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Favorite films

  • Too Old to Die Young
  • Killer of Sheep
  • And Your Bird Can Sing
  • Gummo

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  • Bound

    ★★★★

  • Killer of Sheep

    ★★★★½

  • The Blackout

    ★★★

  • The Virgin Suicides

    ★★★★

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The Doom Generation
★★★★★ Liked Watched

"Wanna go to heaven?"

Chaotic punk poetry in a suffocating urban nightmare. Living a nihilistic daydream on the periphery of whatever's left of the normal world and speeding down the highway to hell straight through the underbelly of the good ol' promised land known by the name of America; the land of the free, the place where dreams come true, a country detached from its people and breeding detached people.

Their environment alternates between the brightest colours and pitch black…

Inherent Vice
★★★★★ Liked Rewatched

On the permanence of impermanence.

Days and nights spent in each other's company; warmth and drugs given and taken, levitating together, hazy segues of side quests in a world where money was always besides the point. You cruise the boulevards of your past while trying to make sense of the present that you're in. You're a former lover, a detective, a pawn, an addict, an angel, a bad hombre, a dreamer. Donning different hats for different people; always her in…

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Bound
★★★★ Liked Watched

"I'm not apologizing for what I did. I'm apologizing for what I didn't do."

Bound to fall in love after hearing those words.

The Criterion Challenge
#11/52

Killer of Sheep
★★★★½ Liked Watched

Dead dreams and dead ends. Slow dancing in an invisible prison. Working-class woes keep warm embraces at bay; not giving the cold shoulder to a lover, but simply unable to muster up the energy to indulge in intimacy. Love is an out-of-reach luxury, for all that matters is putting food on the table and making it through the day. The essence of life isn't to be found here.

Ennui sets in but temptation never takes over. Years of honest, hard…

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Drive My Car
★★★★★ Liked Watched

People spend their whole lives forming bonds with each other. Some of those bonds are permanent, others fleeting. Some bonds simply do not last at all, others only get stronger over time, while some unfortunately have the sour luck of hanging by a thread while slowly crumbling like walls subjected to acid rain. Rarely does a relationship remain unchanged throughout its course.

This dynamic nature of relationships is fueled entirely by people going through trials and tribulations with each other…

Moonlight
★★★★★ Liked Rewatched

I. Little

"What's a faggot?"

Running from sticks and stones, hiding in a ramshackle shelter. Self-discovery by way of confusion, abuse, and loneliness. No father and a neglectful mother. Too young and lost to understand who you truly are, though surmising finds its way.

You're timid and tender, black and beautiful. You don't know it yet, and the people around you won't ever know it. Except the ones who care: your surrogate father and mother, and the only boy who…