Its Mah Shit..This Mah Shit..

Its pretty sad when your subconcious has better sex than YOU do! grrr..I had this dream (my dreams are haunting. I do believe our dreams are our twins in another world plane)
where I was a mans mistress..in his UNFUCKING believable home. It was a rich persons home. And his wife was in the home. And I was pregnant. The first stage of it. It was fucking BIZZARE. And I didnt even drink or eat before bed. *Go Figure*

But what has stuck with me, even now as I type this..is that I felt wanted and loved. Not sexually, but truely wanted. I cant get over how that makes me feel. Because in my life now..I dont get that. I havent felt that in I dont know how long. I truely cant remember :( But thinking about it..makes me feel good.

Then..dont read this if it would gross you out..







next thing I know..Im having Anal Sex. Which I was REALLY enjoying. The man..I loved in my dream. It felt good. And then...

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The fuckin alarm clock went off!! Grr...

I dont know whats wrong with me..wish my subconsious would meet up with the real me..or..I need to visit my other me on that OTHER plane of existance.

*sigh*

Oh..and I havent even STARTED to drink yet..heh..heh..

Work was FUCKIN SWAMPED! Where the fuck did everyone come from????? Geez..
least my paycheck will tell the tales..