Kitarin

Samhain!

kitarin — Mon, 31 Oct 2011 19:56:17 GMT

Happy Birthday, Barnaby!

To Tiger & Bunny!

To Supernatural!

To Gryffindor!

To candy!

To friends!

To magic!

To superheroes!

To Halloween!

KANPAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(now off to post fanfics, photos & de-anon.... mwahahahaaaa.....)

TIGER & BUNNY

kitarin — Sat, 17 Sep 2011 22:45:16 GMT

TIGER & BUNNY ^_____________________________________________^

kitarin — Tue, 23 Aug 2011 05:21:54 GMT

They say that these are not the best of times
But they're the only times I've ever known
And I believe there is a time for meditation
In cathedrals of our own
Now I have seen that sad surrender in my lovers' eyes
I can only stand apart and sympathize
For we are always what our situations hand us
It's either sadness or euphoria

And so we'll argue and we'll compromise
And realize that nothing's ever changed
For all our mutual experience
Our separate conclusions are the same
Now we are forced to recognize our inhumanity
A reason coexists with our insanity
And so we choose between reality and madness
It's either sadness or euphoria

How thoughtlessly we dissipate our energies
Perhaps we don't fulfill each other's fantasies
And as we stand upon the ledges of our lives
With our respective similarities
It's either sadness or euphoria

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - FMA, Deathnote, Final Fantasy, XXXHolic, Kuroshitsuji

kitarin — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 06:23:43 GMT

Greetings & welcome to the first OTP online doujinshi sale. We are leaving on Tuesday for our next Comiket/Tokyo restocking trip and encourage you to read our note and contact us with requests!

www.facebook.com/home.php#!/notes/otp/otp-request-info/245198582177058

In the meantime, we are posting some sales of books we have on hand. All books come from our anime convention booth, and (whether originally purchased from the artist or in resale shops) are in extremely good condition.

We are currently only accepting Paypal for payments. You must be 18 to have a Paypal account, and we are taking your payment as proof that you old enough to purchase these 18+ books.

Email us at otp.fans [at] gmail.com with:

Your name & shipping address

The codes of the books you are interested in, for example: FT01

We will reply with availability and shipping information. Within the USA, we’ll be using USPS flat rate shipping. We are willing to ship internationally, but prices vary depending on your location.

Because these doujinshi are being linked to multiple forums, we will only take emails for actual orders and they will be answered in the order received. Questions/comments left here may or may not be answered, but will not have any effect on your “place in line”.

As long as this post is visible to you and the books are not struck-out, assume they are still available for purchase.

Thanks for your interest & happy shopping!

Fullmetal Alchemist:

Book # FT01

Pairing – Hughes/Roy

Title – Fahrenheit 451

Circle – Akai Neko

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 26 pages

Price – $28

This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # FT02

Pairing – Ling/Ed

Title – Kimi wo Omou

Circle – Garnet

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $30
This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # FT03

Pairing – Roy/Ed

Title – Obsidian

Circle – Garnet

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $40
This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # FMA01

Pairing - Roy/Ed

Title – Touch Me Hold Me Tonight

Circle – Criss-Cross

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 50 pages, 22 pages kanji

Price - $16

Book # FMA02

Pairing - Roy/Ed

Title - ???

Circle – E-ria

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 36 pages

Price - $18

Book # FMA03

Pairing - Roy/Ed

Title - Delicious

Circle – Avavt-Garde, Criss-Cross

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 48 pages, 20 pages kanji

Price - $16

Book # FMA04

Pairing - Roy/Ed

Title – Vivit Violet Vibration

Circle - ???

Rating - Shounen-ai 18

Page Count - 26 pages

Price - $12

Book # FMA05

Pairing - Roy/Ed

Title – Bed End Pillow Talk

Circle – Yokohama Ya

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 26 pages

Price - $14

Deathnote, Kuroshistuji & XXXHolic:

All books in this picture come with printed translations!

Book # DT01

Pairing – L/Light

Title – Taikutsu

Circle – Balgus REC

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 48 pages

Price – $35

Book # DT02

Pairing – L/Light

Title – Dead Stock

Circle – Balgus REC

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $28

Book # DT03

Pairing – L/Light

Title – Deadline

Circle – Balgus REC

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 190 pages,12 color pages

Price – $65

Book # KT01

Pairing – Claude/Alois

Title – Yawarakuma Ori

Circle – Dark Strawberry

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 40 pages

Price - $45

Book # XXXT01

Pairing – Doumeki/Watanumi

Title - Zettai Zetsumei

Circle - Bibi

Rating - Yaoi

Page Count - 28 pages

Price - $30

Book # FFT01

Pairing – Sephiroth/Cloud

Title – Instinct Reunion

Circle – Nightflight

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 30 pages

Price – $45

This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # FFT02

Pairing – Snow/Hope

Title – Boku no Hanashi Kimi no Koe

Circle – Kureten/Takuma

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $30

This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # FF01

Pairing – Gadot/Snow

Title – ???

Circle – Azrotta

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 16 pages

Price – $15

Book # FF02

Pairing – Snow/Hope

Title – 47cm

Circle – ???

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 124 pages

Price – $50

Book # FF03

Pairing – Sephiroth/Cloud

Title – Fairy Syndrome Perfumed

Circle – Nightflight

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $18

Book # FF04

Pairing – Sephiroth/Cloud

Title – Inexperienced Tempurature

Circle – Sociopath

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $18

Book # FF05

Pairing – Zack/Cloud

Title – Love Doll

Circle – Yubinbasya

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 48 pages

Price – $28

Book # FF06

Pairing – Zack/Cloud

Title – seesaw

Circle – Sorrowlynx

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $20

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Supernatural & Harry Potter

kitarin — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 05:32:45 GMT

Greetings & welcome to the first OTP online doujinshi sale. We are leaving on Tuesday for our next Comiket/Tokyo restocking trip and encourage you to read our note and contact us with requests!

www.facebook.com/home.php#!/notes/otp/otp-request-info/245198582177058

We are currently only accepting Paypal for payments. You must be 18 to have a Paypal account, and we are taking your payment as proof that you old enough to purchase these 18+ books.

Email us at otp.fans [at] gmail.com with:

Your name & shipping address

The codes of the books you are interested in, for example: SPN01

We will reply with availability and shipping information. Within the USA, we’ll be using USPS flat rate shipping. We are willing to ship internationally, but prices vary depending on your location.

As long as this post is visible to you and the books are not struck-out, assume they are still available for purchase.

Thanks for your interest & happy shopping!

Supernatural:

Book # SPN01

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Yin and Yang

Circle – Studio Taiyo

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $28

Book # SPN02

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Haunting in the Sheets

Circle – Studio Taiyo

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $24

Book # SPN03

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – W’s

Circle – Studio Taiyo

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 18 pages

Price – $18

Book # SPN04

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Intense Heat Days

Circle – Studio Taiyo

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 26 pages

Price – $20

Book # SPN05

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Backnumbers 1 Anthology

Circle – Studio Taiyo

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 130 pages

Price – $70

Book # SPN06

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Dean inWonderland

Circle – Nejineji

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 60 pages

Price – $45

Book # SPN07

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Samuel in Wonderland

Circle – Nejineji

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 90 pages

Price – $55

Book # SPN08 – 3 Book Set

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Guardian Aftercode:1

Circle – Mari in WEEKEND

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 50 pages

Price – $75 for set

Book # SPN08 – 3 Book Set

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Guardian Aftercode:2

Circle – Mari in WEEKEND

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 64 pages

Price – $75 for set

Book # SPN08 – 3 Book Set

Pairing – Sam/Dean

Title – Guardian Aftercode:f

Circle – Mari in WEEKEND

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 50 pages

Price – $75 for set

Book # HP01

Pairing – Harry/Draco

Title – Kiss

Circle – Falala

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 26 pages

Price – $38
This book comes with a printed translation!

Book # HP02

Pairing – Harry/Draco

Title – Happy Kya

Circle – Takanashi Haruka

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $22

Book # HP03

Pairing – Harry/Draco

Title – More the Kiss

Circle – Takanashi Haruka

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 58 pages

Price – $28

Book # HP04

Pairing – Harry/Draco, Severus/Lily

Title – ???

Circle – ???

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 42 pages

Price – $28

Book # HP05

Pairing – general

Title – Sleepless Night

Circle – ???

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $12

Book # HP06

Pairing – Harry/Ron

Title – Kimi ga Ichiban

Circle – Mikazukino Shindai, Noru Tsukishiro

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $10

Book # HP07

Pairing – Ron/Harry

Title – ???

Circle – Mary Smith

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 46 pages

Price – $14

Book # HP08

Pairing – Harry/Ron

Title – ???

Circle – Suzuya

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 46 pages

Price – $12

Book # HP09

Pairing – Harry/Ron

Title – 50/50

Circle – Frog

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $14

Book # HP10

Pairing – Harry/Ron

Title – ???

Circle – Fukuzin

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 50 pages

Price – $15

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Hetalia

kitarin — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 03:08:43 GMT

Greetings & welcome to the first OTP online doujinshi sale. We are leaving on Tuesday for our next Comiket/Tokyo restocking trip and encourage you to read our note and contact us with requests!

www.facebook.com/home.php#!/notes/otp/otp-request-info/245198582177058

We are currently only accepting Paypal for payments. You must be 18 to have a Paypal account, and we are taking your payment as proof that you old enough to purchase these 18+ books.

Email us at otp.fans [at] gmail.com with:

Your name & shipping address

The codes of the books you are interested in, for example: HT01

We will reply with availability and shipping information. Within the USA, we’ll be using USPS flat rate shipping. We are willing to ship internationally, but prices vary depending on your location.

As long as this post is visible to you and the books are not struck-out, assume they are still available for purchase.

Thanks for your interest & happy shopping!

Hetalia:

All books in this picture come with a printed translation!

Book # HT01

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Dakara Mitainda

Circle – Orange

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 56 pages

Price – $40

Book # HT02

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Nursery Rhymes

Circle – OMEGA-2D

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 28 pages

Price – $30

Book # HT03

Pairing – Russia/US

Title – Yuki no Ondo

Circle – ERGO/moriyakoko

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $42

Book # HT04

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Lullaby of the Nightengale

Circle – PECO

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 48 pages, 4 pages kanji untranslated

Price – $42

Book # USUK01

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Love Quest

Circle – Amaoh

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $16

Book # USUK02

Pairing – US/UK

Title – PS I love You

Circle – chicol

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 66 pages

Price – $30

Book # USUK03

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Rinascimento

Circle – Lucis/Saki Takamura

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $20

Book # USUK04

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Dolciume

Circle – iridescence jewel kan

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $18

Book # USUK05

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Ti Amo

Circle – OZ

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 44 pages

Price – $20

Book # USUK06

Pairing – US/UK

Title – ???

Circle – Aimi/Sevenqueen

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $24

Book # USUK07

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Cara o Curz

Circle – Lucis/Saki Takamura

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 104 pages

Price – $45

Book # USUK08

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Miniature Garden

Circle – Forester Kaede

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 34 pages, 5 pages kanji

Price – $18

Book # USUK09

Pairing – US/UK, Prussia/Switzerland

Title – Traumerei des Magiers

Circle – OMEGA-2D

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $16

Book # USUK10

Pairing – US/UK, Prussia/Switzerland

Title – ???

Circle – OMEGA-2D

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 28 pages

Price – $16

Book # USUK11

Pairing – US/UK

Title – ???

Circle – OMEGA-2D

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $18

Book # USUK12

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Santa Clause Lover

Circle – Oops

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $16

Book # USUK13

Pairing – US/UK

Title – ???

Circle – Hakka Pink

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $16

Book # USUK14

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Blue Blood

Circle – Hakka Pink

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 32 pages, 10 pages kanji

Price – $18

Book # USUK15

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Independent Sky 3.5

Circle – Hakka Pink

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 12 pages

Price – $15

Book # USUK16

Pairing – US/UK

Title – Independent Sky 4

Circle – Hakka Pink

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 46 pages

Price – $32

Book # HETA01

Pairing – Greece/Japan

Title – ???

Circle – ???

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA02

Pairing – Greece/Japan

Title – Aquarium

Circle – Soraniwa/Kanata

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 16 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA03

Pairing – Germany/Prussia – vampire themes

Title – ???

Circle – Carameriser!/Yuduru

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 30 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA04

Pairing – Prussia/Germany

Title – Ani-chan to Issho!

Circle – Carameriser!

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $16

Book # HETA05

Pairing – France/Canada, France/Spain

Title – ???

Circle – Inanami

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 56 pages

Price – $28

Book # HETA06

Pairing – France/Prussia

Title – ???

Circle – Shinoego

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA07

Pairing – France/Canada

Title – Maple Honey Dip

Circle – Yujirushiryohin chona + invisible

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 42 pages, 8 pages kanji

Price – $22

Book # HETA08

Pairing – US/Canada

Title – ???

Circle – Kagachi

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA09

Pairing – Germany/italy

Title – Uta

Circle – goboshi

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $20

Book # HETA10

Pairing – Germany/Italy

Title – Passato ed Ora

Circle – Lucis Saki Takamura

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $18

Book # HETA11

Pairing – Germany/Italy

Title – Festa Degli Innamorati

Circle – Nikushoku Shonen

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $18

Book # HETA12

Pairing – Germany/Italy

Title – Futari Gokko

Circle – Hakoniwa

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $22

Book # HETA13

Pairing – Russia/Iceland, Sweden/Norway

Title – ???

Circle – ???

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $18

Book # HETA14

Pairing – Spain/Romano

Title – ???

Circle – Kurari

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $16

Book # HETA15

Pairing – Sweden/Finland

Title – F.S.D.R.

Circle – Carbon+

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $18

Book # HETA16

Pairing – Sweden/Finland

Title – Wish on a Star

Circle – Samson

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 16 pages

Price – $14

Book # HETA17

Pairing – Sweden/Finland

Title – Gift

Circle – Ginnekotei+/Hazuki Tenmei

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $20

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Durarara!

kitarin — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 01:19:58 GMT

Greetings & welcome to the first OTP online doujinshi sale. We are leaving on Tuesday for our next Comiket/Tokyo restocking trip and encourage you to read our note and contact us with requests!

www.facebook.com/home.php#!/notes/otp/otp-request-info/245198582177058

We are currently only accepting Paypal for payments. You must be 18 to have a Paypal account, and we are taking your payment as proof that you old enough to purchase these 18+ books.

Email us at otp.fans [at] gmail.com with:

Your name & shipping address

The codes of the books you are interested in, for example: DT01

We will reply with availability and shipping information. Within the USA, we’ll be using USPS flat rate shipping. We are willing to ship internationally, but prices vary depending on your location.

As long as this post is visible to you and the books are not struck-out, assume they are still available for purchase.

Thanks for your interest & happy shopping!

Durarara!

ALL BOOKS in this picture come with a printed translation!

Book # DT01 – 2 Book Set

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Start In

Circle – Cassis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 80 pages

Price – $150 for set

Book # DT01 – 2 Book Set

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Sweet Emotion

Circle – Cassis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 80 pages

Price – $150 for set

Book # DT02

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Boyfriend

Circle – Cassis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $42

Book # DT03

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – This Moment

Circle – Hummel

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 28 pages

Price – $45

Book # DT04

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Delilili!!

Circle – inumog

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $45

Book # Dura01

Pairing – Tsugaru/Psyche, Tsugaru/Hibiya, Delic/Psyche, Delic/Hibiya

Title – School Crossroad

Circle – Bancho

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura02

Pairing – Izaya/Tsugaru

Title – Stranger Than Paradise

Circle – Assault-Beer

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $24

Book # Dura03

Pairing –Delic/Hibiya

Title – Familys

Circle – Romainu Bancho

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $22

Book # Dura04

Pairing – Delic/Hibiya

Title – Don’t Touch

Circle – ???

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 48 pages

Price – $35

Book # Dura05

Pairing – Delic/Izaya, Delic/Psyche

Title – Neo Venus

Circle – Me Muero

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 28 pages, 4 pages kanji

Price – $20

Book # Dura06

Pairing – Tsugaru/Psyche, Delic/Psyche

Title – Bug Fix

Circle – meteoradio

Rating – shounen-ai

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura07

Pairing – Shizuo/Psyche

Title – RIP

Circle – Nalis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 42 pages

Price – $30

Book # Dura08

Pairing – Shizuo/Psyche, Tsugaru/Izaya

Title – Dive!!!

Circle – meteoradio

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $20

Group # Durarara 9-16

Book # Dura09

Pairing – Kasuka/Shizuo

Title – Family Game

Circle – Assault-Beer

Rating – Shounen-ai 18

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura10

Pairing – Mikado/Izaya, Tom/Shizuo

Title – Ultramarine

Circle – Aruto/Arutobia

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 28 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura11

Pairing – Izaya/Mikado

Title – Yasashii

Circle – Toricome

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura12

Pairing – Kida/Mikado

Title – ??? Imagination

Circle – Lapis Complex Studio

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $22

Book # Dura13

Pairing – Mikado/Kida

Title – ???

Circle – ???

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages, 10 pages text

Price – $20

Book # Dura14

Pairing – Kida/Mikado

Title – ???

Circle – Aobana

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 36 pages

Price – $24

Book # Dura15

Pairing – Kadota/Izaya

Title – ???

Circle – ???

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $25

Book # Dura16

Pairing – Kadota/Shizuo

Title – ???

Circle – Kaneda/ground-k

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 40 pages

Price – $24

Book # Dura17

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – ???

Circle – cassis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $28

Book # Dura18

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – ???

Circle – Mofunuko

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $22

Book # Dura19

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Frustration

Circle – emanihs

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 20 pages

Price – $20

Book # Dura20

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Acid Breath

Circle – Me Muero

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 44 pages

Price – $23

Book # Dura21

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – ???

Circle – Nalis

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 74 pages

Price – $42

Book # Dura22

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – Secret Voice

Circle – UNAP! maine

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 32 pages

Price – $26

Book # Dura23

Pairing – Izaya/Shizuo

Title – ???

Circle – Assault-Beer

Rating – Yaoi

Page Count – 34 pages

Price – $22

Book # Dura24

Pairing – Shizuo/Izaya

Title – ???

Circle – Kanan Sawatari

Rating – Shounen-ai

Page Count – 24 pages

Price – $20

Texas(?) = Love

kitarin — Fri, 22 Jan 2010 07:23:18 GMT

I might post a real entry. Eventually.

For now?

MY ALFREDAMERICA GLASSES ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT TO COSPLAY HETALIA AT OHAYOCON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finding my way back

kitarin — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 14:41:19 GMT

To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A., they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories,
But please tell me what there is to complain about

When you're happy like a fool, let it take you over
When everything is out, you've gotta take it in

Oh, this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
I say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like the city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life

Since I'm on a roll...

kitarin — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 07:11:32 GMT

Glee was amazing tonight, for me personally, best episode since the pilot.

I love Hetalia and want to cosplay America to the international meet-up.

Hetalia

kitarin — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:44:08 GMT

Happiness = Picturing America & Japan at the Sakura Matsuri together. *hearts*

kitarin — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 03:20:19 GMT

I miss RPing.

sighs

kitarin — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 12:41:38 GMT

*misses IMN*

clears off dust

kitarin — Mon, 19 Jan 2009 03:03:36 GMT

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged.

My friend umarisa tagged me, and even though I hardly ever write here, I do still read... so I suppose I shall follow through.

1) I seem to have hit a giant rock in the road of my epic!GW fic. I'm sure I'll work through it, but it bugs me that I haven't really had the chance to write in the last month or two. I haven't had a lot of time at all, really. I want to write the next chapter, I do...

2) I never ever thought I would say this and mean it, but... I really *like* teaching Middle School band. I actually brought home the spare clarinet because it annoys me that I can't play smoothly across the break between Bb and B-C.

3) I'm desperately and constantly craving Naruto (particularly Sasu/Naru). I can blame this partially on acquiring Shippuden doujinshi while at Comiket last month, but it's also partially the time of year. I've listened to all the music and read some good fanfic, but it only seems to get worse and worse.

4) I really miss RPing in general. I just... don't anymore. Like... ever. I miss just talking to my friends online.

5) Sometimes when I think that everything about me has changed, I have to take note of the fact that I still eat turkey and swiss sandwiches for lunch almost every day, which I've been doing since... Middle School?

6) Mika Nakashima is my latest musical "find".

7) I can't stop listening to David Cook's CD. I'm obsessed with "Declaration" and "Come Back To Me".

8) I split my gaming time between my Wii-downloaded Secret of Mana and Wii Animal Crossing. It really hurt my feelings when Tangy moved away.

9) Sasuke and I are going to see Rent on tour starring OBC Anthony & Adam for Valentine's Day... we totally didn't realize it was the same weekend as Katsucon until the other day. Oops.

10) Despite the fact that facebook has reconnected me with tons of people from my past, sometimes I feel more disconnected than ever. I can't decide whether or not to go to my class reunion this March. It sort of makes me feel ill to even think about it, but at the same time I worry that I'll regret it if I don't.

11) I'm tired of winter... or at least, tired of shoveling. Sometimes I miss LA in the winter. I definitely miss Kabuki.

12) I feel like I'm constantly wearing the same shit to school all the time because of the crappy weather. I really wish I could wear my lolita to school, but... ahaha... right. I'm sure that would go over well.

13) I'm hoping we'll make it to Anime Boston and Otakon this year, but I think ACen is unlikely and I don't really care that much.

14) I miss Japan so much it hurts.

15) As much as I know it's for the long-term best, having Sasuke go down to the city for school every week is hard on me.

16) I hope that the sacrifices I'm making in the short-term will pay off in the long-term, because I realize more than ever that there is still so much I want to do and so many places I want to go.

Tagging...

arie
datenshiblue
devilmaycare
fel
froborr
kenshinddrfreak
kit_god
overider
poquito
psyco_chick32
rampala
saibaby79
velvet_ropes
theotherbaldwin
xerxes_dreamer
xiaomi

Because it's today.

kitarin — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 20:13:47 GMT

I've promised a few people some pictures - sorry it's not the full tour of the house yet, but I still have a few more things to organize before that happens. That's my ~~classroom~~ corner of the cafeteria. XD

http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=34619&l=69e1c&id=566614287

Facebook, which, if you can tell, I frequent more often than LJ these days.

On This Day...

kitarin — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:09:14 GMT

It's a cold, cold time. It's a cold, cold time,
And it makes me wonder
If I'll ever forget
How cold I
How cold I and the world can be.

And the line gets drawn, and we draw the line,
And we say it's only
The business of things.
How can it be?
How can it be when it's you and me?

I can't live in the past,
Hard-shelled and moving fast,
Change is the racecar of time.
Everyone nods along,
I have done nothing wrong,
And it feels like a crime.

And it's a bright new day,
It's a bright new day,
And the crazy thing is
That I wish my old friend
Would say that it's fine,
Say I'll be fine in a cold, cold time.

*******

On this day, my day, I wish:

For Obama to be elected president.

For our global society to get over itself and start working together.

For the real estate market to pick up and my parents to sell some houses.

For those who are hurting to find comfort in the changing of the seasons and in the people who love them.

For everyone to have a little more forgiveness for each other's imperfections - to let go, let live, and move forward.

*******

Don't cry
Open up your eyes and know
there's someone else out there that feels this way
I'm singing to you 'cause I know what you've been through and now
It's not so long ago I felt the same
Like soldiers, March on
If we could make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on March on

*******

I drove home on my lunch break to leave you this interlude.

I am always thinking of you.

with love always.

I will fight the dizzy spiral of goodbye

kitarin — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:14:30 GMT

I needed this weekend more than I could have possibly known when I set out - but I think I realized it the moment I saw Travis' face. Good friends, good food... s'mores and stars...

How can I even begin to explain what it means to be back "home"?

How can I even expect anyone to comprehend the last two years (except maybe for the one who lived through it with me)... I can't. I really can't. I wouldn't ever ask you to try.

It doesn't mean that I don't miss people, things that I left behind in LA.

All I can tell you is that some days I feel like I have aged ten years in two.

it's a sad and a strange thing
but it's time and i am changing
into something good or bad, well that's your guess
I'm my own sovereign nation
dedicated to a transformation
marching on with this target on my chest

Dar Williams - It's Alright

I should probably warn you that this post will probably be more Dar lyrics than anything else. I finally got the new album a few days ago and after taking a few days to digest it, I can sincerely say that I haven't liked an album of hers this much since The Green World. I wasn't overly fond of The Beauty of the Rain and I actively disliked My Better Self.

Maybe it's just another piece, connecting with a Dar album, finding voice in these songs again... the journey I've been on - given the freedom to really stop and ask myself what it is I want? Want to do, want to go, want to be... without restraint, without boundaries, how does one go about answering this question in its multitude of layers?

It's a cold, cold time
And it makes me wonder
if I'll ever forget how cold I, how cold I
and the world can be
And the longest draw
And we draw the line
and we say it's only the business of things
How can it be, how can it be
When it's you and me

I can't live in the past
Hardshelled and moving fast
Change is the racecar of time
Everyone nods along
I have done nothing wrong
And it feels like a crime

And it's a bright new day
It's a bright new day
And the crazy thing is
That I wish my old friend
Would say that it's fine
Say I'll be fine in a cold, cold time

more Dar - The Business of Things

I think my heart broke a little gazing at a tree that night - to think, how much I've missed trees - an abundance of trees, that is - the right kind of trees - and there are no words to describe the clouds. LA is not big on clouds... gray haze, yes, but not clouds... trees and clouds and stars and air to breathe

And so, stepping back, yes, I'm still teaching - but I don't know if that's forever, I doubt it - very little is forever, I've come to realize. My career isn't everything of who I am, after all. But since I'm happy with it, my focus has definitely shifted.

So many trips I took to save somebody else
Gaining some ground but maybe losing more
So many pages scrawled to justify myself
I don’t know who I did that for

(You are everyone - Dar)

I'm trying to be better about doing things for myself. I've been writing a lot, in my GW fanfic, but it's been an outlet for a lot of conflicted emotions as I move forward... 140,000+, 6 months of my life and I'm so very far from finished.

*

Letting go of Hilde’s hand for a moment, Duo wiped his sweaty palm on the leg of his flight suit before standing up and walking around the bed to peer out of the single tiny window. From the angle the ship was at, he couldn’t see anything but stars. “Do you know what I realized today, Hilde? When I was out there trying to keep us from getting killed? I realized that I’ve changed. I know, that probably doesn’t mean much to you, because we haven’t known each other that long, known each other that well… you wouldn’t even know, looking at me, that I’ve changed. So I guess what I mean is… I suddenly… I suddenly realized that I’m not the same kid I was when this whole mess started, but I don’t know when I changed. I’m a different me than yesterday, a different me than I’ll be tomorrow, if I live that long. Maybe I’ve been changing every single day, so gradually that I didn’t even notice it until I stopped to look back.” Duo paused again, reaching with one hand to splay his fingers on the glass of the window, icy cold underneath his equally cold fingertips.

“I hate looking back. I’ve always been an eyes to the future kind of guy… maybe that’s why you and I got on so well, working at the scrap yard. I could tell that you didn’t want to look back either – but if we never look back, never appreciate all the things that shaped us… oh hell, what do I know? Sometimes I don’t think I know anything at all.”

*

I don't write much in LJ anymore - mostly because I'm really busy and realized awhile back that I was writing for other people and not myself - and not enjoying it at all anymore. But sometimes I like to ramble to myself and this is a decent place to do that...

I've joined up with facebook - mostly from the nagging of my dear friends - but through it, I've reconnected with names, faces and memories long forgotten. I find myself grateful for a lot of things and people that I think I once took more for granted (though never entirely so)

But I never took heavy words for granted
and I never took undeserved advantage
No, I never took the easy way
So why don't you take it a little easy on me now?

Cause we don't wanna be the ones who like to cheat and slander
So we hold each other up to the higher standard
But I tell you what, I'll never try to make it hard
Cause when you're hard just to be hard, the only thing that's hard is you

(The Easy Way - Dar)

And you know what?

I don't want to be hard. I don't want to be unforgiving.

I feel that to be these things is to hold up a mirror and show the world that's how you want to be treated in return - and it isn't.

Life is too short.

If there's anything, anything at all I learned from the car accident and the following years in LA, it's that it's all too easy to let time slip through your fingers.

The ways the days and hours pass, you'll never understand
Falling like rain through your hands

Troubled Times (Dar)

H asked me recently... asked me to step outside what I think I'm "supposed" to do or care about, to ask myself why I do things a certain way - is it only because I was taught to do them in that way? Or is it because I want to, need to or think it's most efficient?

I've started to ask myself what else I want out of this life... it's an enormous question and I don't think there's one right answer.

A bumper sticker the other day said:

The meaning of life is to live it.

I am living it, one day at a time - and thinking about it maybe more than I ever have - and I know I don't write 6 times a day (God, how did I EVER manage that?) but I'm always reading.

I miss all of you when we don't have time to talk.

I'm always here. I've been here. I'm thinking about you. I'm hoping for the best for you.

I still love you.

I suppose, in the end, it's up to you whether or not to believe it - but for me, it's the truth.

And my truth is the only one I have to live by.

No Matter what the ending is, the story of my life is the book of love

This is the first autumn in years.

And fate has led you through it...

kitarin — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 12:48:40 GMT

Well.

I haven't made a real entry in ages, but I'm all out of explanations or excuses. What can I say? I've been busy.

Yesterday, I accepted a job at the Catholic School in town, roughly 2.5 days a week - after the Ben El thing didn't work out back in June (for those that I even enlightened to the situation), I put the job search on indefinite hold.

It stayed that way all summer.

I had far too much to do with packing, moving and traveling to worry about it and thanks to H, I didn't have to. *hearts lastoftheuchiha*

I owe a travel log and a con report and a better explanation, but I'd rather wait til I can get some pics off of my camera before I attempt that mess.

At any rate, this job sort of fell into my lap last Thursday when I got an email from the public schools (SVSU) that Sacred Heart (ironically the same name as the church I grew up with in Monroe) was "dilligently" searching for someone, even though school started last week.

Maybe I needed to feel needed?

Whatever the reason, I found that I couldn't say no. I don't have an actual classroom and the music storage is a complete disaster (which I am about to go attempt to tackle) but the principal (who was a music teacher a long time ago) is really chill. I felt a good vibe about the place. I think I can grow here - and besides, I needed something to do all week while H is in class. As much as I joke about being the kept wife, I really can't be that idle!

The house is really about 90% unpacked, but there's a lot of organizing left to be done still, especially of my desk and assorted junk. There's no time to pause, really - we have a trip to NYC at the end of the month for a con, H's grandparents probably the weekend before my birthday (10/3-5), another weekend in NYC with H's mom (10/17-20), a Florida wedding of some Zeunen cousins Halloween weekend and the possibility of my parents coming to visit sometime between now and Christmas.

And then we're going to Tokyo over New Year's. :)

It's a bit on the overwhelming side, but I try to remind myself of some of the things I've read about recently - remind myself to take one step at a time - to have the faith that even though my headlights only illuminate 100 yards ahead of me, by the time I drive that 100 yards, the next 100 will be illuminated too.

I've still been writing like a fiend (the story is over 130,000 words at this point), contemplating a new song, wanting to brush up my Japanese, wanting to play with my new piano books or H's guitar. So much to do, so much *want* to do that has been lacking.

In some ways, I can't believe it's been 2 years since we totaled the car.

I think I was angry for a long time (so much of my time in LA is blurred) about a lot of things, about the so-called injustice of it all... but it's life. Bumps and all, it keeps moving forward. And so must I.

I'm due at school soon, so this will have to suffice for now. It's hardly the tip of the iceberg, but it's better than nothing, right?

Sometimes trying is enough.

And I can't deny that it's damn good to be home.

End of the Summer

kitarin — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 01:57:47 GMT

I actually haven't been alone for this long in quite awhile... it's just a little odd, but also feels sort of like an old familiar blanket.

I built an end table tonight... I guess there's a first time for everything.

*******

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

*******

kitarin — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:14:55 GMT

your eyes are filled with dark storm clouds
your voice has lost its hope
your heart is swinging at the end of reality's short rope

when you ask what's on my mind

kitarin — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 07:32:19 GMT

Duo swallowed hard, blinking up at the blurry points of light. “I’ve lost a lot of people, Heero…” he started, trying to keep his voice light. “I’ve learned not to get too attached to anyone because I never know when I’ll lose them… or when they’ll lose me.” The truth was that as friendly as Duo acted, he really didn’t let himself get close to people. “You’re right – I’m not afraid to die. But I don’t want to hurt anyone when I do because I know how fucking awful it feels to sit here and think that even if I don’t lose my life in this next fight, that someone else might!” And that’s the worst part… I want not to care, but I can’t help myself.

Singin' it 'cause I can't say it...

kitarin — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 17:28:22 GMT

Communication is a lot like the wind
When I speak it's like no one understands
And I'm left with empty hands
forever
I can't speak

So many things I'll never learn
You can't cross bridges that you've burned

Why is life such an issue in your mind?
Why are the answers to my problems hard to find?
So hard to find, So hard to find

Don't forget to buckle when you fall
Beneath the pressure of the seconds
When your life became a screamer

Staring at the sea, things become so small
I want movies of my dreams and pictures on my wall
Pictures on my wall

You say that I'm a dreamer
I say you're a non-believer
Take out the light,
Take out the light, start screaming

I'm dreaming, I'm a dreamer
No one believes me and you don't either
Don't tell me what to do

Take out the light
Take out the light
Take out the light
Take out the light,
Start screamin...

One Step At A Time

kitarin — Sat, 28 Jun 2008 16:48:26 GMT

http://www.mediafire.com/?y2zon3htdff

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time...

The World Is Waiting

kitarin — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:53:36 GMT

At times like these, it's hard to know the proper things to say
I think and plan but nothing seems to come out the right way
A part of me jumps for joy and a part of me wants to cry
But how can I say my new hellos when I haven't yet said goodbye?

I wish that I could tell you that we'll never ever have to part
But know that I'll always have a piece of you with me in my heart
Change is happening every day and sometimes I'm afraid
But change is growth and growth is life - it's how our dreams are made

If today is the first day of the rest of your life
Tell me what are you gonna do?
How will you make your dreams come true?
If today is the first of a life full of new beginnings
Tell me what are you gonna do?
The world is waiting for you

If you focus on the endings, then I think you've got it wrong
So take a moment to listen to the words within this song
We take our separate paths and won't meet til who knows when
But I know now that every ending's just the chance to begin again

If today is the first day of the rest of your life
Tell me what are you gonna do?
How will you make your dreams come true?
If today is the first of a life full of new beginnings
Tell me what are you gonna do?
The world is waiting for you

And if for a moment, I ever lose my way
I will be strong when I look back on this day

If today is the first day of the rest of your life
Tell me what are you gonna do?
How will you make your dreams come true?
If today is the first of a life full of new beginnings
Tell me what are you gonna do?
The world is waiting for you

*******

Those are the lyrics to the song I wrote for the 6th grade to sing at graduation. It's the first bit of music I've written since getting out of grad school and the first true *song* I've completed in almost three. The song's been a huge success at school with every kid and every teacher who's gotten to hear it.

I have a lot on my mind right now, but between classes, report cards, graduation rehearsals, teacher appreciation dinner, the pier fundraiser, my massive (104,000+) GW fic and new dolls... I just don't have the time to write yet. Hopefully, once graduation is over next week, I'll be able to give a more detailed explanation of what we've been up to and what's happening next.

Thoughts

kitarin — Mon, 12 May 2008 19:14:47 GMT

I've been thinking lately that I really miss you.

It's probably my own fault, seeing as I rarely write in LJ lately (though I am always reading).

It probably also has something to do with the GW fic of doom that has eaten my soul and refuses to give it back. I've written over 85,000 words in something like 6 weeks.

Sometimes I read old comments and old entries and wonder if you miss me too.

I've never been a fan of spring.

But don't think me unhappy, because it would be extremely far from the truth. :)

I give no guarantee of when there will be a so-called real update.

Kitarin

Samhain!

TIGER & BUNNY

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - FMA, Deathnote, Final Fantasy, XXXHolic, Kuroshitsuji

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Supernatural & Harry Potter

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Hetalia

OTP Doujinshi Sales Post - Durarara!

Texas(?) = Love

Finding my way back

Since I'm on a roll...

Hetalia

*sighs*

*clears off dust*

Because it's today.

On This Day...

I will fight the dizzy spiral of goodbye

And fate has led you through it...

End of the Summer

when you ask what's on my mind

Singin' it 'cause I can't say it...

One Step At A Time

The World Is Waiting

Thoughts

sighs

clears off dust