La La La~

Still rocking this journal after so many years!

koenma — Sat, 17 Dec 2011 06:56:31 GMT

It's weird having this journal still active and updated periodically... Too weird!

I'M ALIVE!

koenma — Sat, 26 Aug 2006 04:45:36 GMT

I just got myself addicted to WoW >_<

Quite a simple life right now...

dskifuaiewjcaujf?!!! :D

koenma — Mon, 10 Jul 2006 04:09:17 GMT

*stretches and shouts* OFF TO SEATTLE, WA TOMORROW MORNING!

Damn I've been waiting for this forever! Of course I'm worried about everything, but I think once I'm on the train, I'll be fine.

35 hour train trip. Non-stop. ZZZZ... :D

Shit, I'm hyper right now. Ah I need sleep!

Gacked from astoldbytina

koenma — Sun, 09 Apr 2006 20:51:11 GMT

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Hah!

koenma — Thu, 06 Apr 2006 05:14:03 GMT

With all my paperwork done, all that I have left to do is to turn in that substitution application...

Not sure if I can handle tutoring, school, and substituting but I wonder if it is a good idea to give it a try. I think it's time to reset my schedule to a more reasonable pace instead of winging my tutoring and coming in at odd times... LOL.

As for my classes...well...

It's frustrating because I have little to talk about and I'm not very opinionated. I know I should be, but for some reason, I think I'm falling into moratorium. Bad timing on my behalf. Everything seems pointless and the work they're making me do is part hillarious and part interesting. I hope things change, but at the moment, things really suck.

I see future teachers sitting in their seats beaming with enthusiasm, thinking that they're going to nurture their students with love and support. They already believe that they're going to be somewhat successful because they're going to be prepared. I doubt that it is going to happen, partly because not all students are going to be equal. They learn at different rates and have different ways of learning. Not every student is going to warm up to every teachers' style of teaching.

Although I say this, I know that a good percent of those taking the class are going ot be great teachers after a good trial-and-error run. And I believe that I'm going to be one of them. I value education as much as every single person in that classroom, even though I don't show it. However, I know that I have a lot more to learn before I become a "decent" teacher. And I know I should know my field like the back of my hand, but to be truthful, I don't. People will already judge me because they believe that I have to know my field.

Must I act like all-knowledgable? I know my stuff, just give me a book to refresh my mind and I can show you how good I am. And yet, I feel that being in the history field, not all history teachers need to know the exact dates of every event that has happened in the past. I know I shouldn't be like "oh if they don't know, that gives me the option to not know my stuff too!" But at the same time, I don't blame them since they're tethered down by the California Content Standards and state exams. Teachers and students are stressed to the point where they can't maintain that enthusiasm that they had in the very beginning...

Perhaps I'm being an idiot here. I think I'm going to spend this summer reading and travelling. Re-reading my history books (perhaps purchase some good narrative versions) and experience the world firsthand. I'm going to try my best to go to as many places as possible and hopefully that'll be enough time for me to un-jam myself from this weird state of mind.

Future teachers are the scientists who must test their theories (teaching style) on unfortunate subjects (students).

That is what I believe and I want to make sure that my future students get what they need to continue on being successful. There's failure along the road, I understand that 100%, but I hope that I avoid them as much as I can. Compromise and patience... Enthusiasm is always good to maintain also.

I'm going to show the world that this little girl is going to be as successful as she envisioned herself to be! HAH!

Also, a friend of mines has an idea of opening a little joint that serves food and drinks (boba and other popular "kick-back" beverages) with a side of music (live band play). Perhaps that might just happen in the future. Sounds like a good investment since there are four minds that have that in mind. It might be possible... And if you're thinking of a bunch of questions, I have the same exact one's in mind :D

Just a thought. Perhaps an opportunity will present itself sometime along the timeline. But with California's wonderful costs, I think it'll take a lot of effort time and money. And committment is a major factor.

Heh, when I think of four, I think of the Big Four. Haha. Go History. I love it damn, I have to admit it LOL.

Shit, I think I remember the transcontinental railroad information more than anything else >_< Where is my WWI and II information? Omg, my brain!

*implodes* :O

I hate handling paperwork

koenma — Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:14:22 GMT

CSULA, why are you so damn slow with processing degrees?

So when my grades were posted yesterday, I immediately visited the school to check on my pending bachelor's degree. I'm seriously in need of some financial aid and the only reason I'm not receiving any is because of the graduation department being a slow ass sloth. Of course, there's no way of speeding up the process and as I wait here, financial aid funds are being distributed to those who are more fortunate, leaving me with nothing and much to worry about. They're making me wait and there's a possiblity that my degree won't be posted till the END of spring quarter! Now the paperwork says that I'll be graduating in WINTER quarter NOT spring quarter. What the hell are they doing?

From what I've learned, there are only four people handling the whole school's paperwork dealing with graduation and entrance applications. Now why aren't there more than four people?

So I sit here worried and unable to do much else but wait. Seriously though, if they don't fucking post my degree in May (deadline is June for financial aid), I'm going to fucking pop. I'm already at my witt's end here. Why aren't they doing their job in an efficient manner? They force people out of their school because they can't get applications processed in a timely manner. Students are left with little information as to why their application is being held in limbo and little help is offered to ease the worry of these students.

They suck really bad. But I can't help but attend there, it's cheap and affordable, despite the three tuition raises over the past three years.

I'm hoping for the best here. Hope can only take me so far though.

So much to worry about...

I hate it when things always never go right from square one.

There's a good chance I'll have to juggle two jobs just to pay off my credit card that has my tuition fee on it LOL. INTEREST HURTS. I just hope I can hold onto two jobs...

Of course I'm also applying for scholarships. I need every single bit of cash I can accrue. It's the only way...

Ah shit, I hate the hole I'm stuck in.

Oh this is interesting...

koenma — Sun, 19 Mar 2006 05:39:09 GMT

Yoinked from Sicil~

The Johari Window: Mapping Personality

Awww :D

koenma — Sat, 18 Mar 2006 08:25:09 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Holy S**T

koenma — Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:15:04 GMT

I have to say that Photography has become one of my future passions. Looking at Peter Kun Frary's pictures make me strive to make better images in the future. Of course, I can't afford a $2,000 lens but perhaps in the future, I'll be able to chase after my dream of becoming a photographer... But what sucks the most is the fact that film photography is fading quickly. Everything is going digital and it's hard to find equipment for old 35mm cameras. Shit, I actually don't want to go digital, but I do have a little digital camera I just recently purchased :D

My professor is also retiring in about two years or so and he's been a great influence. I'll be damned if I get a professor in the future who's stuck-up and a bastard >_< Shit, that's what I get for choosing teaching as my main profession first, but I still think our future lies with the children of today.

Yeah, I know. I'm weird, but I'm damned determined to achieve both goals in my future.

Become an inspiration to adolescents and become a great photographer (a leisure one, perhaps).

Oh shit, I seriously hope I don't become a real photographer when I'm near retirement! SHIT!

*runs off screaming*

I'm selling! Come and see damn it :D

koenma — Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:02:02 GMT

Selling my collection of manga and music because it's taking up way too much room. Please be a wonderful person and help support a poor college graduate student who has shelled out over a thousand dollars (pulling it out of thin air). Feel free to poke me for a cheaper price, but don't butcher me :D I'll be posting more along the way, but this is only a small portion of my collection... I don't think I'll ever let go of my lovely artbooks though...Too precious.

Manga and Music for Sale!

All Japanese comics are in excellent condition and shipping for each book starts at $2. Please add an extra $1 for each additional book if you order more than one manga. Sets are sold as is and they will not be sold individually because it is difficult to sell the rest separately.

So please have a look. If you have any questions, I'll be more than happy to answer them and feel free to bargain! I will only accept money orders and cash (but you'll have to send cash at your own risk).

Please notify me if you're out of the US because shipping charges will change.

Enjoy and thank you for taking the time to read this!

Contents pictured above are:
Fushigi Yuugi Mangas @ $2 each
Star Ocean The Second Story Vol. 1-5 $22 with free shipping
Star Ocean Blue Sphere Manga
Star Ocean Novels (both from the 2nd story) @ $2.50 each
Yu Yu Hakusho Mangas @ $2 each
Houshin Engi Manga @ $2 each
Fushigi Novels have been SOLD

Originals CDs
Fushigi Yuugi "Wo Ai Fushigi World!!" APCM-5090 $22
Fushigi Yuugi Character's Vocal ~Memories~ AYCM-574 $20
Fushigi Yuugi Original Soundtrack APCM-5064 $20

These are CDs are produced by Victor Animation and are originals, endorsed by Kadokawa Shoten Publishing Co. LTD)
Record of Lodoss War OSTII JNA-15152 $12 (out of print!)
Record of Lodoss War OSTIII JNA-15162 $12 (out of print!)

Below are SM copies, bootlegs of CDs
Fushigi Yuugi Everlasting Story GGG-063 $6
Fushigi Yuugi Single Collections GA-038 $6
Fushigi Yuugi Star of Love GGG-046 (cover sleeve is damaged, can show image of it if requested) $5
Fushigi Yuugi Eternal Scat GGG-047 $6

I love this damn it

koenma — Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:02:07 GMT

I love my Canon Rebel Ti <3 It's amazing, letting me take multiple exposures on one frame and I can do bracketing! Omfg, how the hell did I not live with this? Photography, you're a pain in the farking ass but damn is this going to be an amazing experience. Right when the quarter is about to end too >_<

Oh I have to show you guys some of my work too. I'll make sure to upload those when I'm done with my quarter.

Been working on my projects and essays for the past few weeks and my money seems to flow away from me faster than I can say "shit." Photography is time consuming and pricy, but I think the experience is worth it. Although I wish I could continue my work in order to maintain my money spending, but I took two weeks off so that I can finish up my school work. Working on and off is not good for the young students I'm tutoring. They seem to digress this quarter compared to my last quarter, which was solid and they improved.

This one kid is a fifth grader and knows little and cares about nothing. And the only thing he needed was support. He managed to learn how to multiply with his fingers, counting through the whole table by himself and I my hopes of him memorizing it is great. I won't set my expectations high, but I certainly hope that he has it up really high so that he can advance. He still has a lot to work on, but it's going along smoothly until I got bashed in school and I took days off >_< I hope that when I come back for their next trimester, that he's not digressing nor feeling insignificant (it's sad to see a kid call himself/herself stupid).

Other than that, there are tons of problems that I have to handle including all the paperwork for graduation and so forth. But on the brighter side, I have my substitution application in my car for two districts and I do hope to start substituting next month or so. My high school teacher also suggested that I get an application for summer teaching and hopefully I'll be able to get one in a week or so. I still need to type up a resume and get everything xeroxed by next week so that I can turn it in with my teacher's portfolio.

Ah, I gotta jet.

Pictures!

koenma — Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:22:15 GMT

I'm currently taking a photography class @ CSULA and I was one of the first (actually there were only two, including moi) to develop my film roll! Took me about two hours total, from removing the spool of camera film - from that little container when you people see when you load your camera - to the development of negatives. Lots of chemicals, agitation (shaking the little container with my film), and time went into a lovely experience. One slight problem...

I can't print pictures out....yet. Have to wait till Wednesday, which really sucks because I wanted to start on it already. I love a manual 35mm SLR camera. It gives you so many options to shoot a photo even though the camera I use needs a crankin' every time a photo is taken :) Lovely item though, we'll see how well the quality is when I get my hands on the Enlarger and etcetera.

Besides that, I'm doing well right now. Just began work also, but that's a whole different story. A tad bit difficult to deal with the kids I'm working with but that's no surprise. Determined to make a difference, but at the same time dreading the fact that there may be no immediate improvement.

Ah, I'm sick too. Isn't that wonderful? To think, I thought I was done with the stomach problem, now this. Stupid brother got me sick! I have the same exact symptoms as him and he was all like "I didn't get you sick, it may be allergies." That twat lol, drives me insane sometimes.

Ahhh sleepy. Mochi out.

Holy Crap

koenma — Wed, 04 Jan 2006 01:00:05 GMT

Did I not say that the Xenosaga series were the prequel to the Xenogears RPG? Although I'm just basing it off of Citan Uzuki from Xenogears and Jin Uzuki from Xenosaga, it seems that the costumes are merging... Freaky I tell you. Go and look up Citan Uzuki and you'll see his costume, but then check out this little part from Xenosaga III, showing Jin in battle with new attire that looks similar to Citan's attire:

Crazy huh? I'm just wondering where the other characters are going. The gears are starting to look more human like, compared from the first Xenosaga game, which looked blocky... Sadly enough, I've never completed the two Xenosaga games; they didn't seem very interesting but I'll try again sometime (if I have the time). Perhaps the third Xenosaga will be more interesting although I won't understand one bit of it because I didn't play the other two X3 Not that it matters... LOL.

I've been playing Dragon Quest VIII and it is pretty fun. The graphics and voice acting aren't too bad either (except for Ishmahri, damn it makes me cringe). Waiting for Kingdom Hearts II, Okami, and Xenosaga III... Yesssss.

Eh. First day of school for me. Off I go~

Hah

koenma — Tue, 20 Dec 2005 06:17:11 GMT

My newest creation! Kinda weird looking considering I'm working from my laptop (which is now my official computer to do everything). I think I like it though, but it was frigging exasperating since the original picture was in a blue hue... There are like, a million layers in the damn file and it almost got confusing X3;; At least I finished it.

Yup, forgot to work on Ron. I think I spent too much time on Snape...Burned out X3

Going to spend the whole day tomorrow making cookies for the army workforce that is Brightwood. Two of the teachers I help with gave me lovely presents and it is only fair for this young one to return a favor. Baking cookies and making a cheesecake on the side just for fun... I'm spending like mad but it is quite fine, it's for others and as long as they have a smile, I'll be happy. Shit, I forgot about the Christimas cards! Ah, fuck it.

Sorry guys. Perhaps I can send some cookies through the mail? But then again, there's like the paranoia mail thing... Err, if you guys and gals want cookies, drop me an e-mail at mochister at gmail dot com and I'll be happy to send a couple over. They're sugar cookies with signature mochi design! Haven't done any yet, but I'll get to it tomorrow :d

Yum, cookies.

Wow...

koenma — Sun, 18 Dec 2005 07:26:16 GMT

Took me two hours to make my new icon. Shit I'm rusty. It's horrible looking if I look at it more LOL. Oh well, it's a start. I couldn't even find a decent picture to work with. Ron is so cute though <3 Woah, enough of my pedophile-ness. Woah.

Hah, I still know how to use Photoshop... Kinda... Crap.

I think the "mortified" part needs to be brightened up a bit more to heighten the POW effect, eh I'll edit that tomorrow when I get a good night's rest. Grr, layers suck.

Oh~

koenma — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 06:17:51 GMT

I like this a lot. Nice simplistic layout <3 Damn, I'm out of date with LJ, not realizing that there's an update on layouts.

Dude, what else am I missing out on? Shit, the porn! Musn't forget the pr0n!

*runs off to find pr0n*

Omg, Harry Potter rocked my socks. And like I'm loving every character dudes and dudettes~! Weasley, Snape, and Potter love~ <3

I need my icon-making skillz back! I can't keep Kabuto and Ishida forever you know... ;)

La la la~

koenma — Wed, 23 Nov 2005 22:54:19 GMT

You fit in with:
Taoism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

20% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I'm on break and I still haven't touched my geography book (nor the paper >_<). Ahh, I hate procrastinating and yet, I do it every time.

Well this brings back horrible memories...

koenma — Thu, 03 Nov 2005 04:50:51 GMT

LOOK OUT!
ïòð

mochi is a radioactive squirrel!!

From Go-Quiz.com

Great, now I will be the laughing stock for the next million years or so. I can't believe the damn squirrel is haunting me... Grrr...

Prince of Tennis...

koenma — Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:10:54 GMT

OMFG I love Kawamura <3 Always so protective of those he cares about <3 I'm so back into PoT (manga).

Although Naruto and the PoT anime have thrown me off my groove and the fillers are kinda killing the interest...

Oh wells. Back to surfing the internet~ My eyes are burning! X3

I need a Kawamura icon <3

YEAHHHHHH

koenma — Tue, 01 Nov 2005 07:15:42 GMT

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

I'm a friggin LURVE MAGNET! YESSSSS! And like, people want to explore the world with me... Yeah. Uh huh. Perhaps someday X3;;

Wow, look at that...

koenma — Thu, 27 Oct 2005 06:15:07 GMT

Time passes by really quick, don't you think?

I didn't realize that it was almost the end of the year until now. Kind of stupid really, but it's been a long time since I last posted. I'm alive, but bustling at the same time with work and school. I now work approx. six hours (a little more, a little less), three days a week, while going to school two days a week (full-time). It's not so bad but I've realized how bad I am with kids.

They warm up to me quick, but know how to push my buttons. It doesn't affect me until they're off campus, where they even try to push me around. It's hillarious at times but a little discerning when you realize that second graders are trying to pick a fight with someone much older. Ok, so I am a bit short but I'm not a weakling. And there is a huge age difference (a decade or so) and they still think they can make fun of the "tutor" after class.

It's hard juggling between keeping kids on track of things while not trying to bore them to death. I'm not sure if the skills I acquire in an elementary will be useful for me in high school -- my aim is to become a high school teacher, you know. The tolerance is different but sometimes not and the attitude is always a mystery. The second and third graders are at that horrible age where they think they're on top of the world; even if they're flunking in one of the most prestigious schools within the district. The neighborhood is lovely and the staff is absolutely wonderful, but some of the kids have the biggest egos ever.

One kid literally asked me: "Why do we have you? We can do the work ourselves and we don't need help." Now that pissed me off because the kid didn't know what he was doing and at the same time, distracting other students from doing their work. Not to mention that the kid was one of the twats who had tried to push me around (no, seriously) calling me wierd names. The kid was saying things like "My mom kicks farther than you!" And that made no sense whatsoever. Now why would you say that?

I usually ignore them but this time it was amazing how this little boy -- who barely knows how to solve for x or y -- tries to bully me around. I'm still about 1/2 a foot taller than him and his pushes don't even make me sway! I don't get it, really. The elementary that I tutor at is the top one within the district but there are quite a few kids that are way behind in their academic learning. And of course, as a tutor, I deal with those kids (along with the title I teacher).

I need to teach myself to keep a straight face (although I think I do it already). I'm not sure if my teaching style is bad either, but most kids do get the way I teach them. Others tend to take advantage at the fact I'll spend time with them, but they end up confusing themselves when they don't pay attention to either me or the teacher. I can't spend all my time with just one kid and leave the rest hanging and when I ask them, "Do you understand?" They just nod and then raise their hand five minutes later with the same question, just in a different format. They don't seem to have the attention span to pay attention to what is being taught to them.

Frustrating is not quite the word just yet but I'm getting there. Hopefully Friday won't be so bad because I really do want to help those kids who are being left behind. They're little crap heads but they're bright kids, I know that. It just takes a little more time for them to develop the skills that others have attained quickly. And to think I had a lot of patience :D Well, I think I need some more, with kids who want to challenge me.

It's time to take things up to another level and show them who's boss :D Cracking the imaginary whip and getting ready!

Oh crap, I have a midterm this coming Tuesday and I forgot to do all of those summaries... Ah, the workload is going to be killer.

I've only read about 20 pages of the geography book :D I'm into the middle of the quarter too >_< Crap.

-Mochi out

I'm not dead, just lazy...

koenma — Mon, 10 Oct 2005 02:37:11 GMT

Once again, laziness has beaten me.

Haven't posted in ages, but for good reason. Just thought I'd give the internet a rest and I certainly have been neglecting my internet routine.

Nothing new but I must say that life has its frustrating days and exciting days. Friends are quite entrenched in their own miniature warfares and as for moi, I'm sitting back and enjoying my last quarter. I also have work and it's good work too; working for six hours, three days a week -- what is there not to love about life right now?

Of course, life isn't as easy for me when it comes to paper work and other little things that aggrivate me when I try to make things right. So my credential program paperwork is due -- I turn that in promptly before the deadline (one week before that is :D). I write out checks and fill out the neccessary applications and write out the essay, so I'm waiting for that. Hopefully I get in easy as pie, but if there are problems, they're going to see hell :D

Classes are hectic but in a good way. I have four physical education classes: archery, swimming, aerobics, and weight training. In that order, I have one hour gaps (with weight training on Saturday) inbetween and I'm usually sore by the next day in which I have to work. So limping is my daily routine and soreness. Losing weight isn't my goal here, instead it's to fill in the missing units to maintain my fulltime student status. I'm enjoying it though :D

Other than those, I'm taking two more classes required for my Bachelors in Social Science (concentration in History). Just have to handle political science and my upper division geography class (in which I only have to read a book and write a review paper on it). The geography book itself is about four-hundred pages long but I think I'll enjoy it. It's already the third week and I haven't read the book... I'm bad. I need to get started on that soon. Perhaps tonight...

Political science bores me to death and it takes great effort on my behalf to remain awake after three PE classes. The professor is absolutely nice but his lecturing is boring and dull. I just need to survive that class and I'll be free!

Hm, there's more to talk about but I'll do that another time. Mainly life is pretty good right now. Friends are chaotic as usual and they're handling their own crap.

Mochi out dude.
(I hope everyone is doing fine <3)

koenma — Sun, 04 Sep 2005 04:01:18 GMT

Note to self: Stop being so judgemental and don't assume about people.

Now to Naruto!

koenma — Sat, 03 Sep 2005 21:29:24 GMT

Ah, the wonders of actually being free for two weeks without school. To think that I'm really 21 and living it up! Ah, life is good right now, but then again my grades haven't appeared yet on GET so that'll be nagging in the back of my mind.

Has anyone played Rose Online? It was great until they closed the beta off and it costs to play! So I went in search of other games to play, but nothing has catched my eye. MU Online is kind of pathetic when it's free... LOL.

Friends are stuck in a rut, but what else is new eh? I hope they know what to do when the time comes and hopefully something dawns on them soon. It's all about regaining your hold in life. I'm still a wee bit lost myself but it's because I'm lazy; I'm quite capable of doing what needs to be done. My goals are set and they're going along nicely. Perhaps I'll push myself further if life permits me to.

Got to save for the snow trips though... it's almost been a year since I've taken that ski class and I'm seriously ready for year two! Skiier for life yo. I can't wait to get back on the snow, feel the cold breeze against my face and the exhilaration of skiing down a hill. Have that snow stab your face yo!

One more quarter and I'm officially off with a bachelors! Then I get to start on my substituting job! Hah, that is if they let me... An emergency permit wouldn't hurt :D

Oh man, I'm so ready to kick some ass in the future. Just bring it ON! BIATCH!

Oh did I tell you guys how much I hate california drivers? I totally flipped someone off major-league and did it again when they stopped in the plaza to look at me driving. Hah. That felt damn good for some reason. Someone was just asking for it!

I'm out yo. The perfect Icon for the perfect entry X3

I have bad luck I tell you.

koenma — Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:05:09 GMT

First, I bomb my lab final. Now I can't log into my student account and when I call and visit the school, I get a stupid card telling me to call the damn techie. So I call and she says that it'll be fixed by 5PM and then I check after...It DOESN'T work. Why must they do something like this to me? I just want to check my damn class one day and I get rejected from the site -- supposedly my account was suspended. She said that I typed in my password incorrectly too many times and it rebuffed me. Bullfucking shit because I only tried it once and I got rebuffed. It just said "invalid password and or user screen" every damn time. Why am I not happy about this?

Every fucking single thing never comes out to be the way I want it. This is absolute fucking bullshit I tell you people.

If they lose one bit of my information... Dammit, being careless was the wrong way to go major-league. I'm so close to graduation and if this holds me back, I'm going to wreck havoc on someone/something.

I'm so fucking pissed. The high I had today at the beach has died in just a matter of seconds. Fucking pathetic.

Life sucks right now. Really bad.

I couldn't have lost my information... my classes... oh mah gawd....