White Light

•August 21, 2013 • 7 Comments

I have no idea how I forgot this incident, but it actually happened a day or two before the post I just made about the voice.

My husband and I were in the kitchen when he suddenly froze and then told me he saw a huge white light that started in the entrance to the kitchen and quickly made its way into it. I had my back to it and saw nothing, but to see his face and shock was interesting. He said the only way he could describe it was that it looked like a huge smear of light across the wall that spread into the kitchen and got smaller all in a matter of a couple of seconds. He, as I’ve mentioned before, is somewhat less of a skeptic now than he was before and this truly amazed him to say the least.

I didn’t feel anything negative from it, which I was happy about.

A Voice Over

•August 19, 2013 • 3 Comments

Yesterday evening, I heard a voice. My husband was walking into our kitchen talking to me while I was sitting in our living room. At the tail end of his words, I heard another voice that lasted for approximately 2 seconds. I thought it was my son who I figured had woken up. I had a glass of milk in my hand and set it down, looking towards the hallway believing my son was about to walk in half asleep.

He didn’t.

I called for my husband and asked if he heard a voice. Of course, he hadn’t. I explained what I heard and that I couldn’t make out the words but that I assumed it was our son. I made my husband check on him, and he was fast asleep. I stayed frozen on the couch. Then I made him make sure all the toys that could make noises were off in the baby’s playpen. He informed me that they weren’t even in the playpen anymore.

I have no idea what or who I heard, but I know it was a distinctly separate voice from my husband’s. I used my protection spray over my sons and asked that they be bathed in white light of protection and love and for the angels to watch over them.

Reiki I Healing – Check!

•August 6, 2013 • 4 Comments

I have needed to post about this for awhile now. I finally took a dive in the Reiki pool and made a fresh new splash! I found the class to be very helpful in many respects; in fact, it was awesome! First of all, I loved learning about the history of Reiki from my teacher. I also thoroughly enjoyed meeting fresh new faces with beautiful souls from the others taking the same course. We were all rookies in Reiki, but surprisingly, I wasn’t the rookiest (probably not a word lol). In any case, I appreciated the intense lessons on chakras and spirituality that I received. Traditionally, most Reiki courses do not always incorporate this from what I gather, but to me it is ALL about spirituality so this is exactly what I was looking to learn.

In the end, I made some new friends, learned new meditative techniques, and engaged in full blown-hands-on experience for a majority of the course. This was the best as it provided the most therapeutic experience of my life in giving myself Reiki as well as giving Reiki to others. We spent so much time with the positive life force energy intent that we clearly helped one another in many ways, which is what it’s truly all about after all…a truly amazing experience. 🙂

Butterfly Bump

•August 3, 2013 • 19 Comments

I know. It’s been awhile. I have a lot more that I need to post. Please bear with me. Today though I had an experience that I need to share.

I don’t often spend time outdoors. The heat and sun suck the life out of me. Anyway, today I carried my baby with me to my backyard as I went to let my dog out. As we made our way around a pillar on my back porch, a HUGE butterfly suddenly flew in front of us and bumped into me. I’m talking big, people. I literally had time to see all of its intricate yellow and black markings. It was beautiful! I was seriously startled as it was occurring because it basically stopped us in our path. The next thought that I had was of my father. Somehow in some way, it was a spiritual message. Either from him directly or from a spirit guide is my feeling. I looked it up and can say with certainty that it was a Tiger Swallowtail. I recognize the significance of the metamorphosis and transformation of a butterfly, of course. Now I just need to figure out what change this means for me. I’m sensing a spiritual transformation is clearly relevant here.

Does Medication affect Energy?

•July 5, 2013 • 15 Comments

My 7 year old son recently had surgery to remove his tonsils. The medication he was taking made him act completely unlike himself then it began to nauseate him, so we were able to just use Tylenol to control his pain thereafter. Once he was off the initial medicine though, something strange happened. We were all in one room playing when my older son got up to go get something from another room. When he returned, he looked at me and said, “How did you get here?” My husband and I looked at each other in confusion, and I asked my son what he meant by that question as I had been in the same room all along. He replied, “I just saw you in my room then I walked in here, and you’re here. How did you get back so fast?!” I was completely at a loss for words. I got up and walked to his room, which is right next door, and the shutters were closed, making it relatively dark in there. I told my son that perhaps he thought he saw me as a shadow or something in the dark, but he insisted that he had seen me in there. I’ve heard of doppelgängers, but I’m not sure exactly if this was the case. He also proceeded to question why his little koala stuffed animal was on his bed laying down when it had been sitting up. I didn’t know how to answer him. I simply explained that I’m not sure what he saw, but it wasn’t me.

SO, I am left to wonder if this was the medication wearing off, making him hallucinate though he hadn’t done that while on it, or if this is something paranormal or the like. Like I stated before, my son was not acting like himself while on the initial medication. He was very irritable and easily agitated. I’m currently reading a book that mentions that when individual’s actions change, it can be due to an earthbound spirit causing it. I am not sure that this was in the fact the case as he had been on medication, but it did make me wonder about how much being on any medication may alter one’s energy, resulting in a block of one’s chi for example. It also makes me assume that it is possible for medication, as they are technically drugs after all as is alcohol, to make us more vulnerable or susceptible to perceiving paranormal activity as we are in an altered state of consciousness. I am not stating this in a way that means I believe it is a figment of one’s imagination. In fact, I am wondering quite the opposite such as if it makes us more easily able to enter altered states such as meditation or even seeing manifestations more easily. Furthermore, if this is the case then it seems like a rather dangerous way to use one’s psychic intuitive abilities and the like as we may be less inclined to be able to protect ourselves from negative energies from lower vibrations that may hone in on us in this altered state and attempt to do us or our loved one’s harm.

My mind is all over the place in regard to the numerous ways that mind-altering drugs can affect energy. These are just a few that came to me as I wrote.

Strange Occurrences

•June 26, 2013 • 13 Comments

I have experienced a couple of interesting things in the past week or more. Lately, my son’s medicine for reflux that I always place in a certain cup on the kitchen counter has disappeared on at least two occasions. He takes half in the morning and half in the evening, so I always leave out the second half for the evening. It isn’t a liquid form, so it isn’t as though it could disintegrate or anything like that. The first time it happened, I thought perhaps my husband inadvertently dumped it out with the dishes he washed, as it is near the sink, so I didn’t bring it up. The second time was the very next evening, and I asked him why he keeps dumping out our son’s second dose of medicine and he looked at me strangely and proceeded to tell me that he didn’t know what I was talking about. I explained, and he said he hadn’t dumped anything out, and that he assumed I would go get the second dose each time since he noticed the cup was always empty. I told him that this wasn’t the case, and we both just looked at each other and knew something odd had happened. I’m still not sure why this would be taken, and I’m thinking it actually has nothing to do with the medication and moreso is simply the spirit wanting acknowledgment. Thoughts??

The second incident occurred while I was blowdrying my hair late one night. I had been at it for a good 4-5 minutes when a container of Clorox wipes just fell straight to the floor from the bathroom closet. No rhyme or reason. It simply fell off the shelf that it had been sitting on for weeks along with a few others. It didn’t make me jump, but it sure did make me anxious as I turned to see what had fallen. Are the spirits trying to tell me to clean my bathroom?! 🙂 Maybe but again I feel that they are just trying to show that they are still around.

Perhaps what is more interesting is that I am not in a panic about it as I once would have been. In fact, I recently shared my new interest in this spirit realm to another friend who is a full-fledged believer. I am light years behind her wisdom though, and we laughed about how far I have come from the days when I would tell her to not share her “gift” with me because it scared me too much. Her response to my revelation was simply, “Finally!”

No Coincidence

•June 18, 2013 • 2 Comments

I apologize for not posting as often as before. I have been taking some time to reflect on a few things. For some reason, I am always seeking the reason for why certain spiritual occurrences have taken place. I have come to realize why they took this long to begin presenting themselves so boldly and that is simply because I am finally in a place in my life where I am more grounded and open to receive these spiritual connections.

I recently read a book about ghosts and yet again I was struck so amazedly by the similarities of the afterlife and the dream that I had before I married my husband. You can read about it here if you like: After I Died. Essentially, the description of what happens after we die is almost identical to what I experienced in that “dream” of when I died, and this is no coincidence. The most obvious example is that we are still here after our soul leaves our physical body, and it often takes us awhile to realize this and we struggle so much to try to communicate this to our loved ones as they mourn our loss. We scream it at them saying, “I’m not really dead. I’m still here! We can still communicate!” but usually those still in the physical world are so closed to this that they do not see or hear us. In my experience, I mentioned that I was only able to still exist in the physical world for a short time after the death of my physical body; however, I now realize that this is simply because my father who had passed was welcoming me to the other side and my soul was ready and willing to depart though at the time I didn’t realize this. This “dream” I had has perplexed me for years. I can remember it vividly and think of it often, especially now that I realize I was actually traveling and experiencing other realms in my slumbered state and that it was not just a dream at all, in fact. Furthermore, after reading more books about other’s near death experiences or simply the sharing of their spiritual knowledge, it fills me with an unexplainable emotion that I too have experienced this though I did not actually physically die or come close to it, that I am aware of, when I experienced this in my sleep. I had never read a book or had any other awareness about anything like this when I “dreamt” that, and realizing now that it is almost identical to the truth leaves me wondering why in the world I had this experience. I do not believe it was simply a visitation dream because my father was in it. I believe there is some very significant reason. I am feeling that perhaps it may be because my spiritual self was trying to communicate to me something prophetic about the path that I am now on to understanding what we are here for and how we evolve as spiritual beings. I am not sure that this is everything to the reason why I had this afterlife experience, but it is a start.

Another Generous Award!

•June 3, 2013 • 12 Comments

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Thanks go out to Linda over at Life in Progress for the very generous Versatile Blogger Award! Check her blog out! She is very witty and full of creative writing. 🙂

Hmmm…to share seven more things about myself…here goes nothin’ much! I hope I don’t repeat myself much from that last seven things I posted about myself.

1) I love animals. I truly do not feel like myself if I do not have a pet. Presently, I have a miniature female dachshund who is all white minus her “blue” face, ears, and a big oval spot on her back. Adorable!

2) Doctors say I have Lupus…but it doesn’t have me! 🙂

3) I had hoped for a daughter some day, but we are completely at peace with our two gorgeous sons. After my recent tumultuous pregnancy then subsequent diagnosis, I learned that girls are much more likely to inherit these kinds of things so that’s all I needed to hear to say: done! I am blessed!

4) I have a kitchen full of wine, and I hardly drink any anymore!

5) I often sleep through my days with my eyes open 😉

6) My PC died, and we recently ordered our first iMac. Forgive me if there’s a brief delay in posting after this weekend until I figure it all out. lol

7) Still contemplating writing that book…though only thinking about it isn’t getting me anywhere.

Here’s my 15 choices for this Versatile Blogger Award:

1- That’s a Jenn Story

2- Ishaiya Freshly Squeezed

3- Growing Up Weird Medium

4- The Go Between: Psychics, Mediums, and Integrity

5- Renard Moreau Presents

6- Gift of RA

7- Through the Peacock’s Eyes

8- From Angels to Zen

9- Rhythms Universal

10- Blue Kyanite

11- Starrystez

12- Love Light Learn

13- HeartSpace

14- SophieBowns

15- My Secret Love for You

The Possibilities

•May 31, 2013 • 8 Comments

Last night, a very unusual thing happened. This is growing to be a commonality these days, isn’t it? I put my oldest son to bed and tiptoed out of the room as I do every night. As he sometimes does, he woke up and came looking for me. This time though he came out only about half an hour or so after I had left him sleeping in his room.

My husband and I were in the kitchen talking and snacking. I startled my son when I came out of the kitchen as he was half asleep looking for me in the living room. I slowly walked him back to his room, as he dragged his feet and rubbed his eyes in his sleepy state, with my husband following.

When we got to his room, he laid back down on his bed and as I went to shut the door, my husband confusedly asked if the window shutters were open. The room was dark except for a small night light, and immediately my eyes adjusted and noticed that one of the two shutters was, in fact, open. I felt my heart beat outside of my chest, and I asked my son if he had opened the shutter. His answer was a sleepy no. My husband went to close the shutter, and we looked at each other in confusion. I asked my son again if he had opened the shutter, and he stayed quiet for a moment as if trying to concentrate and then said yes. Then, I asked if he was sure and if he had done so because he wanted to see if it was daylight yet (the next day, today, is his last day of school). He said a sleepy yes.

SO

I really am perplexed. If it wasn’t my son, then what happened? My son has woken up many, many times and never opened the shutter before. I am not saying it isn’t possible though. I am just worried that my question was leading him to agree in his sleepy state.

A ‘Chance’ Encounter

•May 28, 2013 • 10 Comments

Yesterday, we took the boys to a local bookstore, and I somehow ended up in the “New Age” section. Not so random, right? As I stood there scanning books about ghosts, psychics, and angels, a man came up to the same section and eventually we were in one another’s space as we tried scanning some of the same titles. I had a strange feeling that we would be speaking. Nonetheless, I excused myself over one section to give him more room and could feel his frustration at picking out a title. At that point, he suddenly turned to me and began asking me questions about the sixth sense and the third eye and clairvoyance. I shared everything I knew with him in that short time and learned that he was looking for something to help a friend’s seventeen year old daughter who is wanting to expand on her intuitive abilities. I expressed how I have learned a lot but am still just beginning and gave him some advice on some authors and books that have helped me. He took the book out of my hand that I was reading as I explained how it might be beneficial to his friend’s daughter and bought it. He spoke briefly about how he feels so many of us are closed off because of society and the way we are raised and how he asks his grandchildren what they “see” and “hear.” He was most thankful and gave me his card as if to invite a future discussion on these topics, possibly with his friend’s daughter I assume. It felt like new territory for me to have educated someone else in the small ways that I did, but it felt really nice.

 
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