Kandazzle

kandy2005 — Wed, 08 Feb 2006 18:56:42 GMT

soooo bored
class is lame
make this guy shut up

lalalaaaaaaaaaa
talk talk talk
ugh

sleep now!

kandy2005 — Fri, 03 Feb 2006 18:14:54 GMT

A lot to update. First of all, I went with Matt to the Seether/Shinedown concert in Springfield on Monday. It was pretty awesome. We got to meet both the bands, and even took pictures (below). Matt hurt my feelings. It took him forevere and ten days to realize this. Then I told him how he was being an asshole. He appoligised and was really nice after that. Other than that, good times had by all. We took a limo bus up. That was nice. Much better than having to drive. Yep yep!

Tuesday, I slept all day and didn't go to class. I seriously have to start going to class. End of story.

Wednesday, went to class, got my hair cut! It looks awesome. Pictures below. I love love love my hair! I've been wanting swoopy bangs forever and finally got some. Yay for that.

Wednesday night, I went to Matts. We ate at Backyard Burger! Yummmm. My heart raced for nearly 3 hours, which is not cool at all. I'm really pretty sick of this stupid heart problem. Dumb. Then we layed around and watched tv forever. Fun timees. Of course he had to play "tickle Cassie until she wants to die". His favorite game....Then we had the worst sex ever. It was just bad. This was rather humorous. Thankfully, our sex is usually outstanding.

Thursday, once again I slept all day and didn't go to class. I worked at Starbucks from 4:30pm-10:30pm. It was a surprisingly good night at work, despite the fact that I got Passion tea (bright pink colored) all OVER my white shirt. My armpit was all sticky all night, lol. People thought I tye-died the shirt. I also had to close with Seth. Normally, that's a big bummer, becase Seth is lame with a capitol L, but it was cool last night. Lord knows why, but I'm NOT complaining.

Today is Friday. Who knows what it has in store. I need to shower, shave, and fix my hair...For what purpose I don't know. If Matt's feeling better (he's getting sick...aww) he might come over tonight. We'll see. I also really NEED to clean my room. It's pretty messy. I hate it. I want it cleaned now. I have some homework that needs to be done. BAH. I don't want to do anything. How lazy am I?

kandy2005 — Thu, 19 Jan 2006 03:17:00 GMT

awww.... my sister sent me this. how cute. i'm pretty sure she didn't make it (since she has the grammar skills and art skills of a 12 year old...but ya. cute.

So I haven't been updating recently. I just haven't been feeling the whole online thing lately. It's been rather boring, which sucks. Um, so ya, I haven't really been doing much either. School starts tomorrow. Oh doom. Yep, that's about it. I'm done talking now.

kandy2005 — Sun, 08 Jan 2006 08:29:38 GMT

Moving moving moving
It sucks ass
What more can I say?
That's right...nothing.

kandy2005 — Tue, 03 Jan 2006 07:59:32 GMT

So of course i didn't pack a single thing. I am so lame today.

I am also rather embarassed. I'm not sure what about. But suddenly I feel as if the whole world can see straight through all my lies and false fronts. Like they can see the stuff I try to hide. I don't know how to explain. It's not that I lie aboout that much (un uphill battle) but just the things that you don't say because you don't want everyone to know....well I feel like everyone can see the secret dorky me. This makes me really insecure. I only like people to see the carefully constructed me that I have pre-aproved. It's less dangerous that way.

I think my boobs are growing. :D Just in case anyone was interested. This is highly exciting news. If they don't grow, I will be dissapointed since it seems that they are.

K, so I have to go to bed now. It's 2am and I have to be up around 10. I guess that's 8 hours....but I'm lazy.

kandy2005 — Tue, 03 Jan 2006 05:42:34 GMT

I don't want to pack.
Save me now.
I hate this times a million.
I think I'm going to go take a bubble bath right now instead.
Wooohooo!

kandy2005 — Mon, 02 Jan 2006 04:17:38 GMT

In a MUCHHHHHHHHHHH better mood today. Yep. Last night was me throwing a fit and being a brat about everything. Glad I got that out of my system. I guess I should change last night's entry to friends only so I don't hurt anyone's feelings.

So ya, I'm at work with Matt for a couple of hours. Big fun.

Went to grandma's today in Springfield. It was good to see everyone, and I got presents ($45 cash, 2 cookbooks). I had fun, ate a ton, etc. I got to play scrabble, upwords and cards. Exciting day, let me tell you.

GRRRRRRR

kandy2005 — Sat, 31 Dec 2005 23:54:26 GMT

Everyone and everything is pissing me off today. *censors....for nosy people* Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I don't know why I'm in such a pissy mood. Everyone is just so irritating. Entire family, all my friends, and Matt....I just want to scream at them all.

I know, mostly, that they didn't do anything as major or intentional as it seems to me at the moment (or all day), but ugh. I'm annoyed. If I wanted people to be controlling, selfish, unattentive, and rude I would ask. Obviously I didn't. I know I sound like a spoiled bitch (mostly due to the vagueness of this since several of the people who are irritating me read this) and I don't give a fuck.

Also, I don't want to go to work. I don't want ot have to close with Jon (if he's in a bad mood). I don't want to go to Travis's lame-o party. I don't want to be bored and sitting home alone on New Years Eve.

My life is over. People are fuck heads. I am lame.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

kandy2005 — Fri, 30 Dec 2005 23:16:16 GMT

Um, so went to Joplin yesterday. I picked up Matt and went shopping. It was fun. I got two new bras and four new pair of panties from Victoria's Secret. Then I got a hot new purse from Icing. After that we went to Target and I got a book, something like the Modern Girl's Guide to Life...it's funny and useful. I also got some new shampoo/conditioner. Woot woot. Ya, so fun shopping trip. Then we went to Taco Bell. Yum. My food was ok. They messed up Matt's, lol. He called and complained to their manager and we get free food the next time we go. Yay for that. Boo for them messing up his order. People these days.

After that, we just lazed around his appartment for the night, sexed some, and slept. Nothing overly interesting in that category.

Sometime in teh middle of last night though, I realized I didn't have any birth control pills with me, so I had to come home and get them today. Grr. Better than little baby Cassie's running around though. So I'm sitting at my house in a towel (just showered) whining around about having to dry my hair. I'm such a whiner.

Going back to Matt's here in a little bit. It should be a good time had by all.

kandy2005 — Thu, 29 Dec 2005 06:25:47 GMT

So yesterday's meeting with the landlord went really well. Yay. I will be moved out of this appartment by the 5th or so of January into my new house. I hope everything goes well. My biggest delima is what color to paint the bedroom. I am thinking possibly a light pink or a light yellow. I am going to Home Depot soon to get some paint chips. Yay!

It has been a good day today. I mostly just worked, but that's cool.

Tomorrow I'm going shopping at Victoria's Secret...and probably to lunch with Matt. Aww. Fun day. I am excited :D
Also need to workout.

kandy2005 — Tue, 27 Dec 2005 23:49:50 GMT

My Fortune Cookie said:
You have a natural grace and great consideration for others.

What a big bunch of bullshit. I am far from graceful and not so considerate of others. I could give many examples, but I'm tired so you'll just have to trust me on this one.

SO tired. I really have to go talk to the landlord now. I just really wanted Chineese so I did that first. Wish me luck. The woman HATES me. I have no clue why.....ugh.

kandy2005 — Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:06:55 GMT

Um, so I am officially retarded. Last night I couldn't sleep. Around 6am, I was groaning to myself about how much it was going to suck to have to wake up and go to the gym tomorrow (today...). Then I had a marvelous idea. The gym is open at 6am. So I went to hte gym for about an hour and forty-five minutes and came home. I ended up getting about four hours of sleep. UGH.

Now I need to do something with my hair, put on some makeup so I will look decent, and go talk to the landlord. Doom. She hates me. I don't want to go to talk to her. Alas, I probably will though. I have to. Oh ya, if I talk to her then I can go eat Chineese food. I've been craving it forever and always say I'm going to eat at Hunan House when I get home from Matts. Unfortunatly, this never works out because I'm starving and can't bear to wait an hour, so I end up eating crappy McDonalds drvie though. Boo. So yes, today I am eating Chineese (hopefully). Otherwise I may die.

I also REALLY need to call my sister. I was talking to her last night when Matt called....and I kind of forgot to call her back. OOPS. I got so cough*entranced*cough in some book about presidents that I kind of got lost in lala land and forgot about her. Now she'll be so happy with me. Joy is my life.

This is a very pointless entry. Need to do some shit. Yep yep yep

kandy2005 — Thu, 22 Dec 2005 06:18:28 GMT

---Caution: Rated NC-17 If you don't want to hear the dirty details, don't read---

Okay...where to even start. It has been a VERY eventful couple of days. *deep breath*

So last week sometime I ran into this guy at the mall, and he started randomly talking to me. We were waiting in line for the restrooms. I think nothing of this. He was nice, but nothing special in the looks department. A couple days later he comes into Starbucks where I works, and flirts with me a little bit, but nothing serious. I still think nothing of it. Saturday night, he messages me on Myspace. We end up talking on the phone because he seemed like a cool guy. One thing leads to another, and we end up having phone sex, lol. Fun times. Then, a light bulb goes off in my head. Hello, this could be a possible new fuck buddy. :D

Sunday night when I get off work, he invites me over to the radio station where he works. It's about 35-40 minutes away, but he said he'd give me gas, so I went. This was a good thing. We had sex in the radio station! Bomb. Then we went back to his appartment and proceeded to have rough, wild sex for most of the night, and the next morning. Without my even so much as saying a WORD about my prefernces in bed, he figured out that I like things....um, rough to be understated. I left the next day with some cute little bruises from his biting on my shoulders. Fun times.

Did I mention I had at LEAST 20 orgasms??? This guy is good in bed. Get this, he doesn't usually come during sex. It is great. There is NO problem with him cumming too fast, or what not. I give a two-three mintue blow job after I'm tired of having sex, and then it's over. How simple is that? I'm not so great at getting him off...I've only done it once, but as long as I'm there to cough.swallow.cough then he doesn't seem to mind.

So anyways, Tuesday rolls around and I don't have to work. Of course it's only fair to invite him over to my house. I even got dinner out of the deal! Score. We watched a couple of movies and mostly had a ton of sex. I am sooooooo bruised. It hurts a little, but I don't care. I like it...a lot. Lol, I'm sure no one who knew me in high school would have ever guessed how "freaky" I am. My shoulders are litteraly covered in bruises and hickeys. Imagine one red and purple mess (from biting). I have blue bruises on my legs, one the size of a baseball, one the size of a softball (both from biting). My nipples are about two shades darker than they should be. Oh and my ass....well one cheek is redish. It kind of looks like I have a rash, lol.

I look gross, but other than that, I don't mind. Somehow, it feels really good at the time. Just because it hurts a little, doesn't mean it doesn't feel amazing. Tuesday night was another 10 million orgasm night.

Majorly fun times. I can't even explain.

Layout

kandy2005 — Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:58:16 GMT

Layout by _xxxdezxxx
It rocks!
:D

kandy2005 — Sun, 18 Dec 2005 03:07:28 GMT

I guess I will start updating this more regularly again.

Yesterday was quite the eventful day. I got up at 10:30am. I went and looked at a possible new appartment. That was a strike out. The closet was the size of my pinky toenail. I went to the gym for 40 minutes. I saw a hot boy. Oh yay! Then I came home, showered, fixed my hair, and got dressed. Big excitement I know. I wore my "On the Naughty List" shirt.

After all that, I jump in my car and head to Chetopa (hometown). I go to the high school and laminate my YMCA membership card and interupt the pep rally. Obviously I am such a huge start at CHS that when I walk into the gym everyone gets super excited and dashes towards me instead of watching the cheerleaders. OOPS. Oh well, it was funny. Then I went to the bank where my mom works and got our family picture with santa taken.

Skip to about 5:30pm. My ex boyfriend was going to buy me some alcohol. So I give him money and tell him what I want. I start cruising main waiting on him to buy it. Well he ran into an old friend from HS that he was talking to for like 30 minutes.. I got impatient and went ahead and went to my sisters basketball game and texteed him to tell him this. Apparently he didn't have his phone. Anyways, his roommate Jeremy comes into the game, and I see him. I immediatly get up from watching the game with my parents and walk over to him (heads in audience turn for attention naturally). I tell him about the alcohol thing and he says Jeff probably doesn't have his phone. So we just leave the gym, without saying to anyone where we are going. I'm sure I'm rumored to be pregnant today. Joy. We find Jeff, he's got alcohol (no phone). Apparently I probably caused some major drama with his psycho girlfriend, but I don't really give a shit.

I drank an entire bottle of Jack Daniels (200 mL). Yum. I also had two beers. I was drunk by 9pm...and still at the basketball game. Anways, Jeremy and I decide we are going to get drunk. So I drive us back to my appartment (1 hr drive) and we drink. We watched tv and just generally dicked around. We're pretty good friends.

So once this May we had sex (drunken friend sex, lol). So last night we tried for a repeat. I'm going to say I was half-sexed by the boy. We were going at it for a couple of minutes and then his dick went soft. DOOM. I was not happy, but you can't really do anything about it. We laughed and joked and went back into the living room to watch TV. This is what is great about our relationship. We are good drinking friends, and if both of us are single and bored and drunk, we have sex. No weirdness, no feelings, just sex. Unfortunatly it hasn't been GOOD sex either time, but hopefully that will improve. I can't say I going to say no the next time he trys, lol. What's the point? It won't even make my number go up. That's always a plus.

I finally got to sleep around 2:30am. Unfortunatly I had to be at work at 5am at Starbucks, so my alarm went off at 4:30am. Thankfully I didn't have a hangover or anything and I had a good day at work. After work I brought Jeremy a white mocha, and we went to taco bell. YUM! Then he played on my computer while I took a two hour nap. Finally he decided he needed to go home (he had a work Christmas party tonight) so I drove him back to Chetopa. :) He gave me gas money. Heck yes!

That was the end of my day really. I took another nap, and just realized my plans to go to the gym tonight were ruined since it's Saturday and the gym closes early. Oops. Oh well, I probably need a rest day anyways.

That was sooooooo long, lol. A day in the life of me.

WOW

kandy2005 — Fri, 16 Dec 2005 07:44:46 GMT

It is almost Christmas, how does time go by so fast?

I am also single. That is slightly depressing, because I was looking forward to actually having a boyfriend at Christmas for once. Oh well, life will go on.

Winter break will seem like forever. It is soooooooo long. However, there are a few things that will make it fun.
#1: Jenrazzle will probably be in J-town over the break!
#2: I can go to KC to visit Meggo.
#3: I am going to work more than usual so I can make some money.
#4: It will be Christmas and I will get presents and get to go shopping.
#5: I can spend lots of time at the Y getting back into shape!

I can also spend lots of time online. I do this anyways.

Vacation Update....warning, it's long

kandy2005 — Mon, 09 Aug 2004 13:07:25 GMT

Vacation in two words: A blast!

Secret #1: Heather got a speeding ticket. On the first day, about two hours into our trip, we got pulled over for going 84 in a 70. Good news-diversions (where it doesn't go on your insurance) are free in Oklahoma. Bad news-the ticket is $187. Lol, she would get a ticket on vacation.

Secret #2: She also hit an orange construction cone. This was Sunday morning on about 30 minutes of sleep. It didn't hurt the car, but you just don't tell people that, lol.

Secret #3: Charlie...Long story, will be told by the end of the night I promise.
Warning: I may sound a little slutty by the end of this, but I don't really care because I'm not.

I suppose I should start from the begining. That would be...Monday. On Monday afternoon, we went to the beach to lay out. I can't really remember which one, but it was one of the nicer ones, lol. Heather and I were laying out and Cale got in the water because he was hot. Undoubtably, he met Charlie and they started talking. This was probably because #1 Cale wanted a guy friend and #2 we needed someone to buy us beer, lol. Anyways, I walk out later to talk to them because I'm sick of tanning. I'm introduced and so forth. We tell funny drunken stories and I think nothing of it. He's obviously old enough to buy beer, so I'm happy on that account. We leave the beach awhile later and go back to the hotel (all four of us).

Then Charlie and Cale go to get us beer...SCORE! In Kansas, beer is 3.2, in Texas, 5.8. We also requested Smirnov Apple Twisters and some Crown. We get Smirnov Apple flavored Vodka (ooooops) and Crown....all incredibly cheap. Gotta love that. We all got really drunk! We started out just watching comedy central, talking about shit, and drinking in our hotel room...then we moved down to the hot tub. There were some little kids down there that I totally harassed. When I'm drinking, I love talking to little kids. There was this cute little spanish looking boy sitting next to me. I thought his mom was going ot kill me, lol. I did offer her my beer, but she said no, lol. We were sooooo drunk. Then Mark (desk guy from hotel) came and kicked everyone out of the pool/hot tub because it was time for it to close. We begged, but he made us leave. Then it becomes a little fuzzy. They told me that I changed into my pj's in partial view of Cale and Charlie. Eeep. My goal for vacation was to keep my clothes on in public. *sigh* Oh well...it's done now. The next thing I really remember after the hot tub is going back downstairs to see what the guys were up to. Heather had "went to sleep" and I was bored. I walked down by Charlie's SUV and found them. They were talking to some migrant cotton pickers. I have nooooo clue why. When guys are drunk..they can act dumber than me sometimes. Apparantly I said some pretty funny stuff, but I have no clue. Somehow I got back upstairs and into bed. I remember puking (blah) and then sleeping. That was the end of Monday.

Tuesday, we were all up around 11 and feeling much better, at least for the most part. Cale called Charlie (who didn't end up going to work) and he came over. Heather and I showered and got around. We all went to the Texas State Aquarium. We took pictures, and did the tourist thing. It was a blast. Then we all realized that we were running on E and should get some food. We headed to some local seafood resturant. Lol, that was fun. The guys got beers and ordered Heather and I something called a Grog (or maybe Grogg?). It had 3 or 4 types of rum in it. I had like two sips. It was way to strong for me in the middle of the afternoon. I still didn't feel that great from the night before. Charlie downed it in 2 swigs. Yikes! That's when they told me about my public changing incident. Ooooops. I hate not remembering things. *sigh* I guess I shouldn't drink as much. It's just when I get really drunk, I think it's a good idea to start chugging beers...which makes me even drunker. Lol.

After we ate, the guys dropped Heather and I off at our hotel. They went to go check out a local tatoo shop (ick). We changed into more comfortable clothes, layed in bed, and started watching That's So Raven on Disney, lol. We were sleepy. The guys got back about 6 and wanted us to go over to Charlie's hotel and bring our swimsuits so we could go swimming. His pool didn't close at night. We went over, brought the rest of our beer and vodka, and ordered a pizza. We sat around, watched Comedy Central, and ate/drank. I didn't really drink very much again. I just couldn't handle it...it was as if my body was saying NOOOO more, you're blood alchol is still way too high from yesterday. So, I did the smart thing for once and drank very very slowly.

After awhile, we went down to the pool, probably around 9-10pm because it was dark. That's when the trouble began, lol. First Heather and I weren't going to swim, not sure why. Heather wasn't going to so I wasn't, but then Charlie sprayed us with the water hose (ugh) and I was soaked so I went ahead and got in. Heather stayed out of the water and read a magizine. I flirted and we swam and Charlie started to start sort of following me around the pool. At that point, I kind of wanted to make out and cuddle and whatnot because I was in the mood, slightly drunk, and it was vacation. I knew that wasn't all that Charlie wanted, so when he tried to hold me, I kind of scooted away. He backed off and we swam/drank some more. Then I went and got a bag of ice. I love ice chips, especially when I'm drinking lol. I stood at the end of the deep end and started eating my ice. Heather went upstairs to get more beer, and Cale was at the other end of the pool. Charlie came up beside me and started hitting on me again. This time, I changed my mind and decided that maybe it would be fun to mess around. It IS the Summer of Fun 2004. We started making out and things started getting a little steamy, lol. He decided we should move down to the shallower end of the pool. We were in about 8 feet of water...so we go down to the 4 foot area. Cale leaves, I have no clue where Heather is....and we end up having sex in the pool. Whoops. No condom. Ugh. We didn't finish, but still...unsafe. He asked me to spend the night at his hotel, said I'd have a lot of fun. I wasn't really sure and couldn't decide. Heather comes back about halfway through this, so we hurriedly pull our swimsuits in the correct position and swim around the corner to the other end of the pool. She had no clue, thankfully. Then she said she was getting ready to leave, and was I ready. I played it very cool, decided quickly that I'd stay, and said I'd just go ahead and stay (Cale was planning to stay too) and she could just go ahead and go since she was so tired. We were leaving early the next morning to go home. After Heather left, we got out of the pool and found Cale. He was going to some other guy's room he'd met to drink some more. I was glad, lol. Charlie and I went upstairs and blah blah blah you don't wanna know. Cale comes back around 3 am. Boy am I glad we decided to get dressed before we went to sleep. He decided he was going to walk back to our hotel (hmm...dunno why, lol). 5 mintues later (with bad timing might I add) he comes back to get his phone, but then he's gone for good. Blah blah blah blah. The next morning, I got up at like 7 and showered before I had to leave for home. I called Heather around 8 (we were leaving at 8:30). She wasn't even up yet so she said we'd leave around 9. I was glad, got back into bed, and cuddled until I recieved a phone call around 9:45. It was Heather and they were outside waiting on me. They'd packed my stuff for me. I said good bye quickly, and left. That's the last I've seen/heard from Charlie as well as the end of my vacation.

Whew! I'm finished with the play by play. Here are some other random things...

Charlie was 26....ahhhh, a full 9 and 1/2 years older than me.
Older men can be a lot of fun...haha.
When we were cuddling, Charlie asked me to scratch his back to put him to sleep...it was adorable.
Later I asked him to hold me and it was awesome....I love it.
Cuddling is quite possibly my favorite thing in the world.
I am not ashamed of anything I did on vacation.
I have no regrets about things I did or didn't do while I was there.
I'm a bud light girl.
I love Texas.
I'm really considering A&M CC. The dorms were so awesome!

More List Mania

kandy2005 — Thu, 29 Jul 2004 20:54:58 GMT

Money: status good...get $20 out of savings just in case!
Total to take-$270
+cash-81
+state check-109
+carmndales--50-60?
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+$240-250

-hotel-$70--pd
-gas-$50
-food-$80
-gifts-$50
-extra-$50
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-$230
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To Do (* indicates done)
pack
*call A&M CC
sig specials
*talk to dad about map
make derby plans
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Trip To Do List:
*talk to dad about mapping
practice driving a standard
make packing list
*hotel reservations
*college tour possibilities
*aquarium priceing

Workout Blues

kandy2005 — Thu, 29 Jul 2004 20:17:13 GMT

Ugh, tonight none of my girl friends could make it to the gym, but I decided I would still go. I always run a mile (outside) before I lift weights. I hate doing it alone, so I asked Brett (freshman, lol) to run with me. Why? That was so stupid. He's like 10000 times faster than me. He kept teasing me about me being slow, in a very nice way. He was just trying to be funny and flirt a little bit, but still. It hurt my feelings. I was proud that I could run a full mile without stopping and now he wants it faster. *sigh* I just sort of shook it off and went inside to lift weights. That was so intimidating. I didn't even really finish all of the exercises I usually do. Brett and Adam were the only guys my age in there, but there were also like 3 7th graders and the new coach (25). I just felt like they were making fun of me (mentally) or judging me or something. I know I look fat, especially in my workout clothes (oversized tshirts and such). I know I was all red from running. I felt like they were mentally critiquing how I was lifting, the exercises I was doing, etc. It totally ruined my workout. All of the confidence and security it gives me about my body was not there tonight. I felt ugly, and insecure, and weak. I wish Lori'd start opening up the gym for the girls seperatly again. I hope its better tomorrow night. If none of the girls can go, I'll run by myself and leave. I can go somewhere else to workout if I really have to.

Agendas, etc

kandy2005 — Wed, 28 Jul 2004 23:33:12 GMT

Tomorrow's Agenda:
8--up
9:15--leave for joplin
9:20--bank/money/cash all checks
10:15--arrive joplin
11:45--leave joplin
12:45--heather/money
1--work
5--home
6--gym
7--leave gym
7+ -- get stuff done

other things to do:

*pack
*enroll
*call A&M CC
*sig specials
*talk to dad about map
*make derby plans
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To Do List:

Get money to Heather for hotel
Talk to dad about map/heather
Enroll for school
Follow up on college books
Call A&M CC
Make plans for demo derby
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Shopping List:

beachy shorts
tank tops
spaghetti strap tops
swim suit tops
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Trip To Do List:

talk to dad about mapping
practice driving a standard
check expedia for mileage
make packing list
hotel reservations
college tour possibilities
aquarium priceing
alchol purchasing
other toursit info check
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Laundry/Packing List:

go shopping, make list later
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Beauty Supplies Packing list:

make tomorrow
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Money List:

hotel-$70
gas-$50
food-$80
gifts-$50
extra-$50
shopping-$50
total: $350...available around that
total out of savings: $0-50..good

My Babbles

kandy2005 — Tue, 27 Jul 2004 12:41:38 GMT

Ok back from the doctor and the fair. After we got back my stepdad called and wanted me to take Rob up to the fair. Weeee...he's go pigs. Fun fun. I'm glad I didn't have to stay very long, lol.

I'm rather excited about the whole 5K thing today. It'll be really good for me. My goal is to be able to run the entire thing. If I can't do that, I want to run as much as possible with short walking breaks....Don't know why I'm babbling about this.

I think I've mentioned that I'll be going to Corpus Christi with a couple of friends next week. We were hoping to stay at my aunt's condo, but she's got a "21" rule. You have to be 21 to stay unchapperoned. I understand, but it would have been nice. Anyways, yesterday I get this letter from her and a check. She sent my birthday money early (and a little extra). She usually sends about $50. My birthday is August 25th...but anyways, she sent $200. That was so sweet and really appreciated. I wrote the thank you letter immediatly! I was kind of worried that most of the money I had saved up this summer was going to be spent on that trip but not now. I'm so happy!

Enough for now...more later.

Running

kandy2005 — Mon, 26 Jul 2004 21:05:44 GMT

My computer's weird about letting me reply to comments for some reason...shrugs. Dunno. It won't let me. Whatever.

Danielle and Phett, thanks for stopping by! :D You're my first two visitors. Phett, good luck with your 5K. I'm sure you'll do great. Danielle, thanks for the support! Hugs for you both!

Anways, I think I've decided to do the 5K. I'm really nervous but it will be fun, and good for me, and something new and different. Besides, no one expects it. I' thinking about asking a friend to train with me, but even if she doesn't I'll do it by myself. *beams* I made a positive decision. And it's healthy. And it only took one day. Progress at last!!!!!!

More later. Hugs!!!!

Quote and website...for safekeeping

kandy2005 — Sun, 25 Jul 2004 20:05:20 GMT

http://www.firststrides.com/startmyself.html

It doesn't matter where you start (how fit/fat/fast you are). It only matters that you start.

I'm thinking of training to run a 5K race. I'd have to start in now or as soon as I get back from Corpus Christi to make it, but I might try. I wanna be a runner, lol.

Whew!

kandy2005 — Sun, 25 Jul 2004 14:41:20 GMT

I'm back...finally. It was a crazy weekend. I thought I'd have time to sign on and update a little, but that never happened. Here's the cliff notes version:

~Saturday~ I worked at the convinience store from 8am-4pm. Then I dicovered my car is still screwed up. It needs a new starter and the alternator they put on was a dud. I got a ride to the softball field and worked the concession stand and scoreboard and stuff until 10:00pm. Then I helped clean up and finally got to go home about 11pm. I was working at our slow pitch softball tournament that the girls sports teams held to raise money for warm up's. I think we made over $1000. yays! I had two bud lights that I stole from Shoe, hehehe. He stole my french fries so I don't care.

~Sunday~I worked today from 10am-4pm. I usually only work till 2 but there was sooooo much to do toady. I'm finally back and ready to catch up on everything.

I'm going to upload some old pictures of myself later to my picturetrail account, lol. *embarassed*

Tired

kandy2005 — Fri, 23 Jul 2004 21:52:36 GMT

I'm getting ready to go to bed. I finally uploaded a picture of my new purse. Cheers! Username Kandy_Kisses.

I'm going to shower and bed. Night!