The Voices in my Head

My current characters and games

lchars — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 00:28:16 GMT

Catch Me a Catch - multifandom hotel (I don't run this)

piney_ghost

C'est La Vie RPG - WWII occupied Paris 1941 (insane journal (I run this)

boulanger - Marie Chabert, elderly baker with Resistance ties
germansoldier - Anton von Reiker, a Nazi private with an English mother
heil_hans - Hans Ernst Varner, secretly gay Nazi Sturmbannfuhrer-SS
oh-nurse - Joséphine Renaud, hospital nurse with healing powers
viveka - Viveka Reinhart , secretly Jewish Nazi officer's wife

D & D Jolurstad (I don't run this)

brother_julius - Brother Julius , cleric of Melora

Omega - post apocalyptic 2008 (insane journal) (I don't run this)

callmekieran - Kieran Dare / Adam Carole, strung out teen survivor
lost_ghost - Ghost from Lost Souls

Shooting Stars - supernatural fame, fortune, and glory (live journal) (I run this)

ellen_harvey Ellen Harvey , assistant to the director
mi_malone - Michael Malone, tv theme song and soundtracker
vavarner Valentine Varner, 19 year old aspiring actor

sunnydaleosi - AU Buffyverse 1998 (live journal) (I run this)

ambria_hanover Ambria Hanover, half-fae initiative sniper
boldly_brave George 'Juice' Davis - spastic gay teenage boy. Boyfriend of Kyle, manager of Spontaneous Neck Ruptures. Judge Juicy on tv. Owns hairless cat named Senor Paco.
clem Clem - Sherpei demon , instructor of demonology at the Academy - kitten poker player.
em_grace Grace Emmerson, college student (computer forensics) and technopagan
cowboy_chrismc Chris McCaine, college grad student and older brother of Kayla
faustina_au Faustina, F'ela'ar demon, lunar aligned magical being
jonathan_troika Jonathan Levinson, short kid with a magic bone. Boyfriend of Catherine. Has demon monkey named Han Simian.
kayla_mc Kayla McCaine, potential slayer , sister of Chris and girlfriend of Gil
kit_bothwell Kit Bothwell, Servator (formerly to India) and warlock. Has dog named Mariposa. Cousin named Lizzie. Co-owner of Sunset Club.
lchars Emily Bishop - psychologist. Girlfriend of Victor Czajak, mother of Kai.
* lchars Jacques Renior (Jack Reynolds) - pseudo-French OSI researcher
* lchars Kai Bishop - Emily's son, a 15 year old teen boy
* lchars Lucia Rossi - italian witch, girlfriend of Bilbo Baggins.
* lchars Tanya Oake-Reider, news reporter for channel 13. Wife of Dave.
lizzie_bothwell Lizzie Bothwell, Kit's teenage cousin. Firestarter, romantically entangled with Warren.
maid_marion Prudence True, former old-fashioned 'Amish-ish' girl with powers of psychometry.
moody_angel Ming Xi, reincarnated Boxer rebellion era slayer, currently a potential. Girlfriend of Michael Czajak, cousin of Mari.
oakstrong Alexander Daniels, reluctant prophet. Busboy at The Stake House.
sanguinestars Laili Tse-Pryce, langsuyar vampire. Has owl (pontiac) named Amir. Wife of Wesley. Works at zoo.
santerian Yansa Delacroix, OSI counselor working on Michael's case. Wife of Gregory.
servatrix Rachel Lee, Servator to Cynthia. Mother of Reba, adoptive mother of Cassie.
tamaratalk Tamara Kennedy De Marco - initiative girl, sister of Tony, girlfriend of Gerald, ex girlfriend of William. Artist, college student.
vladamir Vladamir von Teshov, acid spitting vampire. Boyfriend of Franco. Working for COSMO.
xo_mari_xo Shanyuan Mari, cousin of Ming from China. Part time clerk at the Magic Box. Part time bartender at the Sunset.

* - indicates NPC

Homeless Journals:
Journals that I used before with characters in 'em from games that died and other such things. But hey, good for recycling next time I need a character.

andrewkin
ambria_falorn
amy_be_good
belloq
boldy_brave
carrie_ade
celia_avani
charlie_millman
david_ade
devon_leeds
duderino_abides
elsawise
eugene_fairbank
extra_salvation
firey_faith (insane journal)
jo_millman
johnn_deacon
hidden_glory
lucian_grey
luke_deacon
mark_deacon
mary_deacon
matthew_deacon
matty_be_good
orville_deacon
piney_devil
piney_papa
lost_piners
sallah
sonyacat
storm_giles
tamara_czajak
totallybambi
willie_scott
wumanfu

lchars — Tue, 24 Sep 2002 22:53:34 GMT

Venus

The songwriting isn't going as well as I'd hoped. It's so important, I don't want to mess it up. Trouble says he'll help me with it tomorrow, which is groovy. I got Saken to talk about his feelings a bit- so hopeuflly, I can use some of that stuff. I want this to be awesome.

Crimson

I should have asked Luka to stay with me. She didn't come back today. Man, I could have scored. Accident looks hot dressed medieval.

Janet

Well, I've been fixing up the books and trying to get things together for the band. Hopefully, they apreciate it, and will someday accept me as 'one of the gang'.

Lucinda

Rock musicians are rather amsuing to watch, even when they aren't playing.

lchars — Sat, 21 Sep 2002 22:19:21 GMT

Cristabol

Delia (that somewhat scary fox lady) came to visit me and Toni. She said a lot of scary things, like if she was gay she'd pour herself all over me like hot fudge on a sundae. That was pretty creepy. But then we went downstairs and she bought us drinks and played the guitar, and me and Toni got to dance, which was really nice. I still can't believe I'm really all that pretty....

Venus

Well, life is complicated. I'm finally getting things together with Saken... if he keeps on the straight and narrow, that is. I don't think I could take going out with him if he's going to be doing the whole drug and drink thing for the rest of his natural life. Found out I probably could have had a pretty damn decent relationship with Trouble,too. We've got shit in common, and we don't drive each other crazy. But hey, that's better for friends than love anyhow. We wrote some killer songs the other night. Crimson and Saken had their first day of rehab today... they got tea for the cravings, and pamphlets to read when they're feeling down. Heh.

Crimson

I hate rehab. It sucks. I want dust. I need to score some chicks, at least... or maybe I should just try to hang with Accident and Trouble more. They're groovy. I still can't believe I kissed Trouble once. Oy.

Nikal

Caleb, m'kala, took me to meet his Ileciar mother the other day. She was wary of me first, but then she seemed to welcome me as the being Caleb loves. She meantioned that we should marry. I am giddy with excitment over this prospect, but still, a bit troubled by my past. I must find a way to feel better about things.

lchars — Mon, 16 Sep 2002 21:41:52 GMT

Nikal

I have come to this place and delievered my message, yet my period of rest is unrestful. Caleb is here- that Caleb, the one that I didn't kill. The one for whom my back is scarred. He believes I am a good person. Stubbornly, insistantly, and wholeheartedly. I almost wish to believe along with him, but I cannot. I pray only that tonight, I will not dream. I must repeat that to myself, as a mantra, before I sleep to ward them away... for the memories come in dreams, and tonight, I seek solace in not remembering.

Elanna

I'm rather enjoying our vacation here. We're having a bit of intregue, a bit of mystery... a bit of watching angstful godsfolk...

Teri

At least Rett doesn't need to diet- he can still fly.

Martin

Luke and I are having a lot of fun in this strange elven land. Trading for interesting things. I even had a drink the other night, followed by a wonderful, long, slow, dance with my love. Ah, so nice.

Cristabol

I've been having so much fun with Toni. He even colored pictures with me. He's a lot calmer now...

lchars — Sat, 07 Sep 2002 22:45:39 GMT

Martin

Luke had a much better day today, though for some reason, he seemed to be rather upset when I was telling him about Dingo, and the house. He asked if Dingo'd ever been to the house- which of course he has, many times- then got all upset when I answered. He even asked if I loved Dingo (I think Mrs. Dingo would have minded that a lot, hehe), and got all sad about the fact I had a special nickname for him, and that he'd been to the house so now it couldn't be our special place because he'd be the stranger there. Then when I asked if he wanted me to sell the house if we ever do get back to Earth, and buy a new house, just for us, he seemed to calm down.... then asked me to describe more of the house. Very perplexing. We are making progress though. Today he showed me all the stuff he keeps inside his backpack.. mostly stuff from me, his wallet, clean underwear, an empty vodka bottle (tsk) and a pack of cigs (tsk). He lit up a cig, quick as you please, and had it in his mouth before I could stop him. Well, I told him to put it out, because smoking is bad for him, and plus, it would make our room stink. Kiddo just said he could smoke it by the window and I gave him the look, and said "if that's really what you want to do". He grumbled a bit, but put it out, and let me throw them away. He asked why I didn't want him to smoke and drink, and I said because I love him, and I will look out for his body, even if he won't.. He seemed very happy with that, and bounded off to the bathroom to brush his teeth. I'm very proud of him. Of course, I can't help but get the slight feeling that perhaps he likes to test me, to make sure that I will catch him at his bad behaviours and admonish him for them. I think he still needs plenty of reassurance that I love him, no matter what. I don't mind giving that to him in the slightest, and find the whole business rather endearing. He's adorable.

Cristabol

I like taking care of the horses. They seem to like me alot, especiallty Charger and Princess. They're special horses that can talk telepathically... it's really nifty. They tell me where I should brush and scratch them. Sune lets me ride Princess- she's really gentle and nice. I like to ride her all over the innyard. Sune is really cool- I hope I can get to be his friend. He's the nicest person I've ever met. Dante's pretty nice, too, but he likes to hug and kiss and cuddle Sune a lot, so I don't want to get in the way by talking to him too much. I'm sure he'd rather be with his boyfriend than talking to me, anyhow.

Toni's my friend, too. I'd invite him out to the stables to see the pretty horses, but he says animals don't like him much. A dog even bit him the other day. I think it's because he's a vampire. He doesn't scare me much now, anymore. Only when he makes the fangy face. Toni used to be a 'stand up comic' before he was a vampire. I said maybe the inn would let him be one there, cause they have this stage, and no one's ever using it. So he's been practicing his routine with me (that's what you call it when a stand up comic guy tells jokes and says weird stuff on stage, Toni says). He even does impressions! He did a funny impression of the guy who owns the inn, Oswald- but it included lots of cursing, so it made me blush a little). I said a curse the other day though- when Toni said that pizza kicks ass. I thought that was funny, so I repeated it. It feels sort of good to say bad words without someone smacking you for it. I might try saying it again sometime. Maybe.

Ophelia

Space... the place I'm going with Ter. I can't believe I'm going up there... all the way up there.. in just a few short days. I've been trying to spend as much time as possible with Papa and Dad before I go. That wanderkin lady is going to make something so I can still talk to Papa while I'm up there. I'm going to miss him so much though! I wasn't going to go at all, but he pointed out that it was a unique opertunity to get to explore the Nexus. Ter makes me really happy... but I can't help but worry about what would happen if he gets the opertunity to go back to his world. I wouldn't want to leave my Papa and Dad and Mama forever to go to some strange planet. But then I'd never see Terrence again... the thought is just too sad, so I'd best not think about it at all. I'm just going to try and enjoy the adventure of space.

lchars — Wed, 04 Sep 2002 22:04:45 GMT

Martin

I do suspect that my poor Luke shall be frigthened of zombies for quite some time to come. I cannot say as if I blame him, though in truth, I fear nothing. Everything is either trivial, and will either be survived, or not. After all, that's why I have resurection insurance for me and my Luke. Terrence seems to have aquired a girflriend (surprisingly, not Rina) while we were out. I will endevor to speak to him about it at first opertunity, being rather curious. She seems like a pretty girl though, from the quick glance I got. Hopefully, she's not going to drive him nuts. Luke was so worried about his skin... it got injured along with him by that zombie. I think, to a certain extent, he feels as human as I do... I wonder how it is, that I can feel more human than my actual heritage at times... perhaps the human suit has become more symboitic than we'd thought.

Julian

So the killers at the circus have been found... I don't want to go back, though, unless the circus will stay here. I rather enjoy our little house, and our little family. Still, I know Ansel misses performing and I don't want him to be sad. Tonight we put on our costumes, just for each other, and did a little bit of ... private performance. That was very, very nice....

Grace

Hortense's blind date didnt' work out at all. He even ran away from home, poor guy. We went and found him, though. I hope that he knows we want him to stay, even though Lysander wants the bed all to ourselves. Lysander won a stuffed animal for me, and bought me another one, at the circus. In the middle of investigating the evil killings, he stopped to get me presents. That made my heart so achy with love. I really, really adore him.

Ophelia

Papa and Dad are so... frisky. They've always got their tongues in each other's mouths! It's very cute, in a disturbing kind of way. My blind date didn't really work out- but I met this wonderful guy named Terrence. I made him a giant cookie, and showed him a bit about magic. He's going to take me out on a date tomorrow night- I'm so excited, I can't wait! He's from another world... I hope I he doesn't go back there soon. I'd miss him.

Dante

Sune is incredibly sexy when he's kicking arse in battle. As gentle as he is, he can be very fiierce when something is threatening us. Daron did good in combat, too, though he kept trying to escape having to go. A vampire surrendered, and now we've got to try and figure out his problems....

Cristabol

So... I wanted to go to the circus. It was nice... I had candy spun on this cone, and rode on an elephant, and had a sparkly balloon. I went to see the sideshow, and this nice lady that could bend herself into funny shapes wanted to take me out in the woods and show me her 'special performance'. Next thing you know, this big green thing and a demon lady are attacking us. So I got caught and tied up... and this vampire was going to eat me...then these guys showed up and there was a big scary fight, and they untied me. And I got to feeling sorry for the vampire, cause he hadn't eaten for four days, so I said he could bite me. I screamed and cried, because it was scary, but I screamed and cried when Pavis did scary things to me too, and he seemed to like that and so did the vampire... so I guess it was good, because I was helping. The vampire's name is Toni.. he taught me how to say a word in Spanish. Gracias. I think he said it means 'thank you'. I gave Toni some of my healing salve and some gold, and I'm going to share a room with him. Then this fortune lady came, and she was really pretty and had wings. She told me things about me that I don't know how she knew, and said I shouldn't try to find Pavis in Toni, cause he wasn't going to do that. I'm confused about everything, and I'm still feeling alone... and damnit, I lost my balloon.

lchars — Mon, 02 Sep 2002 09:03:10 GMT

Martin

Yesterday, Luke and I made love for the first time. And the second, and the third and the... well, we did it a lot throughout the day. I have never felt anything so incredible. I've never felt so alive, so complete. And this morning, I woke up with him lying in my arms, with his head on my shoulder, nestled in and smiling in his sleep. I don't know how it is that I can love him more and more every day, but I do. I need him so much, and love him so completely. It's hard to imagine how I ever lived without him. Two other things about yesterday- he ordered milk with dinner, and let me hold him while we were dancing. Ah, heaven.

Dude

I'm free! Woo-hoo! Yeah! Finally, I found an opertunity to escape from my hellish imprisonment! I'm free! I went to visit my friends last night, and then I went out drinking and whoring- just because I can! Then I slept... alone, blissfully, alone. No clinging, whining "hold me"- just me, in the middle of the bed, sprawled out from one end to the other. Ah, this is the life. I just hope she doesn't hunt me down and stake me. That'd be a real bummer of an ending to my freedom.

Grace

Lysander is so happy that we have a room to ourselves. I can't help but feel sad for poor Hortense, though. He looked so sad and lonely when I tucked him in on the couch. We need to find him a girlfriend of his very own.

Julian

I used to be the most important person in Ansel's life.. but that changed yesterday. He met his daughter for the first time. Now I'm 'equally important'. Pretty soon I'll be 'less important' then 'not important at all'. I thought nothing would ever change how he felt about me. I feel so betrayed... yet, I understand, somewhat. I mean, she is his daughter, and she's a nice girl and all... I just want my Ansel all to myself. I know, it's selfish. I just have to learn how to share... I'm really trying to.

Ophelia

I finally get to be with my father! I'm so happy. I've missed having him all my life. There's so many questions I want to ask him, and so many things I want to do with him. But his lover is a bit jealous of me... I feel really bad about that. I hope he feels better soon. It's weird to think of my father loving a guy, but he's a nice guy, and I think we'll all get along and be a family. I hope...

lchars — Wed, 28 Aug 2002 22:05:07 GMT

Martin

When I was a child, the world was a very small place, consisting only of three and a half rooms of space in a small, grey containment. There was nothing but harshness- sharp corners, sharp words, and heavy hands. There was a terrible sameness about life, day in and day out, and I sunk so far within myself that I developed the ability to sense things. At least, this is the nearest I can come up with to an explaination for what have been termed extrodinary powers. It bought me a way out of that place, and a way into the schools that educated me and taught me about the greater world. Everything lay open before me- the paths to power, the paths to riches, the paths to a larger containment, of terrible sameness, of three and a half rooms of larger proprortion now, but the same walls and structures holding me in. So I rebelled. I was cold, and empty, and aching inside- dead, or beyond death, perhaps.

I took, instead of a track in government, my leave of things and became outside the system, yet needed by it. I became a traveler, a procurer, a pretender... I learned to laugh about my life, and to enjoy the places and things I saw. I learned that the universe was constantly expanding, and that I could expand with it- broaden my horizons, embrace each day like there was no tomorrow, and if there was a tomorrow, I'd embrace it too. It was during my travels that I first met Luke, and helped him out of that certain situation.. he reminded me very much of myself, how I was, struggling against himself.

I watched him, on my trips, hoping he would get over this. I have discovered that he will not, without help. I am trying to offer him that help, but it is hard, because he has such a hatred built up inside of him. He is very resentful of my efforts, thusfar. This is a bit difficult.. more so than I'd imagined. But hopefully, it will turn out well. I have a great deal of affection for Luke- I want for him to turn out right. I suppose this is partially because I wish someone had been there for me to help me turn my life around...

Either that, or it's because he laughs at my sock puppets. Hm, have to stop writing now- Terrence is dragging Rina out to talk to me. She wants to ask me about.. .somethiing or another. Huh.

lchars — Wed, 21 Aug 2002 22:52:11 GMT

Will

I don't know what happened... I felt like something inside of me snapped. I didn't want to exist anymore. I kept thinking about what Novan said... about how I shouldn't exist. I just wanted to make it end. Finn laughed at me... the only friend I have... my best friend.. .the only single person or thing or anything that I love. It hurt so bad... it was like it took all the other hurt and made it so heavy, I couldn't bear it. So I took Finn's pocket knife... and I slashed it across my wrists. I don't know why I did it... I just knew that blood keeps people alive, and if I lost mine, I wouldn't be anymore, and Finn could be with Mekista so he'd be alright, and no one else cared... and then there was pain... and lots of blood. So much blood, and I felt weak.. and tired... so I laid back and watched myelf bleed. But then Finn was there, through the haze... I felt his arms around me, and heard him calling my name. He pressed sheets to my wrists, and stopped the blood flowing... and he was crying. Novan healed me, I think.. and said something that made Finn angry, and left... I had to drink something yucky that made me feel better, though... and Finn held me, which made me feel lots better inside. It made some of the empty go away, though some of it's still there. He made me promise I'd tell him next time, instead of doing this...so I will. Novan came back and apologized, and told me to yell and talk about what made me upset... so I yelled alot. It made my throat hurt, but it kind of felt good to talk about what was bothering me.

Rico

I can't believe Will tried to kill himself. Shawna pointed out that maybe our problems stem from the fact that we're actually normal. I think she has a point there. We're a lot more sane than those around us, after all. So we just have to find saner friends, or stop worrying about it. I guess we'll just stop worrying, eh?

Max

Agh.. girls braiding your beard... mgh. What a night! At least I didn't get all made up like Nef. Pandora's a real sweetheart, she reminds me of my wife when we were young. Such a spirited little thing. Too bad I'm an old dwarf, or I'd give her better things to do than braid my beard, muhaha...

Grace

Hortense is a very nice bushman. I'm glad he got a chance to be human. We met two very strange people today- one was a guy named Bri, and the other was a man named Raven. Bri is some sort of traveling airship merchant. Raven is a green stone skinned wanderer. A lot of weird things happen in the Nexus, don't they? And yet, each one is weird in a different way, so it's still weird, not just another normal thing.

Julian

I am really not pleased with my beastial side, even though Ansel thinks I should come to terms with it. He's usually right about most things, and I love and respect him very much, but I feel so.. dirty somehow, when I have to eat raw red meat, and stalk through the forest. It's the same kind of dirty I feel when I'm performing... not all the time, but sometimes. Sometimes, when people look at me like "how can any human being do -that- with tigers?" when they look at me like they know... I think that's why I don't want to perform anymore.

lchars — Wed, 14 Aug 2002 22:32:35 GMT

Hannah

I miss having my sisters here with me. It feels weird to be without them, after we've lived together for so many cycles. As long as I can remember, they've been here, and we've been a family. But now, each of them is off living their own life, and here I am- but not alone, because I'v got Vin. Vin is the greatest. I can't believe he's going to marry me someday- I'm so lucky. And, I found a good person for Isalec, even though Malta doesn't want him anymore. I think he needs someone to love him. I can't believe I used to be afraid of him- he's my good friend now. Today that girl Cherish was sort of looking at me funny in school today... I hope she doesn't try anything.

Belinda

We had such a wonderful day yesterday! All of us down on the beach, and fishing, and having a great time together. Freddy is just the most wonderful guy. I'm really enjoying staying at his place, and all the good meals he's been cooking for me. I like my job a lot, too. I want to learn how to make all the toys. We used to all work there, but now Hannah's going to school, and I think Vin's going to quit too so he can get a job in Fairport and be closer to Hannah during the day. Thats' really sweet.

Malta

Well, things didn't turn out quite how I expected. I was just going to date this Omar guy to make Isalec jealous. But then I met Omar, and it was like, wow. He likes to curse, just like I do. And he likes to make little jokes about things like me, and he likes to say what he's thinking and so do I - we just have all this stuff in common. And he's -- get this -- an honest locksmith's aprentice. Did you know they really existed? I didn't. And he's got money and a house and shit, too. He let me move into his house and everything. A real home... that's what I've always wanted, all my life. I get all fucking teary eyed thinking about shit like that, so let's just suffice it to say, the house is so spiffy. Oh, and he got me a beaty stick. Got to love a guy who's not afraid to get you a stick you might hit him in the nuts with someday.

Terry

Well, my life has definately become more interesting. That's an old dwarven curse, you know. 'May you live in interesting times'. My employers are not happy about my dating Tanya-- but I'm thrilled. She's the most wonderful girl, and we've been having a great time. I thought perhaps this was because she was a created being-- but then the other night, we hung out with some of her friends on the beach. They were all nice.. generously sharing their food, making room for me around their campfire. I do think that the Society For Elven Advancement has the wrong ideas about humans... but... they just won't listen to me. In fact, they threatened me. So... I guess I have to fudge my research, just a bit.

Melody

Well, now, this was a strange night. Hannah introduced me to her friend Isalec. He seems to be a few cycles older than me, and very gentlemanly. He even walked me all the way back to Fairport. I showed him my gardens and my fishtank before he went home, promising to visit again tomorrow. What a nice man he is- I'll have to remember to thank Hannah for the introduction when I see her at lunch.

Dante

Sune... ah, how can I explain how he has changed my life? I never thought that I would consider a man in that way... but he is a very, very pretty elf. I am begining to let go of a lot of pain of my past. We've also got an important mission- we're going to be helping the Goddess's husband, Daron, to become more combat and archery savvy. I am very proud that we have been entrusted with this important duty. We've been camping in the Holy Grove, and enjoying the peace....

Dark

Alex and I -finally- get some vacation! I'm so happy. We're going to have a great time. We already got to see some old friends (Nef, Alex, Elex) and have a bit of adventure. Took a snapshot of the famous Harris Colby, even. Hopefully, we'll find a lot of fun things to do during our stay here. We've been long overdue for time like this.

Will

I must be the most worthless creature on the face of the Nexus... being rejected by Destiny, and then being told that I should be unmade by Novan... I don't know what's good about me. Will, scorned by Destiny. Will, who should have never existed. At least I find some enjoyment in playing cards and music... but will I ever find something I'm good at? Finn says everyone's good at something, but what if I'm not? What if there's nothing ever that I can be good at?

Rico

Being in space is certainly interesting- there's something spiffy about being able to say you've walked on the surface of the moon. It also seems to be doing some good for our relationship to spend quiet time in our cabin, alone, together...
Sari

Have sex much fun- better is than tend bar!

lchars — Tue, 09 Jul 2002 22:18:55 GMT

Monroe

Many things have happened to me in just the space of a few days. I have lost the faith I have known since childhood, I have seen friends die, I have made new friends, seen new places, tasted and experienced new things... I have felt the first strirings of an emotion I am not entirely familiar with. My new friend, Leon.. he takes care of me. I was injured during the temple raid, and he brought a healer to see to me, though we were strangers. I find myself enjoying his company vastly, and wishing that I could spend more time with him. Whenever he touches me, to put my medicine on, or a friendly pat on the arm, it sends little tingles down my spine and makes me feel all warm inside. I am not used to this... but I think I like it.

Cherish

We had a great sleepover at Chris's house last night. Good food, good games, and I got to sleep next to Wes and kiss and cuddle after the rest of the bunch had gone to bed. Wes and I were talking about having sex. We figured we'd have it on my birthday. I don't know why everyone says you should wait so long to have it. I mean.. its really nice when we kiss and all. But I'm really sure that Chandra and Lars and Lucinda and way especially Roger would be so mad if they found out. So I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I'll talk to Bliss. She's older, but she's not really parental like the other sisters.

Hawk

So we had this sleepover at Chris's and it was a lot of fun. This dumb girl keeps hanging around Joshua now, though. Her name is Isys and she's a nerd. And not to meantion, she's taking all my big brother time!

Isys

Joshua is the nicest boy I've ever met. I'm helping him with his reading and math skills. When I grow up, I might even marry him. He's sweet.

Shadi

It's so nice to see George helping people today. He's really come a long way in his social skills since his days as an assassin.

Evan

Chris's slumber party was pretty cool, but that chair game was -so- rigged.

lchars — Thu, 04 Jul 2002 10:16:16 GMT

Kieran

Well, I told Chris some stuff about his father. I didn't know whether I should or not, but someone had to. My dads say I made the right decision, which is good. They also think Kate likes me... she's a nice girl, but I'm not so sure she really likes me...

Sari

I'm having such a good time with Ari! This fox guy was staring at my breasts last night though. I showed them too him in the hopes it would make him get over it and go away. It did! People here are so silly sometimes.

Cari

Poor Miguel.. his mother is sick and he has to save up money so she can get better. I hope I can get a job and help him save. I don't know how to do a lot of work things though, and this place is so strange...

Keela

I'm so glad my sisters are staying here! I really missed them.

Rico

Shawna and I are still trying to work things out. Last night we danced... it wsa very nice...

Tito

Damn... I can't believe what a bastard Gecki used to be. Wait till I tell Veni- he won't believe it. I hope he really is over all that, and he's as nice as he seems to be now.

lchars — Sun, 30 Jun 2002 10:02:32 GMT

Lucinda

Franco and Vladamir's wedding went nicely. Roger's good at wedding cerimonies. Now.. if only we'd get to have a wedding of our own.. sigh.

Hawk

Joshua is a cool big brother. He's so much better than having only icky sisters who want to suck face with their boyfriends.

Rico

Well, after we had a big fight the other night, Shawna and I are again trying to work things out. I don't know if we're going to make it, though...

lchars — Thu, 27 Jun 2002 15:12:43 GMT

Lucinda

We have a new son.. his name is Joshua. He was created for us at Evolution Farms... he has the most delicious smell, like you could just lap the blood right out of him. He's around 11, and he has an amazing gift for storytelling. I love him to pieces. I also want a car, black like the night, with stars painted on it...

Jarvis

I'm recovering from my injuries... and I'm really happy. Bludel is nice. I saw gay vampires today. That was freaky.

Keela

Veni got me a puppy! So cute!

Tito

Jarvis has a new woman! That might mean that Havala will stop feeling bad about her old relationship and be happy with me. Yay!

Ebony

Davan is an incredibly sexy dancer.

Ambrose

I want to go to inn more, now that danger pass. I still have bad dreams, some.. but feel safe with Galterio.

Cherish

Wes is so hot! I can't believe he asked me to the dance and we're like, going out now. All the other girls will be so jealous!

Rico

So we didn't have as great a first adventure as I'd hoped... but I really want Shawna to stay here with me. Maybe fortune will favor us yet.

Teri

I hope I can help Shawna get this chip out of Mirri's head- this is pretty messy stuff right here.

Kieran

I've been having a great time hanging around the Black Rose and doing my tending job. I've even got a new purple friend named Ari.

Hawk

My new big brother is so cool! I wonder why he can't come to school with me and Cherish yet?

Jean-Claude

Amazing, after all these cycles, I still hunger for my Karo like the moment we first met. We are like rabbits, Yue-Tao says. My son has taken such a liking to Karo, it warms my heart to see. He's so good with the baby. How can anyone help but love mon cheri? So sweet, so gentle...

lchars — Wed, 29 May 2002 22:52:30 GMT

Mazzy

Aparently, I can talk in my head.. telepathy. I discovered that tonight talking to Quixote. We've been getting along a lot better lately. I'm really glad of that...

Melora

The inn has changed a lot.. but the people seem to remain mostly the same in attitude and enjoyment of the place they are in. Comforting, in a way.

lchars — Sat, 25 May 2002 08:45:59 GMT

Mazzy

I'm not giving up and going away after all. Brid, this cleric from the keep, gave me some good advice on mancatching. Woo-hoo. Of course, it resulted in Quixote and I having a fight last night, and my face being rather painfully swollen, but...

Brid

Love is grand.

lchars — Thu, 23 May 2002 08:56:35 GMT

Rhia

Well, the inn has reopened, all our friends have returned from their various corners of the multiverse and settled back into living here and there nearby. The cabins seem to be working out great for the little families we've collected. We've already had one wedding at the restructured inn-- Nefir (or Gecki as he's calling himself these days for no understandable reason) married his girlfriend, Zane (rhymes with insane, hmmm). We hired a staff of waitresses and chefs, so all Oswald and I have to do is keep an eye on things and sit back and relax. Let me tell you, it's -sweet-. And since Oswald hasn't had to deal with customer demands on a regular basis, he's been a lot less cranky and a lot more cheerful, which is always good.

Ramon

Ah, love. I'm so happy! Milla is like, the perfect woman. She even says that Pepe should hit me with the spatula less, which he probably should. I think I am suffering from a bit of brain damage- my ears ring occasionally. Or maybe it's just that odd musical instrument that Cheron is trying to learn to show Mia. What -is- that thing? It's got bells and whistles and strings and... never buy anything 'simple' from a gnomish traveling salesman.

Cheron

Simple gnomish glochenspiel my arse! This thing has been driving me nuts. I've been trying to figure out how to make it make music all week, but all it'll make is a sound that makes me think of cats fighting with bells on them. I wanted to make a song for Mia. This is a lot harder than I thought it would be. Maybe I should stick to food.

Elanna

The barony made the transition to kingdom a lot smoother than we anticipated. We've been having a lot of wonderful improvements going on, and Fred has been such a godssend to Will and I. He's really be drafting up some great public works programs and such, and then making them a reality. We watched Harry do his monk trial the other day... and get slightly mangled by a giant crocodile. I hope those monks put them back wherever they came from, and don't put them into the Fairport sewers or something. That's all we need, mutant crocodiles running amuck under our cities. They'd be like the infamous maneating sewer hydras of Eio and Aria.

Flora

We had a wonderful honeymoon! When we came back, however, the inn opened back up, and for a while, business was a bit bad while people went to explore the newly renivated Black Rose. But things leveled out, and now we do our normal amount of trade again, which is good, because Horace was really upset when business didn't go so well. I think he worries that the casino might fail, and we'll be out on the streets or something.

Belfry

Ah, it's good to be back in the Black Rose area! Rosa Noir, these days, can't forget. I'm going to take up my knighthood again and enjoy living in the area, now that Davalance and my own home, Dark Clemet Nation, have been rebuilt after the war. I was even awarded a my-sized medal of valor for my part in the restoration effort. I'm so proud!

Silas

Saw my father (the birth one) the other day at the Harry trials. Been thinking about giving him another chance. What am I, stupid? Wait, I'm his son. I guess that makes me pretty genetically disposed to fuck up. I guess I can try again....maybe.

Reina

Harry handcuffed to Bri has got to be one of the funniest things that could ever happen. Larry and I went with Silas and Dolly to watch the show. It was rather entertaining.

Jean-Claude

Ah, the new house has been wonderful. Elijah did a great job of decorating it, and I couldn't be happier with the construction that the Wandering Designs Crew did. One day soon, we should have a great big housewarming and invite all our friends over to see the place. Karo and I have been spending an awful lot of time in the bedroom, muhahah. It is designed that we might live there comfortably for days, and never have to leave. Ah, bliss.

Rico

I was feeling rather badly about the whole Mr. Tiempra thing. I am Mr. Santino, damn it, even if my wife does refuse to be Mrs. Santino. I spent a couple of days visiting my old haunts, but I don't really fit in there anymore, either, so I just came back to try and work and forget myself in that. I wonder, looking back, if I would have made the same decision to marry Shawna... knowing how I feel now, with misery curled into my bones and veins, just beneath the surface, waiting to explode. Do I still love her? Does anything last forever, really? I can't answer any of those things, until this feeling goes away....

Mazzy

There has to be a way to break through the walls Quixote has built around himself... but how? Even if he never likes me in the way that I like him, I'd still like to be his friend somehow, someday. Maybe time and patience is the answer. I'll just keep being nice to him, even if he does just ignore me. What's the worse that can happen?

lchars — Mon, 25 Feb 2002 09:13:04 GMT

Poppy

Things are so confusing.. especially with Yue.

Elizabeth

I can't believe Poppa and Ashy don't like the Twisted Valkeries. How old-fashioned! But they are so cute when they waltz together, even if it is a funny old dance. Akari and I are going to try and see the TV's in concert someday. We have a lot of fun together.. he's a really sweet guy.

Kava

Gitai is almost all better from his injuries now. I'm glad he's staying here. I haven't seen much of the clan lately though- been busy with Tai.

Jean-Claude

Despite the troubles of my past coming back to haunt me in new and interesting ways, I am happy. How can I not be happy, when at long last, I am reunited with my precious Karo? I cannot wait until our house is complete.. it will be so beautiful.

Gustav

Xanthe frightens me.. there is something about her that makes the past seem more vivid.. more real. Yet.. I enjoy being with her, and would like to try and have a relatinship with her. And then there is the dream she had... why... how...

Flora

Mom's coming over tonight to see a client who lives here.. one of the vampire clan. Things have been fairly calm the past couple of days.. Horace took me out to dinner last night, and Jack took me out last week... it's been a great tine, altogether, really. Rateater is getting bigger. Ellie's been visiting a lot (it's great having a best friend!).

lchars — Fri, 15 Feb 2002 11:10:12 GMT

Olivia

Lar is here! He's in a comatose state ... but he's breathing.. and he looks so wonderful. Lar's friend Grant is stayting at the casino - Lar will be so happy to see him and all of our family when he wakes up. And Lar's brother, Horace... I don't know how that's going to go.. but at least he can try... He looks so peaceful sleeping here. I hope he wakes up tonight.

Naomi

I think that worse is over.. no one's come to bother Gurk about him leaving his former employment, so I think he can finally relax and be happy without worry. Livy's body arrived today. It looks pretty much like Lar, so they did a good job I guess. But he's still sleeping, so who knows when he'll wake up?

Juliet

I can't believe I was jealous of Isabel. She wasn't interested in Lahar- she has her own boyfriend. And she's a nice lady, besides. She showed me drawings she did of jewelry. I want to get a piece for Lahar.. but.. that would mean.. a job. I don't know what I could do that I'd be good at other than writing.

Ambrose

Galterio says I should learn about my god powers and stuff.. but it's hard to believe that I could be anything other than just plain Ambrose. It's sort of scary, too. I like Galterio taking care of me. I don't know if I want to have special powers. I'm scared to learn more about them...

lchars — Tue, 29 Jan 2002 22:34:26 GMT

Flora

I have a slightly irritating little cold- but at least I'm feeling a bit better after having spent all day in bed with Jack yesterday. I made him a nice scarf, and we talked about our lives, and what we wanted to do with the future. Tonight I hung out with Horace in the money cage and got tickled- a lot. I also talked to Olivia for a while- she's Horace's brother's um.. would widow apply here? They were engaged and not married, but still. I don't know why Horace doesn't seem to be really sad about his brother's death. I mean.. sure he hadn't seen him since childhood.. but from what Olivia said, Horace's brother always wondered what had happened to him. I don't know .. Horace is getting a lot better, but he still confuses me sometimes.

Cedric

My life is happy! And there's one reason for that, and that reason is Dominik. I'm so glad we got to go hunt for his box. Yeah, okay,I got poisoned and nearly died- but all's well that ends well. Lexi and Sam got this map from Horace- aparently, we've got a job in the near future! Which is good, because while I have a good savings.. I don't think it will last forever. And I need money to try and find a better research book on focus crystals, so I can crack this power crystal and lift the curse on Dom.

Yolanda

Craig and I got our first fixing stuff job from the casino. We're adjusting the slot machines so that the wheels are more calibrated. Craig heard some people who were talking about needing a trap detector- so I might go talk to them about hooking up, if it's a good deal. Craig and I could go along and do the trap work- I imagine Craig's got good perceptive skills- and I'm pretty damn good at most traps.

Olivia

Stillborn... leup egg.. ugh. I talked to a very.. strange person at the bar tonight. He seemed to know a bit about reincarnation, so I began asking him what he new. Aparently, there is a fellow here in a wanderkin's body who is Nefir Phoenix, the most famous case of reincarnation there is. He was quite a bastard from what I read.. and yet, he got the chance to come back. This has to mean that someone as goodhearted as Larry is going to get another chance... doesn't it? I can hope.. even if I will never meet up with him again.. or if he returns to this world when I'm old and grey.. at least I can take comfort in the fact that he'll get another chance at the beautiful life he should have had. That man- Gurk, his name was- meantioned Arc. Perhaps I shall say a prayer to him.. it cannot hurt, after all, and my prayers to Ghamao and such have so far gone unanswered... maybe.. just maybe.. it will help. I also talked to Larry's brother's girlfriend Flora today. She was much kinder than Horace was... and explained a bit about his attitude to me. I guess I understand that he had a rough life and all.. but.. he's in a good place now, so why not unclench a bit? It's hard to believe that he and Larry are brothers- other than some physical resemblance, I don't see how they are alike in personality at all.

Benyard

I finally made it back to haunt the casino for a while today (I have been spending most of my time with Uri) and met a nice young lady named Sam who had heard my legend. Ah, it was nice to know that I haven't been entirely forgotten by the living. Makes an old ghost feel good. Speaking of which.. time to get back to Uri.

lchars — Fri, 25 Jan 2002 14:33:09 GMT

Utopia

Well.. at least Mr. Body Theif gave Bill her old tarn sized stuff, so he has some clothes to wear. Working at this casino would be nice, if it weren't for the whole "Bill being stuck in some tarn body" thing. At least he's alive though. I do think that Nefir fellow could try a bit -harder- to get a new body .What about Evolution Farms? I think they make empties.

Flora

Nefir brought Todd a larnet. Because the larnet likes to lick its eyeballs, Todd named it Eyeball. Horace keeps saying that Eyeball is going to eat Todd's eyeballs. I hope Todd doesn't have nightmares about it.

Cedric

Dominik is spending so much of his time taking care of me. I feel sort of guilty for enjoying it so much, despite the pain. Too bad he's not.. y'know. I wonder if I'll ever find another person who I feel about in that way?

Carlos

My head hurts.. I feel like I've woken up after such a long sleep... where am I? What happened? This isn't the temple...

lchars — Thu, 24 Jan 2002 09:28:26 GMT

Cedric

Poison is definately not fun. I hurt in places I didn't know I have. The healer- Niki's new girlfriend, Dona (she's very nice) - says that I'll be a long time recovering from this, as it's unable to be magically healed and lingers in your system causing sickness and weakness for tines. It's worth it, though. Now Dominik's family can be free of their curse.. as soon as the box is opened. Dominik makes me feel.. odd. I don't know how to explain it. I think I'm attracted to him (and of course, as he's not gay- and I didn't know I was- or if that's what I am- )and this is just plain disturbing.. yet.. nice. I guess I am a normal person somewhere in there.

But I've never understood the psychology of sentine relationships, so it's probably a good thing that Dom just wants to be my friend. Hopefully, I can return to my books, and never feel disturbing feelings like that for any other living being again. I miss my cat. I had an uncomplicated relationship with my cat, and he was huggable and warm. I miss having someone to hug. Maybe that's what's causing these feelings.. I need something to hug. Maybe my pillow will do.

Flora

I got very angry with Nef last night. He got a new body and decided that this meant it was time to quit working for us, leaving us without a cook for the night shift. Aparently I got all demony (it's really scary when that happens) and attacked Nef and his girlfriend. I don't remember it, but it always makes me sad when that happens.

Then Horace rubbed my shoulders.. it really helped me relax. And Todd called me mom.. that makes me so happy. Then Nef came and apologized, and said he'd work till we find another cook. I don't know who we're going to find, though...

Dona

It's a good thing that Niki and I were at the casino visiting Flora.. There was a badly bleeding and poisoned man brought in, and I went to work trying to heal him. Niki went over to talk to one of the men with him- turned out ( I found later) that the man Niki was talking to is his brother Alexi- and the injured man is named Cedric (one of Niki's friends).

He was poisoned by mourningdove flower- which is a very nasty poison. It works its way into the system, and doesn't respond to magical healing. It has to be treated with a constant influx of counteractive herbs- and even then, the patient will often die. But the worse of it is over now- Cedric will just be weak and sick for the next few tines as he slowly recovers.

I am a bit uncomfortable around Niki's brother Alexi.. as he strongly resembles his father, Viktor. I shouldn't hold his parantage against him.. but.. its still very difficult to look him in the eye.

Utopia

My poor Bill.. First he gets hit with a rockslide while exploring the mountains... then he winds up being resurected into the wrong body! He's stuck as a tarn, while this body snatching upity tarn has Bill's body! All I know is that that tarn lady better not be doing anything icky in my Bill's body!

The tarn's lesbian girlfriend keeps talking to Bill in his head. She says we should go to work at the casino (which is good, since we're sort of broke at the moment since Bill's stuff was all squished by the rockslide, and I paid almost our entire savings to have his body found and brought back to be resurected- thank goodness Chester was nice enough to resurect him for free, even if it didn't work out quite right - being a tarn is better than being dead!) .

I've hidden the tarn's ring somewhere where she'll -never, ever find it-. And I'm not giving it back ever- unless she gives Bill his body back. Then she can have it back, 'cause it really belongs to her, just like Bill's body belongs to Bill.

lchars — Mon, 21 Jan 2002 23:46:30 GMT

Cedric

Newsflash to the Nexus- especially Samantha- I am so not gay! Just because I found a man interesting today, does not make me homosexual- anymore than enjoying talking to ladies makes me heterosexual. I in truth, have no idea -what- my sexuality is, having never bothered with such nonsense. I am a scholar.. I'm above such base emotions as lust. Pl-ease. Just because some half-naked guy was around and I was talking to him doesn't mean I had any reaction whatsoever (other than getting completely embarassed when Sam asked him if I was cute and all!) .

We're going to help the man (whose name is Dominik, incidentally) find the Crystal of Malevolance. He needs it to break a curse on his family line.. or else he'll die within two cycles. How awful! We're going looking for it in the caverns- he's hired the Righteous Faith to help him! A job, finally! Besides- even if I do think he's rather ~~sexy~~ ~~attractive~~ ~~good looking~~ ...interesting... he hates warlocks. And I am so above such feelings anyhow!

Lucinda

Today the sun danced in the sky - such beautiful hues of golden light. We watched from our window, still in bed, shaking the sleep from our eyes.. and laughed softly.. knowing what this would mean to the dark ritual. I would have freedom now.. sleep easily in Roger's arms, dreaming of peaceful things.. or perhaps nothing.. sweet, blessed darkness when I close my eyes.

Roger and I were working on art together. I was making a tapistry, and he was drawing a tower where things were being destroyed. He's a very good artist... and not only do his things look realistic, the portray emotions- something that a lot of 'good' art often fails to do. I like watching him draw, too. His brows crease slightly, and his nose scrunches up in concentration. His hands flow and ebb across the paper in graceful sweeps, and when he is pleased with his results, his smile warms my heart.

We're going on a picnic tomorrow and inviting friends and family and perhaps even people we don't know. It will be a celebration.. that the world shall not end this cycle, and with dilligence and a raid on that tower still to come ... any other cycle. We will have sandwiches and drinks and celebration.. much celebration.

Beth

Nyll's new job is not nearly as scary as I thought it might be. I came downstairs with him to help.. I got to hold things, mostly, and follow him and look for trouble. We were a bit late, as we overslept after..erm.. well, getting very tired the night before. We had weird dinner conversations with the tarn, Nefi.. one about fish and hearts and cats that made me sick enough not to want to eat dinner.. then nicer ones about the fuzzy sheep girl at Stake-a-Vamp , and about Teddy bears. Nyll told me that they were named after an adventurer named Theodore who liked bears too much to hurt them. I think that's sweet.

Flora

Not only is Ellie my best friend in the whole entire world- she also saved the Nexus! She had the brilliant idea to stop the ritual by making the sun not come up that day. So I had the idea to go see Matt.. and Matt made the Sun Bus drive all funny today! So yay, no more appocolypse! Jack was all proud of me and Ellia- Horace didn't seem to care much about it.

Tonight we played with Nefi's new pet, Cookie. She's a very cute lizzard. We also had a very tiny man come in who insisted he wasn't a fairy. I think I've seen him at the inn a time or two. He played ball with the lizard. I'm going to ask Todd if he wants a little lizard that talks to go with his snake and puppy. We should go to the pet store and pick them out this week, now that the world isn't going to end, and that we have more staff to look over things while we're gone. And if Horace complains about leaving the casino unattended, Jack and I can take Todd while Horace keeps an eye on the cage.

lchars — Sun, 20 Jan 2002 09:16:54 GMT

Flora

Jack and Horace have both been so sweet. Yes, I'm very used to Jack being sweet- he's an adorable, loving man all the time. But Horace? That's definately something new. They both wrote me poems and gave me flowers. Granted, Horace's flowers were dandelions (a few of which were missing heads) and his poem was a bit... odd.. but.. the fact that he tried melted my heart. And Jack went all the way to the inn to pick some of the lovely black roses that grow there! And his poem was so loving. I must be the luckiest girl in the world.

The casino has been doing good as well. We're hiring more staff every day, and a lot of people are playing games. Some are even winning, which makes Horace make the cute little cranky face. Jack has been showing me how to play the card games (blackjack and poker). My job is to just stand around and look cute, though. I'm pretty good at that. I also help Horace keep the books, and make the reports to the kingdom on how their investment is going. We even have our own ghost, Sir Benyard, haunting the place.

Bastian

Orchid had a really troubling vision the other night. I helped her draw pictures of the things she'd seen in it. We brought them to the casino, and she told Harry about the dream. This apocolypse coming is very disturbing... I'm not sure whether we should take that cultural exchange trip to Ket now, or wait until we know the world isn't going to end. Plus.. there's a lot of people who are in need of knight trials, so I should probably help with the preparation of those...

Benyard

I've been so enjoying haunting this place! Harry's been having his knight trials, which means not only do I get to watch (and occasionally point and laugh) - I also get to have Uri around! He's just the most adorable little monk. Meek, shy, and sweet as can be... with the most adorable eyes, and lips, and... oh, where was I? Yes, anyhow.. Harry also brought back my decendant, Yolanda, from the depths of the gutter. Ugh. Mr. Neffi (who is this brilliant stylist- and rather snazzy dresser) cleaned her up, and has her looking like a normal human being - though her language is still just dreadful! He even found her someone to spend time with (and protect her, hopefully, just in case)- a robotic man named Craig. He looks human. Odd.

Vee

Sudee and Vee go to class every day. Learn much.. like talk better, read and write letters, eat with fork and spoon. Charles pick Vee up after work over at school , walk home with him and Sudee. Sudee work at casino after... Vee not work. Hard enough, learn all new things. Charles work, pay for things for Vee and Charles both. Saw man like glass today- name Benyard. He called ghost- is dead. How be dead and float around? Not know. Vee -- I ask Charles tonight. Hard to remember I for Vee. Silly rule.

Reina

Well.. I've been doing a lot better than I expected since Bri's been gone. Larry and I have been getting along great. He's really mellow and sweet, and has been helping me though all these sad moments I've had. We've been providing live music for the casino for a few hours a day (they have a jukebox for the rest of the times) and hanging around. I've been trying to show Lar some combat type moves- because mellow's good up to a point- but when there's -- say, giant crabmen- - action is called for.

Yolanda

This place is great. There ain't no rats, and everything's all clean and sh't. There ain't nobody telling me what to do. I gotta work up some nerve to talk to the boss man, though - about fixing the machines when the break. Craig knows how to fix sh't too, so maybe we can both do it. I ain't got no idea how to say that I need a job though.. cause I ain't never had one before.

Ivana

I'm so excited! ColbyCo made an offer to settle out of court- I've got to present it to Harry tonight. I think it's a pretty reasonable offer.. and if he takes it, I get paid! I -hope- he takes it.

lchars — Fri, 11 Jan 2002 12:50:34 GMT

Ivana

Poor Tessa.. my brother doesn't want to date her.. she's really sad. I hope that what Corwin suggested, the matchmaker, will help. I hate to see her all sad like that. But still Ricky seems so happy wtih Quilla.. so I'm happy for him while being sad for her. Does that make sense? I don't know.

Ambrose

I wanted to go to the casino and see the games last night, but it was snowing, so we stayed in and had lots of sex instead. That was more fun than playing games!

Vee

Charles work at day now, so he can work when Vee in class, spend more time with Vee after class. He very much good mate, Vee so happy. Sudee go with Vee to class today, meet Rick the puffy owl man. I ask Charles why many people look like animal here. Charles say come from other places on Nexus.. and talk about sheep sex some. Not understand much.

Corwin

Poor Tessa.. I never realised how much her crush on Corwin was a serious thing to her. I hope this Neffi Lovelorn guy can help her find another guy to fixate on. Ricky seems happy with Quilla. She is a pretty hot woman- if you like your women in the pretty elven princess type. I think Sudee's prettier, though. She's more "I can actually do things for myself" kind of pretty.

Flora

Jack (accidentally I think) made fun of Horace's reading skills last night by asking if he was reading his book or just the pictures. It sort of made Horace feel bad, but it did clear up for me that Horace is reading the book slowly because it takes hi m a while to read things, and not because he doesn't really want to read it. The casino is going well, but I hope we get some dealers soon.

Quilla

I met a very nice dragon named Keli who made Nefi apologize for having been rude to me. Tessa called me some very bad names, and was very upset because she likes Rick so much. I was rather frightened... especially when he went off with her and did not return for a long time. But he came back, and everything was alright...

Tessa

Quilla is evil. I bet she enspelled Ricky. I should see how much it would cost to hire someone to take care of miss perfect pretty princess. There's plenty of thugs that appear on Eioan Jeopardy. I bet he'll be happy to be with me after -she's- out of the way. Grrr, I'm so mad! I promised Corwin and Ivy that I'd see this matchmaker guy today. I don't know why... Ricky is the man for me.

Reina

Silas showed up last night, looking for Bri. I had to tell him that his dad buggered off.. again. I had to explain to him and Dolly about Larry, and then we all had dinner together. It wasn't uncofortable or anything.. I just feel really bad for Silas.

Silas

Dad turned out to be an arsewipe again. Surprise, surprise.

Chandra

We almost served lamb chops to a sheep girl. Oops.

Bob

I love my new job! I do good work!