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okay LAST public entry on Jerrisweetness!!!!

2005-03-17T20:28:49Z

Well...it's been fun with this journal...it was my first...and I felt like I had a friend in it (sounds like it died haha)...I'll miss you jerrisweetness!

I got bored so...

2005-03-17T14:12:42Z

I made another journal, because I'm tired of Jerrisweetness haha. So it's greeneyed_me MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND DAMNIT!

jerrisweetness @ 2005-03-17T13:46:00

2005-03-17T10:47:47Z

I'm cold and lazy and tired cause I just spent an hour trying to delete undeletable adware files. Damn them all. Luckily, I managed to do it somehow. Ugh. Byebye

Okay

2005-03-16T09:15:58Z

We have to have a girl's night at Jerri's creepy house or Crystal's even creepier house or something, because I say so. hhahaha. We need to stay up and talk about freaky shit, so me and Brandie with out (possibly) pregnant selves can be like "OH SHIT" and freak out twice as bad as anyone else. God I hope I'm not pregnant, only cause that poor kid would be born to parents that are broke as a joke. Ugh. If I had a job...and maybe was done with school...I would be ecstatic. Oh well. Everything happens for a reason.

She wants to go home...but nobody's home

2005-03-14T09:44:55Z

Okay. So as most of you (actually none of you) know...I think I might be pregnant. Yeah I know it seems every month one of us says that...And I won't find out for another month or so...but a lot of stuff seems to fit in place. Which scares me quite much so. So much in fact, that this time I actually got two E.P.T.'s. Symptoms?:
*Tender/Swollen breasts that have become bigger I think...
*Way moodines
*More personal t.m.i stuff
*Frequent unrination
*Way exhaustion
*When I'm not exhausted sex drive = through roof
*More frequent backaches (but I have these 24/7 anyway lol)
Ugh...I dunno

Ugh too early for this

2005-03-14T05:19:19Z

I'm skipping my Human Sexuality class because it is too early in the morning to talk about Sexual Pleasuring...ick lol. So I'm currently in my school's library. bye bye...possibly more later?

I feel better from the strangest things

2005-03-13T22:08:09Z

Well lotsa stuff has been put out in the open tonight. Like the fact that Dustin had a HUGE crush on Mandee before we started dating. Which is okay 'cause I got info out of him that I found cheerful-to-me-like...I was saying that she's one up on me because that makes all three of the guys in liking her at some point, and me only two (Dustin & Shawn)...well then he laughs and kinda sits there like, well then you two are equal, because Scott did have a crush on you when he first met you. Dustin's exact words: "Yeah he thought you were THE hot shit until you started hitting me in front of him, then they didn't like you very much. Then I said he just thought I was hot, that didn't count, but then he says "No, he really liked you, I was generalizing the stuff he said about you, basically." Maybe I'll get what else he said about me outta Dustin haha. I needed the ego boost, what can I say? Dustin says Lee might've very possibly had a crush on Mandee. So who knows? Maybe this riddiculously shallow-selfish post will be preceeded with one on that confirmation. LOL. And my favoritest cousins are coming down this summer. I can't wait. I completely miss them haaha. Okay gotts go night night...gots school tomorrow ya know...

jerrisweetness @ 2005-03-12T17:39:00

2005-03-12T14:40:55Z

Something for you Cabbage! For getting fired like me. Happy Firing from sucky job-ige to you!

<3 Jerri

This is a bad post, don't read it, if you don't want to dampen your mood...

2005-03-11T22:32:23Z

I am not happy. Okay, now that I've said it...I feel...still unhappy. I wish I could express and show everyone the shit I've gone through and the shit I've thought the past week. Maybe that will explain things. I feel unwanted from everyone except Dustin, and although I'm sure it's probably my fault, I still am hurt by this. I am really moody lately...especially later on at night. Me and Dustin almost broke up last night. We're bored with each other. I think 'we' have lost the passion. We need to find it again before I really fuck things up for us. Scott used to like Mandee, and he even said so: convo:

We were talking about Scott not liking girls who weren't skinny. His response "No, 'cause I used to have a crush on Mandee and then I found out Shawn really liked her." Sometimes in situations like these...I like to scream and cry. But I didn't. Even though I figured in my head, that A.) All three of the guys have liked her at some point in time and B.) Probably around the time he liked her, was the same time I really liked him. Yeah I did have a big crush on him. I know of only one other person besides Dustin who knows that and that's Rocky. I liked him and Dustin at the same time...I think I may have liked him even more. He didn't even notice me then. He didn't even like me I think...That's the truth and no one else knew that until you guys reading this now, has. I felt like I was horribly ugly and disfigured after he said that. I have been in a moody...sad and depressed mood since then. Why does everyone always like her? Why do I have to analyze this stuff? I wanna be the pretty one again, that's if I ever was to begin with. I'm bored with Dustin and us doing the same thing every day. But I love him very much. I'm stuck. I'm pretty sure he feels stuck too. So he's feeling obligated to stay with me. That hurts a lot. I hate feeling like this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about this. If we break up, I'll never be the same. I won't be happy. I won't be able to see our friends anymore, because of course, they would side with him. People naturally like Dustin more than me. Maybe I'm jealous of him...or that. I dunno. I want a guy to like me besides Dustin. Then I'll feel better about myself. But seeing as how I doubt that will happen...oh well. I can't even begin to describe the pain I feel right now. It hurts so bad to think Dustin isn't as interested in me as he was...that I don't look or feel as good as I did when we first started going out...that even thought Mandee is like almost 100lbs. heavier than me, guys like her more than me. WTF. Why am I a selfish bitch? I want Dustin...and I want him to want me...I don't want him to be with anyone else...it would kill me. Even though...:sighs:

LilReDLette24: but I mean I do worry sometime that as great as he is, he'll find someone better, and prettier and all

BuuGieWuuGie: ok.. you are the exact replica of what dustin always wanted..

LilReDLette24: I like knowing I'm with one of the greatest guys ever, you know?

LilReDLette24: oh riiight

BuuGieWuuGie: LOL seriously

LilReDLette24: I'm not black

BuuGieWuuGie: ewww...

LilReDLette24: hahahahaha oh that was good

LilReDLette24: so why do you say that though, what did he say he wanted before I came along?

BuuGieWuuGie: but dustin. is lucky he got, a very smart, very mature, very sweet and pretty girl.. He KNOWS it. He is not going anywhere.... Trust me. Dustin is devoted to you..

BuuGieWuuGie: he has always had a thing for red headed pale chicks..

LilReDLette24: oh right, he eevn told me that he didn't pay attention to redheads before me

BuuGieWuuGie: he is full of shit.

BuuGieWuuGie: cause he used to watch red head porn all the time

LilReDLette24: lol but anyway...I dunno..it's just I've changed a lot since he first met me...I think that's why I'm so gung ho about going to the gym lol...

LilReDLette24: well who doesn't? lol

BuuGieWuuGie: you guys have way more good times and less bad times then anyone i know.. its like you guys are the perfect match

LilReDLette24: I know...maybe that's why I get so jealous

LilReDLette24: eh, I'm just a girl who can't help it I suppose

LilReDLette24: i think honestly, i get (as in understand) guys better than a lot of other girls I know

BuuGieWuuGie: yeah. but you can control it.. and say something when it is warranted. like, personally i know she is my sister and i know its innocent. but i could stand for the way she sits on his lap.

BuuGieWuuGie: YES YOU DO!!!!!!

LilReDLette24: lol

LilReDLette24: but I like Jessi, I know she doesn't mean anything like that, and well you're just her big brother lol

LilReDLette24: now Brittany on the other hand, is a different story

BuuGieWuuGie: but brittany on the other hand I think that is warranted.

BuuGieWuuGie: yes

LilReDLette24: I like her too, but it's all too obvious she likes Dustin, and she ALWAYS is trying to come over

BuuGieWuuGie: I hate brittany..

BuuGieWuuGie: she is so annoying. and mean

BuuGieWuuGie: and physical

LilReDLette24: don't tell D I told you, but last week at like 11:30, she called him and asked if she could come over

BuuGieWuuGie: he said sure but jerri is here and she said nevermind???

BuuGieWuuGie: LOL

BuuGieWuuGie: just a guess

LilReDLette24: the great thing is that dustin rolls his eyes and is like 'uh me and JERRI are going to go to dinner so sorry'

LilReDLette24: and she asks if SHE CAN COME!!

BuuGieWuuGie: LMAO! HAHAHHAHAHA!

LilReDLette24: I swear I was about to reach through the phone and strangle her dumbass

BuuGieWuuGie: haha. can you catch a hint?

LilReDLette24: and she actually hits him in front of me...like when he first got his tattoo, she hit it, and Dustin sall me ball my fists up and start flaring my nostrils (I unintententionally do that when i'm pissed)

BuuGieWuuGie: LOL. hell yeah. fuck that bitch up. seriously. she REALLY needs it

LilReDLette24: I can't that's just mean lol

LilReDLette24: if she really deserves it...maybe lol

BuuGieWuuGie: she fucking punched me.. twice. and then when me and angel got back together she didnt do it again. and one time she slapped me and apologised immediately to angel

LilReDLette24: LOL

BuuGieWuuGie: angel would have beat that girls ass. HAHA. i would have laughed so damn hard.

LilReDLette24: i remember that none of you guys liked me because I used to joke around and playpunch Dustin when we first started going out

LilReDLette24: the thing is he never really said anything about it...lol..but he knows not to really piss me off now...haha, he says I hit too hard for a girl

LilReDLette24: yeah she probably would've beat Britanny's ass

LilReDLette24: I wouldn't want jessi to be pissed at me though for whooping her best friend's ass haha

BuuGieWuuGie: LOL. yeah that is true. but now. Your one of my best friends. i can talk to you. you give good advice and dont tell me im a dumbass... or at least sugar coat it and explain why.. HAHA

LilReDLette24: lol

LilReDLette24: So tell me and be honest,

LilReDLette24: does shawn still hate me?

BuuGieWuuGie: no.

BuuGieWuuGie: honestly no.. he likes you. otherwise he wouldnt come and get you so you and mandee could hang out. LOL

LilReDLette24: lol...okay good

LilReDLette24: I seriously wanted it just to be all good between me and everyone else...I actually love hanging out with you guys...and i feel bad lol, cause I don't wanna intrude on "guy time" cause I know you guys need it

LilReDLette24: That's why i'm glad Mandee and I are friends again, I like hanging out with her too

LilReDLette24: and even Angel too, before I found out how psycho she was lol

BuuGieWuuGie: yeah. i was thrilled when you and mandee were getting along with angel and all of us hung out that couple of times. but that was short lived. LOL

LilReDLette24: well I've been friends with her and all, and i knew she and I didn't really like Mandee, but we figured we'd do it for you two

LilReDLette24: But I was soo mad and felt just...used when i found out how she really was with you...ugh...it's like she was majorly dissing one of my brothers

BuuGieWuuGie: that is all i ever wanted. for her my friends and family to get along. and she couldnt do that. that is so important to me. To have my girl on one side and my friends on the other. but it could never be like that. cause she always got pissed at stupid jokes they would tell

LilReDLette24: yeah

BuuGieWuuGie: this is my circle. i know that sounds stupid. but I dont want to change that. and she used to make me try and choose. well i hate to say it. but if i had to choose she would go.. my circle was here first.

LilReDLette24: yeah

LilReDLette24: I wish I had a circle lol

BuuGieWuuGie: i know, you guys will always be here. for anything i need. she was unstable. and that is not something i need.

BuuGieWuuGie: you do...

LilReDLette24: no you definitely don't need her bs\

LilReDLette24: you think so

LilReDLette24: ?

ICK......I'm tired as shit of being me. Sometimes..I wish I didn't exist. Maybe everyone would be better off without me. :(

No more quarantine for me haha

2005-03-10T11:12:58Z

And my weakness is...I care too much

Okay, I don't consider it too much. I'm a good friend, I swear. That's all.

I tear my heart open and sew it shut...

Purell is cooold

2005-03-09T22:49:55Z

omg I am boooooreeeedddddd...this is quite sad to me. lol. I have GOT to find something to do until I become sleepy...damnit.
ugh. I wish I had something to write about. I think I'm gonna read a book now.
PEACE

wow everything is blurry

2005-03-09T11:49:34Z

1.What time is it? It is 12:41 pm!
Personal

2.Do you want to answer these? uh basically that's the gist of it...
3.Name? jerri
4.Name spelled backwards? :racks brain: irrej...ear-rej (funny)
5.What is your quest? to live
6.Nickname? Blueberri muffin
7.Age? legal
8.Hometown? Portsmouth
9.What were you born in? D.C. (Washington General)
10.Where do you live now? uh, in a house...on a corner
11.What state? VA
12.Ever going to move? Probably lots of times
13.Would you rather live somewhere else? Maybe in my own apartment
14.Birthdate? September 18, 1986
15.When do you blow out your candles? After I make a wish
16.Day you were born? a Thursday
17.Zodiac sign? Virgo
18.Do you know what that is? Yeah, it's a pure chick thing
19.Sex? Female
20.Height? 5'5"
21.Weight? Ick
22.Eye color? Green
23.Hair color? Red
24.Any siblings? Yep
25.Names and ages? Sherry (33) and Trisha (30)
26.Do you get along with them? Yep
27.Any pets? Nope
28.Names? um none
29.Parents? Yep
30.Names? Mom- Joyce, Daddy- Jerry
31.Do you get along with them? Yep
32.Married or divorced? Married
33.How long? This year on September 13th, it'll be 35 years
34.Website? Livejournal and Ebaumsworld
35.Email? blueberrimuffin@cox.net
36.AOL s/n? lilredlette24
37.Yahoo s/n? Same
38.ICQ? Nope
39.MSN? Nope
40.How many people are on your buddy list? 21
41.Phone number? 488-6966 or 537-4358
42.Personality? I have one

School

43. Do you want to answer these? Um, sure?
44.What school do you go to? T.C.C.
45.What year are you? 1st year
46.What are you? A freshman I guess
47.Hardest class? My Algebra 1 class
48.Easiest class? College success skills
49.Most fun class? US History
50.What day did school start? Um...January 10th
51.Do you have classes with friends? Nah
52.Do you have friends? Nope, I have 0 friends
53.Do you go to school events? Uh...not really
54.What was the last event you went to? Graduation like...forever ago.
55.Do you have school spirit? Sure
56.Do you go to dances? I did
57.Stag or with someone? Both my Jr. & sr. proms with my boyfriend
Relationships

58. Do you want to answer these? No damn you you suck!
59.Have a significant other? Yes indeedy
60.What is their name? Dustin
61.How old are they? legal
62.How long have you been going out? since December 9th, 2002
63.Have you been faithful? Yep
64.Do you have a crush? Nope
65.Who? wtf, take a look at the previous question?
66.Do they know you like them? DUR
67.You ever going to tell them? DUR
68.Do you have an online crush? Uh that's a negative
69.Who? Your mother

In the Past 24 Hours Have You?

70. Do you wonder why I'm asking these questions? Pretty much you bastard
71.Had a serious talk? Yep
72. Hugged someone? Nope
73.Fought with a friend? Nope
74.Cried? Not on purpose lol
75.Laughed? Yep
76.Made someone laugh? Yep
77.Bought something? medicine
78.Cut your hair? Nope
79.Felt stupid? Probably
80.Talked to someone you love? Of course
81.Missed someone? Yep

Have-you-ever ?

82. You want me to tell you? Go right ahead skippy
83.Smoked? Never, ick
84.Stolen something? Yep
85.Done drugs? Nope
86.Drank? Yep
87.Gotten drunk? Yep
88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? Probably
89.Been dumped? Nope
90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? UGH yes
91.Hiked up a mountain? Yep
92. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? Yep
93.Been in love? Still am
94.Seen the White House? I've been inside and met President Clinton before
95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? Online
96.Try smoking? NO
97.Played monopoly? A gazillion times
98.Seen Titanic? I own it mofo
99.Kissed someone? All the time
100.Tried a weight loss program? Weight watchers is about it...
101.Jumped on a trampoline? Yes, I enjoy it
102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? Yep
103.Had a bubble bath? Yup
104.Been on a plane? Yup, they're fun too
105.Been on a boat? Yes, and a ship too :)
106.Been on a train? Yeah and they suck when you have to ride one every day
107.Been in a car accident? yup
108.Ridden an elephant? nope
109.Made a web page? yup
110.Played with Barbies? They used to be my life haha
111.Stay up all night? Yes
112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? Yeah lol
113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? Not yet
114.Watched Jerry Springer? Yes
115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Yep
116.Been afraid of the dark? Yup
117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? Yup
118.Had stitches? Nope
119.Dumped someone and regretted it? Nope
120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? Nope
121.Lied? Yes
122.Been arrested? Not even close
123.Fallen asleep in class? Nope, cause I kinda snore...lol
124.Gotten in trouble in class? Yeah
125.Used food for something other than to eat? I used bread for a mold project once haha
126.Meta celebrity? YUP! I met Jessica Biel on the cruise ship I was on!
127.Broken the law? Yup
128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? Yup
129.Hated yourself? No
130.Been brokenhearted? Eh, kinda
131.Broken someone's heart? Yeah...just one
132.Are you a virgin? Nope
133.Done something really stupid? Yeah
134.Been arrested? NO DUMBASS, damn
135.Hurt a friend? Yeah
136.Broken a bone? Nope
137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? No

Favorites

138. Why do you want to know? YOUR MOM
139.Guy name? Ephraigm, Andrew
140.Girl name? Caylyn & Savannah
141.Nationality? MINE
142.Color? Cerulean
143.Holiday? Christmas
144.Day of the week? Friday
145.Restaurant? Outback & Bennigans
146.Fastfood restaurant? Wendy's
147.Food? Potatoes
148.Animal? rabbits
149.Pet? dogs
150.Store? Dunno
151.Mall? Chesapeake Square
152.Clothes brand? Don't have one?
153.Soda? Sprite
154.Alcohol? Uh not anymore?
155.Instrument? Drums
156.Season? Summer
157.Number? 24
158.Radio station? Depends on my mood
159.Song? Too many to name
160.Sport? Football to watch
161.Vacation spot? ON A CRUISE
162.State? Maryland
163.Country? U.S.
164.Flower? Blue roses
165.Perfume? Clinique happy
166.Thing to do? Smile
167.Actor? Tom Welling, Adam Sandler, Ashton Kutcher and Topher Grace
168.Actress? DREW BARRYMOORE...she's the greatest ever...and Natalie Wood
169.Saying? Girlpower
170.Car? My baby! ("my" '97 explorer)
171.Month? August
172.Cartoon? South Park bitches
173.T.V.Show? Degrassi & Smallville
174.Website? Livejournal and Ebaumsworld
175.Book? I have too many...
176.Quality about yourself? My friendliness
177.Your best friend? Don't have one really
178.Your best guy friend? Dustin
179.Your best girl friend? I dunno
180.Fruit? Watermelon
181.Vegetable? Potatoes
182.Meat? Steak
183.Quote? 'I, for one, took the road less travelled' from one of Robert Frost's poems...that's my life in a nutshell
184.Saying? DUUUUDE
185.Type of movie? Comedies, thrillers, deep thinking kinds lol
186.Candy? Don't have one
187.Language? MINE
188.Magazine? Cosmo
189.CD? Dunno
190.Store? You are add as hell
191.Movie? I have toooonnnnnsss
192.Day of the week? fuck off
193.Singer? Gwen Stefani, and whoever else lol
194.Band? Velvet Revolver, Evanescence, Aerosmith

Misc.

195.Why are you so curious? lick my ass

196.Like to swim? Love it
197.Like to dance? Love it
198.Have a pool? I wish
199.Have a car? I wish
200.Going to get a car? Possibly
201.Your motto? Karma's a bitch
202.What do you look for in a friend? Dunnah
203.What do you look for in the opposite sex? What I have right now
204.Time you get up? between 11-12
205.Time you go to bed? Um...dunno lol
206.What color are the sheets on your bed? White with flowers
207.How many pillows? I big purple body pillow and two little pillows
208.Ever skip school? Yup
209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime? Nope
210.What did you eat for dinner? Wendy's
211.What are you wearing? long tshirt, black jean and shoes
212.What movie makes you cry? The Notebook, and like tons others
213.What book makes you cry? Chicken Soup books
214.What song makes you cry? "Don't Laugh At Me" by whoever
215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry? funny people/incidents
216.What is your favorite possession? um...your mom's underwear?
217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most? Umm...money?
218.How badly do you want it? quite badly
219.Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? Uh yeah
220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here? I'm not slow, like you...AND YOUR MOM
221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? No
222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? 30?223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? Spiderrella
224.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? A blue fairy lol
225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? Passover?
226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there? None, it's like that for a reason, I'm sure
227.How good is your short-term memory? wonderful
228.How good is your short-term memory? deja vu
229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?) OH YOU'RE SOOO FUNNY...
230.How good is your long-term memory? good
231.What is your earliest memory? When I was 3
232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? Dunno...I have a few good ones
233.What is your strangest memory? My life is strange
234.What is your worst memory? Eh, how about NO
235.What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? All of 'em
236.What song, movie, etc. do you seem to memorize unintentionally? South Park
237.What size are your feet? Size 9
238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Umm...flattered and curious as to why they wanna date me.
239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going "blind"? I like my vision thank you
240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? Why wouldn't I be able to?
241.Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Yeah
242.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? Do what ya gotta do, but be safe about it
243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Lol...yeah I guess kinda
244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? No way
245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? How about I don't have to do that
246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? No
247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? No
248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number? Yup, don't sound so surprised
249.Do you actually know your IP address? No
250.Do you know what an IP address is? uh yeah
251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? 1825
252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? Perhaps
253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity,imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? Thanks
254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..? It's yummy
255.Do you have a driver's license? yes I do
256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? not generally, unless it's Drew
257.What celebrity's autograph do you want most? Anyone's will do
258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? Some people say I kinda resemble Drew Barrymoore, but they're nuts anyway
259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? dur
260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember who they are? um what?
261.If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? Bush's
262.Do you want to be John Malkovich? I'd rather not thanks
263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? Maybe for like an hour lol
264.What do you love most about the other gender? Their carefreeness
265.What do you dislike most about the other gender? They rarely understand
266.What do you understand least about the other gender? how they can forget stuff so easily
267.Mac or PC? PC
268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works? It better work really good for the money I shelled out for it
269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? Depends on who I'm talking to
270.Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? Yeah
271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? Nope
272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? I dunno lol
273.Would you name a child of yours after you? No
274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? My name is cool
275.What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? they spell it in like a million different ways
276.If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? No...that's too diva-ish
277.Like to give hugs? Yep
278.Like to walk in the rain? it's fun
279.Sleep with or without clothes on? depends lol
280.Prefer black or blue pens? black
281.Dress up on Halloween? not anymore
282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back? tummy/side
283.Think you're attractive? eh no not really
284.Want to marry? Who? Yeah, Dustin
285.Have a goldfish? Fish suck
286.Ever have the falling dream? Yep
287.Have stuffed animals? Yep
288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yep
289.Do you think God has a gender? Eh...I dunno exactly
290.Do you think science counteracts religion? I dunno about that
291.Do you believe in organized religion? I don't believe in the sepration in Christianity with the Catholics and then the denominations
292.Where do you think we go when we die? Heaven or Hell
293.How easy is it to make you laugh? Depends on who you are
294 WTF
295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? Oh yeah lol
296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? Yeah lol
297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? spelunk, bootylicious, sphincter
298.What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? Oh like I can recall that kinda thing?
299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching, when someone's watching? Yes and yes
300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? Air force One's- Nelly
301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? Smells Like Teen Spirit- Nirvana
302.What song(s) are constantly in your head? Theme songs lol
303.What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? Dunno?
304.If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? Dunno lol
305.If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? Dunno
306.What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? Chipmunk Adventure haha
307.Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? Sometimes
308.Who's your favorite Star Wars character? Padme Amidala
309.What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? Better deep movies
310.What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? Westerns
311.When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? TASTE
312.What's your favorite kind of cheese? American
313.What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? That I'm...American?
314.If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food,hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? Uh yeah
315.Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? Not really

Friends

316.What a unique category, don't you think? my wrist itches quite much

317.Are you sure you have friends? Let me think I do please
318.Best friend? nada
319.Second-best friend? nada
320.Email the most? Um...I use im's
321.Call the most? Dustin
322.IM the most? All of them
323.Best friend of the opposite sex? Dustin & Scott
324.Best offline friend? nada
325.Best online friend? nobody
326.Which friend do you dislike the most? wtf?
327.Person you can always confide in? Dustin and Trisha
328.Person that you can talk to for 12 hours straight and never get bored? Dustin...and I've done it too lol
329.In a fight or annoyed? Nada
330.Friend's house you sleep at the most? No one's lol
331.Friend's house you wish you could sleep at but can't? Gee this wasn't an easy one...
332.Who is the first number on your speed dial? Don't have it
333.Who would you take away on a week vacation? Um...lol all of them I suppose
334.Craziest? Brandie
335.Weirdest? Me
336.Most fun? Your Mom
337.Saddest? you
338.Quietest? bleh
339.Who knows you the best? Dustin
340.Who do you know the best? Dustin
341.Who do you like to shop with? Mandee
342.Talk with? all of them
343.Trust the most? Dustin
344.Flirt with? wtf
345.Laugh with? all of them damnit
346.Give advice to? everyone
347.Who gives you advice? doesn't matter I don't listen haha
348.Best singer? Crystal I suppose
349.Best athlete? We're fat
350.Who is the nicest? Me
351.Who is the meanest? me
352.Best dancer? me
353.Best writer? me
354.Best smile? not you
355.Most creative? your questions aren't very creative
356.Best dressed? my cat
357.Best shoes? which I doesn't exist
358.Who doesn't care if they lie? kljffudfjfsiodjmeandyoujustsuckballs
359.Who can't lie? George Washington
360.Most innocent? Not me
361.Most innocent looking? blah
362.Rebel? cliche
363.Moodiest? me
364.Happiest? me
365.Cutest? cliche
Do/Are/Who's?

366. It's because I'm bored, can't you figure that out? stop it already

367.Religious? yeah
368.Try to be fashionable? nto intentionally
369.Think fashion is important? eh
370.Get along with your family? yeah
371.Get along with your friends? yeah
372.Get grounded? nope
373.Know any foreign languages? Francais
374.Run into walls/doors? all the time
375.Blonde? At heart? hell no
376.Who do you talk to most online? myself
377.Who do you talk to most on the phone? Dustin
378.Are you a bum? :hold up carboard sign:
379.Do you get online a lot? a lot
380.Do you shower? a lot
381.Do you hate school? not a lot
382.Do you have a social life? not a lot
383.Do you trust people easily? no
384.Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)? yeah
385.Are you a dare devil? oh puhleeze
386.Would you ever sky dive? perhaps
387.Do you like to dance? :boogies:
388.Are you funny? I'm sarcastic, which comes hand in hand with humor...I suppose
389.Are you a serious person? kinda
390.Do you make friends easily? sure
391.Do you work out? one day
392.Do you like to work out? yes
393.How much can you bench press? dunno
394.How much can you lift? wtf is the difference?
395.Are you a popular person? no
396.Do you have plans for your future? yes
397.Do you plan to go to college? in college
398.Do you play sports? no
399.Do you like sports? i like to watch football
400.Do you play an instrument? used to
401.Know what you want to be when you get older? social worker
402.Ever been out of state? tons
403.Out of the country? Yup
404.Do you like to travel? yes
405.What do YOU think of the way you look? I used to look better
406.What do YOU think about your attitude? it's oyllah
(RANDOM LYRICS:
Cause we're the girls of rock n roll, Yeah we're the girls of rock and roll, oh yeah)
407.What do you think about life after death? it's...morbid?
408.What do you think about karma? it's a bitch, like YOU
409.What do you think about love? Love it
410.What do you think about fate? Not really
411.What do you think about yourself? Ick
412.What do you tell yourself if times get hard? it can only get better
413.What would you give your life for? Family/Dustin
414.What do you think about your first love? Love him
415.What do you think about the first person that loved you? he's great
416.What are you scared of? sharks
417.Do you cry easily? eh
(RANDOM LYRICS:
Yeah we're the boys of rock n roll, you better believe it yeah)
418.Who/What is something/someone that has touched you? bad people
419.What was the saddest moment of your life? when my Nana died
420.What would life be without friends? Sucky
421.Without family? Sucky
422.Without you? It would suck for me
423.Are you deep? yeah
424.Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? chance
425.Do you like your town? I represent
426.Do you wanna get out of your town? sometime
427.What design/logo is on your mouse pad? dell...and I have an emachine...go figure...
428.What color is your mouse pad? grayish blue
429.Drink a lot of water? yeah
430.Have a cell phone/beeper/etc.? cell phone
431.Do you like amusement parks? love em
432.Have you ever been to 6 Flags? once when I was really little
433.What namebrand do you wear the most? um...nothing
434.Do you like taking pictures? love to
435.Do you like getting your picture taken? yeah
436.Do you have a tan? nope
437.Do you get annoyed easily? yeah
438.What are you hobbies? dancing, swimming, reading, school, internet
439.Do you have your own phone/phone line? nope
440.Do you have any posters/pinups on your bedroom walls? just a pretty frame with french stuff on it
441.Are you sick of this survey yet? oh yes, I will take a nap when I'm done
442.Do you get good grades in school? I do
443.How do you vent your anger? yelling, and writing about it
444.Are you a role model? nah
445.Who do you look up to? my sister Trisha
446.Who do you trust the most? dunno
447.Do you have any piercings? ears
448.Do you have any tattoos? nope
449.Do you dream a lot? yup
450.Do you daydream a lot? yup
451.Have you had a nightmare lately? nope
452.Do you have any allergies? yes
453.Do you have any health problems? yup, I have scoliosis, I have a severe stomach/intestine problem, and I need to lose 30 lbs :<
454.Do you like animals? love em
455.Do you have any pets? nope
456.Do you like siblings? yeah
457.Do you have glasses/contacts? 20/19 vision
458.Do you have braces? nope
459.Do you have a job? had one
460.Have you ever been fired from a job? UGH, that's cruel...touche
461.Who did YOU want to be President? Hillary Clinton in '08
462.Who would you vote for, if anyone, and why? blah be more specific
463.Do you have a curfew? not really
464.Are you a vegetarian? never
465.Could you be a vegetarian? never
466.Have you ever thought about suicide? I don't think so
467.Do you like coffee? ick ick ick
468.Do you have a sweet tooth? eh, not like I used to
469.Do you like horror movies? not creepy ring/grudge-esque kinds
470.Do you like to spend or save your money? I'd like to have both
471.Do you keep your room clean? nope
472.Do yours well? do yours mom?
473.Do you eat vegetables? nope
474.Are you a flirt? not really
475.Are you good at flirting? how can you be bad at flirting?
476.Do you like to go to parties? sure
477.Do you still go trick or treating? no way
478.Are you an angel or a little devil? I'm a human?
479.Do you get along with people? sometimes
480.Have you ever just started dancing/singing in the middle of somewhere? oh yeah
481.Have you ever won anything? Don't think so
482.Do you have a waterbed or a regular bed? regular bed
483.What size? full
484.Do you get bored easily? yes
485.Do you play golf? boring
486.Do you play miniature golf? fun
487.Do you like tennis? never have
488.Are you flexible? yeah
489.Are you a sweet heart? yup
490.Would you like to be cloned? that would be interesting
491.What are your opinions on cloning? stop fucking mother nature, she'll kick your asses
493.Scaramouche,scaramouche, will you do the fandango? i'd much prefer if we were the champions...
494.Did you like this survey? nope. hahahaha
495.Are you sorry you began filling it out? not now that I'm at the end biotch
496.What questions do you wish it had asked? I think it pretty much covered my entire life
497.How would you have answered them? like dumbass...my mind hurts

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
498.When was the last time you let the people you love/people who are important to you know you love them/that they are important to you? like 30 mintues ago
499.What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? that you shouldn't bother with this damn survey...ow my back hurts...

jerrisweetness @ 2005-03-08T20:41:00

2005-03-08T20:44:17Z

Keyword of the day?:

SPELUNKKING!

I hate coughing and pinkeye it sucks you all suck BLAH

2005-03-08T15:35:39Z

I don't care 'cause I'm listening to one of the most kick-ass songs ever...I used to LOVE this movie : THE CHIPMUNK ADVENTURE...and I love the soundtrack : The Girls and Boys of Rock N' Roll. The Chipettes kick ass!

Okay besides that...I can barely see out of my right eye...bleh. And I'm hungry, and I wanna see people but I cannot because of my damn eye. Damn it.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-04T15:48:11Z

I am soo hyper...and I'm listening to the song of the night: "No Rain" by Blind Melon...which is a song about be lame and plain and bored haha. That's me right now. So that's the song of the night. I wish something exciting happened in my life today...then I could be all 'omg this is what happened to me today!!'...but alas...Nothing happened. I did have an interesting dream this morning (I would say last night, but most of my dreams occur right before I wake up in the morning, soo it makes no sense to say last night)...yeah:

I would like to entitle it; "The One with Blue Lace and a Party for Many"

So okay, Dustin, me and pretty much ALL of my friends were at this house that I've never seen before, out in Suffolk, in the middle of nowhere. Everyone was having a grand ol' time, and there was everything you could possibly want to do there, (not drugs but I mean like we had like 30 different board games and a pool and a trampoline and a pool table and an arcade/slots room) and then there was a huge stero system that covered one huge ass wall, and it was blasting different kinds of music but the song I remember on it was 'Celebrate' by Daft Punk and EVERYONE WAS DANCING THEIR ASSES OFF! Even the guys haha, and there was karaoke, and I know me and Dustin ended up going to sleep in a nice cozy bedroom in a queen sized bed, and I had on blue lace undergarments and I was skinnier which was nice...I think it was New Year's Eve, and I remember thinking omg someone is gonna come in here and see me in this thing, and I for some reason couldn't get the covers away from Dustin and then the next morning my DAD came in and found me just like that! And that's all I remember...okay. Yeah.

Kooky huh? (hate that word soooo much)...But now I'm listening to the Daft Punk song now, so bye :)
PEACE

Happy even though..

2005-03-04T15:04:46Z

I'm happy even though I'm dreading going back to work tomorrow. Oh well, it's not affecting me right now....so yeah. I'm all girlified right now 'cause I made my 'Girly playlist cd'...haha. GIRL POWER GUYS SUCK :P haha I dunno. I'm actually waiting for Dustin to get home from the gym. He better do it sometime soon, or I'll be sad. Okay bye.

Spiffy!

2005-03-01T18:19:08Z

I got to watch my favorite non-adult-centered show, Degrassi: The Next Generation!! I'm happy about that, and that my stomach pain is not present. And that I dunno...lol...But I have to do some homework and stuff and then wash dishes and sweep the kitchen. No, I'm not Cinderella...I just like being nice every once in a while. So boo-ya.

ugh fuck sickness

2005-02-28T20:13:20Z

Okay...so I am really not feeling great...okay I feel better now, but still earlier was absolutely not a good day for me at all...SUCH a long story...Okay so lemme start off with yesterday firstoff...
I went into Michael's at 1 yesterday, under the assumption that I was gonna do some paperwork, watch a few tapes and do some computer training. Yeah, well it was quite more than that...they had me do all that shit, (watching SEVEN videos) and then the computer program wouldn't work. Okay then I had to go up front (they gave me my apron) and start real training...so I did that for about an hour and a half (it's like 4:30 by now) and then they want me to get on my own register, after that amount of training, and I'm like wtf? I JUST started training, why are they in a hurry?? So they had to configure me a employee sign on number...which took like another hour...and then I was on my own for like and hour or so, then they wanted me to help in 'recovery' which is reshopping and cleaning the aisles and floor up, so I did that. On Sunday's we close at 7, so it was a quarter 'till 7, and they made me do that. Then it took until 8:03 to finish...then I got in my car to find my parents and Dustin were looking for me all over the place, and my parents were really worried...So I had to explain to them that they didn't tell me I was supposed to work from 1-close. Bullshit, I swear. So I was supposed to go in today @ 3-close again, but I did not, and Saturday I go in from 1-7, so I don't have to do recovery, which I would actually rather do than work the retarded registers they have...Why didn't I go to work? Well trust me if it wasn't for the fact that I felt like someone was literally cutting/ripping out my intestines, I would've. The pain I've been having for the past 3-4 years has finally gotten to me, and I get it between 2-3 times a month, every damn month, and it usually lasts for 2 days. So I've been worried about it, but I went to bed last night with my stomach all of the sudden in pain...and I tried to ignore it, but that didn't happen. So I basically got 2 hours of sleep, only to have to wake up at 6:45 to go to school, which wasn't bad considering I had an aching pain in my abdomen, and it was pouring down rain and windy as hell. So then I got home at 1:30ish, only to have an hour and a half before I had to go to work. Bleh. So then the pain REALLY started to kick my ass...and then I started crying and having shortness of breath from the pain, and i threw up...oh it was BAAAAAAD...so my mom called Michael's and some bitch was like "well she should be calling herself" and my mom got pissed and was like 'well I'm sorry she is unable to do much of anything, much less make a phone call. But I will remember that in the future." So that pissed me off, then my dad came home and took me to the Bon Secours in Churchland. Four hours later...I have to go to some Gastrointestinology place...and that sort of thing, that I might have acute gastritis, or something worse, take Pepcid complete for a month...and for the next 24 hours, eat liquids only. BOO. This sucks...so that has been my night...oh but one good thing did come from it...I am finall yonline in my own damn room. FINALLY.
PEACE

So yay for me

2005-02-25T14:11:04Z

I GOTS A JOB MOFO's! I start Sunday @ 1 MICHAELS woopwoop...$7 an hour, hells yes. Okay that's it. I am very very very very very very very bored....and my boyfriend is spending 'guy time' with the boys :sadness:. Well,
PEACE

I love this song damnit....I wanna go to a club and dance to this...like on New Year's Eve

2005-02-24T10:01:16Z

Well I'm in a very good mood, despite the nasty weather outside.
I have an interview at Michael's tomorrow at 2. They weren't really hiring when I went there, just accepting applications. And I still got an interview, not to mention Spencer's is most likely (if the lady was being honest) call me back this week for an interview. I just hope that they call soon, I wanna be able to choose the highest paying place lol. I dunno how much you make at any of the places I applied...but hopefully at LEAST $6...I will be pissed off if they don't. I gots bills to pay and a car to buy. Damnit.
My sister just told me she just got a 2000 Chrysler 300M (niiice car), and that they're coming down for easter and staying for like 6 days. I happy about that. That would definitely make my month lol. Okay well that's all of the good news I can think of.
PEACE

Okay, so here's a little news flash that I should have put out earlier...

2005-02-22T11:17:44Z

My new email address is blueberrimuffin@cox.net
So there ya go. I will have my cell on if anyone needs me. LOL.
PEACE!

I hate being a girl...

2005-02-21T15:54:55Z

And no this isn't about the monthly thing either...We're always treated like delicate creatures who can't get right, especially at our age. And it's just plain bullshit. Today I didn't feel good, so instead of staying home only to hear my mom bitch and moan, and to listen to the kids scream and cry all day, I went to Dustin's house. Then Scott called us up and we went to U-Wrench-It, and then we went to Shawn's. Then me, Dustin, Shawn, Mark and Jordan all went to Guitar Center in Va Beach. Then AL&M. Then my dad goes to Dustin's house, and his mom calls Shawn's cell, and my Dad get's on it, and then I have to talk to him...Ugh, so then his mom tells him that I was there all morning. FUCK THAT BITCH. I was so pissed, and I dropped the car off here, and then was getting ready to go out filming with them tonight, and my mom said no. I was SOOOOOO pissed. And now I'm starving cause my ass hasn't eaten anything all day, and my dad is all like 'well we don't have anything here, and I'm not buying anything, so sorry'. UGH I WANNA HIT SOMETHING!!!!!

Okay, I'm good.

2005-02-18T21:23:56Z

Earlier problem is okay. Just a brief breakdown 'tis all. I am in a better mood...possibly because of the large intake of energy drinks...just a possibility...and a question...when DID Motley Crue become classic rock? I mean really ? Mandee thought "Dip it low" was about how to give a guy head. Haha. That's funny. It could probably mean that too...maybe. I dunno. Why would you let your back go 'pop that thang'...while you're giving a guy head? And what would you be poking out? Hmm...yeah there ya go. Wanna know a funny song to dance to like in a music video? "I Touch Myself" by The Divinyls. Good times indeed. Okay when I think of some more kooky things to type (I hate that word...dunno why I just typed it....I mean kooky...and yes I just typed it again...damnit)....then what was I gonna say? Oh yeah...I'll possibly be back.

PEACE

Seeing as how it's been a while

2005-02-15T13:40:07Z

I decided I would post...hehe. Not much has really happened...Except stuff. I've been driving a lot...everywhere practically. I'm actually a pretty good driver for someone who's only had their license for like two weeks or something...maybe three weeks. Yesterday was an interesting day in many different ways...Dustin and I spent the day together afterschool. We went all over the place...we out to Suffolk for no fucking reason. That kinda thing...it's just fun. We ran over dead people (lol), we had a ton of fun going over the potholes and bumps/etc. behind Simonsdale...and we celebrated a special anniversary in a very special way. Heh. Okay, I dunno wanna get all in-depth with it, so I'll just leave it there. I hope everyone's Feb. 14th was aight. Mine was goood.
PEACE

It felt so right, sleepin' all day, stayin' up all night...

2005-02-09T21:00:36Z

I just got home about an hour almost ago from Dustin's.
:warning- possible mushy entry:
We fell asleep, Brittany Taylor came over and hung out for like 45 minutes with us, then we watched "The Notebook" together...it was just amazing. I wish I could put 'it' in words, but it's pretty much inexplicable. He just understood why it meant so much to me. The movie kinda represents our lives (minue the 7 year separation and hopefully the senile dementia)...And I looked up at him at the end of the movie, and he looked down at me and we just kinda knew what the other was thinking. I felt so...alive at that moment. He kinda just sat there holding me, and we talked about how we didn't care how our apartment was gonna look (yeah as soon as we have enough money we're gonna find our own apartment, and we had an argument about what kinda furniture we're gonna have)...and we put aside the trivial and petty stuf and talked, and I mean really talked...it was great...like old times. Nothing compares to him...he is just :sighs: the greatest...and I don't deserve him at all...heh.
I dunno what it is...but I wanna hurry up and be engaged already...I mean we know we're gonna get married...but I dunno lol...I just wanna be able to seem as close as we really are, to others. Weird huh?