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Rec list for Cap/Bucky Fic

2014-04-09T06:27:01Z

It is now STEVE/BUCKY'S TIME TO SHINE. And I have a bunch of fics to rec I'm already sorry but you don't understand how long I've been waiting for this day:

CapKink Fills

Bucky learns that the Howling Commandos call him Mrs. Rogers behind his back.

In the modern world, history authors realize that when Captain America's only special request was that a certain James Buchanan Barnes was always stationed with him, it strongly suggested homosexuality.

The first time they have sex post-serum, Steve couldn't quite control his strength. Nothing too serious, Bucky gets some bruises, but Steve feels terrible.

Steve and Bucky find out that everyone thinks they're sleeping together. Like, the Howling Commandos cover for them to give them alone time, and General Phillips and is all deny deny deny, if I don't see it I don't have to do anything about it. Basically, everyone knows Steve and Bucky are in love except for Steven and Bucky.

Howard is as openly bisexual as it's possible to be in the 1940s, and Steve decides that he's interested.ok this is actually Steve/Howard, but it's SO GOOOD OK. I'M SO MAD DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH STEVE/HOWARD I EXPECTED AND FOUND NONE. NONE. A TRAVESTY I SAY.

Howard's always been a one night stand kind of guy, but now he's finding himself falling hard for Steve and he finds he can't just leave in the morning. ok last one stg, but it's really cute omg.

h/c after Bucky's rescue

Steve/anyone(bucky), frottage

Bucky can't stop thinking about sucking Steve's cock. One night, when he's quite drunk, he mentions this to Steve.

In comics canon, Bucky was pretty young when he teamed up with Cap. I would like some dirty/bad/wrong smut with twenty-two year old Steve and fifteen-year-old Bucky. [WARNING: UNDERAGE SEX] it's me, are you surprised, i'm sorry, but you know...you know...

Chris/Sebastian: RPF, in a trailer i'm trash i'm sorry--this fic is great tho.

Fics on ao3

Little Faith “You know, they’re calling me your sidekick now.”. Basically a fic about Bucky/Steve and how they were always together...and then they're not. lol ok so it's hard to rec moetushie's stuff because everything is golden and I can't pick one thing, but yeah, one of my top favorites. You should just check out her ao3--THERE IS SOME GOOD STUFF THERE. SHE HAS VAMPIRE BUCKY/STEVE LORDDDDDDD.

this city bleeds its aching heart The one where Steve and Bucky pose as a happily married couple while on a mission for SHIELD, to catch an international arms dealer hiding in a suburban neighbourhood.
this is also true with renne which I know 'raimi isn't this biased' no, it's not because renne's fics are good oh my god I recommend the zombie au especially because wowwww.

Shadow Dance.
Someone stalks Steve. Steve starts to go crazy. That someone is Bucky, so of course, everyone else is bound to get pulled into the crazy as well.

Even the clearest water, if deep enough, can drown
For this prompt at the Steve/Bucky Prompt Fest, in which Bucky is unwillingly soul-bonded to Tony Stark, who is a less than sympathetic bondmate.

I Claim My Territory At Your Front Door
Steve tames Bucky/WS like a stray cat and Bucky/WS responds like one.

autumn comes early
Bucky meets the Winter Soldier, and negotiates.
[WARNING: RAPE] it is not pleasant, but thankfully it's not graphic. Basically though, a what-if Steve Rogers was the Winter Solider and Bucky Barnes was Captain America.

old habits
The real funny thing is that Steve could handle this situation, no problem, were their positions reversed.. TEEN STEVE...that doesn't remember the future. WELP.

Special Operations
Steve steps out of Erskine's machines looking almost exactly the same as when he stepped in.

There are a lot of uses in wartime for a man who looks like a ninety-pound weakling, but who can punch his way through a door.
THE BEST WHAT-IF.

In a day and a day
"Come on, get you cleaned up." He slips an arm under Bucky's arm and lifts him easily. The movement makes him gag again but he keeps the vomit back.

"Rogers, I highly recommend you put him down. The Winter Soldier is a value asset-"

"Bucky Barnes," Steve interrupts. "His name is James Buchanan Barnes."
also I REC EVERYTHING BY THIS AUTHOR--PARTICULARLY THIS FIC IF BUCKY AND STEVE NEVER MET just fyiii

To make bright and clear your path
He tries to find himself but everyone else is looking, too.
big ol' spoilers for the new movie just fyiiii again.

A question of expertise
Steve has criteria for losing his virginity. Bucky knows somebody who meets them.

And that's all I have for right now--going through my old bookmarks ahahaha, since the new movie has been out/its' been a while since i've gone through the steve/bucky tag ~~DAMN YOU AOKAGA AND GAY ANIME BASKETBALL~~ i'll probably update this list or something idek.

anyways hope these are helpful!!!

BRB HIATUS

2013-05-30T20:59:25Z

HIATUS TILL 6/21

I'm going on a family trip to the Philippines and I don't know when/if I'll have internet access so updates will be sporadic, but I'll be on twitter, or attempting to at least.

Feel free to drop me a line if you need something:
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See you guys in June!

~~lol pray I survive my family's fucking collected cray y'alll ughhh~~

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HEY CHICAGO FRIENDS

2012-09-27T20:30:05Z

Redid my layout since I'm not apparently full-throttle obsessed with Kuroko no Basuke/Kuroko's basketball.

Need to read the lastest chapters of it and Magi, in NON-FANDOM news though, I'm pretty happy that UTA doesn't require the GRE so I'm just going in for an interview and to figure out what I need to submit.

Looking to apply at some schools in Chicago though, anyone know of any good grad schools in Chicago for Poli Sci majors?

BRB SAN DIEGO COMIC CON

2012-07-10T19:05:25Z

So I'm not done packing or working on costumes but lol I might as well put this up since I'm not going to be able to tomorrow until after our flight lands in San Diego/all I've been doing is cosplay.

BRB COMIC CON

If any of you other peeps are going and I missed your contact post/stuff let me know! I'll be Tales of Asgard Loki/Amadeus Cho/Yosuke from Persona 4 ~~since that is the ONLY non-Hetalia cosplay I have that doesn't have wig problems lol--even if it is like three years old~~ so uh, look out for me, I guess?

OR LIKE IDK PM ME OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I WILL TRY TO CHECK MY EMAIL ON MY PHONE HERP DERP

I'M PROBABLY THE ONLY PERSON WHO WALKED OUT OF THIS MOVIE LIKING IT BUT

2012-06-24T09:00:33Z

HEY SO I KNOW ABRAHAM LINCOLN IS NOT ON EVERYONE'S TO SEE-LIST, IT'S ADMITTEDLY NOT THAT GREAT/THERE ARE SOME PACING ISSUES.

...BUT OH MY GOD, IT'S LIKE ONE OF THE GREATEST B (possibly even a 'C') MOVIES I'VE SEEN IN A WHILE IF YOU JUST FOCUS ON NOT THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING. ~~Can I even amount for taste though, I think I'm like out of the 6 people who SAW DYLAN DOG, one of the few who ENJOYED IT~~

Kinda really disappointed but let's not focus on that.

LET'S FOCUS ON HOW FUCKING CUTE BENJAMIN WALKER IS, AND HOW MUCH DOMINIC COOPER IS PERFECTION ~~also I need to read the book yeah, yeah, it's not like I don't have access to a copy either--I'm just super fucking swamped with shit to read~~

Because honestly, I think I came out shipping it, and the entire movie, instead of focusing on the plot this literally was me, focusing on how uguu/moe/adorbs Young!Lincoln was and how we needed more of him, and Henry and INTERACTION.

~~this is still me, because now I want fic and there is no fic and WHY IS THERE NEVER ANY FIC. NOT FOR THIS, NOT FOR GREEN HORNET, I'VE READ ALL THE LOSERS FIC, AND THERE IS JUST NONE FOR DYLAN DOG~~

THE WORST FEELING IS NOW I THINK THERE IS NO FIC, SO THANKS MOVIE AND MOE!LINCOLN, YOU'VE RUINED EVERYTHING.

ok now i'm going to bed because lol I feel so derp for being so sad that everyone hates this movie and NOW I JUST WANT BENJAMIN WALKER TO SUCCEED AND I HAVE A BAD FEEL HE WON'T.

BREAKING NEWS

2012-05-19T23:36:02Z

GUYS I JUST TOUCHED PATRICK STEWART'S HAND AND I GOT TO STARE/AWKWARDLY TALK TO HIM FOR BIT.

worth the longass wait

OH MY GOD COMMUNITY

2012-05-18T05:04:52Z

An hour and a half of PERFECTION. OH MY GOD, YOU GUYS, I CAN'T EVEN.

Take ya' back to school, Playing the fool

2012-03-06T21:29:46Z

POUTMETER --> LEGIT

I've been planning a rename for a while since I don't really play My World, My Way anymore and the name I've been tracking for ages FINALLY WAS FREE SO, yeah.

SAN DIEGO COMIC CON 2012 BADGES GET

2012-03-04T23:36:44Z

Sucks that Jo Chen won't be there this year/there is no Avengers panel BUT, SUPER EXCITE REGARDLESS.

Unrelated but anyone have access to the IT Crowd Mood theme, I thought I saw one but I guess my google-fu is rusty.

IGNORING MY LATENESS

2011-12-24T23:18:57Z

Happy Holidays you guys!

Random head canon about the Band of Brothers actors

2011-11-27T21:06:18Z

That they secretly support eachother's shows/movies. I would love to see a theater packed with the former Band of Brothers actors watching Atonement and X-men: First Class.

It was probably hilarity watching Fassy be British during Inglorious Basterds too and Ron Livingston in Dinner for Schmucks.

Don't get me started on what probably went down when they saw Damian Lewis in Your Highness.

Basically I miss this fabulous bro cast :(

Unrelated but also head canon that Skarsgård gets harassed by the GK actors all the time: "NICE PENIS ON TRUE BLOOD BRO" ~~I imagine PJ Ransone's voice saying this yes~~

~~And now back to the piles of homework due tomorrow~~

Writer's Block: Movember is Men’s Health Awareness Month

2011-11-02T03:19:37Z

...Are they being clever or is that a typo...

HEY LJJJJ CALIFORNIA BUDDIES

2011-10-01T00:34:09Z

Big favor, I know a few people go to San Diego Comic Con, and I was wondering if anyone could like help me out? I really want to go in 2012 with my sister and stephie but I've been stalking their site for a few weeks now and like....nothing. I know tickets sell out really fast, and I probably should make reservations now...?

Anyone know like the rough time tables for registration and what not?

Hi I'm new to the whole going to cons out of state thing. I've always wanted to go to comic-con, but I'm excite because next year looks like it could actually happen and yeahhh, ALSO MEETING PEOPLE IN CALIFORNIA WHO I LOVE. Though I'm not sure they're not in the area :(

Пока мои друзья!

2011-06-29T19:51:41Z

Photoblog

We're carpooling/driving down to the Houston airport to catch our flight so I'm pretty much going to be AFK starting like this evening. Internet is kinda spotty since we'll be on the move between cities and I doubt the train has WiFi. So I'll see y'all when I get back.

lol no1curr but I redid my layout and profile ~~to try and appease the gaping wound the lack of a Deadpool movie left~~ too lol. ALSO TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE SEEING D.Criss while I'm gone, I'm jelly forever/please take pictures omfg.

Baa-Baa I'm an lj sheep

2011-06-08T20:29:04Z

THE FANFICTION LOVE MEME

On a related note, finally going to start reposting my pacifickink fills/actually finishing everything I have. I always say this though so TAKE MY WORDS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT :(

Writer's Block: Going boldly

2011-05-30T00:26:11Z

Mother fucking Kathryn Janeway.

lol the wireless in my Aunt's farmhouse is kinda spotty but I HAD TO BRAVE IT TO POST THIS. Also I feel my icon is appropriate even though it's not of the Voyager. JUST SAYIN

Let me be THAT person about the Rapture

2011-05-21T01:26:39Z

Even if the world DOES end tomorrow, I think I'll mostly be disappointed that of course, the world ends right when I'm finishing up my Russian credits. Also on that note, looting should extend to Dallas Comic Con because I am still reeling over having to pay $75 for Leonard Nimoy's autograph when I'm sure the line for said autograph will be painstakingly not worth it. And you know, being so broke I can't even pay the money to get into said con kind of sucks too.

Also hey, hey I'm heartbroken I didn't reserve time off or remembered to SAVE money so I'm missing Dallas Comic Con and everything awesome that is coming with it. I just, SO DISAPPOINT IN MYSELF RIGHT NOW.

On the bright side, if this had been like meeting Patrick Steward of OH MY GOD THAT LOVELY LADY IN POWER, Kate Mulgrew ~~OH CAPTAIN MY CAPTAIN~~, I'm pretty sure I'd start crying hysterically.

So tl;dr if the world ends tomorrow, I'm kinda pissed I've made all those plans for 2012, I feel like I've been lied to here on doomsday dates or something.

Blah unrelated but feeling sad and under-appreciated lately for no reason other than I'm behind in like ALL fandoms and who are all these new mutual friends everyone but me has, but random review from Anon made me all "I R A GUD RITER" and I get so emotional about stupid things. I should just not talk/post ever.

Oh btw, finally caught up to like ALL of Glee, waifu you have to make good on watching Generation Kill now, a deal is a deal totes :(

Dear Glee

2011-05-11T01:15:00Z

I am really fucking sick right now and almost threw up on my final, quite literally but RIGHT NOW, I just, god, I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS YOU GUYS.

FEELINGS.

Darren Criss, why are you so amazing and flawless. Also Chord Overstreet, please let my cousin love you down. She keeps harassing me about it on twitter.

Also my brother got me the Green Hornet on DVD, if it wasn't for the fact I quite literally can't keep anything in, this would be like the most BOSS day right now. I'm already trying to cram while observing Jay Chou's wonderful face.

Eff yes, it's like a MY NAME IS EARL/RAISING HOPE crossover right now so happy idk why even, will have to enjoy it later after the Green Hornet.

Hey Hey

2011-05-02T04:55:01Z

So just saw the Dylan Dog movie, and once again FUCK THE CRITICS.

I found it a great enjoyable B movie and pretended not to notice how badly deviated it was from the source comics that admittedly I've only read sample passages people linked. Taking it like that, I really liked it a lot. I'm just a fan for B movies in general though lol. Seriously if I could, I'd have a B movie night if anyone would care to attend.

stephie and me subbed it up pretty nicely:

DYLAN DOG DEAD OF NIGHT = A BROMANTIC TALE OF A MAN AND HIS ZOMBIE FRIEND.

...or alternatively:

DYLAN DOG DEAD OF NIGHT = IF DEVIL SUMMONER III: RAIDOU WAS A B MOVIE AND THERE WAS A ZOMBIE INSTEAD OF A CAT. AND YOU KNOW THEY GOT RID OF BEING A KUZUNOHA/WAS A COCKY GUY INSTEAD OF MOE PROTAGONIST AND INSTEAD JUST MADE HIM A DETECTIVE. GIVE OR TAKE LIKE MOST OF THE PLOT WE GUESS.

So like a Megaten-lite.

The actress that played the love interest was awkward, and the dialogue was SUPER cheesy, but it felt like that was on purpose. Then again I actually liked/enjoyed the Percy Jackson movie, yes, I guess I'm that fan. Even though I enjoy the LOTR movies and the books separately.

Tl;dr: I thought it was cute/enjoyable movie, apparently NO ONE else did. What is this entry, no really. What is this entry, I have so much to do but our dryer's broken and I'm just chilling at my cousin's waiting for laundry, in front of their tv watching people celebrating Osama bin Laden's death instead of going over Economic Due Process and the Taking Clause.

I missed the Changi rewatch Friday to go over fictional Paintball teams with my bros.

OUR NEW TEAMS: The Wu Tang clan vs. Marky Mark and the Funky Bunch. Alternatively Marky Mark gets Baby Spice, we get Chris Redfield. They get Solid Snake, we get Justin Bieber.

Still going over my fl because I miss y'all.

"Seriously Krieger, you are my Oprah"

2011-02-14T02:20:26Z

Get your own valentinr

...Lol this is belated but, yeah. <3

Also belated Thanks rivlee for the Gift <3333

500th entry

2011-02-12T03:07:11Z

...And it's about a FL-cut, so not how I wanted it to go but hey, it happens. Not how I wanted to ring in the big 5-0-0 but I might as well get this out of the way.

My list is once again wayy to expansive for me to keep up and I guess I've realized going through back-dated entries that there are a lot of people I just don't click with anymore. Not that there's anything wrong with you guys--you guys are amazing--I just, feel like there's nothing to talk about anymore and since this journal is becoming kinda sparse ~~and getting sparse-er~~ then might as well go ahead and make a full on FL-cut. This is all really a case of 'it's not you guys, it's me' because well, no comments on my journal/dead journals/I honestly have no idea who you are. If you feel that there's been a mistake leave me a comment below and I'll re-add you, I'm really only going by updates for the most part. Comments are screened if you feel so inclined.

There were a few mis-clicks cause my mouse hates this weird grid thing that lj utilizes for lazy people. So sorry about that in advance too.

HEY GUYS REMEMBER THAT TIME

2011-01-22T01:51:56Z

...When there was a random porn party over the Periodic table of Elements and you know, random Donnie Wahlberg spam THANKS jenn?

Well Luci did fanart of CARBON AND OXYGEN and it is GLORIOUS

I have so much homework to do right now.

Also, I talked it over with the Office of Records ~~and since the University likes to play phone tag, almost every department involved in class selection issues~~ and I have a DOUBLE MINOR IN RUSSIAN, starting next semester I can start signing up for classes. Since...right now...classes are full.

Who knew my TERRIFYING Russian professor was so popular?

GUYS GUYS

2011-01-15T03:43:05Z

...Fuck the critics. No seriously. I always go head to head with them and usually enjoy the movies they pan so yeah, pfft. Only exception was like Inception and Toy Story 3.

Green Hornet was amazing Jay Chou was FUCKING ADORABLE and HE PLAYED THE PIANO AND SANG. Admittedly I went in only for ~~Hans Landa~~ Christoph Waltz and Jay Chou. I had really, really, really ~~I cannot stress how really low my expectations were~~ low expectations for it but GUYS, GUYS, IT IS GOOD.

THE BROMANCE.

So much bromance. And Jay Chou did wonderful, I'm so fucking proud of him you guys have no idea. I'm like so super excite--his English was pretty good. He sang, he was cute, witty, just I could love on him forever but that'd be revisiting my High School years a little too much ok.

Christoph Waltz did ok, he didn't have the same presence as Hans Landa but ehh, if you're expecting something like that from this movie, you're kinda setting yourself up for disappointment.

Seth Rogen, I take it ALL back. You were actually pretty funny here, kinda grating but whatevs. Then again this is me, I like obnoxious super heroes ~~hi my icon is a big fucking clue to that~~.

I can't form any real coherent review besides "OH MAN GUYS" because like I said really low expectations came out actually really enjoying it.

I can't ship it though, I just, I can't. ~~Jay Chou/Edison Chen is my OTP ok~~.

But it was overall a cute movie and I enjoyed it like a helluva lot. Oh and I guess Cameron was ok.

Still need to see The King's Speech and ugh, Paul looks really cute, even if I was really disappointed because I thought it was the third installment in the Blood and Ice Cream Trilogy.

Uh other than my rambling sorry I've been really AFK lately, they're making us work mandatory overtime and I've just been gearing up for school.

Ugh I still need one more class but I've been wait-listed. Greattttt, nothing like the big cock-tease that is waiting for a class that may never open.

Also I got a new layout legit legit legit...Yeah, its uh my favorite pokemanz. God it always kills me how Asian I am sometimes.

In recap of last night: Sciene = Word Porn?

2010-12-30T19:38:18Z

Lol pretty much to keep track cause people kept wanting to get linked on Plurk/Facebook. There was element porn, as in the Periodic Table of Elements. Also I was 'hacked' but not really, but that's not the point. The point is, we had human manifestations of scientific elements and now the matching word porn. I...I'd like to say I know what happened but I don't really...

I BLAME Jenn, luci and wolf who was enabled by tyltyl. Basically ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO LOVE SCIENCE.

⇔ The Beginning Oxygen/Hydrogen with periodic table illustrations
⇔ Part Two
⇔ Suddenly Oxygen/Carbon.
⇔ And finally Sodium/Chlorine

...So uh, yeah, it probably goes without saying that all those are NSFW, but they're also EDUCATIONAL. Just fyi.

BONUS!!! Here's a BIGGER version of the picture from last night, since lol I didn't get a chance to put it up again: Here

Anyways, Enjoy your New Year's Everyone! Going out for a date-o with binni and then going to check up on aniki and anegou's cats.

legit @ 2010-12-29T22:59:00

2010-12-30T03:59:54Z

ROFL HEI GUISE SUP