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Okay...

2017-04-28T16:46:06Z

I knew it would be like this, so I guess that I should not complain too much.We have people coming over tomorrow and Sunday to help us move.We have been working on this for months now. Someone's office is only about a quarter packed up.And they do not want to get rid of a lot of the stuff that we have to get rid of to fit in the new place. I just have no spoons left at all to deal with it. Argh?

So dreamwidth peeps

2017-04-19T20:55:25Z

Hey guys, I have been trying to find you on Dreamwidth and can't. Help!

Having a weepy day.

2017-04-17T19:10:36Z

The landlords want us out two months ago. Loren is working, which is great, but that means even less is getting done with his stuff. I am just at the end of my tether today. Got people coming over to buy some stuff. Selling things on ebay. Taking apart things that need to be taken apart and trying to get it all organized. Just overwhelming today. I think that we will have to come up with another month's rent to apease the landlords. Just soooooo tired of it all. This is going on fucking forever. Letting go of so much hurts. Trying to be optimistic about it all, but it's just really hard today.

Packing.....wheeeee

2017-04-03T20:49:00Z

The landlords are out in the yard cutting stuff down. Sort of feel bad about this. But I can't help. Coughing too much and working on the inside of the house. Getting yet another load together to take to Goodwill. Also selling more stuff on EBAY and Craig's list.

Doors and windows open...

2017-04-02T18:35:10Z

Not raining right now and not cold either. WIndows and doors open to the fresh air. Feels good and smells better.

Okay now

2017-03-31T17:24:21Z

I do not have a UTI. That is the good news. But I still have a buttload of pain and problems peeing. Guess it's a stone after all. Along with the cold and the shingles, I am kinda done. However, we have to get moved in the next ten or so days. I can work with a cold and other assorted things. Loren, not so much. Ah well.There it is then.

Bleh!

2017-03-30T16:16:09Z

Cold on top of the UTI and shingles. Super bleh. Guess that my body has just had it with all of the stress. Bleh.

So, here is the thing.

2017-03-29T21:23:44Z

Looks like Loren did really well in his interview with Liberty Mutual yesterday. But, I think it might put us over the income levels for the new place. Confused me! Also either a kidney stone or a UTI. Peed blood at the doctor's office. Nice that it worked out that way and they could see it.

Place to live!

2017-03-28T20:15:55Z

We have been accepted to the SHAG building in Shoreline. This is so great. It also means that things will continue to be very squeaky monitarily for some time. So good to know where we are going.

Selling off more of my childhood.

2017-03-26T22:16:43Z

Grippity Gravity and Girders and panels got bids right away when I put them up on Ebay. I let people know that they had been well loved and were very dusty and had some breakage. I did not add that there were dead spiders in the box!

Packing.........

2017-03-26T18:33:52Z

Wheeeee! Packing is sooo much fun! It is amazing all the crap we have hauled around with us over the years. The new place is going to be about a third of the size that we are in now. So, lots of getting rid of things. Hard to get the Mr. on that track.

And now......

2017-03-25T22:43:44Z

throwing up and a low grade fever. Wheeeee......urp.

Sitting in the Snappy Dragon

2017-03-24T20:40:06Z

after dropping the extra deposit check off. We had seen that traffic was at a standstill and needed some lunch anyway. The women at the table next to us were talking about on e of their mothers who was a narcissist. She could have been talking about our mom.

Off to Otherworlds

2017-03-17T14:56:42Z

I have NEVER been this exhausted at the start f a show. We have to load in and set up this morning and thenbe cute until 6pm tonight.Fortunately, we are close to home and if I really need to fall over, I can go home and switch out with Mr. Loren. He has things he has to do today. And I know that there will vbe kind vendors there who will help me out if I need it.
Soooooooo tired.

AAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

2017-03-11T17:30:44Z

Just soooo much to do and so little energy. HAving to spend that energy motivating some one else to get off their butt is exhausting. Keep on swimming. Keep on swimming......

Loosing it

2017-03-08T01:00:10Z

today. Just completely loosing my shit. Crying and shaking and having a hard time focusing. Nuts and boogers. Working through it. There is no choice, so on I go.

Bladerdah

2017-03-06T15:59:27Z

Just bladerdader.

Terrified of everything today.

2017-03-06T14:54:26Z

Been up since 3am. Not really good. But there it is. Kept having panic attacks so, I just got up. There are some flakes of snow mixed in with the rain this morning. Fits my mood. Just about at the end of my tether. Oh well.

Starting to actually really pack

2017-03-03T23:57:42Z

Not just sort, but pack. Got some boxes from Uhaul. Want to look at some places in Tacoma this weekend. Also have someone coming for the fish tank and stand. Not alot of money, ,but it is some and I won't have to worry about it.

Not sleeping much

2017-03-03T18:04:17Z

In a state of constant panic attack. Does not matter, I have to keep pushing and moving along or nothing gets done. Here is the thing though, There is only so much of me to go around. Spread pretty thin. Too bad that does not make me thinner.

All Fall Down......

2017-03-01T23:20:06Z

and go boom! Shit just got really real. We have to get a new place asap. Been doing some sorting and packing and looking and getting ready to load in a show in two weeks from tomorrow. There is a great temptation to dither and run around in circles. Can't do that. I magically get to be in charge of everything.....again.
Well, it's gonna be very interesting for a bit. I have no idea where we will end up. I am hoping not a senior living center, but if that is what happens, well, I guess we are seniors now. How the heck did that happen?

Onward.....

2017-02-27T17:17:54Z

Just applied to Urban Craft Uprising for the summer show. I hope that I get in, it is a very good show and a different crowd form the other shows that I am doing.

Sorting and packing

2017-02-26T17:05:18Z

Spent several hours yesturday with Ms. Jeanne going through book shelves and sorting what goes and what stays. Getting rid of a metric buttload of stuff. Had a sugar crash and then just had to fall over for a couple of hours. The emotional and physical drain is almost too much right now. It is hard to stay positive and move forward. Two and a half weeks until my next show. We have not found a place to live and there does not seem to be a job in the future.
I need help. Not really getting it.

Looking

2017-02-23T18:54:17Z

for a decent place that we can live on our tiny income. There are low income places, but the waiting list is over a year long. That will not work. Looks cheaper out in Hoquiam or Aberdeen. Way off the beaten track, but if Loren is not going to be able to get a job, then it does not really matter where we live. I can work from anywhere, really.
My conga drum went to a new owner this morning. Sad to see it go, but there are some hard feelings attached to the drum group memory right now. It is for the best. Hoping the guitar, other drums, kiln, and fish tank go soon. Gotta get some cash together to move ASAP. Not to mention, paying all those pesky bills.

Well, now...

2017-02-23T02:30:29Z

Just sold the conga drum on Craigs list. Not telling mom about it. $200 more bucks will help with getting things paid and keeping the internet on. Also having someone pick up the dress form and bringing me cash tomorrow. Good. I just wish Himself would get a call back on one of these interviews.