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Whew...

Wow! Only worked 4 days this week..but we busted our Asses as work!! Amazing..people bitch about how busy it is. But they dont realize, that they ALL decided to come in the same week as everyone else!!! Fuckin Amazing.

But..alas..I like it this way. Im getting MAJOR boocoo bucks next pay. Ive had some decent jobs in my life. I enjoyed most of em. Just a few horrible ones in between. Most of my life has been in banking..now I work for the State Of Michigan..and am DAMN PROUD!!! BOOYAAAA!!

I love waiting on the public..I enjoy helping them meet their needs. I just dont like to sell them anything. Other than that..it rocks.

But the next bullshit..yes.. I know..but guess what? Its my FUCKIN journal.

Something is wrong with Roomie. Hes been tryin to pick a fight at every turn. The drink must finally be fucking with his mind. This guy drinks alot every fuckin day.
And has been since hes been young..hes 51. Hes givin up on Sex.

*Sorry loser*

I would never give it up. He's allowed himself to let little things blow up. Hes a total emotional cripple. And I say that with sadness..cause he cant communicate his feelings. He acts like alittle child.

He becomes bad to get attention. I confronted his ass in the bathroom..and I pushed him..and said..dont fuck with me..you will lose..You cant just say what ever the fuck you want to someone without percussions. Told him to NOT include me in his FUCKIN DRAMA. I just sit in my puter room and be online.. He barges in here an starts shit. Fuck him..*Locks Door* and its the ONLY place in the house with a GoshDARN LOCK..grrr

I vent here..cause I have no other place. I let him know he cant fuck with me..but I ignore him..cause..lowering myself to his level..just makes me like him..and I would kill myself before I become him.

I grew up in an Alcoholic family. I enjoy drinking beer. One or two days a week. How someone allows themselves to drown in it day after day..it FUCKIN AMAZES ME. *shakes head*


Sorry..its not a disease..its a WEAKNESS..lack of control..we CHOOSE..dammit...]

Oh..haha..some good news..MY son is graduating from High School Next Saturday!! Wohoo!!

peter gave roomie an invitation..and guess what? the mother fucker aint goin!..

Can you say...


Laaaahoooooosaaaaaaahhhherrrrrr?????

So..I sit..back..turn on my music..drink a beer..miss my kid and think how great this weeks been at work..sometimes pissy..but Slammin!

Oh..lol..My coworkers and I have come to a conclusion that somethings UP. Cause we cant seem to hold on to anything. We have been dropping things left and right. The Karma is fucked up or something is GOING DOWN..

but yanno what? Its also the time for Gemini's to renew their shit. They have fuckin tilted the Earth's axes and messed up the good of things. Sorry but..they should have never been born. Their sign is a deathwish..I dont hate people..but I have yet to meet a Gemini who was kind and didnt have a split personality!!