Dreams end where reality begins

Black Hole // Master Post (RPS)

2012-07-08T07:11:00Z

Black Hole
Author: cameilla
Artist: xxxxxx
Translator: Ingu
Genre: RPS AU, Mystery, Romance
Pairings: Jensen/Jonathon Rhys Meyers, (unrequited) Jared/Jensen
Rating: T
English word count: 40 000-50 000
Warnings: Minor Character Death, Murder, Language, Violence, Adultery, unhealthy relationships and absurd amounts of potentially incestuous UST
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction.
Summary: The death of a father, a long buried secret and a hunt for the unknown. Jared meets Jensen, who’s too far beyond his reach, and learns that sometimes things were better when you didn’t know.

Cast List

Prologue | Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV

Soundtrack | Art | Notes

Link to Chinese Original

mini-notice

2012-06-15T22:59:45Z

I'll be going overseas from today until July 21st, so updates until then will be scarce (if even existent). This will affect both ontd_marveland mcuguide, and also will affect my mod duties with mcu_slash and steve_bucky. Apologies in advance! And a big thanks to all my co-mods who have been and will still be there. :)

So long and see you in a month!

Fic: How to hide yourself .1 (Thor)

2012-05-27T15:32:35Z

Title: How to hide yourself (.1)
Rating: Gen
Word Count: 250
Featuring: Loki, Thor, and a kitten.
Genre: uh... drabble?
Warnings: None
Notes: I found this little piece while digging through old files on my computer, it's from (so far) failed draft for a possible sequel. I thought it stands well on its own, so here is what comes after. Mini-Sequel to How to use yourself.
Last Edit: 28 May 2012

Thor catches his brother with a small kitten in his lap, and watches in shock as Loki's long fingers run through its fur, tickling and scratching. The tiny little animal is enjoying the attention immensely, rolling in his lap, paws curled, its entire body rumbling with a soft purr.

The moment Loki catches sight of Thor his movements stop abruptly, and in a long, drawn out moment, he stares wide-eyed at the God of Thunder.

"What are you doing here, brother?"

"I..." Unexpectedly, Thor finds himself at a loss of words. "Didn't know you liked kittens."

Loki seems taken by suprise, green eyes flickering down to the small creature on his lap, now hiding under the fabric of his coat.

"I... guess I do."

Loki's discomfort is almost a palapable force, and it does not escape Thor's notice. When the Thunder God leaves, Loki's hand slowly begins to move again, this time slowly, almost thoughtfully. Green eyes study the creature in his lap, which slowly crawls from under the gold fabric, staring at the retreating figure of the Aesir.

By the time Thor is on the next hill, the kitten in Loki's lap has changed, and the hand originally nestled in soft black fur now rests on a strong but thin shoulder. Slowly, it moves upwards, and long fingers runs itself through strands of soft black hair.

Loki lies sprawled on top of the lap of the other, and watches almost thoughtfully as Thor's profile slowly fades into the distance.

cheesy advertising lines

2012-05-27T05:38:35Z

Sometimes I look at my own advertising for the comms I'm a part of and have the irresistible urge to facepalm.

That or bang my head against the nearest wall.

Is there a way to not sound overly cheesy?

(I'm Going To) Blame It On You - fanmix

2011-12-10T10:44:18Z

Title: (I'm Going To) Blame It On You
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe / Marvel 616
Characters: Loki, Lady Loki
Subject: Character Journey/Study
Notes: Essentially this is an attempt at capturing Loki's character journey from 'Thor' to 'The Avengers', subject to my personal interpretation. From his initial misery and identity issues to resolve, 'acceptance', malevolence and eventual ~~insanity~~ megalomania, all underlined by the careless mischief and casual disregard for anyone but himself that is essential to Loki. A lot of the songs are done by female artists, and as a result is also my tribute to Lady Loki. I hope you enjoy.

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Creep
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

A Beautiful Lie
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in

Whisper
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself

This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain

This Is How I Disappear
There're things that I have done
You never
should ever know

And now
You wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go!

Going Under
So go on and scream
Scream at me, I'm so far away
I won't be broken
again
I've got to breathe, I can't keep going under

Black Sheep
Now that the truth
is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again

Way To Go!
Change your face
keep your name
Keep it real don't play the game
Don't you know they're all the same?
Don't you know they're all the same?

The Sharpest Lives
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead

A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

Make Me Wanna Die
You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love
Will burn up in the light

Perfect Enemy
Things I loved before,
are now for sale
Keep yourself away
Far away
from me
I'll Forever stay
Your perfect enemy

Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Opheliac
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way

You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay

You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you

Don't Mess With Me
Don't mess with me

'Cause all your heads are gonna roll
I've made your misery my goal
So if you want survival
Kneel on my arrival
for this is how I rule the world

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Song List:

1 Radiohead : Creep
2 30 Seconds To Mars : A Beautiful Lie
3 Evanescence : Whisper
4 My Chemical Romance : This Is How I Dissapear
5 Evanescence : Going Under
6 Metric : Black Sheep
7 Rogue Traders : Way To Go!
8 My Chemcial Romance : The Sharpest Lives
9 The Pretty Reckless : Make Me Wanna Die
10 t.A.T.u : Perfect Enemy
11 Emily Browning : Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)
12 Emilie Autumn : Opheliac
13 Temposhark : Don't Mess With Me

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Note: The last song is packaged as a m4a file in the zip, if you'd prefer an mp3 file, you can find it here.

Consequences of Joining Fansub

2011-10-28T09:45:57Z

At about the time Season 5 of Supernatural started airing in America, I discovered a newly established Chinese fansub group named 'Evil Union', created for the purpose of providing the fastest translation of Supernatural to its Chinese fans hours after it airs in the US. At that time I was at the height of my obsession for the series, and with little hesitation, I contacted the group's admins and applied to join them.

They put me through a test, translating a promo, and soon let me into the group itself. When I first joined I was more than eager to lend my English skills to help any fan out there. At the start it was wonderfully fulfilling, seeing my work, my translations being integrated into the episodes, seeing people enjoy and even praise the quality of our work, it had been amazing.

But almost immediately after I finished subtitling my first episode, I stopped enjoying the show.

I don't know how much I should contribute to the stress of the speed-centric fansub group, and how much to my satisfaction with the season itself. But after the finale of Season 5 aired, I stopped watching Supernatural.

Every Friday, immediately after the episode was downloaded onto my hard-drive, I had no choice but to sit at my computer and watched fragmented pieces of the show. In the group's early days there were times the English subtitles would not be released fast enough, and twice I had to transcribe the entire 40 minutes worth of dialogue because I was the only one whose listening skills had been decent enough. Every week I was forced to watch and listen to the same 8-15 minutes of footage over and over again trying to make sure nothing was missed and the dialogue done rightt. More often than not, scenes made little sense and endings were often spoiled. I was the one who had to edit other people's work to make sure no major errors were present, and by the end of the process I'd often have parts of the dialogue memorised.

It no longer mattered if I re-watch the episode later. Nothing was as funny or as surprising as it would have been and all I could remember watching the same scenes were the times I had to replay three seconds of dialogue because Misha had been mumbling or the English subtitles looked wrong.

Watching Supernatural had suddenly became the equivalent of work. The project which I'd volunteered to join out of my love for the series became a weekly chore I had to suffer through, and yet I could not bring myself to leave. Days of random chatter in the group's chat-room had been so much fun, I'd met a group of like-minded Supernatural fans who I'd grown attached to and I couldn't bear to leave them behind.

Because of the way the group was managed, many people had been leaving the fansub group unhappy, and after the break I also stopped going back. Not because I hated the management, but because I just had no more passion for the work, or the series itself.

It's been over a year since that experience, and I sometimes still wonder. If I never joined fansub, would I have kept my love for Supernatural? Would it have lasted until even today?

I guess I'll never know.

Terrible Work Ethic is Terrible

2011-10-01T00:52:24Z

Signing up to translate a Riptide/Azazel doujinshi has reminded me of all the unfinished fandom translation projects I'd volunteered for (what, years ago?).

So in an attempt to motivate myself to actually get back to them, I'm submitting a list of all the translation projects I haven't found enough time and passion to finish to the big wide internets:

Ashes of the Moon by corbyinoz
- SPN fandom (RPS), English to Chinese

Dissertion by roquesclasique
-SPN fandom (RPS), English to Chinese

Three Westward From Helena by caramel_maddy or maddys_slash
- SPN Fandom (RPS), English to Chinese

Black Hole by 病桃不开花
-SPN Fandom (RPS), Chinese to English

I guess if anything the major problem is that I've completely lost my passion for this series after Season 5. That and my Chinese writing skills are nowhere near the quality of my English skills, which is also nowhere near as good as it could be.

So that's that. I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN about them, they are forever on the edge of my mind haunting my thoughts, and I definitely do plan to get them done.

I just don't know how soon it will be. >.<

Fic: How to use yourself (Thor)

2011-05-25T13:43:11Z

Title: How to use yourself
Rating: Gen
Word Count: 1,250
Featuring: Loki
Genre: Angst
Warnings: None
Notes: Unbeta-ed. This was originally a fill I wrote for this norsekink prompt which was suprisingly well-received. So I've gone through the story again and gave it a little more substance and polish. Original ~~(horrible and unedited draft)~~ is here for those interested. Stealthily de-anoning here in my journal.
Last Edit: 21 Apr 2013

Prompt: So usually the citizans of Asgard are as free with their casual touch and affection as they are with food and drink and sport, but no one touches Loki if it can at all be avoided. (i dunno, maybe they subconciously recognize that he is something other?).

Loki, as desperate for affection as any other person, turns to his magic. He makes clones of everyone he loves and uses the clones to give him everything he's ever wanted from them; a hug, a kiss, a "well done!", cuddles, everything he's always been denied. (please no sexing of the clones).

Would prefer it to eventually be brought into the light what he's been doing, and the reactions of those he's cloned.

(Note. I haven't followed the prompt exactly, belated apologies to anon.)

In the beginning Loki didn’t realise what it was that he had been missing.

No.

That's not entirely true.

In the very beginning Loki didn't think he was missing anything at all.

Loki lived life, and he went through the motions of each day with devotion. While he found no enjoyment in competitions of physical prowess, he made his own fun with words and magic (and lies and deception), which earned him a title and reputation which he would occasionally carry with pride.

Though the fun was fleeting and his pleasure would always fade, those were facts which Loki did not mind as knew that he was capable of creating more. Though he never knew the feeling of constant happiness, it was the element of life he understood to be unavoidable, and Loki found reassurance in the knowledge that true happiness is rare.

He learned to be content, and he made sure it would be enough.

So when Loki watched Volstagg envelop Hogun in a giant hug, or Sif place an affectionate kiss on Thor's cheek, he never gave their actions a second thought. Such things were merely part of the Asgardian culture, and Loki never had the reason to think he was missing out on anything truly substantial.

If asked, Loki would reveal his knowledge that these declarations of affection were surely, truly both overrated and unnecessary, for even though it was something he had never been a part of, Loki was still perfectly happy, content with his life.

No, in the very beginning Loki didn't think he was missing anything at all.

Everything changed, however, on a chilly Autumn day.

On that day, Loki sat under a tree in a garden far far away from the palace, hidden in a quiet corner of Asgard. Head bent forward, Loki read from the book on his lap, engrossed in stories of ancient mysteries and unsolvable paradoxes.

The girl could not have known who he was, and similarly, Loki never did learn her identity.

Loki started as a pair of arms wrapped itself around his frame. Suddenly there was a small body pressing against his back, and a head resting on his shoulder. Strangely overwhelmed by the warmth pressed against him, for a long time Loki sat still, uncertain, before he turned his head to examine the intruder.

As Loki turned his head, the other moved away, and the trickster saw a young girl, staring at him with clear, eager eyes. She had tawny hair and a crooked grin, her expression open and happy.

The places where her body had touched his felt strangely cold.

"Why did you do that?" he asked, bewilderment clear in his tone.

The little girl shrugged simply. "You looked like you needed it."

Loki stared silently as the little girl turned and ran away, and when she was gone he bowed his head, and turned his attention back to the book. Yet for some reason he couldn't focus. His eyes were stinging, and his body trembled for reasons he was not entirely sure about.

There were voices coming from far away. It was probably time for him to leave.

Loki resisted the sudden urge to wrap his arms around himself, and walked home alone.

For a long time afterwards, Loki started to notice.

The way Volstagg would greet Hogun and Fandral with a wide, enveloping hug.

The way Odin would wrap his arm tenderly around Frigga's shoulders in the more private of moments.

The way Thor would chase and tackle Sif, picking her up and spinning her around and around until she squealed.

Loki noticed none of this ever happened to him.

He knew that the reason it never happened must have been because he never gave anyone a reason.

Then he wondered what it was he did so differently.

(He wouldn't know, wouldn't even suspect the real reason until much, much later, when his father would be unreachable, his brother in another land, when the realm of Asgard would be falling right into his hands, his world a shattered mess.)

So Loki tried.

He started small. A touch here, a hand on Thor’s shoulder as he went through a necessary explanation, both hands holding the God of Thunder back from doing something rash and ridiculous, taking his mother's hand when he reassured her that Thor and he would be fine travelling into the forests for a few weeks as they'd have the warrior's three and Sif by their side.

Loki didn't try to analyse the small jolts of pleasure he felt whenever he got away with it, and instead wondered if he'd not been doing enough of it to begin with.

(He tried to touch Sif's arm once, but the moment his hand made contact with her skin she jerked away. The action was unconscious, and Loki was too well-practiced to let any disappointment show.)

Yet even after a long time, so long that Loki had learnt every subtle influence a well-timed touch or movement had on another, nothing changed. He had even learnt to practice with his clones, ~~revelled in~~ cataloging the ways which their soft hugs, kisses, strokes and touches made him feel. He experimented on his friends and on others, yet on them it didn't seem to have the same effect.

It wasn’t like his touch burned.

Eventually, he hugged Thor.

(Loki hadn't meant for all his experiments to become so centred on his brother, but all this time Thor was the only one who wouldn’t reject his touch.)

But Thor's body remained stiff, his posture awkward, and the moment Loki allowed it Thor softly pushed him away.

In the end Loki decided it must just be him.

(which was mostly true)

But everything was fine. Loki still had himself.

This day marked no changes in the life of any being.

Today Loki sat under a weathered statue on a balcony, far, far away from the feasting hall, hidden in a secret corner of the palace. Head bent forward, Loki read from the book on his lap, engrossed in stories of ancient mysteries and unsolvable paradoxes.

The other would’ve known precisely who he was, and similarly, Loki had no need to conceal himself.

This time Loki relaxed as a pair of arms wrapped itself around his frame. A warm body was pressing to his back, and a head came to rest on his shoulder. Loki sat still for a quiet moment, adjusting to the new warmth, before he leaned back in the other’s arms, and rested his head in the crook of the familiar intruder's neck.

This person would never shy away from Loki.

As the trickster turned his head the other shifted and hugged him closer, and Loki saw a young man, staring at him with warm, gentle eyes. He had black hair and a crooked grin, his expression soft and amused.

Loki let himself melt completely into the man's arms, it was nice here.

"Why do I keep doing this?" he asked, mildly curious.

The other shrugged simply, green eyes slipping closed as his lips softly caressed Loki's neck. "You felt like you needed it."

Silently, Loki stared up at the starlit sky, and when the stars were gone he turned his attention back to the book. Yet for some strange reason he couldn't focus. His eyes were stinging, and his body trembled for reasons he was not entirely sure.

He thought for a moment, turned his head, and placed a soft kiss on the cheek of his other self.

There were voices coming from far away. But Loki didn't want to leave.

Loki let himself wrap his arms around Loki's body, and together, they read on.

Mini-sequel

Fic: Gold (Thor)

2011-05-22T05:21:38Z

Title: Gold
Rating: Gen
Word Count: 1,048
Features: Loki, Thor
Genre: Fluff, humour (pre-slash if you squint)
Warnings: None
Last Edit: 3 Jan 2012

Notes: Unbeta-ed, this piece came out of absolute nowhere, and Loki just sort of decided it was time to do his thing.
Timeline-wise can be slotted in anywhere, though most likely during a period when the brothers' relationship is still mostly healthy

Summary: There is something Loki wants from Thor, and against his better judgement, Thor lets Loki have it.

Thor was just about to retire to bed when heard quick knocks on his chamber door.

For a moment he just blinked in surprise, arms still tangled in his shirt from the process of undressing. Staring at the closed wooden door he quickly pulled his shirt back over his head and crossed the room with quick strides. At this late an hour it is surely a servant, he thought, there must be an important message. He pulled open the door and found his brother Loki.

His brother Loki, whose disturbingly intense gaze was directed at… his head.

"Brother, is there something I can help with?" Thor asked.

Loki, eyes never leaving Thor’s hair, moved swiftly into his room. The door swung closed behind the brothers as one of Loki’s hands rose to Thor’s chest, and the God of Thunder felt himself being softly and determinedly pushed backwards into his room.

"I made a recent discovery, Thor, and I do believe I am in need of your assistance."

Loki’s tone was curt and cordial, and before Thor realised what was happening, he was being carefully prodded to sit sideways on a wide windowside bench, with Asgard, silent and ethereal at night, sprawled beneath him on the right. Behind him, however, was Loki, half draped over Thor's body as he clambered onto the bench and began pick at the strands of the Thunder God’s golden hair. Thor stiffened in an instant.

After waiting uncertainly for an explanation which didn't come, Thor ultimately decided to open his mouth.

"Does… your discovery have something to do with my hair...? Loki?"

Raising a lock of Thor’s hair to eye-level, Loki studied the golden strands between his fingers in pure, abject curiosity.

"No, well, you see, I've discovered that the people of Midgard are able to extract the essence of a being from simply having a strand of their hair or some similar part. It is incredibly fascinating. I wish to emulate the process using Asgardian magic."

The revelation was more confusing than enlightening for Thor, and the thought to question why Loki wanted to make clones of his brother disappeared as quickly as it surfaced as the Thunder God sat rigid, eyes wide as he sensed his brother shift against him, body flush against his back. Helplessly, Thor waited as Loki tugged at his hair, bending the blonde locks one way then another, testing its strength, its stretchiness, its flexibility.

Thor found himself staring at an empty corner of his room, rich light danced from the fireplace, casting flickering shadows along the walls. It was mesmerising, as long as Thor turned his attention away from the other going-ons in his room.

After a while Loki began to hum quietly, and somewhere in-between firelight and moonlight the sound slowly dissolved into a soft melody. Despite his discomfort, Thor found himself slowly relaxing. He wasn’t quite sure what his brother really needed from his hair (and why he was taking so long), but Loki’s form beside him was beginning to feel strangely comforting, both welcome and familiar in ways Thor had never once contemplated before. With Loki touchy and fiddly in ways he’s never been since they were children, it was hard to resist the tide of affection welling up from within.

With patience uncharacteristic of the warrior, Thor decided to wait. Turning his head slightly (which earned him a small grumble from Loki), Thor stared out into the broad cityscape beneath. Feeling the contrast of coolness and warmth against his skin, his tried to make out the buildings and gardens he frequented in the day. This was his home, his kingdom. From this place so far above the world, Asgard seemed a small and silent place, with only the ever-present light of the Bifrost glowing in the distance. The bridges and buildings he could make out - merely slopes, lines and curves under the starlight, hinted at a brilliance often unnoticed under the fullness of the sun. But even when shadowed, the beauty of Asgard was still undeniable. A little like Loki, Thor thought absently. You will never be able witness its whole, yet what little you do glimpse will hint at marvels beyond your wildest imagination.

Before long, Loki’s soft humming faded in a small sound of contentment, and Thor turned to see his brother gaze at him with the widest smile he had seen in a long time.

"I'm all done. Thank you, my brother!”

With a thin lock of Thor’s hair in his hands, Loki cheerfully jumped back into the room from his perch behind the Thunder God. For a second Thor almost mourned the loss of Loki’s reassuring warmth .

"Then I’m glad.” Thor responded, his discomfort apparent as he stood. “That was a most peculiar experience. I hope you’ve got what you need, Loki.”

His scalp felt strangely tight and tingly after Loki had had his way with his hair, but Thor found that he did not mind, still stuck in the strange mood from before. Loki, however, did not respond to his brother’s words, but was staring at Thor (or... at his hair?) in admiring delight.

Only now does Loki finally meet his brother’s eyes for the first time, the merriment in the trickster's eyes fading into something almost thoughtful as he examined his God of Thunder. There is a flash of green and gold before Thor's eyes and he feels the quick press of something on his cheek. The sensation was strange and fleeting, and before Thor’s mind had even registered that he had just been kissed by his brother, Loki had danced away into the depths of the castle, green eyes sparkling.

For a moment Thor just stared at the closed door, confused and slightly unsettled by his brother's strange behaviour. He ends up turning back to his bed, deciding to leave it until morning, when he can ask Loki face-to-face about the night's events. He only takes a few steps before he changes his mind and goes looking for a mirror instead. He may as well assess the extent of Loki's damage, he thinks. Since his brother had only carried a small lock of his hair he knew his appearance wouldn't be too drastically changed, yet something didn't feel quite right.

Thor did not recognise the person in the mirror.

…

Loki was carefully storing his new treasures away when an angry cry echoed through the walls of the palace. Glancing in the direction of Thor's chambers, he smiled in amusement.

Thor was so very pretty with knotted braids in his hair.

Edit: First piece of fanwork in years. I think everyone who's commented so far probably read a different version of this story. I've made multiple edits since I first put this up. Knowing me, this still won't be the last.

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 7/7)

2009-12-30T02:16:55Z

M: Hi.

FG: Hi Misha, my name's Ashley, and I wanted to know

what was the weirdest nickname that you've ever been given?

M: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Well...

FG: Hotplates!

M: Wait, um...

My Mum called me Mish-the-Quiche.

Always, called me that.

And she called my brother Bubba. And, and Turtle.

It was like she was trying to stack the deck against us. Yeah.

Yeah. This child was destined for failure!

And I'll... make it so!

Um... she also... my, I'm... not going to tell you these stories!

My mother watches these clips on the internet.

Um... she... she... I am, turns out.

I lied to you Mum, I am going to tell it.

Um, she drives me up, um, she once sent me into Club Scouts.

Maybe I've told this story before.

She pulled... sent me into Club Scouts.

When I was four, I was very excited.

It was... first time, go meet up with a bunch of boys!

We're gonna go, uh, play in a canoe! And...

...chisel things! I dunno... what we were going to do,

but it was going to be exciting, and... and uh...

so, I had long, flowing, almost white,

platinum blonde hair at the time.

You know, kids lose that, I lost it, but I had it.

And uh, really just... uh, pretty little bangs.

And on the first day of Club Scouts... also,

bright red nail polish and toenail polish.

So... which uh, I, evidently is not...

it's not the traditional dress code for...

Um, so that was one...

I don't even know how that story just popped into my head

I haven't even thought about it in years.

But um, there you have it. Early... early crossdressing experience.

FG: Thank you.

M: Thank you!

I've come out. Wow!

Okay.

FB: Hey Misha.

M: Hi.

FB: ...again.

Um, I was wondering, uh, next week's episode,

'Abandon All Hope' is supposed to be like a really...

M: It's actually a really cheerful episode.

FB: Uh. I was just wondering, like,

It's supposed to be like, one of those really big ones,

So I was just wondering, could you like, give us a

hint... as to what happens...

Crowd: No! Nooooooo!!!

FB: I'm not asking him to bring out the script!

M: ...I'll just tell you exactly what happens.

Um, yeah, you want a little... a little teaser.

A little, um... foreplay.

Um... the... episode...

Oh! Here's a big one!

It was raining a lot when we shot it.

[serious face]

Don't post that! I'll get in trouble!

So it was pretty muddy!

FB: Cool. Thanks.

M: And a woman showed up to visit set in-in these

white leather high-heeled boots.

It was kinda awesome, 'cause she was just like, stuck in the mud.

Okay.

I'm gonna, I'm gonna... since I'm facing you,

and we've already had this awkward thing. Let's do it.

FG: Um, hi Misha...

M: Hi.

FG: My name's Monisa

M: What is it?

FG: Monisa.

M: Moni- moni- xa?

FG: Yep.

M: Oh. I like it.

FG: Yeah, we both have weird names!

M: Okay. Three minutes.

FG: I'm a Bachelor of Design Major, and I've got to say to you

that you have a look really good in that cabaret style.

M: Do I? Thank you.

FG: And, I also wondering, in an episode of Supernatural.

If you had to play either Dean or Sam.

Which one would you play and why?

M: Um. I... I would probably...

I'd probably play both of them.

Because if I was going to do one... I want...

I want the whole episode to be much better than usual.

And just to be totally honest...

I think that switching back and forth

between like, really amazingly good acting and then

Sam or Dean, as-as played by Jared and Jensen,

would be disconcerting to the audience.

Um. So yeah, definitely both.

FG: Thank you.

M: Yep.

Hey!

FB: Hey.

Um, if you could direct a movie, uh, in, with...

Only the actors of Jim Beaver, Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles.

What would you do?

M: Um.

Oh, um... 'You Got Mail 3'

It would sort of be this lighthearted romantic romp.

And, and it would be, would be shot in rainy Seattle.

And we'd have all this fog, and it would be great,

it would be really sweet. Um...

They'd meet online.

What do you think?

M: Why have you written one?

Is that... what have you written?

Do you have a script to hand me?

Yeah, so there you have it.

Do you? Are you two together or are you sepearate?

FG: Seperate.

M: Um. Do you wanna... okay.

Do you wanna ask a question too?

FG: Yeah okay!

M: Okay great. 'Cause you have a stufffed animal and...

FG: Yeah.

M: ...we only have about... sixty seconds left and...

FG: Um. In the latest episode Castiel and Gabriel had some screentime.

Do you think they'll have more? And what do you think the

relationship woud be in the extra screentime?

M: Um. I think they'll be...

In the future episodes they'll be getting into ping-pong tournaments.

Which, I honest-honestly, I know... Ri-Richard...

I know I'm speaking for myself,

but I've been working really hard at that, a lot.

Um, so I think that's going to be pretty exciting.

Sort of, action scenes.

Um. And... I don't know what happened to my brain today

But it's just, uh... got weird...

And weird.

Uh, it's all getting awkward.

Uh, so it's got a little bit of everything.

Um, yeah, so, I, uh, I have no idea what the future is-is going to...

I wish I could read the future,

I think that would make all of this so much easier.

Um, but I can't, so.

But, I do believe we're goin to have scenes together in the future.

FG: Thank you!

M: Great.

So.. maybe. Let's do one more.

Do you all want to ask a question together?

FG: Hi Misha.

M: Hi.

FG: I'm came from...

M: No?

Why don't we do, why don't we do the front of the line.

Go on.

FG: I came from, I came from Quebec, so I'm sorry for my english. (heavy accent)

My question is...

M: I'm sorry for my French.

Merci.

FG: I want to know if you've ever tried to, uh, do prank

do prank on the boys? And if not, are you planning to?

M: Oui. (Yes)

Oui, oui, oui.

Um, I... no, I'm the one who gets pranked more often than not.

And more often than not the pranks are just

Jared, uh, like grabbing my ass below camera frame,

in my close up.

And I have to sort of like make that split second decision, like

do I ruin the take and just step out of the scene and be like

uh I can't... I can't work with this?

Or do I plow through and do a,

sort bad take that ends up in the episode?

Which is what I usually choose.

Um, and uh, you know recently, Phil, uh, Sgriccia, the, uh

one of the, uh, directors slash producers of the show, he uh,

he locked me in my trailer.

Awesome.

I can't... I can't get out!

And then I'm sort of went banging...

I can't get out! I'm stuck in my trailer! What if there's a fire?

They were all of course outside...

Laughing.

Thank you though.

So yes, there you have it.

FG: Thank you!

M: Okay.

Uh, thank you everyone...

[crowd cheers]

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 6/7)

2009-12-30T02:15:52Z

FG: Hi!

I was wondering, do you think, uh...

[crowd laughs]

M: Yes?

FG: Do you ever think, uh...

M: I'm just trying to remember what self-respect feels like.

It's a fading memory...

FG: Oh, if you're gonna to get underwear,

you should get singing underwear, by the way.

M: Do they exist?

FG: They exist, I have some.

[crowd laughs]

FG2: Like now? Or...

M: So what happens when they go off unexpectedly?

FG: It would be really embarassing during finals.

M: Yeah... yeah...

Um... wow... [makes a face]

I can't imagine what I would imagine was happening.

'A parrot... she has a singing parrot.'

'That's okay... I'm not going to judge that.'

Okay, yes, that singing underwear... good-good tip.

FG: Do you think Dean will ever trust Castiel enough to drive the car?

Crowd: No! Nooooo! No!

M: Noooo...?

Um... yeah. Definintely.

I don't, I think that the, um,

I think Dean is sort of letting go

of his-his grip on the steering wheel of the Impala a little bit.

He's sort of... he's sort of chilling out a little bit

Right? It's like he's...

He's letting Sam drive?

Crowd: Yeah. Yes...

M: He lets Sam drive!

I'll be insulted if he doesn't let me drive.

Um. Yep.

Cool.

FG: Thank you.

FG: Hi Misha.

M: Hi.

FG: Um... I just wanna...

[laughs nervously]

I'm so nervous right now, I've sorry.

M: Oh don't be nervous.

I only make people feel really bad.

FG: Um, I just wanna say that uh,

I really love the dynamic between Dean and Castiel, and

How the relationship has progressed during the two seasons so far.

M: Uh huh.

FG: And, um...

[laughs nervously]

M: You know that it's funny. It's ironic.

Because Jensen and I, we don't speak to each other anymore.

Um, we're not allowed to be in the same-

per Warner Brother's court order- same room,

without a mediator present... uh, anymore

uh, it's just gotten really really really bitchy, um...

But when we're in character we're fine.

Yes.

FG: And, um, are we going to be seeing any, um,

more, uh. Sam/Castiel interaction this season?

Because, it's... the last time they interacted

it kind of got a little bit... heated.

M: It was a little... It was awkward.

FG: Yeah. It was awkward.

M: Um... Yeah, I think we are.

We, and if... I know we are. Yes.

So, um, I think we were going to mend fences in the future.

Um, and uh, and get along, uh, yeah.

So don't wor- don't loosely go to that

FG: And I have one more question.

M: Okay.

FG: Um, during the same episode where Castiel sat on a whoopee cushion

Did- did Castiel take the whoopee cushion?

And is he going to use it against Dean at some point?

M: Um. He didn't.

It was a mistake, on my part.

Not walk out with that prop.

Because I would have been fodder? for a lot of future work.

That scene was incredibly difficult to shoot.

Because at first, uh, all three of us resisted it.

And we called Eric on the phone. We were like...

it was, this is the only time this has happened.

We resisted the scene, we were like:

'this-the whoopee cushion is stupid', we say,

on the phone to Eric, you know, like, and he was,

you know, trying to, talk us down...

convince us the whoopee cushion was gonna work

and it was going to be okay, and we were like,

it's just not going to work, we each had a turn on the phone with him

to try and convince him to take the whoopee cushion out of the scene

because we just felt like: it's just- it's not... it's not funny Eric

I mean we're here, we're here blocking, we're rehearsing,

it's not funny, it's screwing up the scene

and uh, and then, then when we started shooting the scene...

We couldn't stop laughing.

So it took forever to shoot because first of all

we were being obstinate, annoying actors

and we wouldn't start shooting it.

And then once we did it, we couldn't actually do it

because we were laughing too hard. So...

FG: I was laughing too hard.

M: It was... Yeah, we got our own on that one.

Yep.

FG: Thank you.

M: Thank you.

Hi.

FG: Hi Mr. Collins, how are you?

M: Hi Miss...

FG: I was raised to respect people I don't know.

So I feel awkward calling you by your first name.

M: Thank you, for not... yeah...

Yeah, it's been rude, of all of you, so...

Um...

FG: Um... I was wondering if you

could just tell us a little bit about

M: Or is it Mrs? I'm so sorry.

FG: I'm only 19, I'm too young to be married.

M: Marri- Eh... not where I come from!

Um... Yep.

FG: Sorry, um...

M: I mean once you reach...

FG: Oh.

M: ...sort of, reproductive, uh, maturity,

you're ready to go, right?

Well, it's my personal view, they shouldn't get...

FG: Um, I was wondering if you could tell us a little bit

about your experience interning at the white house?

M: Interning at the White House?

Well...

Um, everyday, at lunch, I would leave the White House,

and steal one of the white house badges, uh, the security badge.

And I made a mobile out of them, at home.

And then I later learned that, uh, each one of them,

if I'd read the fine print on the back of each one.

Carried a, like a minimum one year prison sentence and $100 fine

if I was found in possession of it outside the white house.

Um, so I should give that on the down-low, 'cause I still have some.

Um, it's, it was uh, fascinating. Because I was really excited,

I was going to be a, I had planned to be a senator when I grew up.

Um, and I might still go do that at some point.

At... whatever.

FG: ...said you can do it too.

Reagan.

M: Yeah... exactly. Reagan.

FG: Reagan.

M: Well... I'd get nervous, obviously...

And uh... It was really... unbelievably boring.

And... I sort of had a panic attack when I was there.

I thought: oh my God, I can't do this...

I cannot do this for the rest of my life.

I have to find something else to do,

and that's basically when I started acting.

Um. So this was my fallback plan.

This was my... kind of... emergency stop get measure

until I found something else meaningful to do, and I...

I've been sidetracked ever since.

But um, yeah it was kind of, it was kind of a big deal for me.

Because I was on this track, I was going to go to law school,

and I was going to be a, be a contributing member of society,

and I've given all that up. Um...

It was just... it was really boring.

And people were just like... they were like pa-

Everyone who worked in the white house was like paparazzi.

Was just waiting to get a glimpse of Bill coming out of his office.

The old 'Lingering in the hall'... and... oh I got to..

I got to tie my shoe... you know.

Spend as much time as theyu possibly could sort of being, and

situated in places where they'd be likely to run into him,

and then be like, casual, like, hey, hey there Bill.

But um, that was sort of the... that was the prevailing,

um, mood in the White House.

And it wasn't one of, um, you know, what we're

formatting exciting ideas about how to change... the world.

That wasn't happening.

Um, which is not to say that it's not happening

in the White House now, of course.

Um, or maybe, it was happening, but every time I came by,

everyone was like... ergh... 'here he comes'... 'blow hard'...

Um. So yep.

It was, it was good. 'Cause it was bad.

Thanks.

FG: Awesome, thank you.

Final Part

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 5/7)

2009-12-30T02:13:33Z

M: Hey! I know you!

FG: Do you?

M: Yep.

FG: What's my name?

M: Your name... I know it.

M... something?

FG: T.

M: T...

It's a little heart-breaking for me right now.

No, I actually do know your name.

Its... It'll come to me. Carry on.

FG: So, early on in the season, Dean referenced

a converstion he and Castiel had about personal space.

M: Yes.

FG: How do you think that conversation went?

M: Wait, say it again?

FG: Dean said to Cas: 'We talked about this, personal space?'

M: Oh, if that conversation did, had happened.

And what was the conversation?

FG: Yep, how do you think it went?

M: Well, as you... I mean, as you know have seen.

Castiel does things like show up and sit down on the bed

while he's sl- while Dean's sleeping.

Eventually, um, you got to talk about that.

You know?

FG: So what do you think he said?

M: Um...

I don't... I don't want to give these people

the satisfaction of... Triiish?

[long silence]

Trisa? No.

FG: It's Tracey.

M: Tracey!

FG: I'm flattered you remembered.

M: And I... I...

Terrible, and I think you even have a...

I don't even know how I know this,

but I think you have like a cool, like, uh...

scre... or a... screen identity or something.

Like... M... I can't remember what it is.

But... what do you call those? Uh...

Crowd: Screen-names?

M: Handle! You have a handle like..

Woo...? Something? No?

No? What is it?

FG: Why would you know that?

[crowd laughs]

M: I... I... I think yours is the only one I kno...

...I feel like I know. There's someth...

But what is it?

FG: I'm not telling.

M: Oh you can't...

...that's like giving up your spy name!

Sorry!

No, I don't know why I know,

I don't know why I know it, but I do.

Huh, this is gonna... this is freaking me out.

FG: ...it's strangely embarassing.

M: Is it?

FG: Yes.

M: It's really embarassing...

No no no, I don't remember what it is.

But I have positive feelings about you.

But I don't remember...

FG: I've got the same feeling about you too.

M: But I don't remember what you were...

I know we our picture taken together.

And I know I don't quite remember your name every time.

Which I feel bad about.

Um, and I... this is, start- definitely starting to get awkward. Um...

Anyway...

Wooooo...

Um, I apologise.

How do you feel right now?

FG: Awkward.

M: Same for me, it's like...

sort of a... first date.

FG: Will there be a second one?

M: Well, actually it's not our first date,

'cause we've met before. So this is a second date,

This is an awkward second date.

FG: Will there be a third one?

M: I think we should see each other again.

Yeah.

I suddenly started sweating.

[takes off suit jacket]

[crowd cheers]

So now I'm only wearing two shirts.

I guess blowing kisses is inappropriate at the end of a second date.

I'll wait until the third date.

Um... I don't know why that didn't feel strange.

This...

Question. Yes.

FG: Hi Misha, I'm Blanca..

M: Hi.

FG: ...thanks for being here!

M: Thank you for being here.

FG: Now, if you... you probably know this

but there's been a lot of comedy episodes of Supernatural so far

and maybe you feel this but,

you're also a very perky person in real life...

...and I was wondering...

M: Eh...

Alright. I will hear you out.

FG: ... but, okay, I was wondering, if you could write

a funny comedy episode for Supernatural

What will it be about?

M: Um, that's, that's like that rule that you're breaking again, the...

Um... I'd-I think that there should be a musical.

[crowd cheers]

M: I don't know you...?

I think, I think that would be great... musical...

FG: Oh my God that's awesome.

M: Yep. Um...

So I haven't fleshed out all the details.

But that's the rough sketching of it.

FG: You want a scene in it?

M: Yeah. I do.

Yep.

Thank you. [laughs]

FG: Thank you.

M: Um. Still feel weird, Tracey, about our interaction.

She feels weird too?

I, listen I, if... it's all positive that, uh, and I...

...and I don't know what I'm talking about.

It's like you jogged my memory but my memory isn't very good.

Um, so anyway... third date, we'll do a thrid date.

We'll... iron this out. Um, would you like... uh... milkshakes?

Or are you a vegetarian?

Anything... uh,dietary... concerns?

Um... I do want to rectify this...

it's, and I've been talking about your... handle, like that.

In front of everyone, it's like, I can't imagine having a...

I... the only thing worse would be

having your underwear talked about in front of... people.

R: Ah... Misha? That brings me to my question.

M: Oh.

[looks around]

R: Why are you lying about the pink coloured underwear?

[crowd screams and cheers]

R: ... these people!

That you planted a pair of pumpkin coloured... frequently worn!

Men's bikini briefs in my trailer and some kind of talisman.

And some kind of sign, some kind of... dare we say?

Sacrificial gift?

M: Do you have to call them bikini briefs?

R: I'm sorry!

M: They're a...

R: Banana hammock!

[crowd screams]

M: ..part of this.

Thank you!

R: Ding sling!

M: Um... excuse me... did I?

Did I dispute this?

All I said was they were not threadbare and fluffballed.

I mean really.

You know I don't come up here and tell everybody

that I've gone through your laundry!

R: Well that's 'cause I only folded it up in your trailer!

M: Good point, and also you didn't know I'd done that.

R: No as far as I know it was some other sicko!

M: Okay, he really didn't...

He was like, why is... why are they bring this underwear?

This is, what, it's creepy! Guys! This is creepy!

What, you're trying to save money on the...

on the wardrobe budget?

R: I would like to make security...

M: I'm not this well hung! Who said...

[crowd cheers]

M: [laughs embarassedly]

I don't know...

R: Because when I put them on!

They sagged in weird places!

It didn't matter how many times I felt myself,

turning around and around!

It just didn't look right.

M: Well, um, no but I do...

...I do appreciate you bring it up.

R: Turns out, I had them on backwards.

So it looked like I had...

M: I was worried when you'd figure that one out!

Yeah, I... I had... yep.

Well um... yeah, it is a pleasure working with you!

R: Um, I just thought, okay, I would cop for this:

They weren't threadbare.

M: [looks at crowd] Thank you.

'Cause I usually don't wear underwear.

[crowd cheers and whoops]

M: They're now a permanent fixture in the AV's trailer.

They're...

R: Ha!

M: They're hung up, on the wall... they're signed.

[looks towards Richard] Did I sign them?

R: I don't know! You should!

M: I should have.

R: I smell a charity auction!

M: Yeah.

wow!

R: I mean I literally smell a charity aution.

M: I'd like a charity aution.

R: It says... it says: this underwear smells like Cas.

M: Yeah.

R: See what I did there with the C and the s?

M: In the back.

R: Yeah.

Alright, I'll leave you alone.

Sorry everybody! I just wanted to defend myself.

[crowd cheers]

R: [leaving]

If someone...

I thought I might get down to the evidence in few, uh...

...in a few minutes.

Play your cards right.

Part 6

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 4/7)

2009-12-30T02:10:16Z

FG: Hi Misha, my name's Sam.

M: Hi Sam.

FG: Um, my question for you.

Castiel is always wearing the same old thing.

I was wondering if, you think he'll ever get to wear

something other than the stupid trench coat.

M: There was a draft, of an earlier script this season,

which was like: no! a change! a makeover! change his clothes!

And then they were like... nah, let's scrap that.

So I got my hopes up, I started feeling happy again.

Um, I vaccumed... vac-ed the blinds in my room.

And uh, and then my hopes were dashed to the ground.

And not only is it the same old suit,

it's literally the same. Old. Suit.

Which doesn't get laundered as often as I'd expect it to,

and I think that that's because they're afraid it's going to get too threadbare.

...

Um... well, its worn, it is,

and I'll find things like wadded up, used Kleenexes of mine

when I put them on in the morning, in the pockets.

Um, so its... almost got this homeless vibe to it.

Um, yeah. They, they bought a few of the suits

Um... have to burp... hold on.

No, not on the stage, that's disgusting.

Oh, okay, so, um...

They-they bought a few of the suits...

'cause they thought I was going to be in

for a few of the episodes in the beginning

they bought... they went out,

they bought a couple of suits they had at the store

and then... it was like... uh-oh! We gotta find more!

And they bought this cheap tie.

Which they've now have ... they have made a replica of

'cause it got shot, and stuff

and um, and I think it was like a...

$1500, cheap, Sear's tie.

That they ended up having to... um,

but I think that they're just... yeah

I think that they're waiting for the perfect moment to... to change my clothes.

Yes. God will prove to be the stylist.

Um, yeah, that will be a valuable use of that character. Wouldn't it?

"You know what you'll look fabulous in?" God will say,

in that moving, God-like voice.

Um... something a little more form-fitting I think, for you.

Um, 'Plaits are so out.', he'll say.

Thank you, I-I think we'll move on.

Hi.

FG: Hi Misha, how are you?

M: I'm good, how are you?

FG: Um, pretty good.

M: Great.

FG: Um, we get to ask you questions all the time.

But I was wondering if you were going to ask us fans, one question.

What would it be?

M: [laughs dryly]

That's great.

Um, im-improv, that's considered like a major faux pas.

You're never supposed to say, so what... what would you like to ask me?

or... read this, that's another thing you're not supposed to do,

or here, its a imaginary piece of paper, read it to us.

FG: I'm sorry.

M: So you just broke the rules.

Um... what's it like being a fan?

And are you ever going to change your clothes?

FG: Um... Often?

And...

M: Quite... okay, here.

Alright, I'm glad you asked. Would you...

Um, how-how did you get into being a fan?

What was your first sort of a: 'aha! I'm a fan moment?'

Um, does it happen gradually?

Or is it like, uh... finding... finding christ,

and it's oh golly! 'you're saved'

FG: Um, this show or in general?

M: I think I in gen... I want to know in general.

FG: In general?

M: This show, I know how it happened.

FG: Um, the internet helps.

M: Okay.

FG: A lot.

M: Okay.

So what, you get an email from someone... or something?

FG: Um, I would say you are... you go online,

and Google something, and that, you're interested in.

And then start looking...

M: So that's the first sign...

FG: And then... yes.

M: ...that you're in danger...

FG: And then you get pulled deeper and deeper

until you're showing up to conventions.

M: Okay, so it is gradual.

FG: It is gradual.

M: There's no one moment where you wake up and you say

'aha, I'm a fan'

FG: I don't... I don't think so.

M: Does anyone remember that moment?

Like suddenly realising: 'oh god, I've become one of those things

that I ha- used to hate?'

Yes, you remember it?

Tell me about it.

How- what was, what was the moment?

You-you're averting your eyes

She-she's pretending that she doesn't think I'm talking to her

Clever, I like- yes you with the red thing on your wrist!

You were picked out... …everyone has one!

But I saw hers first!

Shout it out!

FG2: Um, 2:30 in the morning in college.

M: In college.

On a bender, having a panic attack.

FG2: I was studying for biology.

M: Papers were due.

What... needed a distraction, you knew,

ah, this is how I can procrastinate from this point forward.

Okay, procratination tool...

Okay, great, it was lovely talking to you.

FG: Thank you.

FG: Hi Misha

M: And you. Thank you for answering my question.

Hi.

FG: My name's Alisha, and I'm a minion.

M: Oh, wonderful.

FG: Yes, um.

M: You even seem to have certain fatigue-esque guard.

I like the... army greens.

Yes, good.

FG: Um, what I was wondering

is that, obviously with your, uh, twitter account,

and you're very fan friendly, um, what do you think...

M: Is that obvious? Talk to the woman from Australia.

FG: What do you think of the proliferation of fansites,

and specifically, fanfic?

[crowd gasps]

M: Every... every convention someone asks about it,

and every time everyone goes... aaaagh...

That same sound. It's like there's a button.

Make the sound again, can you do it?

Without- without hearing those words?

[makes pushing motion]

[crowd groans and aaaahs]

M: Yeeeah, it was a little forced.

Um...

[sighs and laughs]

Ah, recently the publicist for the CW said

you know, they were talking to somebody and they were like

yeah, we want to interview Misha about fanfic,

and she was like: 'he doesn't really know anything about fanfic...'

and... or slashfic, or whatever it was.

And, and uh, the person was like:

'no, as a matter of fact he does.

'He studys it', and uh, and as if I got piles of books,

I draw the blinds closed, and then I read all of these... books.

I do, I do... I google. Which you know. Um,

So anyway, I have this sort of this, um, curiosity about it.

Like, like um, 'that's... that's interesting'

But I haven't gotten to the intense googling phase yet.

I'll know when the warning signs hit.

Um, or maybe I already have, I'm lying.

Maybe I've read all of your stories.

I post comments.

Some of them are badly written.

You know who you are!

[crowd cheers]

Um, yeah, why don't we just leave that...

...that dirty little secret mystery.

Um, yeah. I don't even... I mean, there seems to be...

There seems to be a lot of mentioning of it.

Which makes me think that there's a large body of it.

Or... or, that what's out there is so intensely offensive that

it causes everyone to talk about it.

Also a possiblity. Hard to isolate the variables.

Um, so... Yeah. I'd love to... um, study this mo-more.

Um, than I already have.

Which may not be at all.

FG: I'll look forward to your report.

M: Okay thank you.

FG: Hello.

M: Hi.

FG: Um, of, out of any movie or tv show, played.

Uh, what character would you most want to play and why?

M: Um, when I wa- I..., um...

you know the uh...

'Little Miss Muffet, sat on a tuffet'

'eating her curds and whey?'

It's a nursery rhyme.

And uh, when I was five, that was

that was sort of my first big role in a play, at school.

I was the spider - 'along came a spider, and sat down beside her?'

'and scared her way...'

I did a... I remember that I did a terrible job.

And I would love to revisit that work.

With the, uh, benefit of, um, experience and age. Uh.

I think I can really nail that, now.

Uh, it wasn't a speaking role, but I still loved it.

So, uh, i'd love to rectify that.

Thank you.

FG: Thank you.

Part 5

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 3/7)

2009-12-30T02:08:10Z

FG: Hi!

M: Hi.

FG: Do you think that Castiel finds God?

And as an actor, do you want him to?

M: Um.

I do.

I think, I think he will.

I have faith in him. I haven't heard he will.

but I think he will.

I mean, uh, I-I have to believe that.

If I don't, uh, then I'd have to believe something else.

Which would be-- would require thinking about second options.

And, I'm very busy, I don't have time for that.

So... yes.

I think and hope he will.

FG: Thank you!

M: Yep, yep

Hi.

FG: Hi! I just wanted to know,

if you enjoyed your time at the convention in Australia.

And if you'd come back for another convention.

M: Uh. I hated it. Um.

And it was more the people, I have to say, then that... Um...

[crowd laughs and awws]

FG: What?!

M: I mean all the negative stereotypes you hear about Australia

it's true, and... um...

FG: [laughs awkwardly]

That's not very nice!

M: I want, I just want to be honest with you. Um.

FG: [huffs] Well, we're very nice people thank you!

M: Um... um...

FG: Why'd you have to say that?

M: Um, yeah, I am actually going back.

FG: Okay. [laughs]

M: Do you know... Do you know that I'm going back?

It was...

FG: No. I...

M: It's not a rhetorical question.

I am going back, in spite of the people.

FG: So what, you saying that you don't like Australians?

What don't you like about Australians? Say it.

Come on, you put it out there! What don't you like?

M: Uh, they. uh, you know...

First of all I cannot keep up with their drinking.

FG: [laughs] Fair enough, good point.

M: I-I'm pretty hungover the whole time I was there.

Um, great aquarium though, I've got to say.

That was... that was awesome,

Uh, so the fish are great.

Um... and... oh.

The other thing that kind of pissed me off?

I'll be honest?

Didn't, didn't... did not see a kangeroo! Anywhere.

I have to say that.

FG: You have to get... ...for that!

M: I thought the roads were going to be littered with kangeroo roadkill!

And ther was, there was none, not even, I didn't see scat, even.

So... It's a myth!

Uh, the whole country's built on lies.

FG: No... no...

M: Um, yeah.

FG: Not true! [awkward laughter]

Enough about my country thank you!

M: I see there's a lot of Australia haters here!

...be my kindred spirits!

FG: Come on, come on...

M: Um, you asked for it.

FG: Did not.

M: So anyway, there you have that.

So, I hope to see you there.

FG: Yeah, hope to see you there.

I don't know if I'm going now, but...

...the whole idea

M: Um... well, you came all the way here.

FG: Well that's true.

M: Yeah, you'll go.

[crowd cheers]

FG: Maybe not.

M: I know you're going.

FG: Maybe if you're nicer to me I might!

You'd better not get used to it now!

M: You can't resist, I know it!

Um, your threats are hollow.

FG: Sorry?

M: Your threats are hollow.

Hollow, there's nothing it.

FG: Okay.

FG: Um, but it was lovely chatting with you.

You're different from the other Australians I met...

FG: oh, thanks.

M: ...you're so much more... endearing.

FG: Thanks. I think.

M: uh, I think we should spend some time together

when I, when I come back to that... loathesome place

FG: Okay, thank you! Thank you.

M: Yeah, great talking to you.

Well that wasn't very nice.

FG: Well on that note, I think...

M: [laughs] Nervous?

He's gotten punchy!

Uh-oh!

FG: Well um...

M: Where are you from?

FG: I'm from North Carolina.

M: Oooooh...

I lived in North Carolina for a while

and I liked it there in North Carolina, in a trailer park.

Oh! Yeah, it's hot!

FG: I was going to say we really enjoyed your addition to the cast,

but after that conversation I don't know if I...

M: Not so much?

FG: Um, but I was going to say I really enjoyed the two episodes

where we go to the past and see you as Jimmy

M: Uh-huh.

FG: Um, and where we see you in the future,

where you're really crazy, and not anything like Jimmy, I think...

M: So you don't so much like the character of Castiel.

Tactfully... presented, by the way.

FG: Actually, I was going to say, which one is your favourite character

and which is your, I guess favourite role to play

and which episode is your favourite, and why?

M: I like the preparing for the orgy, uh, scene, and, uh...

and... uh.. and I like teleporting, which Castiel does.

So I like a little of, a little of both.

And I like family dinners, not to leave Jimmy out.

Um, so I love them all equally, they're all my children.

And... did you just roll your eyes?

That was weird!

FG: I was actually going to ask, uh,

Do you see yourself as an actor, in reality...

M: Am I like the orgy guy? Is that what you're saying?

FG: Yep. Yep.

M: Um, no. I-uh, a few people have hinted at that, and um...

Huh, that's interesting.

I am seeing some parallels now you mention it.

Hm...

Well that too, yeah.

Yeah. No.

I can't talk about that.

FG: Thank you.

M: Thank you.

FG: Hi Misha. Thanks for being with us today.

M: Thank you, for being with us.

FG: Um, my question was, uh, Castiel...

M: And it still is.

Not past tense until you get it out.

Your question will be...

FG: My question will be... if you will ever let me finish.

[crowd oooohs and cheers]

M: Yeah!

We've got a fighter!

FG: Cas has had a lot of changes, in his character...

M: Mm hm

FG: What... How do you see him progressing now that the...

M: Well it's now sort of... like early on,

it was implied he doesn't have genitals, because...

FG: True.

M: Right? But recently it's been insinuated that maybe he does.

Which I think is a positive move in the right direction.

FG: So are you dropping a hint about something that

he's putting something onto Youtube?

M: I'm just saying.

Um, no.

We... haven't shot that scene.

But anyway, if I let you ask your whole question...

which still... Will be?

Your question is being.

FG: I asked it, but apparantly you didn't hear it!

[crowd cheers]

M: Um... How is he changing...?

Something like that?

FG: How would you like the character to progress?

M: Oh, how... how would I like the... to prog...

Okay, um, I would like to...

I would like to see Castiel become more politically conservative.

I feel like... I mean he obviously has a very liberal bend, right?

Um...

FG: Right.

M: But I think that... we aligned him with the right wing,

we'd get a lot more viewers.

I'd like to bring the FOX news viewers...

In-into the-their living rooms on Thursday nights at nine o'clock.

That's my vote.

So, uh, I just, um, want to appeal to that demographic if its possible.

More... more bible thumping, rather of just, um, elliptical biblical refrences.

Um... how's that?

FG: Great thanks.

M: That's weird, that was, yeah, what I was talking about...

There's no rewind button in real life.

Hi.

Part 4

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 2/7)

2009-12-30T02:01:44Z

FG: Hello!

M: Hi.

FG: I want to know, um, what was it that

your involvement with making Loot...

which I really really enjoyed.

M: Oh you saw it.

FG: Oh yeah, in fact I've watched a few hours of it on demand

before you twittered it, and told people to watch it

M: Oh cool.

FG: You know, how did you get involved with that?

'Cause it was a really interesting story.

M: Um, Loot is a documentary that I was an associate producer on.

And, um, my... I got involved because...

My best friend, from Junior High School.

I-and, he's, he's a director.

And um, he... it was his first movie,

and he had a lot of, um, moments of struggling

and leaving me to say:

'no, it's going to work out, '

'it's all going to work out'

'just keep editing'

and, um... so I helped a lot in, uh... I helped

in the editing process, and um,

and I helped with moral support, um

and, uh, yeah...

I think... I like to think that I helped him... survive.

It's kind of an awful process.

'Cause there's no money, it takes years

and with a story like this story

which I'm not going to get into too much

but basically, you couldn't tell if you had a movie or not

until it was all edited together.

'cause it didn't look like one for a long time.

FG: And I guess when it was all done it did.

M: When it was all done it finally did,

but it was kind of a miracle that it all came together,

Because there were versions where it they were like...

um, I fell... I fell asleep...

uh...

Is that good? I don't know,

you know, maybe, maybe that's what you want.

Anyway, yep.

FG: Okay, and I had one other question,

there was something I think you you mentioned in Vancouver about the Muppets

and I want to know who your favourite Muppet was.

M: The... ??? guys

The...

FG2: Ooooh yes.

FG3: Definitely.

FG: Thank you.

M: Thank you.

FG: Hi.

M: Hi.

FG: I was just wondering if you thought that

Castiel was going to lose any more of his powers besides healing.

M: I thought you were talking about virginity.

Which I consider a power.

Um, you know, he's, he-uh...

Being cut off from heaven, he's losing...

he's losing some of his mojo.

Uh, he's a little bit weaker, um,

the... next week's episode you're gonna see that it takes a little...

it takes a lot out of him to do thing like... time travel.

which his favourite is.

Which is kind of a bummer.

FG: Okay.

M: Yeah.

FG: Thank you.

M: Okay.

FG: Hi Misha!

M: Hi!

FG: Hi, I have two questions for you, um...

M: Sorry, only one question.

FG: Um, first, um, I was wondering,

if you were to come up with a theme song for your minion army,

how would it go, and could you sing it for us?

FG2: Yes!

M: Um, it should be like a collabrative, um, song writing process.

Don't you think?

With everybody involved, like everybody...

We each pick a word, and then a note.

Yeah, I think it would be great.

I think it would be a very catchy tune.

I think that our marching song

should be something that is a collaborative effort.

Because, um, because the whole thing's so dictatorial.

It's nice to throw a bone, you know.

And make it look like a collective, uh, effort.

So. Yeah.

FG: Okay, and uh...

Um, also, in the episode where Castiel became human.

What happened to Jimmy? Where did he go?

M: Um, where did he go after?

At the end?

FG: Well... well, if Castiel's human now, then where is Jimmy? Did...

M: That will really...

Well, we actually have addressed this topic

at previous conventions, and a woman asked

a very similar question.

And, she decided that Jimmy was still in Castiel.

Which I then agreed to be the, uh, the official story.

So, he's still in there somewhere,...

FG: Okay.

M: ...screaming to get out.

FG: Alright.

Thank you!

M: Thank you.

FG: Hi.

M: Hi!

FG: Um, I'd like to know why you decided to become an actor

and if you were(n't) an actor,

what would be your second choice for an occupation?

M: If I were an actor?

'What made you think you could be an actor?'

'Hypothetically if you were one...' Um...

FG: If you 'weren't' an actor...

M: That took me down a couple of pavings, I'll tell you.

if I seem insecure from this point forward, you'll all know why

Um, I... um, it was kind of... I was... kind of started acting on a lark

Just to test it out, see, ah, see how it goes

and uh, it just kept going, snowballed I think

um, but I, I've been, I am, and uh

liked to play around with dialects

and characters and stuff for a long time, and uh,

so I um, I just partly, I have no other skill sets

and, uh, I-I worked with what I had. Um,

it's a, basically a story of desperation for me.

Um, and if I couldn't be an actor

FG2: Yoga instructor?

M: Not a yoga instructor... um...

FG3: A yogurt spokesperson!

M: But see it's funny, that kind of,

like being a spokesperson for yoghurt comes along with...

you know, getting a little bit of celeb-

I don't think you could be a spokesperson...

Like a..layman spokesperson?

Or, um, maybe you could.

What was that?

FG: You can...

M: Yeah, get, innovative.

Yeah, I think I probably would have got into architecture or something.

Um, which is kind of boring.

So I'm sorry for having a boring answer to that question.

I'll try to do better next time.

FG: Thank you.

M: Thank you.

FG: Hi!

M: Hi!

FG: So how do you form a 'withstanding crime syndicate'?

No I'm just kidding, actually I was wondering...

Oh, did you want to answer it?

M: No..

FG: Okay, um, I was wondering, and uh... um

what if, the five years after episode

where we saw a completely different take on Castiel.

As an actor, what were you thinking when you went into that,

and also, how much of it was improv? I'm really curious.

M: Um, there was, there was a tiny bit more of improv than usual in that

but it was pretty much, uh, as scripted.

FG: Okay

M: Yeah, like with the orgy stuff and all that?

FG: Yeah.

M: Yeah it did have a very extemporaneous quality,

but it was, that was scripted, um.

That was fun, it was fun to do.

Um, cause we actually, we did the or- I mean I don't know.

[crowd laughs]

M: Um, I kind of insisted on it, it's just that, um,

I'm very method, about...

So um, yeah, yeah, the older woman was a real firecracker. Yep/

So, um, that was great character work for me.

Um, and, and there really are two Jensens, which I didn't know

in that episode, so they switch, uh, episode to episode,

so you'll notice that one of them is a little bit better loo...

uh, than the other.

And you'll notice, uh, every other episode is a little stronger

That's why.

FG: Thank you!

M: Yep.

Part 3

Chicago '09 - Misha Panel Transcript (Part 1/7)

2009-12-30T01:54:50Z

This has actually been sitting on my computer for a few weeks now. XD And now I've finally found the time (and motivation) to actually post it up. Like the J2 panel transcript this was written for subtitling purposes and IS WORD FOR WORD, so it could be a bit tiring to read in some places. But I hope that's okay with you guys. =D This panel is about two thirds the length of the J2 one, but due to the format it's been broken into more parts. XD

Misha's mind seems to be an amzingly weird and wonderful place... and i admit i know nothing about the muppets...

[wild cheering]

M: Hi everybody!

Crowd: Hi! woooo! Hi!

M: I don't know what all that Jensen porn was about

[yoga music plays in background]

FG: [screams] I love you!!!

M: That's awkward.

FG: [screams] Sorry!

M: It's okay.

Ah yeah, I'm posing right now.

Let me, suck in my cheeks.

Um, [clears throat] what do you want to talk about?

FG: You!

You Misha!

M: No, lets talk about something else.

FG2: The underwear!!!

M: I want everyone to watch please.

FG3: ...underwear.

M: Alright, let's just fucking get the underwear over with.

Where is Richard?!

That was supposed to be a private... moment.

Talk about airing someone else's dirty laundry.

Fuck that guy.

They were not threadbare!

Respectably worn!

Okay.

That's it.

FG: Okay, hi.

M: Hi.

FG: Um, can I just say that you're looking very dapper today?

M: Thank you.

Sorry, my phone's ringing, I just got to take this.

FG: No. Oh.

M: No, just kidding.

FG: I appreciate it.

M: Um, think you.

You're looking dapper yourself.

FG: Oh, why thank you.

Anyway, um, what I wanted to ask was...

M: Is that a hippo on your shirt?

FG: It's a rhino.

M: Rhino. Very dapper.

FG: Anyway, um.

M: You can't wait to get this question out.

It's so frustrating!

FG: It's very important...

Um, well, we've been looking on your imdb,

and all I want to say is:

'Stonehenge Apocalypse'

Can you discuss that for us?

M: Isn't it a great working title?

Yeah, 'Stonehenge Apocalypse',

it's got a little bit of everything

it's got stonehenge, and the apocalypse

Um, so, I think, you know

everyone will definitely enjoy the movie

there's a nuclear bomb, uh, earthquakes, volcanoes,

uh, pyramids collapsing, and rising up out of the earth

um, there's a cult, and there are guns

and a fighter jet.

Need I say more?

I think it's going to be a critic's fave.

FG: And, um, can you possibly tell us when we might be able to see that?

M: I think it going to be on the sci-fi channel.

and... I don't know when that's gonna... happen.

FG: Oh, okay.

M: Um, they didn't ask me when I wanted it to be aired, so...

FG: They really should of(have).

M: It's kind of annoying, um, I hope it's not on my birthday.

Um... are-are we good?

FG: I think we're good!

M: Great.

Hi.

Wow, I like your hair, kind of... woo!

I used to have that... I used to do that too with my hair

It's fun, it's called a mohawk.

...and you want one, but wouldn't know what to order,

now you can order a mohawk.

FG: Um, I know this... Jimmy was... that...

Castiel's voice... natural?

Crowd: Microphone! Microphone! Microphone!

M: Ironically, you would be talking about voices...

FG: I am.

M: ...on the earth, because... no one can hear you.

Um, I can tell them what you're asking,

FG2: There we go.

M: she... said... ah, oh...

Okay, a second chance.

FG: Are we on? good! okay!

Um, so I guess my question is,

how do you sort of find the vocal aspect of the character?

when it is quite different from your natural speaking... tone?

was that like, that's what you made,

was it something that you might

have a discussion with the producers? Directors?

M: Um... [clears throat]

as you can hear I-I have a fairly defeat, um, voice

and when I, when I'm on camera I try to

tough it up a little

basically...

and uh, in the first script

I read the first script

and Castiel's, uh, voice is blowing out windows

and people are practically going deaf

when he tries to speak to them

so, I thought well, naturally he's going to have a rough voice

which of course now I regret

because it's two years of, like... rah rah...

but it's fun, I mean it gives me and Jensen this

sort of, uh, we can try to be gruffer and growlier than each other

um, it's -it gives us something to do, and that...

it's fun, and, I can tell that we sort of both drop it down

when we're in scenes together.

It's like: Oh yeah? fucker...

Yeah.

Um, so anyway, its a pissing contest.

Yep.

FG: Thank you.

FG: Hi.

M: Hi.

FG: I just wanted to, um, first of all say I think that

Cas's intro is definitely one of the most

memorable for a recurring character in a series ever.

What I wanted to know is...

Do you think there's been any tv series,

with a recurring character introducing that was cooler

than Cas's intro?

Crowd: Nooooooo!!! No!

M: Um...

FG: Or anything even close?

FG2: Price Check

M: What's that?

FG2: Price Check

M: Yes, Price Check.

Um, I actually do not watch a lot of television

and so my television references and

any joke that I can come with - up with

is just not happening for me here.

Um, I... I mean, what, um...

No.

My mind's blank.

But no, my answer's no, I cannot...

Of course I can answer that.

FG: We don't think there's a cooler one.

M: There isn't a cooler one.

FG: I think I- Do we agree?

M: Thank you.

FG: Hi there.

M: Hi there.

FG: I was just wondering.

What's your favourite flavour of yoghurt?

M: Um. I like, uh...

I like plain yoghurt.

I like yoghurt with maple syrup.

I like yoghurt with raisins in it, um...

I like yoghurt in, oh,

I like yoghurt with dill.

...and cucumbers and tomatos, it's really nice.

Um, and peach yoghurt was a childhood favourite.

Um, why, are you... are you in the yoghurt industry?

FG: No, i was just wondering what to recycle next time

that we see a picture of you deciding to wear yoghurt...

M: Are you- is this a possible sponsorship?

The... face of yoghurt?

FG: Exactly.

M Um, I don't know, um, what you're asking.

FG: Well mostly, what's your favourite flavour

to either eat or wear.

[crowd cheers]

M: Pass.

FG: Hi Misha.

M: Hi.

FG: Hi, um, so, you're a bit of a story-teller.

And I was wondering if you had a personal theory.

On where Gabriel sent Castiel in 'Changing Channels'.

M: Oh, um, to, uh...

...to touched by an... by an angel...?

...yeah, to another television show.

[looks at person offstage]

Um, Touched by an angel？Is that what？

Hell.

[oooohing expression]

No, it was a swap meat.

FG: Is that? Okay. Thank you!

M: Thank you.

Part 2

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 6/6)

2009-12-16T09:54:55Z

FG: Hi guys.

JA: Hi.

FG: Thanks for coming out, seeing all of us.

Um, I imagine after the few years you've been out there

uh, you have a few days off, to at least get around Vancouver

What do you see and recommend - uh, or

what do you recommend to see and do when you're in Vancouver?

What are some of your favourite places?

JA: The aquarium.

JP: Stanley park.

Stanley park and the aquarium.

It's beautiful...

JA: Yeah

JP: The sea's kind of out there

JA: Um, yes.

Drive up to Whistler.

The... just the drive itself, it's a trip.

And of course, Whistler is amazing

Um, you know, Vancouver's a beautiful city. Um.

You know, you've got a downtown, a compact downtown

you've got the ocean, the water all around, you've got,

you know, thousand foot mountains, with ski resorts on top of them,

all within, you know, a half an hour drive,

um, it just depends on what time of year, you know?

If it's summertime, get outside, go, you know, go walk the seawall

and uh, the restaurant, they're amazing, there's ah, um,

one of my, uh, one of my favourite restaurants,

it's a restaurant called Bij's. B-I-J, apostrophee, S.

It's actually like, Indian-fusion food.

Um, and I'm actually not even a big like, a big Indian food kinda-guy,

you know, i don't mind it, but , it's so amazing.

and um, there's just tons and tons of restaurants, I mean,

we kind of like to treat ourselves probably more than we should,

um, to-to nice dinners and stuff, but, Vancouver's got a lot of

good options as far as that goes.

JP: Yeah.

JA: Um...

JP: Otherwise I mean I mean I...

JA: The science-world's kind of cool, um...

JP: Yeah, the Olympic Village now, is getting built, uh,

but yeah, I'd say. Obviously you've got to go to

Stanley Park, the aquarium, the sea-wall...

JA: You know what? Just call Cliff,

and he'll personally drive you around

wherever you want to go.

He's great like that, yeah.

You're welcome.

Yeah.

JP: Alright.

JA: Let's go one more question, and then we're gonna,

we're gonna... roll

FG: Hi guys.

JA: Hi.

FG: Wow, sorry, I-I can't really believe I'm talking to you guys.

This is my first con ever.

JP: Welcome!

JA: It's your first?

Your first convention?

FG: My first ever!

JA: We've got a newbie ladies and gentlemen!

[crowd cheers]

JA: Fresh meat!

FG: I think I can speak probably for the rest of us

that we pretty regularly quote your show. And...

JA: So then let me ask you a very quick question.

What is your most quotable line?

FG: I hope your cherry pie... 'I hope your apple pie's frickin' worth it!'

Or, or... 'driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole.'

Um, so my question to both of you, is, are there any tv shows,

or movies that you guys constantly quote?

JA: There's um...

JP: There's um...

Dumb and Dumber!

JA: ...I mean I think...

[crowd laughs]

JA: Go figure!

JP: Go figure!

JA: I don't know, I mean I think like, most guys I know,

there's almost a... secret language in quoting movies

and, generally...

FG2: Just pick a couple!

JA: ...they're stupid movies. But um...

FG2: I love stupid movies! Just pick a couple!

JP: We do Dumb and Dumber.

JA: Anchorman. I would pick, Anchorman, and, um...

Man: Team America.

JP: Team America.

JA: I don't know, I have an odd one, but... Cable Guy?

Um...

JP: There Will Be Blood.

JA: 'If I said I was an oil man...'

Um, yeah. You know, there'a few...

JP: Devour.

JA: And then of course, my favourite...

[waits for crowd]

Crowd: New Youk Minute!

JP: That was an obvious one.

JA: Alright guys.

JP: Thank you very very much...

['Supernatural Theme Song' (5.08) plays]

[poster signings]

JP: Hey guys, um, I mentioned this way back at breakfast today,

but, um... I wanted um...

My mother's a teacher at San Antonio, Texas

And I spent grew up in High School, um, competing at UIL

Like, ah, Sansford Univerisity, or scholasticly.

Um, when I play in drama events, or litereary events,

and my mother is the sponsor next year,

so she's raising money for the kids so they can

take buses to the events, so they can have, um,

supplies and stuff like that

it's really important to me, so...

one thing you may or may not know about me is that I'm a watch fan

I have the watch from Season 1 of Supernatural, Season 2 of Supernatural,

Season 3 of Supernatural, Season 4, Season 5...

Um, I'm wearing a watch from Season 3 of Supernatural...

Sam Winchester's watch.

But, I'm auctioning it...

So, have you bought one yet?

Got it.

And so... this is the Season 3 Sam Winchester watch.

And I'm going to be autioning it, and all the proceeds are

going to go to my mother's kids,

and all the kids down at the district of San Antonio, so...

JA: Students! Students!

It's not like his mother has a ton of children!

JP: I wouldn't think so.

So um, this was episode... season 3, uh, episode 1,

season 3 to episode 16, it's the...

JA: It smells like him.

JP: It smells like me and...

JA: It smells like crap really.

JP: Wherever it goes to, every dollar and every cent is going to go

to go to, uh, the University... down in San Antonio, Texas

Ah... it's getting auctioned today, so...

Whatever we need to get it going to...

JA: It doesn't even work.

JP: I know, the battery's dead.

'Cause it's...

It's not done...

JA: Make sure you get your bid in on this time piece

that does not tell the time

JP: Yeah.

Well I won't have to.

I guess I'm auctioning it right now.

FG: What's the brand?

JP: I'm, oh sorrry?

JA: It's uh... it's a Nixon.

JP: Uh, Nixon.

JA: It's Nixon brand.

JP: There's no camera, it's just a Nixon,

I think it's called like a... Interruptor or something

Interceptor...

JA: Let's call it a watch!

JP: Let's call it a watch. Yeah.

I... I mean considering it...

JA: But he was, I mean, you've been wearing that for...

JP: Yeah, I've worn it every year.

JA: Every year.

JP: Since every season... after we ruined it,

But we get a new one like...

JA: We get a new one every season so...

JP: Every year I get a new one, so...

So.. 500 bucks.

Oh what did I say?

Can you help? Yeah... No...

Do I hear 600?

I do?

JA: $600, $600...

$650? $650? Do I hear $650?

$700...

$750...

$800...

$850...

What? Somebody's pointing over here?

You raise your hand you're paying the money.

850 bucks? 850 bucks...

$800 going once. $800...

$850? $850..

$900 over here...

$950...

One-one Thousand Dollars!!!

$1200..

$1300...

Fif...

Thirteen? We got $1300 over here...

Fifteen- hundred dollars!

Sixteen? We got it going up to $1600...

$1600

You guys wanna go get a little, like, wrestling match?

Ah, hey hey hey, alright, alright...

Hey easy easy...

$1600...

$1800...?

$2000 dollars, ladies and gentlemen.

$2000, smack-a-roos, for the kids!

It's for the kids

$2100? $2100 over here...

$2200 over there...

$2300? Do I hear $2300?

$2250? $2300! $2300...

$2400? Alright, $2400 over here...

Season 3 Sam Winchester watch, only one of its kind,

for $2400 over here...

$2500? $2500...

$2600... $2600 over here...

Three thousand dollars.

You should get your mum on the phone right now.

$3000...

We going up to $3100? $3100?

JP: Wow. I gotta... I gotta call her.

JA: We going $3200?

We got $3100 over here.

What have we got? $3100...

Thirty-five hundred dollars...

$3500...

$3500 going once.

$3500 going twice.

Sold!

Give the lady a round of applause!

If you please.

That is fantastic.

Congratulations.

Very cool.

I, however, threw my watches away.

So... that's awesome, very cool.

Thank you everybody, for, uh indulging Jared.

And uh, for helping his mother out

Very cool.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

Alright, we'll see you guys in a little bit!

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 5/6)

2009-12-16T09:53:19Z

JA: Hi!

FG: I was just wondering, after you're done with Supernatural,

what are you planning to do? Like do you want to do more movies?

Or TV shows?

JA: He'll be slee- he'll be hibernating, he'll be a couple of years

Um, yeah, just continue to work, you know?

This is my career, and this is what I do, this is...

What I want to continue doing, and,

so, wherever it leads, I don't know.

That's the thing, 'cause it's, you know,

At our kind of, at our level, you know, as far as actors go

We can't necessarily pick and choose,

like, you know, the big A-list stars, so, um

we have, uh, um, kind of be more on the hunt

JP: I'd like to do movies, I'd like to,

Unless I have uh, I keep bringing him up,

Unless I can get like Misha,

I'd like to not do a tv show anymore

'cause it really, I've told this story before,

and... June, I meet my friends, and go like:

'alright guys, I'll see you in April.'

and it's tough, and like you can't, you know

your family's having a tough time in Texas,

and you can't fly in for a couple of nights and,

go, hey guys! just want to, show face, I love you

And your friends are having a tough time,

It's like, uh, well I might see you in two weeks

I'd love to be down there man, but,

or you can come up, you'll see me for like,

three hours a day...

While I sleep! Um

so, um, I'd kind of...

I'd like to calm down a little bit

JA: [pouty face at his unscrewed microphone]

Crowd: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaw...!!!!

JP: He's trying the prank!

He's trying the, he's like, giving me a microphone to talk.

JA: I was curious.

JP: So like, I'd like to do movies but I...

[crowd laughs]

JP: That's all...

[Jared starts unscrewing his own microphone]

JP: Caution, do not attempt to open or turn

Warranty will be voided!

JA: Okay!

Hi!

JP: So thank you! Thank you!

FG: ...I'm 15 years old... I just wanted to... I love you guys...

I'm from Kansas, Wwll ever film in Kansas?

JP: Will we ever film in Kansas?

JA: Will we ever fi-film in Kansas? Um... Probably not.

JP: Unfortunately, probably not.

We'd love to, but obviously it's such a bit part

of the show, our characters are from there.

But I think, with the...

I think it would take a lot of money

for them to get us out there and stuff like that, but

we'll keep trying, we'll keep trying.

Thank you.

FG: Thank you.

JA: Thank you.

JP: Thank you.

JA: Neeext...

[looks to Jared] Oh great, see you scared him off...

JP: I did. My bad.

JA: Hi.

FG: Um... which Disney character do you think the other will be?

JP: Jasmine.

JA: Which Disney characters?

FG: Like Ariel, or Prince Charming? Or...

JA: Um... I would say Grumpy and Dopey.

JP: [laughs]

JA: Yeah.

JP: There's gotta be, there's gotta be a good answer for that?

JA: I've said them, I know those.

Hi.

FG: Hi, my name's Angela.

JA: Hi Angela

JP: Hi Angela

FG: Hi. And... if you, say you guys were both availiable,

and if you had to write each other's profiles for Match.com

FG2: Ooooooh! Nice!

JA: What, I'm just... uh, what?

JP: Let's say that we're both availiable...

FG: if you had to write each other's profiles on Match.com

JA: I was to write his?

Pft.

JP: How do you spell that?

I'd say... uh...

Uh...

JA: This is, this is going to turn ugly.

JP: Texan. Single.

Willing to take anything.

JA: Mine will be...

JP: What have you got?

JA: Three words: Single white female.

[crowd chers]

JA: With long brown hair.

JP: Lots, flowing.

JA: And oddly tall.

JP: And likes to eat.

Haha, thank you.

JA: Hi.

FG: Hi.

JP: Hi.

FG: Um, personality-wise, um, what are some of the similarities

and differencies you see between you and your character?

JA: Um, personality-wise between myself and the character?

Um, well he's... Dean's a lot more, um,

he's a lot more angry than I am, I think, in general,

um, but at the same time, he's, you know, he's more of a goof-ball

so, um, that's more my side of the personality than it the other side,

um, I don't know if that's sort of a generalisation or something

JP: I think, Sam, I probably give myself more credit than I deserve

but I think Sam tries to do the right thing.

Like, you know, he went the wrong way about it last year,

in season four, necessarily, but he always, from day one, he was like:

whoa whoa whoa, let's not shoot first and ask questions later

let's try and to this without killing somebody.

In the beginning of, um, drinking demon blood,

he was doing it, uh, 'cause he had killed somebody,

and he had to sort of, he had to free somebody,

he thought it was the only way to stop the apocalypse.

Um, and I think I can also, um, make some huge mistakes

in doing what I think's going to help,

but, I think he tries to do the right thing.

And I try to try, to... try to do the right thing as well

So...

FG: Thank you.

JP: Thank you.

JA: Thanks.

FG: Hello both of you.

Um, my question is, over the last four and a half years

of your work, as an actor, what do you feel might stand out

as a moment that you were particularly proud of?

JP: Hm...

That's a good question.

There's been those moments...

What've you got?

JA: Um... I mean there's... yeah, there's...

I-I would say this is kind of a...

this isn't a specific moment, but more of ...

Just something I'm proud of,

that's just working with Kim Manners

JP: Yeah, we still do... we still talk about him a lot, obviously,

he lives on forever in his work, and the friends he's made,

but, yeah, I think in the last four and a half years,

from, people like Kim Manners, or Bob Singer or something, um

You just learn to respect the work and to respect the people around you

who work hard, and sort of find joys in the day, um

and Kim would always say, um, 'if I didn't like what I was doing

I wouldn't be doing it. 'cause i see more of you guys than I see

of my wife, my kids, my dogs, my home.

So kind of really try and find happiness in whatever you're doing.

I think, what is it?

The search for happiness is the root of all happiness, you know?

Just trying to, and i know that's kind of, getting off on a tangent,

talking about work, but just, kind of trying to enjoy where you are,

and just, ride the ride. wherever you are.

JA: I would, yeah, also... also kind of touching on a specific moment,

There was a moment that, when Kim and I were, uh, working together,

um, and he was directing, it was uh, 'All Hell Breaks Loose Part II',

And it was when, Sam was lying... dead on the bed, and that scene of

Dean talking to Sam, was... I knew it was going to be really tough,

so I met with Kim about it,

and he said that... he... he was just so good,

through that whole scene, he blocked off-off the set,

so there was, you know,

normally we've got 30 guys staring at us, you know,

grips, and electricians - electrics, and camera guys and sound guys...

JP: And...

Like eating chips and...

JA: Yeah, they're all like, right there,

So Kim cleared all those guys out,

litereally put like a black tarp around the set, and then

just, a camera dark in a corner where I can't even notice it,

and just let me play the scene, by myself, with him.

And I just remember being so proud of the way that that turned out

And I was like, wow, he is such a great director

so, yeah, there's your moment...

JP: [mouths] Thank you.

JA: Hi... my question was, I was going to say,

you guys work for very gruelling hours,

but you've also talked about how Kim had always told you to, how

live within the moment and enjoy it, so I want to know

in the five season you've shot,

and what was the most fun episode to shoot, and why?

JP: Wow.

JA: Chaning channels, was pretty, it was pretty awesome.

I mean it was... you know it was so outside the box

you know, we got to essentially do, you know,

a half a dozen different types of television in one episode

and uh, you know, that's, it's cool,

it was really kind of unique to be able to play Dean in...

a sitcom... or, on a Japanese game show.

I don't know, I mean that's, it's current so it's fresh,

so that's what I was saying, but that was,

that episode was quite, uh, entertaining for us,

I mean we're...

JP: Yeah.

JA: ...playing basketball? And throwing a football?

JP: I know, running around the town...

JA: I mean, when do you ever see Sam and Dean do that? You know?

JP: and making fun of like, CSI Miami and...

it was fun, it was fun to like, kind of poke fun at ourselves

You know what, Changing Channels and the Real Ghostbusters

were two really fun episodes.

It was kind of... it was fun to poke fun and

I get poked fun back at, you knoW?

And uh, with Ernie going: 'to the cemetary...'

you're like: 'man, I do act weird sometimes', like,

and now there's those guys making fun of me. Um.

so, uh... so both episodes were really all kind of

a breath of fresh air.

Thank you

JA: Thank you

FG: hi Jared and Jensen

JA: Hi.

FG: Um, if the angel, myth... arc gets wrapped up,

ended at season five, and there isn't a season six.

Where would you like to see the show go?

JA: I don't... I don't know...

Yeah, Hawaii...

JP: It would be hard, it would be hard to...

JA: Project

JP: To, well, if and when it's wrapped up,

you know, if, some way or another

Lucifer and Michael are going to have to meet,

...it's going to be hard to go, like,

I'm Lucifer and he's Michael, whatever happens happens,

and we both wake up and it's like

I hear something happened in Topeka, Kansas!

I heard there was a big storm in Topedo! Wanna go?

I don't know, maybe that's the magic of it,

maybe, that's what the brothers do, they kind of go back...

over this little... obstacle, ah...

JA: And it's also, ah, we're not writers.

JP: Yeah. Whatever's on the bait

Where would you like to see it go?

Where would you all like to see it go?

Crowd: Movie! Hunting! Hunting!

JP: Hunting? More hunting?

A western.

JA: A western, yeah.

Like 'Back to the Future III'

I think we've got time for...

JP: Thank you!

JA: two more questions?

Two more questions. Sorry guys, I know

Crowd: Aaaw...

JA: Hey, trust me,

I'd sit up here for the rest of time if I could, but

JP: I'd sit up here.

Part 6

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 4/6)

2009-12-16T09:49:22Z

JA: Hi.

FG: Hi Jensen!

JA: Hi.

FG: Hi... and Jared.

JP: [unhappy face]

Uh, I think there's a question over here right?

FG: Sorry, my friend Anya told me to do that, sorry!

JP: It's funny once.

JA: Nicely done.

Feel free to do it as many times as you like.

FG: Um, so my question is, um,

for shows that are already on air right now,

if like, their main actors couldn't go on the next day

what role would you choose in what show?

JA: Of any show that's on television right now?

FG: Right now.

JA: ...I don't watch a lot of television, that's the problem

JP: I know what I'd choose, I'd choose, um...

JA: I know.

JP: ...I'd choose John Winchester, in Supernatural

JA: 'Cause he's not on anymore?

JP: Yeah!

JA: Um...

JP: 'Cause he gets to stay in bed tomorrow, and uh...

JA: [laughs]

Uh. This might be really strange, I-I would choose...

Uh, Mike Rowe - Dirty Jobs.

[crowd cheers]

That guy's awesome!

JP: What's that, uh, Andrew Zimmer? The Crazy foods?

JA: Yeah.

JP: Yeah!

JA: No, you'd be 'Man vs. Food'.

You'd take the ultmate spot.

JP: I'd win, I'd win, yeah.

JA: Like the 90 pound buger.

JP: I'll do it, I'll do it. Free.

JA: He would finish it.

JP: I would finish it.

90 pounds is big.

JA: It's so great, like, you know, whevever we are...

if we were ever eating togther

I'd be like... ah, I'm stuffed

[pushes 'plate' to Jared]

JP [makes grabbing motion]

Take my empty plate...

JA: Just like that.

JP: It's kind of embarassing though,

'cause every now and again, um, I'll get plates

from the rest of the table

JA: Three or four

JP: But not have the opportunity to like,

give my empty plates back yet

so then the waitress over here would walk by

and be like... I'm like... heheheh...

[innocent face] I hungry!

JA: Just taking plates and dumping them on...

JP: Just slop it...

JA: Aaah...

Thanks for the question.

JP: Thank you.

JA: Hi!

FG: Hi! Okay don't laugh, but I wrote it down.

[J2 laughs]

FG2: Oh my God.

[laughs some more]

[and some more]

JP: Stop it... stop...

Her hands are on her hips,

Y'all can't see but she's like this...

[makes strutting motion]

FG: Yeah, thanks for that...

Um...

Anywhoo...

Supernatural...

[J2 starts laughing again]

JP: Okay I'm done.

JA: Alright.

FG: Ready? Ready? Okay.

JA: Yes, yes, we're ready.

FG: Um, Supernatural is one of those, ah, few shows,

where it will kill its actors off who's been

playing the same character, like, Katie and Genevieve

playing, like, Ruby, and what, three people playing...

JP: Me, and Nikki Aycox, and Meg Meyers playing Meg?

FG: ...Alastair the demon, and Chad Everett playing Dean

Yeah. Lots of people!

Anyway so I was wondering if it was difficult

to keep the dynamics between the characters consistent

when there's so many people playing the same character?

And everyone has their own individual style

Yeah, yeah you got it right?

JA: Yeah, yeah.

JP: Yeah, that's not a funny question.

I thought it ws going to be like:

'Who farts louder?'

FG2: That would be you, right?

JP: Um, I think it's, I think that...

We've been blessed to, not including myself, but,

in characters that have been played by multiple people

have, just like talented actors, that take it seriously

who take their craft seriously

Um, from the Megs to the Rubys, to the Alastairs

To the Sams, to the Deans, it's been people that...

And also, you really gotta, um, uh, give the writers some credit

For writing a strong character

'Cause if you just write lines on a page,

and leave it up to the actor to sort of,

make something up, then it won't go too well,

but if you create a really well written character,

then it's kind of easier for an actor or actress

to stay true to it.

But it's fun, but it's been fun

JA: Yeah, I mean it's really been, um

any big differences, I mean I think that's

you know, like you said, that

the character's just written in a certain way, um,

You know any, any talented actor and or actress

can just come in and figure ou: 'okay well,

this is how it was done in the past,

and this is how it's written

this is how I'll continue to do it', and um

I mean the relationships are written out

Everything's kind of spelled out for ya

I mean obviously they bring their own, um, spice to it

and it's great because it gives us something different

to work off of, um, but it's not something that's

totally out of character for that character

you know what I mean?

So um, yep.

JP: So I'll probably just put my coffee aside.

JA: Thank you.

FG: Thank you.

JA: Absolutely.

Hi.

FG: I was just wondering in the show,

what is your favourite type of scene to play?

Like, comedy or the action scene

or just when it's just you?

JP: I like it when it's just me...

Off camera...

JA: So do I.

JP: ...saying off camera

I've sprung a leak.

It's coffee.

JA: You are... you are dripping in sweat.

Is there a, is there like a hand towel or something?

Or maybe get a bucket of ice?

JP: It's kind of hot.

Those lights gets...

JA: Literally, like, a towel and some ice...

Crowd: TAKE IT OFF!!!!

JP: I'm not taking it off!

I'm gonna rest!

JA: There was a...

I'll tell you a funny story real quick.

We were doing a scene just...

We were doing a scene just recently,

And he doesn't just, he sweats,

he sweats profusely, and, during a scene

and the scene's, you know, quite long,

he'll spring a leak at the beginning of the scene

and, even though he's like powdered and stuff

before the scene, ah, you know,

a few lines into it, he's like dripping,

and it's always right here on him

so this one time, it's like...

JP: I don't know what the joke... is...

...what about you seeing my sweat patch?

JA: [points at Jared]

Come on! Man! It's like..

And, so I just grabbed the towel from the make up artist.

And I was just like, just... just let hang on to that

And so, literally, in between our lines,

I'd be like: pause!

Continue!

Like two or three times in a scene!

He's just... a sweaty beast.

JP: Once I start to sweat he kind of goes...

Um, I like my non-sweaty scenes, basically

Just answering that question

I like playing with drama

I don't like playing comedy...

JA: [looks at the tissue box in Jared's shirt]

Really?

JP: ...i get nervous

It's creating air flow.

It's actually working better,

because, it's getting cotton...

Um... drama? I like drama, I like dramatic stuff

I like the stuff between brothers...

that's why i signed up in the first place

JA: Um, I would say I like the comedy stuff.

Um, also, the drama stuff is good, but it's harder

than the other stuff, the action scene...

I'm like, an emotional scene...

Give me an action scene any day of the week

I'd rather be sore, than like, emotionally drained

you know what I mean?

JP: Just have to cry all day...

JA: It's just tough, you know?

Well that's the thing,

Your body doesn't know the difference,

your body thinks that you're really like, hurting, and sobbing.

You know, like, you ever had one of those days,

where you're like, had a really bad week,

a really bad day, and you have to cry, and you're

and at the end of the day, your body's just like,

you're exhausted. That's how you feel.

JP: And there are actually studies, and, not being

Like, there are actually medical studies about people,

they do studies, and they have people hold

uh, a pencil, like this. [pouty face]

and then they have them hold, something else

but they were like, always... anyways,

holding something that made them that made them

whether smile for ten minutes or frown the ten minutes

and they took the... zones or whatever, readings

and people who were smiling for ten minutes,

whether they were happy or sad, just early...

they say that: 'smile! you'll you feel better!'

It's true, it releases... things, to make you happy,

It produces... hormones...

FG: Endorphins!

JP: Endorphins! Exactly!

So vice versa, frowning all day,

the happiest person you know usually isn't the one

going like... [frowny face] it makes you sad, it kind of does

put a damper on you night and day.

So...

JA: ...he just completely destroy your question.

I apologise for that.

JP: Sorry.

JA: Thank you!

FG: Thank you!

JA: Alright.

Hi!

FG: Hi!

JA: What's happening?

Don't mind him.

JP: [sticks chest towards Jensen]

JA: [takes tissue from Jared's box]

Thank you.

JP: Yes?

FG: I was wondering what was the first prank you ever played

on anybody, like a brother, or a best friend,

and why you did it

JP: I rammed my buddy with a car...

What did I do?

I don't know... that's a... type stuff.

Oh!

JA: I actually did...

I actually did the bucket of water above the door

to my brother. I don't think it got him though.

I think it backfired on me.

JP: I did. I did!

Oh I'm teaching people, bad thing...

Sorry parents.

If you go a restraurant,

and they have salt and pepper shakers?

You get a little piece of napkin,

and you put it on the... either the salt or the pepper

and then you put pepper on top of, like, if it's a salt can,

you put pepper on top of the napkin

and you screw the lid back on, and get up all the paper

so that when somebody goes to put pepper on,

they're actually putting salt on.

I used to do that, that's kind of bad!

JA: I would just unscrew 'em.

JP: I do that too!

JA: And then just leave 'em,

So it will just sort of be like...

[poring motion] Oh!

JP: I put pepper in my Dad's Diet coke,

and stuff like that

You do it with ketchup?

FG: ...i learnt it off my best friend

JP: Yeah! That's a good one!

I have to bring that back!

Thanks for reminding me!

We'll be a terror, terrorise the world

Thank you!

Part 5

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 3/6)

2009-12-16T09:44:47Z

FG2: Here we go again.

JP: You left me a message saying like:

'hey Sam, I think I believe in you', or something

But then, when I heard it, it was like: "Saaaaam, you suck"

JA: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, like...

JP: But I wasn't like...

JA: Dean didn't actually leave that message.

JP: But Sam thinks he did...

JA: But does he...

Does he still think that was Dean leaving the message?

Or does he know that it was a doctored message?

JP: I'll have to ask Sam!

Crowd: That's the question!!! That's the question!

JA: Could you ask Sam?

JP: Say the word.

JA: Action!

JP: [Sam face]

[crowd cheers]

JA: Cut!

JP: Yeah, yeah yeah, he thinks so. Yeah.

JP: We should... glad we cleared that up man.

JA: I'm glad we cleared that up, thank you.

'Cause I was... Dean's not here, so I...

JP: Action!

JA: [Dean face]

JP: Cut! Cut cut cut!

JA: Yeah, that. He's good!

JP: Fair enough!

JA: Hi!

FG: Hi! Um, the question's for both of you.

Um, The young actors they've gotten on the show

to play the young Sam and Dean have been... pretty phenomenal.

I was wondering how much did you guys hang out with them

to help them get into Sam and Dean... or...?

JP: I hung out with Colin. I hung out with Colin.

I hung out with young Sam,

he and I worked together a little bit

Especially for that 'After School Special',

about just like, hands through the hair kind of thing,

it for um, reverse shot.

But he's also a great little actor.

And he's become a fan of the show, so he watches,

And he's just picked up on idiosyncracies.

He's like: 'that's me man!

I've gotta pick it up!'

So when he comes to act, he comes to play,

It's fun to do a scene with him,

'Cause I got to be with him in the panic room, um

So, we work on it a little bit... I mean, I think that...

JA: We all did. We all actually all got together...

JP: Yeah it was fun.

JA: ...in my trailer and like, four of us,

We just kind of all talked it out,

and you know, I gave him some of my ideas,

and Jared gave him some of his ideas

And then, you know, and then they kind of watched the show,

They watched a few episodes that Jared and I... you know...

Same with eh, Chad Everett, um...

It was the same thing. Like, he watched..

JP: Dude!

JA: Yeah.

Duuuuuuude!

Uh, he watched me, do a few scenes,

And we had a few sit down talks and stuff, so

It's always tough as, as an actor to come in

and play a role that is established by another actor.

Um. But I think they did a good job. Yeah.

JP: Thank you!

JA: Thank you!

JA: Hi!

FG: Hi Jensen and Jared! Thanks for being with us today!

JP: Why Jensen and Jared? Why not Jared and Jensen?

[crowd laughs]

JP: Not funny.

JA: It just rolls of the tongue better.

FG: Exactly!

FG2: It does.

FG: No, it's just...

JP: No, I'm just kidding, just kidding.

JA: I'm older.

FG: ...and wiser?

JP: I'm closer to you.

So...

JA: Hi. Sorry.

If you'll excuse my friend.

FG: I was wondering about the episode 'The End'.

How was it to get mentally and emotionally

into the very different character that you had to play

Dean, five years in the future, and Sam, as Lucifer

Five years in the future?

JA: Um, I touched on this a bit with the people who were

at the breakfast this morning, but uh, that...

that was a really odd and unusual.. .uh, show for me

'Cause I had to, I had to really think about

What I was going to do on...

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JA: The other side of-of the scene,

and react accordingly to that

without having done it, or seen it.

and then remember what I did over here...

when I go and turn around, and then react accordingly to...

errrrrgh...

um, so it was, it was tough and I, you know what

just as far as the, making a change between the two of them

I just try to think about how, what, you know, what

five years of like, hard apocalyptic war would do to somebody

and it'd just make them, like there was no...

there wasn't really any, any light, or uh, humour

and future Dean was just all, you know, tough, and anger

and, um, it was just hardcore, basically

and uh, I actually got a lot of help

the wardrobe department dressed me a little differently

uh, Serge, our uh, or DP, our like,

director of photography actually lit,

lit the future Dean differently

like more dark, and more shadowy than he lit the present day Dean

So, that just helped the whole,

you know, selling the whole package.

um, yeah.

JP: And I think um, and I think for me,

for Lucifer it was fun because I got to,

I obviously had some time off because it was all Dean-Dean.

So I got to actually go to Los Angeles,

and meet with Eric about what he wanted for Lucifer

I mean I'd alreadly shot with Mark Pelligrino in a scene

and Eric kept on saying like: 'hey, remember,

we're trying to play this...

not opposite to what people would imagine

but, he is an angel, he was an angel.

And so, no one is going to be...

And he's the ultimate salesman

He's not a, you know, no one would sin, if-if sinning was

it was more like,'Do this! It's evil!'

You'd be like: No!

It's be like: 'Hey, it's fine, uh, it's fine, it's fine

come with me, everything's good...'

Like, you want...

He has to be so... convincingly kind, and genuine

and really experience pain, and feelings with these guys

Do I like him?

Who's back there?

I was like... um...

So anyways, we worked on my vacant, kind, and concerned...

[starts chattering to Jensen]

FG: I'll go now...

JP: No no no! Thank you for your question!

It was interesting!

JA: Thank you.

[Jared runs off]

JA: Oh great.

FG: What did he just break?

JA: So, anyway, how's everybody doing today?

Get down to the real question

Go ahead, I'll answer it for him

FG: I was just wondering what you guys' thoughts would be

If Eric Kripke ever came up to you and said

We're going to do: 'Supernatural: the musical'

[Jared walks back]

JP: I say no.

JA: I say yes!

I think that would be hilarious.

Uh...

JP: That would be one way to put it. Yeah.

JA: Yeah! Uh... I don't know if we have any like,

aspiring playwrights or... any...

JP: Send it in!

JA: Get cracking!

Send it in.

JP: Send it in.

JA: Yeah, um, Supernatural...

You know it's funny, we've actually ah...

the crew and us, a few of us have actually

laughed about that idea a few times before, so, yeah.

I don't know, we've done the, um, sitcom version of superantural

the doctor version of Supernatural, the...

JP: ...book version

JA: Yeah, wrapped all into one episode

So why not do a musical version?

JP: Yeah.

JA: Who has...

Is there any, is there other shows that...?

Crowd: Buffy!!! Buffy!

JA: Who is it?

Scrubs just did it right?

JP: Buffy, Buffy, Buffy...

JA: Buffy...

JP: The 70s Show did it?

JA: The 70s...

[starts singing]

Call Joss Whedon? Yeah...

No... 'cause then we'd have to hire Elisa

And then I just...

Just kidding...

FG: Jensen you have to sing!

JA: What was that?

FG: You have to sing!

JA: I'd have to sing, I'd have to sing! Yeah.

But here's the great thing.

Dean can't sing well.

FG: You can!

JA: Yeah, but... I'm not me!

FG: Dean needs to be more like... Jensen!

JA: I didn't get hired to play me,

I got hired to play this... other guy.

Um, where are we? Where are we?

Hi.

JP: Hi.

FG: Hi! Um, I really love Changing Channels and...

But more on the serious note, what was your reaction

to the Trickster actually being the angel Gabriel?

JP: Oh yeah, was he here this weekend? Richard?

Crowd: Yeah!

JP: Cool, right?

Good for you.

JA: Um, I like it just because I like, when past characters,

and past actors come back and reprise a role

and it actually... evolves into something bigger,

and more, yeah, projects the story a bit more,

so, um, you know like with Chuck, the prophet,

And stuff like that, Rob's come back a few times

And it's great to work with him,

um, and now Richard's been able to come back,

he now has, uh, you know, more of a,

just a stronger role in the whole aspect of the show

JP: He's a better actor as well...

JA: yeah, so like for me, like, selfishly,

I like to see the guys come back

and get bigger and better stuff, and

so I was really happy for, for Richard

and just as far as just the story goes, I think that um,

obviously we're just seeing more and more

of that aspect of the show

It's nice to have a familiar face with such a big role

as Gabriel, as opposed to just bring in some other, uh,

you know, some other stranger off the street.

JP: And he does a great job, he's always welcome on the show

and it's also fun, because, um, kind of, being cocky

Sam and Dean haven't really failed against people before,

so you're like, why does this trickster keep on

getting the best of them?

Like, what's he got that they don't? Um,

so it's the need to kinda see the back story in that, um

and that he's an angel, that's why we can't get him

because he's has many many more powers than we do

And there's was this super, this dynamic between him and Misha, too

that they knew each other, and kind of had a past,

and I look forward to seeing, and reading, and hearing

what their past was, and what they do know about each other,

and what we'll find out about Castiel from

his character and vice versa

so, I think it's a great, I think it's a cool twist.

Thanks,

Part 4

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 2/6)

2009-12-16T09:36:57Z

JA: Hi.

FG: Hi!

JP: I guess I answered her question too.

She's like... ha...!

FG: Um, my name's Ashley, hello

JA: Hi Ashley.

JP: I'm Jared.

FG: Um...

JA: It's Jensen.

FG: Um, I was...

How do you feel, about how Kripke has, um

portrayed the apocalypse this season?

JP: Are you going to tell him?

Is this going to get outside of this room?

FG: No! Not at all!

JA: We need the camera's off!

JP: We're totally kidding! Kidding!

JP: Kripke!

Um, I'll take, the first, um, run with that

I-I think it's pretty rad.

I think it's great, I think that, like what I was saying earlier

about Lucifer and Michael

What started as a nice, fun, bunch of ghost stories

and urban legends and myths that we still go through

um, I like that it's become something more

And they kind of, like in 'the Real Degrassi'

[hand motion] we kick it up a notch, like

I don't know if he does that, but... um...

JA: That seems more like Ali G

JP: Yeah, that was like Ali Degrassi... Emerald G...

JA: [facepalm]

JP: Um, I love what he's doing, i don't know, I mean, ah

I can sit there in my shoe box

I haven't talked to y'all guys, since, um

we started airing episode one, of season five

so, what are, are you all, thumbs up? thumbs down? yay? boo?

Yeah, cool.

So yeah, I mean, I'm enjoying it, and if you're all enjoying it

I mean, we're making our show,

but obviously y'all are a gigantic part of it, so...

So, we all of it, wonder what's going on too

I guess we find out right now.

FG: Thank you!

JP: Thank you!

[looks at Jensen]

JA: [shrugs]

I'll just... let him answer that one.

JP: If they don't specify...

JA: Just bear with me.

JP: ...it's me!

JA: I'll just reiterate.

Hey!

JP: I heard a snort!

I heard a snort! \o/ I heard a snort!

Someone snorted!

I intend to find out who.

FB: Um.

JP: She's vanished.

JA: How're you doing buddy?

FB: Hey.

Um, my name's Dominic and um

My question is... for Jared

Crowd: Aw...!

JP: Thank you Dominic!

FB: Um, if you ever met up with Castiel and you had another confrontation

Would you guys fight? Or would guys fight on each other's side?

JP: I think there will always be...

That's a great question, um,

I think there will always be, something in between

Castiel and Sam Winchester

And-and Castiel has learned very un-angel-like...

'Cause he's learned to trust these two humans

And trust their intentions, um

and kind of even consider them as friends

Which is completely uncouth for an angel, unacceptable,

but he's sort of seen us, and he's seen that,

he believes what we're doing

he thinks we're doing it for the right reason

but I did start the apocalypse, whether or not I meant to or not,

but also, he was, if you remember the angels were kind of

hate to acknowledge that I wasn't to start the apocalypse

and they just sort of let it happen.

So I've sort been... um, a tool for the angels

Just like they want Dean now to be a tool for the angels

I didn't know I was being a tool for the angels, but

um, hopefully Castiel and Sam will fight on the same side

but I do have the feeling that we're gonna,

we're gonna come to blows, and probably not get along.

Thanks Dominic.

Cheers man.

JA: Hi.

FG: Hi, um, I have a question about, um

what dreams have you guys not accomplished yet outside your career?

FG2: That's a good question.

JA: What dreams have we not 'yet' accomplished?

FG: Yes.

JA: Oh, pfft, many.

JP: It's tough... dreams...

FG: Biggest one.

JA: Biggest one? Um...

FG: That you'll really love.

JA: [stands up]

Having children.

Crowd: Awwwwwwwwwwwwww....wwwwwww...wwwwwwww...!!!

JP: Me too!

Having... kids!

Yeah, yeah, I mean, famous, but I think...

..dreams should always... be evolving, you know what I mean?

Like I think you should always be dreaming

And if your dream is to have kids, and you have one

Then that's accomplished, just like our career, you know?

There's still a lot of stuff I still want to do

And, for instance, tell the story of Supernatural

Even though I'm accomplishing it right now it's still a dream

It's still something... I'd like to do.

But yeah, I think he and I, he and I are both Texas boys

And family's very important, so, it's for the both of us

I still want to get, um, I still want to clip my nails...

...on a regular basis.

I always tell myself, hygiene

I told someone today to have a shower.

But I need to be better about that nails thing.

JA: And, and flying a plane, too.

FG2: Yeah!

JA: I want to fly a plane, and maybe, maybe BASE jump.

Have you guys seen this, these, these new guys?

They're called, uh, 'Birdmen'?

They've got the, like the neon green suits with the wings?

And they, they BASE jump and they, they like

Literally take off across valleys?

Wow! Sign me up!

That's some cool stuff!

'Course if I had kids I'd never do it.

JP: Well you could throw them off.

JA: Okay! He's not allowed to have any kids!

JP: I was talking about your kids, I was gonna...

[makes throwing motion]

JA: And he's not allowed to babysit, either!

Hi!

FG: Hi

JP: Hello!

FG: Thank you folks so much for joining us today, um

As someone with a 26 year-old child who just moved into his own home.

I can tell you that having children is the best dream of all

JA: Very cool.

FG: So just... go for it!

JA: Very cool.

FG: Anyway my question is, uh, we know that Jared

has given you, Jensen, a lot of very nice gifts over the past few years

um, a watch... and, a camera, and, a gameboy

is what we've heard about!

Can you verify this? Or is this just things we...

JA: Well, well a watch, yes, um

JP: He's also given me a very nice watch.

FG: Oh, okay. Um, what else, whatother gifts have you guys exchanged?

I'm... curious.

[crowd giggles]

JA: It's usally, usally birthday gifts.

JP: Yeah.

JA: Um...

FG: But I mean, like, what birthday gifts? What...?

FG2: Details!

JA: You want like, details.

JP: A nice, lazy, negligee...

JA: A gift certificate to the Sizzler.

JP: He loves Sizzler.

JA: It's one of my...

JP: It's actally really cool, uh, he and I are

ah, both kind of fans of wine

um, sort of studied wine, and...

you know, it's wonderful, it's very great, like very interesting,

not like, woooooo, wine, tha...

It makes you think.

And it kind of makes you appreciate the land it comes from,

and the tradition, and the families that makes it, um.

And there's this cool... thing that's made by Skybar

that will hold wine fresh for 10 days

so instead of opening a bottle and going like

'well i guess I gotta finish it, because otherwise it will go sour'

you can now stick it in, and it has an automatic dispenser.

That was from you, yeah;

JA: It's... it's difficult, because, like,

If you want, you know, here I see a gadget or a gizmo

or something that we want, we just... get it.

And no, like seriously. My parents hate Christmas time

because they're like:

'we don't know what to get you so, here's some socks'

um, and it's, you know, it's not their fault

it's because like, you know, if I, if I want to get something

I just go out and buy it, so...

JP: And you know what, he's like: 'yeah! socks!'

JA: I've got holes in mine!

So, um, yeah, you definitely need to get a little creative when,

Buying something for him and, myself I guess, as well. Yeah.

FG: Thank you guys.

JA: You're welcome.

JP: Thank you.

FB: Hello guys... it's Malcom.

JA: Hey.

FB: The, uh, the eye of the tiger that you guys shot...

...was it planned or anything? Or...

[crowd cheers]

FG: No, it's not.

FG2: Pleeeeease!

JA: Ah, no, totally, totally unplanned, impromptu

He just, he-he decided to hang me out to dry

And see if, see if, ah yeah, see what I did

JP: We have a, the scene that made it to the m... to the movie...

to the TV show was actually where we're supposed to be...

he was supposed to be sitting there,

and i was supposed to come up and interrupt him.

But, our director was Phil Sgriccia,

he was one of our, um, producers.

And he's a goof, he loves to-

Most of the stuff on the gag reel comes from his episodes

He loves to laugh, um, and have a good time.

He puts together the gag reels. And so, when he was cueing me,

I was just like: I'm not gonna walk in,

I'm gonna see what he does.

So you can actually hear us on the background,

'Cause that was when Jensen finally figured out that

I wasn't going to take my cue

So, um...

He went to town.

JA: Yeah, it was not rehearsed. Not... I mean, if you know,

If you look at it, you can tell like I'm missing some of the lyrics

Like I'm...

JP: It wasn't rehearsed...

JA: ...I'm stumbling my way through a few of the lines.

But, uh, you know...

JP: It wasn't rehearsed on set.

He's probably been singing that since he was 8 years old...

That was obviously very choreographed, just never on set.

JA: Yeah, that's my mild-3 song on the treadmill.

JP: I need it! [determined face + running motions]

How do you do the leg thing while running?

JA: It's difficult.

Takes practice.

JP: Years of practice.

JA: Thanks man.

FB: Thanks

JA: Hi

FG: Hi guys, um,

I just wanted to ask, um, if you enjoyed your time in Sydney,

and if you'd come back for another convention,

'cause I missed you guys in Sydney.

JA: Oh!

JP: Ooooh!

JA: Well, then I'm glad to see you here!

FG: Yep. Thanks!

JA: Um, we did, we did.

We've both been there a few times.

On a number of occasions of...

JP: Are there more Aussies in here?

FG: Yeeeeees!

JP: Hi!

JA: Um, you know, it's a beautiful city, it's awesome.

I would definitely uh, definitely go back there.

JP: I love, yeah, we love Sydney...

FG: Thank you guys...

JP: ...Australia, yeah.

Welcome here States-side!

FG: Sorry?

JP: Welcome States-side!

FG: Thank you!

JP: Did you come in for this? Or were you here...

FG: I came here for this.

JP: Wow

JA: Oh, wow.

JP: How long was that trip?

FG: I came here to see you guys!

JA: That was quite the trip.

JP: Next time we'll have to make it down to you.

FG: Yes. Definitely come back!

JP: Thank you! We hope to.

JA: Very cool.

FG: Thank you!

JA: Thank you! Have a safe trip home!

FG: I will, thank you! Bye!

JA: Alright.

Hi.

FG: Hello! Um, I'd like to know if you think that the

phone message line from Lucifer Rising will ever be cleared up?

And would you like to see it touched on.

JP: Yes.

JA: Huh?

JP: You all know what she's talking about?

Crowd: Yeeeeees!

JA: No! I don't. I don't.

JP: What message are you talking about?

FG: The message that was left on Sam's, uh voicemail, that was,

they changed it, that was from Dean?

FG2: The Dean one!

FG: The big one that says:

"You're a monster and I left you."

JA: Oh, oh... right.

FG: They never touched on that so far in season 5, after that.

JP: That's right.

JA: Um... because it wasn't... it...

JP: No, Zachariah, doctored it... your voicem...

JA: ...it wasn't real.

FG: Yeah it was, but we won't know if they...

JP: It was real to me, I heard it.

FG: ...if you guys... Dean and Sam... are going to discuss it?

JA: If we have discussed this,

if Sam and Dean are going to discuss this?

No, because it was in his head.

FG2: What? No!

JP: No, it was changed, he changed the voicemail

to one that is your voice...

So I actually heard...

JA: What?

[crowd laughs]

FG2: Here we go again. Part 3

Chicago '09 - J2 Panel Transcript (Part 1/6)

2009-12-16T09:26:42Z

This is the first part of the transcript of the J2 panel from the 2009 Chicago convention. Which I originally wrote up to help with the translation process of the Chinese subtitle group Evil Union - EU. =D

Now that the subtitling process for this part is completed, I've decided to upload this up here to share with everyone. =) I've tried my best to make them as accurate as possible, but I'm pretty sure there are still some mistakes from parts I've misheard, mostly due to the background noise and the uncooporative mumbling of two really hot actors. = = So please feel free to comment with any corrections that are needed. I'll be happy to improve the quality of this transcript. XD These transcripts took me over 10hrs to type up, so I hope you enjoy.

The Misha panel transcipt will also be coming soon.

[Supernatural theme song (5.08) plays]

JP: Is this Growing Pains?

Is this... Golden Girls?

S: 'as long as we keep moving forward'

JP: 'nothing we can't do...'

S: 'together we'll face the day'

JA: [makes dancing motion]

[crowd cheers]

JP: [ecstatic torso dancing]

I think I got it...

JP: You all like that show?

Would you all watch?

We just found out Season 6 is actually going to be that show

it's going to be...

FG: alright

JA: We're going to have to get that tandem bike again

JP: good thing i kept it

good thing it was mine in the first place

JP: Welcome guys, those of you we didn't have breakfast with

And haven't seen yet in the picture line

Hello, hello!

JA: Afternoon in the back!

[crowd cheers]

JP: Yeah, good afternoon

Standing there... Hiiiiii!

Welcome back, who's new? Who's first timer?

[crowd cheers]

JP: Wow, has it been...

JA: Really? First timers?

JP: Yeah. We see so many familiar faces

JA: Nice.

JP: that we're so happy to see people come after uh

after four and half seasons

and kind of meet new friends

JA: Yeah, where you guys been?

JP: I was thinking...

JA: This ain't the first one you know?

Good to have you guys.

JP: Where's the giant faces?）

Do we have our giant faces?

JA: I just saw your ugly face on the wall over there.

JP: Yeah. That's 'cause your ugly face is over here on this wall.

JA: Aah...

Real handsome huh...

JP: So no one has to look.

FG: I've got one!

JA: Yeah?

JA: Nice.

JA: I have one, I sleep with it.

And I listen to that song actually

That's my like white noise, that you're supposed to go to bed to

I don't actually... do that.

JP: Yeah which?

[Fangirl asks question]

JP: Um...

JA: Der...

JA: Um...

JP: Der... Jim Beaver!

JA: Alright, let's start with...

We've probably got lots of questions and uh

JP: Yeah! Yeah yeah yeah!

JA: we're... this time we're just gonna... we're...

he and I are just gonna hang up here together

instead of doing the single-singles, and...

[crowd cheers]

JA: Don't feel bad if you want to ask me, you know

Just me a question, it's fine.

JP: Don't feel bad when you don't want to

ask just him a question.

Guys, let me do you, let me ask you a huge favour right now.

If no... uh...

Just pretend to like, want to hear what he has to say.

Mean luck to me.

'cause I have to got work with him tomorrow.

So he cries, and he gets sad and...

Aw... so yeah

JA: He, he really gets me, he-he really does

Um... alright. Dealer's choice

How about over here?

FG: Um... my question is for Jensen

JP: Thank you! Thank you!

[crowd cheers]

[Jared runs off]

JA: See how it works? You see how that works?!

FG: You told me to pretend to hear what he had to say!

JP: No no, I-I really just messed that (the light) up didn't I?

Ask him a question I'll be minding my own business

[starts fixing light]

JA: Jared's my new lighting guy, that's why it looks so bad.

Okay.

FG: I was just wondering how you liked your character, uh, in Ten Inch Hero.

JA: How did I like him?

FG: Yes

JA: Uh, I thought he was an asshole, really

No, I'm just kidding.

Um, yeah, I, you know what it was fun 'cause it was something different

Um, and it was, you know, comedy, which I like to do comedy

I don't get to do it, I guess that,

Dean gets do something every now and again

Um, but uh, yeah, I like to do stuff that's different, so

What was that?

JP: I liked his hairdo

JA: Don't.

You know they actually wanted to give me extensions for that hairdo

They wanted to like, you know, give me a giant mowhawk.

And my hair grows so fast, I actually get a haircut once a week.

And um, so I just was like, 'hey guys, by the time we're ready to shoot

it will be long enough for you guys to just, do what you want'

So, that's how it worked out.

FG: Did you feel that part change yourself a lot? Or a bit more...

JA: You know what? Like I feel that every role I do

there's a little bit of myself...

JP: ['nods off']

[crowd starts laughing]

JA: Thank you, that's, I appreciate that question

JP: I do to, thank you for taht

JA: Let's get another question for me.

FG: Hi guys.

JA: Hi.

JP: Hi.

FG: Um, my question is for both of you.

JP: Fair enough, its better than the last one.

JA: I guess.

FG: When you guys first found out that you were the vessels

for Lucifer and Michael, what went through your minds?

JP: You found out Michael before I found out Lucifer.

'Cause you found out this, episode one... right?

Do you all know? When'd he find out?

FG2: One

JA: Yeah, well I found out episode one this year.

JP: Yeah.

JA: Yeah, 'cause, 'cause it's like, alright

Um, you know, it...

Cool?!

JP: I was really excited... I thought like...

Really cool!

JA: Um, no, it-it for me I-I was actually excited about it because

You know, for the first three or four seasons almost, it's like

It's always been... the mythology's always centered around Sam,

the character of Sam. That, he, you know,

He's the chosen one, and, he's the other demon God...

JP: He's like Neo, he's like Luke Skywalker...

JA: I wouldn't go that far.

Um, but it, you know, and then...

JP: Whoa.

JA: Dean was kind of, like, trying to find his

you know, basically keep his brother out of harm's way.

And was um, not directly involved in

all of the mythology that was going on,

so now that he is directly involved, it just

I mean, I, not that he needed it,

but I think it validates Dean's invlovement

a little bit more.

Um.

JP: Dean didn't need his involvement validated.

JA: Well I'm serious, you know! It's like that... you know

The Luke skywalker, Han Solo thing, like

JP: But, but it... the great thing is

JA: Like, Han is sort of just hanging out...

Being Awesome.

JP: Well, he was hanging out.

[crowd cheers]

JP: What did I do?

Well, obviously the show's always been about Sam 'and' Dean

But I see what you mean about...

Because usually it was, like we, uh

For those of you who study mythology and archetypes and stuff like that

My mother's a teacher so I kind of grew up, with like,

It's the 'reluctant hero', or Luke Skywalker,

or-or um Neo, in the Matrix, that kind of thing.

But um, obviously Supernatural has always had a great balance

Between Sam episodes, Dean episodes, Sam story, Dean story

But they get kicked up a notch for both of us

I loved it, I love, um, I had a great time sort of playing, evil sam

I know sometimes that y'all say: evil sam or good sam?

What did you like better?

I like evil Sam better.

But it was cool, yeah.

[crowd cheers]

JP: Wooo...

Woooooo! \o/

Um, so it was fun.

But it was also interesting to play

Um, for me to take a step further

And talk about actually being able to play Lucifer

'cause you haven't had a chance to play Michael yet

So to play Lucifer, it was interesting

Because, um, you always hear the devil, you know

The devil is-is um, it's like a vice

It's like um... greed, uh, the devil's not going to be the guy who like

[taps fingers together] 'hmhmhmhm... come to my side!'

He's going to be the guy with the biggest smile.

JA: Now see, I would have done that.

JP: Do that as Michael

[taps fingers together] 'Hmhmhmhm... Lucifer...'

JA: No I'm just gonna totally rip off John Travolta.

JP: Haha... wait, Battlefield Earth?

JA: Yeah.

Yeah, no. Not Battlefield Earth.

[facepalms]

JP: Takes whatever...

So I loved it.

I thought it was a great way to kick up the story, um

Granted, if you'd had told me during the Pilot, or during 'Wendigo'

Um, oh yeah! you're going to be Lucifer in like, four and a half years.

I'd be like... what? Bull!

But, they keep us guessing.

FG: Thank you!

JA: Thanks

JP: Thank you

FG: Hey guys!

JA: Hey!

FG: Hey!

Um, I know we don't want it to.

But with the possibility of the series coming to an end.

How are you going to feel saying goodbye to all this,

and the cast and the crew?

JA: Well, this doesn't have to stop.

[crowd cheers]

JA: Um...

JP: This only stops when y'all want it to stop.

JA: Yeah, that's totally up to you guys so

Crowd: Never! Never!

JA: I mean, yeah, it will absolutely be, you know

Heartbreaking and-and emotional to...

I mean, this has been a family for five years now

So, um, granted I can't seem to get a job outside of Vancouver

So I'm sure I'll probably work with them... the next year anyway.

Um no, But yeah, it-it's,

like anything thats, that you go through with for a long time

I mean it will be sad to go, see it go

But, all go things must come to an end I guess right.

JP: Because the show will end. We worry about it.

Whether that happens in episode 30, or episode 5

It will end, it will be time to say goodbye

But its also, it will be a good positive.

I think it will be nice to see Supernatural as a whole

like, right now we're all part of

we're all part of this growing beast that is Supernatural

And you'll all ask questions that kind of, makes us think

and we'll talk about it during the week

Like oh yeah, that is an interesting thing to sort of think about

And maybe add to the character

And then we, kind of are asking our own questions back

And you all kind of give us insight into the show that we film

So it's a really cool, kind of, relationship to have with you guys

'Cause you know so much about the show and the characters, um

but ultimately, it will, ultimately it will all end,

and it will be sort of nice to talk about it

You know, to put it behind us,

but also then to be able to have it to talk about.

I suppose right now it's kind of a growing beast, so...

JA: So basically, ask us when it happens.

JP: Yeah.

FG: Well, well...

JA: And we'll sit here drivelling and snivelling...

FG: We'll take you guys for as long as you guys want to stick around.

JA: What was that?

FG: We'll take you guys for as long as you want to stick around.

JA: Well thank you

JP: Thank you

FG: Hi!

JP: Hey!

FG: Um, I'm studying theater and film in college

And I was wondering what kind of advice you have

For aspiring actors and actresses out here?

JP: [looks at Jensen] Well you're an aspiring actress.

All I can answer is the aspiring actor part...

JA: [falsetto] It's so hard.

Um... I've got so many wrong answers right now.

That uh, you know, it's, um, it's a really tough industry

It's a tough industry for the aspiring actors

It's a tough industry for estabilished actors

Um, you know, I would just say that

If your heart's really in it, that's really something you want to do

Then just keep studying, and learn as much as you can about it

Um, get in front of as many people as you can

Um, you know, it's a game of numbers, it really is

The more times you roll the dice,

the better chances you have of hitting something

So just keep after it, it's what I would say.

JP: Yeah, and keep your, keep your craft, first and foremost

You know, it's not about, um, the money you make

It's not what magazines you're on the cover of

Or how well your movies do, or something like that

it's just about, kind of, becoming the best actress of actor you can be

um, and always, always try to learn.

William H. Macy has a great quote, um,

It's for episode acting

Um, "show up on frigging time, know your frigging lines,

hit your frigging mark, and hang your friggin wardrobe."

And it's just kind of the idea that it's not about, like

"hey! negotiate for this!" or "hey! like, do this many movies."

it's like: hey, enjoy your craft, enjoy the process.

And then, whether you're making 100 million dollars

and you're Will Smith and you're everywhere in the world

Or whether you're doing, um, local plays or something

You're still an actress.

Being on a TV show doesn't make you an actor.

Um. Loving the craft, and acting, makes you an actor.

JA: As you can see with most television these days

JP: [puts up hand]

JA: Being on television doesn't necessarily make you an actor

FG: Right, right yeah

JP: Thank you guys a lot, thanks

FG: Hi!

JA: Hi!

FG: Um, uh, I just had a question, um,

Let's say the world ended, was starting to end tomorrow

the apocalypse came

What do you think you, as Jared and Jensen

What would your role be?

Would you still be... would you be evil Jared? Or would...

JP: I would... I would turtle

You know a turtle, it would just like kind of roll up.

[rolls up]

Until, until the loud noises stop.

JA: I would then channel John Travolta, Battlefield Earth.

JP: I'd play Travolta - Grease...

FG: So you'd just answer...

JA: Um, what would, what would actually like, he and I do?

FG: ...try and, you know, save people from the apocalypse as Jensen or...?

[crowd laughs]

Host: Next question please, next question.

JP: No no no... I...

JA: No-no, I, I think,,,

I-I'd probably go more like, Olivia Newton-John in Grease

Um, no, you know, I don't know,

I, if the world's coming to an end

What're you gonna do? You know?

JP: Try, try and be ready for its end, I guess, yeah.

I-I think the hero is when you're there for your friends and family.

JA: I'd blow stuff up.

FG: Thank you...!

JP: Firecrackers. Thanks!

JA: What are you going to do? Arrest me?

The world's coming to an end!

JP: I wouldn't, no-no...

JA: Boom!

JP: I'll let it slide.

Part 2

First Entry

2009-08-18T06:57:34Z

I've been lurking around livejournal.com for months now, reading fanfic, ogling at fanart, and just marvelling at the wonders of fandom.

I thought now's a good time for me to surface.

So this will be a journal focused on fanfiction and fandom. =)

Just thought I'd say hi.

Hello.

^_^

Note. I have a terrible tendency to go around collecting every dp I like, and usually end up with no idea where I got them from, so if you see me with a dp that you made, own, or you know where it came from, give me a shout and credit will go where it's due. =D