you're the finest thing that i've done.

lingers — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 00:31:35 GMT

ICONS FOR JAPAN

If you can, please consider doing this: this is my thread if you wanted to request an icon/icons from me.

lingers — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 15:19:45 GMT

FRIENDS LIST CLEARUP!

Just doing a small cut. Nothing major, just removing some journals that haven't been updated for over six months and I don't recognise your names anymore (fail Espo)... if you think I've removed you by mistake or want to be added again, just comment to this post. All comments are screened.

If not, please remove me and I wish you all the best.

i love to ship, mwa ha ha ha ha

lingers — Mon, 15 Mar 2010 21:50:17 GMT

find a way (the doctor & rose)
Title: Find A Way
Song and Artist: Find A Way by SafetySuit
Made by: Espo (lingers/espochan @ yt)
Series: Doctor Who (season 2 through '09 specials)
Tribute: Ten/Rose
( and if i was running )

the first public post in god knows how long

lingers — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 15:11:00 GMT

This is what I do really late on a Wednesday evening to depress myself, apparantly.

Remember Me: A Farewell To The Tenth Doctor
over here at andplusone
ALSO: LOOK, FST COMM! Haha.

lingers — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 23:27:04 GMT

[ICON POST]
(x14) final fantasy x/x-2
(x13) final fantasy xii
(x16) final fantasy xiii
(x25) kingdom hearts
(x15) kobato.
(x10) shugo chara!

total: 93

[TEASERS]

( don't let anyone wake me, i'm dreaming out loud )

lingers — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 18:52:59 GMT

Stealings from luxrays since I haven't done this kind of thing for my f-list for eons, okay.

♥ ask any of my characters a question. ask them anything you want, regardless of knowing their canon or not.
♥ if they are from an au!world, it will be stated in the return comment title.
♥ feel free to ask them as your own character, if you want. either way, your question might be returned with one of their own, if they feel so inclined.

Here is the list of doom for your chosing. Hoo-boy. :') ~~also, if you're going to ask in-character, please mention who you are lol, or else I will be lost.~~

lingers — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 22:02:28 GMT

[INCLUDING]
(x27) assorted disney
(x47) final fantasy vii: crisis core
(x14) fire emblem; souen no kiseki/akatsuki no megami
(x14) shugo chara!
(x17) tsubasa reservoir chronicle

total: 119

[TEASERS]

( scribbled out the truth with their lies, your little spies )

because i like spamming

lingers — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 21:55:11 GMT

[ICON POST]
(x25) atlantis: the lost empire (disney)
(x4) breath of fire
(x17) final fantasy vii reunion cg artwork
(x17) final fantasy vii: crisis core
(x5) final fantasy x/x-2
(x14) fire emblem: akatsuki no megami
(x15) full moon wo sagashite
(x7) pita ten
(x29) twilight

total: 133

[TEASERS]

( if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive )

here it comesssss....

lingers — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:42:58 GMT

SPAM POST!
Because I'm bored. And damn, I need some cheering up. D: Bring your rp muses if you want~ just good ol' fashioned spam.

okay i'll stop spamming. BUT THIS HAD TO BE DONE

lingers — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 23:00:03 GMT

IN MEMORY OF THE AWESOMENESS
THAT WAS DONNA NOBLE. ♥
A super temp.
The most important woman in all creation.
For a moment, the savior of mankind.
And, Noble to the end.

ALTOGETHER NOW: WE LOVE YOU DONNA

♪ i'm nobody, without you, my long lost friend

lingers — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 01:30:37 GMT

Is that what you think it is?
No, not at all. You're imagining things. 8)

... okay that was weird. XD I keep thinking 'LOL RUSSEL T. DAVIES.' Which you won't know if you don't like Doctor Who. Anyway.

FINALLY, YES, IT IS UP~ :D ♥! I don't have an entry page for this one, given that I couldn't come up with anything I liked and I didn't particularly need one for this one, I suppose. It's really small atm, but I might add some more things onto it eventually.

As for the layout, I like what I came up with. As I've said before, the way the font is (keyofdestiny) is totally taken from one of the FST inserts I was planning to do, but after doing two and not being happy with the design, that I dropped the idea (and just used the image inserts for icons instead. Yes, this is the Ten/Rose FST I'm talking about). But anyway... yes, I'm quite happy with the layout. Grayscale is good. The evil-Sora-Kairi thing just kind of happened. It looks better than completely black and white. |D

The navigation bit? Took me a while to decide what to do with that. I was contemplating having it at the top, but then decided to have it at the bottom. And just image map it in the end, as well. And add Oathkeeper in for good measure. 8D; Since I like oathkeeper. I should really do buttons for all my fanlistings and put them up as well... I'll do that tomorrow. After deciding how to put them in XD ... ~~And you did not see S/S linking fractured or lumaboop. Nope.~~

That's about it, I guess. Except I still need a network name. XD I honestly have no idea. It really should be something to do with thirteen, but my head got stuck on insane sanity earlier. Even though that relates by nothing, but. I'll think about it~ ♥

~~KH DOMAIN PPL, LET'S AFFILIATE.~~ also posted at lumaboop :D

past fourteen

lingers — Sun, 25 May 2008 20:30:25 GMT

GO RESERVE/APPLY GOIZ.

LIVE PAST FOURTEEN.Once upon a time there was a world. Much like there is today. Everything was as normal and everything was in its place.

Until one day, you wake up and every adult on the planet has vanished without a trace. All that's left is the children- every child under fourteen. But they were not alone- creatures, known as Overlords, appeared before the children, and took them to the Dorms. But these Overlords were not as kind as first percieved- for a few weeks later, the first monsters appeared throughout the once inhabited world, wired with the brains of the children older than fourteen. You live till your fourteenth birthday- and die. And you become one of those monsters.

That was fifteen years ago. Now, most of those first children who remember the old world are dead. Scarce few left now were born before the change. And everyone meets the same, miserable end without question. But not every child meets this grotesque end- you will not meet this grotesque end. You escape the Dorms, and run. Run from the Trackers, the Myrmridons, the Ferrets, and the Wingers set to stalk you to the ends of the world and bring you back kicking and screaming. You run through the barren wasteland. And you find you won't run alone, as you find him. Shade.

Shade may be your savior, or your most hated enemy, as you will fight for him against the Overlords and the world they have created from the world so long lost; to bring back the old world. Shade's old world. He is your only sanctuary. He puts you in harms way on the front line. One thing's for sure- you are Shade's Child. Part of his army of no one older then twenty-five years of age.

But Shade has other plans- his children are not up to the task, so he's calling forth others, from other worlds. People to come and help correct the world back to what it was, against their will. And your only return is helping Shade. Whoever you are, wherever your origins- you are one of Shade's Children, however old and mature you may be.

And if you're lucky, you will live to fight another day.

pastfourteen | fourteen_logs | fourteen_ooc
applications | taken | faq | orientation

an rp based loosely on the world explored in the book 'Shade's Children' by Garth Nix
GRAND OPENING ON 16th JUNE

unexpected, but

lingers — Fri, 16 May 2008 21:58:41 GMT

FRIENDS CUT.
Just a small one. But a few people, anyways, since- we have little to nothing on common and we've never talked or interacted since either me or you asked to be friends. That's my fault too, I know- it's a two way thing, I know. But I'm a shy person at heart. And I'm sorry. I hate cuts as much as the next person, but- this has to be done. And I'm really, really sorry. ♥ Hugs to you all.

If you've been cut, please remove me. If you think you've been cut unfairly, comment (please don't be rude about it), and I'll add you back or we'll work things over.

eljay family redux

lingers — Sun, 04 May 2008 21:46:43 GMT

Because the last one was eons ago |D

♥ ♠ ♣ E L J A Y . F A M I L Y
somebody • roxas
long lost twin sister • luxrays
magical plushie poke girl sister • ignored_tears
obsessive ~~evil~~ pyromaniac lover • xemaya
crazy sister • nebulasan

partner in crime • chibichan

crazy vampire aunt • strife_girl
cousin • hairpin
cousin • heartlaced
cat that sleeps all day • chiixhideki
rabid but adorable pet wolf • endless_run
weird little fox that leeches off my food • pikagalmish

gremlin that lives in the closet • bodyline
spirit of the dusty book (on the left shelf) • aurturius
phantom that lives in the attic (ash) • kinoutsubame
stalker ghost that lives in the attic • lumireis

magical houseplant that sits in the sun • moonloop
creepy doll that wants revenge so stole my cookies • creators

looking for: partner's in crime, a wolf, someone of vampire origins, cousins, etc~
??? • username

Pick what you want to be, but keep it somewhat-sane, like cousins, sisters, ghost-that-stalks-you-and-lives-in-the-attic, cat that sleeps all day, stuff like that. Some people will be carried over from the last list, most likely. XD

friends cut

lingers — Sat, 01 Dec 2007 20:13:03 GMT

Hey guys. ♥ Now I hate friends cuts as much as the next person, and I.. I never wanted to have to do one of these, but - there's a few reasons, as stated below, which just make me feel like I should do a friends cut. I'm sorry to everyone who's been cut; but it's the reason I'm friends only, yeah? Since I don't want people I don't know reading everything. (That said, don't worry if you've been added recently or in a friending meme recently. You've not been cut.)

REASONS
>> We never... talked. Either you or I commented for friending and we never talked to each other after that. Or we did for a while and just stopped. Or, you haven't updated in months.

>> I talk about real life a lot, and well, I like ranting about it, but having some people on my friends list that have been there for ages and I feel I'm being watched by strangers for all that time? And we still don't know one another? I think that's another thing.

>> And there's probably a few other reasons as well, but. Yeah.

If you've been cut, please remove me.

If you feel like you shouldn't have been cut or have something else to say (please, don't be rude about it), feel free to comment here. All comments are screened :)

tv characters blog crew

lingers — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 21:12:51 GMT

‡ TV CHARACTERS BLOG CREW ‡

We may deny it, it may be a little, but there are television shows out there that we all love to watch. Doctor Who, Heroes, you name it. And in those, there are fictional characters we love! This is just a blog crew for all those characters you love.

A blog crew is where you claim a character and post the code anywhere on your livejournal. It's strictly for fun and nothing comes of it.

You can claim up to three characters from any television show with fictional characters, old, new, whatever. My only rule is that you can't claim more than one character from one tv show. For example, say I took Hiro from Heroes, then I wouldn't be able to claim Claire as well.

You don't have to claim all three characters at once! Feel free to come back later and make your claim.

This is an ongoing crew. So if you find this two weeks after it's posted, you can still claim.

›› ASHES TO ASHES / LIFE ON MARS
Annie Cartwright - lingers
Sam Tyler - whitewolfisl0ve

›› CHARMED
Cole Turner - moonloop
Phoebe Halliwell - xemaya

›› DARK ANGEL
Alec - endless_run
Ben/X5-493 - green_wing

›› DOCTOR WHO / SARAH JANE ADVENTURES / TORCHWOOD
Jack Harkness - interstellar
Rose Tyler - whitewolfisl0ve
Tenth Doctor - lingers

›› FRIENDS
Chandler Bing - denied
Phoebe Buffay - celesia

›› GREY'S ANATOMY
Christina Yang - endless_run

›› GOSSIP GIRL
Blair Waldorf - subtlety

›› HEROES
Claire Bennet - roxas
Elle Bishop - lottery
Hiro Nakamura - strife_girl
Micah Sanders - phoenix_wings07
Mohinder Suresh - cnyll
Nathan Petrelli - interstellar
Peter Petrelli - xemaya
Syler (Gabriel Gray) - supershibby

›› HOUSE MD
Dr. House - pedosaurus
Dr. Robert Chase - cnyll

›› LAW AND ORDER
ADA Serena Southlyn

›› MOONLIGHT
Mick St. John - beach_chick18

›› QUEER AS FOLK
Brian Kinney - pedosaurus

›› SCRUBS
J.D. - breakfastgirl

›› SMALLVILLE
Alicia Baker - lottery
Chloe Sullivan - strife_girl
Oliver Queen - xemaya

›› STARGATE ATLANTIS
John Sheppard - beach_chick18

›› SUPERNATURAL
Dean Winchester - celesia
Sam Winchester - green_wing

›› TERMINATOR: SARAH CONNOR CHRONICLES
Derek Reese - green_wing

›› UGLY BETTY
Giovanni Rossi - denied

‡ TV CHARACTERS BLOG CREW → insercharacterhere ‡

TOKYO REVELATIONS

lingers — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 22:52:36 GMT

Lol big image spam. I ain't cutting it.

LOVE.

Okay, seriously. I'll do a proper review, now. So, TOKYO REVELATIONS, the long awaited OVA/OVD/whatever it's called today is finally here! We've waited months, a year, we've endured the horrible effort of the second season... and we've finally got acid!Tokyo with future Syaoran, Sakura being awesome and Subaru and Kamui and eee.

OPENING; Sychronicity by Yui Makino Of which, seems to be the most lines she has in the entire thing. She seems to repeat the same line over and over... well, thank god for them changing it a little so she had more sections, or she wouldn't have spoken at all. Anyway, to the point. I *love* the choir at the beginning, but then Yui comes in, and... well, I don't *love* her singing voice, to be honest. I think they should have had someone else sing it? *shrugs* That aside, after the second time through of the OVA, I really appreciated this song, even I don't think it suits her voice at all. It's quite sweet and gets you into it straight away. And the animation - it's quite cool. Simplistic, but very grabbing and overly cool. Points here.

FAITHFULLNESS TO THE MANGA; Passes with. FLYING COLOURS~! Oh gosh, I've decided I love OVA's. It's so accurate and precise and keeps everything in tune with the manga, which is what we want, right, TRC fans? Not some lame insert episodes. :/ Anyway, to the point - everything was kept, apart from a few extra scenes of Sakura talking to Subaru, but hey, no comaplints here. They got rid of two bits that I can notice - the way Fuuma and the Tower Gang arrive is changed and it's as dramatic as it is in the manga, since in the OVA they just... appear. On scooters. And it's not dramatic. XD Also because of that, Kamui goes hunting with his group, and well, his mind is in other places. Like, back in the reservoir, emoing over Subaru. XD Ah well, he tries to kill Syaoran - AGAIN - and Fai stops him, so all's well. And the first time Syaoran goes all clone-ish when Kurogane wakes him up in the morning. And Syaoran changing clothes! D: And, the most important part for me - when they 'met' each other in a dream. Seriously? I was so looking forward to that part. It's an awesome part. ;-; Duel Syaoran? Would have been win. Anyway, I've put together some things to show how faithful and precise it's been. Here we go:

Kurogane vs. Kamui. Absolutely awesome sequence, and is very very faithful. And pretty.

After Fai's conversation with Kurogane. I really like the colours for it, it's kinda dark like Fai's past.

Kamui saying he'll protect the reservoir, aka. Subaru.

ANIMATION; A++++. Seriously. Have you seen the scene with Syaoran and the arrows? It's so smooth and even one of my friends was admiring it, and she doesn't admire action sequences very much for anime unless it's really really good. Also the scene with Kurogane vs. Kamui - very smooth and true to how Kamui would fight. It's a lot better than how the anime was, even if in some of the shots Kurogane does look a bit weird. Sakura is, overall, awesome, and you can't really tell the hair colour differance. Fai, also. Syaoran's also very good, though so is real!Syaoran, too. Mokona has... shrunk? XD Really, it has, it's like half the size it was before. My calender weeps with the fact he's like three times as big. Weird.

MUSIC; I love the music, enough said. Even the new stuff, too. It's all good.

SEIYUU; Omigod. I forgot how much I missed these until they started talking together when they first arrived. I missed hearing Kurogane and Syaoran and Fai talk to one another with Mokona being cute in the background. ;-; And then one of the times, they laugh, and, it just makes me weep for the fact soon everything ends in tears. Anyway. Fai's, Daisuke Namikawa, really outshines himself by keeping the Fai voice we all know and love, and especially the part when he's complaining Kurogane's grip on his arm hurts. And then when it goes deeper, and darker, and he's laughing hollowly to himself? A+. Really. Awesome awesome. Can't comment on Yui or Kurogane's, I'm not really a fan of them and Yui doesn't speak much so there's nothing to rate. Subaru - good choice, surprisingly. I thought it wouldn't work, but his seiyuu just has that slight tone of voice that just screams Subaru at me. I don't know what it is, but it works, even if it is a little deeper than I imagined. Kamui = Miyano Mamoru, as I guessed before it even happened. Works really really well, though I think he should have been lighter, more Tamaki-ish? I don't know. He's awesome, all the same. And he says 'Sakura' at one point, so. ~~SORARIKUKAIRIALLOVERAGAINAHEM~~ And of course, Miyu, who I've missed hearing so much this year. He was awesome as predicted, cute, and just fits Syaoran. Even evil sounding Syaoran after breaking out of the case. He just works. Really really well. A+.

ENDING; Saigo no Kajitsu by Maaya Sakamoto I have a love hate relationship with Maaya's songs, and this one started off as a hate. But it's started to grow on me, especially the 'boku wa' lines. The lyrics are really sad and sweet. I love this sequence - the five leaving Tokyo, Fai with his blindfold, real!Syaoran, fighting Sakura - it's love. And then the X scrolling shot - normally I'd like more animation, but it really fits the mood. And Subaru appears. He's so awesome! ~~Kamui'stoosexyforhiscloakapparantly.~~ Overall, I really like this as it goes on, and the song started to grow on me after the second listen. And I love the ending shot of Infinity - third season, anyone? It's been suggested.

OVERALL
- Miyu is love
- Where's the next one? D:
- Syaoran is love. Both of them.
- I WANT THE DREAM SCENE WITH SYAORAN AND SYAORAN
- Kamui says he'll 'protect' Subaru, and that's.. 'Mamoru'. LOOK AT HIS SEIYUU. I think this is amusing.
- Poor Fai.
- Sakura needs more lines.
- Subaru is love. Needs more lines. Needs more appearance making? D:
- Where's the next one already?
- Animation is love
- Music is love
- OVA is love~
- Where's the next - oh wait. Said that. WHERE'S NUMBER 3? D:

This is going on open to all, not friends lock, so. It's just my opinon, so don't kill me. And kind of cut short since it's late, but you know.

Roleplay (part 2).

lingers — Thu, 08 Nov 2007 19:47:11 GMT

A lowdown of what's happened for my characters at New Sanctum. Hey, I'm bored and sick.

There was a special place, known as;

N E W . S A N C T U M.

Espo plays eight characters here from her lack of restraint. Here is just a basic lowdown on what's happened of importance for her kids.

Sora is the eldest and has been around for a good while, and fights to keep the Heartless population of the city down. His mother usually works away from home and he hardly ever sees her, and he hasn't seen his father for years. Maya dubbed him the Keyblade Avenger, despite how Sora constantly goes against that name. He also tends to buy Maya food if she asks. He's a good fighter, and is on good terms with his nobody, Roxas. Unlike Roxas, he has no idea that his nobody is him, as of yet. He's regained all his memories that Naminé eroded, finally remembering Kairi. Lately, they finally got together. Sora was, at the time, on permanent Cloud 9. At Christmas time he was missing his best friend more than ever, who just happened to show up - that being Riku. Now, the trio is reunited as they head into the new year.

The second child is Rikku. She lives with her brother, aptly named... well, Brother, and her dad, who she refers to as 'pop'. She's also the cousin of Yuna. She's a full fledged mechanic and perhaps alchemist, fluent in Al Bhed and English. Rikku likes to make friends and hang out, and lives life to the full. She thinks that Tidus is cool - he's the only person in Sanctum able to keep up with her. She quickly made friends with Roxas, and despite their clashing personalities, the pair get on well. As much as to find Rikku eventually falling for the being without a heart. He rejected her because of it, which hit her hard, even if he did love her back. She's over it, now, but not over Roxas - they still do like one another, as evident when Rikku offered Roxas a place to stay. He even kissed her on the way there. Roxas eventually went home after several weeks, and Rikku went back to quietly making her way around. She met up with him again on New Years, though, just as the year changed off. Sweet? Yes.

And then comes the third, Kairi. Kairi's lived in New Sanctum her entire life, except for the time when she was stolen away for being a princess of heart. She lived quitely and by herself as a child, and Sora and Riku were her first true friends. Upon waiting for Sora, she encountered Roxas, both promising to notify one another if they should meet the hero in question. Their relationship is a strange one - Roxas has avoided her, they've had arguements, she's even hit him once for being a jerk. Despite that, they're good friends, and Roxas trains Kairi in the art of the Keyblade. She also helped Watanuki since as a Princess of Heart the spirits avoided her. She remembered Sora one fateful day during severe, strange rain, and looked for him ever since - and she did. Sora gave her a letter hinting towards liking her - and Kairi reciprocated. They are now officially a couple. Kairi's wasn't as far gone on Cloud 9 as Sora, though. She kept her sense. She's met several people in the run up to christmas, including Fai who she could easily talk to. On Christmas Eve, she reunited with Riku, and now the trio are back together again. Kairi is delighted at this.

Hermione was the child of whim, the fourth, taken on a purely random note. She is the only non FF/KH/CLAMP character I possess. She's a powerful witch, attending Hogwarts and being aware of a lot of what is going on around her. She likes reading, and seems to have a nack for making friends with guys. After a demon hunt with Dante, she soon made a mental note to not buy him pizza, and that guys lived on their stomachs. Since, they've become friends of sorts. She is also 'friends' with The Doctor, who knows a surprising amount about her world. She even went on a trip with him, once. She was distraught at the assasination of the president since she knew it was a wraith, but it made no sense to her. That was when she met L. At the announcement from the government, she again, near went out of her mind and fled, and once again ran into L. During the Christmas period she kept to herself, mostly, but ran into Dante again and helped him out.

She was persuaded to take the fifth, the trouble causer Axel one time. Or at least try him out. Axel came crashing down with a bang on Rikku's doorstep looking for Roxas. Once he did, they fought and argued - eventually, Roxas saw reason. After a complex amount of time of almost bleeding to death from a zombie attack and other such accounts, Axel ended up being invited to remain with Roxas in his house. Axel agreed, of course. Since, Roxas has made him dress in ordinary clothing and a variety of other things has happened. For one, he now shares the company of Roxas with Sakura, who, even if he denies it, he is growing more fond of her, her cooking, and her general well-being. Second, he declared his love for Roxas, and after several cases, Roxas ended up taking short-term leave at Rikku's house. During that time, he met Balthier - a strange man that seemed similar to him in a respect. Roxas has now returned, and Axel has once again declared he will change. Axel knows well of the plot formed by DiZ, and has several permanent scars. One on his sides from the zombie attack, one on the back of his hand from a fight with Saix, and another on his back from Saix. Axel had a problem with his wielding of fire at one point, but it's not causing him a problem as of yet - he can still use it, though only slightly. During the Christmas period, Axel actually tried to be a nice guy and went out and bought presents for both Roxas and Sakura. He has changed slightly, but he is beginning to 'fear' the Organization in a sense. That they will come, wreak havoc and turn both him and Roxas into Dusks.

Sakura was taken as the sixth since I've always wanted to play her, and had good reason to do so with the events in Infinity. Upon arriving in Sanctum she met Roxas. Roxas took pity on her and let her live with him, much to Axel's discontent. Sakura gently took her time and has opened up to them both, and her smile returns every now and then - she took to calling Roxas 'onii-san', and she also cares for Axel a lot. She knows about their circumstance, but she is not fearful of it - Syaoran has something similar. She has a job in a bakery in the city, and is praised for her work. She seeks advice from Yuuko when she needs it. When Roxas temporarily left after an arguement, she was scared for him, but took it in good nature. Now, he has returned, and she is thankful for it. Yet, a new pathway appeared - Kurogane, and then a few days later Fai, arrived in New Sanctum. Sakura expressed her shock and surprise at their arrival, and seemed upset that Syaoran had not arrived with them. She met up with them once, giving Fai a hug to apologize for what she had done to him. As Christmas drew closer, she took more and more time to her room to make presents for Axel, Roxas, Fai, Kurogane, Yuuko and Syaoran.

Ashe is seventh member to the fold. She's of good knowledge of Balthier, even if she detests him - maybe it's a love-hate thing? Hmm. She works a double life as a member of the Tatakai resistance and as a high ranking female. She briefly talked to Misato on one the return of one of her missions, and has conversed with Patchouli once or twice. Her birthday arrived in December, and her father insisted she celebrate it in someway. Reluctantly Ashe compromised, and willingly invited Balthier. As Christmas came, she even took to buying him a present. Ashe has had some change of heart as of late, yet she can't pinpoint it precisely, or shake the fear the she's betraying her late fiancée Rasler. We'll see how her relationship changes as she goes back to working for Tatakai for full time.

Yuuki is the latest. She is a good child who works on the disciplinary commitee at Cross Accademy, which also holds a secret - that the night class is full of vampires! She loves Kaname, and is good friends with Zero. She fell from the wall one night onto Al, and regards him as a nice person she'd like to get to know more. We'll see how things go with her.

And that was the tale laid down, wherever it will lead. ♥

[fst] AKUROKU / AXEL/ROXAS - you were mine

lingers — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 00:18:48 GMT

After post-boning, checking, adding songs, taking away songs, making covers....

It's here it's here it's here it's here ♥! <3

AKUROKU FST ♥ you were mine
*Please note some of the explaining is spoilerific if you have not yet delved into the love that is Final Mix. I know a few of you haven't, so, warning.

axel/roxas fst ♥ you were mine

EIGHTH DIMENSION (SIDE 1)
(01) JYONGRI - Possession (English Version) (4.24)
(02) HELLOGOODBYE - Here In Your Arms (4.00)
(03) AVRIL LAVIGNE - Girlfriend (3.37)
(04) THE FRAY - Over My Head (Cable Car) (3.58)
(05) KEANE - We Might As Well Be Strangers (3.12)
(06) QUEEN OF HEARTS - Tell Me (2.47)
(07) GOO GOO DOLLS - Iris (4.51)
(08) DIXIE CHICKS - You Were Mine (3.37) Axel's theme
(09) RICHARD MARX - Right Here Waiting (4.27)
(10) DELTA GOODREM - Lost Without You (4.10)
(11) SEETHER FEATURING AMY LEE - Broken (4.26)
(12) 30 SECONDS TO MARS - Attack (3.08)
(13) PINK - Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely) (3.18) Roxas's theme
(14) AVRIL LAVIGNE - When You're Gone (4.00)

THIRTEENTH CONTRACTOR (SIDE 2)
(15) GOO GOO DOLLS - Without You Here (3.51)
(16) LOST PROPHETS - 4:AM Forever (4.27)
(17) KEANE - Bend And Break (3.39)
(18) S CLUB 7 - Have You Ever (3.21)
(19) AVRIL LAVIGNE - Contagious (2.09)
(20) TOMMY FEBRUARY6 - Lonely In Gorgeous (3.58)
(21) RELIENT K - Which To Bury, Us Or The Hatchet (4.12)
(22) ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL - Nervous Breakdown (4.07)
(23) EVANESCENCE - Missing (4.16)
(24) STORY OF THE YEAR - Until The Day I Die (4.02)
(25) THE FRAY - Heaven Forbid (4.01)
(26) BRYAN ADAMS - Sound The Bugle (3.54)
(27) COLDPLAY - The Scientist (5.09)
(28) JESSE MCCARTNEY - Because You Live (3.19)

[BONUS] AVRIL LAVIGNE & JOHNNY RZEZNIK - Iris (Live @ Fashion Rocks, 2004) (5.14)

total running time: 109 minutes, 39 seconds (1 hour, 49 minutes)

tracks ♥ i'll meet you on the other side

CIRCUMSTANCE 1: JYONGRI - Possession (English Version)
I am in firm belief this is one of the best songs to start off this FST with.
This song has two versions, Japanese and English, and naturally I chose to
put the English one on here. I actually like this a lot, and if you listen to
it, and look at the title, it's like what Axel thinks Roxas is. His
possession. Of course, Roxas won't let that happen, but that point aside. This
is mostly Axel singing it with (sometimes) Roxas chipping in. I just think it
relates to the entire thing when Axel is chasing round after Roxas and Roxas
doesn't know who he is.

Sorry, but it's all controlled.
I'm your possession
Right now, up until forever
Don't you feel the passion
Burning hot inside you?

CIRCUMSTANCE 2: Hellogoodbye - Here In Your Arms
This song is, by far, overused for FST's, but I really, really like listening
to this song. I relate it mostly to these two, though. I think of it as what
we didn't see before Roxas left the Organization, and the part with 'whispers
hello I miss you quite terribly' is Axel after he comes to find Roxas again,
and succeeds in doing so. Perhaps even, for those who have seen the re:com
Riku ending, with Axel meeting Roxas for the first time, and they both go and
buy ice cream. Also, to a degree, when Axel sacrafices himself. It's just a
really sweet song.

You are the one,
The one that lies close to me
Whispers, 'hello, I miss you quite terribly'.
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.

CIRCUMSTANCE 3: Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
Avril part 1. ~~Rule one for me = Axel is Avril.~~ This is my
song which Axel would sing, 100%. It just fits. In canon, it is sort of
hinted to Roxas and Naminé (even if half the fandom don't support it), but,
say Roxas got with her, which it sounds like. Axel would so come along and
sing this at Roxas to try and win him over, and probably fail in the process
and get hit for his (bad) efforts. Another thing - a lot of people hate this
song. I know, I know, it's been said many times on my youtube video for Axel
and Roxas with this - but thinking of Axel with it? Entirely changed their
minds.

You're so fine, I want you mine.
You're so delicious.
I think about you all the time.
You're so addictive.

So come over here,
And tell me what I wanna hear.
Better yet, make the girlfriend disappear.

CIRCUMSTANCE 4: The Fray - Over My Head (Cable Car)
Ah, my third Fray song. Got me into them, finally, this one. And... there's
quite a few subtle lines in here that remind me of Axel and Roxas. Mostly the
part about being strangers, but the part of 'becoming part of your past' hits
me hard. It's true - Roxas forgets about Axel, and becomes part of his past.
Once again, yes, that part is Axel singing, though there is a part which
reminds me of Roxas in here too.

I wish you were a stranger.
I could disengage.

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless.

CIRCUMSTANCE 5: Keane - We Might As Well Be Strangers
I heard this song on the radio once and it hit me. The title. It just.
Fits. Once again, it's for the opening of KH2, really, but it works.
The lyrics entirely relate to them and what they go through, and I love this
song for that. This is also song five, which, is the difference between 8 and
13, which I also thinks holds some significance to be here.

We might as well be,
Strangers in another town.
We might as well be,
Living in a different world.

CIRCUMSTANCE 6: Queen of Hearts - Tell Me
I was sifting through my old songs from god knows how many years ago, and
found this one. I hate the series with a passion, now, but this song, I
always loved. I was listening through it, and it... really was one for Axel
and Roxas. Plus, it covers all aspects of the relationship, even more so the
friendship. I am a true supporter of this pairing, but this covers every
single aspect, which is rare. Because after everything... can they still be
friends? That's why this one made its way in.

Now I hope you're realizing,
I want you back again.

Best friends don't always let
These little things get in the way.
Best friends don't always
Have to search for things to say.

CIRCUMSTANCE 7: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Several years ago, my friend mentioned this to me. I didn't listen to it, and
oh, what a fool I was. After watching Treasure Planet and hearing 'I'm Still
Here' I became interested in Goo. Ever since, I've loved this song. Johnny
Rzeznik is an absolute genius for writing this beautiful piece. I adore it to
no end. It's another that's related to a lot of pairings, but also for Axel
and Roxas, a lot. How they're separated, how they can't be together again,
how when it comes to the final farewell on the tower - how one has to be
without the other. Unrelated, but it's Avril's favourite song. More
reason.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming.
Or the moment of truth in your lies.
When everything seems like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive.

CIRCUMSTANCE 8: Dixie Chicks - You Were Mine
Axel's theme. One day, my friend sent me a link to this tune, which was Avril
Lavigne covering it as a young kid. I sat there and listened - and afterwards
it hit me really really hard. This is. Axel's song, truly. He's singing it to
Roxas, and it's also again, about the proposed Roxas/Naminé relationship. He
can't let Roxas go, even if he has found a new love, and he wants her to not
be real - like she wasn't, in the virtual Twilight Town - and come home back
to him.

I can't find a reason to let go.
Even though you've found a new love,
And she's what your dreams are made of.

Even though those pictures have begun to fade.
Please tell me, she's not real.
And you're really coming home to stay.

CIRCUMSTANCE 9: Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting
Okay another Axel song. Well, also Roxas singing, but Axel. Which is kind of
surprising since it's sung by a guy, but moving on. My friend said a while
ago it's an Axel thing, and I agreed afterwards. It's like... how he's
searching for Roxas, kidnaps Kairi to get to him, and then when he's
sacrificed and he's 'waiting', but he won't ever see him again, so how
can they say 'forever?' - and in the end, if they're still together,
he will take the chance. And when Axel and Roxas both part, saying 'see you
later?' I have the feeling Axel will always be someplace - be it Roxas' mind
or someplace beyond - and will stay waiting for Roxas.

Oceans apart day after day...
And I slowly go insane.
I hear your voice on the line.
But it doesn't stop the pain.
If I see you next to never.
How can we say forever?

CIRCUMSTANCE 10: Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You
Okay, it's Axel again. Mostly. But it could also be Roxas, since they are
both stubborn, but it doesn't matter - Axel's disc side, right? This is how
like, after a heated fight, they think they can just go solo, but in the end,
end up realizing they're lost without the other and just strive to find each
other again. And the bridge part, below? Ice cream scene.

If only I could hold you now.
Make the pain just go away.
Can't stop the tears from running down my face.

CIRCUMSTANCE 11: Seether Featuring Amy Lee - Broken
I can't remember where I heard this, but I ended up downloading it anyway.
This one I envision as a duet for the pair of them. Once again, it's about
separations and all that - I think this one is also more for what's shown in
the manga, with the photos.

I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain.

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore.

CIRCUMSTANCE 12: 30 Seconds To Mars - Attack
Say they were together - this is about all the fights they have, and all the
uncertainties they have with each other. As the lyrics say - 'your promises,
they look like lies'. I see this mostly as when Roxas leaves the
Organization, as well - he has good cause to leave, but he's leaving Axel and
running from him, too, and he knows that.

I'm losing control now, and
Without you I can finally see.

Run away, I'll attack, I'll attack.

CIRCUMSTANCE 13: Pink - Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely)
Roxas' theme. Yes, it's Pink, who's a woman. I mean. That's not normal, for
Roxas song to be sung by a woman~ anyway. I first heard it on the
radio and ran off to download. This is my Roxas song, because it just fits
with him so, so, so well. It's how he's trying to decide whether Axel is
great or whether Axel is just a god damn pain - the 'Get the hell off' side
to Axel, but also the side of 'I didn't mean that' at the same time. Roxas is
that kind of solitude-wanting being who also wants company at the same time.
Yeah, and the Adam/Even part... I can't help thinking Sora/Kairi to it. Don't
know why, I just do. Which makes it fit more in the sense Roxas has dreams
about Sora's past.

Go away, give me a chance to miss you.
Say goodbye, it'd make me wanna kiss you.
I love you so much more when you're not here.

You taste so sweet but I can't eat,
The same thing everyday.
Cutting off the phone,
Leave me the f*** alone,
Tomorrow I'll be begging you to come home.

CIRCUMSTANCE 14: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
Just... aww. I... I cried on this one. Not for me or my past. For these two.
Just.. the lyrics are touching. Very touching, and it's just plain beautiful.
And to top it all off, it's Axel/Roxas. Yes. I can't explain how much I love
this song. When I first heard it - when I first heard the line 'do you see
how much I need you right now?' - Axel was in my head, and I saw how this
song fit so well. It's the entire relationship, start to finish, to when they
have to say goodbye.

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take.
Do you see how much
I need you right now?

SECOND DISC

CIRCUMSTANCE 15: Goo Goo Dolls - Without You Here
It's another song about being apart, and how one changes the other. And for
Axel, in the sense Roxas is his own light in the emptiness, something he
clings onto until his dying breath. The line 'strangers into lovers' is also
a big thing here - it's true. They started off as strangers, and became close
to lovers. Which, relating to the songs above of being 'strangers' it works.

A moment in your arms,
Became the reason why.
And you're still the only light,
That fills the emptiness.
The only one I need until my dying breath.

CIRCUMSTANCE 16: Lost Prophets - 4:AM Forever
Another, and alas yes, a Roxas song! I heard this and I just saw it, replayed
the scene of Roxas going forth to challenge Sora. And it was confirmed even
more in Final Mix - that Roxas emerged because of Axel's death. This song is
set right there, as he awakes, and see Axel's gone and not there anymore. I
can also see it for the point he's sitting on the tower by himself, head
buried into his knees as he's depressed over the affair - and also for when
they meet in his mind. It also relates for then. This is one of the ones I'm
most secure about being an Axel and Roxas one - it just screams Roxas at me.

Yesterday I lost my closest friend.
Yesterday I wanted time to end.
I wonder if my heart will ever mend.
I just let you slip away.

CIRCUMSTANCE 17: Keane - Bend And Break
The title does this song no justice. It was playing on a quiet radio in a
store, and I just heard the lines below - and I listened more clearly. It's.
Scary how it fits, that meeting each other in the morning, on the 'other
side', in the 'light', in the 'next life'. Again for the departure on the
tower - Axel vanishes into the light, a place on the other side.

I'll meet you on the other side,
I'll meet you in the light.

CIRCUMSTANCE 18: S Club 7 - Have You Ever
This... well. When Axel looses Roxas, at the beginning when he fights him,
when Roxas has to go back to Sora, when Axel kamikaze's, when Roxas and Axel
say farewell to one another.. they did love and loose someone. I mean. If you
listen to the first few lines, it seriously sums it up in about three
sentences about what happens to them both before their breakdowns. This song
is so cute, it has to be here.

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking?
Lookin down the road you should be taking?
I should know, cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go.

CIRCUMSTANCE 19: Avril Lavigne - Contagious
This song sold itself to me in the first listen as an Axel one, predictably.
It works - Roxas makes Axel smile. With the 358/2 Days footage, Axel makes
Roxas smile. And Roxas makes Axel cry. Which, you wouldn't, in a million
years, have thought in COM, would you?

That's when I start to realize.
What you bring to my life.
Damn this guy can make me smile.

CIRCUMSTANCE 20: Tommy February6 - Lonely In Gorgeous
The only Japanese one on here, but... the translation. Is really, really,
neat, and it fits them both, so here we are. This might also be my insane
fangirling that they are both gorgeous, and they're both lonely at points and
the like... and of course, 'where are you bad boy' is something awesome Roxas
should so so sing. It would be hilarious if he did. In a cute way. And this
one takes time to grow on you. At the start, it's all really something you
don't want to listen to. But keep at it, because it really does get good in
the middle, or for me it did.

Lonely in gorgeous.
And breaking my heart.
I miss you bad boy.

Full song lyrics here.

CIRCUMSTANCE 21: Relient K - Which To Bury, Us Or The Hatchet
A long long long time ago, I saw this song on a Roxas, Axel and Naminé video.
It left a lasting impression and probably was the first song I ever related
to Axel and Roxas. It's just when they fight, and Axel fights against Roxas,
and he doesn't want to hate him, but he has to - how he has to fight him, and
he's just so mad - and when things cool down? Why did it happen? Who's to
blame? And they both figure - they still love each other afterwards.

No, I don't hate you.
Don't want to fight you.
Know I'll always love you,
But right now I just don't like you.

I tried to hold your hand,
But you'd rather hold your grudge.

CIRCUMSTANCE 22: abingdon boys school - NERVOUS BREAKDOWN
Axel and Roxas both have breakdowns. For Axel, it's when he goes to fight
Roxas and for when he 'gambles something he doesn't have' and sacrifices
himself for Sora and Roxas' benefit. For Roxas, it's when he regains his
memories of the Organization and despises DiZ for what happens to him - and
the second, is after Axel dies. They cause each other's breakdowns - and this
song shows that.

What can I do to make you feel right?
What kinda fool if I make you cry?
Give me a break!
You'd better change your stupid ways.
Before I go away.

CIRCUMSTANCE 23: Evanescence - Missing
I feel this to be an Axel/Roxas one from start to finish. Another I'm very
secure about - Axel does die, literally, to know Roxas loves him.
Roxas won't cry for Axel - he forgot him, long ago. There's also another
part - with 'barely conscious, you'll say to no one' - that's when Axel truly
has sacrificed himself. Just what's missing then? Axel. Also Roxas' time in
Twilight Town... you see my point. This song also inspired me to make a
layout for an upcoming shrine - so it's special for me in regards to these
two.

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I died to know you love me,
I'm all alone.

CIRCUMSTANCE 24: Story of the Year - Until The Day I Die
I saw this on a Kingdom Hearts video a little while ago, and the song
lingered in my mind. Particularly the section below, reminded me of
Axel/Roxas. It's like - Axel devoting his life to Roxas and the other way
round, until the day they die. And the bridge part, is how, even after giving
their all for each other, they made mistakes - just like friends would.

My hands are at your throat,
And I think I hate you.
We made the same mistakes,
Just like friends do.

CIRCUMSTANCE 25: The Fray - Heaven Forbid
I can see this as a narrator singing it to Roxas, but also partially, Axel
singing about Roxas too. Another one for breakdowns, this one - Roxas doesn't
understand why he's been left alone. Again, when Axel leaves? He's left
alone, and he doesn't know why.

Heaven forbid you end up alone,
You don't know why.
Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow,
You'll be alright.

Out of this one
I don't know how to get you out of this one.

CIRCUMSTANCE 26: Bryan Adams - Sound The Bugle
I think.. I relate this most to how Roxas feels when he fights Sora. He's all
lost, confused, stuck. He's got 'nothing left, just an empty heart'. If
you've ever seen the movie with this in (Spirit), then.. you'll know how emo
that scene is. Spirit has to leave Rain and just can't take that. It's the
same here. Roxas has to accept Axel's gone and he just can't. And then Axel
talks to him again, which is kind of like the climax of the song, and
everything's alright for him again, because he can keep fighting.

I'm a soldier - wounded,
So I must give up the fight.
There's nothing more for me;
Lead me away...
Or leave me lying here.

CIRCUMSTANCE 27: Coldplay - The Scientist
Shush I know Avril sang this one two. So she's here for like six of
them. Anyway. This song is just amazing, and I love it to pieces.
And relate it to these guys a lot - it's about the entire thing, start to
finish, how they want to start over. Listen, and you'll understand.

Tell me you love me.
Come back and haunt me.
Oh, and I rush to the start.

CIRCUMSTANCE 28: Jesse McCartney - Because You Live
I like to finish these on a happy note, don't I? Heheh. I think it's the next
life thing here again - or when they say goodbye and know they'll meet again -
I just think it's sweet.

Because you live there's a reason why,
I carry on when I lose the fight.

Because you live.. I live.

BONUS: Avril Lavigne & Johnny Rzeznik - Iris (Live @ Fashion Rocks)
I was once scouting around for 'Iris', and discovered Avril had sang it with
Johnny Rzeznik himself. After much hunting, I found it, and - well. I think
it deserves to go here, considering the Axel = Avril thing and it's just
plain gorgeous. It's hard to find, so, enjoy.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming.
Or the moment of truth in your lies.
When everything seems like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive.

download ♥ i breathe deep and cry out
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Please to be commenting if you decide to download and all that good stuff. ♥ This took a lot of time and effort to put together! And above all - enjoy the songs! And no redistributing without my permission, since as said, it took a lot of time to do. :)

This is two CD's worth, which is why there's a split off, since it's over 1hour 20mins. So there's fourteen on the first and fifteen on the second. :)

Yes, I know. There's a lot of Avril Lavigne on here. But she is win, and she is Axel, so there. :D Go and listen to the Best Damn Thing, and you'll see my point. It should totally be renamed to the 'AkuRoku OST'.

This one has taken such a long time coming, gah! And now it's done, never fear, there's still others I'm thinking about doing. A Sora/Kairi one, a Syaoran one, and a Subaru one.. hmm. We'll see. Anyone want to request one in particular? As said Sora/Kairi, Syaoran, Subaru, Sakura/Syaoran is high up, but ask and we'll see.

While you're at it, check out my other fst's!
sakura fst ♥ how to save a life

[fst] SAKURA - how to save a life

lingers — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 18:58:08 GMT

~~...curse my lack of sakura icons.~~

SAKURA FST ♥ how to save a life
*Please note some of the explaining is spoilerific since I'm going for current-series Sakura.

sakura fst ♥ how to save a life

(01) THE FRAY - How To Save A Life (4.23)
(02) SARAH MCLACHLAN - Fallen (3.40)
(03) DELTA GOODREM - Last Night On Earth (4.08)
(04) AVRIL LAVIGNE - My Happy Ending (4.01)
(05) ANNA INSPI' NANA - Rose (3.49)
(06) NERINA PALLOT - Everybody's Going To War (3.54)
(07) CHIHIRO ONITSUKA - Infection (5.45)
(08) BRITNEY SPEARS - Everytime (3.49)
(09) WITHIN TEMPTATION - Memories (3.54)
(10) MURRAY GOLD (DOCTOR WHO OST) - Doomsday (5.14)
(11) GARY JULES - Mad World (3.11)
(12) THE CORRS - Hideway (3.25)
(13) JONATHA BROOKE - I'll Try (4.10)
(14) JADE FROM SWEETBOX - 1000 Words (6.00)
(15) AVRIL LAVIGNE - Who Knows (3.30)

total running time: 60 minutes, 13 seconds

tracks ♥ we don't know what we're fighting for

ROLE 1: The Fray - How To Save A Life
I think I first heard this one because someone mentioned it to me (perhaps
Candace?). Surprisingly, even though it was so popular, I had never heard it
before then. Afterwards, I heard it all over, repeated, but it's such a
brilliant song. It's... a really fitting one for Sakura. It's how she wants
to save Syoaran and everyone else. Which, looking at the recent chapters when
she... well. Most of you know what. She really does save a life.

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you.

ROLE 2: Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
I nabbed this from Meli a while back when she did a meme and got the letter 'F'.
Since hearing it, I stuck it with Sakura. It's like, after future!Tokyo, she
really has Fallen down and has become messed up.

The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

ROLE 3: Delta Goodrem - Last Night On Earth
Wee, not one for future!Tokyo! Well, slightly. But not entirely. It's mostly
for the start of the anime, before the great divide, when Sakura just wants
to tell Syaoran how she feels. But also for the future, as well, when she's
in Infinity and is realy trying to sort out her feelings about Syaoran. And
again, also with the parting scene in future!Tokyo. The.. 'beautiful goodbye'.

It's the last night on earth before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye.

ROLE 4: Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
One of, if not, my favourite Avril songs. It's so emo and I LOVE it for that.
This song, and Sakura, fit together. Once again, for future!Tokyo. When I was
reading these chapters, this was the song that came to mind. Her happy ending
has left and she wants it back, but she can't get it.

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread.

Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done.

ROLE 5: ANNA inspi' NANA - Rose
I found this song when I went to watch Nana. This is the opening theme for
the anime.. but, looking at the lyrics. I think they really fit the lost and
lonely girl Sakura becomes after loosing her memories, and this song haunts
her personality through the series. It just connects with her. Really, really
well (more of the song is included below, since it's in Japanese).

When I was darkness at that time
My lips suddenly shivering
I cry in the corner of this room

Nobody can save me
Only God can save me now
It's like you've stopped and torn up my love

I need your love. I'm a broken rose.
The dancing, falling sadness of your song
My lonely life with no whereabouts
I need your love. I'm a broken rose.
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes

Will get me tangled in this long
Could you be kind, and softly kiss me

The dying, falling sadness of my soul
I'm a collapsing, lonely little girl.

ROLE 6: Nerina Pallot - Everybody's Going To War
I've had this for a while. In Tsubasa, it feels like there is a war going on.
Not just in each world, and the fact Syaoran changes in front of her,
everybody's fighting together in Infinity, but a war with her heart. It fits
all those aspects, so this song remains here.

Everybody's going to war,
But we don't know what we're fighting for,
Don't tell me it's a worthy cause,
No cause could be so worthy.

I've got a friend, he's a pure bred killing machine
I think he might be dead by Christmas.

ROLE 7: Chihiro Onitsuka - Infection
On a translation, someone said this is Chihiro's version of 'twisted love'.
Which, I can only say I agree with. And if we look at it from that twisted
love point of view, it's definately, definately a song for Sakura. It's how
Sakura's love goes upside down, how her world is turned upside down, how she
tries to ignore it, how it continues to hurt her and haunt her.

The shadow cutting across my heartbeat
peels away someone's mask again.

But when did I become this weak?
I pretend that I don't notice that my legs have given way.
My foolish sickness just gets worse and worse.
In the night...
I realize... this infection.

ROLE 8: Britney Spears - Everytime
This is the one and only Britney song I truly love. I heard it many years
ago, but.. it's gorgeous. It's one hundred percent Sakura, even with the
lyrics.

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me.

ROLE 9: Within Temptation - Memories
Just look at the title, and you'll get the point.

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods let him stay.

In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

ROLE 10: Murray Gold - Doomsday
Okay, fair game. This one has no lyrics at all in it. But really... I just
relate this song to Sakura a lot. It's got the sad theme to it, it's got the
slight hope, it's got lots of things in it and I really believe it suits her
entire scenario. I love Doctor Who a lot, and I love the relationship between
the Doctor and Rose, and well... it just has the same sad tone, as I
mentioned. It's a beautiful instrumental. And just look at the title.

Rose. Rose. Rose.

ROLE 11: Gary Jules - Mad World
I didn't think this song would fit, but it does. The center part, which I
really didn't think would fit anyone, does. Sakura recollects one of her
birthdays, trying to remember Syaoran but she can't. The world is also very
mad for her, so I do think it fits.

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces.

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen.

ROLE 12: The Corrs - Hideaway
I think I saw this once on a video for Hermione Granger. But if I listen to
it... it's present day Sakura. She had to start again as a tougher girl to
survive the new story.

You can't waste more time.
You've been gone for far too long.
Trapped in his arms, safe without harm.
Follow your heart, don't be afraid.

Let yourself go, don't you worry about a thing.
Breaking the chains - so hard to begin.

ROLE 13: Jonatha Brooke - I'll Try
This song makes me cry. All versions of this make me cry. This is really
after future!Tokyo when she is abandoned by her love, and she has to stop
being a child and grow up and face the big wide world. She looses her faith
along the way, and she really does change, but in the end, seems to avert
back, believing in everything once again.

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
I mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine, I'm fine.

I try and try to understand the distance and between.
The love I feel the things I fear and every single dream.

ROLE 14: Jade from Sweetbox - 1000 Words
I've said many a times Sakura turns into Yuna. And this is just another
example of that. It also relates to when she's in the dream world, talking to
Watanuki, about what she had to do.

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still here you say

ROLE 15: Avril Lavigne - Who Knows
Finally, a positive song! This is mostly from the start of the series, when
she can't remember Syaoran but knows she does know him from somewhere. I also
hope in a way it fits with present events - because we really don't know what
will happen, as the readers. Only CLAMP do. It's a nice way to end, don't you think?

Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before.

Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?

download ♥ how did i become this weak?
.zip (sendspace)
.zip (mirror; megaupload)

Please to be commenting if you decide to download and all that good stuff. ♥ This took a lot of time and effort to put together! And above all - enjoy the songs! And no redistrubuting without my permission, since as said, it took a lot of time to do. :)

I changed the text size since a few people said it was too small (for me it wasn't, but y'know. Different monitors).

Now, to go work on my Axel/Roxas one which omigod-is-over-20-songs-already-but-that's-not-including-recent-ones. Heh.

While you're at it, check out my other fst's!

akuroku fst ♥ you were mine

RP-Journals.

lingers — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 22:09:35 GMT

Shh, okay. I just have a lot of journals. D:

L E B E N . F R I E D . B A R
Axel (Kingdom Hearts) - whenyoufindme
Amu Hinamori (Shugo Chara!) - mywouldbeself
The Doctor (Ten) (Doctor Who) - findmeaning

N E W . S A N C T U M
Axel (Kingdom Hearts) - roxascomplex
Kairi (Kingdom Hearts) - morningtwilight
Rikku (Final Fantasy X) - upbeatprincess
Sakura (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) - adversarykills
Sora (Kingdom Hearts) - doortothedark

Ashelia B'nargin Dalmasca (Final Fantasy XII) - tornhallelujah
Yuuki Cross (Vampire Knight) - snowstainedred

R I V E L A T A
Naminé (Kingdom Hearts) - herdevotion
Ranulf (Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance) - lolcurtsy

X . S T A R . C R O S S E D
Chun Hyang (Shin Shunkuden/Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) - continueliving
Subaru (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) - unwovenshadows
real!Syaoran (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) - trappedwolf

D R O P P E D . C H A R A C T E R S
Haruhi Suzumiya (Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya) - getmyway
Hei (Darker Than Black) - compassionlost
Hermione Granger (Harry Potter) - prettiestwitch
Hikaru Hitachiin (Ouran Host Club) - thiseverafter
Kaoru Hitachiin (Ouran Host Club); journal taken from Hori - thateverafter
Matthew (Fire Emblem) - justthesilence
Priscilla (Fire Emblem) - (journal deleted)
Sakura Kinomoto (Card Captor Sakura) - underyourmaster
Subaru Sumeragi (Tokyo Babylon) - feartheblossoms
real!Syaoran (Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) - lostmytime
Tamaki Suo (Ouran Host Club) - problemleader
Yin (Darker Than BLACK) - sightlessdoll
Zakuro Fujiwara (Tokyo Mew Mew) - partofbeautiful

W A I T I N G . I N . T H E . W I N G S . J O U R N A L S
heartsblend (Kairi based)
mycloneeatseyes (Syaoran based)
trustinfayth (Yuna based)

LAST UPDATED: 8th April, 2008.

blog crews the second

lingers — Tue, 24 Jul 2007 13:36:52 GMT

Oh I'm such a looser. Part 2. Alice 19th, Ayashi no Ceres, Darker Than Black, Full Moon wo Sagashite, Kamichama Karin, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Pirates of the Carribean, Pitaten and Seiyuu. Remember to link back in your userinfo or post!

ALICE 19TH BLOG CREW
Alice Seno oxo lingers
Billy McDowell oxo endless_run
Christopher William Orson Andrew Roland XIII oxo xemaya
Frey Weilhausen oxo carupico
Nyozeka oxo mojo_king_bee

[ alice 19th blog crew ♪ INSERT CHARACTER ]

AYASHI NO CERES BLOG CREW
Aki Mikage oxo indelible_scars
Aya Mikage oxo hidden_tears
Ceres oxo shukyuka
Chidori Kuruma oxo loveholic18
Shuro Tsukasa oxo lingers
Suzumi Aogori oxo scout
Touya oxo xemaya
Yuuhi Aogori oxo ignored_tears

[ ayashi no ceres blog crew → INSERT CHARACTER ]

DARKER THAN BLACK BLOG CREW
Havoc oxo lingers
Hei oxo carupico

[ darker than black blog crew ☆ INSERT CHARACTER ]

FULL MOON WO SAGASHITE BLOG CREW
Eichi Sakurai oxo carupico
Jonathon oxo endless_run
Izumi Rio oxo ignored_tears
Madoka Wakamatsu oxo orthoflame
Mitsuki Kouyama oxo gatekeepers_21
Meroko Yui oxo chibichan
Takuto Kira oxo lingers

[ fmws blog crew ♪ INSERT CHARACTER ]

KAMICHAMA KARIN BLOG CREW
Himeka Kujyou oxo nyaa
Karin Hanazono oxo lingers
Kazune Kujyou oxo ignored_tears
Shii-chan/Nyake oxo roxas

[ kamichama karin blog crew ♪ INSERT CHARACTER ]

KAMIKAZE KAITOU JEANNE BLOG CREW
Access Time oxo chibichan
Chiaki Nagoya oxo endless_run
Finn Fish oxo hidden_tears
Maron Kusakabe oxo lingers
Miyako Toudaiji oxo carupico
Noin oxo headshot
Zen Takazuchiya oxo ignored_tears

[ kkj blog crew ♪ INSERT CHARACTER ]

PotC BLOG CREW
Barbossa oxo chibichan
Elizabeth Swann oxo lingers
(captain) Jack Sparrow oxo xemaya
(monkey) Jack oxo carupico
Jar of Dirt oxo roxas
Tia Dalma oxo austere_flare
Will Turner oxo knightess

[ potc blog crew ♪ INSERT CHARACTER ]

PITATEN BLOG CREW
Koboshi Uematsu oxo nyaa
Kotarou oxo roxas
Misha oxo ignored_tears
Shia oxo lingers

[ pitaten blog crew ♥ INSERT CHARACTER ]

SEIYUU BLOG CREW
Fukuyama Jun ♥ moonloop (Lelouch (CG))
Hayashibara Megumi ♥ white_origami (Ranma (Ranma 1/2), Madoushi (CCS: The Movie), Lime (Saber Marionette))
Hirano Aya ♥ sakura_saku637 (Haruhi (Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya), Konata (Lucky*Star), Misa (Death Note))
Hiyama Nobuyuki ♥ viral_shuu (Viral (TengenTGL), Harunobu (Genshiken)
Horie Yui ♥ phoenix_wings07 (Tohru (Fruits Basket), Aya Tsukimiya (Kanon), Eri (School Rumble))
Ishida Akira ♥ silhouettedwing (Athrun (Gundamn Seed), Satoshi (DNAngel), Chrno (Chrno Crusade), Zexion (KH))
Irino Miyu ♥ lingers (Sora (KH), Syaoran (TRC), Daisuke (DNAngel))
Kikuko Inoue ♥ mayumicullen (Bellandy (Ah! My Goddess)
Makino Yui ♥ syaoxsaku_fan (Sakura (TRC))
Midorikawa Hikaru ♥ sweet_chii (Adell (Disgaea 2), Heero Yuy (Gundam Wing), Marth (Fire Emblem))
Minagawa Junko ♥ shori_chai (Ryoma (Prince of Tennis), Ritsuka (Loveless)
Miyano Mamoru ♥ xemaya (Riku (KH), Light (Death Note), Tamaki (Ouran))
Mizuki Nana ♥ candy_bride (Hinata (Naruto), Wrath (FMA), Tamao (Shaman King))
Ogata Megumi ♥ midnight_united (Haruka (Sailor Moon)
Okiayu Ryoutarou ♥ headshot (Dark Mousy (DNAngel), Tybalt (Romeo x Juliet))
Park/Paku Romi ♥ indelible_scars (Temari (Naruto), Edward Elric (FMA))
Sakamoto Maaya ♥ endless_run (Aerith (FF), Haruhi (Ouran), Tomoyo (TRC))
Sakurai Takahiro ♥ breakfastgirl (Kanda (D.Gray Man), Yuuri (KKM), Suzaku (CG))
Seki Tomokazu ♥ tamensei (Touya (CCS), Kyo (Fruits Basket), Nobuo (Nana))
Suwabe Junichi ♥ sakramentti666 (Archer (F/SN), Fuuma (X), Atobe (PoT))
Suzumura Kenichi ♥ rofflesauce (Hikaru (Ouran), Zax (FF), Kamui (X), Demyx (KH2))
Tomokazu Sugita ♥ carupico (Kyon (Suzimiya Haruhi no Yuutsu), Hideki (Chobits))
Tamura Yukari ♥ nyaa (Mai (Kanon), Misha (Pitaten), Rika (Higurashi))
Uchiyama Koki ♥ roxas (Roxas (KH2), Neku (SKS), Ven (KHBbS))
Ueda Kana ♥ orthoflame (Rin (FS/N), Kohaku (Tsukihime), Sara (MMPPP))

Japanese seiyuu only. Please mention a few people they have voiced so we know who you're on about.

[ seiyuu blog crew → INSERT CHARACTER ]

Want more? Take a look at these and see if any catch your interest.

Comments are purged when you've been added to save my sanity (since this takes forever to load). Last Update: 20th April 2009.

contract: sealed, signed, and addressed~

lingers — Sat, 07 Jul 2007 23:55:09 GMT

♥

FIRST THING: DO NOT READ ANY INFORMATION GIVEN IN SAKURA'S SECTION IF YOU PLAN TO READ TSUBASA. It's uber big spoiler and I don't want to spoil people. XD;

OMIGOD IT TOOK SO LONG. I promised this, god, I dunno, May? And it's July now? Ah wells. I kept on putting time down for it, but I never actually did do it then, cos I either felt too tired or lacked inspiration. But I finally sit down and did a lot of it today, so I'm rather happy with myself. There's only a few pages on coming soon, like with Kairi, which is overall an uber good thing - because I do think I can finish these two at some point. I'm quite happy with the result of this~ a lot of it is blather atm, but I can easily change it now I have a base. ♥

The CCS section is kind of a cheat, since it's basically just recycled from MSAM. But why not, since that's closing anyways XD;

It's amazing I still like this layout after making it eons ago XD; but I do! It's an image coloured by moi from Infinity. It's one of the full shots of Sakura we see at some point, I think. Still, I remember when I coloured it - it was when I was just getting the hang of colouring things. XD; Hehe.

Of course, as always, comments and affiliates are most loved.

And of course, the uploading of Sakura is the official start of working on AkuRoku fully! ♥ LOL, I did the layout and coding ages ago, just the content that needs to be done (already done the basics. I usually do basics at the get-go so I don't forget or whatever). It is a game layout though, since I did it before the fanlisting one. But it's cute and stuff.

♪ i've been thinking lately

lingers — Fri, 06 Jul 2007 17:38:38 GMT

Because I think my profile is like uber-long and stuff. And.. yeah.

stamps etcetera.

『Jill』→ fire emblem 9 blogcrew

『Marcia』→ fire emblem 9 blogcrew

『Nephenee』→ fire emblem 9 blogcrew

keybladerating; stamped as roxas (previously ariel)
o13_identity; stamped as org!roxas
subaseka_rate; stamped as rhyme

Fifth year at Hogwarts, Gryffindor House.
Patronus is a German Shephard. An animagus grey wolf.
Ten inch wand made with bark from the Sakura tree,
with a single strand of a unicorn's mane.

blog crews.

anime/manga.
[ alice 19th blog crew ♪ ALICE ]
ANIME THEMES blog crew » HOWLING (darker than black) ♥
[ ayashi no ceres blog crew → SHURO ]
[ card captor sakura ♪ KINOMOTO SAKURA ]
{ CCS BLOG CREW ~ kinomoto sakura }
CHOBITS blog crew » kokubunji minoru ♥
[ CLAMP Blogrew ☆ SYAORAN ♥]
[SAKURA&SUBARUCLAMP'ships]
【SAKURA】»CLAMP♥LOVE
【SAKURAXSYAORAN】»CLAMP♥LOVE
【SAKURA'S FEATHERS】»CLAMP♥LOVE
【ACID/FUTURE!TOKYO】»CLAMP♥LOVE
[ darker than black blog crew ☆ HAVOC ]
DNAngel Blog Crew ★ RIKU HARADA
[ death note // YAGAMI LIGHT ]
FATE/STAY NIGHT blog crew » matou sakura ♥
† Fate (Series) ›› sakura matou 』
Fruits Basket Blog Crew ¤ Sohma Kagura
FRUITS BASKET blog crew » sohma 'rin' izuzu ♥
[ fmws blog crew ♪ TAKUTO ]
「HARUHI SUZUMIYA」 ♪ 「GOD KNOWS...」
[ kamichama karin blog crew ♪ KARIN ]
[ kkj blog crew ♪ MARON ]
[(real) Syaoran] ♥ is my Knight in Shining Armor
「 Manga-ka Blog Crew ☆ TANEMURA ARINA 」
[ nana blog crew ♥ SHIN ]
☆...【SHIN】 » NANA ...☆
Ouran Koukou Host Club Blog Crew § Hitachiin Hikaru
[ pitaten blog crew ♥ SHIA ]
[ seiyuu blog crew → IRINO MIYU ]
SEIYUUS blog crew » irino miyu ♥
☆ SEIYUU Blog Crew ¤ UCHIYAMA koki ☆
『SHIPPING SOHMA KAGURA♥SOHMA YUKI』
{ Shugo Chara • TSUKIYOMI IKUTO }
[ tokyo babylon blog crew ♥ SUMERAGI SUBARU ]
[ tokyo mew mew blog crew ☆ FUJIWARA ZAKURO ]
[ tsubasa reservoir chronicle ¤ SYAORAN ]
『 Tsubasa RESERvoir CHRoNiCLES → KAMUI 』
『 xxxHoLiC × ZASHIKI WARASHI 』

I AM THE AMAZING HOKUTO SUMERAGI OF TOKYO BABYLON

video games.
CONSOLES blog crew » nintendo gba ♥
[ FF/KH Blogrew ☆ ASHE ]
Final Fantasy Series Blog Crew ★ Squall Leonheart (VIII)
›› Final Fantasy (Series) → RINOA 』
FINAL FANTASY blog crew » tidus ♥
‡ Final Fantasy → LARSA ‡
›› Final Fantasy (Series); Pairings ‹‹ VAAN/PENELO ♥
[ final fantasy x/x-2 。 RIKKU ]
[ final fantasy xii blog crew → LARSA ]
[ Fire Emblem Blogrew ☆ JANAFF ]
FIRE EMBLEM blog crew » ninian ♥
[ keyblade blog crew ★ OATHKEEPER ]
☆ GULLWING → Kingdom Hearts; Keyblades ☆
{ KINGDOM HEARTS BLOG CREW ♥ sora }
KINGDOM HEARTS blog crew » demyx ♥
›› Kingdom Hearts (Series) → OLETTE 』
∴ Kingdom Hearts → ROXAS ∴
›› Kingdom Hearts (Series); Pairings ‹‹ ROXAS/KAIRI ♥
[ legend of zelda ¤ WOLF!LINK ]
Organization XIII Blog Crew ★ ROXAS
[ organization xiii ★ AXEL ]
[ princess of heart ♥ KAIRI ]
Pokemon Blog Crew ¤ Espeon
『SHIPPING SORA♥KAIRI』
[ sora form blog crew ¤ FINAL FORM ]
≪ THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU！〓 shiki misaki ≫
[ ★☆ VIDEO GAMES CHARACTER BLOG CREW → neku (subarashiki) ☆★ ]
[ ★☆ VIDEO GAMES CHARACTER BLOG CREW → penelo (ffxii) ☆★ ]

actors/tv/film/lit.
ACTORS blog crew » david tennant ♥
[ disney blog crew ¤ ARIEL ]
[ doctor who blog crew § TENTH DOCTOR ]
[ Fictional Book Characters Blog Crew ♥ (lirael; old kingdom triology) ]
[ Fictional Book Characters Blog Crew ♥ (sonea; black magician triology) ]
Harry Potter Blog Crew ★ Hermione Granger
[ old kingdom blog crew 。 LIRAEL ]
[ potc blog crew ♪ ELIZABETH ]

songs.
ARTISTS blog crew » avril lavigne ♥
[ avril lavigne songs ♪ MY HAPPY ENDING ]
[ avril lavigne songs ♪ WHEN YOU'RE GONE ]
{ AYUMI SONGS BLOG CREW :: because of you }
BANDS blog crew » goo goo dolls ♥
「 Bands Blog Crew ☆ EVANESCENCE 」
LYRICS blog crew » your promises, they look like lies (30 seconds to mars; attack) ♥
「 Music Artists Blog Crew ☆ AVRIL LAVIGNE 」
{ MUSICIAN BLOG CREW :: avril lavigne }
SONGS blog crew » just go (jesse mccartney) ♥
UTADA SONGS BLOG CREW ♪ sanctuary

misc.
[ candy blog crew § skittles ]
[ chocolate bar blog crew ☆ CADBURY'S DAIRY MILK ]
COLORS blog crew » purple ♥
DRINKS blog crew » diet coke ♥
FETISHES blog crew » laughs ♥
OTP Blog Crew ♥ Axel x Roxas
Planets Blog Crew ★ SATURN
♥ RANULF is my valentine ♥ ♥ valentine2008 blogcrew ♥
» SYAORAN is my valentine ♥♥♥ valentine2008 blogcrew «
Western Zodiac Blog Crew ★ CAPRICORN

colourbars.

Light is ~~psychotic~~ love.

would you come back? like you always do..?

lingers — Fri, 22 Jun 2007 17:35:07 GMT

.. ~~I had something super creative, but it's gone. WHERE ARE YOU.~~ So, I've spent three weeks being all '8DD' over this approval, roudabouts. I may look like I haven't been doing anything - but I really really have. Colouring is the one of the most awesome past-times to come up with, but it takes a lot of time to do. XD And codes, and coding.. and stuff. ♥

Anyways, I'm babbling. I want to thank everyone for the luck, the support, and so forth.. I love you guys. ♥ Make sure you view the thank yous, kay? :D

h e l l o G o o d b y e ; axel and roxas (tafl) fanlisting

Yes, the title is supposed to be like that, with a capital 'G'. I think Hori suggested it that way? XD I can't remember. I do know that I wanted to call the fanlisting this from the start, and that when people liked it, well, that definately called for me to use it. The capital 'G' also has significance in the sense that 'goodbyes' are important for these two. It increases their bond. ♥

So. The layout turned out.. black and white. How predictable. XD I spent hours agonizing over how to beat this god damn block I had for the layout, and finally came up with this first try. Needless to say, I love it. ♥ The codes took a while, but they're all using the effect (nabbed) from the banner on the shrine page. Which makes them pretty, no less. And yes, all the codes are also coloured XD (bar about three).

I'm still quite shocked at being approved and everything. XD Seriously! I hope I did them justice enough for everyone who was rejected~ ♥

And.. happy birthday, Jae! ♥ AND SANKU SEICHI FOR FANLISTING REVAMP, I LOVE YOUS~ <3