| Monday, February 7th, 2000 |
| 6:29 pm |
will never have any fun ever again as long as am alive, because of following things: godspell, gym meet, school, school, school. cry. not looking forward to another 6-hour godspell rehearsal on saturday. not looking forward to gym meet presentations on thursday. murder me now. *sigh* |
| Tuesday, February 1st, 2000 |
| 11:28 pm |
diet sprite is SO not as good as other diet sodas. rather sucks, in fact. feeling terribly apathetic at moment. have gotten to point where everything could blow up (except me and leonardo and a bunch of food), and would seriously make no difference to me. have strong desire to run far, far away, but only after going on murderous rampage, doing away with entire school administration. have play practice tomorrow, but do not care about that either. at least will see chris tomorrow. love chris...so adorable, that boy. must practice minnesota accent for show. going to watch drop dead gorgeous now (excellent film). |
| Monday, January 31st, 2000 |
| 1:30 pm |
no school yet again. is completely asinine and maddening though, because sister bitch-stine is still forcing us to take all of our midterms. is doing this because she is grasping for authority in any way she can, but will never gain respect. took calc on friday. most likely failed with flying colors. worst is the "new exam schedule": tomorrow, will go to school and take spanish exam at 8, followed by day of CLASSES. wednesday, will go to school and take english exams, followed by other day of CLASSES. murder me now. no, better...murder sister bitch-stine and the entire administration. |
| Saturday, January 29th, 2000 |
| 12:24 pm |
soooo tired. home from cah's party. good times. slept about 45 mins total. ana had excellent time. friends love her, as do i. paul being very funny and adorable. paul agreed to be my valentine. how amusing. will get him funny card today. might take paul to prom, but not sure. have play practice today for 3 hrs. do not want to go. want to sleep. hope they do not make us dance, only sing. might go out again tonight. we shall see. |
| Thursday, January 27th, 2000 |
| 9:36 am |
no school again today...yippee i guess. have just gotten up. going to pick up argentinian girl from airport today. mark is coming with me (he specifically asked if he could...rather odd). arms sore from shoveling driveway yesterday. must check flight information now. |
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2000 |
| 5:11 pm |
have just shoveled driveway. now am bored again. if anyone is reading this, save me. seriously, at this moment in time will talk to anyone who im's me...how pathetic is that???? very. well my screen name is leecon12 (on aim). |
| 12:28 pm |
god damn. am really bored. |
| 12:20 pm |
top 10 list of hot non-famous guys 10. shaun griffin 9. chris hill 8. brad wright 7. all guys who work at abercrombie 6. chris shucosky 5. uncle rob's friend bor 4. justin gundlach 3. matt willse 2. ryan boyle 1. charlie ring |
| 12:12 pm |
ok. top 10 list of hot famous guys: 10. joshua jackson 9. rob lowe 8. sean connery 7. cary elwes 6. johnny depp 5. christian bale 4. jude law 3. matt damon 2. gavin rossdale 1. leonardo |
| 12:09 pm |
have been up for not even an hour and already bored. was just thinking that if it were not for snow, would already be entirely finished exams. would be eating lunch at bertucci's with best pals. instead i am in house, cannot get out of driveway. bitch. |
| 11:42 am |
disappointed this morning upon waking up and finding that leonardo was actually not in my bed. weird dream last night. in gym at elementary school, except wasn't elementary school, was actually high school. there was concert/battle of bands type thing going on. one band played whole slew of rad 80's music, plus "turn my head" by live. all four members of band dressed as women. all four members male. lead singer of band wanted me, but not attractive. were selling yearbooks at concert thing. tried to buy mine, but lady would not let me. very odd. |
| 1:44 am |
have been wondering...does anyone read these journal entries i'm doing? don't really care, but just wondering... think that tomorrow will go for long walk in snow. perhaps attractive guy will see me and fall desperately in love. hm. did you ever just really want something but you don't know exactly what it is you want? |
| 1:14 am |
am addicted to diet soda. especially diet pepsi. have been thinking about valentine's day, and how, as of this moment, i seem to be lacking a significant other with whom to share this most lovey-dovey of holidays. *sigh* this could be because every guy i want either a)already has significant other, b)is not real person (ex. edmund from mansfield park), and/or c)does not know i exist. how to solve? hmm. have decided to smile at every attractive male i see in a friendly yet not-too-seductive manner. hopefully will work, and gorgeous perfect guy will come running to me. hm. must have other diet coke. |
| Tuesday, January 25th, 2000 |
| 9:40 pm |
have just been talking to paul. love paul. he is so cool. we were discussing what to sing for coffeehouse. he suggested radiohead. i suggested cure. we will probably sing one of each. i do love that boy. not sure if bridget and i will sing for coffeehouse. do not think rouse and i will sing. sure that marky mark and i will sing. when is coffeehouse? don't even know. will find out. |
