Me Again
hi again. i've got more to say
my anxiety has been going crazy lately.. panic attacks when i don't need to have one, just random stress outs unrelated to school or guys or anything that normally stresses me out
i've been legit freaking out, and i tend to push people away when i freak out like that, so people and i aren't getting along too well at the moment
so, instead of just having the two guys, i've got several being confusing
Domingo - Age 33, California.
Jon - Age 19, Mississippi
Caleb - Age 20, West Virginia
Andrew (he still doesn't know if he wants to date me for sure, i'm waiting on him) - Age 22, Ohio
Andrew is the one i would want to date the most. I've known him for almost 6 years now, we go to church camp together, and he's a sweetheart, and he lives an hour from me. Caleb and Jon are probably tied for second, with each having their positives and negatives, and Domingo and i are just falling apart. so yeah. i'm waiting on Andrew's decision as to whether or not he wants to date me. he has feelings for me, but he doesn't know what he wants to do. so yeah. if he says he doesn't want to get together, then i've gotta figure out what i'm doing about the other three
and that's not counting the several guys who just want to sleep with me
yay stress! haha
my anxiety has been going crazy lately.. panic attacks when i don't need to have one, just random stress outs unrelated to school or guys or anything that normally stresses me out
i've been legit freaking out, and i tend to push people away when i freak out like that, so people and i aren't getting along too well at the moment
so, instead of just having the two guys, i've got several being confusing
Domingo - Age 33, California.
Jon - Age 19, Mississippi
Caleb - Age 20, West Virginia
Andrew (he still doesn't know if he wants to date me for sure, i'm waiting on him) - Age 22, Ohio
Andrew is the one i would want to date the most. I've known him for almost 6 years now, we go to church camp together, and he's a sweetheart, and he lives an hour from me. Caleb and Jon are probably tied for second, with each having their positives and negatives, and Domingo and i are just falling apart. so yeah. i'm waiting on Andrew's decision as to whether or not he wants to date me. he has feelings for me, but he doesn't know what he wants to do. so yeah. if he says he doesn't want to get together, then i've gotta figure out what i'm doing about the other three
and that's not counting the several guys who just want to sleep with me
yay stress! haha