If I were fearless, I'd speak my truth

friends, waffles and work...

2012-10-31T00:20:02Z

Inspired by Leslie Knope and knowing than the last part of the year can be rough on us... because when we don't believe in ourselves, there's always someone believing in us...

THE 'YOU CAN DO IT' MEME

Rules: Comment with your username and then people comment anonymously with reasons why you can do whatever you want to do. Anonymously because it's nice sometimes to be surprised and not know who's the face behind the lovely comment. After you comment with your username, go and find the names of other people you might know and leave some love (you can do it because...).
Anyone is welcome to participate and feel free to pimp and share the love and the cheer leader spirit as well.

ETA: For the tumblr peeps: Comment anon leaving your url (and the link) in the comment :) (not having an LJ shouldn't be an excuse to not participate)
ETA2: I'm sorry if your username doesn't appear right away, LJ's being evil and it marks randomly some comments as suspicious. ALSO make sure to reply to comments when you're leaving love (I can't know to whom those lost comments in the thread were written for)

I'm not apologizing for who I am

2012-08-20T15:41:45Z

Yup this show has taken over my life...
A harvey x Donna Fanmix

01 Bombay Bicycle Club - You Already Know

Looking out the glass,
always sit together.
We both know we could be someone better,
not with our heads like London weather.

02 The Weepies - Red Red Rose

I'm not yours, you're not mine
Hope you find love in time

Memories come back like falling leaves leaves leaves
Never get to love by saying please please please
Praying only gets you on your knees knees knees
No one knows a red red rose

03 Noah and The Whale – The Line

She looks out her window
And the stars don't feel that far away
She watches the wind blow
Blowing all her problems away

But then she'll ask, as she cleans up the glass
"Is this the line?
Is this the line?
Is this the line between heaven and hell?

04 Joshua Radin - You got what I need

Baby you, you got what I need
Baby you, you got my sunshine

When I see you, it's a beautiful world
But when you're gone, I want you in my arms

05 Of Monsters and Men - King and Lionheart

And in the sea that's painted black,
Creatures lurk below the deck
But you're a king and I'm a lion-heart.
And as the world comes to an end
I'll be here to hold your hand
'Cause you're my king and I'm your lion-heart

06 The Civil Wars - Poison and Wine

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise
I don't have a choice but I still choose you
Oh I don't love you but I always will

Here

lormats @ 2012-05-12T16:40:00

2012-05-12T19:40:43Z

THE YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL MEME

M y thread ♥

Fanfic

2012-03-05T00:26:02Z

Title: I like the way this is going
Characters/Pairings: James 'Sawyer' Ford/ Juliet Burke
Disclaimer: This wasn't beta-ed. For Ross, better later than ever, right?

I don't care about the past
None of it was made to last
Is not you've known
But who you're knowing

It was a dance. Since that day at the dock, he would say something witty; she would smirk and come up with something wittier, earning a smile and sometimes being called a wiseass.

Miles calls them the beauty and the beast one day, and it's Juliet who punches and tells him she's no beast. Sawyer genuinely smiles. One of those smiles that made his dimples and the little wrinkles around his eyes stand out; that damn childish look.

That look that she started to like, more than she should.

She arrives at the house after a long, bad day at the motorpool, and he’s starting to make dinner. She tries to help him, and he dismisses her.
‘Take a bath, and read your book, I’ll call you when everything’s ready’

He doesn’t tell her, he’s dying to discuss the book with her.

The music is loud and she just needs a minute to think, the gazebo is empty, and she rests against one of the columns looking at the starless sky.

‘I was looking for you’
‘Yeah? I thought that the new recruit was keeping you company’
‘Ain’t her the one I want to keep me company’

Her face is unreadable for about a second and then she smiles.
And he likes that smile, a lot. Especially when he’s the one to blame.

‘Morning’
‘Coffee?’
He just nods and she stretches to grab a cup, her tank top lifting a little, he gulps.
He knows she has no idea what she’s doing to him wearing those clothes around the house.

He listens to a muffled cried inside her bedroom. He lets her be, but when she finally comes out he looks at her inquiringly she blurts out. ‘Today’s my sister’s birthday’
And she wonders since when they started sharing life stories, but he’s looking at her, like he understands, and when she stops talking he squeezes her hand.
She asks if they found someone, something, in square 62. He shakes his head.

She’s thankful that he doesn’t ask more questions and accepts the change of the subject.

Like every other poker night, Miles goes to bed cranky after loosing all the hands, and Jin goes shortly after him.
She realizes lately Jin is making up excuses whenever the three of them are together, leaving the two of them alone.

There’s a moment when they cross each other clumsily while James is grabbing a beer from the fridge and she’s putting the dishes away. And his hand on her back lingers for a little more than necessary.
He leaves the beer on the table and starts helping her.

‘Not your turn James’
‘I know, but I’m not standing here doing nothing…' He stays quiet helping her for a couple of minutes, and then blurts out '6 months’
‘Already?’
‘Yeah, you’re not counting?’
‘Sometimes. Sometimes I try to forget’
‘I wish I could’ He glances down, and she squeezes his arm.
Looking up he finds her staring at him, warm, blue, reassuring eyes. She’s about to turn away, when he grabs her wrist pulling her back to him, when she doesn’t move and her eyes flicker to his lips for just a second, he stops thinking and acts. She doesn’t pull away. She doesn’t tell him, ‘this is a mistake’ she sighs into his mouth while he pushes her closer to him with his hands at her hips. He feels the trip of her hands up his back to his neck. She ends up against the counter, and when they break it off, he keeps his eyes closed. Still scared somehow, that she will run away. But she kisses his cheek sweetly and says his name. He looks at her, and her lips are back on his.

She’s not running away, and she doesn’t want to.

She comes by security and makes up an excuse to talk to him in private, but before he can ask what’s going on she’s kissing him. When he opens his eyes, she’s walking back to the ville, and throws a glance at him smirking.

The music is loud and before Horace can announce whatever he was going to, they’re sneaking back to their house, not really caring about anything else.

It doesn’t go unnoticed by Jin and Miles, and after a month the jokes get old.

The day Jin starts calling him James, not Jim, not Sawyer in private, just James, telling him not to screw, whatever is happening with Juliet, up; he goes to the motorpool, dragging her home. Whatever is going on has been going on for more than 6 months, and it's the first adult, sane relationship he’s been in.
He tells her that.

There’s a party going on, and god knows why, they just accepted that Horace likes to throw barbecues and other shenanigans whenever he can. She’s resting against a column in the gazebo, staring at the stars, and he hugs her from behind. Horace told me he wants to see us dance.
She turns around and kisses him.

He looks at her, and she's smiling. And he loves this carefree side of her, and her smile, and... he loves her. She loves him back.

She starts walking to their house, and he follows her.

They never make it back to the dance floor.

:)

2012-02-19T19:03:54Z

Fabulous Fictional Females:
a lady lovefest meme

Join the parteh! (you know you want to)

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2012-01-04T23:43:06Z

Friends Cut

I've been putting this off, but after the holidays I needed to do it. Sometimes we just don't click, we added each other because of a common interest or in a friending meme, but then it faded away. If it's been a long time since you've updated and we never talked (much) before, I don't comment, you don't comment back... I wish you, sincerely, all the best.

Also I don't want to be a post in someone's f-list that goes scrolled down so if I didn't do it, but you want to, I won't hold grudges or anything. De-friending amnesty I say.

All comments are screened.

If you can't see this post, it means you've been cut.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-18T22:27:26Z

01 - Seal - Make Someone Happy
02 - Death Cab For Cutie - Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)
03 - Barenaked Ladies- Footprints
04 - Belle & Sebastian - Are You Coming Over For Christmas
05 - Bright Eyes - White Christmas
06 - Sufjan Stevens - Joy To The World
07 - Aretha Franklin -Winter Wonderland
08 -Jack Johnson - Someday at Christmas
09 - Jack Johnson - Rudolph The Red Nosed Reindeer
10 – Florence and The machine - Last Christmas
11 - The Weepies - All That I Want

DL Here

Hope you like it ;)

Genre Swap

2011-10-19T00:33:31Z

For tvrealm

Classic story of boy meets girl. Boy was used to certain kind of life, girls helps him to be himself. At first they fight, they don’t get along all the time, but slowly they become friends. Their friends and family have an active love life, but they can’t seem to make it work with their other half. While all the people around see what it’s going on, it’s completely oblivious to them. Until they start realizing how they feel about each other, but their differences and the risk of jeopardizing the relationship makes them doubt what step to make. We all know they’ll end up together in the end.

7 deadly sins Lost Edition

2011-10-15T17:04:21Z

Icons and Picspams

1. Wrath

2. Greed

3. Gluttony

4. Sloth

5. Pride

6. Lust

7. Envy

Rise up - A KB Fanmix

2011-10-06T23:58:05Z

Fanmix for the tvrealm Big Bang

- Prompt: "You are going to have everything that you are dreaming of." (Because if someone that fights with body and soul like Kate can't, I don't know who will... 'Those walls won't stay there forever' Who doesn't want to see that last brick falling down, letting her be the carefree spirit she's inside?)

1. Lost - KT Tunstall

Following my nose
A detective with no lead
Only my dreams know
What's got into me
I run by your side
But I'm out of breath
Lower than the sea
And it's killing me

2. Inside Out - Sara Bareilles

I've been winding
Down the same road for days
I've seen the coastline
Going both ways
Some days are perfect
And some simply could not get worse
Some days it's all worth it
And some days this life is nothing but a curse

3. Hiding my Heart – Adele

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

4. Crystalised - The xx
Things have gotten closer to the Sun
And I've done things in small doses
So don't think that I'm pushing you away
When you're the one that I've kept closest

5. Cellophane - Sara Jackson Holman
Sun soaked, high hopes
Wear them as my winter coat
To keep out the cold
But try as I might
I can't hide the mysteries that you read in my eyes

6. Said and done – Meg & Dia

Will you still get up when I walk in?
Will we still make love without stoppin' to breath?
Will you still stand up when I'm broken
will you still bother without choosin' to leave oh baby
will you still love me?

7. Always – Rilo Kiley

I should have known with a boy like you
Your middle name is always
I'd always love you
Ahhh, yeah

8. Life in Letters - Lucy Schwartz

I know you, with your heart of blue
You take your troubles and release the sound
Into the open, up from the ground
These words unspoken, you sing aloud

We are just stories, so here's mine to tell
Give my heart freely, hope you keep it well
A is the ailment, and B makes it better
C is creating your life in letters

9. Shake It Out - Florence & the Machine

I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It’s always darkest before the dawn
And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I’m always dragging that horse around
And our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues strong
But it’s always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I’m gonna cut it out and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It’s always darkest before the dawn

10. Tiny Light - Grace Potter and the Nocturnals

What will come of us today
What we need we cannot say
Its been a long long time since Ive been so afraid
As we all fall down its hard to see a brighter day but

I see a tiny light like a flashbulb sparkle in the night
I see a tiny light telling everyone to hold on tight

Download Here.

Lady Hero

2011-09-24T04:25:29Z

"Try to keep your mind open to possibilities and your mouth closed on matters that you don't know about. Limit your 'always' and your 'nevers.' Continue to share your heart with people even if it has been broken. Don't treat your heart like an action figure wrapped in plastic and never used. And don't try to give me that nerd argument that your heart is a Batman with a limited-edition silver bat-erang and therefore if it stays in its original packing it increases in value." - Amy Poehler

Shameless pimpim'

2011-09-06T21:08:47Z

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Pimp time ~

2011-08-19T11:27:56Z

Do you want to meet and awesome group of people and have fun?

Team survivors need members, so you know, if you were thinking about it, stop thinking and click the banner! :)

Friends cut

2011-08-16T01:19:25Z

I have made a friends cut, if we didn't 'click', it's been a long time since you've updated and we never talked (much) before, I don't comment, you don't comment back, I wish you, sincerely, all the best.

Also if you want to cut me, (and I didn't) this is the time, no hard feelings or anything...

If you can't see this post, it means you've been cut.

PS: all comments are screened.

When fandoms collide...

2011-04-01T15:18:38Z

Bad Fanfic, for

Title: The moment Alicia regrets leaving Will's office
Fandoms: The good Wife, V, Lost and Castle.
N/A - Warnings: this is just bad fanfic. Don't take me seriously.

Will had his hands on Alicia’s hips, when she broke the kiss he let his hands there for a second, looked at her and knew she was going to run away. She did, she grabbed her coat and run to the elevator. The kiss was playing in her mind over and over again.

The elevators door opened in the last floor, Alicia went through the parking lot, and was approaching her car when a man with a nasty bear appeared from nowhere yelling “You have to go back!” Alicia looked at the man trying to see if he was talking to someone, there’s was a petite woman next to him, she didn’t understand was he was yelling. The man lowered his voice and repeated. “Kate, you have to go back, we have to go back” He was grabbing the woman arms, and she had tears in her face, Alicia decided to see what’s going on, when a woman in a police vest appeared from nowhere yelling “Police! Freeze” at the same time that the man repeated “Kate, we have to go back!!” The NY police stopped in her tracks and with a confused face asked “Go back, where?” The man next to her with a vest that said writer asked “How does he know your name and go back where?”

The man with the nasty beard look everywhere “Who are these people?”

Suddenly from nowhere a FBI woman appeared pointing a gun at them “Where is Marcus?”

“Juliet?”

“Shush up! And answer my question, where is Marcus?” Beckett was pointing her gun at Erica, Erica was pointing her gun at Beckett, Jack and Kate where in the middle of the fire, Alicia was thinking about going back, when Erica yelled again “What the hell is going on?”

Jack looked at Erica again, and asked “Juliet?” Castle whispered to Beckett “does this man know how to say anything else than we have to go back and ask for the woman named Juliet?”

“Who’s Juliet” Erica asked

“Aren’t you supposed to be in the island? When did you come back?”

“I’m making the questions here, and what Island, I’m agent Evans, and I’m looking for a man, well man… an alien in a suit that looks like a man but inside is green and it’s a V”

“Gross” said Castle

“Yeah a little but it’s my job” said Erica while she shrugged “Anyway, Have you seen him?”

Beckett took a photo from her back pocket “does he look like him?”

“Oh, yes, *yay* that’s Marcus”

“He’s our suspect”

Erica approached Kate “We can catch him together, watcha’ think?”

“Guess so, we could make a good team”

“Why is your partner wearing a vest that says writer?”

“Cuz he’s a mistery writer” “ohhh” Erica looked at Castle that was seeing the exchange between the women like a tennis match.

Beckett’s cell phone rang and you could hear Esposito telling her “Yo! Go to the docks, see you there, we have another body” “ok” she hang the phone, said something to Erica, and started walking “Castle are you coming?” The writer run towards the FBI agent and the police detective that disappeared as quickly as they'd showed up.

In the meantime Alicia was looking everything without understanding anything, so she decided to go back upstairs and talk to Will about the kiss, and maybe kiss some more.

Jack and Kate were left alone in the parking lot, and before Jack could say one more time “We have to go back” Jacob appeared driving a delorean and asked them if they needed a ride.

Credits

2010-11-28T13:56:18Z

JOURNAL LAYOUT BY novaless

COLOURING ICONS TUTORIALS & PSD'S

TEXTURES

CASTLE SCREENCAPS BY a_lot_of_heart & arabella
(LOST) JAMES/JULIET HD SCREEN CAPS BY jatelove
(LOST) VARIOUS SCREENCAPS BY LOST-MEDIA & ME
(LOST) THE END HD SCREEN CAPS BY pineapple_sky
V SCREENCAPS BY V-FANS & ME