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Fanvid: Just Give Me A Reason
ilovescarves89
September 2nd, 2013
Media: Video
Song: Just Give Me A Reason by P!nk ft. Nate Ruess
Artist: Luca
Pairings: Kurt/Blaine
Spoilers: Up to 4.22. Contains clips from episodes spanning 2.06 to 4.22.
A/N: Yeah, I know it's been done before, sue me. In my defence I came up with the song on my own and I resisted for months when I realised that it was already kind of a thing in fandom. It. Just. Would. Not. Leave. My. Head. So I spent a weekend and change on this and here we are. Enjoy.

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MASTERPOST: Beautifully Wrong
ilovescarves89
June 30th, 2013

Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: Luca (ilovescarves89)
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, Rachel, Finn, various other ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22. Canon up to 3.05, largely canon compliant beyond that (but obviously AU)
Warnings: Angst, transphobia, homophobia, dysphoria, sex, mentions of violence.
Word count: ~165.000
Beta: lunarocks14

Summary: Blaine is FtM – female to male transgender – and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

Links: FanFiction.net // Tumblr // Scarves&Coffee // LJ (below) // PDF (edited, slightly different version from posted)

Prologue ~1400

1. Today all day I had the feeling (When he's talking) ~11.000 words
Part one
Part two

2. Less than perfect ~6600 words
Part one

3. When it has to do with my life (A certain kind of sadness) ~9000 words
Part one

4. Look I'm still around (I'm trying hard to take it back) ~11.500 words
Part one
Part two
Part three
Part four

5. Hold me tight and kiss me slow (My head gets so confused) ~14.000 words
Part one
Part two
Part three
Part four

6. The greatest gift of all (Out in the storm ~21.000 words
Part one
Part two
Part three
Part four

7. You're stuck in the middle (Now it's us, now it's we) ~26.000
Part one
Part two
Part three
Part four

8. Huggin' and a kissin', dancin' and a lovin' (Now it's much too late for me) ~15.500
Part one
Part two
Part three

9. Losing my mind, losing control ~10.000
Part one
Part two

10. All that you are and everything that you do ~13.000
Part one
Part two

11. A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood ~7600

12. They start coming and I start rising ~4800

13. I win, thrive, soar ~5700

14. That much stronger ~9500

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (14/14) cont.
ilovescarves89
June 20th, 2013
Current Music:
Leonard Cohen - Tower of Song | Powered by Last.fm
Continued from this post.

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (14/14)
ilovescarves89
June 20th, 2013
Current Music:
Mads Langer - Helpless | Powered by Last.fm
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: Luca
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia. The words "The end" :p
Word count (this part): 9500

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: So here we are. Final chapter. I'm not sure what say here except a giant "THANK YOU" too all of you who have made writing and posting this story such a wonderful experience. Please accept a giant cyber-hug. :) Lyrics are from Fighter.
[Long-ass A/N about PDFs and sequels.]Also: I will be posting a re-edited and re-organized pdf-version of the fic. Most notably there are now 31 chapters instead of 14 (so no more "pt. 1" etc.) but I've also fixed a few typos and words/phrases that bothered me. If you're interested you can head on over to the BW masterpost on Tumblr (edit: or the LJ masterpost) where there's a link.
Finally: A number of you have expressed interest in seeing more from this universe, so here's a small update on that. Basically I haven't decided anything 100% but I feel like I will probably write more in this universe at some point. The most likely thing is that I'll write a series of one-shots (I'll be applying to schools for next fall and I really do need to focus on some of my original stories, so just can't commit to doing a full sequel). They would be a mix of pre- and post-BW (and during?), exploring various issues/characters/other. I already have a few ideas lined up, but if you have anything specific you would like me to explore, feel free to message me; I can't promise I'll do anything with it, but I'd love to hear your thoughts. :)

Also available on: FanFiction.net // Scarves&Coffee // Tumblr //

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (13/14) cont.
ilovescarves89
June 2nd, 2013
"Post too large". Again? Seriously, LJ, I am so done with you. Chapter continued from this post.

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (13/14)
ilovescarves89
June 2nd, 2013
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: Luca
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia. And Sebastian. Because I know some of you can't stand him.
Word count (this part): 5700

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: Lyrics again from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Betas for this are littlecheerioblaine and klainosaurusveit.

Also available on: FanFiction.net // Scarves&Coffee // Tumblr //

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (12/14)
ilovescarves89
May 26th, 2013
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: Luca
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia, homophobia, bullying, violence and a moment that is (borderline?) sexual assault-y in nature. Yeah, JT is a pleasant guy.
Word count (this part): 4800

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: Phew, this grew much longer than planned, so I've added a chapter (meaning two more after this), and the next one should be up no later than next weekend. Lyrics are from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Shoutout to littlecheerioblaine and bubblebuttchris for stepping in as betas while my usual tiredofstayingincontrol is out of town.

Also available on: FanFiction.net // Scarves&Coffee // Tumblr //

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (11/14) cont.
ilovescarves89
May 7th, 2013
Current Music:
The Killers - Show You How | Powered by Last.fm
LJ continues to be evil so here we are again. Continued from here.

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (11/14)
ilovescarves89
May 7th, 2013
Current Music:
Andrew Paul Woodworth - Starting To Turn | Powered by Last.fm
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: Luca
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia, homophobia
Word count (this part): 7600

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: So here is the promised return to McKinley. Lyrics are from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Unsurprisingly this one has transphobia as well as general angstiness.

Also available on: FanFiction.net // Scarves&Coffee // Tumblr //

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Fic: Beautifully Wrong (10B/14) cont.
ilovescarves89
April 21st, 2013
Current Music:
The Civil Wars - I Want You Back | Powered by Last.fm

LJ was being evil (since when is 5800 words too long?), so I had to finish this in a second post. First post here.

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