Love, it taught me to lie.

[Fan Art] Tomo Yanagishita

junshoo — Fri, 13 Jul 2012 14:57:17 GMT

Since I haven't been updating my comm, I'll update my own journal with some of the portrait practices that I've been doing.
I really need more practice.
Also, I'm kind of stressed lately. Client shit and school stuffs. I have an event tomorrow to run. ~~Ugh.~~
Hope everyone is well.

Beautiful Hands & The Bus Stop

junshoo — Sat, 23 Jun 2012 18:50:13 GMT

TITLE: Beautiful Hands & The Bus Stop
AUTHOR: junshoo
LENGTH: oneshot
GENRE: romance
PAIRING: Junchun
RATING: G
DISCLAIMER: Don't own these guys.
SUMMARY: Yoochun fell in love with a stranger. At a bus stop, Because of his beautiful hands.
A/N: A quite short story. It's been 5 months since I posted anything. I've been really busy with school and clients I guess I lost my muse... I wanted to write again... I might be really rusty. I apologize. I do admit I didn't really felt that confident writing again. e__e Also, idk if things have changed around here. lol. Well, it's good to take a break every now and then though! I'll try to get better in time. :D

At exactly 6am in the morning every weekday, I would be sitting at the bus stop seat while waiting for my bus to school. I was never late and was quite proud of that. I was not the only one who would be waiting for the bus though; a beautiful stranger would always be there earlier than me. He would be sitting at the end of the seat, playing his PSP with such concentration. He takes a different bus and his bus would always arrive before mine.

It started off as quite a minor crush. To notice that he has such beautiful hands, the hands that had attracted me to him. Hands that were probably defined by the hours spent gaming. Veins placed at all the right places. Elongated fingers accompanied with beautiful nails (even though he was a man). His hands were so captivating…

The first time I saw him didn’t really left any impact on me until I notice his hands. I was actually quite surprise that I started to develop interest in him.

“Approach him,” Jaejoong teased me when I told him about the stranger. I brushed it off quickly saying that it was impossible. Especially with the fact that I was never one to start a conversation.

Jaejoong laughed immediately after I said that. “Oh my Yoochun, haven’t you heard of YOLO? WHAI-OH-EL-OH.”

“…What?” I raised an eyebrow at him.

“You only live once ma boyyyyy.” He giggled.

I stared at him and he grinned widely. Jaejoong was such a freak sometimes I really can’t tell whatever is going on in his mind.

“Oh come on, no harm trying amirite? Just talk to him and who knows? Love might blossom!”

“Don’t be ridiculous.”

“I’m not.” He suddenly smiled. The kind of smile someone gives you when they want you to know that they have entered the serious mode. “I’ll help you.”

And I was like oh shit.

And that was how I found Jaejoong waiting at my bus stop the next morning. Standing 5 metres away from the stranger, he waved to me with much enthusiasm. “OHAYOUUUUUU YUCHUN-SAMA~~~~~~!”

I could feel my face getting red. The stranger was looking at us as I stomped towards my best friend. “What the hell are you doing?!” I hit his head in embarrassment and anger.

“Ow! Why did you hit me for? I was practicing my Japanese with you!”

I didn’t reply him and glanced over at the stranger. He was smiling, probably from watching two idiots making a fool of themselves at 6am in the morning.

Oh that’s right, it was 6am in the morning. “Why are you in my neighbourhood at 6am in the morning? Isn’t your house far off from here? Why did you even bother coming here at such an early hour in the morning?!” I asked Jaejoong, making sure I emphasized the word morning.

“Yaaah, how mean can you get Yuchun-kun?” Jaejoong pouted and turned his voice into a whisper, “I’m here to help you, don’t you remember?”

My face turned red again. I swear I could feel it turning red. I imagined kicking the shit out of Jaejoong in my mind. Kick and punch him till he moan in pain. And make him plead guilty. That would be good. Ahahaha.

I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to face Jaejoong.

But he was gone. No, wait, more like, he had miraculously disappear beside me and is now with the stranger and chatting with him.

“J-j-jaejoong! W-what are you doing?!” I shouted.

When he didn’t reply me, I clumsily stood up and made my way towards them. They looked like like they were chatting.

“…Ah, so you’re a 1st year university student?” I heard Jaejoong asked him. He nodded his head and smiled. So cute. So he’s older than me.

“Cool! Ah hi Yoochun! Junsu hyung, this is Yoochun my classmate! Yoochun this is Junsu! We’re both second years in college!”

This caught me off guard. Why the hell was Jaejoong acting as though he was close friends with the stranger?!

“Hello, nice to meet you Yoochun.” Junsu smiled as he held his hand out. I was stunned but shook his hand anyway. I’m touching him. I’m making contact with his perfect hands.

“H-hello Yoochun,” I stuttered.

His bus came and just like that he bowed in apology and boarded his bus. I turned to look at Jaejoong who was obviously high from glee, giggling his ass away.

Someone get Junsu out of my mind please. Jesus fucking Christ why is he so adorable. I find myself banging my head on my table repeatedly. Yeah, I thought that might help me get him out of my mind. Yup, I can still feel his godly hands on mine. Oh god, I love you.

I tried to calm myself down. It couldn’t be that bad right? Jaejoong merely introduced us so it isn’t something I should be thinking too much about. What if he thinks I’m crazy? If I’m trying to hit on him? What if he thinks I am creepy? Oh god.

“Yoochun?” my lecturer looked at me in concern, “You look sick. Are you ok?”

“Y-yeah.” I look down at my hand that had shaken his and tried to recall if I had washed them.

I didn’t go to class the next day.

“YAH WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!” Jaejoong screamed the moment I picked my phone up.

“I have a slight fever,”

“Are you making it up? He just boarded the bus!”

I sighed. I knew Jaejoong would wait for me at the bus stop again after yesterday’s incident. I fake a cough and hung up on him.

The next morning I forced myself out of bed and headed out after a quick shower and breakfast.
Ring ring.

“Yo,” I greeted Jaejoong. “Please don’t give me anymore morning call, I’m walking towards the bus stop.”

“And I don’t get a morning greeting? Anyway, really? That’s good! He’s here.”

“He’s there every day dumbass.”

“You should learn to be nicer to me. I’ve done so many things for—”

“My fummy feels tunny.” I cut him off.

“What?”

It took me few seconds to realised my mistake and I quickly corrected it, “I meant my tummy feels funny. I’ll be there in a few, see you later.”

When I arrived at the bus stop, Jaejoong was sitting with Junsu. They were chatting happily away like long lost friends. I walked towards them.

“G-good morning. You guys sure click well together.” I greeted them.

“Ah Yoochun-ah~~” Jaejoong greeted me back with his usual unnecessary enthusiasm.

Junsu smiled “Good morning Yoochun, do you want to know why we get along so well?”

“Huh?” I stared at them. Why was he asking such a weird question. Jaejoong snickered and eventually burst into a fit of laughter.

“Yoochun,” Junsu continued. “We’re cousins.”

I could have sworn my jaws went wide open. Cousins? Was that why Jaejoong was able to talk to him so naturally? Was that what Jaejoong meant when he said that he had helped me in many ways? Was he trying to match make me and Junsu? That sneaky bastard! More importantly, did he tell Junsu I had a crush on him?!

“Jae, you told him I harbour feelings for him?!” I gasped.

There was an awkward silence before Jaejoong finally spoke, “I didn’t… You just did it yourself…man.”

“Oh.”

And there was Junsu, staring at me intently making me blush madly. I felt the need to get away from them, find an isolated island and dig a hole to hide myself in it. Maybe I should leave first. Ah good idea. “I-I need to go home. I f-forgot something…” I stuttered, trying my best to avoid eye contact with them. “Goodby—“

“Ah, look, my bus is arriving soon.” Junsu suddenly said before I could finish bidding goodbye. He stood up from the seat and faced me.

It was like a miracle had happened. I felt a body close into me and felt something brushed against my cheeks— his lips. Junsu had kissed me… on the cheeks. It was a short kiss but I felt my heart bursting with happiness. I heard Jaejoong gave a little squeal at the back.

I stared at Junsu in complete shock as he continued to give me his amazing smile. The sound of the bus engine could be heard. “I’m glad we’re actually sharing the same feelings, I’ll ask Jaejoong for your number,” he said before leaving for his bus.

I stood there completely dumbfounded as I watch the bus leave.

“Tell me what the hell just happened,” I said to Jaejoong the moment we got on the bus.

Jaejoong laughed. “Sure honey buns.”

It turns out that the day Jaejoong had decided to wait for me at the bus stop, he was surprised himself when he saw his cousin. They were talking before I had arrived and Jaejoong had asked Junsu to pretend to not to know him. Jaejoong said that he meant it as a prank. He didn’t tell Junsu my feelings because he respected me. (Tsk yeah right.) He was quite surprise himself with the outcome and that Junsu liked me too.

I sighed. “Well, things had happened.”

“Yeah! This is fate after all!” Jaejoong clapped his hands.

I touched the place where he left his kiss. This could be the start of something new.

junshoo — Wed, 14 Mar 2012 10:10:46 GMT

Bang.

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[FANART MANIPS] 유 to the 수~

junshoo — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 13:41:42 GMT

Preview:

Because I've been YooSu deprived (all thanks to joe OTL).
The first manip which I had done last year actually but had only posted on my tumblr, so enjoy the Yoosu~ ;D

I don't mind sharing but please do not claim as yours ^^;

I am a Kitten

junshoo — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 18:32:41 GMT

Title: I am a Kitten
Author: junshoo
Length: poem
Genre: fluff(?)
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Meow. This poem is for Master Yoochun.
A/N: 8D/ Hi, if anyone remembers me. Happy 2012! Been so busy lately so I haven't really been writing. So many things happened during the period I was MIA from LJ OTL. To name a few, tvxq fanparty, london trip, tons of projects, lots of school things happening in between etc etc etc Anyway, sorry for being rusty. D:

I am a kitten.
A kitten I am to you.
You picked me up from the streets.
And now master, I am yours.
I am a kitten.
I am your kitten.

“Baby your fur is so soft,”
Meow I would say.
Stroke my hair,
Stroke my soft hair,
Stroke me.
Meow.

You have the voice of the whispering wind
Master, your commands, would I greatly fulfill
Master, I am yours.
And yours only.

When you throw the ball of yarn,
that’s when we get our show rolling,
Master, I am yours
Nobody else gets to watch
Our only spectacular show.
Meow, let’s play.
Because that’s what masters do,
They play with their pets.

What do you crave for?
I am a kitten,
I crave for milk.
Master, feed me milk.
Some liquid to quench my thirst,
It feels so dry.
Oh, master feed me.
Anything, something, everything.

I am flexible.
I am slender.
I am a kitten.
And this is our show.
I bend the way you want me to.
Swish goes my tail.
Swish, swish.

I am a kitten,
My tongue is so small.
Especially when it’s on yours.
Pets that lick their masters, shows fondness.
And master, I am very fond of you.

“Junsuie~” you called out my name.
Meow, I respond.
Meow, I reply.
Meow, Master Yoochun~

The Figure

junshoo — Sun, 13 Nov 2011 17:48:03 GMT

Title: The Figure
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: romance
Pairing: Junchun
Rating: r
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Yoochun & Junsu loved each other so much they tell even the trivial things to the other. However there was something Yoochun had never told Junsu but Junsu knew except he didn’t know what.
A/N: For ain0903! Sorry if I’m slightly late. Happy belated birthday baby! Also, I haven’t been writing for quite a while… I might’ve gotten rusty. Gosh I’m starting to hate my writing style. Anyways, I hope it wasn’t too sucky since it’s been months since I wrote anything…. Enjoy <3 (Btw I wrote this near 2am in the morning and I have school in 3 hours, please excuse me if I have any spelling mistakes or etc, I'll make sure to edit if I've spot some more OTL)

Yoochun trembled. A figure had step onto his bedding and closed in on him.

What time was it now? He couldn’t tell. The last time he checked the clock before he fell asleep, it was 9pm. He couldn’t make out the exact timing.

He gasped when the figure grabbed his arms, awakening him out of his thoughts. Oh no.
The figure pressed in on him, he was defenceless. Yoochun knew it was impossible to get out of the situation. Yoochun knew he was too weak to fight back.
Yoochun knew even if he screamed, no one would have heard him.

Tears welled up his eyes when all the realization hit him.

“Baby, are you okay?” a tender voice brought him back to reality.

Yoochun looked up to the owner of the voice, it was Junsu. He must’ve been spacing out again. Damn, this wasn’t the first time. It’d probably become a habit already, he thought to himself.

“Yeah, I’m sorry about that…” he replied, rubbing his templed. Yoochun is trying to get his breathing back to normal.

“What’s wrong babe?” Junsu sat himself next to Yoochun and held him gently close. Yoochun sighed and leaned on his boyfriend’s shoulders.

When Yoochun did not reply, Junsu merely sighed. He did not probe further.

Yoochun is thankful for having to be able to find someone as caring as Junsu. Junsu was never the type to force Yoochun into doing anything he did not want to do. Junsu knew when Yoochun had to say something, he would say it. He knew Yoochun needed the space and Junsu believes that Yoochun will slowly but surely open up fully to him one day. What he needed is merely time and Junsu is giving him that.

“I love you,” Junsu whispered into his lover’s ears. Yoochun planted a small kiss on Junsu’s neck in reply.

Yoochun had never been the type to express himself. Much opposite compared to Junsu, Junsu is a genius in studies, a people’s person, an adorable happy-go-lucky guy who probably has the whole world as his friends. Yoochun sometimes wondered what he did to deserve such an amazing boyfriend. Maybe what they said about opposites attracting is true after all. Their differences increased the mutual attractions between them, much like the North and South poles of a magnet.

The two of them had always been as honest as they can with each other. Inseparable, even the most trivial things they would share it with each other. However, there was something that Yoochun had never revealed to his lover and Junsu was very much well aware of it. From day 1 when Junsu had set his eyes on him, Junsu could already tell that there was something about Yoochun. Nonetheless, he still fell in love with the tall, handsome man. The first time their eyes met, Junsu knew he was the one.

“Yah, why are you closing your eyes! The best part is about to come~” Junsu whispered as quietly as he could to his lover. They were in a cinema watching a movie, one that Yoochun had suggested since he loves romance movies and watching a romantic movie with your boyfriend just seemed so right.

“Noo… I don’t want to see it. You horny idiot.”

Junsu smirked. Yoochun was being such an innocent baby. No matter how much the other loved romance, he would always blush madly whenever he sees any bed scenes or scenes that has intimateness.

Junsu refocused his eyes to the screen, quietly appreciating the hot bed scene.

Yoochun observed his boyfriend and finally turned away when was sure that Junsu was not paying attention to him.

Yoochun suppressed his tears. He tried to calm himself down by thinking of his favourite food, his mother, his younger brother and happy things like that. True, the past still haunts him but at least it had gotten better over the years, he was not as paranoid. He had come to terms that it had happened to him, thanks to the psychologist his mother had sent him too.

It was the lowest period of his life, trying to overcome the trauma. Yoochun is grateful that he was able to come out of his shell, even though not fully, after years of struggling, he was finally able to face the world.

It took him years to finally take the courage to watch such scenes, although he often finds himself still trembling and shaking. However, he wasn’t so sure if he was able to do it if it were to come to him one day.

Junsu and he had been together for almost a year, Yoochun is glad his boyfriend had never rushed anything. He really loved Junsu with all his heart.

Yoochun wished that he would fully be able to overcome his trauma.

“How was it? Did you enjoy it?” Junsu asked as they got into the car.

“It was okay,”

“Too bad you didn’t pay attention to the sex scene.”

Yoochun laughed half-heartedly.

“At least you didn’t cover your ears. The sound effects were hot weren’t they?” Junsu smirked.

Yoochun eyed his boyfriend suspiciously.

“What?”

“You’re horny aren’t you?”

“Maybe I am, maybe I’m not.” He laughed it off as he started the engine. “Come on, let’s head home I’m tired.”

Junsu gasped as the cold shower hits him. What’s up with his body tonight? His mind keeps replaying the movie scene over and over. God, you really are deprived aren’t you Kim Junsu?

He didn’t know how long he stayed in the shower. He just did until he felt he finally regained his composure. After drying himself, he got out of the shower.

Yoochun had his shirts unbutton as he picked up Junsu’s dirty clothes (the ones he had thrown everywhere before entering the shower) for laundry. When Junsu came out of the shower, he raised an eyebrow in amusement. “I think this is the first time you took an hour to shower.”

“Well, I uhh—“ Junsu rubbed his neck trying to think of what to say.

“It’s fine, I was just telling you how long you took.” Yoochun smiled and placed Junsu’s clothes in a laundry basket. “I’m going to shower now.”

“Ah… Okay… well….” Junsu trailed off when he observed Yoochun taking off his top. “…Chun… Wait…”

“Hm?”

Step by step, Junsu slowly approached Yoochun, eyes slowly diluted by lust.

Yoochun sensed something was wrong. His heart started thumping really loudly. There was something different about Junsu’s eyes and he felt scared that it was what he thought it would be.

Junsu leaned forward and stared at Yoochun with passion.

“I… love you,” he finally said before connecting their lips together. Yoochun hesitated as he felt himself being pushed back on their bed. Junsu’s tongue was getting in, exploring. His hands too started their adventure. He could feel his lover’s erection poking him through the towel he was wearing.

Yoochun didn’t like what was happening, tears formed in his eyes as Junsu’s hands started to caressed his exposed nipples. He tried pushing Junsu off him.

Junsu was startled when he felt his lover’s hands pushing him away. He was even more startled when he saw that he had made Yoochun cried. By now, Yoochun was already a in a crying mess.

“Yoochun…? Yoochun, what’s wrong? Oh god, I’m sorry Yoochun, I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to scare you, Yoochun, answer me, are you okay?” Junsu panic as he sat himself next to Yoochun who had already curled himself up while crying his eyes out.

Yoochun didn’t reply. He couldn’t reply. In his mind, he only saw the figure. He could hear Junsu’s voice but he could not see Junsu.

“Yoochun, Yoochun oh god Yoochun please don’t scare me!” Junsu panicked, he wanted to hug his lover for comfort but he hesitated for fear their near state of nudity would make him even traumatised. He got up to wrap a blanket around his lover’s half naked body. Junsu then changed into his clothes before returning to his lover’s side.

Yoochun was still crying, his hands covering his face.

Junsu gingerly pulled him into a hug, only the blanket separating them. Yoochun didn’t resist and cried into his lover’s comfort, trying to erase the figure from his mind.

He prayed. All the while when the figure was doing things to him, he was closing his eyes, focusing on Jesus, praying that someone would come in. Praying helped him not think of the situation he was in.

However, when he opened his eyes, he could not think of Jesus anymore. Yoochun screamed when he saw the figure’s large member trying to enter him.

But maybe Jesus had heard him after all.

Just as Yoochun had lost all hopes, the door clicked opened.

The next morning, Yoochun asked Junsu if he wanted to go for a walk in the park. Junsu agreed. He was careful not to say anything relating the night before. If there was one thing he was afraid of, it was hurting Yoochun.

The chilly autumn morning made Junsu mentally wished he was back inside the warm apartment. They were seating with a comfortable distance between them on a bench park, observing people walk by. Junsu was worried since Yoochun had not said anything. He wasn’t sure if he should even start a conversation.

Yoochun suddenly sighed, “Mind if I lay on your lap?”

Junsu was surprised but he said he didn’t mind.

For a moment, there was another comfortable silence before Yoochun finally spoke. “I was 7.”

Yoochun felt his mother’s arms sliding around his small frame and he screamed. “It’s okay darling, it’s okay, please don’t cry anymore. Yoochun-ah, this is Mummy. Things will be okay. Please don’t cry…You’re making Mummy really scared too…”

His mother had already helped cleaned and dressed him up, but somehow he still felt naked. Yoochun shivered and hugged his own tiny body.

“It’s going to be fine dear, we’re going to send your Daddy away to hell. No… he isn’t your dad anymore. My dear baby, I’m so sorry, I’m such a terrible mother.”

Junsu could feel hot tears rolling down his cheeks. He felt so angry at himself for bringing back such terrible memories. He felt worthless. He felt angry at god, why did Yoochun have to go through such nightmare?

“Junsu…” Yoochun sat up and wiped his boyfriend’s tears away. “It’s not your fault… I was the one who didn’t tell you… I know what’s going through your mind. You’re blaming yourself again as usual.”

Junsu shook his head.

“You’re lying. I don’t want you to cry for me. I should be the one crying. I’m the one who got raped.”

“I’m sorry…”

Yoochun wrapped his arms around Junsu’s neck and kissed his tear-stained cheeks. “Don’t be, I love you so much and I’ve thought about it.”

Yoochun paused and laid his head on Junsu’s shoulders. “At the very least, it helped me to finally be able to tell you my past. I… love you too much… I don’t want this to affect us.”

Junsu could feel tears forming again as he snuggled closer to Yoochun. “I love you, Yoochun.”

“Do you really mean that?”

Junsu immediately pulled Yoochun away. Yoochun was slightly startled. “Are you kidding me?” he asked before holding on to Yoochun’s hands and kneeling in front of him.

“I love you, more than the air I breathe.” Junsu smiled.

Yoochun smiled back, “Then, you’ll surely help me right? I do want to have sex with you.”

“Of course I’ll help you get through this, idiot. I’ll never ever leave you. I need sex with you.”

Yoochun giggled and leaned forward as they shared a soft, tender kiss.

[FanArt] You are my pet. (YooSu)

junshoo — Wed, 09 Nov 2011 15:28:41 GMT

Because Alyssa requested this.
And since it is YooSu, it deserves a proper post.
:3
~~(Sorry I'm not the master of PS, it may look crappy OTL)~~

MINE photobook~

junshoo — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 08:25:36 GMT

I do know that this is late, but I'd just gotten my Mine Photobook today~ I thought I'd never get it after waiting so long for it. Here are a few pictures just so that my LJ would be less dead. Lmao :)) This whole photo set is h e a v e n. Initially I'd thought it was a book so I got a surprised when the whole set of photocards dropped on my lap :p
Mehh~

Love

junshoo — Sat, 20 Aug 2011 18:07:54 GMT

Title: Love
Author: junshoo
Length: drabble
Genre: fluff
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: g
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu loves his brother, Yoochun.(no incest intended, more of brotherly love)
A/N: One of the 30 theme challenge. No, I'm not really back. I still have exams ongoing. ><

“Hyung,” was the word I woke up to. When I opened my eyes, I could feel them swollen from the crying just the night before.

“Yoochun hyung,” said my baby brother again. I rubbed my eyes and glanced at the wall clock, it was already midnight. What was he doing out of bed at this time?

His little fingers grabbed on to the hems of my shirt and started tugging, as if pulling me out of bed. I didn’t try to hesitate. I followed him as he led me through the darkness of the house. Our parents were probably asleep so we tried our best to make as little noise as possible.

Junsu led me to the rooftop.

When we were on the rooftop, we were immediately greeted by the beautiful starry night skies.

“Stars!” he squealed quietly, knowing the consequences if our parents caught us awake at this time. Junsu then pointed his stubby fingers to the twinkles in the sky. I smiled when I saw this.

Junsu sat down and patted a spot next to him, I did as I was told.
“Pretty, right?” he asked as he clapped his tiny hands in excitement.

I nodded.

We fell into a comfortable silence as we stargazed together.
It was the first time in my 6 years of having a baby brother was I actually communicating with him. I could feel myself tearing up.

“Hyung,” he looked up to face me.

I turned to his big innocent eyes.

“I,” he continued and pointed to himself while smiling.
I’d never notice he had a dimple.

“You, what?” I asked when he didn’t finish his sentence.

My baby brother didn’t say anything but linked his fingers together.

“You,” he finally whispered.

His fingers were forming the shape of a heart.

All this because he saw me crying the night before.
I hugged his little body and cried as the stars watched us.

2 months already?!

junshoo — Tue, 09 Aug 2011 17:28:31 GMT

Curse you writer's block. >:(
Also, I'm sorry. :(
I have been writing, but they're not good enough to be posted. Yet. T_T

Invisible

junshoo — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 16:38:08 GMT

Title: Invisible
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: angst
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu knew.
A/N: I've been selfish and hopeless. I can't express my feelings out any other way. I don’t think this deserves to be posted in any community. All I’ve written down are my feelings and selfishly used Yoosu therefore the horrible writing. I am sorry.

i .[secret]

You were out taking a drag. I was crying reading through your messages.
I guess people never change. You had kept all her messages while I don’t even see any of mine.

Do you now know why I was crying on that day?

I dried my tears just as you came back.

“I’m hungry,” I said, “Let’s eat.”

You shook your head, “Nah, I’m not hungry.”

I suddenly felt insecurity engulfing me.

“Yah, why are you crying? Are you upset that I don’t want to eat with you?” you asked.

See, you don’t even know why.

ii. [pain]

A soft kiss greeted my lips, “Good morning Su-ah,”

I continued flipping through the channels of the television. There wasn’t anything on, all the recent shows had recently been dull. Just like you and I.

I felt a hand ruffling through my hair. There was a sudden urge to slap it away.

“What would you like to have for breakfast?”

I thought carefully about this, before leaning in and whispering sensually into your ears, your pain.

iii. [drunk]

I tipped the bottle and let the liquid gracefully slide into my mouth, pass through my taste buds and into my throat. A burning sensation could be felt on the tip of my tongue. I squeezed my eyes shut and let my thoughts be washed away by the bitterness of the alchohol.

I don’t usually drink, I blame you.

Only the strong flavour of alchohol can drown all my thoughts of you. It numbs my heart and helps disfunction my brain so I can’t think properly. I felt lighter, I think that I was flying.

The sound of glass shattering can be heard, I thought to myself what a beautiful melody it could make. I giggled loudly even though I knew no one else could hear me – I was the only breathing human in between the dullness of my four dark walls.

It was so dark and humid, just like my life; I am lost and I feel suffocated with thoughts of you leaving me. I don’t even want to think about you but you’re like the waves, forever coming back to slap the shore right at its face. I am the shore. Get out.

I stared at the broken pieces of almost-transparent-liked materials. It looked like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle.

I carefully chose the sharpest one and picked it up.

Yoochun-ah, let me carve your name beautifully.

iv. [façade]

I am the master of disguise.

Behind the mask, lies a pitiful face.

Hearts are meant for breaking.

v. [hurt]

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” you snapped at me. I looked deep into your eyes and said nothing. My eyes showing nothing but the darkness of two coal orbs.

I twisted your nipple hard.

“Junsu!” you groaned.

“Fuck you,” I whispered and slammed hard one last time, focusing all my anger with that thrust and slid out quickly. I could not stand being in you any longer.

When I left, you were crying.

vi. [invisible]

“Yoochun, what do I mean to you?” my words came out as cold as the winter night.

“My boyfriend?”

Right then, I knew.

You had the most beautiful eyes that were often hidden behind thick dark framed glasses; I thought I could never hate them.

You can never hate something or someone you love right? I was wrong.

People mistook it for an attitude problem. They left and not even footprints are left behind.
Right when I need you the most, you went to the wrong direction. I am here, not there. I am not her.

I am here, can’t you see me?

Running Away

junshoo — Fri, 27 May 2011 18:17:24 GMT

Title: Running Away
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: angst
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu can’t seem to find the love he had for Yoochun anymore. Based written on Lonely by 2ne1.
A/N: Part of the 30 themed challenge. The first one written. Also, I need to change my style.

“Junsu-ah, what’s wrong, you haven’t been yourself lately.” Asked Yoochun as he wrapped an arm around his lover’s waist.

“Nothing, I’m fine,” replied Junsu as he looked down in guilt and shame. He could not tell Yoochun, could he? He could not tell Yoochun that he had lost the feelings. He could not. He still believes that he does still love Yoochun. The Yoochun that he had always been with, the past 3 years.

Yoochun placed a soft kiss on Junsu’s ear lobe, “Alright, but don’t keep things to yourself. Do tell me if you have any problems at all. I hate seeing you all depressed like this.”
Junsu nodded his head in reply and excused himself to the gents. He suddenly felt the need to cry and he could not let Yoochun see.

Was Junsu such a horrible person? Junsu stared at the reflection in the mirror. “You…unfaithful bastard.” He said, feeling pathetic about himself.

Junsu ran the tap and splashed some cold water on his face. “No… I love him. I do…” he told himself. “I do, I do…”

The water mixed with his salty tears; no one would realised that he had been crying, right?

*

“I love you, Su-ah~” whispered Yoochun into Junsu’s ear as he presented a small gift box to him.

“Yoochun?”

“Open it,” Yoochun encouraged.

Junsu’s heart beat increased. Why was Yoochun suddenly giving him a present when there was not any special occasion at all. He glanced nervously at his boyfriend again, only to receive another of Yoochun’s famous charming smile.

He had no choice but to open it. With his trembling hands, he slowly pull the bright yellow ribbon off. It fell gracefully and Junsu paused for a moment before continuing to lift the cover of the box.

What met his eyes was a shocked to him.

“Y-yooc-chun?” stuttered Junsu.

Yoochun leaned forward and planted kiss on his boyfriend’s lips. “Yah, don’t worry, I’m not going to propose to you yet. It’s just a couple ring! Look I have one too!” he says as he proudly showed his ring finger.

“O-oh. You didn’t have to…”

“Nonsense, of course I had to! We’re a couple! My Junsu-ah, let me help you put it on for you!” said Yoochun excitedly.

Junsu nodded. What if the next time it was really an engagement ring? He looked at Yoochun nervously who was too contented on how the ring had fit Junsu’s finger perfectly.

Yoochun then looked into Junsu’s eyes seriously as he threaded his fingers through the other. His eyes were diluted and Junsu suddenly felt slightly scared.

“Yoochun?”

“I love you,” said Yoochun as he kissed Junsu’s finger. He pushed Junsu back so that Junsu was lying down on the bed. Junsu’s breath hitched when Yoochun’s hands slid into his shirt

“C-chun-nie… S-stop,” Junsu stuttered out.

Yoochun looked up and stopped, “What’s wrong?”

“I-I… don’t feel well. So if you could stop…”

Yoochun immediately place the back of his hands against his boyfriend’s forehead. They were warm from Junsu being so flushed but Yoochun got convinced that Junsu had caught a fever.

“Sorry baby, I’ll go make some hot soup for you, alright?”

Junsu nodded and watched the retreating figure of his boyfriend.

He pulled up the blanket up to his body. Suddenly, feeling conscious about his own body. Boyfriend? Junsu used to love that term. Did he even have the right to call Yoochun his boyfriend anymore? Junsu sighed and closed his eyes. There were so many things to think about.

He had forced himself to enjoy the things the other have done for him so far and it seems like Junsu’s own feelings were not true enough. He just felt so horrible.

He buried his face in his hands. What was he leading Yoochun into?

**

How long has it been since they had gotten together? Junsu tried recalling their memories together. Has it really been 3 years? When was the last time that he had actually enjoyed being with Yoochun? When was the last time he had truthfully loved Yoochun? When was the first time he had stop having feelings for Yoochun?

“Junsu?” a voice called out to him.

Junsu opened his eyes and see his boyfriend smiling charmingly at him. Junsu tried to smile back.

“Junsu, I love you,” he said.

Junsu tried to reply. No words came out.

“Junsu, do you love me too?” Yoochun asked. He was suddenly drifting further and further away from Junsu.

Junsu tried to reach his hands out. He tried to walk, he tried to run after Yoochun but the more he tried to get nearer to Yoochun, the further Yoochun had gotten.

Yoochun was drifting into the light.

“No! Don’t leave me alone!” Junsu screamed out. He had finally found his voice. “No, no, no—“

***

“Junsu?” Junsu heard a voice calling him. Who is that? Wait, Yoochun? “Wake up, are you having a nightmare?”

Junsu felt a big gentle hand gently shaking him. He slowly opened his eyes, adjusting to the lights. He sees Yoochun. Yoochun is still with him.

“You’re awake, you were screaming in your dreams. Are you okay?” Yoochun asked, concerned.

Junsu groaned. He tried to get up. Yoochun helped him into a sitting position. Junsu felt terrible.

“Hey, I’ve prepared the soup for you. Don’t let it get too cold.”

Junsu nodded. Yoochun stood up to leave.

“Where are you going?” Junsu croaked.

Yoochun smiled and stroked Junsu’s face. “Nowhere. I’ll be right here for you. Whenever you need me.”

And suddenly Junsu was alone. Junsu clutched his chest. It did not hurt but somehow it felt constricted. Why could he not breathe properly? It felt as though the loneliness was enveloping his heart so strongly that he could not breathe.

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

****

Yoochun’s fingers were dancing gracefully on the piano, Junsu who had just entered, watched as the other man played such sad melody. It was so sad. It felt as though it was Yoochun’s feelings that were being conveyed.

“Yoochun?” Junsu said, his voice almost came out in a whisper.

The sad melody stopped. Yoochun looked up and saw Junsu standing at the door. “Come here,” he told Junsu. Junsu did.

“I’m sorry,” Junsu looked down as he apologized.

“What’s wrong, baby?”

The tears were threatening to come out. He had completely no idea what he was doing. Yoochun stood up and wrapped his arms around Junsu for comfort. Junsu wanted to push him away.

“I love you,” said Yoochun.

Again. Again, and again. Yoochun never stopped saying that. Junsu just felt like a bastard.
He forced himself to hug the other back.

He heard Yoochun sighed softy and Junsu blinked his tears away. It was the comfort he used to love. He no longer could find the same comfort anymore.

*****

Junsu had finished packing his belongings. He would miss this place. It held so many precious memories over the past 3 years. It was because of these memories, it made him felt more and more terrible living there.

Yoochun would not be home until 10pm. Tears trickled down Junsu’s cheeks as he played with Yoochun’s favourite teddy bear. He wanted to stay longer to appreciate the apartment and the memories but he needed to get the guilty feeing away from him as soon as possible.

Junsu kissed the tip of the bear’s nose softly before placing the bear back to its original place. He reached out for his back pocket and took out a small envelope to place on the bear.
Junsu silently prayed for Yoochun’s happiness.

You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

"I hope that I will be back,” Junsu waved the empty apartment goodbye.

Cutie

junshoo — Sun, 22 May 2011 17:42:38 GMT

Title: Cutie
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: fluff, crack
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Yoochun thinks Junsu is really cute. Which is why he applied for the job…as a florist.

I really, really, really like cute things.

And that includes this cute man right in front of me. Oh my god, look at those cute tear-dropped eyes and that really heart-warming smile that makes you just go “Awww!” Oh my god, he is talking right now and I cannot… I cannot describe how cute his voice is!

“Yoochun-sshi, are you listening to me?” he asks.

Listening to you? Of course I am listening to you sweetheart. I am also listening to the cuteness screaming out from every part of you including your ass. What a cute ass you have, so sexy. “Hm, yes of course.”

“So as I was saying, you can start work starting from tomorrow. Please come early at 8am to open the shop.” he smiles to me. “Any questions?”

~~Yes, how big is your dick?~~ “No. Not really.”

“Good, I look forward working with you!” and he offers me a handshake which I eagerly take. Oh god, his hands are lovely! They are smaller than mine, oh so cute!

I cannot wait to start work.

The next morning I get up earlier than expected. I took a nice, long refreshing shower and brush my teeth 3 times. I figured that since I had time, I should smell my best. After which, I put on a light pink casual dress shirt and some jeans. I then spray half a bottle of cologne on myself. Ha ha, just kidding, of course not half the bottle.

It was 7.45am when I arrive at the front of the shop. Cutie was already there. “Ah, good morning Yoochun-sshi! You’re really early!” he greets me as he pulls the shutter up. I greet back politely and help him.

“You look really nice in pink,” he comments when we are in the shop. I blush, cutie just said I look nice! Ahahaha!

I watch as that cute butt of his wiggles around as he pulls something out of the store room, “Here, you should put on this apron. “

Ahhhh, there goes my mind again. No cutie, you should put on the apron. Just the apron. Yeah, that would look so sexy.

“Thank you cuti-- Junsu,” I say instead and obediently put in on. I am now an official worker of Junsu’s flower shop!

Cutie smiles again and I can feel myself melt.

I’ll be honest; I would never once in my lifetime imagine myself working as a florist. I had meant to look for a normal weekend part-time job to support myself as I juggle college but really, being a florist had never once crossed my mind.

This was until I happened to see an adorable colourful sign that was very attractive. It had lots of colourful cartoon animals and I think the person who made it must really like rainbows or something because I am sure that he or she had successfully used every colour of the rainbow in the sign.

NOW HIRING PART-TIME FLORIST. Walk in interview! ^^

And that was it. The rest of the sign was filled with animals. And as I had said, I am very attracted to cute things. As if like intuition, I immediately entered the shop.

Ahhhhh! I think it is fate that my employer is a cutie pie!!

Yes, and that is how I have landed myself in this job. Park Yoochun the florist. Oh, I bet my brother is going to laugh his ass off when he hears this.

I am a smart kid so I managed to catch everything cutie teaches me. It is pretty easy, wrapping the flowers into bouquets and stuffs like that.

I have worked before but oh my god, working has never been this exciting. Oh my heart~ Thank you god for giving me such a beautiful life. God bless yourself, God! Amen.

“Let’s go for lunch together, alright?” Junsu says.

AHHHHHHH. JUNSU. CUTIE. IS ASKING ME FOR A DATE. Okay, maybe not a date but oh my god. Yes baby, yes!

“Baby?” he asks.

Oh shit, did I accidentally say that out loud? OH HAVE I JUST SCREWED MY OWN LIFE?

I think God really loves me or something because just then a customer enters. “Oh, Yoochun, there’s a customer please attend to her!” he says and I do exactly what he said.

Time passed really fast.

Lunch had never ever tasted so good. I talk a lot to Junsu. It seems like Junsu is my hyung. Oh, a cute hyung! He does not even look older than me. How is this possible that such a cute creature exists?

I don’t even remember what I ate for lunch.

And this went on for quite a while I started dreading the weekdays because I could not see Junsu. Whenever weekends come though, it was like my mother had just given me another refill of my favourite banana milk when I was young.

“Junsu hyung,” I call out to him. Ahahahha, I started calling him hyung. It would be amazing to call him oppa though. Junsu oppa~ Ahahaha, my mind is in a gutter.

“Yes?” he looks up from the accounting book.

“I don’t know why I am telling you this but I like banana milk.” Wait, what the fuck am I on about?

Junsu smiles. AHHH, HE JUST SMILED AT MY FUCKERY.

“You’re adorable, you remind me of a cute little boy! Always telling me such cute things!” and then, and… then he comes over and pinch my cheeks. OH. MY. GOD. WHAT. I think I am blushing.

“Your cheeks are so adorable too, by the way.” He giggles. Oh my god, did he just, giggled at my cheeks?

I puff my cheeks on purpose in reply. I know it is cute because I could tell he like it.

“I can’t believe you called me cute,” I say suddenly.

“Why?”

Because you’re the cute one, dumb. Instead, I say, “Because I am charming, not cute!”

And we both kinda entered a giggling fit or some sort.

Today is a Tuesday and I miss Junsu oppa.

So I take out my phone and text him. ‘Hyung, I was wondering how you manage the shop on weekdays by yourself. :)’

Maybe there is no customer because he replies almost immediately. ’I don’t! ^^ On weekdays, my mother helps me out~~ Aren’t you supposed to be in school young man?’

Young man? Hehe.

‘College sucks. I miss you. TT’

‘Aww, I miss you too dongsaeng~ I tell my mother a lot about you. She says she would love to meet you one day!’

My future mother-in-law wants to meet me! Yay!

‘Tell eomoni that would be great! I would love to meet the mother of such a cute and kind man too!’

And then he takes a while to reply. I wonder if a customer just entered. ‘Arasseo... ^///^’

Wait, is that a blushing smiley?

The next day I text him again.
And the following day.
And the day after the following.

“Good morning JunJun hyung!” I say in my best aegyo voice ever. It is Saturday again.

I think Junsu is blushing, Oh my god, is he blushing?! “Good morning cutie,” he replies shyly. I swear he sounds shy!!! Oh my god.

And I am cutie? Ahhhh. Cutie just called me cutie!!

“Yoochun-ah, I feel like banana milk for lunch.” he says suddenly as he is sweeping the floor.

“Banana milk?”

“Yes. It is still your favourite, right?”

“Of course! Do you like it too?”

“I will like it if you like it.”

I look at him weird and he just gives me another of his bright smile before continuing his chores.

Does he like me too? Does this mean I can initiate a further step into our relationship?!

Maybe it is time for a change.

Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

“Good morning, Yoochun!” Junsu cheerfully greets me again. It is a Sunday morning. I merely nod, earning a confused look from him.

Mentally, I am giggling to myself.

“Are you okay, Yoochun?” he asks, voice full of concern. I shrug and go into the storeroom to start work.

I also don’t talk much during lunch. I do my work as per normal and only give Junsu one word answers or merely nod my head when he starts talking to me.

I can see the confusion in Junsu’s eyes. He asks again if I am okay when I am leaving. I nod my head again and say goodbye.

It is Monday. It is Tuesday. It is Wednesday. I did not text Junsu but Junsu texts me while I am stuffing analysis into my brain.

‘Hey, you alright? :(‘

‘Sure I am.’ I reply immediately.

‘Ohh, okay then…’

And I did not reply him anymore or text him again for that week.

Saturday is here and I come 15 minutes late. “You’re late,” he says. I apologize and immediately put on my apron. I wonder how long this will last.

“I am not eating lunch with you today,” I tell him.

I think I see him hurt a bit. I suddenly feel guilty.

“Oh, okay.” he says again. He turns and takes a wet cloth to wipe the counter.

Target sighted.

Quietly, I walk over to him from behind. Just as he is bending down to pick something up, I wrap my arms around his small waist and squeeze him.

He makes a little startling noise.

“Sorry hyungie~” I say cutely and nuzzle my nose in his shoulder.

He removes my arms and turns to face me with a questioning look on his face.

“I just wanted to see if you really like me! I’m sorry, I missed you.”

And I get a shock of my life when tears start flowing and wetting his cheek. Shit! What did I just do? Either he is angry at me or he does not like me.

“Hyung…? I-I’m so sorr—“

“Asshole.” Junsu wipes his tears and pulls me into another hug. My knees feel really weak from his touch. Oh my gosh, he… is hugging me!

“You were really hurting me. I thought I had done something wrong or you didn’t like me anymore!”

“I don’t like you.”

Junsu pulls away and look at me, hurt again.

“I love you!” I lean forward and kiss him on the cheeks.

He laughs and hits me on the head. “Babo.”

“I love you too, now let’s kiss.” he giggles.

“Huh? But hyung, we haven’t finish cleaning and the shop is going to open soon!”

“I’m the boss here, cutie.” Junsu smiles and pulls my face close to his.

“Cutie Suie~” I whisper and he starts to kiss me on the lips.

Honey & Chocolate Sauce

junshoo — Thu, 19 May 2011 19:19:24 GMT

Title: Honey & Chocolate Sauce
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: smut, crack
Pairing: yoosu
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Idk if this is considered, but it is kinda like a PWP to me. Kinda.
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Based on the night when Junsu tweeted about giving Yoochun a ‘treat’. & thanks to peachinlabel for the help/guidance. ~~Sobs my first proper smex.~~

Junsu frowned for the tenth time when he was denied access of the Wi-Fi. Gosh, why could he not connect?

He rolled over his bed and reached out for the hotel's phone with the intention to call Jaejoong.

"Yah hyung, I can't seem to connect to the Wi-Fi!" he whined immediately after Jaejoong had picked up the call.

"Aigoo, you're calling me just for this?"

"Hyung!" he whined again.

"I don't know! Head down to the lobby? They always have Wi-Fi there."

Junsu thanked him and excitedly say he will try that.

"Okay, don't disturb me anymore, I'm gonna pamper myself in the shower. See you later!"

As soon as Junsu had put down the phone, he found himself already putting on his shoes. Soon, he was out the door.

Junsu pressed the 'down' button as he hummed to the tune of Mission. When the door to the elevator opened, he entered and stood beside a young couple. The young couple ignored Junsu and started talking to themselves. Junsu grinned to himself, satisfied with the feeling of 'freedom' he got here in comparison with Korea where he is recognized by the whole nation. Here in America, he felt like a normal person.

Junsu sat himself down on the luxurious red sofas when he had arrived at the lobby. He crossed his legs and took out his beloved Blackberry. "Let's see,"

The first thing he did was to check his 'home' page to see if any of his friends or even family member tweeted.

There was not anything much so he checked his mentions. As expected, there were so many languages he could not understand being tweeted to him, Thai, Tagalog, Malay, Chinese... He ignored them and continued to read the ones he understood.

The usual Hangul tweets from his Korean fans telling him to take care of himself and to come back soon. There was also some broken Hangul, which Junsu thinks must have been the international fans using Google translator.

He went on to read some of the English ones:

Oppa come to Brazil, oppa.

Oppa Singapore misses you.

Fuck me oppa!!!1!

Yoochun oppa is coming soon to LA right? Junsu oppa, you must be excited!

Junsu stared at the last two sentences. His English was not good but he was usually able to understand what he reads even though he was not able to speak well.

He wondered to himself why in the world would someone asked him to curse her. Wasn't 'fuck' meant to curse people?

Junsu had also totally forgotten about Yoochun's arrival and suddenly he felt really excited.

He went on tweeting about Yoochun having a long flight and how he must be hungry so he is definitely going to treat him something.

Junsu watched amazed at the sudden flood of mentions.

Wow Junsu, what kind of treat huh?

Junsu raised an eyebrow, wondering what the hell the international fans were meaning.

Are you going to feed him food or yourself, oppar?

How does one feed 'himself' to Yoochun?

Let @6002theMicky devour @0101xiahtic's cock! 8D Nice treat.

Junsu used the phone's dictionary to translate 'devour' and 'cock' and almost choked on his own saliva.

And suddenly he missed Yoochun and he casually typed in his lover’s page. He sighed happily looking through the pictures that the other had tweeted. Suddenly he missed Yoochun’s touch.

Junsu went to BBM Yoochun, he didn't know if Yoochun had landed yet but he messaged him anyway. He asked if Yoochun had arrived already and that he can't wait to see him.

To his surprise, Yoochun replied immediately.
YC: Hi baby, I just landed. :-) I miss you too~

JS: Just? Oh that's great! Waiting for you~

YC: Yup, right after you messaged! Jagiya~ Baegopa~

JS: I'll promise to treat you something. ^.^

YC: What thing?

JS: Are you really hungry...?

YC: So hungry I can eat something so big and juicy...

JS: Keke. Then better hurry here.

YC: :-P

Junsu got up from the comfort of the sofa and headed out to the nearest Wal-Mart.

“That’s fine Jaejoong, I’ve prepared food for Yoochun already. Don’t worry, I’ll feed him well.” Junsu smirked over the phone.

“Who was that?” Yoochun asked as he towel dried his hair.

“Jaejoong, he wanted to bring us out for lunch.”

“Ah, good, I’m starving.”

“No, I told him I’ve already prepared you a meal,” Junsu smiled sweetly.

Yoochun looked doubtfully at the other.

“Really! Now didn’t you say you wanted something really juicy and big?”

“Yes, steak.”

“Exactly what I’ve prepared,” replied Junsu as he motioned Yoochun to the kitchen.

When they arrived at the kitchen table, Yoochun was greeted with a widespread of dishes such as macaroni and cheese, fruit salad and some light snacks.

There was an empty dish in the middle and Yoochun reckoned that it was for the steak.

“Dig in,” Junsu said and Yoochun did so.

Yoochun was stuffing down almost half the plate of the macaroni and cheese before he realized that the plate where the steak was supposed to be is still empty.

“Junsu, where is the steak that you promised me?” Yoochun asked in between mouthfuls of macaroni.

Junsu did not reply but instead stood up, motioning for Yoochun to lean in closer as if he was about to indulge him in a secret conspiracy.

"You really want to know where the steak is?

“Uhhh, yes? I guess?”

With a smirk, Junsu’s hands attached themselves to his chest before sliding down sensually to his own zipper.

“Junsu?”

“Bon appetite,” Junsu smiled as he revealed his cock to Yoochun. “Hopefully, this is big and juicy enough for you.”

Yoochun moaned. Junsu had gone commando and he was sure as hell juicy and big as he had said it would be.

Immediately he felt his own cock twitching as he gazed at the lovely piece of meat in front of him.

“What would you like to eat it with, Sir?” asked Junsu, “There is chocolate sauce, whipped cream and even honey to accompany you for this lovely main course.”

“What kind of steak uses those as sauces?” Yoochun laughed as he grabbed for the nearest bottle, the chocolate sauce.

“Wise choice, sir.” Junsu shivered as the other started drabbling streaks of rich dark chocolate sauce on his sex.

“Mmm, chocolate steak, my favourite,” Yoochun whispered before kneeling down and licking the tip, making Junsu moan through his throat.
Yoochun’s skilled finger slid up his length as he brought the tip into his mouth.

“Nnn… How does it taste like?” Junsu asked, breath short.

Yoochun peered up and smiled before giving a muffled answer, “Chocolate and your pre-cum.” Junsu’s eyes shut at the vibration from the baritone’s voice.

Junsu’s knees were losing its balance as he leaned himself against the kitchen table for support.

Yoochun groaned as he swiped his tongue around the rim of the hardened length, making sure that the chocolate sauce was well cleaned. He then tilted and started licking the whole of the shaft before engulfing the cock into the moistness of his mouth. His fingers continuously stroking the length as he started to move his mouth in an upwards and downwards motion.

“Yoo… Chun,” Junsu whimpered and brought his hands to his lover’s hair as he gripped them tightly.

Yoochun’s pace started increasing, thrusting the other’s cock deeper and deeper into the cavern of his mouth. He could feel at this moment, all the heat in his body gathering down in his pants. Junsu tasted so good and the chocolate sauce made it even tastier.

“Ahhh ahhh,” moaned Junsu as he started thrusting into Yoochun’s mouth. It was all too hot for him, looking down on his boyfriend who has his cock in his mouth while he goes and fuck his boyfriend’s mouth.

“Gonn- Come,” Junsu groaned as he shut his eyes when he felt the overwhelming pleasure of Yoochun giving his cock a hard suck and the rhythmic pumping from his hands. The feeling was heaven and Junsu had to shut his eyes while white cum shot into his lover’s waiting mouth.

Yoochun’s mouth left with a small pop and he grinned in satisfaction.

“You eat so messily like a toddler,” Junsu commented as he pulled Yoochun up to lick the sauces and cum all over the other’s mouth before enjoying a sweet kiss with his sweetheart.

Yoochun was so hard now.
He gave Junsu another passionate kiss as he made quick work of his pants and pulled them down, freeing his member from the constraint of his pants.

“Junsu,” he whispered hotly as he grinded himself against the other’s body. They both moaned shamelessly and Junsu’s hand started roaming everywhere, around Yoochun’s body. Pinching and twisting his nipples while having Yoochun sucking on his neck.

“Fuck…me…now” Junsu said, voice husky. Yoochun compiled almost immediately. He turned Junsu’s body around so that the other was able to bend down and support himself with the table. Junsu wiggled his ass impatiently and Yoochun can’t help but fantasize more about being in Junsu.

This time, Yoochun grabbed the bottle of honey and poured a handful in his hands so that he could coat his entire cock with it. “I have honey-coated dick now,” he joked as he positioned himself at Junsu’s entrance.

Without any warning, Yoochun thrust in. Junsu hissed in a mixture of pain and pleasure, enjoying the feeling of being entered so roughly without any preparations. He loved it; he loved being entered so roughly, he loved being entered by Yoochun.

Yoochun’s thrusting got faster as he adjusted himself against Junsu, cock going deeper and deeper in with every time it got almost pulled out. “Ahh.. Yes, yes…” panted Junsu as he squeeze his eyes shut, taking in the feeling of pleasure seeping in the pain. He tried thrusting his ass back to meet Yoochun’s thrust. Both of them moaned harmoniously.

Junsu’s heat was getting too much for Yoochun as he delivered shorter and faster thrusts. Pounding as hard as he could into Junsu. It was not long before Junsu was screaming out loud in pleasure. “More, more,” he moaned.

Yoochun reached down and grabbed Junsu’s neglected length to stroke it in rhythm with his thrusts.

It was not long before Junsu started trembling in Yoochun’s arms as his seed exploded for the second time. The clenching of the other was the last straw for Yoochun as he himself poured all his cum into Junsu.

Yoochun reluctantly pulled himself out of Junsu. Junsu sighed at the lost.

“Junsu,” he turned his lover to face him again before wrapping his arms around Junsu’s waist. “Thank you for the lovely meal.”

“You’re very welcome,” replied Junsu with a grin.

And Yoochun pressed his lips to Junsu’s for a passionate kiss.

Small Memories

junshoo — Wed, 18 May 2011 15:22:52 GMT

Title: Small Memories
Author: junshoo
Pairings: YunJae
Rating: PG-13
Length: oneshot
Summary: Some little memories of Yunjae.
A/N: I just found this lying around somewhere. It was from my old lj, flytotheskyie , if any of you found this familiar then you'd probably read it. I just decided to repost it here since I deleted my old lj.

Hiding us.

“What’s wrong with you? You’ve been making a lot of mistakes recently!”

“I’m sorry, Yun…” I mumbled.

You glared hard at me. I was scared, afraid. I felt a lump in my throat. I felt like crying.

“Please focus, we can’t afford to disgrace ourselves anymore.” your words came out in a harsh tone and then you left the dressing room.

“Hyung ah, don’t be sad. You know how serious Yunho is when it comes to performance and stuffs.” I heard a baritone voice comforting me. Yoochun placed his hand on my back for comfort. The rest of my members took initiative too. Crowding around me and trying to cheer me up.
“I think Yunho hyung was too harsh though,” Changmin commented.

I did not like the you who appear in the leader form but it can’t be helped. This is, after all, work. We have to hide secret.

--

“I’m sorry, boo. Was I too harsh on you just now?” you whispered into my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

“I wanted to cry,” I whined. I felt strong arms wrapping around my tiny waist. You buried your face into my shoulder, whispering apologetic words over and over. I smiled. This was the you that I love very much. The you behind closed doors that only I know of and only I can receive this kind of love.

I’m hungry.

“Hey Jaebo—I mean, Jaejoong ah, are you going to eat that chicken drumstick?” a pair of chopstick dived into my bowl.

“Yah! Yunho! What the hell?!” I shouted.

The rest of the members laughed. You took my drumstick anyway.

You leaned in and whispered, “Sorry boo, I’m really hungry. I need my energy to do you later on.”

I felt myself blushing madly.

I wanna sleep beside Jaejoong!

“Oh my god! I love our resort!” Junsu squealed out loud.

We were in another country, having our holidays. “Oooh! Oooh! Let’s decide on where to sleep! I want to sleep beside Jaejoong hyung!” the not-so-little maknae said happily.

I saw you frowned and sneaked a glance at me. I smiled.

“Changmin ah, can you exchange places with me? I want to sleep beside Jaejoong.”

“Why hyung? You’re always near him. It’s unfair! I want a turn!” Changmin frowned.

“I’ll treat you to dinner… Just for you.” You begged.

“Deal!”

I grinned. How cute.

My Yoochun

junshoo — Sun, 15 May 2011 16:25:06 GMT

Title: My Yoochun
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: romance
Pairing: JunChun
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: He was Junsu’s Yoochun.

Warmth ; [cold]

“Junsu,” you whispered as softly as the night breeze.

I didn’t reply but I looked up from my book, deep into your soulful eyes.

“Junsu,” you say again. I really love it when you say my name. “I’m cold.”

“Are you?” I asked but I placed the book away anyway and pulled your face to my shoulder and secure you around my arms. You would close your eyes and hug me back.

“You know the blanket is there for a reason,” I murmured while nuzzling my face in your hair, taking in your scent. You smelled of honey.

“But you’re warmer,” you replied.

“So am I your heater?”

“No you’re my Junsu,”

I kissed your forehead gently, “And you are my Yoochun.”

Stars ; [you are my falling star]

The flickering nights light were our entertainment as we downed cans of soda together.

I said out loud that I wished there was a wishing star because I really wanted to make a wish.

“Couldn’t you just wish on the normal stars?” you asked.

I chuckled at how cute you sounded. You were like an innocent young toddler and I just wanted to hold you in my arms and never let you go.

I shook my head, “But they’re not wishing stars, it isn’t the same. They might not grant the wishes.”

“Well, neither would real wishing stars anyway, I mean it isn’t 100% guaranteed that your wish might come true when you wish on one, right?”

I placed at my soda down on a patch of smooth grass and turned my head to face you.

“So… you might as well just wish on a normal one,” you continued and looked down on your can shyly.

I smiled and I brought my thumb up to your soft lips and gingerly traced them. I could feel you shiver slightly.

“I don’t need to make a wish anymore,” I tell you, “because the wish to have you is already granted.”

And then the stars and moon watched us kiss.

Disease ; [you are my disease]

“I have a disease,” you said one day.

I called you a liar and you giggled shyly. “Oh alright, you are my disease.”

I nuzzled our noses together and we both laughed because it tickles.

Little did I knew that you weren’t lying.

My Yoochun.

Cold - [warmth]

Your body is so cold it felt like ice. I could not even warm you with my body heat.

I cannot see you, the tears were blurring my vision.

“Tell me something,” you whispered.

I hugged you tighter.

“What… am I to you?” you asked.

“My Yoochun,” I choked.

You had the most beautiful smile ever. It was one that could always bring me happiness, but today it did not.

“My… Junsu…” you said softly.

And I tried to kiss some warmth into your ice cold lips.

My Boyfriend's Diary [4]

junshoo — Wed, 11 May 2011 14:50:37 GMT

Title: My Boyfriend’s Diary
Author: junshoo
Length: chaptered
Genre: crack
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Warning: Rated scene in this chapter.
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu wishes to become Yoochun, even if for just one day. And because they are from a magic school. Junsu plans on making his wish come true. With magic!

A/N: I SWEAR he's finally gonna swap next chapter. #longanddraggylikechunsdiq
Chapter: 1 2 3

Wednesday, 2nd March

Dear diary,

I can hide my head in shame now. T_T

Did you know...?

Changmin... S-A-W. ME. AND. YOOCHUN. DOING. IT. *SAW*.

*crying*

But he just texted me though about the book. I'm feeling so excited. Yet, still ashamed. T_T

...There was Changmin, trying to help me find the book while I... With Yoochun... It wasn't my fault though!! It was obviously Yoochun’s fault!

Yoochun started it. T_T I hate him omg.

He was so horny that day and... and when he gets horny he gets like, extra greasy and stuff and I really don't know where he gets the grease from!! He's so greasy he's like a lubricant.

...Oh my god, the double meaning. Oh my god, my mind... Aniyo! I'm a pure child! Innocent angel Kim Junsu... ><

And I'm a victim of him, his greasiness and his horniness.

...Don't ask.

Gosh, why is it so warm? I'll need some ice-cream now. Bye!!

Thursday, 3rd March

So I'm meeting Changmin now! He just went to grab us lunch. I'm waiting for him now!! Ah, look he's coming over now!!

Mmm, Changmin got us hitsumabushi. I love this Japanese restaurant. It has really nice food!

"Let's look over this," says Changmin. I'm nodding my head while chewing on a piece of eel.

Haha, Changmin just scolded me to stop writing! But I can't! I need to record this moment. :D My diary's on my lap now so that Changmin won't see~

Changmin's really such a useful friend.

Keke..

Oh my god the book.

Can't write proper sentence.

Too busy.

Amazing.

Oh my god...

Still Thursday, night

Sorry diary for not finishing the previous entry. I was just so amused by the book I stopped writing AND eating my delicious hitsumabushi!!!

I... KIM JUNSU, AM ABLE TO BE MY SEXY BOYFRIEND PARK YOOCHUN!!!

But there's like a few things I need to do though. :/
Here’s a cut from the book. (Yes I actually wrote it down keke)

BODY SWAPPING:
THE KEY TO BODY SWAPPING MAGIC IS THE DNA OF THE INTENDED PERSON ETC SKIN, NAIL, EYELASHES, HAIR. THE MOST RECOMMENDED IS THE HAIR OF COURSE.

AND OF COURSE, BODY SWAPPING ISN'T AS WELL KNOWN AS ABC. IN FACT, MANY THINK THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. IF IT WAS WELL KNOWN, THE WHOLE WORLD WOULD HAVE GONE CHAOTIC. AND YOU! THE ONE READING THIS BOOK, YES, THANK YOU FOR PURCHASING THIS LIMITED EDITION BOOK BECAUSE ITS THE ONLY ONE WITH THIS SECRET MAGIC. ENJOY.

INGREDIENTS:
1. A SMALL SAMPLE DNA OF INTENDED PERSON.
2. A STRAND OF FUR FROM ANY BLACK CAT/KITTEN
3. A SMALL POUCH.
4. ‘באַרען מיר. באַרען מיר. טאָן מיר’

Look at that! I don't know why, this book sounds funny. Changmin tells me it is because it is illegal though. O: (Changmin’s mum always buy these kinds of books)

Well, moving on.

I'm required to put Yoochun's hair and the kitty hair in the small pouch, recite the spell and place it under my pillow when I sleep. Sounds like what those witches would prescribe if you ask me. Sounds fishy. Hm.

Ah well, getting the ingredients would be no problem though. I have lots of kitties and of course a black one too.

I also have Yoochun. ^^

Annyeong. ^__^

The Jungs VS The Kims

junshoo — Mon, 02 May 2011 15:33:55 GMT

Title: The Jungs VS The Kims
Author: junshoo & gayforyunho
Length: oneshot
Genre: fluff, crack, romance
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae
Rating: pg-13
Warning: -
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Two pairs of brothers, neighbours and rivals. But what happens when Yoochun falls in love with his neighbour? A collab with gayforyunho

Once upon a time... there was a boy called Yoochun, a 19 year old who just started his first year in the college. He even had an older brother named Yunho who was 3 years older than him.

They lived in a lovely neighbourhood, right beside the Kims. Everyone in the neighbourhood was a bunch of friendly creepers who would creep on their neighbours sometimes except for the Kims. The Kims were people that shouldn't be messed with even if you're the meanest person on Earth because seriously, they are a set of brothers that would do anything to make you feel like the biggest fool.

The two pair of brothers had been rivals since God had breathed life into the four of them. But that didn't hinder Yoochun from falling in love with the younger version of the Kims, Junsu.

Yoochun even thought that it was pretty immature of his hyung to pick a fight with the older Kim whenever they spot each other. But he would always try to sweeten up the fight whenever Junsu was present.

There were a few moments he tried to make friends with Junsu and all that would have happened if not for Jaejoong screaming for Yoochun to get out of their backyard. It was a hilarious sight for Junsu to witness Yoochun scrambling back to his own backyard through the hole that Yoochun dug out in the bushes in between the houses years ago.

When Junsu turned to face his furious hyung. Jaejoong growled at him, "Yah! What was that?" but Junsu just shrugged it off and went back to his games. And so, for the whole week, Jaejoong gave Junsu a cold shoulder. Talk about fierce. Heh.

From the start when Junsu got to know about the younger Jung having feelings for him, he didn't bother to think of liking him back but as days passed, he began to feel some sort of fluffy feelings forming in his tummy every time Yoochun gets near him. He wondered why he kept developing this 'stomachache' or whatever you call it when he sees Yoochun. He didn't even dare to tell Jaejoong about it especially when his brother just threw tomatoes at Yoochun who was peeking over the fence.

It also didn't help that his bedroom window was facing Yoochun's bedroom window and it just meant that it gives Yoochun a chance to peek at his duckbutt (Jaejoong named it after he chanced upon a photo of a duck with huge ass and it instantly reminded him of Junsu) whenever he forgets to close his window.

"Psssst!" Junsu heard one night. He followed the direction of the voice and saw that it came from Yoochun's room which wasn't quite far considering how close their houses were built. "What?" the younger one shouted across which caused Yoochun to shrivel slightly, afraid of the sudden appearance of the older Kim.

"Shh! Is your brother in?" he squeaked in reply to his crush.

Junsu shook his head, "Nope, he won't be home till midnight."

"Oh uhm great...! You err... wanna... uhm."

Junsu watched as his neighbour stuttered and blushed furiously trying to get his words out.

"...movie, you uhmmmm...me together... tomorrow night?"

It finally dawned on Junsu the meaning of the other's words. Yoochun's face was flushed red and he felt like he could puke out his dinner anytime soon. He wished he could look at Junsu straight in the eye without making a fool of himself. He almost felt rejected when no answer was given but a voice brought him out of his thoughts, "Okay."

"Huh?"

"I said okay." repeated Junsu.

Yoochun could not believe his ears, "D-did you j-just agreed and said okay? Like, okay? Like, o-g-a-y?"

"Gay? Who? Me or you?"

Yoochun couldn't reply as he started jumping around in pure happiness, muttering God-knows-what.

Junsu raised his eyebrows in amusement as he closed the window. When he felt it was safe, a small curve formed on lips.

It was a bright sunny Sunday morning; birds were chirping happily setting a good mood for watering plants. Jaejoong sighed happily as he turned on his hose. He began on spraying on the bed of sunflowers that he planted not long ago. It was nice seeing all his hard work has been paid off when the sunflowers started to bloom.

It was such a pretty scenery. Jaejoong smiled to himself as he mentally patted himself on the back. He then hoisted the hose to his side with an intention to water his mother's radishes, which were located just beside the sidewalk.

It seemed like he had watered more than that though.

What he didn’t notice was a figure jogging towards his house. He merely raised his hose a little bit higher, accidentally spraying on the unsuspecting jogger. "Yah!"

Jaejoong hastily turned off the hose as he stuttered out his apologies, "Oh my god, I'm so sorry! Are you alrigh-- Jung Yunho?"

The jogger turned out to be none other than his neighbour cum rival, Jung Yunho. Jaejoong frowned and wished he could take back his apologies.

"Yes, Jung Yunho. Now what the fuck Kim Jaejoong?" growled the drenched man.

Jaejoong smirked, suddenly glad about the accident.

Yunho was wet from top to bottom with fresh water mixing with his sweat. He flicked his wet fringe that was plastered on his forehead and glared at his all-time favorite nemesis.

"Shouldn't you be doing anything?" asked Yunho as he tried to squeeze the water out from his wet tank-top.

Jaejoong saw how Yunho's muscles flexed and that his wet tank-top was sticking to his skin, revealing the shape of his abs. His eyes were trying so hard not to fall for the deadly temptation of Yunho's godly muscles just because he regarded Yunho as an annoying pest ever since he moved here.

"Oh yeah? Like what?" he challenged, now averting his glared to the hose that he was holding. "From the looks of it, you needed a shower anyway. Be glad I was kind enough to save you some water bills."

"Oh please, I do not need you to preach about saving my utility bills." Yunho huffed, "Thank you very much, Mr Oh So Kind." he sarcastically added.

"You're very welcome." he snarled as he watched his neighbour walked away mumbling some cursing words.

The Kim then found himself washing his face with the dripping water from the hose. He wiped the droplets of water from his face and turned to see his neighbour pulling his wet tank top off before stepping into the house. He saw the naked back of his neighbour and thought, "Woah, I would love to touch those..." He shook his head, trying to get rid of the thoughts forming in his mind. He placed the hose back at its place and went back inside.

"Rival. Hate. Enemy. Despise." he chanted to himself as he made his way to his room and locked himself in.
"Oh no." Junsu replied. Jaejoong's gone nutcase he thought to himself.

Junsu who was sitting on the couch as he was talking on the phone paused what he was doing as he watched his brother's weird behaviour.

"Junsu? Did you heard what I said?" a voice on the other end of the phone got him back to reality.

It was Yoochun, finally gotten Junsu’s number after the movie date last night. "I said my brother just came back home drenched! He said your hyung just sprayed water at him when I asked!"

“Chun, I think my brother is having the time of the month.” Junsu said, stupidly.

"Yah, hyung, you okay?" Yoochun knocked on the toilet door. Yunho had been in there doing god knows what for more than an hour already.

The door suddenly burst open, surprising Yoochun as he sees his brother freshly showered and changed out. There was a funny expression on his face though.

"Yeah... I am. Kinda spaced out about there...Have I paid our utility bills..." Yunho said as he dazily walked out of the toilet.

Yoochun stared at the retreating figure and whipped out his phone as he typed a quick text to Junsu:

My bro's actin weird!!

He got a reply a minute later from Junsu asking him to call him and he did.

In a second, Yoochun's name was displayed on his phone and he picked it up at the first ring. "So... how weirder can your weird brother gets now?" asked Junsu while digging through his bag of Ruffles he bought days ago. He munched on the chips loudly, disturbing the other person on the line.

"Whats that noise...Well uhm, he seems to be in a daze. Like... someone's put him under a spell."

"Oh, my brother's been chanting real weird things like," Munch. " 'Enemy. Evil. Hate. Do not think about him' real loudly in his room since... well since this morning." Crunch. Crunch. Munch

"OH REALLY? Ya know, Su. I seem to think our brothers have gone a little bit overboard with their fights."

“Hm?" crunch. crunch. "What do you mean?" munch. munch. "I mean," crunch. "My brother's ALWAYS been going overboard since..." crunch "forever."

"But it's my brother too! He never seems to get along with your brother ever since they laid eyes on each other!" Yoochun sighed, loudly, expressing his disappointment for his brother. "And oh my god, Su, stop munching!"

"Oh sorry. Hehh, but we didn't get along well too you know... Cause of them." Junsu sighed.

"But we ended up together in the end, didn't we?" A sly smile forming on Yoochun's lips as he recalled the last night movie date with his new lover.

Junsu could FEEL his cheeks turning red. "It’s your entire fault you pabo. I would have not even talked to you in the first place! You know how my brother is..!!"

Yoochun like teasing Junsu as much as he could, even if he couldn't see him right, he could imagine the chubby cheeks turning redder by the second, "Yes, only your Pabo. And baby, don't tell me you regretted talking to me?" he asked in a sad voice as he pouted even after knowing that Junsu couldn't even see him.

"Yah! You're going off-topic! Its not about us..its our brothers!"

Yoochun chuckled, sensing that Junsu was getting embarassed. "You know babe, I have a feeling my brother has been carrying a torch for your brother for quite some time actually"

"How do you know?" Junsu asked, still flushed.

"Because he’s my brother and you Kims are a gorgeous bunch, and we Jungs can't help falling in love with you no matter how evil that your hyung can get.” The way Yoochun said it raised some goosebumps on Junsu’s skin. Junsu merely rolled his eyes.

"What's this, Su?" Jaejoong asked as a piece of paper which looked like a movie ticket was shove into his hands right when he was about to do his laundry. He examined the movie ticket and frowned at the inappropriate title of the movie.

Junsu smiled and didn't reply. He knew his brother won't turn down anything free.

Jaejoong tilted his head, waiting patiently for his brother's reply. "Okay... so you want me to watch THIS movie with you?"

Junsu nodded with glee, "Hyung, I know you don’t really fancy these kinds of movies. As you can see, I have no one to go with..." His adorable sad face was showing and he knew that Jaejoong won't be able to turn down his offer. "And I really wanna see this movie! Hyung... watch with me?" he ended with a pair of puppy eyes set on his brother's face as though he was hypnotizing him.

"Oh, alright," he gave in at last. Seriously, how can he say no to his beloved baby brother?

Junsu mentally did a victory dance and thanked his brother and went off to text Yoochun about his successful mission.

And Jaejoong was left wondering what's gotten into his baby brother and frowned again when he glanced at the title of the movie.

Yoochun on the other end took in a deep breath as he knocked on his brother's room.

"Yah, hyung, let's go for a movie tonight. Can I come in?"

"Sure." came the reply.

Yoochun entered and the sight of his brother staring out the window greeted him. "Sure? As in, are you agreeing to the movie or to me entering your room?"

Yunho slowly turned to face his little brother, "Both, I guess."

Yoochun noticed that his brother was still in a daze.

“Hurry up hyung!! Its almost time for the movie to start!!” Junsu shouted as he ran ahead of his brother. Jaejoong did not replied but merely ran after Junsu. He thought to himself that it had been awhile since they had both caught a movie together. He felt slightly excited today.

Junsu stopped at the door. “Yah, what’s wrong, not entering?” the older asked when he saw that Junsu did not made any move to enter.

Junsu hugged his stomach and made a face, which seemed to be saying I’m-in-pain, “Hyung, I’ve got a tummy ache!!”

“What.”

“You uhh go first! I’ll be back!!”

Before Jaejoong could reply anything, Junsu had already ran off.

Sighing, Jaejoong took a look at his seat number before hesitantly entering the theatre. B-23.

The room was dark, indicating that the movie had already started. Jaejoong carefully followed the lights on the passageway as he made his way to his seat. As he settled himself down on the seat, he glanced around the small theatre, there was not really much people except for a guy beside him in which Jaejoong did not really took notice of. He hoped Junsu would be back fast as he did not really want to be watching half of the movie alone.

“Yoochuuuuun!” Junsu squealed when he felt arms enveloping him from behind. He turned to face his lover. His grin mirrored Yoochun’s.

“So they’re seating together now?” Yoochun asked.

Junsu nodded excitedly. He knew that their plan would work wonderfully. Jaejoong was such a scaredy cat like that and nobody really takes notes of who is sitting beside you while you watch a movie since its quite dark, right?

Yoochun smiled. In their heads, they could picture Jaejoong wailing in Yunho’s arms because a corpse had came back to life.

“I’ll just text hyung that I’m having a horrible tummy ache so he wouldn’t worry!” said Junsu while taking out his phone, “What did you tell your brother?”

“That I needed to pee.”

“Oh my god, that is gross,” Jaejoong cringed and shut his eyes as he commented out loud when the killing scene in the screen got slightly gruesome.

“I know right, I have no idea why the hell I’m here really,”

Jaejoong turned to the person beside him. Even though it was dark, Jaejoong could see slightly with the help from the screen’s brightness. The person was wearing a baseball cap and a windbreaker. His arms were folded as if he was not really interested in the movie however his eyes were still focused on the screen. Jaejoong could not see the features well however because of his cap.

“And yet you’re still here because--?”

“My younger brother, who went to take a leak and hasn’t been back since forever. I think he ditched me really.”

“Oh my god, mine too! And I don’t even like horror movies! I thought this was supposed to be some brotherly bonding session because I really can’t stand horror movies. It’s too freaky for me--”

HE’S GONNA EAT ME! RUN ALICE, RUN!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!

“Ahh!!!” Jaejoong covered his eyes and leaned towards the person beside him as if asking for protection from the zombie in the screen.

“Hey, you okay? You want to get out? I can’t stand these movies either to be honest,” asked baseball-capped guy with concern. Jaejoong thought he had a really nice voice.

Jaejoong said yes and the next thing he knew baseball-capped guy took his hand and led him out.

They exited and bright lights shone again. Jaejoong never felt so much better. He thought he was going to puke in the room.

Still holding on to the other’s hand, Jaejoong looked up to thank him. “Hey, thank you so much for being so nice—“

“J-j-jaejoong?” the other immediately let go of Jaejoong’s hand and took a step back.

Jaejoong was confused. It was then he managed to took in the details of the man. He seemed oddly familiar.

And then the man took off his cap.

“Jung Yunho.” Jaejoong gasped. “Shit.”

“Shit indeed.” replied Yunho.

Jaejoong shot a glare at his rival, “I meant shit, did you disinfect your bloody hands?!”

“Did you have your brain checked for being such a crybaby despite your age? And you’re a man at that.”

“Fuck you.” Jaejoong growled and attempted to walk pass Yunho. He needed to get home.

Yunho did not know why but his hand automatically stopped the other from leaving.

“I didn’t disinfect my hands but I did ate fresh mints,” he whispered and gently plant a small kiss on Jaejoong’s soft lips and as quickly as it was, it ended quickly too as he immediately pulled away from the shocked Jaejoong. “S-sorry,” he muttered and looked down.

Jaejoong didn’t say anything. For a moment there was silent. Both trying to digest of what had just happened.

Yunho didn’t know what to say or do anymore, it was as though his body had acted on its own. Was Jaejoong going to hate him more now? He looked up at Jaejoong slowly, scared of what to come.

Jaejoong touched his lips. There was a funny feeling that had stayed there.

And finally, Jaejoong thought, to hell with it, he’s so hot.

He move towards his neighbour and slid his hands around his neck. Their lips met.

Yoochun and Junsu watched from a distant. “Awww,” Junsu smiled and cuddled into his lover’s arms, “That’s just so sweet!”

Yoochun nodded and kissed Junsu’s forehead lovingly. He can now visit Junsu without being all sneaky or getting kicked out of their property ever again.

I FEEL SO YOOSU-ISH; 10 ICONS + MANIP FANART OF YOOSU

junshoo — Sat, 23 Apr 2011 18:29:38 GMT

010203
040506
070809
10

*drum rolls*

behold, ze yoosu!!

sobs i feel so accomplished rn ydek!!11!

It would be nice if you credit when using the icons! I really hope you like them~ 8D

It would be nicer if you comment though! Keke. its 2am and I'm just being plain creepy.

The hype from yoosu. Oh~~

Going Crazy

junshoo — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 14:06:35 GMT

Title: Going Crazy
Author: junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: angst
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: pg-13
Warning: unbeta-ed. lol
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Based on Song Ji Eun’s song. Junsu’s being stalked.

I don’t know what time it was but it was very dark. Maybe it was 10. Or maybe even close to midnight. I don’t know.

I forgot where I was coming from. The only thing I knew was I was heading home. And I had to get home fast. My pace quickened as I think about this. I took in deeper breaths as I ran short on them but I could not stop to rest. I took bigger steps.

Everything quickened. My pace, my breath, my heartbeat.

But time crawled. It did not found it necessary to hurry along with the rest.

However, I could hear the footsteps behind me catching up too.

It sounded like someone took a handful of cereal and just crunched it with their hands. It sounded exactly like that.
I ran.

I never knew I could run so fast. Well, now I knew. The crunching of the cereal got further and further away until I could not hear it anymore. I didn’t stop until I had stepped into the familiar apartment of mine and locked every padlock there were.

It was a very warm night.

I headed to my room.

**

Ring. Ring.

I placed my two thumbs over the hole of my ears, my other fingers facing up. And then I pressed as hard as I could. As I do this, I also shut my eyes.

I do this so that I don’t hear a thing.

It is really useful. Sometimes, I would plug in my ears with some music too.

I feel so lonely.

Ring. Ring.

But the phone is ringing. It keeps ringing. It constantly rings. I shut it out, I don’t hear a thing.

Ring. Ring.

My eyes were shut once more as I curled up into a ball. My room is dark. I had the windows closed and drew the curtains so I don’t see any light.

I was alone. But at the same time, I wasn’t.

Ring. Ring.

It went on.

Ring. Ring.

And on.

Ring. Ring.

And on.

And then it stops.

Thump. Thump.

I could hear my heart thumping. It was loud. Cold beads of sweat trickled down my body, I shivered in the dark.

Thump. Thump.

It wasn’t my heartbeat at all that I was listening to, I suddenly realized.

It was him.

I don’t think I was going to be safe,

It felt as though he was watching.

And he wants to get in. He wants to get me.

**

I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heart runs after your increasingly quick steps
I think I’ll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I’m watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends
Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You, you, you
You’re inseparable from me

The dark figure in the shadows traced a line on a crack of the old wooden door. His lips curled upwards as he took in the fragrance of the white chrysanthemum bouquet .

From Micky, to Xiah, with love. Lots of love.

He knocks again. Sooner or later Xiah will have to open the door.

Thump. Thump.

* in China, Japan and Korea, white chrysanthemums are symbolic of lamentation and/or grief.

My Boyfriend's Diary [3]

junshoo — Tue, 29 Mar 2011 18:53:32 GMT

Title: My Boyfriend’s Diary
Author: junshoo
Length: chaptered
Genre: Smut, crack
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Rated scene in this chapter.
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu wishes to become Yoochun, even if for just one day. And because they are from a magic school. Junsu plans on making his wish come true. With magic!
A/N: Yes. I am very late. But I have a good reason. I was away in the middle east for 2 weeks. I’m back now. ^__^ ….and this chapter’s not junsu’s diary. Hehe you’ll find out. lol u hafta forgive me though, its my birthday today! Lol. ~~Since no one’s writing for me, I write for myself. /hides in shame~~
Chapter: 1 2

Monday, 28th February

"Oh Yoochun," he whispered between soft kisses from his lover. Yoochun' lips were so soft and tender, sending butterflies down his stomach.

And then came the tongue, it entered and conquered. Junsu could feel himself melting againts Yoochun's body.

"Mine, mine, mine," Yoochun said thickly nuzzling into Junsu's neck, giving it a hard suck,

"Yours...ohh," he whispered back and pulled Yoochun's face up for another kiss. Hands were exploring everywhere, hair, neck, butt, everywhere and buttons were clumsily being undone and slid off.

Skin contact was delicious. Junsu starved for Yoochun, for his touch.
Yoochun leaned forward to lick and taste his lover's cool skin, every part of his sexy curves was an invitation to be suck on

"I love you," he whispered, nibbling on his earlobe. "I wanna lap you up with love, lick you everywhere like candy."

"Chun..." Junsu quavered as he felt cold fingers curling around his cock.

"I wanna lick you here too." He ran a finger across the slit, causing the other to tremble. "I'll suck all your juices out, and make you scream so hard that the whole of Seoul can hear your orgasmic scream and-"

His words were cut off as Junsu shut him up with a needy kiss which Yoochun returned the kiss gladly, and thrusted his tongue into Junsu's hot cavern. Cock still pumping in Yoochun's hand, coating sticky white liquid all over his fingers.

"You want me," Yoochun breathed out hoarsely and let go of his lover's cock, causing the other to whine. He shushed Junsu and slid down to suck his nipples while his cum-lubed fingers found its way to his hole.

Yoochun teased his way inside the tight hole, twisting his finger around with Junsu's cum, gliding in and out. Junsu hissed in pleasure. Soon, one finger became two, and two became three. Tongues swirled around Junsu nipples before being suck and bitten. "More, more," whimpered Junsu.

Junsu couldn't help but stroke his neglected cock to increase the pleasure. The feeling was too much.

"Ahhh!" Junsu cried out, shooting white cum everywhere.

Yoochun snickered, "Not done yet, my cock still needs your ass."

And that was when the shadow that had been watching them in pure disgust decided to make himself noticeable.
"Too bad your cock needs to wait till I kick you both of you all the way to Antartica."

The sex couple froze. "Ch-changmin?" croaked Junsu in fear.

The owner of the name flashed a very handsome smile and walked towards them, giving them confirmation of the figure.

"Well shit--" cursed Yoochun as he clumsily threw a blanket over his and Junsu's naked body to cover whatever pride they had left.

The very handsome owner shook his head and snorted. "Just so you know bestie, having sex on my bed... while I go find the bloody spell book--"

The very handsome man stopped his sentence when he noticed Junsu's frantic look. He mentally rolled his eyes, knowing that his best friend still had not told his boyfriend of his secret to switch body with him.

"Anyway, you both. Are. Dead."

And with that, the very handsome man left the room, leaving an aura and chill of fear to envelop the two naked men behind him.

--

Wow...I am so awesome, I think I can write a porn book. Changeniusmin. Heh. That oughta be my new name.
Sorry diary, for tainting you with such porn. But it really did happen, on my bed. On. My. Bed. Such bad records should be written down for future blackmails!

Gotta go. Doorbell just rang. My new bed must have arrived.

Kim Junsu's going to pay. I have found the book after all. Heh. Heh.

-chanGeniusmin

Tuesday, 1st March

New bed’s great.
Maybe I should be thankful to Yoosu for having sex on my old bed after all. That bed was old. This new bed is so nice to sleep on.

Genius Changmin’s genius mind to invite the Yoosu couple on that particular day was actually a blessing in disguise?

Junsu’s squealing over the phone when I just told him I’m gonna pass him the spell book tomorrow.

How did I find it you ask, diary?
Well, while the Yoosu couple were going to fucking on my bed, I was busy using my genius mind to figure out where my mum had hidden the book.

I don’t know how I figured out, diary. I honestly didn’t know. But being such a smart kid I am, my brain told me it was in her lingerie drawer. Gross.

So I searched there, under her tons of undergarments, there was a box. Yup, the book was there. Along with other useless spell books.

Actually, now thinking about it, that was not actually difficult to find. Took me around half an hour to figure out though, after rummaging through her room.

Half an hour to find the book and to catch two naked men on my bed.

I am so glad my mother is out of town.
She’s going to ask me why I got a new bed though. And I hope she doesn’t realize a missing book from her collection.

-chanGENIUSmin

To do: Pass duckbutt the stupid book, threaten 10 buffet treats from him, threaten the Yoosu couple for 10 more buffet treats since they tainted my old bed, find reason for mum on why I got a new bed, sleep.

That Night

junshoo — Wed, 02 Mar 2011 19:00:24 GMT

Title: That Night
Author:junshoo
Length: oneshot
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Junchun
Rating: PG-13
Warning: none
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: He came, he loved.
A/N: For peachinlabel . errm surprise? Happy end of exams day!
A/N EDIT: k ngl, i forgot that stars can shine on their own >.> thanks tvxqforeverlove for the remind. its been 5 months without school for me and i failed science. honest. *excuses*. but thats okay, if men can get pregnant in fics, stars needs the sun. *nods and rolls away*

Sticks and stones may break my bones, and so will words.

"Get out! I refuse to aknowledge such an unfilial son!!!!" he roared, words piercing through my heart.

And I ran out. Streams of fluids running down my face. I didn't know where I was running to but it didn't matter because anywhere was fine if it means being away from the beast.

The beast that brought me up by feeding me with lies, and showering me with hatred.
My father.

I stopped running the moment I reached the park and felt it was safe. It was eerily silent as it was close to midnight.

Like an abandoned boat floating in the middle of nowhere. No direction.

I weeped silently to myself. Letting sadness control me. Tears have never flowed out so fast, soon it drenched the collar of my shirt.

"Yoo--- chun?" I heard a familliar voice calling out my name.

Turning my head slowly to the voice, I saw a shadow approaching the bench I was at.

As the figure came closer, the street light casted on him. It was you, Junsu.

"Yoochun!" you ran to me, immediately wrapping me in your arms.

Unsure, I hugged back because I didn't know what else to do.

You're beautiful.

Your warmth felt so comforting on the cold lonely night. I didn't feel so scared anymore. The eerieness of the night suddenly became a peaceful one.

"I love you baby," you said.

Why are you here? I managed to ask in a small whisper.

"Shhhh, don't ask." you said, craddling me in your arms as though I was a newborn. Wiping every tears with so much care and concern. Kissing my puffy red eyes with so much love. It was too much and I can't help but drench the cheeks that you've wiped dry, once again because I love you too Junsu.

"You're beautiful," you smiled. "Do you know that?"

Tears welled up. Again and again.

"Whatever the world says, it doesn't matter."

Vision of you blurred.

"-- because, you are my world and you're beautiful so that's the only thing that matters. Your my beautiful world."

And they rolled down my cheeks.

Can you hold on to me forever?

Look how they shine for you. And everything you do.

"Look Yoochun, look at the stars, aren't they beautiful?" you said, pointing up to the skies. You were sitting cross-legged on the grass, under the tree. You said the bench was uncomfortable and now I was lying on your lap, looking up to see the night sky, but seeing you along with the stars made you look like one of them, except even more bright.

"But they're not really glowing on their own. Yoochun, they're not really shining."

I sighed.

"The sun's up there somewhere, giving them the light," you looked down into my eyes.

I smiled.

"And I am your sun. And you are my star. I give you light so that you can shine beautifully, Yoochun."

My arms wrap around your neck and you lowered your lips to mine.
I think the stars are watching us kiss.

Our love, once so beautiful, remains forever beautiful...

I never believed in fairytales and happy endings.

I never believed in anything or anyone at all. But now, I believe in you.
I believe in us.

My Boyfriend's Diary [2]

junshoo — Fri, 18 Feb 2011 17:59:46 GMT

Title: My Boyfriend’s Diary
Author: junshoo
Length: chaptered
Genre: Fluff, crack
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Written in diary format. Wait, is that even a warning?!
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu wishes to become Yoochun, even if for just one day. And because they are from a magic school. Junsu plans on making his wish come true. With magic!
A/N: I am so roneryyyyyy, Also, this is another short chappie because we're still on the intro part. Kinda. But I'm making sure the next one is longer. n__n
Chapter: 1

Wednesday, 16 February

I'm so tired!! Just got home an hour ago from school and mum nagged at me and asked why I got home so late. (Is 8pm late?) I stayed in the library until school closed and I wouldn't leave until the school attendant had to be called by the librarian to kick me out. Keke.

Anywayyyyyyyyy, I managed to grab a few books on body swapping magic. I'm gonna read them later. For now, I'm hungry.

Still Wednesday, 16 February

How dumb. Most of the books were just giving information and facts! (etc the origin of body swapping, etc for how long it had existed)
No info on HOW to cast it at all! I am unhappy. I am going to sleep.

Note: Should ask smart aleck Changmin tomorrow about this.
Homework: Write report on polar bears.

Thursday, 17 February

When I was a kid, mum said I would do anything and everything to get what I wanted. From locking Junho in the storeroom because I was threatening him to play soccer with me (he kept refusing because he was lazy), to shedding crocodile tears because dad didn’t want to get me ice-cream. (but mum said I was too cute so nobody could say no. keke.)

Well, it seems as though this trait of mine still exists. (plus I’m still cute. I think)

Today, I went to find my best friend, Shim Changmin. The smartest kid in Lou High. Always getting A in all his subjects. The lowest grade he had ever gotten was A minus.
~~What a freak.~~

I hate Changmin though. He's a good friend and all but sometimes, he really just get on my nerves. This was how our conversation went:

Me: Hi Changmin! I see you're reading again, as usual!
Changmin: *looks up from his book* I see you're still squeaking like some rubber ducky. (How dare he!)
Me: *gasps* Yah!
Changmin: *does not reply and continues reading his book*
Me: Yah Changmin, I really need your help. You see, I--
Changmin: You want to copy my bio answers again? Forget it Kim Junsu.
Me: No! No! Listen to me!
(Here he gives me a really intense stare and I felt chills ran down my spine.)
Me: *gulps* Its about... body swapping—
(Here, there is a slight pause of awkwardness.)
Changmin: YOU WANT TO SWAP YOUR FAT BODY WITH MY PERFECTLY MODEL-LIKE BODY?

I swore, I could have murdered him right then.
But patience is virtue and I forced a sweet smile instead.

I hate him. Kinda.

Still, no matter how much of an asshole Shim Changmin is, at the end of the day, he's always someone I can rely on. (kinda)

Finally, I told Changmin everything and my desire to be someone else for a day just to experience what its like being them and understand better. Well, everything except I didn't tell him who the someone was.

"Its Yoochun isn't it?" he asked.

No, I replied, I lied that I wanted to be Junho so I can be a more understanding brother. Changmin just gave me this weird look that tells me he doesn't believe me. Sometimes, I hate having a genius as my best friend.

Changmin assured me however that his mother probably has a book that tells how to cast this magic.(Changmin's mother used to spend truckloads of money on different kinds of spell casting books) But he'll have to steal it from her though because she would rather burn the book than let him read her secret collection. I immediately showed my gratitude towards my best friend by promising to treat him to a buffet.

Things seem to be going well!

Another thing to notice, I seem to be really writing in this diary. When Yoochun first gave it to me, I never thought I would even write a line in it.
It is actually quite satisfying to write down my feelings and the things that have been going on today. Hmm, what if I really finish writing in this book…? I bet Yoochun would laugh his ass off when he starts reading it. (but his ass is non-existence though)
Speaking of Yoochun, I miss him already. (even though I just saw him an hour ago.)

Homework: English comprehension, Maths workbook pg 17 - 24. Text Yoochun on how much I miss him.

My Boyfriend's Diary [1]

junshoo — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 17:42:52 GMT

Title: My Boyfriend’s Diary
Author: junshoo
Length: chaptered
Genre: Fluff, crack
Pairing: Yoosu
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Written in diary format. Wait, is that even a warning?!
Disclaimer: Don't own these guys.
Summary: Junsu wishes to become Yoochun, even if for just one day. And because they are from a magic school. Junsu plans on making his wish come true. With magic!
A/N: Omg. Don’t kill me.
Chapter: 2

Tuesday, 15 February

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day! Well actually, like a minute ago was Valentine’s Day but it’s already midnight now so it is considered as yesterday now right? Anyway, Yoochun brought me out to dinner and gave me lots of chocolates (yum) and……. this book.

Yoochun says, “Diaries aren’t just for girls you dorkus. I hope that with this book you can express yourself more and one day when you run out of pages to write…that one day should be the day that I am allowed to read it.”
I don’t get him.

Well hello there book/diary with a cartoon picture of a soccer ball as the cover. Let me introduce myself.

I am Kim Junsu. I’m studying Arts of Magic and Supernatural in Lou High. Kinda like Harry Potter in Hogwarts except that we’re Koreans and we’re real whereas Harry is a fictional character and Hogwarts was made up. I’ll let you know too that most of the magic done in the movie was exaggerated. We can’t fly with broomsticks nor can we casts spells by spurting out funny words! Our “magic” is what you call, slightly more tamed. Sophisticated perhaps.

We don’t use wands or whatever tools there are. We use real magic which I may also add does NOT have any special effects when casted etc lightning effects.

Our school is really special though. Like in Harry Potter the movie, not every Tom, Dick or Harry (not Potter haha!) could do magic. Only students who were scouted and handpicked from all over Korea were given the chance to attend this special school so that we can make good use of our talents.

And we’re cool.

And that’s where I met my (cutest) boyfriend ever, Park Yoochun. HI YOOCHUN IF YOU READ THIS WHEN I RUN OUT OF PAGES TO WRITE. (if I ever will though.) I LOVE YOU!

Grr, Junho just entered my room without knocking. Again.

Wednesday, 16 February

I JUST WATCHED THE HOT CHICK JUST NOW. (Before school started, Junho and I woke up at 6am to watch it.) IT WAS FUNNY.

I have always wondered what it is like to be somebody else…like my boyfriend. You know, get to be in their body and go through a day of their everyday lives just to see how it Is like being them.

Don’t ask me why though. I was born with a retarded ability to think about useless and retarded things. Yoochun laughed when I told him this. He says it is just because I’ve been watching too many movies where the heroine wakes up one day and finds herself with a penis etc.

Yoochun tells me that I wouldn’t wanna be him though and that his life is basically the same as mine – going to school and coming back home to a lovely family then hanging out with our brothers. Except that Yoochun’s lovely family lacks his father but he tells me that its better that way. But then he tells me the best thing that pulls him up from his boring life is me. Cheesy I know, but I blushed anyway. Now I really want to be in that guy’s mind. Well, at least for one day. Just to see how happy I make him. Or just to know if he really gets all happy and tingly whenever he sees me. Just like I do when I see him. Not that I doubt him of course.

…I heard about a book in the library that teaches these kind of magic. From some seniors a few weeks ago. Hm….

I’m not really sure though. I should head to the library soon. After this lessons ends. I’m having maths class now. Yes, maths.

Again, let me explain dear book. We, unlike Hogwarts, do not just study solely about magic. We do learn normal subjects like normal high school students except that we have an extra or two subjects about magic. Yeah, we’re cool!

Oh, Yoochun just shoved a note to me.

…

HE SAID HE LOVES ME. AWW I LOVE YOU TOO XOXO. (I write like a girl omg)

Hehe.

Alright, so I’ll visit the library soon! Will update again once I find anything interesting from the library!! ^o^

NOTICE

junshoo — Tue, 18 Jan 2011 16:55:40 GMT

Hi invisible friends! How have you all been? :)

First of all, I would like to apologize. It seems that I can't seem to...continue Inflight due to personal reasons.......
Well it would be quite dumb to say it but just pretend that I'm having a permanent artist's block for Inflight. Sorry for the lack of updates too because I've been just so busy with real life! etc work, posting of new school

Well, in other news, here are a few things I'm trying to achieve:
1. Continue Baby Business (I kinda stopped because I thought it was awful, but time to turn the tables around!)
2. Finish up people's requests.
3. Draw more for shinkicomic

Speaking of shinkicomic , why have you all not join my sexy new community? Spread the word, now! xD

Talk to me! :D lol ♥