Journal created:
on 21 November 2014 (#73127344)
Updated:
on 13 September 2016
Name:
Ivan
I am a FTM living in New York State. Please feel free to add me on Facebook (the link is at the top of my page here), just keep in mind that I'm only known to be Trans to my immediate family members, so I don't identify myself as Trans on Facebook.
To add a little more about being trans: My immediate family all know and I am very lucky to have their support. I don't have any friends in the real world, only online. I don't stay in contact with anyone I knew in school. My co-workers only know me as I am now and I don't think I could deal with them finding out.
Besides being trans, I suffer with Mental Illness: I am Bipolar with severe anxiety, suicidal ideations, and an all around lack of self esteem.
I started Testosterone in 2007 and I had top surgery in 2009. I really want to have phaloplasty one day, but I have no way of paying for that at this time.
This is probably more than you need to know, but I really want to connect with other FTM people so I want to be as up front as I can.
To add a little more about being trans: My immediate family all know and I am very lucky to have their support. I don't have any friends in the real world, only online. I don't stay in contact with anyone I knew in school. My co-workers only know me as I am now and I don't think I could deal with them finding out.
Besides being trans, I suffer with Mental Illness: I am Bipolar with severe anxiety, suicidal ideations, and an all around lack of self esteem.
I started Testosterone in 2007 and I had top surgery in 2009. I really want to have phaloplasty one day, but I have no way of paying for that at this time.
This is probably more than you need to know, but I really want to connect with other FTM people so I want to be as up front as I can.