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Chaos Matrix
Most of this journal is friends-only at this time. Fenwick's current Contact Information (friends-only) Chaos Matrix, Fenwick's online library integralmagick, the notebook space of Fenwick's book-in-progress about science, magick, and mysticism. Expect long stretches of quiet with bursts of activity. Do it every day. Want to become a concert pianist? Do it every day. Want to become a writer? Do it every day. Want to become depressed? Think of depressing thoughts every day. Want to become an optimist? Think of cheerful thoughts every day. Do it every day. --Robert Anton Wilson, Maybe Logic "Truth is stranger than fiction, because fiction has to make sense." --Charles Fort The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly colored and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question, is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "hey - don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride..." And we... kill those people. Ha ha "Shut him up." "We have a lot invested in this ride. Shut him up. Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account and my family. This just has to be real." Just a ride. But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn't matter because: It's just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead, see all of us as one. Here's what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money that we spend on weapons and defences each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace. --Bill Hicks, comedian In Life ∴ In Love ∴ In Laughter
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annwfn
anthropology
anti-consumerism
bioenergetics
books
buddhism
chaos
chaos magick
chaos science
comparative religion
compassion
compersion
consciousness
cosmogony
cosmology
critical listening
critical thinking
crossdisciplinarianism
cuddling
culture
cybernetics
dawn redwoods
discordianism
earth energies
ecology
emperor norton
enlightenment
entheogens
eris
eschatology
feminism
flow
fotamecus
fringe science
geology
gnosis
hinduism
hippies
history
hopeful romanticism
human behavior
humor
i ♥ >1
information theory
integral magick
integral philosophy
intelligence
intentional community
interconnectedness
karma
kill your television
knowledge
kundalini
la vie bohème
latin
laughter
library science
life as play
linguistics
love
lucid waking
mage's marks
magick
martial arts
meditation
metallurgy
metaphysics
metaprogramming
metasystem transition theory
molecular nanotechnology
mountains
mycology
mysticism
neopaganism
neophilia
neurocardiology
neuroscience
nonduality
nonverbal communication
nortonianism
numismatics
occultism
oceans
ontology
ordo coclearum runcibilis
outdoorsmanship
paganism
parapsychology
pattern
peace
peace love and happiness
peoplewatching
perrenial philosophy
phenethylamines
philosophy
physics
polyamory
portland
prajñāpāramitā hridaya sūtra
psychedelics
psychology
rainbows
raja yoga
randomness
reality tunnels
redwoods
relationships
robert anton wilson
sacred sexuality
samadhi
san francisco
sanskrit
science
second-tier cybernetic theory
self-awareness
self-education
self-realization
semantics
semiotics
sexual alchemy
sexuality
shamanism
sociology
spiritual evolution
spiritual involution
spirituality
sustainable living
synaesthesia
synchronicity
tabula smaragdina
tantra yoga
the nature of time
turiya
utopia
utopian philosophy
voluntary simplicity
watersheds
wine
winemaking
writing
ylem
yoga
yoga sutras of patanjali
z(cluster)
aleph
Sister Endekad
Sister Endekad and her Criminal Cybersex League
pharminatrix
Secret Agent Beach Party
Top-Secret Sea Shanties
purplerabbit
Purple Rabbit
As the Sun Rises...
katuah
red_leaf_dancer
watch for cairns
daoistraver
Second Best Coffee in Town
a nation of super-energized, drunk pimps
fenwickstidbits
Fenwick's Miscellaneous Tidbits
pythagore
Pythagore Anonymous KSC.
The life and times of P.'.A.'.
thornsilvertree
Eric "Thorn" Silvertree
Thorn Silvertree
kanarime
Kanarime
badger
badgerblog
fatherbliss
Instant Illumination
athena_eris
Cameo
krimhum
krim hum
Krim Hum
inflectionpoint
trom
Mouseketeer Stigmata
kcatalyst
Kcat
ethora
spiraldragon
Veils Between Worlds
felinasm
Felina SilverMoon
agent139
contraindicated for use with/for/by humans
PIG FACE NOW REQUESTS YOUR CERVICAL ATTENTION
gaaneden
Jennifer
Apocalypse Girl
dirtygypsy
Gypsy
miss_meow
Miss Meow
all dressed up with nowhere to go
elnigma
Tiamat
radical_pietist
Radical Pietist
Alf's Journal
slashpervert
Slash Perv
wyldfiregyrl
saizai
Sai
Calm brilliance
five23
Tricks of the Mind
saansaansaan
Saan Saturday
burn
ybodo
I'm a fucking surgeon.
Terminal Gh0ul
nameunknown
Jake Armitage
yaguari
Yaguari
Pantherflight Demense
uncledark
Uncle Dark
Uncle Dark's Travelling Smoke and Mirrors Show
isara
Isara
kineticphoenix
Who wants to know?
Take My Hand...
leoz
Lionheart
aroraborealis
ruthless compassion
elfwreck
The Elf ½
ELF thots
achadachad
dave e
loads of rabbit
digitalsidhe
Digital Sidhe
chronarchy
Chronarchy
eldriwolf
eldri
plutopsyche
Psyche
jewel_of_denial
Jewel
Jewel is...
frakki_warrior
One warriors trip through this life
high1238
Vitus
Cooking in the Mind's Kitchen
pedero
Fr. Pope Pedro, the Unintelligible
Thee Cow-Flo ov Pedro
mshathvri
Mshathvri
We Need Not Think Alike to Love Alike.
teckyong
madprofit
Madprofit
littlehelp
The High, Elated Little Help, Slackite
You Poor, Lost Bastard
nehrlich
steine
digital atraya
unseelie
Richard's Web Persona
Random Rantings
amberite
That Which Fights Entropy
The Music of the Synapses
malaclypse3
Malaclypse III
veedub
bye-bye binoculars and macintosh
till the wheels come off
corvusmunnin
From Frog Cottage
mp_reyart
M. P. Reyart
tim_maroney
Tim Maroney
demonsrant
Unseelie's Demons
Unseelie's Demon's Rantings
theskeptictank
Emperor Norton III
cyan_blue
Geri
xaven
Xaven
werekat
Werekat
Библиотека
faerysprl
faeryspiral
A Faery's Santitarium
xi_o_teaz
Xi O'Teaz
Reflections
xolotl_grimnir
Ragni VégrímR
Wisdom and Folly
contrariety
Contrariety
weapons of mass discussion
feonixrift
Feonixrift
feyonna
Feyonna
anathstryx
Anath Stryx
Everything is exactly as it should be...or it would be different
pope_guilty
Dreamers of Secrets and White Treason
Pope Guilty- Papal Bull
atlas_mason
Welcome to the Vast Iota
vvvexation
Vainglorious Vicissitudes
ex_dylan_ram754
Agent of Fortune
Parallel Lives
friendlyheretic
My AlterEgos
adayinthelife
Your Friendly Neighbourhood Heresiarch
theMeansofInformation
zeke_hubris
The Silver Key
Just Another Dream Quest...
erg
Erg
Boxen
dawningday
Emil
Heijoshin
ranger_rick
Ranger Rick
An Unlikely Grimoire
veleda
Veleda
Veleda's Random Musings on the Nature of the Universe
ashub
Ashub
Boingy!
hypanebliss
Svensai Cervantes Esteban
bkwyrm
Moral Whiplash
Taking Tickets At The Theme Park of the Damned
decembersunset
Kira Kirstoferson
mordantcarnival
RATELS!!!!
Talks to strangers
danaeris
Danaeris -- or Dana for short
A Danae of All Trades
psybelle
a game of telephone, in reflections and shadows
dragonscholar
Dragon Scholar
sighris
Sighris
Sighris & other interesting info:
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JeZeBeLes Realm
Kickback, Relax, and Remember to Breathe
artistic_chaos
Chaos (but they say I'm getting better)
themoonrising
Moons Musings
sassy
aesthetics of astonishment
chelidon
Chelidon
The Art of Life : The Life of Art
rialian
Rialian
zunger
Yonatan Zunger
phoenixwrites
Writing Muse Resurrected
dangerpudding
Life Is Change, Princess
Life IS Change, Princess
angelrose99
Tiffany
chinkoflight
Matt Lee
Chink of Light
luxton
Luxton
Semi-Automatic Writing
tudgedelta