an open letter

hindsight — Tue, 01 Nov 2011 21:31:38 GMT

Dear Nemo and Ish:

Shut up.

Stop talking about me.

Now if you're still wondering why I defriended you, I want you two to stop and think back on your behavior during this whole debacle. Think long and hard now. Take your time, I'm not going anywhere.

You done? Good.

That kind of behavior is why I severed. With you guys, there are only two sorts of camps - 'people with me' and 'people against me'. There is no 'people who don't want to do anything with me' camp and by that I mean stop blaming me for shit. I was never privy to your 'secret' clique, Nemo, and I never saw that plurk on your timeline (although honestly, I'm not surprised that you did that). There's a whole internet out there, why are you two so attached to my name? Fuck anon, if I want to say something, I'm going to say it under my name so you don't blame Stormy, Gonsai, Matty, Nemo's ex-girlfriend or whoever you don't like at the moment (by the way, most of them give about zero fucks about you and don't constantly obsess over you, contrary to what you think, Nemo). You two do enough shit talking about other people behind their backs, although I guess you guys thought you could get away with shit talking me publicly!

Fuck you.

Let me say that again.

Fuck. You.

The way you're talking about me is condescending, rude, and downright insulting (which isn't really that much of a surprise since you guys were also condescending, rude, and belittling when I still talked to you two), as if I'm completely unable to think for myself. Hey guess what? SURPRISE! As a grown woman, I can make my own fucking decisions, thank you very much! Stop treating this as 'poor little Ali, she fell in with the wrong crowd, boo hoo' - as I said before, that's just pretty much downright insulting.

I don't want anything to do with you two, so stop talking about and blaming me for your problems. I was tired and I'm still tired of all your paranoia and suspicion bullshit, with how readily you two are willing to point fingers and lay blame on anyone. So in conclusion: fuck off and graduate from high school.

PS - before you go whining about how ungrateful I am and all you've done for me, I'd like to point out that this road goes both ways; while I was grateful for what you'd done for me, friendship is not an obligation and I honestly cannot respect or admire you as a person anymore.

PPS - she's never going to apologize to you, Nemo. You are dead to her. Dead.

you would not believe your eyes

an open letter