My low grades are ruining my opportunities for my future. It is really pissing me off. I know I'm smart, I wouldn't have been able to pass my courses with pretty much only tests and no studying otherwise... but, fuck. I don't have the 75% average that I need. My only hope is to study real hard and pass my English 11 and Bio 11 exams with really high marks, and do it before January.

I'm not sure that I can do it. I am a terrible procrastinator, super lazy... and I am beginning to think that I have a mild case of ADD. I sit down and read my textbook... and after about two minutes I am so tired of it I can hardly force myself to focus.

Ah well. Time to figure out how to pull this off.