22:23:18Z

ellos there
i've come back coz i wanna chat and stuff
(i warn u i'm quite typisy atm)
update from b4
i've got a wonderful boyfriend ^_^
which i live with
...actually maily coz i was chucked out of my home by my step-mother
i'm always on myspace if u wanna add me it's www.myspace.com/lossemare
xxx

lossemare @ 2006-08-25T13:21:00

2006-08-25T12:24:58Z

tears
"sian u should have a social life!"
why rn't i'm aloud 1?
i've never been any good at the rl thing
too fucking shy, too fucking quiet, too fucking ununderstandable, too skatty, too nauive, too sensitive
i think everyone gives up on me
or i don't give enough effort

lossemare @ 2006-05-11T17:51:00

2006-05-11T19:31:54Z

haven't been to college today, i've been ill =(
but been a good chance to make ponpons for materials and techs
if i'm feeling better i'll be going to london tomorrow with college. we should be going to Tate britian and ICA

My brother got a fine and 20 months driving ban
i always seem to panic to much

i brought and watched naria =D
i don't know it wasn't quite as good as i thought it would be but i loved Mr Tumnus!
i couldn't quite belive it was the same actor that played Macbeth in the spakespeare retold

i would like to make some Mr tumnus icons but does any1 know any good narnia websites with pics please..?

i made this elijah wallpaper today
it's not very good and i think it has something missing =/

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You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas.
And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.
Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.
Problem is, you sort of want all three.

You bring the spark in the relationship
In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning
Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

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Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
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What Sign Should You Date?

You Are A Lime Tree

You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.

You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.

Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.

Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.

You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.

Your caring personality really shines through.

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How's Your Karma?

"no one can make you feel inferior without your consent" -Eleanor Roosevelt

2006-05-10T07:15:24Z

Good morning people!
i'm going to go through the friends pages tonight ^_-
i was looking through before and what i usually do is go through and stuff i want to look at or read or reply i put as a new window and go back in bit....
...but i was doing that before and my computer crashed! the screen started moving and flashing

i'm such a magpie- using a quote as my title
sorry poppithefenling
i brought a dictionary of quotes ^_^
i just opened it and picked out a quote at random and got that one

my art project is hard but interesting and shouldturn out really good
it's more indepent,
where as before we got the topic the body or food this 1 each person got a package of objects for inspiration
i tell u some more later

my bother has just gone to court =(
he was drunk and drived *shakes head*
i know u shouldn't do it and it shouldn't go unpunished
and it's so easy to say yeah who ever does it should go to prision or whatever
but it chances when it's your brother
=( he's the one thats always looked after me been there for me
he's been better to me than my dad!
i feel so bad becaus i've never said this to him
tricia was scaring me and saying he might go to prison!
i thought i would just huggle on to him so they can't take him!!!
i remember the day after when i woke up and fould out all about it, i still went to college but walking down the high street to college i just started crying =(

well i'll be worried all day and i sholdn't of just made that entry because i'm thinking all about what i just said

all have a good day Xx

lossemare @ 2006-04-03T22:11:00

2006-04-03T21:04:22Z

spring is offically here
blossom is out
and it's very beatuiful,
some of it looks like snow

What type of Fae are you?

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|	16%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	64%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%

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Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
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Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

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The Three Question Personality Test

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

<- o_O hanging man!?

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).

Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.

Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Edit: forgot to say, my marks:
Drawing - pass
Materials and techniques- pass
Sculpture -pass
computers in art - merit +
painting - merit
print - Destinution!!!
(sorry showing off a bit there *blushes* ... and it's a shame that i can't even spell it right =( i did try but all the different options on the spell checker comfused me and i didn't know which was which)
and i haven't been given my ceramics yet

"We do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children"

2006-04-03T20:02:08Z

i was thinking if i had been brought up in a family were u had to speak up to be heard or get what u need, would i be a more confidenent and louder speaking person
however would that make me different in other aspects, like if i was more confidenent i would take more operatines
or would I be completely different and have other traits/ skills/ abilities and maybe not have the same interests.
...?

i've stolen poppithefenling idea of using quotes for titles ^_^
that 1 is a native american proverb, can't rember where i got it though...
i saw a dictionary of quotations in Ottakars (th book shop) i so want that! also it has a waterhouse painting on the cover =D *points at icon*

lossemare @ 2006-04-01T15:46:00

2006-04-01T14:38:46Z

snagged from various people =P

April Fool
10th_1216	eggs your cat.
aravishermione	paints your dog orange.
carrotqueen	trims your hedge into a replica of the Venus de Milo.
elle_4you	buys you a Russian Bride.
elrawien	TPs your head.
elvenblessed	has a hundred large anchovy pizzas and a diet coke delivered to your door.
faerie_dance	glues your Russian Bride to your bedroom ceiling.
falling_silver	legally changes your name to MoonBeam Cappa.
hammil77	smiles. All the time.
lukez	sells your elderly relatives on Ebay.
Prank Me

maybe i should stop acting so childreness

2006-04-01T13:54:32Z

"we do not inherit the earth frm our ancestors, we borrow it from our children" - Native american Proverb

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of have the potential to turn a life around

i think i should bear that quote in mind, i know i underestimate people =S

Do think i should grow up? ^_^ well all i do that is childress is things like this ... i think ... o_O

i always thought how childrens cartons etc. are rather dark...
Luke Cheud an artist he takes childrens stuff and makes it really dark..
look ->
-his site - http://www.lukechueh.com/
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lossemare @ 2006-04-01T13:34:00

2006-04-01T12:27:56Z

ellos there

hope ur all well! .... r u all?

college has been fun
hard work but fun
all the art is great except art history, and key skills. (notice how i hate the subjects where i have to sit infront of a computer doing stuff like excel and writing essays =( ) except i do like computers in art, were u do sit infront of the computer but we're on photoshop,
i've never been able to just sit down and concentrate on something or one thing for a long amount of time
even when i'm on here i last about 20 mins then start playing, ficking or destroying something around me O_O
when i was in english or maths my pens would get all broken and fixed and everything would just get rearranged

on sunday night i worked till midnight and got up at 5 to finish off my work
and by the way i feel i haven't catched up on my sleep yet o_o or it might because i haven't been doing anything

this week has been wierd as i've had it off
and i've handed everything in
there's nothing to do this week, well actually we have to go to a gallery and make a presentation and give it to the class (! Dear God, help me!!!!!!!!)
but we have the easter holiday to do that which is after next week.
i'm generally a very lazy person so u (and me quite franky) probably thought this week would be heaven for me but it's boring incrediably boring

the dog, bracken had hurt his leg the muscle or something =S (i know i should know)
so he had to have an operation, were they had to actually brake the leg to be able to fix it o_O
so thats partly why u've been so bored because i haven't been able to come up stairs on to my computer so much,
then i would of been here =D but poor bracken needed looking after

i don't think i've said but i've got a puppy! Murphy, he's orginially a dog from irland,
he was going to be put down! =( because the owner couldn't look after him and his broters
but the rescue people rescued him and brought him to england
and took him to a special church service in the cathedral in Chelmsford for pets and tricia and dad came back with him! ^_^
that usually happen in my house, my dad is a sucker for animals

at college we made this wierd dreamspace thingy
have a look - http://www.dreamspace-agis.com/webesp/index.htm
the 1 i was helping with (with my class) is in the college at the moment but it's going to be moved to Germany (i think it was germany)

i keep buying books faster than i can read them! =O
i'm currently reading "The Magician's Guild"
it's different and interesting how it's more about the slums and people there.
there's the gangs- like the youth and the thievies - they are the dangerous people, that kill u if u do something wrong =S
and the magicians are basically act like stuck up lords or soemhting
i'm never any good at describing books or anything really.
also i brought "memoirs of a Giesha" wanna read it before i see the film, the film looks so good.
after doing a project for art history about eastern influences in western art, i've developed a big interest in eastern art.
i brought a panda picture from "china world" it's shop in southend
i wanna buy this other 1 i saw too it's £10 so not bad =D
also i brought (yes another something =P ) "if nobody speaks of remarkable things" by Jon McGregor
i only read the 1st few pages and it's wonderful.
the very first page inside and the back page has all quotes from magazines and newspapers
so here some of them so u can get an idea
-"A Sensationally accomplished debut... a convincing and moving vision of comtemporary Britian" - Sunday times
-"This novel owes as much as it does to poetry as it does to prose. Its opening, an invocation of the life of the city, is strongly reminiscent of Auden's Night Mail in its hypnotic portarit of industrialised society... An assured debut" -Erica Wagner, The Times
-"this is an ordinary world, shabby and melancholy, but McGregor describes it with mesmeric power... you won't read anything much more poigant than this" - Daily Telrgraph

*Xx Lossemare
PS *hugs* to everyone that could be bothered to read all of that! =D =P

ello!!!!!!

2006-01-20T21:25:26Z

i've come back
i got a nudge from poppithefenling which shows some1 missed me =P
i don't know what to say really
college is fun (too much work but thats me)
today in print lesson i forgot my soft ground etching o_O hehee...
so i drew pictures of penguins killing rabbits all lesson ..lol... i know i'm disturbed *blushes*
kerry in my class has turned into a very good friend and we have the same (disturbing) sense of humour and love the same music
i'm going out tomorrow night =D a place called chinnerys, a band r playing from my town who usually play at woodham rock (a youth rock night type of thing)
but chinnerys isn't like that *glavly shakes head*
=P *waves jack daniels bottle*
i've joined another journally site www.sillygoth.com
also i've set up a myspace
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=40235851
have a look! =D
u can see my newest hair cut! and yes it's like keira knightleys (like in domino)
also i've been getting myself sorted out, all the stuff with my depression.
i use the term very losely because i'm not too sure if i really have it but i've been down for ever so long =(

from now i'm going to try and stay up to date here =D because i love u guys! <3 *looks at all the people running away*
but i think i really really need to cut down my communities =S because i have sooo much work from college (even though i'm so bad at doing my homework)

lossemare @ 2005-11-06T14:56:00

2005-11-06T16:00:18Z

hullo! as u might of noticed i haven't been around a lot (almost at all for a long time). and i've had my hair cut! i asked and took in pics of keira's hair (how she had it in Domino) so i have it like it like that but it doesn't quite look so cool! =(
because i'm so stupid (stupid as in being a lazy git!) i've got behind with my art and we have an assement at christmas so i'm going on till christmas =( (u can take that hiatus banner if u want to use when u like just as long as u credit! =D please...)

i'll still take part in icon concests =D

i fould narnia_icontest!!! =D it's great join it!

i'm leaving a present. a pic spam! of the LWW or The Chronicles of Narnia, The lion, the witch and the wardrobe! i'm looking forward to it sooo much! if u like lotr i SHOULD like this. weta are working with them (so the props, swords and stuff will be excellent! =D )

here's links to LWW websites (and trailers)

http://movies.aol.com/movie_exclusive_the_chronicles_of_narnia/trailer_extra_large -trailer -
http://www.narniafans.com/ -
http://www.moviecitynews.com/arrays/lww.html -
http://www.narniaweb.com/ -
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/narnia/ -trailer

hehee.. couldn't resist!

<-click for bigger pic

lossemare @ 2005-10-15T16:30:00

2005-10-15T15:34:25Z

can't think of anything to say (probably just being lazy!)
http://www.toomuchsexy.org/index/weblog/comments/crying_men/ - i'm doing Sam Taylor-Wood for art history i have to do a essay about her. the link has pictures of loads of actors crying! =( *pets them all - or the nice looking ones* -thanks to silindro for the site

i've been reading "The Lion, The whitch and The wardrobe," i wanted to read it before i saw the film
it makes me feel like a little kid ^_^
never read much when i was younger so i'm making up for what i lost. hehehee.. =P

my dad got the "Da Vinci Code," might read that after him

A faerie watches over you. You are charming and
cunning. You have a way with people that you
can lead them and they will follow. You're
active and ambitious. You're smart and
outgoing. You're faerie is always by your
side. Whether or not you may always see it,
your faerie is always there, keeping an eye on
you and protecting you. You're faerie is like
your conscious. It will always lead you down
the right path.

Who is your soul guardian?
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Anger is what lies in your heart.
Someone has hurt in a way that can't be forgiven.
You want revenge, and will do anything to
accomplish your goal. You are mad at the world,
and sometimes mad at yourself. You need to get
through this anger before it becomes your
demise.

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Your souls is broken. You feel unloved and
depressed. You seek attention from the other
genger and wish to be loved.

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and of yeah my step-sister is round! she's all so perfect and her family! =/

lossemare @ 2005-10-08T19:41:00

2005-10-08T18:46:26Z

Ahhhhhhhhhh................ i missed the repect of Lost! Noooooooooooooooooooooooo...................................................!!!!!!!!!!
i'm watching Elizabeth I with Hugh Dancy in it! he plays Charles Tichborne he was the one that wrote a poem about how his "prime of youth is but a frost of cares,..."
i surpose i can see the subtitles to know who an actor in, he has long hair =P he looks like an elf ^_^
Hugh Dancy looks very good in it, and acting in very good

lossemare @ 2005-10-08T17:40:00

2005-10-08T16:42:05Z

Hi. i am alive! =P =D
i'm never a very organized person so usually end up with me negletting stuff
but my tutor gave me an action plan and i'm not allowed to do any work today! =P
i went to the Tate modern (London) on wednesday. i fell asleep on the train coming back on wednesday and nearly missed my stop! =O

<- o_O kate?

moody =P

him and Elijah make such good back and white pics!

awww.... his head tilt!

Oh No! he's stuck!

naughtly naughtly

Moody teenager look there!

he's looking!

i want that chair! =D

i love that face!

lossemare @ 2005-10-02T14:54:00

2005-10-02T14:03:34Z

i was wondering how do you make your journal friends only?
how do you make your entries friends only by default?

i can't think of anything at the moment. i'm just in one of those moods where everthing seems so messed up and i have a complete block.
i've been making icons ^_^ only 4 in like 4 hours! thats BAD! they are elijah icons thanks to silindro
me and my friends got shouted at by chavs twice yesterday. the first time we waved to them while they just insulted us, it works u should try it. there were the down the road though so if they decide to chase us we could run away quite easily
the second time they were drunk and they were too close so we just ignored them totally.
incase anyone doesn't know what "chavs" are they are stupid fucking idiots and are extremly uncultured and look like clones of each other and they give all us teenagers a bad name because they go and get drunk and start fights - when drunk and not and get pregant at 13 - of course not the boys but u know =P *giggles - vivid imagination*

lossemare @ 2005-09-27T18:05:00

2005-09-27T17:03:20Z

i've actually got into making graphics now =D
i made fasion photography ones (boyd holbrook and travis... )
wait a min....... ah. the simpsons just had to put it om!

Emo Kid
You are 14% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited.

I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Smartass.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 6% on Rationality

You scored higher than 41% on Extroversion

You scored higher than 25% on Brutality

You scored higher than 7% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

Angels....

2005-09-26T20:38:25Z

Israfel
So you need Healing (31%), Knowledge (50%), Inspiration (80%), and Strength (43%)?

Archangel Israfel is the Angel of beauty, song, counsel, sympathy, and resurrection. He is a compassionate Angel, always inclined to offer comfort and guidance to those who are feeling lost and abandoned, and bring joy and laughter back to those who are without hope. He wants us to know that we are never alone and inspires us to love ourselves and to be confident and have faith.

Israfel is the Patron Angel of entertainers who brings mankind the gift of song, and with it the joy that will inevitably follow. He is a special Angel to musicians and those concerned with beauty, be it beauty in art or the beauty of life. His most famous instrument is the trumpet, but he is also mentioned playing the lute. Those two represent all string, pluck and wind instruments.

If you are the kind of trumpeter that’ll “wake the dead” in the middle of the night, you may have more in common with Israfel than you though. For he is also the Angel of resurrection, and what does he use to awaken the dead from their slumber at the end of the world? That’s right. A trumpet. His role at the final judgement makes him the Angel of life and new beginnings, representing the kind of hope that fills us when the sun rises over the horizon to drive away the darkness of the night.

A Bit of Trivia:

Israfel is a very compassionate Angel indeed. He “looks three times each day and three times each night into the depths of Hell, and is so stricken with horror and grief at the plight of the damned souls that he weep so that his tears would flood the earth, if God did not prevent them from flowing.” He is also said to be very beautiful and the master of music. Edgar Allan Poe once wrote in his poem Israfel: “In heaven a spirit doth dwell / Whose heart-strings are a lute; / None sing so wildly well / As the angel Israfel.”

Jophiel - Michael - Israfel - Raziel - Ariel - Uriel - Gabriel - Raphael - Zadkiel - Jeremiel

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 31% on Healing

You scored higher than 28% on Knowledge

You scored higher than 87% on Inspiration

You scored higher than 36% on Strength

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The Angel Test
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lossemare @ 2005-09-25T12:37:00

2005-09-25T11:34:40Z

*raises eye brow*

Hurley
You scored 60% kindness, 36% courage, 34% seedy past, and 58% secretiveness!

"For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."

Dude, you are Hurley. You are a kind soul with some terrible luck. While you're always lending a helping hand, you're not exactly the bravest guy on the island. What you do is even more important - keep people entertained. The only problem you've got is that whole jinxed numbers thing. You're so secretive, no one on the island even knows that you're a multimillionaire! Let it out, dude. There's no use trying to keep it all bottled up inside, man.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 57% on kindness

You scored higher than 14% on courage

You scored higher than 47% on seedy past

You scored higher than 52% on secretiveness

Link: The Which Lost Character Are You Test written by ack_attack on Ok Cupid

You are 93% Pisces

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

lossemare @ 2005-09-24T17:09:00

2005-09-24T16:35:51Z

i feel bad for my lack of comments, and lurking (yes i have been reading but not much of the commenting)

and it might be for awhie but i've been going on my msn messager so feel free to add me ^_^ my e-mail is rhiannonakaeowyn@hotmail.com yes it's long =P

there's not much to say but now i've said that i'm going to write loads =P

come to think about it i'm really enjoying college. non-stop art no going off and going an hour of sciance with a teacher who didn't like me then going to do an hour of maths with a teacher that talked for 3 quarters of an hour! then english which was just so boring and if you didn't share the same point of view as the techer you were wrong.

it takes an hour to get to and back from college. and my student card looks so bad, i'm yellow because of the lighting. but i haven't forgotten it yet, u need it to get in and if u forget it 3 times your tutor is told then after more times you have to see the prinicble

the front from the side. in front there is a train station but the train i get doesn't go to that station it's on a different line.

inside those mushroom things they are eating/ sitting/ working areas,

that red thing is the pod O_o we have art history in there.

the mush rooms from above

i have all my lessons on the 5th and 6th floor there (except art history) it a bad place to be if your frightened of heights!

that girl with the red bag is in my art class, she's called kerry and the blonde girl was in my art class in secondary school she's Sarah-Jane. the girl in the middle i don't know who she is.

kerry invited me to go to a carnival with her and her friends which i've got to know alittle by getting the train with them and stuff.

i got these off the college website - http://www.southend.ac.uk/index.html

i got appected at elite_stills *dances*</span>

i had more to say i've forgotten it now =(

ummmm............... Oh yeah i like HiM now! i added them to my napster play list ^_^ i love wings of a butterfly.

i haven't listen to that much yet and can't remeber all the names of the songs

but that lead singer has somhting about him i didn't really like him (looks wise) but now hearing his voice i like him =/

and Kasabian and Star sailor are my new favourite bands! *rocks out to star sailor* <- i'm it playing now

and silindro is a bad influence! she made me hang my beanie baby! worse of all the peace one! mahahahahahahaa........

i changed all my user icons. (no offence to those who i was using)

this one i thought was suitable for journal posts and the angel one - for replies on my flist ^_^

even though i think the my thoughts one would go with that too

and this keira one for more neutral things

have a talked too much!?

lossemare @ 2005-09-18T16:55:00

2005-09-18T16:50:03Z

i got tagged by silindro =P

"Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged it's your turn."

i'm a lotr fan! (u won't guess!)
i'm a bit of a history geek
i'm listening to Kasabian! a great band. get their music! (i'm really strangling here) they are touring in american
i seem to like depressing music
i'm addicted to the computer
the computer is my social life! (i'm so sad!)
i actually very rarely get nervous, like for college i wasn't nervous
i think i must have a sign on me saying to people not to talk to me coz people never seem to wanna
i'm in a sense a romanticist (my love for art noveau and pre-raphaelite, and tolkien really shows that)
i like silence
ahhhh........ i'm running out of things! i'm that interesting. this answers my question of why people seem to use me! for no.11 i'm going to say - i'm a target for users, people ditch me when they find someone else
i'm going to be a woman modern version of Caravaggio mahahhahhaa......
so what if i'm naturally a very calm person it doesn't mean i'm sad, upset or depressed, just because i don't giggle annoyingly and don't rabbit on
i love animals but not the(/for the) cute(/ness) but for the hunter (i can't stand people that like animals because they think they are cute! the fact is a cat looks at you and thinks what an idiot! or they think you are too big to kill)
i need money! ^_^ and i can't get the EMA thingy =( but my parents run out of money in a week of getting paid!
i don't see my doing anything with my life
i want to travel, but look at no. 16 so stuff that!
Lowry is my great great uncle or something - "Lowry always claimed loneliness and dissatisfaction, but one wonders to what degree he really craved anything different. As he said himself, 'Had I not been lonely, none of my work would have happened.' He deprived himself of many of life's simple pleasures - living in isolation - and the price he effectively paid to be a great artist was his happiness." - thats it, it's a family thing to be lonely! and i don't think certain parts of me (the good bits) would be the same if i wasn't lonely. also great leaders and historical characters were loners, like Jesus! (i'm no way conparing myself to him, i'm just saying
i'm never with it, i'm always day dreaming, because no one talks to me and i'm lonely so i have to make up my own stuff
i find a lot of religous stuff very insulting to my intelligance, i do see some of it and do agree and i'm not having a go but for example i saw this church service in america on the telly and there were a bunch of english teenagers that went and some of them had to walk out before they burst out laughing! if i was there i would of done the same. if i had to choose a relgion i had to follow i would choose something like paganism (<- romanicist coming through) but whos reading anyway and do i deverve anyone to listen to me

that took me so long! and i repeted a bit aswell. so i'm going to tag anyone that wants to be tagged! =P

lossemare @ 2005-09-16T19:11:00

2005-09-17T10:28:54Z

I'm here! =P
and poppithefenling i have a week holiday on the 22nd- 28th october (i think, this course plan doesn't make it easy) and i'll have to presuade my dad again meaning our have to sop argueing =S (please don't hold your hopes too high)

well this week i started college properly,
it's just so confusing! we keep getting given booklets
-a good sketch book guide
-briefs on all the units =/
-course plan
-induction plan
well listed like that it doesn't seem that much
we have to have 7 sketch books! (here goes a list again)
each for :-
-Ceramics
-sculpture
-computers in art
-painting
-drawing
-print
-art history

it's going to be so enjoyable when we get more stuck in and start doing art more
and i've enjoyed what art we've been doing so far, was a little hard getting into it at first
we did a life drawing yesterday =S means people, (offend naked,- which we will have to do at some point)
and the teacher picked on a couple of people to pick which one they thought was the best, then she picked one and she picked mine! *dances* =D
i'm finding writing the evaluations of the lessons and annoting our work hard though.

our lessons went like this
-our sculpture class we had to measure each others heads (lol) and note it down and make a profile and front view of each others heads on card board.
but it got all confusing because our heads aren't flat! =O and we are measuring in different angles which didn't make sense when we got to the pofile and front view bits
-i'm looking forward to Wednesday we have computers in art, and we will actually be going on the computers!
we couldn't before because our passwords weren't working. and she said we are going to do some stuff on photoshop =D
-for art history our tutor took us to the library
-painting we did a chalk drawing first of another drawing, which was pretty easy, then we did a charcoal drawings of the same drawing, so we had to reverse it. it took me about 10 mins but somepeople took ages
-ceramics we stuck things in slabs of clay! Whooo-hooo! lol =P
-in print a dropped my inkpad thingy what ever it's called on the floor but it had to land on the ink side on the floor! like butter side down! O_O except i don't have butter on my bread, i do have it on my potatos but not bread! ...lol... i'm going bizarre! this is what happens when i write too much! =P and i really do use ->!!!! too much!!!!!! i'm telling you!!!!!!!!!!!

all the teacher keep tellign us how they are praticings artists and how they show their work here and there. one said he's shown at the tate!
he's our painting teacher and he is very opinionated! but a brilliant painter
and our sculpture teacher said about something about him having a master qualtion (the best- i think) - will my dad knows a famous scultureist in the sculturing world *rolls eyes coz she really doesn't know what she is talking about*

and sorry i haven't been on here properly :O but i'll be on here more when i settle down more, but me being organized doesn't happen!

lossemare @ 2005-09-10T20:41:00

2005-09-10T20:16:41Z

just a quick message
so sorry poppithefenling that this is late =( please forgive me! Xx you can hit me or whatever! =P
Happy (late) Birthday!

and here's a wallpaper for you-

if you want anything put on those i can do it also i haven't forgotten the icons i'll do them tomorrow =S

lossemare @ 2005-09-06T20:00:00

2005-09-06T19:21:48Z

<- i don't even have the energy to do that! i've got a cold! =( and the cough has got worse all day and i was up half the night last night because i was all stuffed up and all i want to do now is sleep

i start college on thursday! =O

and-

lossemare @ 2005-09-05T11:02:00

2005-09-05T10:01:35Z

i thought i would just say after/at 12 o'clock (british time) keira knightley is on radio 1 you can go and listen to it here http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/
if your late usually you can go back and to listen to it!

lossemare @ 2005-09-04T14:35:00

2005-09-04T13:46:02Z

i feel rather- and and my head feels like -
anyone get the idea?

my band witch exceeded! =( but i got a new account! but i had to make a new hotmail account so i could have a new phtobucket account
i've replaced all the pictures on my tutorial i made here's a link - http://www.livejournal.com/community/icon_tutorial/2193501.html?view=15402589#t15402589
i'm too lazy to do it proabbly so i copied and pasted so =P BLAH!
but i haven't repleced my icons so you can't see them and the fanasty bases =(
and at some point i will get round to repling to your comments/replies!
i won't swear yet. remember->

i worked last time somebody from the Lodge, my sunday job waitressing (which i think they've good as fired me!) asked me to do a job with her, it was waitressing at a wedding.
it was silver service and all!! but i didn't do all that i just did the easy bits.
she told me that it would be £6 an hour (thats good! for me and the job i'm doing and it's only a job to earn some money) so i worked it out to be about £36 but they gave us £50!!! i've never had a £50 note before i think!

You scored as Romanticist. Romanticism encourages society to look backwards to find our solutions. Your rationale is that things were much better a few hundred years ago so we should thus look back to those times and replace them in our modern society. You believe in a simple life and that the complexities of the modern world have turned it upside down.

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Romanticist

81%

Cultural Creative

69%

Fundamentalist

63%

Existentialist

63%

Postmodernist

56%

Idealist

50%

Modernist

25%

Materialist

What is Your World View? (updated)
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Edit: my bandwidth has come back!!!!!!!!!!!!! i delected some and some came back then i delected more and they all came back! *DANCES* <-do i dance to much?