My Heart's a Stereo

Just FYI

2010-01-28T12:41:04Z

This is just to let you all know that my net has been down for a couple of days now. Hopefully it'll get fixed ASAP. But for now I gotta deal with the limited net from work and my iTouch. I'll be online soon and will update as soon as I can. Hope everyone is well. <3

iWent nuts

2010-01-16T16:48:15Z

Just recently, well more like Christmas, I received an iPod Touch from my boyfriend, God bless him. After finding out what had happened to my iPod Nano last June, I was determined to at least replace my iPod Nano or get me an iTouch. He pretty much answered my prayers and made things easier for me...Anyhoo, since then I went nuts with getting as much game apps as possible xD It's only an 8GB but man do I have a lot of games. And also music. Like a thousand of songs. And probably most of those songs are songs that I've barely listen to. I wish I could sort them out and clear out a few songs but alas I'm still busy to do that...I've been mostly getting Free Apps, which aren't that bad. The two that I mostly play is Tap Tap Revenge 3 and Unblock me. Now on to why I really went nuts. Well when I was at the App Store I went wide eyed to see that there were lots of books that were free. So being the reader that I am, I totally went on some hunt to install all the books that I could find or found interesting. My fav book app is the 151 Classic Novel one. There are many of classic books in it. Gawd so many books, so little time to read. I was thinking of starting off at the beginning but thought otherwise. I ended up reading Alice in Wonderland xD I always loved the book...Anyways, I just wanted to share my moment of mental illness to you all. And I was wondering if you know how can I get the paid apps without having to pay for them. I've got me no credit card but only a (sorry, the other half was concern on what I pay attention to. Like you have no idea how much I'd wanna get so many paid apps without having to pay. Anybody? Anyone?...

First update for 2010

2010-01-14T18:06:16Z

As you can tell from the subject of this entry it's the first update I'm posting up for the year 2010. And before I begin I'd like to greet everyone of you a Happy New Year. Whether it be a happy one to any of you -which I hope it is so far-. Anyhoo, I know I haven't been updating since...Nov (I'm guessing here xD), and I'm sorry for that. Life's been busy as usual and there really isn't much going on. Well not quiet. The holidays were alright. Not as great as last year but it was still nice. Christmas was fun. Spent it with my family, as usual. And New Years eve was just awesome. Well not as festive or not much partying was done, but at least I spent it with my boyfriend. Oh yes, that's right, boyfriend. Just recently, well Dec. 28 xD, I've gotten myself a boyfriend since...2yrs ago. Long huh? That's long enough for a lot of freedom, lonely nights, and partying like a rockstar for me. So on with the boyfriend...he's a coworker, yes I know it's not wise to date a coworker but oh well xD It was really out of no where and a surprise for me til now xD He and I started as coworkers then grown into friends. And the more we hung out and talked the more it gradually drifted to a whole new level. We just instantly click right of the bat and we've got a lot in common. Plus, he treats me way better than the guys I've been seeing. So a total big change there. He's 5yrs younger than I an though. But age never really mattered nowadays. Well just as long as he isn't 17 than I'm all good. Hell no will I rob the cradle that far xD So I spent counting down the New Year with him at his place. It wasn't much since he had to work late. Lame I know but at least we had our first kiss of the New Year that night. It was really wonderful :) The new year so far is going good. Well financially no but I'm just really happy that my love life is actually doing great. I always did prefer love over money. Because money can't buy you happiness. Well only for a short period of time. But in the end it doesn't. Now friends wise...well it's alright. There are some I've been distant with. So not my fault though. Things are starting to be different but I still hope that our friendship stays the same. Especially here too. I've got a few friends on here and I hope that things are still gravy between us. Even if I haven't updating like I know i should. Oh, speaking of which, a surprise to all, I haven't been online lately to Role Play or pretty much just sit in front of the computer all day. This is because of the new boyfriend and work. It really sucks though because I miss it a lot. I really miss role playing. Especially with my friend Steph. I miss our long hours online and role playing. I especially miss Giacomo. One of this day I will make time and rp with her. I know it's been a while and I miss her a whole lot. And of course my other online friends. I miss them too. I just hope they're doing fine. Anyways, I'm out. Hope everyone has a safe and good new year. Wishing you all the best and always take care. <333

Updating

2009-11-29T06:00:58Z

I've been busy again and I've been meaning to post this on the 20th of November but like I said, I've been busy. Anyways, on November 20 two major things has happened on the island of Saipan. I'll start with the good um, "major" event. So as all you know New Moon came out on the 20th of November. So ya that's like the good part of the day. I actually liked it better than Twilight. And Taylor Lautner was just...YUMMY. Like, whoa, lol. New Moon wasn't my fav book out of the four saga but the movie did good. I like how the wolves transformed. And they did good with the wolf pack. I seriously liked it a lot. Okay, now for the bad event. At around 11am, nearly 12pm, there was this guy going around the island shooting at random. I couldn't believe that it was actually happening here on this island. There's never been such a horrible and traumatic event on this island in years. Or not when I last heard. But yeah, that day was insane. I stayed indoors with my mom til everything was clear and taken care of. I didn't know the story on why this guy went nuts but now I do. Apparently, his employer hasn't been fixing his papers and that he's been paying him to fix it but nothing's been done. So when he looked for his boss at the shooting range, where he works at, he asked for him but he wasn't in. So I'm guessing the guy panicked and went nuts and began to shoot anyone in sight. He ended up shooting 5 people at the shooting range. 3 were adults and 2 were children. All 4 died but one, which was a little girl, survived but is in critical condition. After that he went up north of the island to Banzai Cliff and shot a couple of tourist before shooting himself in the head. It was such a tragedy. I couldn't believe it at all. I literally cried when they told me about the little girl. How she got shot on her neck and her father running to her and blocking her, then tried to get her out of there but got shot countless times at his attempt. It was so sad...I just hope it doesn't happen here again. Nor any where around the world. People should really try to control themselves or something. No one deserves that sort of treatment or well no one deserves that at all. MAKE LOVE PEOPLE! NOT WAR!!! As Bob Marley said, One love. One heart. Lets get together and feel alright xD

2012

2009-11-17T13:49:57Z

So I've just recently watched 2012 and it was a really great movie. The effects were awesome! Although, I'm not really sure that's how the world will end but it is possible. I do predict that mother nature will fuck us up in the end. I haven't got a theory but with how the weather and all these natural disasters are happening, it could just be possible. But I don't wana think about it though. It's some really scary shit. Three more years. I'm still young and single and haven't got a family. So, I just hope I get all those before it's the end. And also I'd like to be successful in the near future. It wouldn't matter whether it's very successful but as long as it pays bills and gets me somewhere in life. My life may not be spectacular but I love it. Even with the problems I have at the moment. I still love it. Any predictions of the end of the world? Or you don't believe it at all? I would really like to hear any of your theories =]

Lucifer Rising...well not quiet...

2009-11-13T06:27:01Z

Hey guys! I know it's been forever and I'm sorry if I haven't been updating my journal. Things have just been...overwhelming. Well in some ways. I've been busy with work and I barely get the muse to even post an entry. I know, I'm lame but I'll try harder. But right now this is me just letting you know that I'm still alive. And that I'll be posting the RP sites that I'm on. This is just a way for me to find them all in one. Just in case I lose it in my computer or something. You're more than welcome to check the sites out. Well the ones that are active at least. I'm sure you'd enjoy role playing =] Well, I'm out. Til next time. I promise xD

ACTIVE SITES:
LIVE.LOVE.SURF
RUNNING WITH THE DEVIL
Hogwarts Online
Imaginayyytion
At A Coffee Shop
SUPERFICIALITY

DEAD SITES:
HOMETOWN GLORY
SECRETS IN WOODSBORO
Devils Eyes
Durmstrang Returns
European Discord
Gotham_Unleashed
HeroesDestiny
Hogwarts Undone
HoggyWoggyHogwarts
International Ministry of Magic
Keepin it Gangsta
Magical Mayhem
Royal Rich Rebellion
Through the Looking Glass
Hargrove
UNSTOPPABLE!
Boomboom Huckjam
Superhero Academy
Dark of the Night

RESOURCE SITES:
CAUTION 2.0
Red Carpet & Rebellion v2.0
Pandora's Closet
Vesperaruim

Close Call

2009-07-07T07:19:25Z

So, last night when I was heading for work this damn car almost crashed into. I don't know why or what's wrong with that asshole but for sure he doesn't know how to drive. I was on Beach Road heading north and was on the outer lane, so I could take that right turn at Quarter Master, when this sedan -which looked like an old school Camery to me- was slowly going into my lane. I didn't notice it for a minute but then realized it. I thought maybe he wasn't controlling the wheel right so I kinda scooted over more to the right but still kept at a good speed because the roads were wet. I didn't think that he was trying to go into my lane til I realized again that he's still slowly going into my lane. We're like side by side at that point, beeped the horn but no response, then slowed down a bit. I saw that he was trying to turn right since I saw his right signal flashing. That's when I started to freak out. I kept beeping my car horn but nothing!

Next thing I knew, the car was already half-way into my lane, and my car is half on the dirt road. I just kept beeping my horn then slowed down some more and it went to my lane and just drove off. I was all shntognesto WTF!!! I have no idea what was wrong with that guy but there was someone in the passenger seat and I can't believe that they didn't even hear my car horn. I was in shock and freaking out. But I wasn't hurt or my car as well. Everything was alright. But something's wrong with that asshole's head. It's crazy man! I'm glad I was safe though and not hurt. I should've read his plates and call the cops to let them know what happened. But oh well, karma will get them in time. People these days....

Yesterday went from great to worst

2009-06-27T02:00:18Z

So yesterday I was so excited to go see Transformers 2, since on the opening day some damn company bought all the tickets for the premier, so it was sold out. I was tired as hell from work but I really wanted to go see Transformers 2 so bad. For those who hasn't seen it, I won't talk much about it since I don't wana ruin anything for you and also, I'm not in much mood to talk much. Anyways, the movie was just awesome. The plot was great and through out the movie it was action packed and had lots of funny moments. There were also some tear jerker in there. Well, for me at least. I'm a sap when it comes to emotional scenes. Anyways, Transformers 2 Revenge of The Fallen was awesome. I advise everyone to go see it.

After the movies we went to the club. Everything was going good, had a few beers, and danced. Saw old friends and met a few new faces. I loved the part where I saw my eye candy. That was awesome, heehee. But it was after the club that went from all time worst. The passenger door was unlocked and most of my shit got jacked. My bro tells me that he and my cousin went out to hit his bong and I guess my cousin forgot to lock the door. All of my cds were gone. Like the whole case of my life's savings since I was in junior high. ALL GONE. Plus, a couple of my bro's cds. But I haven't gotten to the worst part. My ipod's gone too. Along with my house keys and post office keys. I couldn't believe it. Shit, I wanted to kill someone at that moment. My ipod, which is like my life, STOLEN! I worked so hard to buy that. All the hours that I've put into...all gone. Now I have to save up for another one, which is going to be hard because I'm already trying to save up for my birthday :((

Later today I will go check if there's still the new generation iPod, where I bought it. Since mine's the latest shit. I just hope they still have the color black. Because everything else looks weird. Well, the ones they had when I bought mine. And also my cell phone charger is gone. I gotta buy a new one now. And get duplicated keys for my house and see how can I get a new post office key. For sure I have to pay a lot for that, right. *deep sigh* I do hope I find out who stole my shit. Because I swear, I will not stop myself for doing something really bad. I'm usually a laid back person, that nothing gets me, but this, this just tops everything off. I'm in serious mode right now. I ain't chill or relaxed. I'm so pissed that it's not funny.

Some Updates...

2009-06-11T02:13:27Z

This really isn't an actual update. It's just me posting something so that a few of you will know that I'm trying to keep my promise. There really isn't anything new lately. Beside the fact that my bro's car is down, so he's taking my car again. It's really annoying. His car is still parked at where he got stranded, at J's restaurant parking lot. It's been there since last week and I have no idea when he'll get it towed and fix. There's something wrong with the gas tank. He said that it was leaking when he was pouring gas in. And just last night he ran out of gas with my car. I swear, he's the only one that's giving us ride problems. Plus, the way he drives is crazy. He pushes my car to it's limit, with speeding. It's a 1990 Toyota Hilux. It's old. Kinda reminds me of Bella's Chevy BUT not that old. Just minus the loud sounds it makes. Just the whole fact that it has its limits on speed. I just want him to get his car fix so I can have my car and not worry about it besides having to service it every three months and whatever else a car needs. That's all. And gas is another story. I don't wana go on and bitch about that one. It's just crazy.

Anyways, since we're n the month of June, there are a couple of things I can't wait for. Well only two things actually for this month. Transformers 2 and my bro's 21 birthday. Yup, really excited for them. Also, what I can't wait for is The Half-Blood Prince and New Moon. Half-Blood would be next month, so yay, it's getting near. I've already re-read the book just for my amusement and dammit, I always seemed to cry at that one part *sigh*. Now I'm re-reading New Moon and pretty much the whole series of Twilight. Although, the two books that my bestie sent me came yesterday, so I don't know if I should start reading that. But knowing me and my so called "OCD", I'll just finish up New Moon and the rest of the series then start on with Marley and Me.

Oh, and the other thing that I can't wait for, like seriously it's buggin me, is Supernatural and Heroes. The hiatus is killing me, especially Supernatural. The only thing I can do is re-watch the seasons. Which is kinda hard for me since I'm mostly busy with work and reading books. But I do try to put some of that in my schedule. Like when I'm on the net I'll be loading up Supernatural and multi-tasking some other crap. Well, I'm out. Gotta go do some stuff. Hope everyone is good. Take care! Peace.

Still alive.

2009-05-30T05:19:04Z

Hey everyone! Yeah I'm still alive. I've just been busy with work that I've barely found time to get on and say something. When I do get on I end up just watching movies or shows online. But I'll try to manage a few entries every now and then. That's if something exciting happens in my life or if I get bored. And don't worry Saadia, I'm still alive. Thanks for the nudge ;P Any who, there's no updates in my life, just working my ass off for nothing. You know, the usual. I'll be on til next time. Peace.

My Bloody Valentine

2009-01-16T15:07:32Z

Ok first off I would just like to say that I'm doing good. Slowly recovering from the chicken pox. Still itchy as hell but I'm still alive. My face is looking better too. Of which I'm glad. Because either way, my face lookin good or bad, I'm still going to watch My Bloody Valentine, lol. Anyways, I would really love to give you all the details of the movie but I'll just be spoiling it for the rest of you. Which I wouldn't want to do because seriously that's a great ass movie Jensen did. Seriously, great. I'll just give my er, review. Although it was hard to pay attention when I was totally fan girling over Jensen. I just think who ever has a light stomach and can't take seeing anything gory, then be careful because that movie is gory. Loads of blood and chopped up bodies. It's crazy. And I total plot twist in the end. Which I was totally right from the very beginning. It isn't much of a scary movie. Well I didn't get scared. Okay I did get scared from all the suspenseful parts of the movie but but I didn't scream or anything like that.

Oh and before the movie there was a preview for Jared's movie, Friday the 13. Looks really scary. I can't wait to watch that one. A total remake of one of the best scary movie ever. Anyways, really great movie, alright storyline, and good cast. The best one of all is it's all Jensen all the time. Finally got to see him in the big screen. I'm like in full Jensen mode once again. And it's great that Supernatural is back as well. Simply awesome. Wish I could continue on with my fan girling but I must go and rest. I enjoyed my night with Jensen and I shall dream of him, lol. I just hope I get better soon because I need to go back to work. I'm getting broke, lol. Bye everyone. Take care and be safe. Peace.

P.S. EVIL JENSEN IS TOTALLY HOT!!!

So much for 2009

2009-01-09T09:46:48Z

Hey guys, don't worry I'm still alive. I just haven't had the time to actually post something on here. But I'm alright, well trying to survive. Anyways, I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten my journal and of course my friends here. I just want to let you all know that I've got the chicken pox right now. Yes, the chicken pox. I unfortunately didn't get mine when I was little and it decided to show up now. It's been a week I think. I don't have a fever though but I feel really weak for the past days now. So ya, I just wana let you all know that. I'm still thinking of you guys, well whoever's out there, haha. Miss everyone on here. And don't worry, I'll survive. Hope everyone's doing good. Take care! *hugs and kisses to all*

Dear Santa...

2008-12-20T15:24:05Z

I've found this on snnat17's journal and it's rather amusing. I hope she doesn't mind me putting this up. It's rather funny.

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Monday I bought porn for lostmemento (-10 points). Last week vol4itca and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In November I put gum in ckll's hair (-12 points). In June I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Saturday I donated bone marrow to pheraya in a life-saving procedure (300 points).

Overall, I've been nice (229 points). For Christmas I deserve a wedgie!

Sincerely,
islagurl

Why am I hoping so much on something that will never be?

2008-12-17T15:33:48Z

Right about now I'm so tired. Tired from work. I'm just pretty much stressed out. And with feeling like shit, I just realized something. I realized that I'm hoping so much for something with someone who is obviously leading me on. Why do I think he's leading me on? Well just the beginning of the month I finally told the guy I was crushing on that I have had feelings for him for 3 months now. I just wanted to let him know that because I didn't want to go on regretting on not telling him and wondering what if, you know. So I told him and he too said that he does have feelings for me. YAY, right? Well not quiet so. I felt really great letting him know that. Like something heavy has finally left off my chest. Well he pretty started asking me serious questions like what I thought would happen with the two of us, what do I expect in the relationship, and what to do I expect from him. I was really surprised with him asking all those questions. Well I answered them as best as I could then he tells me that he's not ready to be in a serious relationship. Well as much as I really would like that, I don't want that as well. All I wanted was to let him know how I feel about him. He was the one asking me all these questions.

He then asked what I really wanted and I told him the truth. I honestly want to be with him. But since he's not ready for that then I won't force him. He tells me that he would want to do something with me at one point in time but I couldn't understand what he meant with that. Did he mean that he thought about it or is he planning on doing that? I'm not quit sure. Anyways, he tells me that we'll see what happens. SO, last week he tells me that he's in his wild side right now and wants a wild girl. He sees that I'm not like that and totally different. So he goes on with saying that since I'm different, he doesn't see anything else happening with us. I asked him if that means he doesn't want to be with me and all he tells me is that he's just letting me know. What the hell is that suppose to mean? Is he saying that he does want to be with me? Gawd, he's totally confusing me. So with that being said, all I told him is that I'm not forcing him into anything and since that we both want different things then it's best to just let it be and be friends. We'll see what will happen. Not sure if he agrees with that since he never gave me a proper reply.

So here I am now, hoping on something that I know will never be. I KNOW this but I'm still HOPING. WHY?! I really want to know why! I'm tired of feeling like this. I really want him out of my system. I want to forget about him but I can't when I see him, hear about him, and he still textes me. I'm really trying so hard to forget about him but I can't. I really want to cry so bad but it's like I don't have anymore tears left. I really need something big to distract me. Work isn't doing good since it just leaves me all stressed out. Most of my friends are all off island. And the ones I need are not around. They are mostly busy and I don't want to bother them. I feel like breaking down any moment. I'm about to regret on letting him know how I feel.

I'm tired of giving so much when I receive so little or nothing at all. I'm so tired of looking for love at all the wrong places. I just wish he can be real with me and let him know how he feels. If there really is nothing between the both of us then why try to hold on to me? He's out there enjoying himself and here I am slowing breaking down. I want to escape from it all. I want to leave this place and never look back. I really hate this :((...

This bites

2008-11-29T01:13:51Z

I'm feeling kinda bummed out today because my coworker had to cancel watching Twilight with me. We planned this way before the film came out and now she's canceled on me. Something about her husband has a party at work and he'll be busy the whole day at work too. That totally sucks cow balls Batman. She was really excited to see it. After I've told her about the story when I was reading the series, she loved it. Now we've got to see it sometime two weeks from now or something. I chose today since it's after our pay day and I'm really sure that I'll have cash. Next week I doubt I would have cash since I'm always paying for gas, blah. But I do hope real soon I'll go see it. It would be really nice to go with someone who actually wants to see the movie, lol.

Sirius?

2008-11-23T02:02:50Z

Ok the title so does not concern anything with Sirius Black or Harry Potter. Just earlier, like 30mins ago, before my mom and bro was going to leave the house, my mom spotted a black puppy at the back of our truck. It was really random. I didn't see the puppy when I came home from work. I did hear puppy squeals when I was asleep but I didn't know it was actually real. It's really strange just finding it there. I still haven't find out on whether it is a girl or a boy. I really wana keep it though. Why? Well it's been a long time since we last had a dog around the house and I love it's fur. It's all black. Like he's all black. And its eyes too. There is a small spot of white though, like on his chin. But everything else is black.

I tried feeding him already. He barely touched his food but once I tear the meat apart into little pieces, it started to eat. I was relief because I thought it wouldn't eat. It's been outside for the longest time. I'm just happy it ate and drank some water. I doubt it has an owner because come on, who would leave their puppy in the back of a truck? I really don't mind taking care of it. I really wana keep it. Right now my bro put it in the kitchen bathroom. I hope it's ok. I played with it a bit. But it doesn't look like it wants to play. It just laid on the floor looking really sad. That broke my heart, just seeing that face. But hopefully soon it'll be alright and get use to us.

It's really random and strange but I'm happy that we found it. Now for a name. Now this is where the title came from. I thinking of calling it Sirius because its furs is all black, just like Sirius in his doggy form. But idk, we'll have to see. Ima check on it now. See if it's ok. Peace.

Twilight

2008-11-21T09:17:06Z

So I've just came from the movie theater and I've just seen Twilight. Finally the wait is over, like I've said before. Um, all I can say is that the movie was good and decent. Not what I thought it would be but it was good. The acting was decent. BUT BUT BUT BUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTT, the only thing that really got me on my seat was OF COURSE, Edward Cullen. Rob did a good job, I think so. The accent was strange but it was good enough. I don't really have much to say at the moment because I'm really distracted on a new episode of Supernatural right now. I'll have to get back on posting my thoughts afterwards, I promise, hehehe...Be back after...SORRY! I know I'm lame but Jensen calls :)

EDIT!!!

Ok, I'm back with no distraction whatsoever. Now I can finally talk about my views on Twilight. Alright, as I said it was decent. The movie was alright for me and there are some things that have been left out. Yes I know that no movie should be really based on the book but there are just some things that I think they left out. Most of the scenes were pretty quick. Most scenes were all rushed. Although the movie has its funny and meaningful moments. Charlie was hilarious. Love his humor. But needs some work on the acting skills. Idk if it's just me but I'm kinda not liking the way he acted. But he pulled Charlie off pretty good.

What I really love about the movie are the Cullens and Bella. I enjoyed Kristen as her. But the one thing I didn't like was how she narrated the movie. She sounded a tad bit bored but she fits the part as Bella. Of course Rob did a great job. His reactions to everything were good. Peter Facinelli was the shit! HOT HOT HOT! Mike Dextor rules! He perfectly fits as Carlisle. Can't wait to see him in New Moon and the rest of the series. Kellan Lutz played Emmet well. Rosalie was a bitch both book and movie. So Nikki Reed played her good. Elizabeth Reaser portrait Esme wonderfully. Loving and caring and all that is Esme. Jasper was good. The only thing that made me really laughed about Jasper was the fact that Jessica said that he always looked like he was in pain, lol. That cracked me up big time. And ALICE! OMG Ashley Greene was awesome! I love her as Alice. Totally fits her. <333 Alice in both book and movie. Taylor Lautner did well as Jacob. Not who I pictured Jacob as but he was fair. Although Taylor is a really good looking guy. Kinda funny how they make him use a wig in order to really be Jacob. You can so totally tell. He should grow his actual hair out and start growing taller and buffer. So he can totally fit Jacob. Don't think I'm a huge Jacob support, because I'm not. I'm Team Cullen all the way! Although in Breaking Dawn I liked Jacob coz he wasn't after Bella anymore. And all the funny jokes he says about Rosalie. Um...what else, what else...Billy Black was hilarious. He's down with the youth, lol. Funny seeing and hearing Billy talk like that. I pictured him as a well respected Indian. Not some dad who tries to get in touch with the youth these days. My fav scenes were the baseball game and the kitchen scene. They were really trying to cook to make Bella feel right at home. And I thought it was funny when Emmet was cutting tomatoes (I think it was tomatoes) then he waved HI with the knife out like that. He was so oblivious to the sharp object, lol. And the way he smiled was too funny. Poor Rosalie, everyone's not on her side. Oh well, everyone knows she's just jealous of Bella.

What I didn't like about is the movie is that they need work on their acting. Just some characters didn't really do justice for me. The movie was pretty quick and the scene where they were in the restaurant should be much more longer and detailed. I just wana see the part where Bella stops breathing because she's being too dazzled by Edward. Then she mentions it to him. I just wana see the who "Do I dazzle you?" part. Like in the whole entire movie no one mentioned the word DAZZLE! Like come on! I really wanted to hear Bella say that. And the scene where Edwards shows Bella the reason why he can't be under the son. I pictured his skin more sparkly. Like he sparkled like diamonds or something. But that was really pretty though. The way he sparkled like that. I want me some Edward Cullen. Lucky Bella :(

So overall the movie was fair. I doubt it'll have great reviews but I'd really love to see it again. For sure I will. Even if I'll have to see it by myself, I really wana watch it again. Through out the whole movie I really loved watching Rob. He totally DAZZLED me big time. I really hope everyone enjoyed it. I know it's not as better as the book but it is a movie. People always expect too much nowadays. I say people should read the book first before watching the movie. So they can get a better view of the movie. Coz if you just watch the movie and don't know anything about it then I doubt you'll like the movie, if you get where I'm coming from. I dragged along my brother with me because I didn't know who else I can go with at the time. He looked bored but laughed at the funny scenes. I gave him alittle thing to know about Twilight before watching the movie. Well I did tell him about it while I was reading the books. But you know how guys are, blah. But at least he thought it was decent. Well that's pretty much all I have to say. Wish I can watch it again to see what else I have left. Til next time. Peace.

Birthday greeting

2008-11-12T05:00:40Z

I've never done this and since I have the time I would just love to greet a good friend of mine a happy birthday. You know who you are, its_citrine or bka Saadia. I know we've barely been talking and just yesterday was the only time we can actually catch up. And of course you're busy with school. I just hope you'll have a great birthday and enjoy it. Party hard and don't forget to rock out! Ok so before I'm done I just wana give you a birthday picspam. Of who you ask? Well click on the fake cut and find out ;)

This is one of my fav photoshoot of Paul and of course I know you love it as well. So here it is. I don't mind sharing my husband with you. It is your birthday :P

Hope you like the picspam and HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! Enjoy and take care.

<333 Geo

Pics are from www.p-walker.org

Just a little something

2008-10-27T07:35:36Z

I know I've rarely posted anything in here and I apologize for that. I've been busy with work and there are times when I don't feel like using the computer, for some unknown reason. Well I'm still alive that's for sure...

There's just a couple of things that I wana talk about. First of I'm still feeling tired from last night. I left work like around 12am because I didn't have any ride home. My brother didn't have the car because there wasn't any gas in it. And I couldn't hitch a ride with the hotel driver because he left to the airport, for guest pick up, without letting me know. So yeah I was fing stranded to the max. It was a good thing that one of my coworker had to stay back because there was still loads of guest in the restaurant. She gave me a ride even if she didn't live near my area. Let me remind you that I live on the south side of the island and I work up at the north side. Traveling to and from work is like the farthest car ride I've ever done in my life. Anyways, she lives just around the north of the island. I didn't want her to have to take me home then drive back up north late of the night. But she insisted and that she felt bad that I had no ride. It was really nice of her. And to top it off she bought me some snacks and drinks. Which was a little to much but she didn't mind at all. I was very grateful for her help.

Now to go on to the point on why I am annoyed at my brother. You see when it comes to his girlfriend he'll pretty much do anything for her. While me and my mother ask him to do things, it's like he barely even tries. Take last night for an example. I asked him to pick me up and explained to him my situation. He was at my cousin's house and he told me that he didn't have the car and that there wasn't even gas in it. Or well enough to pick me up and take me home. None of my cousins had gas either. Well to go to my work and take me home too. I was really pissed at him for his lack of trying to help me. When it's me I always try my best to help him. And why the heck are we always out of gas? Well my bro drives his girlfriend around like it's her car. I'm not saying that she's a bad person or anything like that. I think she's alright and yeah I like her. But what I don't get is that why does my brother had to be the one to pick her up from her house, drop her to school, pick her up from school, take her to her work, and take her back home after work? We always don't have enough money for gas. I don't know why her parent's can't take care of her ride. I mean they have TWO fing cars! Do they honestly thing that we are rich and have like a full tank of gas? We barely even have gas for ourselves.

We only have ONE car. ONE! I use to take the car last year. Never had a problem with gas. And never had a problem with the car. Nowadays that my brother's taking the car, there's always problems with it. The latest problem of the car is that the break line is leaking. So we literally have no break. We're just using the E break for break. It's crazy! I really want it fix but I don't see my brother doing anything about it. He's too busy out on the road. To top it all of, the car isn't registered. Idk what the hell is he waiting for? I just don't know why are we in such a mess. I barely got money for myself because I've got my brother and mother asking me for cash. There are times when I wana get away from here and this is one of the time where I wish it was possible. Everything's getting too much for me. But I try my best to get a hold of myself and get a grip. I just wish that things would get better from here on out. The only thing that's looking up is the gas. It's getting lower now, thank GOD. From almost 5 bucks to $4.07. At least I don't have to really worry about that. I just hope it keeps going down.

Now another thing that sucks is that Blockbuster is officially close down. They had a closing out sale last week. I wish I could say I bought 10 boxes of dvds but unfortunately no. I didn't have much cash and I didn't have the time to even go there. It was really quick though. I've been told that they've sold most of their dvds to other video/dvd rental stores and the rest were for sale. Probably for like 2 days and then the remaining dvds were shipped to Guam. If only I had money and time to even buy a few dvds. At least maybe Revenge of the Sith, Iron Man, and others. *sighs*

OH and another thing last Friday I was out and left my stuff, such as other outfits and slippers, in my friends car. I didn't have to worry because I know that she'll take care of them and I know I'll get it back from her. But for some stupid reason, my friend gave my things to my other friends since I wouldn't be riding with her after the club. It really irritated me that she had to do that. I trusted her with it and everything. It's not like I lost my stuff, no. I have them but not slippers. I use them to work and I didn't know that she even gave them my slippers. She was giving me excuses that there was so many stuff in her car and that people will be sitting inside. So she gave it to my other friends. Like hello! Ever heard of the trunk? Yeah, you know where you can store shit in! I trusted my friend to hold my things because I know her more than the others that she gave my things to. I only knew them just recently so yeah. Trust issues here. I've got trust issues and some of you may know that. *deep long sigh* I just want my slippers back. I use them for work. And without them I have to use my old ugly looking ones. Not good for work appearance yo.

Well it's good to let something out. The only thing that made my day is the new Supernatural episode that I watched earlier. I didn't have time to watch it over the weekend. And OMFG! One of my FAV episode EVER! It was totally funny and it's all about Dean! I really love the new season of Supernatural. Everything is about Dean, yay! But the part that made my day was this...

I know everyone's seen it already but who cares! I love this scene! It makes me laugh and Jensen looks uber sexy in it. Makes me think he's dancing for me, lol. All he needs now is a thong, a bow tie, and a pole, then he can go and dance, lololol =D

It's been too long...

2008-10-07T04:13:12Z

So as some of you my know, well mostly the ones that have been reading my journal, that I did promise I will put up the Paul icons that I've done since like...2 months ago. Well the wait is over. I shall put them up now. I know some of you have been waiting and I'm sorry to keep you waiting for a long while now. But have no fear for they are here. YAY!!!

I hope you like them. They are all free for taking buuuuuuut the following counts...
-Credit islagurl
-Do not alter in any way
-Comments are love and super awesome!
-Do NOT claim as your own

I know I did promise a picspam but I'm in no mood to do one. SORRY!

Heroes..Supernatural..Oh My!

2008-09-24T01:28:51Z

Finally the wait's over. Two of my fav shows have aired and damn was it awesome. Supernatural started off with a bang, bring Dean back from Hell. I couldn't stop squee-ing! I was over excited to see Dean back from the dead. The story line for the show was just great. An angel bringing back Dean from the dead because God wanted it. WOW! Sorry for the big spoiler but I just had to. And Sam getting more in touch with his powers, A-MA-ZING! But ew, the new girl that plays Ruby, I'm so not feeling her. Sorry to say but I never liked the girl. Especially in Wild Fire. Wish they could bring back Katy because I prefer her better. She looks more tough than the new one. But oh well, let's hope she doesn't stay as Ruby too long. Mean, yes but I could care less.

It was also great to see the Impala again. Gawd how I missed seeing that car. The scene when Dean got to drive it again killed me. He was nearly going to have a heart attack once he saw that iPod attached to the radio, lolololol. And that comment about his perky nipples! HAH! That was the best line EVER!!! They seriously CAN NOT take Dean out of this show. He's what makes the show funny and makes Jensen fans keep in tune for the next. I can't wait for the next episode to air. I'm so glad it finally came.

Now on to Heroes. All I can say about it is, WOW WOW WOW. Awesome first episode ever! You've got scar face Peter in the first scene running. Best idea ever. I really love future Peter. That scar on his face is tight! Makes me miss my Como, lol. Every scene of Peter was awesome. I just love the whole "Don't mess with me" attitude. Although I do miss the kind and gentle Peter. But either way, it's still Peter. And Claire, gawd she had to face Sylar. Sucks that he took her powers. But atleast he didn't leave her dead like the rest. I guess he actually has a heart...well somewhere. But that sucks. Sylar can never die now. Or unless you shot his head, right? Like what that chick said last season about shooting Adam's head. Oh well, idk how they'll work with that. Also a new hero. A speedster, wow. I wonder who does she work for and who the hell she is. I just hope Hiro gets the formula back. Oh gawd how I miss Hiro. Poor guy got jacked like nothing. But he's too adorable.

And wow, Nikki isn't dead. Well I guess it's Jessica now, right? Since we last saw Nikki dying from the explosion. And Linderman. How the hell is he still alive? Shit there's so many questions, it's crazy! I wonder what's he got planned with Nathan. And stupid Sharesh for injecting himself with the formula. Anyone can have powers now. I so can't wait for the next episode. Gawd so glad my fav shows are back.

Whatever you like

2008-09-10T15:23:33Z

This song has been stuck in my head since the day I heard it. Another awesome song by T.I. I really love this man right here. The only black guy I ever go crazy for besides Chris Brown, lol. I've got here the video of his new single called Whatever You Like. And also another video from his performance with Rihanna at the 08 VMAs. I can't wait to buy his cd. Whoever's interested Paper Trail's out on 09-30. BUY IT! For sure it's going to be another badass album. Don't know if it'll beat KING but so far the two singles are great. Anyways, enjoy the videos, I know I am.

So little time

2008-09-09T00:50:24Z

Yes, so little time indeed. I'm not quiet sure whether the power will be off anytime soon, since it's been turning on and off at random. So I'll just let you know what's been up with me since I last posted and what's new I guess. First of all the bestest news that I'd love to share is that I've finally gotten the season 1 of Supernatural dvds from my best friend. Yes, you have no idea how happy I was when I got the package and opened it. I've been watching it like nonstop. Well I try to. Whenever the power's on. Ok, enough with that. I wish I could talk more but can't since again I don't have time. Let's see...I've been feeling a little under the weather lately. Got the flu I think. Well more like the sniffles but I'm still up and about. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger dammit. Hmm...what else...well there isn't really much I guess now I think of it. I've just been hanging around my friends whenever the power's out. Love life sucks as always...but Dean's around now, lol XD Yeah I know it's sad. Oh well.

Wow, you know when you have very little time it's like you don't know what to even say. Although this gives me a reason to post something for September, lol. Well I'm out. The power will turn off anytime soon. Til next post everyone. Take care and enjoy life and whatever it gives you. Peace.

Lookin for some alone time

2008-08-30T09:41:21Z

I've been out and about lately and rearly got time to be online. The whole power outage crap is still going on this island but much much worst. My power turns off like twice a day for atleast 4 hours. At times it's longer. I really hate it, as you should know since I've been ranting about it. But what I really hate most is when it's REALLY hot outside. It's bloody murder I say.

For the past weeks I've been out with my friends, just having fun and shiz. It's something new since I've been mostly at home most of the time. But as of right now I just want some alone time. I've been itching to make some graphics but my friends won't give me the time to do it. They think it's nonsense, psssshhh. Like they know anything. But yeah, I'm getting kinda tired of my friend, Claire. It's like she won't leave me alone. But I know her heart is good. I just want some alone time for now. I can totally cope being by myself, but I doubt she can.

Well her mom's back home though, so I'm guessing she'll be home more often but I don't wana jinx anything. Anyways I'm out. I'm real tired and bearly got some rest. I spent two days swimming and I've gotten a bit darker, lol. I'm out. Take care everyone! <333

Feelin tired but worth it...I think...

2008-08-19T08:45:08Z

I've just woken up from a 3 hours sleep and I'm still feeling tired. I worked at 11pm last night and got off at 7am this morning. I was really tired from work but didn't get to sleep afterwards since I had to follow my best bud to NMC (Northern Marianas College) so she can register for college. Don't ask me if I'm registering because I'm not. I've plan on going to college, yes but not at the moment. I just hate getting questions about college. I really want to but life isn't giving me any fair crap so it's really sad.

Anyways, we took quiet a long time there because she over did her shopping for her school supplies. They have like store there where there are like loads of school supplies and more. It's really nice. Shit if I had the scholarship money that she had I'd spend a lot on school supplies as well. Especially pens. I have this fetich for pens. I love collecting different sorts of colors and like use them. Yes I'm a dork but that's just me. So right after everything, I rode in my other friend's car, Claire. Since my best bud had to do some errands then we'll all meet up afterwards. OH OH OH, but before that best bud took me to check my mail and I've finally received my birthday gift from dracosgoddess. I totally freaked out when I opened the big package. Inside there were A LOT of Batman stuff. Candies, mini figurines, a Batman birthday card with Batman's voice greeting you once you open the card, and The Dark Knight stickers. But what really got me freaked out was that she got me a copy of the Aug/Sep of Supernatural Magazine, with Sam in the cover. I never would have thought that I'd actually get one since we don't get them here. It was so awesome! I haven't read it yet but will do. I wana read it from cover to cover. Oh and I'll place that Dean poster on my wall yo, lol.

Ok so fast forward now. I was with my friend Claire, Carrie, and Alexa. We had like so much time to kill and we didn't know where to go. So Claire decides to head to Bonzai Cliff and act like tourist and take pictures. It was really great. I had so much fun that I didn't feel tired at all. Then afterwards we all met up with my best bud and headed to Claire's place. All we did was just chill and ate ramen. Gawd I can eat that most of the time. See if you're not much of a cook like us then ramen is like the best shit to make. It's easy, fast, and taste great. Gotta love ramen.

Well that was pretty much my whole morning and afternoon. Got home around 3 and knocked out. Once I was on my bed I felt the tiredness and just went straight to sleep. But I had a great time. Hopefully I'll snag the pics that we've taken on Bonzai. Awesome view. Just awesome. Well I'm out. Take care everyone. Wish me luck at work. I know Ima be really tired from lack of sleep. Peace.