Idia Angel ♡
”...What? You can look at me like that all you want, but small talk is so isanely difficult for me; I just cant do it..."
(this carrd is a wip and will probably never be finished. Expect changes ig idk)
About Me
My name is Marshal .. My pronouns are mainly she/her, but I dont really care what pronouns you decide to use with meI'm (usually) a quiet person, especially at places like docks, etc. I mostly try to keep to myself, as i'm not too good with interacting with other peopleI'm very open about my interests, and I'm open to listening to other people talk about theirs as well. It makes me happy whenever I'm able to talk about my favorite characters.I am a Rodimus Prime kinnie. When I say kinnie, I am referring to the toned-down definition of kin that people often don't take into consideration. Not as extreme as a fiction-kin, but more casual. To clarify, I am not a fiction kin.I like drawing and stuff, but art-block sucks, so I barely finish anything that I start.idk how people are able to talk about themselves so effortlessly, i dont know what else to add here
BYI
My responses are slow. No—i'm not ignoring you, I'm just too nervous to respond back. I struggle with talking to people and staying consistent in conversations.I'm always free to c+h, even if I don't have it in my name.I can come off as rude, even when I don't mean to. I struggle with controlling my tone online when talking to people, and more often than not it may seem like I'm being condescending or sarcastic. I'm not—I just don't put a lot of energy into what I say.......depending on who I'm talking to. I'm more energetic around friends, but quieter and more careful around people I dont know.Please don't use tonetags around me. I'm able to tell when you're joking and when you're not. The only one I have an exception for is /LH (light hearted), because I take insults personally.If you want to interact with me, please don't come up to me and talk like we've already been friends for years. It makes me uncomfortable when someone I don't know tries to start a conversation with me while being overly energetic and talkative—it overwhelms me quickly. I'm fine with just a few kind words. I do get more energetic when talking about something I'm interested in though, so I make an exception for that.
Fandoms and Interests
MAIN FANDOMS
Transformers, Twisted Wonderland, Pokemon, Cookierun, Law of Talos, Bungo Stray Dogs, FNaF, Castlevania, Heaven Official's blessing, Seraph of the end, The Summer Hikaru died + (more I dont remember)FAVORITE CHARACTERS
Rodimus Prime, Starscream, Drift, Idia Shroud, Lilia Vanrouge, Malleus Draconia, N Harmonia, Giratina, Wind Archer Cookie, Dark Cacao Cookie, Longan Dragon Cookie, Karl, Sigma, Lolbit, Helpy, Lefty, Alucard, Mikaela Hyakuya, Sebastian Solace, TomoeKINS/COMFORT CHARACTERS/WHATEVER
Rodimus Prime, Idia Shroud, Malleus Draconia, Mikaela Hyakuya
Fun Facts you don't really care about but should read anyway
1. My name, Marshal, is actually a name I took from a character named Marshal (from Animal Crossing). This was back in 2020 when Animal Crossing New Horizons just came out, and since we were in quarantine everyone wanted to play it so that they could interact with their friends2. Did you know that there are about 20 different ecotypes and 3 subspecies of Orcas? Did you know I really like Orcas? Now you do.3. My favorite song is Disease by Lady Gaga4. My favorite show is Sweet Tooth on Netflix5. My favorite movie is the Bumblebee Movie :) (transformers)6. My favorite youtubers are Caseoh, Coryxkenshin, Flamingo, Blueryai, and Wackawackamunv2
About Rodimus
If you're not interested in listening to me rant about my comfort character, then do not read further. This is mainly just an info-dump for myself.
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RODIMUS PRIME
Rodimus—previously Hot-rod—is a newely selected prime who was chosen by Optimus Prime to bear the matrix of leadership before his death. In what I consider current time, Rodimus is the captain of the Lost Light; a ship gifted to him by one of his closest friends, Drift. He has only one main goal; to find the Knights of Cybertron to help restore Cybertron itself. After gathering more than 200 willing participants to help in his search, Rodimus sets off into the galaxy to begin his quest.Rodimus is a rather interesting character for me to describe. In nature, Rodimus is often reckless and unserious, which more times than not gets him into very dangerous situations. He's trusting—too trusting, one might say. His naiveness is often what gets him manipulated in many instances, even putting his crew at risk. While he may be a jokester, Rodimus also knows when it's necessary to be serious. He comes off as easy-going and energetic, but there's more to him that lies underneath the surface.At his core, Rodimus is an insecure, unstable mess. As once showed in one of the MTMTE issues, Rodimus practically lives for the validation of others. He feels uncomfortable with the thought that some people may not actually like him as much as he hoped they would and will do anything to win back their favor. If he gets word of even one person disliking him, he overthinks the entire ordeal—trying to figure out what exactly it was he did wrong, and how he can fix it.Tying in with seeking validation from others, Rodimus can become selfish when he gets said validation, and let's all of the attention get to his head. A primary example of this would be with Drift. Drift fed into Rodimus's ego, giving Rodimus practically everything he could've ever wanted. He gave Rodimus the attention he seeked, and the validation he desired. In turn, Rodimus grew closer with Drift. Drift wanted somebody to please and cling onto, while Rodimus wanted someone who would support him no matter the circumstances. They depended on eachother as both friends, and possibly something more. But neither of them were aware of how unhealthy their relationship really was.As the story of MTMTE progresses, Rodimus slowly becomes more depressive as different events take place. He's scared of failure, which ends up being the ultimate end to his journey. Failure.Rodimus is also heavily implied to be depressed. How fun!
