if loving you was a sin

leoliru @ 2011-10-22T00:48:00

2011-10-21T16:48:39Z

i miss you.

leoliru @ 2011-09-22T04:48:00

2011-09-21T20:48:08Z

Everyone but you.

Just two words.

leoliru @ 2011-08-21T18:59:00

2011-08-21T10:59:22Z

If only you could see how alike the two of you are. :(
I can't even avoid you now.
Why is there everyone everywhere?
It's so hard for me to get just a second of loneliness.
Sometimes I just don't want to talk to you.
Be honest, please?
How would I know if you're not saying something and doing another?
I don't want to talk to people sometimes, but it's so hard.
The world is so small.

It's true, the world is shrinking.

leoliru @ 2011-06-13T23:51:00

2011-06-13T15:51:07Z

eehhhhhhhhhh :/

leoliru @ 2011-06-09T23:53:00

2011-06-09T15:53:31Z

Today was totally unproductive, haha :( Spent the entire day doing nothing. Boo.

leoliru @ 2011-06-06T06:49:00

2011-06-05T22:49:48Z

Hiiiiiiiii.
Two hours of physics later. I have a bunch of questions to ask lol, and yes this is coming from me.
I really like FT Island's new song, by the way. Recently i put it off because I said it sounded like a CN Blue song but it's really growing on me, ok. Uh ok so it's around 6am now, the rain woke me up at about 4am and I've been awake ever since. Lol. Sorta weird considering that I went to sleep at 1am... This is getting boring.
I've completely forgotten about what I wanted to say.

Ah, never mind.

leoliru @ 2011-06-01T19:35:00

2011-06-01T11:35:05Z

hello.
2nd day of structured program.
nothing much has happened, nothing much has changed.

leoliru @ 2011-03-08T05:50:00

2011-03-07T21:50:32Z

leoliru @ 2011-01-04T00:11:00

2011-01-03T16:11:32Z

I'm gonna be okay :)

leoliru @ 2010-12-27T02:12:00

2010-12-26T18:12:05Z

School's starting soon, super sad k.
I haven't started on any of my holiday homework (Except English).
Eh, I think I shall start on them during tuition later.
i have nothing interesting to update about, to be honest.
I want to go back to school but I don't want to study, hahah shit.

leoliru @ 2010-12-05T03:03:00

2010-12-04T19:03:45Z

I have nothing to say anymore, it's 2:36am and I don't even want to think.
I would just like to say that it sucks knowing that all I'll ever be is second best and some people talk to me not cause they want to, but they have no other choice. I wish you didn't make it so obvious because I know.
I'll never be her, I know. I'm sorry I'm not smart, perfect and all that shit.

Moving on, tuition tomorrow at 9am, oh my god. That's too early for my mind to function, it's been a while since I studied that early.
The best thing is I slept at 7pm just now and woke up at 11pm. 4 hours of sleep and did I mention that i didn't sleep the previous night? Yep.
Grrrr.

leoliru @ 2010-12-04T03:29:00

2010-12-03T19:29:53Z

It sucks, knowing how much I want to talk to you. Yet when you appear, I don't know what to say to you. Sorry about the other time, by the way. I didn't mean it.

OH AND, to another you, please stop being disgusting. I'm not talking about you and please stop talking to me. I don't even want you to try. You're completely shameless. Please just stop, alright? The above is not about you. I'm still shocked, by the way. Go away.

leoliru @ 2010-11-30T16:54:00

2010-11-30T08:54:36Z

Hi ^-^
I have dental surgery to remove this retarded tooth tomorrow.
Kinda scared, but yeah, no choice.
I hope it won't be painful though, even though I kinda know it will be.
Oh well, it'll just be 45 minutes :(
And I won't be able to talk and eat for days following that, wtf dnw.
Sigh, fml.

leoliru @ 2010-11-05T16:27:00

2010-11-05T08:27:27Z

Sometimes I hope you would care. You never do.
I sound stupid, but seriously :/
I don't feel important, and you make me feel so useless.