Jonghyun ♥ Onew

Guitarist

2019-02-24T17:10:05Z

“Junghee-ah, come on~~! We should hurry up… I need to catch that band!!! If I miss their performance, I’m going to kill you…” Kibum squealed, scaring Junghee who was still lost in her computer screen.

She calmed herself, not before glaring at her friend as she replied, “Yes bummie, just give me a minute. I need to at least shutdown my machine. I don’t even want to go. It’s all because you want to catch their drummer.”

Kibum smiled cheekily and helped her by arranging her stuff and dumping it into her bag, while she took final look at her documents and kept it inside her drawer, locking them. Today they had some talent show at their campus and Kibum’s favorite band was going to perform and even judge some of the performances. She knew how he was crazy for their drummer, Minho. To be honest she didn’t even know who all performed in that band and she wasn’t sure she wanted to waste this rare opportunity when they were told to leave their office early. Their company had given them off early so they could enjoy the show, but all she wanted was to go home and sleep.

She took one last look at Kibum and sighed. She couldn’t help but feel happy when she saw his excited face. She decided that if Kibum is happy, she shouldn’t complain, she can always sleep-in during coming weekend. She linked her arms with Kibum and squealed, “Let’s go lover boy!!!”

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Junghee couldn’t help but feel glad that she joined Kibum. They were sitting in second row and the said band just had their practice session. Junghee laughed as Kibum squealed when Minho came on stage looking like a Greek God… She shook her head fondly, Her friend had a great taste. But just then her eyes turned to the person holding the electric guitar and she felt her breath leaving her lungs. Their guitarist was beautiful… She couldn’t stop looking at him… He had pink hair, shoulder length and if she was to be honest, they looked so soft. His face was defined, sharp jaw, brown eyes, a bit chubby cheeks and cute nose. Her gaze couldn’t give justice to his face, she felt the need to have another set of eyes because she wanted to look at every single part of his at the same time. Her gaze wandered from his beautiful face to his adam’s apple which was bobbing up and down. She realized that he got sweaty quickly and it added to his charm. She looked lower and her inner fangirl squealed when she looked at his fingers. They were surprisingly cute, chubby and small and she could have never imagined him to be a guitarist if she had looked at his fingers alone.

Junghee pouted sadly as she realized that their practice has ended and now they were leaving the stage to wait for other performances to end so they could perform for real. Her gaze stayed on him as he opened a bottle of water and poured it over his face, shaking his head sexily. She gulped as she felt sudden thirst which can only be quenched by drinking that water dripping from his chin. She shook her head to clear her perverse thoughts and Kibum chuckled beside her. She glared at him but before she can hit him her phone beeped.

‘Did you forget the Meeting we had for our next release? We are waiting for you to join. I’m expecting you to join within next 10 minutes or I’m going to assign that IR to someone else…’

Junghee’s eyes widened. How could she forget the call??? She knew her manager can really assign the task to someone else and she didn’t want that. She quickly told kibum that she will be back within an hour and she ran towards elevator. God hates me for sure, she thought sadly.

Thankfully she reached her cubicle on time and quickly dialed meeting number announcing her availability once call got connected. Her mind was concentrated on the meeting quickly and she was soon taking notes about her upcoming task. After the call ended she checked her message and smiled when she saw Kibum’s text.

‘Yahhh!! Come on already. They should be performing anytime soon…’

She quickly gathered her stuff and literally ran to catch up before their performance can start. When she reached Kibum, she quickly sat down on the seat beside him. She immidietly asked him whether they performed already to which he replied with no.

She started to pay attention to performance which was currently going on. The girl was from same company and Junghee was awed with her voice. Another performance went by and Junghee started fidgeting.

“Yaah, bummie, when will that band perform??? I’m bored already.” Junghee pouted.

“I don’t know noona, they said once all performances are done the band will perform.”

“Can we ask someone?? If it’s going to take too much time then I’ll just go home…”

Just when Kibum was going to reply, they heard unknown voice, “Ummm they will perform after another two performances.”

Junghee squinted her eyes to look at the stranger sitting in her front seat but he was wearing cap and it was already night, so she couldn’t see his face. She still mumbled a thanks and bowed a little. She was awarded with a bright smile and she felt like she has already seen it somewhere but before she could think more, Kibum pushed her shoulder. “Did you see Minho???? Oh my God he is sooo hot….”

Junghee rolled her eyes, “No. I don’t’ think so… He looked ordinary to me.”

She was teasing him, but he didn’t seem to mind. “Of course, you would say that. I saw how you were busy ogling their guitarist. I haven’t seen you that excited over a boy since ages…”

Junghee wanted to deny but she felt she can admit her liking for the said man once. “To be honest, I’m also surprised. I can’t explain bummie, but I haven’t seen someone so beautiful in a while. I could stare at his face whole day and I won’t even get bored. I’m so smitten it’s ridiculous…”

They talked some more time or more like, Junghee spazzed over sexy guitarist with cute fingers and how she wanted those fingers in her own so badly. It was already time for last performance and she was so excited when suddenly the stranger who had replied them earlier stood up. He turned to face them (more likely Junghee) and smiled brightly… Junghee raised an eyebrow at that but before she could say anything the said stranger took off his cap.

Junghee held her breath as long silky hair spilled out of cap over equally beautiful eyes, he flipped his hair out of his eyes and leaned in a little closer to Junghee.

“Thank you for waiting so long for our performance. I’m going on stage now, please watch me with same excitement. I hope I won’t disappoint you with my performance…”

When the stranger, aka the sexy guitarist left running to catch up with his band Junghee squeezed Kibum’s arm, who was equally surprised.

“Tell me that was dream. I didn’t really spazzed over him while he was listening to every fucking word, right????”

Kibum patted her head, “I wish I could say that, but you did talk about how you wanted to hold those fingers and how you wouldn’t mind those fingers inside you…” With those words Kibum started to giggle uncontrollably and Junghee groaned as she buried her face in her hands hoping she could disappear.

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Junghee was waiting for her cab to come at the gates of her office. Kibum had already left and since they all worked in shift they had office cabs to take them home. She was waiting for her colleague to come so she can go home and forget everything that happened. She was still embarrassed over what happened that night. She could still remember how when band went to perform said guitarist tried to find her in crowd and once he did, his eyes caught hers repeatedly. She could feel her cheeks getting flushed every time he smiled her way, but she couldn’t leave before his performance ended. Once it ended though, she ran away and called her colleague to hurry up, so they can leave.

Suddenly she felt someone stopping beside her, she turned to find a man on bike. He was wearing helmet, so she couldn’t see his face, but her confusion cleared when he took it off. Junghee felt deja-vu as pink hair spilled all over cutest face she has ever seen. She blinked as he ran his hand over his bangs and she should really stop staring but her eyes weren’t co-operating. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, ready to explain but stopped as she felt his warm hand holding hers.

His cute little fingers intertwined with his and he leaned in, “I hope it feels as good as you thought it would.”

She looked up to see his eyes smiling warmly at her and all embarrassment left her. She smiled prettily and this time it was him who had his cheeks flushing.

He squeezed her hand and pulled her, “God!!! You are so pretty… Would you think of me as a creep if I offered to drop you home??? I can’t let go of someone so cute so easily…”

She chuckled and shook her head. “No… Let me tell my colleague first and then you can drop me…”

He let go of her hand, so she can call the said person and smiled when she hanged up, all ready to take her.

However, Junghee stopped, narrowing her eyes at him and he frowned.

“What’s wrong?? I won’t do anything, I promise… I just want to spend more time with you…”

Junghee shook her head… “Actually, first tell me your name… I’m Junghee by the way…”

He smiled another one of his bright smiles and pulled her hand, he leaned closer to her ear and whispered, “My name is Jinki, but you can call me sexy guitarist with cutest fingers…”

He laughed as she hit his arms, pouting. Junghee wasn’t angry though, her heart was so full… She squeezed those cutest fingers in her own and decided that attending boring talent show was worth it….

A/N

Hey.... I hope you all are well... So many things are happening... Stay strong and healthy... This chapter was based on a real event btw... LOL... Please comment and let me know your thoughts... Take care, and always remember you did well!!!

Ice Prince

2019-02-24T17:04:52Z

Jonghyun was busy studying in library when Kibum, his new friend tapped on his shoulder. Jonghyun looked up and smiled, gesturing kibum to join him. Jonghyun has recently joined this university and honestly Kibum was probably his only friend here. Jonghyun was tagged as nerd after joining the college and even though Kibum was exactly opposite to him, Kibum had taken liking to him because of his kindness.

“Yaah Jjong!!! It’s Friday evening, what the hell are you doing in here??? Come on dude, let’s go somewhere out!!”

Jonghyun chuckled at the annoyed look on Kibum’s face. He was happy doing his studies because he wanted to do good in college. Unknown to everyone else, he had someone in here that he wanted to make proud. He had plans later that evening with that certain someone, so he was going to deny Kibum’s offer but then his mobile beeped indicating a message. He gave a quick smile to Kibum and unlocked his mobile to check the message.

Do you want to hit that new pub with me later babe??

His smile widened, and he replied a quick yes before looking at Kibum and asked, “Should we go to that new pub which has opened recently?? It’s been long since I have danced!!”

Kibum finally looked happy and Jonghyun thought he is going to cry happy tears… He chuckled as Kibum jumped out of chair and dragged Jonghyun to get ready so they can finally enjoy their Friday evening.

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They have reached said pub half an hour before and Jonghyun watched amused as another guy came to hit on Kibum. Apparently Kibum was pretty famous because of his looks and his style. Jonghyun had always been handsome but he never had these many people making moves on him.

Kibum on the other hand, noticing Jonghyun’s amusement thought he should introduce his friend to some girls or even guys depending on his preference.

“Hey jjong, found any face you are interested in??”

Jonghyun looked up from his glass and frowned.

“What do you mean, dude? ”

Kibum rolled his eyes, “I mean I don’t know your preference but I think you should find someone who can get you away from your stupid books, and pub is nice place to make new acquaintance.”

Jonghyun chuckled. “Well I’m bi if you are that interested and please no. I’m not at all interested in making any new acquaintance.”

Kibum was going to reply something when he realized Jonghyun looking intensely at someone. He followed his gaze and had to stop himself from spilling his drink. There, in front of them stood Lee Jinki, their senior and one of the popular faces from university. Jinki was arts major and was known for his looks along with his talented hands. Jinki was handsome, kind and brilliant. All in all, Lee Jinki was most sought-after person and was famous for rejecting every single proposal he got. He even had a nickname as Ice Prince because of this. No one was sure if he was straight because he received as much confessions from boys as much as he did from girls and he rejected all of them.

Kibum noticed that Jonghyun was still staring at Jinki, and honestly Kibum can hardly take his gaze away from Jinki. Jinki was looking too good in black skinny jeans, black tank top, white blazer and even Kibum was tempted to make a move on him.

“Isn’t he sexy??” Kibum whispered and effectively broke Jonghyun’s gaze from Jinki.

“Huh?” Kibum shook his head at the confusion on Jonghyun’s face, “That person over there you are drooling on is Lee Jinki. He is too fucking sexy to be true, but no one has managed to tap that ass yet. You are free to try, but I don’t want you to come crying because he broke your little fragile heart. Come on man, let’s go find someone else for you…”

Jonghyun stopped Kibum from dragging him away.

“What if I go and dance with him??”

Kibum looked at Jonghyun as if he is crazy and Jonghyun chuckled. He patted Kibum’s head and drank his remaining drink as he made his way to Jinki.

Kibum prayed for Jonghyun’s well being as he continued to look at the scene. He was sure that his friend was going to be royally rejected and he was ready with another glass of strongest drink to soothe Jonghyun’s pain when unthinkable happened.

He rubbed his eyes and looked again to make sure his eyes weren’t playing tricks on him. Lee Jinki smiled at his friend and before Kibum could realize what was happening both of them were making their way on dance floor. Jinki and Jonghyun started dancing which looked like grinding if kibum was to be honest.

Kibum made his way towards the pair and realized how fucking happy they both looked. Before he could ask Jonghyun what the fuck was happening he stopped because Lee fucking Jinki just pulled Jonghyun by his neck and kissed him on his lips on the dance floor, in front of all those fucking people. Kibum decided he was too drunk for this shit and made his way out of pub, not even sparing a glance at the pair making out sloppily on the dance floor. He will ask Jonghyun tomorrow about it because right now he was not in his right mind.

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Few hours later in Jonghyun’s room:

Jonghyun giggled as Jinki started peppering his face with little kisses.

“Babyyyy~~~~ Stop it. Let’s sleep now, I have lectures early morning tomorrow!!”

Jinki just hummed but continued kissing Jonghyun to his hearts content.

“You can sleep all you want baby. I finally have my boyfriend with me tonight and I don’t wanna sleep. I’m just gonna kiss you to make up for all the time when we don’t get to see each other. ”

Jonghyun smiled and hugged Jinki tight. Jinki was right. They were in relationship for years now but no one knows about it. They haven't told anyone else in college except few of Jinki's close friends and it was Jonghyun's decision because he didn't want any attention to him in college.

Jinki was popular while Jonghyun was happy to be ordinary person in people's eyes. So even though Jinki wanted to scream to the world that Jonghyun was his boyfriend, Jinki kept quiet. Jonghyun was the reason why Jinki rejected every other confession and earned himself title of cold prince.

Jonghyun cupped Jinki’s face and laid a particularly long kiss on his plump lips.

“You know, you have to tell Kibum about us. He is going to be all hyper about it at first but he will keep it secret for us… I can’t keep on waiting for you to find a reason to avoid Kibum so I can meet you. It will be much easier to spend time together if he knows.”

Jonghyun hummed and nodded.

"Okay Jinki. I will tell him tomorrow. He surely is going to have questions after watching us makeout today and I guess I will tell him the truth."

Jinki looked up from where his face was burried in Jonghyun's neck and smiled.

"You deserve a long, hard make-out session for this decision but since you have lectures tomorrow morning I will settle for just one kiss before we can go to sleep for real!"

Jonghyun giggled at Jinki's stupid statement but kissed his boyfriend sweetly and they cuddled closer before falling asleep.

No one knows the Ice Prince is actually a warm hearted goofball who loves to say cheesy things and finds ridiculous reasons to kiss his boyfriend every single chance he can get... Ice Prince??? Hell no!! Jinki is just cheesy sunshine and only Jonghyun had a privilege to witness that...

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A/N:

Jonghyun and Jinki are childhood sweethearts. Jinki moved to Seoul for higher studies a year before Jonghyun for which they were in long distance relationship. Jonghyun wanted to keep relationship as secret because he had always had shy personality and he wanted to avoid any attention. When he finally joined the same university as Jinki he was amused to find Jinki's image as Ice Prince because his boyfriend was anything but cold. But on the other side he knew it was because Jinki was faithful to him and he was happy. I have few more moments from this au which I plan on writing in future.

Neighbor

2019-02-24T17:00:01Z

Jonghyun was busy cooking in the kitchen. He finally had day off from his work and he was quite excited to spend it lounging in his house all day. Usually he would take the chance such as this to hit pub or karaoke with his friends followed by late night dinner but today all he wanted was to cook this dish his best friend had taught him. He smiled in content as the smell of nicely cooked chicken wafted through his nostrils. Not to brag or anything but he was descent cook, and if the smell was any indicator then this dish is surely going to taste amazing.

Jonghyun patted himself on his back and started to scoop chicken in his plate along with some rice. Just as he was about to start eating though, his doorbell rang. He huffed a little but went on to see who it was anyway. When he opened the door though, all his grumpiness about someone ruining his happy moment vanished in thin air.

There, in front of him was his neighbor. She was wearing black loose sweatpants and bright yellow hoodie which was too big on her and made her look so small and adorable, her long dark curls held loosely in messy bun, he full pink lips void of any lipstick but still so fucking tempting and her cute little chubby hands holding onto her equally adorable baby bump. Oh Yeah! She was pregnant, and too fucking beautiful!! And honestly, Jonghyun had no shame in accepting the fact that he had a little (if writing millions of songs about her is considered little) crush on her!!

Jonghyun was snapped out of his daydreams when Eunsook – God!!! Even her name sounded so fucking lovely!! – cleared her throat.

“Oh Eunsook-ssi, do you need anything??” He said trying to calm his heart which was doing random flips whenever his eyes travelled to her face.

She pulled that sinful bottom lip of hers in between her teeth and Jonghyun was this close to groan at the sight.

“Umm, actually I-I-Umm… Never mind, I’ll just get going!! This is so embarrassing, I can’t believe I actually dared to ring the bell.”

Before Jonghyun could understand her words, she turned around and was carefully making steps towards her own apartment which was exactly opposite to his.

“Wait wait, what’s happening?? Eunsook-ssi, you don’t have to feel awkward… Do you need any help with anything?? I can seriously do whatever you want if you are in any trouble…” Jonghyun spoke too quickly but all his words were true. He might be creep with his feelings for her, but honestly, he adored her a lot and it will be a pleasure if he can somehow help her with anything.

Eunsook turned back to him and Damn!! Her eyes were little wet and glossy… Is she going to cry??? Noooooo!!

Manning up a little Jonghyun took few steps towards her and took her hand in his. God it’s so fucking soft and so fucking cute!!! Can I keep it in mine forever???? Pretty pleaseeee???

“Eunsook-ssi, whatever it is, it is okay… You can tell me… I won’t laugh, I promise.” Jonghyun told her with every bit of sincerity pouring out of his voice.

“Pinky Promise??” Eunsook asked, all wide eyes and forming cute little Oh , and really Jonghyun will do whatever she wants if she is going to ask him like that.

“Yes!! Pinky promise…. Now please tell me??”

Eunsook nodded, sniffling a little too adorably and whoever said pregnancy makes women cuter was so fucking right, Jonghyun thought in wonder.

“It’s just, I just came back home and while I was opening the door I could smell something delicious that was definitely your cooking. I mean I’m not a stalker or anything, please don’t misunderstand but I’m a big foodie and with this pregnancy my cravings are getting a lot more crazier day by day. I tried to resist the urge, but I just want to eat whatever it is that’s smelling quite wonderful. I’m so so sorry but could you possibly let me have a little bit of what you have cooked??”

Jonghyun was dumbfounded, Is it real??? But he quickly recovered and looked at her. She was so adorably small in her clothes, her lower lip kept getting abused by her teeth, he fingers fidgeting with each other over her bump and her eyes which wandered everywhere but him.

“Eunsook-ssi??”

“D-deh??”

“Would you like to join me for lunch???”

Eunsook looked up and found herself staring at warm brown eyes which held nothing but kindness. The smile she wore was almost as bright as sunlight Jonghyun witnessed at the morning and he chuckled as he saw the pure excitement on her face.

She waddled cutely like a penguin towards his dining table. Jonghyun seriously wanted to squeeze her and never let go, but she wasn’t his. He wasn’t fool, he was aware how unlikely it was for her to fall for him… He was also aware that his feelings were too deep to back out now, but at the end all it took is watching her stuff her mouth with a chicken he made by himself, watching how her pretty face bloomed into equally breathtaking smile, watching her mumble cute little ‘Thanks’ with an equally adorable bow to help his heart feel at ease.

That day after she finished eating, he told her that if she craved for anything he will be more than happy to cook for her. AT first she was reluctant but then agreed when he told her that he will ask for a favor from her too if he needed anything. That day, they finally decided to let go of formalities and he started calling her noona after a year of knowing each other.

And when she left, Jonghyun stared at her adorable figure waddling towards her apartment and closed the door when she reached her door and gave him another one of her smiles which made her eyes turn up into half-moons and her cheeks puff a little bit more.

And really, Jonghyun was so glad he stayed home today….

A/N:

So in this au, Jjong moved in opposite apartment of Eunsook a year ago. He met her first time when they bumped into each other and she litterally dumped all her books on his toe. They never became anything more because she was always too busy, she works as songwriter and she used to live with her BF. For Jonghyun it was love at first sight but he resisted his feelings because she was already in a relationship. But then she got pregnant and now she and her BF have broken up with each other. Currently Eunsook is single and still Jonghyun is only in watching from afar mode.

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2018-12-22T12:24:57Z

I'm looking for Jongyu/Onhyun fics, anything from veteran authors such as xo-deidara, deepgashes, goyangi, kasayu, closeta and other awesome authors which happened closed/deleted their account, if anything of you have their fics saved, please send to my email shinbeams@gmail.com thank you very much...

Letters of the Rainbow- Yellow

2015-10-05T04:55:45Z

Pairing: JongYu
Genre: AU
Length: 4/7
Rating: G

Jonghyun spent his weekends either cooped up in his room or cooped up in the library or cooped up in either Minho or Kibum’s house. In the evenings, he would read to kids at the orphan home close to his house. That Saturday, much to his parents’ wonder, he took a stroll in the park. Sitting on the bench, he looked around and tried what Jinki told him. He noticed a woman sitting on a picnic blanket reading a book.

“You look like you’re trying to poop” Jinki sat down startling Jonghyun out of concentration. “I went by your house and your mom said I’ll find you here. She didn’t know who I was and looked genuinely surprised when I told her I was your friend. Man you really don’t hang out with anyone apart from Minho and Kibum, do you?”

“Woah woah you went to my house? Why? You could’ve just called. Plus why are you here? I thought we were meeting in the evening?”

“Would you believe me if I told you that I couldn’t wait to see you” he winked, a mischievous twinkle in his lips.

Jonghyun scoffed and lightly hit Jinki’s thigh only for the other to take the opportunity and intertwine their fingers. Jonghyun fell back on the bench and Jinki nuzzled against him. It had been less than 24 hours but something about this just felt so right and perfect that Jonghyun pushed the tiny streak of scepticism to the back of his mind.

“So what were you trying to do if not poop in your pants?”

“Trying to build a story around the woman there but I can’t come up with anything”

“What have you built?”

“Oh it’s nothing. It’s really stupid anyway”

“I’ll be the judge of that. Let me hear what you got” Jinki egged.

“Well, she seems like she enjoys reading and spends time at the park a lot and-” Jinki stopped him midsentence.

“Don’t build a story on what she seems like. Tell me what you’d like her to be.”

“I’d like for her to be an artist. Someone who sees the beauty in the hues and shades of human emotions. Someone who appreciates and understands the sensitivity that goes behind art. She’s just finished a painting that she’s proud and content of so she’s taking a day off to bask in the satisfaction of completion. She’s probably meeting her mother for lunch and thinking of buying her nephew a tiny canvas because she’s seen his interest in the colours” he looked towards Jinki hopeful.

“Not bad tiger. Not bad. Who knew you’d have such a sentimental side to you and a love for the arts! Kinda makes me not want to spill the bad news. I actually came to tell you I won’t be able to make it to dinner tonight. My parents turned up today morning from one of their business trips and they want to go out for a ‘family’ dinner. I tried getting out of it but they seem pretty adamant and this is the first time they’ve actually wanted to do something together in like 5 years. I didn’t have the heart to say no.”
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Jonghyun had come home, doll under arm, a smile wide as the Atlantic Ocean plastered across his face only to find Minho pacing across the room and Kibum sitting on the chair, arms folded, eyes narrowed and legs crossed.

“So where were you? You told us the library got a new Julian Barnes book and you wanted to be the first one to read it but how come when Minho and I went there, we found you hadn’t even gone to the library. Then we came here because we were concerned you’d be sick, because you missing your precious library time is as rare as Minho talking in class. But your mum tells us you went to the park and a friend came here asking about you. Minho and I spend the rest of the night worrying which friend cause you have only the two of us, unless you made some secret friend that you didn’t bother telling us. Then Minho remembers the ‘letter dude’ and starts hyperventilating that you may be getting raped and in you walk, looking dandier than a sunflower and blushing like the Red Sea!” he exhaled loudly.

Jonghyun was standing opposite his friends, trying very hard to not giggle. He was so happy that any amount of ‘yelling’ that Kibum or Minho did wasn’t going to dampen his spirits.

“I will tell you who the person is but you will promise me that you will not judge and nor will you tell anyone else about him” and so Jonghyun began the story of Lee Jinki, the man behind the rainbow letters.
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It was the first time that Minho and Kibum had kept quiet through anything Jonghyun had said. When he was done, there was an eerie silence in the room.
Jonghyun raised his eyebrows, “You guys don’t have anything to say?”

“Jonghyun, I know you think Jinki is a really nice guy and you clearly seem to like him. A lot. But its Jinki, love. Are you sure about this?” Kibum spoke worry lines clear in his voice. He looked towards Minho in support

“What Kibum is saying is… well... You know what kind of a guy Jinki is. We all do. For him to suddenly take an interest in you after so many years and open up to someone he’s never spoken too just seems a little fishy. We may be completely wrong and I hope to god we are and that Jinki is every bit of the nice man you’re painting out to be but we’re just not completely sure about this. Kibum and I can see how smitten you are by him and we just don’t want you to get hurt.”

“What are you trying to say” Jonghyun’s voice trembled.

“What we’re trying to say is, are you sure this isn’t some prank? Some bad joke or dare that Jinki is pulling on you. You know the kind of things Jinki and his gang do. We’re not trying to be pessimistic. We’re just looking out for you”
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Jonghyun sat on his bed, fidgety and restless. After his friends had left, he had tried reading a book to forget everything but the words would swarm into nothingness and an intense pain would erupt at the bridge of his nose. He tried falling asleep but couldn’t find the perfect spot. He tried watching some TV but had seen it all on Netflix. So there he was, walking up and down his room, unable to sleep, with a lot of time on his hands, nothing to do and a worry cloud the size of an elephant weighing down on him. Groaning he saw that it was only 10pm.

After Jinki had told him about the sudden change of plans, they had sat at the park weaving stories around a few people. When Jinki’s tummy had given a loud enough rumble, Jonghyun had dragged him to his favourite sushi place. They walked around town after that, arms connected sharing laughs and cotton candy.

They were walking on the street, Jonghyun trying to persuade Jinki to stop pretending to be a bully when Jinki suddenly stopped. He was looking through the window of a music store, staring longingly at a beautiful acoustic guitar. Jonghyun knew the look. It was the same look he’d get in his eyes when he’d walk by a bookstore and gaze at the books knowing he couldn’t buy any cause he had spent all his pocket money buying other books. He dragged Jinki into the store and soon the whole place was engulfed with Jinki’s smoky voice and the cascading tones of the guitar.

Jonghyun stood in his room, mentally picturing himself at that moment. Jinki had been a little reluctant but the minute he sat on that stool and strummed the guitar, it was like the world around him had disappeared. Jonghyun couldn’t find the perfect words to describe Jinki’s voice. At first it sounded like sipping hot chocolate on a cold, dark evening but then as the voice grew deeper and more soulful, it felt like waking up on a Sunday morning enveloped by warm hands, wrapped in a blanket, sharing a kiss.

Jinki had left Jonghyun at the orphanage with a small Tigger doll they had won at the arcade and a yellow note with Jonghyun’s favourite quote from his favourite book.

“Love is not a condition of the spirit but a sign of the Zodiac”

YOUTH IS WASTED ON THE YOUNG; ONEW/JONGHYUN; PG-13

2014-10-13T18:01:56Z

rating: pg
genre: au, highschool
pairing: jonghyun/onew
length: drabble
word count: ~800wc
summary: in which jonghyun and jinki have a teenage conversation on a rooftop

( They weren’t the most eloquent of friends. Maybe that was why they hung out a lot. They didn’t have much to say to each other nor did they count on each other. )

Natural Instincts; Onew/Jonghyun; PG-13

2014-04-28T15:22:12Z

Author: kpopforlife
Word Count: 4915
Rating: PG-13 (overall NC-17)
Pairing/Focus: Jongyu
Genre: omega!verse
Warnings: Omega!verse, knotting, dom!jinki
Summary: As soon as Jinki stepped off of the elevator he knew something was off. There was a tension, a faint whiff of something different, something foreign that laced the stagnant air with the most delicious aroma he had ever encountered. He couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something was amiss. His senses were heightened, body reacting on its own accord, alpha pheromones immediately stirring, but for what he wasn’t quite sure.

Chapter 7

Saturday Mornings; Onew/Jonghyun; PG

2013-12-14T13:04:37Z

Title: Saturday Mornings
Author: kpopforlife
Pairing: Onew/Jonghyun
Rating: PG
Warnings: N/A
Word Count: 871
Summary: He knew that inevitably Jinki would wake up and catch him staring. The elder would probably tease him about it all morning, but right now, he couldn’t find it in himself to care. That was one of the perks of dating, right? You were allowed to be a little creepy sometimes and it was still considered okay.

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Mission Make Joon Jealous!!!!

2013-10-30T10:08:49Z

Genre: Fluff, Comedy, Romance
Pairing:Joonew, little bit of onho & Jongyu
Author:rachanasapre

Joon was pretty much excited to see his boyfriend in his Japan Arena Tour. He actually wanted to attend one of the concerts but actually his schedules were so tight that he couldn't do that. Jinki was looking just too adorable and cute in their concept for Why So Serious and Joon was practically dying to see his boyfriend for real. Damn these schedules. So since he couldn't practically see and hug his boyfriend he could at least stalk him through fancams right? So Joon was going to just do that. He was dead tired from his practice for their comeback all day though he didn't mind staying awake to watch his boyfriend's little videos.
Joon quickly washed up and got ready to bed. He then locked his room and took out his laptop quickly searching through SHINee's JAT videos. He searched through SHINee's fansites. Of course he knew them. He had to, he too loved SHINee you know? Maybe it was because of his lovely, squishy boyfriend but yes! He was Shawol now most specifically MVP. He smiled as he found one video of SHINee performing on HELLO. He clicked on it and couldn't stop his smile as he spotted Jinki singing on stage with his members. He felt warmth spreading through his body as he found Jinki smiling widely at the crowd, dancing and singing freely. How he wanted to hug his Jinki right now.
He knew how before Dream Girl, Jinki was too depressed and sad that he couldn't even smile his usual smile. They weren't even couple that time, still Joon felt his heart breaking at the sight of his best friend frowning and pouting every single time. Jinki was so depressed that he didn't even talked with his members anymore and that caused rumours about SHINee not being close to each other spread. None of those were true but that made fans go wild and it added more fuel to Jinki's condition. He remembered how one night Jinki came to Mblaq's dorm, his eyes red and puffy from crying, his hair mess and face as pale as shit. Joon remembered the hurt he felt at the sight of his love like this and he remembered how he quickly took him to his bedroom locking the door behind them. Jinki just hugged him as he cried his heart out. It wasn't first time for Joon to see Jinki like this. but it was definitely the worst. He couldn't stand sight of his Jinki crying and cursing himself so he did the only thing he thought was best. He just cupped Jinki's face and kissed his forehead as he mumbled 'I Love You' to his ears.
Jinki was stunned and couldn't believe at first and then Joon lost it. He held jinki by his waist and pulled him closer as he told Jinki about how when he first met Jinki through Jonghyun he was smitten with his smile, how he started to like spoiling younger so much just to see that smile on his face, how he was now chicken obsessed too because of younger, how he couldn't bear the way everyone seemed to like touching Jinki and how he broke G.O.'s nose when he gave Jinki piggy back ride at IDOL Championship and about how anything and everything Jinki does is nothing but amusing for Joon. He told him about how he suppressed his feelings for Jinki for the fear of loosing him, how he choose the option of loving him from afar and then he cried. He cried and Jinki cried too, this time from happiness. He remembered telling Jinki just how much important he is for Joon, and also how mean he is for torturing Joon with his adorable innocence and jinki slammed his hand on Joon's mouth. Burring his face in Joon's chest as he shyly told him to just shut up. That was how they got together.
Joon smiled as he remembered the past. Now when he will look at younger, he looked stress free and genuinely happy. Jinki was never sad after they got together, it wasn't like there weren't sad moments but with Joon he never felt the need to mop around and will just happily face it. Joon chuckled as he searched through many more videos witnessing just how much fun Jinki was having. He literally swooned at Jinki's cuteness throughout the concert. However he frowned at the amount of fan-service between HIS Jinki and all SHINee members. There was onkey, ontae which he was okay with since Taemin was like a little brother for Jinki and Key was more like a umma of group. But however he couldn't for his life tolerate Jongyu or Onho. And to his despise there was TOO MUCH of onho and Jongyu. He just couldn't see those two sickeningly handsome persons touching HIS Jinki. The more he saw the more he got furious. He just have to talk about it with Jinki later. Jinki wouldn't say no to him and will listen, he thought and went to sleep.
*~*~*
Jinki was totally confused. He could understand Taemin and Key's behaviour and closeness with him but Minho and Jonghyun too? It was just little bit fishy. He didn't know what was going on with them but he knew that Joon is going to be angry if he ever sees the concert videos. He knew how Joon was little too jealous about anyone or more specifically Jonghyun or Minho touching him and all these amount of their fanservice was going to get him in trouble soon. That night he decided that he will talk to them personally.
"Hyung? You called? Whats up?" Jonghyun asked as he and Minho made their way inside Jinki's room.
"I wanted to talk with you two."
"What is it hyung?" Minho asked.
"What are you guys doing? I mean why are you doing this much skinship with me? Did you guys forgot that SHINee's official OTP's are Jongkey and 2min/ What's with sudden blast of Jongyu and Onho?"
Minho pouted as he said, "Why? Don't you like it hyung? We did alot fan-service during Lucifer era too. Don't you remember?"
"Well I do. But that time I was single. Now I'm in relationship and with Joon hyung on top of that. Aren't you afraid about his wrath?"
Jinki narrowed his eyes as Jonghyun scoffed and said ,"Well we do know that you are in relationship with him but honestly I don't care. He should stop being overprotective."
"What do you mean?" Jinki asked.
"Hyung! You worry too much. Don't be like that. Actually we ARE doing it because we want him to get jealous."
"What do you mean by that Minho? Why do you want him to be like that?"
Jonghyun shook his head and said, "Hyung! Tell me, how much time has passed since you are in relationship with him?"
Jinki frowned. "5-6 months. Why?"
Minho sat beside him. " And just how far did you go? I mean in relationship?"
Jinki blushed deep red and smacked both their heads. "Y- y- yahhh! I'm not telling you anything. W-why does it matter to you?"
Jonghyun pinched his chubby cheeks and said, "God! You are so adorable hyung, blushing cutely like that! But seriously tell us! Have you kissed at least?"
Jinki's eyes widened and he stuttered. "Y-yes! We have! What do you think of me? Little innocent child? Of course we k-ki-kissed!"
Minho chuckled. "We are not talking about those little pecks on cheek, nose or forehead. What we are trying to know is have you kissed on lips? Have you like made out with each other or anything like that?"
If possible Jinki turned even redder and squeaked. "Yahhh! What are trying to ask? We haven't kissed like that yet. Not even peck on lips. "
Jonghyun sighed. "Why?"
Jinki fidgeted little and said ,"Well he thinks that I'm not ready or that I'm too innocent. He feels that I'll feel pressured and all that stuff."
Minho rubbed Jinki's back and asked, "Are you? Or you too want to have relationship like any other couple? I mean do you want to stay like this or you want to have Joon loving you without any reserve?"
"I- I don't know! I mean I like the way he cares for my feelings and that he thinks about me. B-but I can't lie that I never felt the urge to kiss him. "
Jonghyun smiled widely and said ,"Well, that's the reason behind our behavior. We are going to tease him by touching you. we are going to get him jealous to the point he would just come to you and ravish you without any other thoughts. "
"I_is it going to work though? Your idea I mean... Because if this goes on I'm not sure how he will react. He might hate me for lifetime." Jinki pouted.
"God hyung! How can you even think about that? This is Lee Joon we are talking about. He will kill himself before hating you. Don't you remember I was the one who introduced you two. And believe me he was the one to pester me about telling him everything about Smiling tofu of SHINee. He is sucker for you hyung. don't worry" Jonghyun said, smiling.
"So hyung are you ready to join our mission MJJ?" Minho asked.
"MJJ???"
"Mission Make Joon Jealous... duh!" jonghyun said like it was most common thing.
Jinki thought for a while and nodded.
"Done." He said smiling.
"That's great hyung! Now we are going to make Joon so pissed of that he will probably mark you and maybe ravish you in front of us. kekeke" Minho and Jonghyun chuckled and Jinki just blushed imagining his boyfriend doing something like that.

In Love

2013-10-26T15:38:50Z

Jinki was simple, smart, kind and most importantly oblivious. His obliviousness was to the extent that it could also be called as stupidness. That was the reason he never realised that there was someone in his little world who adored him more than anything else. He had always thought that he didn't mean anything for anyone, let alone anyone probably cared for him. But unknown to him someone was actually out there, constantly looking after him.... Kim Jonghyun!

Jonghyun was a year younger than him, his junior. Jonghyun was one of the popular guys of his school. Girls always fought to get his attention while boys craved to have him as friend. He was everything J
inki wasn't. Jinki have always listened how everyone of his class talked about him. He knew that Jonghyun was bubbly, happy go lucky type of person. He was very handsome and charming person. He also had an status of school's playboy. But on the other hand he knew that Jonghyun wasn't a bad person. In fact he always noticed how kind Jonghyun was, always smiling, helping and making everyone happy with his godly voice. The only thing he didn't know was that the only person who managed to get Jonghyun's attention was he himself...

~*~*~*~

"Jjong, you are staring again!" Jonghyun rolled his eyes as he heard Key's voice.

"Yes. Why ? Does it bother you?" he asked back.

Key shook his head as he followed Jonghyun's gaze, he was staring at particular bunny again. He sighed and said,"why don't you go and just talk to him? I mean come on Jjong, it's not like he will kill you. I don't know why you are even scared of that little bunny. Just go and ask him so you could get married with him already...."

Jonghyun's eyes widened as he heard that. "Married? What the hell are you talking about? I don't love him. I just want to know him, to be his friend. I mean have you seen him? He is so sweet and pure, but he is always lonely and always sad. I just want to be his friend, to be there for him, nothing else." Jonghyun finished as he stared longingly at Jinki.

Key shook his head and said,"Fine! Whatever! Just go and talk to him, I don't like it when you are gloomy. Otherwise I will lock you and that bunny in one of our classrooms. "

Jonghyun chuckled a little and said,"Yup! Just let me have a chance. I don't even have idea if he knows who I am. And by the way don't call him bunny! He has a name you know!"

Key smirked as he said,"Oh I know! What was the name again? Oh yeah, Onew!"

Jonghyun glared as he smacked Key on his arm,"Don't you dare to call him that! Only I could call him that. You should call him Jinki hyung! Nothing else, or I will kill you!"

Key giggled at Jonghyun's anger and got up as bell rang, dragging Jonghyun with him.

~*~*~*~

Jonghyun had always noticed the older man ever since he joined the school. He had noticed the way older was so kind to everyone. He had realised in his first week that the older was quite lonely and that he didn't have friends while Jonghyun was always crowded by people. He never found Jinki smiling till now. He had also found out that older was very clumsy, but it only made him more endearing in Jonghyun's eyes. He didn't know why, when or how but Jinki managed to stole a little place in his heart. He didn't know if it is love yet but he definately felt the urge to stay with older, to make him happy. He always did little things for older. Like he would always beat the crap out of the bullies who tried to lay their hands on Jinki, he made sure to leave chocolates in older boy's locker whenever he had a bad day, he was always there to help Jinki whenever he tripped, he was there in nurse office whenever Jinki was asleep from particularly bad fall to make sure he was resting, he always followed Jinki to his home without older noticing to make sure he was safe through the way. But still he didn't had the chance to actually talk with Jinki. He hoped it would come soon.

~*~*~*~

The first time Jinki talked to Jonghyun was when Jonghyun beat one bully in front of Jinki. Jinki being Jinki bumped into a boy and before he could apologise the boy punched him on his nose, making it bleed. Jinki was stunned and before the boy could punch him again, Jonghyun was there, beating the shit out of him. Jinki was standing there, looking wide eyed at two of them fighting, or rather Jonghyun beating the boy without mercy. Once Jonghyun was satisfied he threw the person on ground as he turned to find Jinki standing there, shocked and scared. He bit his lip as he saw how Jinki flinched badly when Jonghyn tried to step ahead. He gave Jinki a little smile as he assured him that he will never hurt Jinki. Jinki just stared at him for a while and after a while he mumbled,"Thanks Jonghyun!"

Jonghyun didn't know why but he felt like he was on the cloud nine when he returned home that night. He craddled his right hand which was bandaged by Jinki to his chest and smiled like a fool. He knows me! He knows my name. Lee freaking jinki knows my name! He chanted to himself as he slept with a huge smile on his face. That was how their friendship started...

After that day, Jonghyun invited Jinki to lunch so he could introduce him with his little friend circle. Key has been ecstatic when he saw Jinki on table with Jonghyun. When he saw how Jinki was fiddling with his shirt, he felt his motherly heart melting and he literally squeezed Jinki, making Jinki and jonghyun froze at place... Jinki with shock and Jonghyun with anger. How could Key just hug him? Even I hadn't been able to hug Jinki like that. At first Jinki was nervous but then he got comfortable. It didn't take long for Jinki to get to know everyone better. Key was umma of the group, caring and naggy... Minho was silent but very observing, protective of his friends... Taemin was just bubbly bundle of cuteness, always cheery and smiling... And then there was Jonghyun, his first friend ever. He still had a lot to learn about Jonghyun. After that their friendship got deeper. Without even knowing they got closer and closer. Jonghyun was very happy with the way things were now. Yes, he was definitely happy...

~*~*~*~

Even though Jonghyun thought that he knew Jinki but he was wrong. Jinki wasn't what he showed from outside. He was a lot of things. He was lovely, cheery, sometimes daring, sometimes naughty... And to be honest jonghyun loved the way Jinki only ever expressed him in front of Jonghyun. They spent alot time with each other. Jonghyun slowly made Jinki to come out of his shell. He made their friendship comfortable enough that Jinki now trusted him completely. Jinki was a great singer, the fact which only Jonghyun was aware of. It had been accidental, but when he first heard Jinki singing, he thought he never heard anyone singing that beautifully in his whole life. Jinki shared his dreams with Jonghyun and in return Jonghyun told him about his. Jonghyun didn't know why but he felt more and more attracted towards the older boy. He was so innocent, so pure and amazing that jonghyun always felt proud that he was able to have Jinki as his friend. The only thing Jonghyun wanted now was to hear Jinki laughing freely, which Jinki hadn't be doing...

The first time Jonghyun found Jinki smiling was when he tripped and fell down in front of Jinki. Without even realizing Jinki laughed his ass off in front of Jonghyun. And even though jonghyun wanted to mop around about tripping for the first time, he couldn't when he saw Jinki laughing so freely, without any fakeness this time. He froze as he saw the way Jinki's face was void of any worries, his pearly teeth showing off, the way his eyes crinkled in lovely half moons as his giggles rumbled through his chest. Jonghyun just couldn't stop staring and he felt something different in his chest. His heart skips a beat when Jinki's giggles died in little chuckles and soon enough his face broke in the loveliest smile, taking Jonghyun's breathe away.

~*~*~*~

The first time they hugged was also the first time Jinki cried in front of him. Jinki was so tired of keeping his thoughts bottled up that he broke down that night. Jinki was crying alone in the park near his house and no one was there to hold him. He was done being strong for everyone. He was done being brave. He just wanted to cry his heart out and Jonghyun just happened to call Jinki to say good night but instead he heard Jinki's sobs. Jonghyun hanged up after asking Jinki his whereabouts and within few minutes, Jonghyun was there. His heart shattered into million pieces and it stopped beating completely as he saw the way Jinki's face was covered in pain. His adorable eyes were red and swollen; his nose was pink due to crying hard. Jonghyun saw helplessly as fat tears rolled down his chubby cheeks and he wanted nothing other than to make Jinki stop crying. It broke his heart to see the older breaking down in front of him but he was glad that at least Jinki was letting it out. Jonghyun was surprised at first when Jinki hugged him hard as he cried on his chest. But he recovered quickly and held him close. He just sat there whispering sweet words of assurance to the older as he stroked his hairs while the other was busy weeping his heart out. After some time his sobs died down and he just hugged Jonghyun, not wanting to pull away. And as he mumbled a little 'Thank you' while wiping his eyes, jonghyun swore to himself that no one could have looked any more alluring with wet cheeks, red eyes and little pink nose than Jinki...

~*~*~*~

The first time Jonghyun was mad at Jinki was when he found the older man talking with Joon, their senior. Jonghyun knew there wasn't something wrong with Jinki talking with Joon, but he knew Joon was a good-looking boy and that was the reason why he didn't liked the fact that Jinki was smiling with Joon. He didn't know why but he felt like Joon was going to steal Jinki away from him. He was even more furious when Joon admitted to Jonghyun that he likes Jinki. And then when Jonghyun found Joon hugging Jinki outside their school gates, he was more than furious. He didn't know how it happened or what took over him but he just stomped his way towards Joon and pulled Jinki away before throwing a nicely aimed punch on Joon's perfect face. Joon was surprised at the sudden punch and once he regained his composure he went to hit Jonghyun back. Jinki on the other hand ran between them and pleaded to Joon to stop fighting. Joon took a glance at Jinki's worried face before reluctantly nodding and left.

Jinki was furious as he dragged Jonghyun away from school and in some park. Jonghyun knew that Jinki is going to scold him but he would rather have Jinki nagging him than Jinki smiling sweetly at Joon. Jinki asked him what was wrong and to be honest Jonghyun too didn't know why he did that. It wasn't like Jinki was his boyfriend, they were just friends. And Joon was a good boy, he would never hurt Jinki. But it didn't feel right. The thought of Jinki being lovey-dovey with someone else was purely sickening. He knew he couldn't tell that to Jinki so he just stayed silent. He knew how to make Jinki forgive him so that wasn't problem. He simply stared in chocolaty orbs of Jinki and apologized for his fault. He was serious about his apology and that was enough for Jinki to forgive his friend. It only took two chocolate ice-creams, two buckets of fried chicken and big teddy bear for Jonghyun to make Jinki talk to him but now Jonghyun had another problem. The strangely wild beating of his heart whenever Jinki was around...

~*~*~*~

Jonghyun knew something was different about the way he felt towards Jinki now. He hadn't dated any girl ever since he found Jinki smiling. It was weird and strange but he just couldn't think about anything else than Jinki. Never in his life had he felt this strong urge to protect, to love and to care about someone the way he felt for Jinki. He knew he was going crazy for Jinki and that was the reason he started to distance himself from Jinki. He knew he was craving for something he shouldn't even think about... Jinki! He wasn't stupid. He knew that he was falling for Jinki. Who wouldn't really? Jinki was everything anyone would want to have. But Jonghyun knows that Jinki deserves better. Jonghyun was sure that Jinki never felt anything else than friendship with Jonghyun. Jonghyun knew he wasn't a very good person and he would definitely hurt Jinki. So he decided to burry those feelings deep down in his heart.

The first time Jonghyun avoided Jinki was when he was sure about his feelings. He was in love with Lee Jinki, the person he had adored so much in his life. It was all those little things he did that made Jonghyun's heart flutter. He wanted to avoid these feelings but at the same time he wanted to keep them secure. He wanted to keep loving, keep caring and keep protecting him. But on the other hand he was scared. What if Jinki didn't feel same? What if he hated him for his feelings? No! He would never want that. So he decided to avoid the older. He kept himself busy with his school’s work, he even joined soccer team just to avoid walking home with Jinki. He tried his best to avoid talking, meeting or even looking at Jinki. Well the keyword is 'Tried'. But of course he couldn't handle not seeing Jinki even for a day. But he kept taking care of other without other noticing. He felt like the way he felt before actually meeting Jinki. He was back to watching older from afar like his past days. But the only change was that now Jinki was trying hard to meet him while he was being coward to face the older.

~*~*~*~

Jinki noticed changes in Jonghyun's behavior. He noticed the way Jonghyun was distancing himself from him and it scared him. He didn't want to lose Jonghyun. Jonghyun was his first friend, his first pillar and his first love.... Along the way through their friendship, he found himself falling for the younger. He always tried to keep those feeling to himself not wanting Jonghyun to know them. But now the thought of loosing Jonghyun made him feel scared. He never wanted anything other than Jonghyun. Key knew something was up with his both friends. He already knew about Jonghyun's feelings for Jinki and Jinki too had the same feelings. But he knew how dumb both of them were and decide that he should definitely do something for them.

"Hey, are you crying? What happened? Are you hurt?" Jinki was snapped out of his thoughts when he heard key's voice.

"Huh? Nope. It's nothing. I just don't know what's happening with me. Don't worry. I'm alright." Jinki wiped his tears harshly.

Key stared hard at him and shook his head. These idiots! "You know what? I'm done with both of you. I can't stand your drama now!" Before Jinki could even think what's happening, he was being dragged towards somewhere.

~*~*~*~

After twenty minutes Jinki and Jonghyun were locked in one of the classrooms, thanks to Key. Jinki sighed as he saw Jonghyun banging on the door.

"It will not open Jonghyun!"

"I know! I just wanted to try..."

Jinki bit his lip nervously. He never looked in Jonghyun's eyes.

"Are you so pissed with me that you can't even stay with me in one room now?" He asked quietly.

Jonghyun's eyes widened at his voice. He felt his heart breaking at the sadness in Jinki's voice.

"N-no! Why would you think that Jinki?" Jonghyun would never be pissed about locking himself with Jinki in room. He was just scared to stay alone with the source of his affection. He didn't know how he would even stay with Jinki without jumping on him or molesting him.

Jinki looked up in Jonghyun's eyes and Jonghyun gulped. Jinki was crying. The eyes Jonghyun adored so much were decorated with fat tears.

"T-then why are you avoiding me? I thought we were friends. You told me that you are going to be my best friend. You told me that I will never be alone. But now you are avoiding me. Why would you do that? Did i do something bad?" Jinki sniffed badly as he tried to complete his sentences. Jonghyun felt his heart breaking into millions of pieces.

He remembered how he told Jinki about his life, his dreams, his feelings. He rememberd how they talked about their future together. He remembered promising Jinki about never leaving him. He remembered the happiness on jinki's face when he told him that Jinki was his best friend and that he will always be there for Jinki. And more he remembered the more miserable he felt. God! He never realised that he was hurting Jinki all along. He quickly rushed to Jinki's side and cradled him close to his chest mumbling apologies.

"I'm so so so sorry Jinki! I never realised I was hurting you this way. But I don't hate you! Heck, I will never ever Hate you. I can't! You are too much important Jinki! Please forgive me!"

Jinki hugged him tighter. "T-then why were you ignoring me? You never even flirted with me for past few days like you usually do." Jonghyun chuckled lightly.

"Yeah! But that's because you aren't made for flirting Jinx. You are made to be loved."

Jinki pulled away from hug. He searched for something in Jonghyun's eyes. His widened a little as Jonghyun leaned in to peck him on forehead.

"Wh-what are you doing?" He asked blushing furiously.

Jonghyun smirked as he saw colour rising to Jinki's chubby cheeks. God! I'm done. I can't control anymore... "You know what? Fuck it!"

Jinki was confused for a moment before he was suddenly shoved down on the floor as Jonghyun leaned all the way to capture Jinki's lips with his . Jinki froze at the spot trying to regain his ability to do anything. And soon enough Jonghyun was pulling away, still lying on top of Jinki.

"God! I'm so sorry Jinki. It's just that I like you. I li- no I love you Jinki. And I thought you don't feel the same with me. And that's why I was avoiding you. I just- It's just that you are so freaking amayzing that I can't control myself. right now I know I shouldn't have kissed you but you looked so freaking cute and adorable crying now that I just had to Kiss you. I mean I'm not saying that you should cry more but I just -- You look so freaking cute in everything you do that I just want to drag you all the way to my bedroom and ravish your innocence. Oh god! What I'm saying! I'm sorry. What I mean to say is that I love you. Yeah! That's it." Jonghyun ended his confession lamely.

Jinki was still frozen. Jonghyun loved him? And while Jonghyun was confessing or should he say rambling about everything, he felt his heart beating wildly in his chest. Jonghyun loved him! He squeeled in his mind. He then took a look at Jonghyun who was sitting further away from Jinki. His face burried in his hands. When did he even go there? He slowly made his way towards Jonghyun and placed his hand on Jonghyun's shoulder. Jonghyun looked up worriedly and stared at Jinki.

"Jinki I'm sorry!"

"It was my first kiss Jjonghyun---"

"I know Jinki. I'm really sorry."

"---And I'm glad it was with you."

"I said I'm- wait, what? Are you joking?"

Jinki smiled and shook his head. "Nah! I'm not joking. I'm dead serious. I love you to Jjong."

Jonghyun couldn't stop a goofy smile on his face as he pulled jinki on his lap, squeezing the life out of him.

"I love you too, Jinx. God! It's not dream, is it? Please tell me it's all real."

"Yeah Jjongie It's real. I love you. I was just scared to confess."

"I'm so happy Jinki! I love you! You are all mine now. My Onew!"

Jinki pulled away in confusion and frowned. "Who is Onew? I will kill you if you dare to tell me that you confessed to me for a joke or anything."

Jonghyun chuckled as Jinki crossed his arms on his chest, pouting.

"No. It's actually my nickname for you. I gave that name to you when I didn't even knew your name. I just thought It suits you. And I will never ever joke about something like this Jinki." Jonghyun said seriously and Jinki smiled.

"So will you be my boyfriend, Jinki?"

Jinki nodded as he pulled jonghyun in for a kiss. It was innocent at first but well, when Jonghyun was involved in something it would be anything but innocent. Jonghyun was craving to have jinki like this for so much time now, and he was definitely not going to lose this chance now. He pulled Jinki by his neck as he nibbled, sucked and kissed those lips. He should definitely get used to this, he thought. And then he shut his brain from further thinking as he concentrated on ravishing those sweet sweet lips belonging to his lover.... He was glad that he fell in love with Jinki. And he was definitely going to stay in love, forever....

Baby Steps; Jonghyun/Onew; PG-13

2013-09-14T11:53:54Z

Title: Baby Steps
Author: kpopforlife
Pairing: Onew/Jonghyun
Rating: PG-13 for language
Warnings: N/A
Word Count: 3742
Summary: Babysitting is hard work. So are relationships.

My entry of the Shinee Shorts & Jongyu Duets <3

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Falling in love with a girl?

2013-09-10T13:52:08Z

Title: Falling in love with a girl? (4/?)
Author: lee_chiose
Pairing: Jongyu
Rating: PG-15 to NC-17
Genre: Comedy, romance
Lenght: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I don't own any boy in this story, just the story itself.
Warning: crossdressing
Summary: Taemin got tired of living in the same
place and wanted a better future for him and his lazy brother. So he got
a new job in a famous modeling agency. He was earning more money, but
still not enough because he was only working as a make-up assistant. But
after some weeks of working he found that the agency was looking for
new models and were doing a contest. So he immediately got the idea to
get his brother into participate. But then he found a little problem
after he brought his brother to the agency. They weren’t looking for a
male model but a female model. But he was determinate to get out of the
little rat hole where he lived, and it didn’t care if he had to
sacrifice his brother as he make his brother into his sister.

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Natural Instincts; Jonghyun/Onew; NC-17

2013-07-15T14:10:40Z

Author: kpopforlife
Word Count: 3545
Rating: PG-13 (overall NC-17)
Pairing/Focus: Jongyu
Genre: omega!verse
Warnings: Omega!verse, knotting, dom!jinki
Summary: As soon as Jinki stepped off of the elevator he knew something was off. There was a tension, a faint whiff of something different, something foreign that laced the stagnant air with the most delicious aroma he had ever encountered. He couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something was amiss. His senses were heightened, body reacting on its own accord, alpha pheromones immediately stirring, but for what he wasn’t quite sure.

Chapter 4

Chains [1/2]

2013-07-05T09:10:56Z

Title: Chains
Pairing: jongkey, jongyu, onkey
Genre: au, angst, drama
Rating: R
Warnings: Disturbing themes
Word Count: ~18,000
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters.
Summary: Jonghyun just wants to love. Kibum just wants to forget. Jinki just wants to fall asleep.

( “Uh… sleep?” At this, Jonghyun looks at him pointedly so Jinki hastily adds, “But I don’t think that’s an option so, whatever you want to do?” )

The Monologue

2013-06-28T22:14:17Z

title: the monologue
pairing: girl!onew/jonghyun
rating: pg-15
warning: n/a
genre: au
length: ~800w
summary: (When Eunsook is naked, she's skin and bones and hips and lips, and she likes that.)

Falling in love with a girl?

2013-06-10T22:32:18Z

Title: Falling in love with a girl? (3/?)
Author: lee_chiose
Pairing: Jongyu
Rating: PG-15 to NC-17
Genre: Comedy, romance
Lenght: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I don't own any boy in this story, just the story itself.
Warning: crossdressing
Summary: Taemin got tired of living in the same
place and wanted a better future for him and his lazy brother. So he got a new job in a famous modeling agency. He was earning more money, but
still not enough because he was only working as a make-up assistant. But after some weeks of working he found that the agency was looking for
new models and were doing a contest. So he immediately got the idea to get his brother into participate. But then he found a little problem
after he brought his brother to the agency. They weren’t looking for a male model but a female model. But he was determinate to get out of the
little rat hole where he lived, and it didn’t care if he had to sacrifice his brother as he make his brother into his sister.

“Dear God, if you can hear me… Please kill me now. I mean, it doesn’t have to be slowly and painfully, or I could get into a coma and then wake up tomorrow on after a week so I can wake up to see the next episode of my favorite drama and-”

Natural Instincts; Jonghyun/Onew; NC-17

2013-06-07T17:03:56Z

Author: kpopforlife
Rating: PG-13 (Overall NC-17)
Pairing/Focus: Jongyu
Genre: omega!verse
Warnings: Omega!verse, knotting, dom!jinki
Summary: As soon as Jinki stepped off of the elevator he knew something was off. There was a tension, a faint whiff of something different, something foreign that laced the stagnant air with the most delicious aroma he had ever encountered. He couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something was amiss. His senses were heightened, body reacting on its own accord, alpha pheromones immediately stirring, but for what he wasn’t quite sure.

Chapter 3

belong. || oneshot

2013-05-04T08:41:26Z

title: belong
author: futurebruises
rating: nc-17
warnings: dom!jinki, bdsm themes (bondage, wax play)
length: 2222 words; oneshot
summary: jinki and jonghyun are a conundrum.

jinki comes back to the bar late and smelling like dirt...

Natural Instincts; Jonghyun/Onew; NC-17

2013-04-22T11:11:36Z

Author: kpopforlife
Rating: PG-13 (overall NC-17)
Pairing/Focus: Jongyu
Genre: omega!verse
Warnings: Omega!verse, knotting, dom!jinki
Summary: As soon as Jinki stepped off of the elevator he knew something was off. There was a tension, a faint whiff of something different, something foreign that laced the stagnant air with the most delicious aroma he had ever encountered. He couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something was amiss. His senses were heightened, body reacting on its own accord, alpha pheromones immediately stirring, but for what he wasn’t quite sure.

Part 1
Part 2a
Part 2b

[FIC] When the cicadas sing; PG-13

2013-03-29T00:23:45Z

Title: When the cicadas sing
Author: sansunparapluie
Rating: PG-13
Genre: coming of age, wartime!au
A/N: this is old and I dug out the fragments of it that I'd already written. I don't know if it's worth continuing the effort to fill in the gaps and polish up the rest.

___part i: that year, he was seventeen.

The insect song slips in from the windows ahead of his, quick sharp beats weaving through the background droning, crescendos and decrescendos. But the swells of hot air that flips at the pages of class secretary An Nayeon's math textbook hardly reaches back to where he is.

Serenading Silence

2013-03-16T06:00:50Z

Title: Serenading Silence
Pairing: friendship!Jongyu
Rating: G
Length: 1080wds
Disclaimer: I own nothing and no-one.
Summary: Jonghyun loves to talk. Jinki hasn't said a word since he was a little boy. Jonghyun is determined to change that by whatever means necessary, even if that means singing to Jinki everyday.

Jonghyun wonders what it's like and how difficult it must be to be trapped within the confines of one's own mind, always thinking but forever unable to voice even the simplest of opinions. Prisoner to your own thoughts and silent dreams.

Punch!

2013-02-26T16:55:17Z

Title: Punch!
Author: shineflamelight
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Who would not surprise about someone who you have been known as an ice hearted person suddenly treats you warmly like a sunshine in the first day of spring?

This is only an ordinary story of a weird and rare couple.

Lee Jinki, 25 years old, most likely called as Onew because of his gentle behaviors, is a talented famous singer from South Korea. He is recently starring a musical drama for this spring and it is directed by PD Jonghyun. Kim Jonghyun, 24 years old, who is also a famous musician have been dating Onew for four years now. He is may be younger than Onew but he is the man in this relationship. So far their realtionship is so good. However, sometimes they'll have a fight over little things yet they are never have a fist fight. Though they are officially a couple but no one knows about it, even the company they work at.

Onew, is such a cute gentleman, a lovely bunny who is easily laugh at anything. But when he is angry or hurt, no one dare to approach him except this guy, Kim Jonghyun. Since Onew is his boyfriend, he is the one who will be responsible for whatever happened on Onew. But this is Jonghyun. Never expect him as a careful warm guy. Yes, he is a damn cold ice prince who unexpectedly careless. Of course he is handsome and hot as a man (and that the another reasons why Onew would like to date him), but he is cold and only Onew who can deal with him. That's why eventhough Jonghyun is famous and professional everybody seems to have a distance with Jonghyun, they'll be awkward with him.

What makes their relationship long lasted is Onew's sincere affections that are pouring and shrouding Jonghyun everyday. Jonghyun definitely loves Onew too, yet it isn't obvious. Jonghyun just can't expressing it well and fortunately Onew is an understanding person, nothing can make Onew happy beside Jonghyun's presence.

On another side, sometimes Onew is missing Jonghyun's touch. He rarely feels it. Whenever he is alone in his bedroom at a late night he will misses Jonghyun's warmness. He will recalls the feeling of their first kiss four years ago, it's still warm in his memory of how Jonghyun pulled him closer and cupped his face then savouring his lips gently under the moonlight, on the bridge, which under it the river was freezing because of the winter, meanwhile Onew and Jonghyun was melting because of the raising heat in between them. Well, it's ironic since they never kiss again after four years have built a bond. Trying to kiss Jonghyun is something that Onew avoids to do. Somehow, he doesn't know why. He just waits for Jonghyun to make the first action before him.

Onew remembers on the last week Valentine's Day they both made an appointment to meet each other in a cafe near the studio where is Onew usually attended for some recordings at 7 PM. Since they are famous figures, it is difficult for them to walk out freely as a couple. Well, no one knows about their relationship. The public knows them both as close bestfriends, so they never put any suspicious feels on Jonghyun and Onew. In some moments, may be they were caught to be holding hands while walking around or may be on some stages they will be whispering and giggling to each other, yet most of people see it as fanservices. So they held a meeting to celebrate their fourth Valentine's Day in that cafe without obviously looked like that. They were careful with their actions, who knows that there were some paparazzi or some sneaky fans were taking photos of them. So they just act like an ordinary friends, having a little conversation and ordering foods and beverages and ended it ordinarily. At least, that was the people have seen, in other words actually they were making a plan to meet at Jonghyun's apartment to continue their celebrating party there without being a spotlight to the public and the paparazzi.

So they made it successfully, they continued to celebrate their Valentine's Day at Jonghyun's apartment. They were sharing their valentine chocolates together, watching cheesy movies, and dancing to Beethoven's melodies until the dawn. That was the time Onew had felt Jonghyun's embrace again. How Jonghyun's slender fingers wrapped on his waist, how Jonghyun's hot breath shivered him whenever he whispered words of love into his ears temptingly. Which is now Onew missing it again for his dear life. Because Jonghyun's act on that last week Valentine's Day is different from the last years. It was more warm, more touchy. How Onew really hopes it will happens to him everyday.

Then seems Onew's prays are heard by God. Jonghyun becomes more careful about him lately. Jonghyun even made him a lunch, so Onew doesn't have to buy outside. Though, honestly, Jonghyun's cooking is not really good as his but Onew's happiness makes it the most delicious lunch that he has ever eaten. And now Jonghyun comes over to Onew's apartment often, to accompany Onew and gives him any attentions more than before.

Maybe there are some of Jonghyun's manners are still cold, but his little attention for Onew makes Onew happy like crazy and confused at once. What really happens to Jonghyun?

The musical drama that recently Onew and Jonghyun is working on has get the most anticipated views from the public and the reviews are positive, so the company make an unplanned celebrating party in the main hall of the company building. The company thanks to the crews and the stars of the drama. Especially Onew, since he is the main character of the drama and also Jonghyun as the main director plus he is participated in the screen writing. This is make Onew and Jonghyun proud of themselves and to each other. So when they Onew was asked for his speech, he is thanking God, the crews and finally his no-one-knows-boyfriend PD Jonghyun. One of the crews asked Onew about how is Jonghyun works with him for years and how is Jonghyun as his bestfriend, and Onew answers it truthfully. He is smiling at Jonghyun's handsome face before he talks, "Well, Kim Jonghyun-ssi is a very professional in his duties. I've worked with him for four years now and I'm proud to be able to work with him in this SM Company which is already like a family for me. Jonghyun-ssi is worth to be friends with, really. I'm always amazed at how he works very hard everyday, how responsible him in his duties and actually, he is a warm man... Which I mean he is actually a friendly person when you try to get close with him. I'm sure, my mind has been punched for several times by his surprising warm behaviours since I never expecting it...! Hahaha," Onew's statement makes everyone laughs include Jonghyun. Because yeah, everyone knows about Jonghyun's 'ice prince' image. And now they won't be misunderstand anymore about Jonghyun. Then it's Jonghyun's turn to give his speech, "Good evening everyone, it's an honor to have a time to talk to you all, so thank you very much. Ehm... Firstly, I'm sorry for my cold behaviors so far, I know it's still awkward for you all to have a direct converstion with me... By the way I'm really grateful for your hardwork, guys. You're the best!" Everybody applauses and cheers the he continues his speech. "Well, as you can see, I'm different from my bo- ehm, bestfriend Onew, I mean Lee Jinki-ssi who is a great actor with a warm behaviors and a charming... a friendly figure, very approachable. I would like to say thank you for you Jinki-ssi for being a good partner, a good friend, a good family... You've taugth me a lot about how careness is important in every aspect. Yes, it's right everyone. I'm on my effort to be more open with you all, well, maybe I'll still be a little bit cold to you but don't worry. It doesn't mean that I hate you but that is me. Aaand I just want you to know, Jinki-ssi. The one who has a punched mind everyday is me... I love you. I love you guys! Thank you and keep hardworking!" As he ended his speech everyone applauses and cheers louder include Onew. He shouts 'I love you too' loudly among the cheers and Jonghyun smiles as he hears it. Jonghyun approaches Onew and hugs him, Onew happily hugs him back tightly, "Eh, babe, I can't breath..." Jonghyun whispers. "Oh sorry, hehe" Onew whispers back and pulled back from the hug.

The party's over at a really late night. All of the staffs has gone home but Onew and Jonghyun. They are still sitting on the couch quitely. And after about five minutes they stay in silence, they make sure if ALL of the people have gone. After they're sure that there is no one's left, Jonghyun and Onew approach each other. Before Onew could talk, Jonghyun has dragged him onto the stage. Jonghyun takes a guitar from the corner and commands Onew to sit comfortably. The confused Onew sits on the stagefloor, he crosses his legs. Jonghyun sits right next to him and suddenly plays the guitar and starts singing.

"Wo wo~ One! The stars in your eyes go twinkle!
Two! I’m shocked by your smile
Like I’ve been hit with a punch, I can’t come to my senses
I feel like fainting
Feels like my breath will stopped, feels like my breath will stop
I slightly steal a glance at you
You slightly narrow the distance between us
You hook me in and dig into my heart~"

Onew smiles like an idiot when he hears such a cheesy but adorable words and a catchy melody also his incredible voice of him. He is sure he can die over his boyfriend's beautiful voice right now.

"Wo oh oh oh
Punch! One Two!
I can’t come to my senses, no no, can’t come to my senses
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
Punch! One Two!
I can’t escape you, no no, I am cornered
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
You have no empty cracks
I stretch my fist into empty air
Like a butterfly, you lightly avoid me
I keep chasing after you
Feels like I’m possessed, feels like I’m possessed
Now I throw in my towel
But still, you put up your guard
Without time to come to my senses, you dig into my empty spot
again
Wo oh oh oh
Punch! One Two!
I can’t come to my senses, no no, can’t come to my senses
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
Punch! One Two!
I can’t escape you, no no, I am cornered
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
Oh! Punch! Knock Down!
I think I have fallen in love
No no I think I have fallen in love
Punch Drunk Love
I am drunk off your love
Wo oh oh oh Punch!
No matter how many times I fall, I like it
I will keep throwing jabs at you
I don’t know when but some day, you will faint because of me too
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
Punch! One Two!
I can’t escape you, no no, I am cornered
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love
No no, I am drunk off your love
I am drunk off your love
No no, I am KOed by your love
Punch! Knock Down!
I have fainted because of your love"

"Lee Jinki, I love you. From now on, don't be confused if I act warmer than before. It's all because of you. Because of your love," Jonghyun says, and quickly pecks on the happy bunny's lips. "I love you too, you dino ice prince."

They went out from the building finally. It's the first time for them to walk out freely because there was no one on the street. They walk to the silence parking area with their fingers tangled to each other. As they get in the car, they kiss like there are no tomorrows, like they've owned the world. Their kiss gets rougher and hotter since they've been missing each other touches especially Onew. They stop to take a breath.

"So, continue this in my apartment?" asks Onew.

"No, don't."

Onew frowns at Jonghyun's coldly replies.

"Let's continue this in MY apartment," Jonghyun smirks. Onew dumbfoundedly laughs and embarassed in the same time as Jonghyun finally drives the car off from there. Onew can't believe, he gets more than what he expected.

***14121989***

[fanfic] there's no hiding under spiderman blankets; pg-13

2013-02-20T03:29:13Z

Title: There's no hiding under Spiderman blankets
Author static_abyss
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jonghyun's a constant, sends a flow of things that Jinki can rely on, can fall back on when the nightmares get too vivid. Jonghyun give Jinki something to think on when he's angry because Jonghyun doesn't even know what he's doing, how just being who he is helps Jinki.

[FIC] Forever is just a place in someone else's story; PG-13

2013-02-11T03:32:41Z

Title: Forever is just a place in someone else's story
Author: sansunparapluie
Rating: PG-13
Genre: slice of life?

They bought the table together, made up their minds while on opposite sides of the thing just as they are now. They singled it out at the secondhand furniture store because the circular ones were either too big for two people or so small that Jonghyun wanted to add back their missing corners. And because Jinki thought the rectangular ones were weird for having a pair of long edges and a pair of short ones.

Were they going to sit further apart on bad days and closer on good days?

So square it was.

[FIC] Pillow: PG

2013-02-08T07:43:31Z

Title: Pillow
Author: hwan_sang
Pairing: Jongyu
Rating: PG
Summary: Jonghyun can't sleep without Jinki.

His pillow is gone.