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    <title>The Apartment</title>
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    <lj:music>Like Rain, Like Music by Park Hyungsik</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;TITLE: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;The Apartment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;PAIRING: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;Kris/Luhan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;GENRE: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;angst, romance, drama&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;LENGTH: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;oneshot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;RATING: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;SUMMARY: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;Love can be found in the apartment next door&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;WARNING: &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;character death&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A/N&lt;/b&gt;: Hello everyone! This is my first time posting on LJ! ^o^&lt;br /&gt;This was originally posted on Asianfanfics and I plan on posting all of my fics from there and putting it up here. I was feeling extremely melancholic when I wrote this so, yeah. I added some minor (pretty pretty minor) stuff so this is technically a revised version.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;text-align:center;line-height:normal"&gt;&lt;hr align="center" noshade="noshade" size="2" style="color:#333333;" width="100%" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;It all happened on October 19th. It has already been five years yet he still can&amp;#39;t get over it. The pool of regret drags him down everytime, completely drowning him. Lu Han knows he&amp;#39;s supposed to let go. He knows that that was what &lt;i&gt;he&lt;/i&gt; would have wanted, but Lu Han can&amp;#39;t. He just can&amp;#39;t.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#333333" face="arial, sans-serif"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 18.6666660308838px;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;2002, SOPHOMORE YEAR&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;A young medical technology student sees the height of his building, running as fast as his limbs could take him. He was already late, and the weight of the books, folders, and piles of paper in his arms did not help him one bit. If his groupmates had been helping him with the work then he could have finished earlier. Not only did he not get any sleep at all, but now he also has to face the wrath of the renowned &amp;quot;devil in a lab coat.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;He enters the doorway and stops right on his tracks to catch his breath. Running the whole distance from his apartment to the medicine building completely winded him out. The lecture hall was still two floors above. Taking a deep breath, he runs down the hallway and up the flight of stairs that comes to his sight. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;He makes it to the second floor, still heavily panting. The lecture hall was on the other side so if he climbed the stairs on the other side of the building he&amp;#39;ll get to the lecture hall faster. As he made a turn for the hallway he slipped in front of a whole set of students who were probably having their break time. His hands felt the cold and moist surface of the tiles and it was only then did he realize that the floor in that area had just been mopped. His ears and face were burning bright red, and he could not do anything but bow his head in shame.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Looking down at the floor, he tried to collect the books and papers that fell off from his arms when he slipped. He was too deeply embarrassed that he didn&amp;#39;t notice the presence of someone helping him pick up his things. The only time he did notice was when there was nothing left for his hands to pick up and another hand was reaching out papers and folders to him. He looked at the person who helped him and gave a small thank you before standing up and running off to the lecture hall.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;By some miracle, the professor was late and his running was not done in vain. He slipped into his chair, trying to catch his breath. Though lethargic, he managed to send glares to the people seated on his right. Said people who just so happened to be his groupmates, and friends seemed to remain oblivious to the fatigued student beside them. He sent daggers with his eyes at every single one of them: Park Chanyeol, Kim Jongdae, Byun Baekhyun, and Kim Jongin. They knew nothing of his struggle the night before and earlier that morning. He just bent his head down in his arms in exhaustion.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;After six hours of school on a Monday, Lu Han finally makes it back to his apartment building. He was lucky enough to find an apartment that was just a walk away from the university he went to. Too tired to even make an effort to walk properly, Lu Han dragged his feet across the lobby, the entire school day squeezing out all the energy he had.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;When the elevator opened up, Lu Han went in, pressed his floor number and leaned to the side. Before the elevator closed, another person rushed in and entered. Lu Han was silently recollecting all his mishaps for that day when a deep voice suddenly took him out of his thoughts.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Why are you frowning? Had a bad day? Did the fall still hurt?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han&amp;#39;s head shot up as he turned to face the person talking to him. He looked at the other person&amp;#39;s clothes and looked briefly at his face. It was the guy who helped him earlier that morning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I&amp;#39;m alright. Just deprived of sleep, I guess.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han finally gave himself the chance to look at the other person better. He was a really tall guy. His dark hair was pushed up and sticking out in different places. It would&amp;#39;ve looked awkward on another person but he managed to pull it off. His blue button down shirt was tucked in dark jeans. He looked built, or maybe it was just because of how he looked in his clothes. Lu Han looked at the other man&amp;#39;s face. He had a sharp jaw line, a high bridged nose, a small mouth and thick eyebrows. His piercing eyes were hidden behind thick rimmed glasses, but still projected a strong gaze. Lu Han wordlessly admits to himself that the man next to him was undeniably good looking.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Oh, I see. I&amp;#39;m Wu Yifan, by the way.&amp;quot;, the man said as he turned to Lu Han and smiled.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;My name&amp;#39;s Lu Han.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;With a ding, the elevator door opened as the number five flashed in front of them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Well, this is my floor. See you around.&amp;quot;, the man named Yifan smiled.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Really? I live on this floor too!&amp;quot;, said Lu Han, eyes widening.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;The two silently walk out of the elevator together with Lu Han stopping by the door numbered 509. Yifan stopped on his tracks then walked over to the door numbered 508. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Was this fate? Lu Han wondered. &amp;quot;Do you seriously live in that apartment?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Yeah. You live in 509? How come I&amp;#39;ve never seen you around before?&amp;quot;, Yifan asked.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I just moved in this year. When I found out that there was an available apartment near the university I immediately went in for it.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Oh, I see. Hey, I still gotta finish some papers for biology. Maybe I&amp;#39;ll see you again some time soon.&amp;quot;, said the taller one.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;They bade each other goodbye and Lu Han sinks down on his couch feeling happy that that encounter has been the best thing that has happened to him that day. He made a new friend.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;They did see each other again after their encounter in the elevator. He sometimes saw Yifan eating at the caf&amp;eacute; near their apartment building and joined him when he had the chance. Whenever they saw each other during break time, Yifan would always ask him to eat lunch together.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han found out several things about Yifan the first time that they hungout. It turns out Yifan was also a sophomore and was taking up psychology. He wants to become a doctor eventually, just like Lu Han does. He&amp;#39;s been living in apartment 508 since freshman year which explains why he was confused that he never saw Lu Han in their building before.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Over the next few months Yifan and Lu Han were hanging out practically everyday. Sometimes Lu Han would come over to Yifan&amp;#39;s place and Yifan would do the same. They&amp;#39;d play gamecube all night when they had no schoolwork to do.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan would sometimes bring Lu Han to the local basketball court and teach him how to play basketball. He even met Yifan&amp;#39;s friends; Huang Zitao, Oh Sehun, and Kim Junmyeon. Sometimes Lu Han would bring Yifan to the soccer field and teach him some moves while they hung out with Lu Han&amp;#39;s other friends; Kim Minseok, Zhang Yixing, and Do Kyungsoo. There were times when their groups would merge and the school cafeteria would erupt with roaring laughter everytime.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Sometimes Lu Han felt lonely. Three times a week Yifan would travel back to his home in Guangzhou to be with his family. It has already been a habit of theirs to talk with each other every night so even when Yifan was away, he would call Lu Han just for the sake of talking to him. During the days that Yifan was not around, Lu Han would obsessively check his phone every five minutes or so, trying to see if he got a new text from the other or if he might have missed a call.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;During those days of absence, Lu Han found himself missing the other so much. He couldn&amp;#39;t think of a word to describe what he felt when the other was not around, more so when he was actually there. Lu Han was a smart guy. He easily recognized these kind of emotions and was able to analyze them well when his friends came up to him and poured out their thoughts and feelings. But Lu Han was doubtful of what he was feeling. He needed to confirm it. This was a rare event and having no proof will just drive him insane. That was just how Lu Han did things. He can&amp;#39;t accept a hypothesis unless proven true.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;VALENTINES DAY, YEAR 2003&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han and Yifan have already known each other for several months. Lu Han thought that it was the perfect time to test his theory. It was now or never. He went over next door and knocked until the man living inside came out. Lu Han looks at him, his nerves starting to shake him, but he knew he had to do it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Yifan, there&amp;#39;s something that I need to tell you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Oh? Sure, come in.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan gestures towards the couch to make Lu Han sit down, but Lu Han didn&amp;#39;t. His body won&amp;#39;t let him. His theory was spreading throughout his senses. This was a a rare event. He had to know of it was true.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Han, I thought you were gonna tell me something.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I-I.. Ummm...&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Spill it out, don&amp;#39;t worry. Dude, I won&amp;#39;t judge you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;How do you know that? You don&amp;#39;t even know what I have to say.&amp;quot; Lu Han suddenly snaps back, his anxiety surfacing and pouring out.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan&amp;#39;s features remain calm as he coaxes the other to tell him what he had to say. &amp;quot;Because I am me and you are you. I would never judge you. So do you have anything to tell me?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han was starting to become hesitant. He never liked men before. He never did. He only had ex-girlfriends and was never involved with men. To suddenly feel these kind of emotions and attachment to another man is indeed a rare event for Lu Han.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I-I do... Not... Umm...&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Lu Han,&amp;quot; Yifan&amp;#39;s tone was starting to become annoyed. &amp;quot;what is it that you want to tell me?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I think I love you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Silence filled the air. No one spoke for God knows how long. Lu Han&amp;#39;s hand unconsciously wrapped around his own arm, surprised of what he said. Yifan just stares at him, jaw dropped.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;What did you just say?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han shuts his eyes tightly. He didn&amp;#39;t want to have to repeat himself all over again, but he still had to get through with it or else he&amp;#39;ll never know the answer.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I think that I love you, or might be in love with you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Are you serious? Are you joking?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;No I&amp;#39;m not.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Are you serious right now? Because I&amp;#39;ve been in love with you the entire time.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han&amp;#39;s head shot up and he gapes at a smiling Yifan. It was his turn to question what he just heard. But the truth was laid in front of him. Yifan loved him all this time too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han lost his control at that moment and immediately ran into Yifan&amp;#39;s arms. Yifan held him close in a warm embrace, stroking the other&amp;#39;s hair, nuzzling his head on the other&amp;#39;s neck. They stayed like that for a while before Yifan finally spoke.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;How long have you known?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;For quite some time now, but I was never really sure of what it was until now. How about you?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Same. Although the moment that I realized that I was looking at you in a different way I already knew what it was.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han moved his head to look at Yifan, uncertainty suddenly starting to fill his eyes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Is this right though? Is it right for us to feel this way? We&amp;#39;re both guys.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan cupped Lu Han&amp;#39;s face, his thumb grazing the other&amp;#39;s cheek. He bit his lip, staring at the pair of doe eyes looking right at him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Does it really matter? I like you... No, I love you and you love me too. Isn&amp;#39;t that what matters?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Before doubt and hesitance could even invade Lu Han&amp;#39;s thoughts again, they were stopped the moment Yifan pressed his lips against his. Lu Han always thought kissing another man was a weird idea. There was nothing wrong with it but the idea always seemed foreign to him. Now here he was kissing Yifan. It did not feel weird nor foreign. It felt right, safe and warm. It felt sweet, bright and addictive. It felt perfect. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;As their lips parted and eyes met anew, they both knew that everything will never be the same.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;They began exclusively dating after Valentine&amp;#39;s day. Their routine was still the same, but with several additions. There were kisses here and there. Legs would entwine under the table at lunch time when their friends were busy laughing at each other. They&amp;#39;d sleepover at either one&amp;#39;s apartment. Sometimes there was no sleeping involved at all.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Once, Minseok texted Lu Han to go out for a soccer rematch. Lu Han&amp;#39;s five word reply: &amp;quot;Busy studying the human anatomy.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan gave Lu Han a duplicate key to his apartment and Lu Han did the same. Sometimes Lu Han would wake up to the scent of bacon being fried only to find Yifan in his kitchen preparing breakfast for him. He would sometimes find a flower or a lovely post it message by his pillow the moment he opens his eyes. Every time that happened, he&amp;#39;d pull Yifan by the waist and kiss him sloppily as a sign of gratitude.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Receiving this kind of treatment was new to Lu Han. He was used to being the one doing those simple romantic gestures to his past girlfriends. But he didn&amp;#39;t complain. In fact, he enjoyed himself. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;It was then that he realized that this was the first time he ever felt that much love for another person before. He never felt his heart feel so at home with anyone. He never felt it beat so much that it felt like it would literally jump out of his chest. He never felt himself feel exactly opposite extremes emotionally. All of this had one cause and that was Wu Yifan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;The rain was pouring one day and Lu Han came in to Yifan&amp;#39;s apartment soaking wet. The news already foretold heavy rains and a possible storm. Yifan looked angrily at the soaked man in front of him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;What the fuck Han?! You already know that it was gonna rain hard today! Why the fuck did you even go outside?!&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han&amp;#39;s eyes squint with cheekiness and his shit-eating grin makes Yifan want to punch him but he held back.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;There was something that I really needed to buy! It was on sale only for today!&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;What on earth could possibly be that important for you to go out on your way and brave the pouring rain like an idiot?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han&amp;#39;s shit-eating grin is still unwavering as he took out a black box from the pocket inside his jacket.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;This.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;He opened it to reveal two golden bracelets that looked like a bent nail. Yifan&amp;#39;s eyes widened like saucers as he stared at the object in Lu Han&amp;#39;s hand.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Couple bracelets! One for you and one for me.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han took out the bracelets from their case and put the first one on Yifan&amp;#39;s wrist. He gestured for Yifan to do the same to which the latter absent-mindedly complied. Yifan was still at a loss for words from Lu Han&amp;#39;s surprise.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I really wanted something that would always remind us of each other no matter how far apart we are. Rings are too clich&amp;eacute; and I&amp;#39;m not a necklace kind of guy so I thought, &amp;#39;why not bracelets?&amp;#39;. Pretty cool right?&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan could only smile as he took Lu Han&amp;#39;s hands and kissed them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Thank you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;He stepped closer to the smaller one and kissed him sweetly on the mouth. The latter kissed back with just as much lovingness.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Wu Yifan, I love you so much.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;I love you too Lu han, more than you&amp;#39;ll ever know.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Things went well for Yifan and Lu Han. They both revealed their relationship to their families when they graduated from college. Lu Han&amp;#39;s parents were surprisingly very accepting of their relationship. However, Yifan&amp;#39;s parents were not. Yifan&amp;#39;s mother still kept in contact with him, supporting her son in every possible way, but she could not bring herself to accept Lu Han as her son&amp;#39;s lover. Yifan&amp;#39;s father ultimately cut off connections with him. Yifan didn&amp;#39;t mind. He was never close to his father anyway.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;After graduation, the two decided to buy a condominium and move in together. They both entered medical school and everything felt like nothing could go wrong.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;YEAR 2007&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;They were seated on the couch watching tv like any other night when all of a sudden Yifan felt sick and ran to the bathroom. Lu Han looked over at the door from where he was sitting, worry painted in his face. Lu Han heard a loud thud and he immediately ran over to see what happened to Yifan. Eyes widening in horror, Lu Han found him unconscious on the bathroom floor.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan was immediately rushed to the hospital. The doctors were not able to fully figure out what was wrong with him but did give him a medication for his fever. They told the couple to immediately come back to the hospital the moment Yifan feels something wrong.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;After two more incidents of vomiting and fainting, the doctors admitted Yifan to the hospital for further examinations. On the second week Lu Han was given the diagnosis. Yifan had stage three cancer.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han felt the floor of the hospital fall through. He had to hold onto the walls for support. It was impossible. Yifan was an extremely healthy person. Lu Han knew the probability of survival for stage three patients but he wanted to give it the benefit of a doubt. He asked the doctor about the chances of Yifan recovering. The doctor looked so sorry as he answered the pained man in front of him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;There have been some cases of recovery but those are very rare. Seeing Mr. Wu&amp;#39;s condition right now, and after running the tests, I&amp;#39;d say that he has about a year or two left.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;It was the first time Lu Han felt like his world was crumbling from underneath his feet. His heart was in pain. His eyes began to blur as hot tears trickled down his cheeks. He was angry and in pain. There were a lot of other people in this world who could&amp;#39;ve been befallen by this mad disease, why did it have to be the only person he loved so dearly?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Dragging his feet along, Lu Han silently entered Yifan&amp;#39;s private room. He found his lover still sleeping. He looked so peaceful and beautiful Lu Han found it hard to believe that this was the image of someone whose days were numbered. He sat down next to Yifan&amp;#39;s bed, took his hand, and cried his heart out. He thought that the world wasn&amp;#39;t fair. Yifan didn&amp;#39;t deserve any of this.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Two days later, Yifan found out. He calmly accepted his fate but was more concerned about Lu Han. He knew that the other one would never take it well. He wanted to live for Lu Han.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;A week aftter, Lu Han informed Yifan&amp;#39;s mother about it. Yifan&amp;#39;s parents went to the hospital immediately and Lu Han gave them enough privacy with their son. When they came out of the room, Yifan&amp;#39;s mother held Lu Han in an embrace and apologized for ever hurting Lu Han and asked him to always be by her son&amp;#39;s side. She thanked him so much her words began to slur because of her sobbing. Yifan&amp;#39;s father held Lu Han by the shoulder, refusing to look him in the eye. Lu Han noticed that tears streaked down his face. He thanked Lu Han for being a part of Yifan&amp;#39;s life and that he should take care of him and love him more than he ever could. Lu Han knew that his parents&amp;#39; acceptance was the only thing that Yifan could ask for and at that moment Lu Han was overflowing with happiness for his lover.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;The next few months were spent with all of their friends coming over even though they were now busy with their own careers. It felt like those days when they would all hang out together at school, in the field or at the court. Although Yifan&amp;#39;s state was slowly deteriorating, being with people he felt at home with made him forget everything else. Sometimes the others would leave the room, not wanting to let Yifan see the pain they felt because of this cruel fate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Yifan&amp;#39;s parents looked after their son every single day and Yifan felt like he was back to his childhood days when their family felt whole and happy. Lu Han&amp;#39;s parents also came every now and then to help in any way they can.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han never left Yifan&amp;#39;s side. When they had nothing else to do, Lu Han would take Yifan&amp;#39;s hand and they&amp;#39;d just talk like everything was normal. Lu Han laughed at Yifan for arguing with the nurses and doctors whenever they asked him to take off his couple bracelet. Yifan said it was a reminder of their love and everything he believed in. Even in his frail condition, Yifan was as authoritative and stubborn as ever. Lu Han liked it because despite all the drastic changes Yifan was still Yifan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Sometimes Lu Han and Yifan would talk about a positive future ahead of them. They talk of graduating from med school and working abroad, maybe helping around in less fortunate areas. After a couple of years they will adopt a child or two. Their eyes would glisten and their smiles would stretch so wide in their animated conversations. They both liked that kind of future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But sometimes Yifan would tighten his grip on Lu Han&amp;#39;s hand and fight back the tears.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;When I&amp;#39;m gone, I don&amp;#39;t want that to be the end of you too. I want you to be happy, even without me. I want you to become what you want to be. Be one of the greatest doctors the world has ever seen. If you meet someone new... It hurts to even think of that possibility, but if you do meet someone new, then I will give you my blessing wherever I am. I just don&amp;#39;t want your world to stop turning the moment I leave this world. I love you. I love you. All I want is for you to be happy.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Whenever Yifan speaks of those words, Lu Han always feels the urge to argue back, but he would always hold back and just silently cry.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;OCTOBER 19, 2009&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han wakes up to the sounds of doctors and nurses rushing into the room. He looks over at Yifan, whose face has gone pale and looked like marble. The hand he was holding was extremely cold and starting to turn blue. He heard the wailing of Yifan&amp;#39;s mother from the doorway. Lu Han was frozen in place. He couldn&amp;#39;t move. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;They pulled up the white sheet over Yifan&amp;#39;s head and took him away. Even then Lu Han did not move a muscle. When the only things left in the room were Yifan&amp;#39;s empty bed, a nurse fixing the equipment and the wails and sobs of Yifan&amp;#39;s mother, everything finally sunk in to Lu Han. Tears were streaming down his face. He looked over at the empty bed and started screaming. He screamed out his lungs until it felt raw. He kicked and threw everything in sight. He clutched at his heart which was now broken and impossible to mend. Everyone in the hospital who heard of Lu Han&amp;#39;s cries felt the extreme sadness and desperation of the man who was now nothing but a defeated creature on the cold hospital floor. Yifan was gone. The love of his life was gone. The only person he ever truly loved and loved only him was gone. Half of his life died along with the man named Wu Yifan.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;OCTOBER 19, 2014&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;It has been five years since Yifan left. Lu Han is sitting down on the ground, leaning beside a headstone. The scenerey was bathing in the remnants of the sunrays. Lu Han thought the sunset looked so beautiful from this spot. He knew Yifan would have loved it. He pats the fresh flowers laid down in front of the headstone as his calm and peaceful face emerges as he talks to no one in particular.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Yifan... Fanfan... How have you been lately? The chief doctor in my department is very pleased with me. I&amp;#39;ll become a resident doctor soon. Then I&amp;#39;ll work my ass off and focus on specialization. What do you think I should pick? I&amp;#39;m still undecided.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;The cool wind softly blows Lu Han&amp;#39;s hair as he exhales in satisfaction.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Fanfan... I miss you so much.&amp;quot; Lu Han&amp;#39;s fingers glide against the cold marble of the headstone as the tears he&amp;#39;s been holding back finally stream down.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Fanfan, I&amp;#39;m so sorry. It&amp;#39;s already been five years and I still haven&amp;#39;t fulfilled your wish. I became a doctor, just like you wanted. I&amp;#39;m going to be one of the best this world has ever seen, I&amp;#39;ll make sure of that. But I don&amp;#39;t think I can ever be as happy as you wanted me to be. How can I possibly be that happy again when the happiest I have ever been was when I was with you.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;Lu Han caresses his bracelet, the one identical to Yifan&amp;#39;s. With a deep sigh, he closes his eyes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;&amp;quot;Yifan, I&amp;#39;m sorry. I could never be as happy because the happiest I have ever been was when I was with you. I could never meet and love someone again because I have never loved anyone the way I loved you. You were my sun and moon. You were my person. You still are. You always will be.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:10.0pt;"&gt;The cool wind softly blows the fallen leaves upon Lu Han&amp;#39;s feet, the man still leaning upon the cold headstone. The leaves danced along to the paths of the wind, dancing away until it can be seen no longer.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a name='cutid1-end'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:3540</id>
    <author>
      <name>deeragon_xing</name>
    </author>
    <lj:poster user="deeragon_xing" userid="66403016"/>
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    <title>Only You</title>
    <published>2013-10-02T15:30:03Z</published>
    <updated>2013-10-02T15:30:03Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Title: Only You&lt;br /&gt;Pairings: KrisHan, MyeonSoo, Kaihun, Chanbaek Slight!Taoris, HunHan&lt;br /&gt;Ratings : PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Summary: Luhan feels really dissapointed and jealous at the same time when kris answered that his favorite member in EXO is Tao, not him. He started to wonder whether Kris is still loving him or not, since they're a (real) couple, and he's afraid if the answer is no. But Kris has an explanation for all of his actions.&lt;br /&gt;What will happen to them?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This story inspired from Park So Hyun's (PSH) Love Game's Summer Special Idol Version Radio where EXO became the guest.&lt;br /&gt;There's no special moments there (except Suho's propose to D.O XD haha), but since i'm a KrisHan hard shipper, i wanted to make a story beside Kris's answer to PSH question about his fave member..&lt;br /&gt;It's my first fanfic published in English, so i'm really sorry if my grammar isn't good..since english isn't my first language X_X&lt;br /&gt;anyway, i'd like to accept any comments, and critic..and i'll post the story soon..</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:3252</id>
    <author>
      <name>i can't get up so i</name>
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    <lj:poster user="uberchrome" userid="40877304"/>
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    <title>Everything You Can Remember in Thirty Seconds is Yours to Keep</title>
    <published>2013-09-04T09:38:51Z</published>
    <updated>2013-09-04T09:38:51Z</updated>
    <category term="author: u"/>
    <category term="fanwork: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="length: tripleshot"/>
    <category term="rating: pg-13"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span style="line-height: 1.4;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;title:&lt;/b&gt; Everything You Can Remember in Thirty Seconds is Yours To Keep&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;pairing: &lt;/b&gt;kris/luhan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;length:&lt;/b&gt; threeshot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;genre:&lt;/b&gt; romance, fantasy, sci-fi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;summary: &lt;/b&gt;you don&amp;#39;t choose the things you believe in. they choose you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://onetaotrees.livejournal.com/7824.html" target="_blank" target="_blank"&gt;Seoul functions through fuels, luminous neon, crisp cash transferred underneath ash cascading from drowsy cashiers, bartenders, low-rate prostitutes reeking of men never their lovers. This type of universe never held the puppet strings drawing Luhan closer.&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:3063</id>
    <author>
      <name>Static heartbeats &amp; staccato footfalls.</name>
    </author>
    <lj:poster user="pretend_parties" userid="61759504"/>
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    <title>[exo] hello there, the angel from my nightmare ( i'm here to take back what's mine )</title>
    <published>2013-08-24T15:11:20Z</published>
    <updated>2013-08-24T15:11:20Z</updated>
    <category term="author: p"/>
    <category term="rating: pg"/>
    <category term="genre: angst"/>
    <category term="fanwork: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="length: oneshot"/>
    <category term="genre: romance"/>
    <content type="html">|| kris x luhan, minor jongin x yixing || pg || angst, romance ||&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;warning:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href='https://www.livejournal.com/rsearch/?tags=%23HowToGrammar'&gt;#HowToGrammar&lt;/a&gt;, Character death // &lt;b&gt;disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; copyright infringement not intended&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;summary&lt;/b&gt;: i&amp;#39;m going home to you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pretend-parties.livejournal.com/6477.html" target="_blank"&gt;cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:2722</id>
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    <title>[AD] EXO Drabble Challenge Community!</title>
    <published>2013-01-08T23:09:06Z</published>
    <updated>2013-01-08T23:09:06Z</updated>
    <category term="!advertisement"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align:center"&gt;&lt;img alt="" border="0" src="https://imgprx.livejournal.net/381fd1b3f221a5b048ef5f9142e17be9c4318949107b5b1937f70ab64eb606fa/P2WlxyVijxKvg25r9cpSV0Mdsf-ah7h0zFqDU7tQwcTG_hrYh4-mB0dpEBVuBEZpsQ1NkC7TZAFXGVxDmAA070oAmH7ANqeR410SuQ:wnIWuPkQLUU9yrJeMPOPRg" title="" fetchpriority="high" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/community/join.bml?comm=exoplosion" target="_blank"&gt;Join&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://exoplosion.livejournal.com/1194.html" target="_blank"&gt;Rules&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="http://exoplosion.livejournal.com/704.html" target="_blank"&gt;Affiliates&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="#ffffff" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="500"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffffff" valign="top" width="100%"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align:justify"&gt;Welcome to &lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="exoplosion" lj:user="exoplosion" &gt;&lt;a href="https://exoplosion.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://exoplosion.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;exoplosion&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, a weekly drabble challenge community for EXO. If you wish to participate in the challenges or simply wish to stay in the sidelines as a spectator, feel free to join or watch the community for updates.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:2185</id>
    <author>
      <name>xoxoexo</name>
    </author>
    <lj:poster user="xoxoexo" userid="52280163"/>
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    <title>[Advertisement] New 'writing competition' community! (for exo)</title>
    <published>2012-09-28T13:32:12Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-28T13:32:12Z</updated>
    <category term="!advertisement"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align:center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://galaexo.livejournal.com" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img alt="" border="0" src="https://i1239.photobucket.com/albums/ff516/Viviaan_Lybianto/tumblr_m1qr1405tc1qjoqpzo1_500_zps54ce713d.png" title="" fetchpriority="high" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;click on picture to be linked to the site! (:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a new &amp;#39;writing competition&amp;#39; community and&amp;nbsp;&lt;i&gt;anyone&lt;/i&gt;&amp;nbsp;can participate!&lt;br /&gt;Be sure to join the competitions that we will be putting up! ^^&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Accepted by mod&amp;nbsp;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     "  data-ljuser="chens" lj:user="chens" &gt;&lt;a href="https://chens.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://chens.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;chens&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; (: Thank you!&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:1778</id>
    <author>
      <name>leejaehwa7</name>
    </author>
    <lj:poster user="leejaehwa7" userid="31971212"/>
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    <title>Secret Counterpart</title>
    <published>2012-08-15T05:10:33Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-15T05:10:33Z</updated>
    <category term="genre: angst"/>
    <category term="author: l"/>
    <category term="length: oneshot"/>
    <category term="rating: pg-13"/>
    <category term="genre: romance"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: Secret Counterpart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author&lt;/b&gt;: leejaehwa7&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: Kris/Luhan, fake!Kris/Lay, past!Xiumin/Luhan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warning&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary&lt;/b&gt;: Luhan meets Wufan and falls in love instantly only to find out later that he&amp;rsquo;s being deceived by Wufan who is leading a second life as a pornstar.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;b class=""&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://leejaehwa7.livejournal.com/43693.html#cutid1" target="_blank"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:1188</id>
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    <title>[MOD] Moderator Application</title>
    <published>2012-08-06T20:25:47Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-07T00:29:51Z</updated>
    <category term="!mod post"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are interested in becoming a moderator here at &lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="krishanfic" lj:user="krishanfic" &gt;&lt;a href="https://krishanfic.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://krishanfic.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;krishanfic&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, this is what will be required of you:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;make sure posters are following the rules&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;if absolutely necessary, issue bans to members&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;answer any of the member&amp;#39;s queries, should there be any&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;communicate with other mods through lj or other means that apply to this community.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Before applying, make sure you meet these two requirements&lt;/u&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;have at least two months of experience on livejournal&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;active in your livejournal account&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are interested in becoming a moderator of this community, please leave a comment below using this format:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Name:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Age:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Email:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;What can you do for &amp;lt;lj user=&amp;quot;krishanfic&amp;quot; &amp;gt;&amp;lt;/lj&amp;gt;?&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Any modding experience?&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all comments are screened.&lt;a name='cutid1-end'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:868</id>
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    <title>[MOD] Affiliates</title>
    <published>2012-08-06T20:20:19Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-24T13:16:12Z</updated>
    <category term="!affiliates"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;u&gt;EXO Related&lt;/u&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="sonyeoncheonji" lj:user="sonyeoncheonji" &gt;&lt;a href="https://sonyeoncheonji.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://sonyeoncheonji.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;sonyeoncheonji&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="exochocolate" lj:user="exochocolate" &gt;&lt;a href="https://exochocolate.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://exochocolate.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;exochocolate&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="taorisfics" lj:user="taorisfics" &gt;&lt;a href="https://taorisfics.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://taorisfics.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;taorisfics&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="tae_kai" lj:user="tae_kai" &gt;&lt;a href="https://tae-kai.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://tae-kai.livejournal.com/" 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&gt;&lt;b&gt;baektao&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="breakfastcouple" lj:user="breakfastcouple" &gt;&lt;a href="https://breakfastcouple.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://breakfastcouple.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;breakfastcouple&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="temptinglips" lj:user="temptinglips" &gt;&lt;a href="https://temptinglips.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://temptinglips.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;temptinglips&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="sehanaday" lj:user="sehanaday" &gt;&lt;a href="https://sehanaday.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://sehanaday.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;sehanaday&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="xiuhanlove" lj:user="xiuhanlove" &gt;&lt;a href="https://xiuhanlove.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://xiuhanlove.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;xiuhanlove&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-deleted  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="galaexo" lj:user="galaexo" &gt;&lt;a href="https://galaexo.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://galaexo.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;galaexo&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you would like to be affiliated with &lt;span  class="ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     "  data-ljuser="krishanfic" lj:user="krishanfic" &gt;&lt;a href="https://krishanfic.livejournal.com/profile/"  target="_self"  class="i-ljuser-profile" &gt;&lt;img  class="i-ljuser-userhead"  src="https://l-stat.livejournal.net/img/community.png?v=556&amp;v=923.1" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="https://krishanfic.livejournal.com/" class="i-ljuser-username"   target="_self"   &gt;&lt;b&gt;krishanfic&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, please leave a comment below using this form:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;&amp;lt;font size=&amp;quot;1&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;community/username:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Genre:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;b&amp;gt;Owner/s:&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br /&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/font&amp;gt;&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;a name='cutid1-end'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:564</id>
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    <title>[MOD] Tagging Guide</title>
    <published>2012-08-06T20:12:27Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-07T06:17:46Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tagging plays a very important part in making sure that the community stays neat and organized. Please refer to the rules&amp;nbsp;post for a list of rules before you begin posting. As a general rule, each fanfic entry should have at least five tags:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;author&lt;/b&gt;: a&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;fanwork&lt;/b&gt;: fanfic&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;genre&lt;/b&gt;: angst&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;length&lt;/b&gt;: oneshot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;rating&lt;/b&gt;: g&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please PM or leave a comment here should you need a tag which isn&amp;#39;t present in this list.&amp;nbsp;Should you have any questions, please drop a comment here and we&amp;#39;ll get back to you as soon as we can. Remember to follow the rules and have fun posting!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name='cutid1-end'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krishanfic:274</id>
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    <title>[MOD] Rules</title>
    <published>2012-08-06T19:31:53Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-06T20:07:09Z</updated>
    <category term="fanwork: fanart"/>
    <category term="author: z"/>
    <category term="author: o"/>
    <category term="author: a"/>
    <category term="author: t"/>
    <category term="author: k"/>
    <category term="!advertisement"/>
    <category term="author: l"/>
    <category term="author: x"/>
    <category term="author: j"/>
    <category term="genre: fluff"/>
    <category term="length: ficlet"/>
    <category term="author: u"/>
    <category term="author: s"/>
    <category term="author: v"/>
    <category term="length: tripleshot"/>
    <category term="genre: au"/>
    <category term="rating: pg-13"/>
    <category term="author: n"/>
    <category term="author: h"/>
    <category term="rating: nc-17"/>
    <category term="genre: smut"/>
    <category term="author: r"/>
    <category term="author: d"/>
    <category term="author: y"/>
    <category term="fanwork: fanmix"/>
    <category term="author: e"/>
    <category term="length: doubleshot"/>
    <category term="genre: sci-fi"/>
    <category term="genre: drama"/>
    <category term="author: p"/>
    <category term="genre: humor"/>
    <category term="author: g"/>
    <category term="author: q"/>
    <category term="author: w"/>
    <category term="author: #"/>
    <category term="genre: supernatural"/>
    <category term="genre: angst"/>
    <category term="fanwork: fanvideo"/>
    <category term="!affiliates"/>
    <category term="genre: thriller"/>
    <category term="author: c"/>
    <category term="rating: g"/>
    <category term="genre: crack"/>
    <category term="author: f"/>
    <category term="genre: romance"/>
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    <category term="length: chaptered"/>
    <category term="genre: adventure"/>
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    <category term="rating: pg"/>
    <category term="!mod post"/>
    <category term="fanwork: fanfiction"/>
    <category term="length: oneshot"/>
    <category term="genre: horror"/>
    <category term="fanwork: icon/graphics"/>
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    <category term="length: drabble"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;01. Keep your posts on topic. The fanfictions, graphics, fanvideos, and other fanmade materials must center on krishan. Side pairings are allowed, but the focus must be on this pairing, no exceptions. If you&amp;#39;re not sure whether or not your post falls under that category, ask the mod.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;02. No plagiarism of any kind will be tolerated. If you are caught, you will immediately be banned from this community.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;03. Be nice. No flaming or insulting other members and/or their work. Intolerance of any kind will be promptly banned.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;04. Tag your entries. We have a strict tag system that you must follow, which you can find here. Also, please refer to our tagging guide if you need any assistance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;05. Do not change the default font size, color, and face for your posts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;06. Do not link to locked posts or to posts that will be locked in the near future. Posts of this nature will be promptly deleted, and the author given a warning. On the other hand, please lock R/NC-17 rated works to the community by 48 hours after posted. If not locked by then, your entry will be promptly&amp;nbsp;deleted, no questions asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;07. Conserve space and everyone&amp;#39;s f-lists. LJ-cut anything and everything. Do not spam the community and post an entry for each update if it is possible to just update the most recent one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;08. Please obtain permission first before posting an advertisement or a project.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;09. All images must be 300x100 pixels maximum. If larger, they must go under an lj-cut. If you do not know how to use an lj-cut, copy this css code:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;textarea&gt;&amp;lt;lj-cut text=&amp;quot;Read more&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Everything within will be under the cut.&amp;lt;/lj-cut&amp;gt;&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Failure to meet any of these rules may result in a temporary or permanent ban from this community.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for a posting guide, here&amp;#39;s what you&amp;#39;ll need to add when submitting your fanfiction:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s)&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warning&lt;/b&gt; (if necessary)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In terms of warnings:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note that these should always be warned for in a fanwork, and that this is not a complete list of warnings. If you are unsure as to whether you should warn for an element of your fanwork, do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Bestiality&lt;/b&gt;: Sexual activity with animals.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;BDSM&lt;/b&gt;: Bondage, domination and sado-masochism.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dub-con&lt;/b&gt;: Sex of dubious consent.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Incest&lt;/b&gt;: Sexual intercourse between close relatives.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Non-con&lt;/b&gt;: Non-consensual sex, rape.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pedophilia&lt;/b&gt;: Sexual intercourse between an adult and a prepubescent.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Warning for character death is strongly recommended.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Should any of you have any queries, please leave a comment below or message the mod&lt;/u&gt;. Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name='cutid1-end'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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