Dishes.

The water was so cold. It sent goosebumps up my spine. Why did I lay out the new cutlery? I asked myself out loud.

“Because you wanted to treat your wife,” she said, sliding her hands along my torso.

“Your hand goes any lower and you can say goodbye to this plate,” I warned my wife.

“Alright, alright. Finish this and come to bed.”

“No,” I groaned. “I have to finish transcribing the interviews. They need the edits by tomorrow.”

“What were you doing while I was cooking dinner then?” she asked, irritation seeping into her voice.

“Let me think,” I drawled, turning around slowly, the soaped plate, carefully placed between us, “Did the furniture dust itself? And the walls of the balcony painted itself? Oh, no! That was me! That is what I was doing for the past three hours. Remember?”

“Alright,” she offered, rolling her eyes, “Let me finish these for you. Then you can complete your work.” But I knew better.

She’d cooked a scrumptious meal and the least I could do was clean up after. I did not enjoy it because it required all my focus – no multi-tasking. Folding clothes was more my thing, I could work with my hands but my brain could actively think about the next project! I set the cleaned plates on the marble pantry one after the other carefully. Poornima had walked out of the kitchen; she must be tired too. We both were, on most days. We were still getting used to Seville and having been brought up the middle-class Indian way, a bunch of servants around to render services all the time, Spain hit differently. Back home, I’d always magically found my clothes in my wardrobe, food on the table, my shoes clean and back in the shoe rack. Here, I realised, spiders weren’t just a sign of abandonment and cutlery didn’t come with the house. With Poornima away at work, her creative house husband had to meet deadlines and keep the house running as well! My mother is proud of me, my father must be rolling in his grave though. More like, be kicking up a storm with his ashes.

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My father probably didn’t even know what food he loved eating. His whole life was managed by my mother. He was a sculptor, not world famous or anything but a man so possessed by his passion that nothing else mattered to him, not family, not food, and from what I recall, not even money. I did not inherit his art but I did cultivate my own. I wrote and he saw in me a spark for the art. He kept me around his workshop, gave me a small room to recuse myself into, to read, to write, to do whatever I needed to do that kept my pen scribbling. Often I would just go there so I didn’t have to finish my homework or after an angry note from my teacher highlighting my incompetence at school. Somedays, I would sit and watch my father work, peeping out of the small window in the room that was mine, lost in the clay, the arms he was building, the face he was sculpting. What would he say now if he saw me washing dishes and cleaning fans instead of writing? Was his passion was worth it? Was his neglect right? Be as it may, I better kiss my wife to sleep. 

Graciously Yours!

P.S. This piece is based on a creative writing prompt from http://www.thinkwritten.com. The prompt was as follows: “Even writers and creative artists have to do house work sometimes. Write about doing laundry dishes and other cleaning activities.”

Guilty As Charged?

“Sir, why has my handbag been detained?” asked a petite lady, dressed in a salwar suit, sensible chappals(flat sandals) and a young, fidgety kid accompanying her. I waved at him to distract him from tugging at the woman’s dupatta; instead he looked away, hiding his face, clinging onto the woman’s leg. “Yes, darling. We’ll get you something to eat. Just 5 more minutes, beta (son).”

The officer-in-charge, a tall, young CISF personnel, turned to her address her finally. “Ma’am, we will need to recheck your bag. We’ll tell you the problem, once it is your turn. Please maintain the queue until then,” he commanded, directing her to move to the end of the queue. I was no longer the last person standing then.

It seemed like it would take a while. The officer was being extremely thorough. I wondered if there was a security alert. The lady passenger seemed to want to say something but then possibly changed her mind. She didn’t seem come across as the kind who threw her weight around. But you never knew what New Delhi airport would bring you! The city, after all, was famous for its inhabitants bringing up their apparent connections with the powerful who’s who of the city, probably once in every conversation, even a short one! As she took her place behind me in the queue, I dropped her a small smile but she was too busy cajoling the child to notice. While the lines kept stretching long, people’s patience stretched thin.

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The officers broke the passengers into 2 more queues, the lady behind me suddenly at the front of the new one. She didn’t still didn’t acknowledge me though. Tough luck, I thought! I was just one person away from my turn now. I was trying to recall what in my handbag could have triggered the search. I was listening carefully to the questions being asked.

“Ma’am, do you have any objects which are sharp or any liquids in the bag?”

“Yes, there is liquid, but that’s very less quantity. It’s his medicine,” she said, pulling her child closer.

“Ma’am, I have to search through manually. Please empty the bag out.”

Awkward,’ I thought. I didn’t want my bag strip searched. Who knew what all it had? I surely didn’t. What did I throw in there last minute? Chewing gums for sure, a couple of condoms definitely and my vibrator! F***! The batteries in them must have triggered the system! They weren’t supposed to be in there!

“Ma’am, this pocket as well, please.

How would I explain this?’ I had missed packing this in my check in luggage! Damn! This was going to be more embarrassing for them than me probably. I was sweating right then. ‘Did that make me look guilty?

“Sir, you are up next. Please step forward,” the officer requested.

Could I just leave my bag here and go? Would that count as a felony?

“Sir.”

“Yes,” I said, stepping forward gingerly.

“This one’s yours?” he asked.

I wanted to say no but it was after all mine. Just then something happened.

“All of you please step back,” boomed the officer checking the lady’s bag. A shiver ran down my spine at his voice. “Please step back. You are all crowding the place, take three steps back.”

That silenced the blubber of voices that was starting to come up. “Ma’am what is this?” he asked urgently, pulling aside the officer-in-charge of my bag. They both didn’t took very pleased.

“What is what?” she asked.

“Ma’am, you have a bullet in your handbag,” he said. My mouth dropped! I wanted to turn and look at the scene unfolding ahead of me but I also kept my eyes glued straight at my own bag, waiting for my own embarrassment to unfold. “I can explain,” she began, trying to take back the bullet from him. Unfortunately, the officer-in-charge handed over my bag to me and asked me to walk away. All I wanted to say to him was, “You can have a look at my vibrator! Just let me see this through!”

Graciously Yours!

P.S. This piece is based on a creative writing prompt from http://www.thinkwritten.com. The prompt was as follows: “A conversation you overheard”.

Dazzle.

“We don’t dream. We work. Dreams are for the rich.”

I grew up listening to this, while toiling through the fields, cleaning the fish, even when I was taking too long a bath. If what my father says was true, then dreams are only for the people whose pipes and taps I fix. I hear them talk about the big businesses, about the prime minister and his party, about different countries and places, about where they want to spend their weekend next and then I hear them complain about how I charge them extra each time. Would it make a difference if I told them that the money is for my son? So that his father doesn’t have to tell him, “We don’t dream. We work. Dreams are for the rich.”

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Back home in my village in Orissa, where we own acres of land, if my parents learn about my work in the city, they would cry. We are not rich, no one in my village is rich. We don’t have money saved up. The Gods decide our destiny. The Gods decide if kids go to the fields or to school, the Gods decide if the trawl comes back home or gets lost in the seas, the Gods decide if a woman gets married off happily or for want of money. Every year is different. Some years we drown in worry, other years a fish feast is prepared every week.

But still, it all started with a dream. A dream my wife had, a dream where she saw herself in a city, like in the movies. I wanted that dream for her, I wanted that dream for myself and most importantly I want that dream for our children. While my family and friends laughed it off, my wife’s father gave us some money. For the rest we pawned off whatever little valuables we had. She only has a ring from her mother on her. She gave away everything else, for her son, for us, for our dreams. She works at two houses, takes care of their children, cleans their rooms for them, takes a dog for a walk, even soaks almonds, raisins and other rich food for the families every evening. Sometimes when our son wants to watch the cinema and eat the expensive popcorn, we ration our meals. Those days when we go hungry to afford the luxury of a white puffy snack while watching the movies that inspired us, my wife says to me laughing, “Even their dog eats better food than us!”. Sometimes I ask her if we made a mistake coming here all the way. She looks at me and says, “Why? If I tell someone back home about the dog, they’ll anyway think I’m dreaming.”

Graciously Yours!

P.S. This piece is based on a creative writing prompt from http://www.thinkwritten.com. The prompt was as follows: “Write something inspired by a recent dream you had”.

Peekaboo!

The new year has arrived. 2020 is gone but the outside isn’t celebrating! The gloom persists, the Sun still hides and the Met Dept. predicts showers! The storm from the past year still hangs heavy. Was this not supposed to change? Did we not deem 2020 to be the year that had apparently caused the havoc? When the clock chimed the twelfth time at midnight, the world would be bright, hopeful and promising again – was it just me who thought so? The clock struck but nothing changed. I still felt sleep-deprived, over-worked and secluded. Now, almost 10 hours since the midnight fireworks, the Sun is still hiding behind the clouds. I can barely feel the heat, just a nip in the air which keeps dropping the temperature with every passing hour. But why was I even bothered about the weather? This day, last year was I even paying attention to the skies outside? If I know myself any well, I was probably nursing a hangover!

Looking out of the window was when I needed the cigarette smoke to leave with it’s unburnt desires. An unforeseen shower was merely treated as a travel hassle. My workspace was a tiny 3 feet by 1 feet space that was assigned to me, where I was tied down, breathing in the same, perennially ill-managed, excessively chilled and conditioned air, as the 350 other white-collar workers. There were no windows to look out of. The nearest wall had blinds covering the windows, as if a prison that could not risk us getting distracted by something as mundane as an azure sky. More than 300 days of working out of my own home, looking out of my window, I am used to tracking the Sun more than usual, looking forward to syncing my life with its’ movements rather than pretending to have fun at forced, virtual team engagement activities.

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Dear Sun, could you show me your face more often? Maybe it’s just in my head but with you around the world feels livelier and hopeful, my bones don’t feel as brittle. And mi hija? My toothless angel’s face lights up when I take her to the terrace for our Sun-kissed walks. So even if it is just a folly of my human brain, please let’s be done with the peekaboo from those gnarly, angry clouds and fool us into thinking that 2021 is the turn we were all waiting for. Gracias!

Graciously Yours!

P.S. This piece is based on a creative writing prompt from http://www.thinkwritten.com. The prompt was as follows: “Outside the Window: What’s the weather outside your window doing right now? If that’s not inspiring, what’s the weather like somewhere you wish you could be?”

P.P.S. Happy New Year!💜 It might just be another turn of the day and night cycle but if it brings hope to millions around, then may it be happy for you as well.

The Love You Need.

For the longest time, I was not a great fan of dogs. I’d look at them fondly from afar but my canine knowledge was limited to “Hey, look at you!” and “Buh-bye!”. Mostly because I didn’t know what to do around them. Through the lockdown, I happened to have made friends (or that’s what I’ve led myself to believe) with three street dogs near my place of stay. I noticed them in the first few days of the lockdown in India, looking weak and fragile. I fell for their puppy eyes, which weren’t even really pleading in my direction but tugged at my heart strings. I couldn’t let them stay hungry. They were anyway confused by the lack of hoomans all around them suddenly. No entertainment AND no food? That seemed a tad unfair!

I started out with trying to understand what dogs really ate – I mean, pets hog pedigree and the stray ones seem to be mostly rummaging through garbage, so I wasn’t really sure where in the range do I step in. For a couple of days, each evening as I stepped out to buy milk, I lamented about the dogs looking weaker each day, lying on their backs trying to stave off the mosquitoes from the un-swept and now rotting carpet of early summer flowers, sometimes just on all fours, looking at us from afar. You didn’t need a high EQ to sympathize. I thought of bringing them water but that didn’t work out well. A friend suggested I try and feed them puffed rice, flat rice or maybe even bread. I’d put out the food for the two dogs I saw all the time – a black-skinned, red-eyed sinister looking Blackie and a light brown one with the loveliest eyes, Brownie! Forgive me but I am clearly not great at naming pups.

They were as wary of me as I was of them – I’d leave the food around, stand at a safe distance from them, maybe hide behind cars, just to see if they’d eat. Nothing worked. They’d go sniff the food, lick a bit of it and then dejectedly walk away. Prudes! One experiment led to another and Brownie finally gobbled up the ParleG biscuits I had strewn around. Blackie seemed to be interested in them too but she didn’t venture to take a bite. The third day Blackie growled at Brownie for trying to take away her share. Blackie was hungry but also sick – my silly brain kept repeating it. Some instinct, some NatGeo shows, some closely watching my friend around dogs, I sat low on my haunches, kept eye contact with Blackie and slowly extended the biscuit towards her, just Blackie and me. She hesitated, looked away, smelled, twitched and finally took the biscuit from me! Poor thing couldn’t pick the biscuit off the ground. Since then, it’s been a fun three months! Or more. Who’s counting?

Front to back: Scooby Dee, Brownie and Blackie.

Blackie and Brownie now trot towards me in glee whenever they see me around, food or no food. They added Scooby Dee to their coterie, who understands nothing of private space but just comes sniffing up on me. But her manners call her to first sit, settle in somewhere near me and only then she’s ready to eat. She lets me pat and rub her head, once I stop she starts chewing again. But the other day, they weren’t there – none of them. I looked up and down the road, under the vehicles, behind the pillars but no sign of them. The lockdown had eased, shops were opening up, humans were out and about – it wasn’t a far fetched thought that they might have gone away elsewhere. I didn’t find them the next day either. Sadness enveloped me! Dogs that I barely knew, who had no expectations of me, of whom I had no responsibilities, made me worry about them. My flatmate laughed at my tantrums. My friend rubbed salt on my wounds. Jokes aside, I was probably more hurt than worried. The need to feel needed arose! Stranger things have happened but this happened too. I wanted the dogs to want me! Ahh, the human brain. No wonder we’ve been trying to find a larger than life purpose for our existence. Maybe it’s all we are – we exist to feel, breathe, eat, be human. Maybe that purpose should be enough.

Also, they were trotting towards me in glee the third day. They’d not forgotten me!

Since then, Scooby Dee took off one fine day – she’d been pulling away for a while, enough to make me look up signs of dog pregnancy – but not before I managed to capture some shots of her. Another dog seems to warming up to me – too soon to tell!

I miss you every day, Scooby Dee.

For more dog stories, leave a comment below!

Graciously Yours!

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And here comes the last post of this initiative! While I tried stepping out into one of my favourite breakfast joints of the city, I also explored street art in Delhi via an online AirBnb experience. Also, ink pen cleaning does not compulsorily require hairdryers.

My best friend got married. ❤ 2020 may not be all that bad, after all.

Stay healthy, stay safe! ❤

Graciously Yours!

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Could there be anything happier than a yoga mat that needs to be replaced? Still going strong, post three months since I stepped into the gym and I hope it continues that way for the rest of 2020 because things are definitely not going to get better anytime soon.

The thrill of learning to use chopsticks and baking your own garlic bread at home – the lockdown is turning into a joy, well every now and then at least.

Scooby Dee posed for a photoshoot!

Stay healthy, stay safe! ❤

Graciously Yours!

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They’re growing – the plants!! And Brownie, the dog, clearly doesn’t like bread. Didn’t even touch it – THE ENTIRE DAY! And that’s one hungry dog – always up for some food.

Meanwhile, Brownie’s hooman tried making a round stuffed paratha but all you see is a pentagon! Won’t US of A be proud? They’re anyway being led by an orange blob.

Litchis are love, but more is the love for colours! That’s my diary and my Kindle cover alongside my favourite Lamy. ❤

Stay healthy, stay safe! ❤

Graciously Yours!

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Will they grow? Won’t they? Been so so long since I did a bit of gardening! Are my green fingers still intact? Coming into that zone of the lockdown where you just go with the flow and recall the little things that made you so much happier before the paycheck took over your life. Did a bit of doodling and indulged in the “oh the love that is Casablanca”! Here’s looking at you, kid!

Looking for the moments of rainbow through the shower of despair that 2020 is.

Stay healthy, stay safe! ❤

Graciously Yours!

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I know I write a lot about my dogs – not that they’re “my” dogs – they’re just dogs who happen to wag their tails at me for food! So this one is Scooby Dee, as evident from the collage and demands to be treated with love ❤

Riding shotgun in the BatMobile after so so long – almost 50 days! The first sight of a traffic signal and roads! Who’d ever thought this was possible?

The love for food doesn’t cease – more like, the palate demands variety while the brain sees snowflakes in the okra.

Stay healthy, stay safe! ❤

Graciously Yours!

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