okay so i’m thrilled about this installment right here:

if you’re not into watching people talk at screens rn, then this series probably won’t be for you, but i’ll tell you the plan anyway:

well, first the intention: i’m trying to move through this saturn return with my eyes open. it can be easy for me to forget what happens during certain transits, and i know the lessons of this one need to last a lifetime (or the next 30 years at least)

so, we’re gonna do some proper documentation and that’s apparently going to come in the form of a VLOG!

i’m going to attempt some unfiltered, raw aries self-expression and reflection (which is not so aries in nature, but i’m more than this one sign, ofc)—in these structured and gatekept (aka saturnian) spaces.

and the nature of my intimacy gatekeeping is that this series goes behind a paid subscriber paywall. except this intro vid. so you can check out the vibe. but they’ll probably get better as i go, as that’s what practice (and Saturn) is all about!

btw, if you reach out directly, we can work things out between us and i can move you to the ~paid~ tier from the back end

ok! that’s all for now! lmk if there’s anything you’d love for me to speak to in these dispatches.

with care & in solidarity,

kay

p.s. the intro pics were taken as a half-birthday present from the MARVELOUS phae (← link to their substack) on a truly magical trip to Puerto Viejo, Costa Rica. we’re so grateful.