hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper "this is so messed up" to put it nicely, i hope you choke but does anyone notice? but does anyone care? and if i had the guts, to put this to your head and would anything matter, if you're already dead? and should i be shocked now, by the last thing you said? before i pull this trigger, your eyes vacant and stained and in saying you loved me, made things harder at best and these words changing nothing, as your body remians and there's no room in this hell, there's no room in the next and our memories defeat us and i'll end this direst..." do your knees go weak when i simple speak? yeah the haircut's hot, but this has gotta stop, good shoes won't save you this time... fuck i can't let this kill me, let go i need some more time to fix this problem so kiss me goodbye, honey i'm gonna make it out alive so kiss me goodbye, i can see the venom in your eyes i'm not crazy cause i take the right pills, everyday oh man, what a beautiful thing... the truth, is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologise, for bleeding on your shirt... i try to move you, but you just wouldnt budge i try to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep and she knows she's more than a little misunderstood she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous come quick i am losing feeling this poison's my intoxication i broke the needle off in my skin pick the scab and pick the bleeding why don't you just drop dead? speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces so young, desperate for attention...