October 28th, 2009 - Tokio Hotel, Paris (showcase)
First of all, since the show was a chaos, and I haven't even been able to see them with my own EYES, I obviously haven't been able to take pictures, or videos (only one or two videos and they're blurred) but I have pics of them signing outside before leaving the venue.
Bill that mother fucker signed with a black pen and the autograph got erased.
Soooo, arrival in Paris on October 27th around 9:00pm. My gurls Valentine, Lisa and Angy were waiting for me. We immediately went to our own hotel (and got lost, of course), let our luggages and stuff here and decided to find some cheap place to eat. We decided to go to Les Champs Elysées to see at least a plaisant place in Paris, since we knew we would spend the tomorrow waiting in front of the venue (yeah, we HAD to, since some girls had planned to SLEEP in front of the venue, for a 500 persons [something like that] showcase, seriously). We ate at MacDonald's (what place is cheaper uh? XD) and then walked on Les Champs singing Athens live like crazy girls, and Angy yelling like the fangirl she is because she realized they're back, on stage lol.
Blabla we went back at the hotel and decided to sleep, but it was already late in the night AND we talked so much that we ended up going to bed at 4:15am to wake up at 5:30am. What a short night uh. We slept at three in a two persons bed, and Valentine had her own bed.
Valentine Lisa and Angy. woke up earlier to go to the aiport and try to catch the boys (since Angy didn't have any ticket for the showcase, she wanted to see them at least at the airport or something even if she eventually manage attending the show). I went alone to the venue and met there my friend Gaëlle and her best friend Chloé. It was 8h45 and there was already something like 50 persons. I sooo wanted to kill them. I mean, what? It's a fucking SHOWCASE, not even a concert and some girls slept here? Woah, crazy, I tell you. So we started the waiting, talking, laughing, gossiping about everybody and even singing stupid songs sometimes. Some newbies were so funny to watch because they were so proud to be the first ones in the queue and were giving orders and all, I'm sure it was their first TH show.
So the waiting was very very slow but my lovely
runawaytomars eventually came to see me with 
lovelymelu so we could talk. It was really good to see her, particulary when you're surrounded by fans, that you hate fans, and there she comes, laughing at them with me. But she left, and the boredom came back again. We talked to some girls around us but not that much because we don’t like TH fans xD apart from the girls we already know ♥
After hours and hours of waiting, the list started being checked to let enter the winners. Valentine and Lisa still didn’t manage joining us in the queue (‘cause of course, fans didn’t want to let them pass in front of them to join us even if we told them that we won together (liieee) and we had to be together to enter, as all the other winners did). So, since they always manage having whatever they want to, they talked to a security guy who told them they could wait outside the queue and would join us as soon as it would be our turn to enter the venue. So that’s what we did, they gave us our gray bracelet, we entered and they joined us after having their own bracelets, and we ran into the venue, let our bags at the entrance because it was obligatory, and then went into the moshpit. We were around 4th/5th row, but we know we would rich the second row by the end of the 4D thing.
So after a long wait again, the hologram thing finally started, and we laughed at the boys and how they tried to look like they were playing in front of a real crowd and all, but that was ridiculous. Funny though.
But that’s when everything became a chaos. At the end of the hologram thing, the security guys decided they wanted us to go back in the moshpit, to have more space. Dude, I know it’s your first time with TH but next time, try to know how it works. You NEVER do this with TH fangirls, because it’s just impossible to make us go back, we all want to be first row damnit, so we won’t go back while other are trying to pass in front of us at the same time. And plus, I kept asking the same question : « WHY ? » since 1 minute before the real show started, they told us « you can go on now, and get closer ». So, WHAT’S THE FUCKING POINT ASKING DURING 30 MINUTES FOR US TO GO BACK, TO FINALLY LET US GO FORWARD ?
So it was a total mess, they didn’t want to let the boys start the show if we didn’t obey them, but obviously, it didn’t work, everybody was pushing, yelling, some crying because they slept here and were now 10th row because of that shitty security thing, and it lasted for something like 30mins. In the end, my 2nd row was a 10th, something like that. And they started the show. I couldn’t see NOTHING. Meaning, I can’t even tell you what was Tom wearing, or if Gustav did change his hair colour. I just saw Bill’s head sometimes. Gaëlle, Chloé and I (since the two others were somewhere else in the moshpit) were really disppointed. I could barely manage not to cry, but I did it, I didn’t cry even during Automatisch (Automatisch = Köln August show = Awesomeness). And the show ended, AFTER ONLY THREE FUCKING SONGS. Only the girls who won with NRJ could stay (blue bracletes) to have their signing session. To be honest, I felt a little lonely because Gaëlle and Chloé are best friends (my own twin of heart can’t have TH trips anymore, because she entered medecine university and that means, losing her life) and like, they didn’t take care as me as much as they took care of each other, which is okay of course, I understand. And since I was about to cry, when I saw them crying in each other’s arms, I just couldn’t stand it, and that’s when I almost ran to go back to the place where I could take my bag. I just wanted to take my bag, leave the venue, and go back to our hotel alone to cry. But I met Valentine here, she wanted to take her bag too, and watching my face she aked if I was okay. I didn’t answer and wave my hand meaning « let’s not talk about this, yet. Touchy subject » and she took me in her ams and I burst into tears immediately, telling « I’m so disappointed » at the same time I was crying. Believe me, I’m not the crying type, I never cry for IRL stuff (only for movies and books) and even my best friends never saw me crying. But dude, I mean, I spent 70€ in train tickets, lied to my parents, skipped university, totally ruined myself, and slept like, 4 hours in two days FOR THAT FUCKING SHIT ? HAVING TO STAND THIS CHAOS AND ONLY HAVING THREE SONGS ? No I just couldn’t stand it.
So I was crying like a baby in her arms, and that’s when some dude told « Oh, I understand how disppointed you are, I know some of you girls waited for hours in front of the venue and they sang only three songs, that’s disgusting (I was mostly disappointed by the fact I didn’t see anything and lost my second row more by the fact they only sang 3 songs, even if ..). Okay, here for the young lady a blue bracelet, this way she can at least have the signing session ».
I was crying so much that I thought I was just dreaming, because obviously, that couldn’t be possible. And Valentine took it for me because I couldn’t stop crying and so, give a look at the guy and take the bracelet and she was like « oh.. thank you sooo much… can I have one too ? » « Yes, of course, here we go » « and also for our friend (Lisa) waiting for us in the moshpit ? » « okay, and that’s for the friend » and he actually gave us the three bracelets left he had in his pocked and said « you should go now, if you don’t wanna miss anything ». I was totally not able to believe it, I said « thank you » between my tears and trying to articulate xDDD and Valentine took my hand and started almost running. I thought I was dreaming, really. So we picked up Lisa and started going to the place where the blue bracelets gathered but I saw Gaëlle and Chloé while going and they immediately noticed my new 2nd bracelet « What ? You have a blue bracelet ? » I explained to her what just happened to me and Gaëlle asked me to show them the guys. So we tried to find them in the WHOLE FUCKING VENUE but they had disappeared. Like if they were just here for us, some seconds ago, and they fucking disappeared. So I totally think Gaëlle and Chloé didn’t believe my « young lady crying pityed by some dude » and thought I was lying, even more since we didn’t find the guys but well, I did my best :/ and I left them to join Lisa and Valentine…. I felt so guilty….
So we started waiting for the signing, me trying to wash the make-up on my cheeks because of the tears xD and at the same time, I realized how fucking lucky I was, and I said aloud « Damn. I’m a fucking lucky bitch oO » and Valentine was like « I bless your tears, you should cry more often » « yeah, totally o_o ». And the good mood came back. I hadn’t planned a signing so I had nothing to let them sign. So I let them sign my bracelet and that was cool, I was thinking like a total 12-year-old fangirl and was like « OMG they’re touching my wrist ! » lol. Valentine said to Bill that she loves Humanoid and that it’s « wonderful » and since she has a very bad English and bad accent, it was really funny to hear and I just laughed like crazy, with Bill smiling at me and saying « thank you » to Valentine. They all asked weither I wanted to have my own wrist signed or the bracelet signed, that was cute, with their shitty accent « here or here ? » and of course, almost fainted whenTom they looked me in the eyes. Valentine wanted her shirt to be signed, the fashion against aids one, but she has this one in a different version, because she cut the drawing and sewed it at a back of a long-sleeved shirt, and so she sat on the table for them to sign, that was funny, Bill has a face like "wtf does she want" ahah and they had to stand up to sign her back, that was funny.
Then we left the venue, butterflies in the stomach, very happy, and went at the back of the venue to see them once again, when they signed autographs and all. I have a video of Tom saying « de rien » (you’re welcome) in a cute way.
And then they left, we came back home, end of the story. But that's never the same as before without mytomandine with me :(
Bill that mother fucker signed with a black pen and the autograph got erased.
Soooo, arrival in Paris on October 27th around 9:00pm. My gurls Valentine, Lisa and Angy were waiting for me. We immediately went to our own hotel (and got lost, of course), let our luggages and stuff here and decided to find some cheap place to eat. We decided to go to Les Champs Elysées to see at least a plaisant place in Paris, since we knew we would spend the tomorrow waiting in front of the venue (yeah, we HAD to, since some girls had planned to SLEEP in front of the venue, for a 500 persons [something like that] showcase, seriously). We ate at MacDonald's (what place is cheaper uh? XD) and then walked on Les Champs singing Athens live like crazy girls, and Angy yelling like the fangirl she is because she realized they're back, on stage lol.
Blabla we went back at the hotel and decided to sleep, but it was already late in the night AND we talked so much that we ended up going to bed at 4:15am to wake up at 5:30am. What a short night uh. We slept at three in a two persons bed, and Valentine had her own bed.
Valentine Lisa and Angy. woke up earlier to go to the aiport and try to catch the boys (since Angy didn't have any ticket for the showcase, she wanted to see them at least at the airport or something even if she eventually manage attending the show). I went alone to the venue and met there my friend Gaëlle and her best friend Chloé. It was 8h45 and there was already something like 50 persons. I sooo wanted to kill them. I mean, what? It's a fucking SHOWCASE, not even a concert and some girls slept here? Woah, crazy, I tell you. So we started the waiting, talking, laughing, gossiping about everybody and even singing stupid songs sometimes. Some newbies were so funny to watch because they were so proud to be the first ones in the queue and were giving orders and all, I'm sure it was their first TH show.
So the waiting was very very slow but my lovely
lovelymelu so we could talk. It was really good to see her, particulary when you're surrounded by fans, that you hate fans, and there she comes, laughing at them with me. But she left, and the boredom came back again. We talked to some girls around us but not that much because we don’t like TH fans xD apart from the girls we already know ♥After hours and hours of waiting, the list started being checked to let enter the winners. Valentine and Lisa still didn’t manage joining us in the queue (‘cause of course, fans didn’t want to let them pass in front of them to join us even if we told them that we won together (liieee) and we had to be together to enter, as all the other winners did). So, since they always manage having whatever they want to, they talked to a security guy who told them they could wait outside the queue and would join us as soon as it would be our turn to enter the venue. So that’s what we did, they gave us our gray bracelet, we entered and they joined us after having their own bracelets, and we ran into the venue, let our bags at the entrance because it was obligatory, and then went into the moshpit. We were around 4th/5th row, but we know we would rich the second row by the end of the 4D thing.
So after a long wait again, the hologram thing finally started, and we laughed at the boys and how they tried to look like they were playing in front of a real crowd and all, but that was ridiculous. Funny though.
But that’s when everything became a chaos. At the end of the hologram thing, the security guys decided they wanted us to go back in the moshpit, to have more space. Dude, I know it’s your first time with TH but next time, try to know how it works. You NEVER do this with TH fangirls, because it’s just impossible to make us go back, we all want to be first row damnit, so we won’t go back while other are trying to pass in front of us at the same time. And plus, I kept asking the same question : « WHY ? » since 1 minute before the real show started, they told us « you can go on now, and get closer ». So, WHAT’S THE FUCKING POINT ASKING DURING 30 MINUTES FOR US TO GO BACK, TO FINALLY LET US GO FORWARD ?
So it was a total mess, they didn’t want to let the boys start the show if we didn’t obey them, but obviously, it didn’t work, everybody was pushing, yelling, some crying because they slept here and were now 10th row because of that shitty security thing, and it lasted for something like 30mins. In the end, my 2nd row was a 10th, something like that. And they started the show. I couldn’t see NOTHING. Meaning, I can’t even tell you what was Tom wearing, or if Gustav did change his hair colour. I just saw Bill’s head sometimes. Gaëlle, Chloé and I (since the two others were somewhere else in the moshpit) were really disppointed. I could barely manage not to cry, but I did it, I didn’t cry even during Automatisch (Automatisch = Köln August show = Awesomeness). And the show ended, AFTER ONLY THREE FUCKING SONGS. Only the girls who won with NRJ could stay (blue bracletes) to have their signing session. To be honest, I felt a little lonely because Gaëlle and Chloé are best friends (my own twin of heart can’t have TH trips anymore, because she entered medecine university and that means, losing her life) and like, they didn’t take care as me as much as they took care of each other, which is okay of course, I understand. And since I was about to cry, when I saw them crying in each other’s arms, I just couldn’t stand it, and that’s when I almost ran to go back to the place where I could take my bag. I just wanted to take my bag, leave the venue, and go back to our hotel alone to cry. But I met Valentine here, she wanted to take her bag too, and watching my face she aked if I was okay. I didn’t answer and wave my hand meaning « let’s not talk about this, yet. Touchy subject » and she took me in her ams and I burst into tears immediately, telling « I’m so disappointed » at the same time I was crying. Believe me, I’m not the crying type, I never cry for IRL stuff (only for movies and books) and even my best friends never saw me crying. But dude, I mean, I spent 70€ in train tickets, lied to my parents, skipped university, totally ruined myself, and slept like, 4 hours in two days FOR THAT FUCKING SHIT ? HAVING TO STAND THIS CHAOS AND ONLY HAVING THREE SONGS ? No I just couldn’t stand it.
So I was crying like a baby in her arms, and that’s when some dude told « Oh, I understand how disppointed you are, I know some of you girls waited for hours in front of the venue and they sang only three songs, that’s disgusting (I was mostly disappointed by the fact I didn’t see anything and lost my second row more by the fact they only sang 3 songs, even if ..). Okay, here for the young lady a blue bracelet, this way she can at least have the signing session ».
I was crying so much that I thought I was just dreaming, because obviously, that couldn’t be possible. And Valentine took it for me because I couldn’t stop crying and so, give a look at the guy and take the bracelet and she was like « oh.. thank you sooo much… can I have one too ? » « Yes, of course, here we go » « and also for our friend (Lisa) waiting for us in the moshpit ? » « okay, and that’s for the friend » and he actually gave us the three bracelets left he had in his pocked and said « you should go now, if you don’t wanna miss anything ». I was totally not able to believe it, I said « thank you » between my tears and trying to articulate xDDD and Valentine took my hand and started almost running. I thought I was dreaming, really. So we picked up Lisa and started going to the place where the blue bracelets gathered but I saw Gaëlle and Chloé while going and they immediately noticed my new 2nd bracelet « What ? You have a blue bracelet ? » I explained to her what just happened to me and Gaëlle asked me to show them the guys. So we tried to find them in the WHOLE FUCKING VENUE but they had disappeared. Like if they were just here for us, some seconds ago, and they fucking disappeared. So I totally think Gaëlle and Chloé didn’t believe my « young lady crying pityed by some dude » and thought I was lying, even more since we didn’t find the guys but well, I did my best :/ and I left them to join Lisa and Valentine…. I felt so guilty….
So we started waiting for the signing, me trying to wash the make-up on my cheeks because of the tears xD and at the same time, I realized how fucking lucky I was, and I said aloud « Damn. I’m a fucking lucky bitch oO » and Valentine was like « I bless your tears, you should cry more often » « yeah, totally o_o ». And the good mood came back. I hadn’t planned a signing so I had nothing to let them sign. So I let them sign my bracelet and that was cool, I was thinking like a total 12-year-old fangirl and was like « OMG they’re touching my wrist ! » lol. Valentine said to Bill that she loves Humanoid and that it’s « wonderful » and since she has a very bad English and bad accent, it was really funny to hear and I just laughed like crazy, with Bill smiling at me and saying « thank you » to Valentine. They all asked weither I wanted to have my own wrist signed or the bracelet signed, that was cute, with their shitty accent « here or here ? » and of course, almost fainted when
Then we left the venue, butterflies in the stomach, very happy, and went at the back of the venue to see them once again, when they signed autographs and all. I have a video of Tom saying « de rien » (you’re welcome) in a cute way.
And then they left, we came back home, end of the story. But that's never the same as before without my
tomandine with me :(
