i know not who i am

heechul @ 2008-04-28T20:57:00

2008-04-29T04:00:29Z

bye

2008-01-22T00:55:07Z

I cut some people that I really have nothing in common anymore. Mostly, I'm not in your fandom anymore and I don't ever plan on returning. Not to mention, I haven't been commenting on anyone's journal, even though I read my flist more then twice daily. There's journals I skip over; when I look at your journal and it says you posted yesterday but I don't remember reading it, I didn't read it. There's no point in being on your flist if I'm not going to read what happens in your life.

Also, it's not like a lot of you have commented on my journal either, so I'm pretty sure the feeling's mutual. If I've left you on my flist and you think we should part ways, let me know. If you think I shouldn't be cutting you, comment, and we'll discuss.

Other than that, please remove me. Thank you :) it was nice, no hard feelings.

promised

2007-07-14T22:34:18Z

I promised this to sneakerbird who is fantastic 8D

Usually I'd make a list of actual fics but I actually love everything these people write, so I really can't make one 8D So if you're looking to stalk someone for fics or just want to read a whole bunch of good stuff at once, please be sure to check these people out first <33

THESE ARE THE GREAT WRITERS OF SUJU 8D

my recommendations

+) ficjournals
1363 addandsubtract andantium coyotescribbles leadengine leiyuzhen mirrorspy star_chase tryingtosay_

+) personal journals with fics
binkikitty lille_bean mistakened

+) communities with fics
orangemart prsnl_fairytale

I have not personally read any of these but I do trust my flist \:D/ so feel free to try these people out as well.

other recommendations
melodeon_effect ouimonsieur quix_esque keiree

If you have anyone to add, let me know. It doesn't mean I'll agree with you 8D and please don't recommend yourself, thanks~ Also, just because I didn't add you doesn't necessarily mean I think you're a bad writer. This is a list of writers that I pretty much stalk 8D I read everything they write no matter the pairing.

Feel free to pimp this post 8D actually, please do.

friends cut

2007-07-01T04:53:27Z

if you are not on my profile under friends and you were before, you have been cut :) if you don't know why you were cut and would like to know, comment. if you think you were wrongly cut, let me know. if you know why you were cut and want to be added again, please refer here :) thank you.

to everyone who replied to this post, thank you <3 i know a lot of people hate those types of posts :/ and usually i don't like them either. but i just cut 30 people; it was necessary. i wanted to make sure the people i was cutting needed to be cut before i actually did it. i hate people cutting me without giving me a chance to say anything more than the annoying posts that say "comment or be cut". thank you all very much <3

SM Blog Crew

2007-06-25T06:24:21Z

I can't make this all shiny right now 8D But I wanted to get it up because I want people to join~ This extends to all current and former artists under the SM Entertainment label including disbanded groups. However, you cannot be someone who has been in a group and has also had a solo career like Tony An 8D Also, you can only be one person for now. One person per artist. If it is claimed you cannot have it. Easy as that :D Some of these may or may not be reserved, have a back up choice in mind.

Groups
Black Beat
+ Hwang Sang Hoon
+ Lee So Min
+ Jung Ji Hoon
+ Sim Jae Won - sakura_advance
+ Jang Jin Young
+ Yoo Hyun Jae
+ Lee Kang In

CSJH The Grace
+ Stephanie - sers_sers
+ LINA - kwong521
+ Sunday - crimson_music
+ DANA - hoyah

DBSK
+ Yunho - lee_eun_hee
+ Jaejoong - helzfyah
+ Yoochun - knockdown
+ Junsu - gomdori
+ Changmin - theresa_lynne

Fly to the Sky
+ Brian - eleclya111
+ Hwanhee - jangmi

H.O.T.
+ Moon Hee Jun
+ Jang Woo Hyuk - takaki
+ Tony An
+ Kangta - rofflecakes
+ Lee Jae Won

Isak n Jiyeon
+ Isak - x_princevaliant

M.I.L.K.
+ Seo Hyun Jin
+ Kim Bomi
+ Bae Yumi
+ Park Hee Bon

S.E.S.
+ Bada - melodea
+ Eugene - loveholic18
+ Shoo

Shinhwa
+ Eric Mun - lookingat
+ Lee Minwoo - chokingday
+ Kim Dong Wan - offstyle
+ Shin Hye Sung - spidersky
+ Jun Jin - shprimp
+ Andy Lee - tokadah

Shinvi
+ Yoo Soo Jin - caps
+ Oh Sang Eun
+ Yu Na

So Nyun Shi Dae
+ YoonA - siminnn
+ Tiffany - rrrrrai
+ Yuri - eunhyuk
+ HyoYeon - algodondulce
+ SooYoung - bukkakeinureye
+ SeoHyun - busha69
+ TaeYeon - strawberry_hit
+ Jessica - pinkosa
+ Sunny - asianxcutie

Super Junior
+ Eeteuk - yulah
+ Heechul - heechul
+ Hankyung - lille_bean
+ Yesung - chanbanana
+ Kangin - kyuhyun
+ Shindong - haeppy
+ Sungmin - binkikitty
+ Eunhyuk - renaldomoon
+ Donghae - jungsoo
+ Shiwon - taylormercury
+ Ryeowook - ryeowookie
+ Kibum - suxing
+ Kyuhyun -

The TRAX
+ Typhoon
+ X-Mas
+ Attack - furutsu
+ Rose - hosuk

Solo
+ Ayumi
+ BoA - jaejung
+ Choo Ka Yul
+ Go Ara
+ Lee Yeon Hee - chupark
+ Song Kwang Sik
+ Yoo Young Jin
+ Zhang Li Yin - ohpunch

Other
+ Vanness Wu - rainbow_pink
+ Lee Jihoon

Comment with who you want and I'll let you know if you can have them :) :) There will be a code here that you are required to put in your profile. If I see that it is not then I will take you off and someone can have your claim. You can change it in any way as long as it links back to this post in some way. You are not required to be my friend to join this, obviously, I don't have enough friends 8D Feel free to spread the word if you know someone who would like to be someone who isn't taken~

If you leave your journal, if your journal is completely dead, I will take you off. Let me know you are moving journals and whether or not you want to keep your claim by commenting. If you do not want your claim anymore, let me know as well. Not too hard to figure out :)

♡SM Ent Blog Crew♡ → Kim Heechul

Replace 'YOUR CLAIM HERE' with who you get to claim, obviously. Do not put the code in your profile until after I have told you okay :)

this is a wall

2007-04-15T23:43:44Z

comment to be added
i post obsessively about fandom irregularly. either way, i believe it would be safe to assume that if you don't like 슈퍼주니어, then you won't find me or my posts very interesting.

otherwise, i read every entry, but i don't always comment. if you comment on my entires, i will return the favor. friendship is friendship. if you are not willing to work to get to know me, i will not work to get to know you.

if you still find me interesting at all, feel free to comment below and add me to your friends list.

where to find me
미안하다 ☆ 슈파주니아 ☆ 희님의 꽃잎
claim sm ☆ last.fm

i am not taking
friend requests right now.

Sorry...

2007-04-11T04:40:35Z

I cut some people who I never really talked to, even once. I'm sorry if I was the one who initially added you D: I honestly hate it when someone friends you and turns around and cuts you but I'm not sure what's left to do. If you'd like to stay on my flist, just let me know. If not, please delete me as well.

For those of you who want to cut me but felt it'd be mean, I won't mind :) I realize that I hardly post anymore. I just don't have anything to talk about that I think would be interesting? :D If I had a life I would post more haha

Anyway, if you want to cut me from your flist now just let me know :) No hard feelings, honestly.

... ON THE OTHER HAND :D
Join heechulpetals :D The pretty community for Heechul ♥

September ☆ Domoto Tsuyoshi no Shoujiki Shindoi

2006-11-05T07:03:30Z

I highly recommend the September 9th Shindoi x_x It nearly killed me through the heart. I'd say more about the episodes but I really don't want to spoil them. BUT REALLY, IF YOU ONLY PLAN ON DOWNLOADING ONE, MAKE IT THE SEPT 9TH ONE. I'm not kidding you.

Also, ayaka sings on the September 27th one. She has a really great voice ♥ and it's live, I'm sure. However, it really doesn't beat the Sept 9th episode. So download it. EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE KINKI. EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE TSUYOSHI. EVEN IF YOU THINK SHINDOI IS THE BORINGEST THING ON EARTH. Do it anyway.

It was all uploaded on MU because they have this new mangaer thing that makes it really easy to upload like five things at once so deal. Thank you~

Please read the following...
☆ I'll only upload on SS and MU
☆ I will sometimes upload things on both SS & MU, but I won't always...
☆ For files bigger than 150MB, they will be split using HJSplit
☆ I will only upload programs aired before October 2006 by request

The two most important...
☆ COMMENT IF YOU DOWNLOAD. Even a small "thanks" will be okay, even if you're anonymous.
☆ Please don't post these links anywhere else, just link them to this entry.

Translations & Subtitles!
☆ If you translate it, I will subtitle it.
☆ If I don't have a translation, I can't subtitle it...
☆ If I don't have permission to use a translation even if there is one, I can't subtitle it.

Comment if you download.

I spent a lot of time downloading & uploading all of this x_x and I didn't have to so the least you could do is show a little appreciation in the form of two clicks and one word ^_^

Title: Domoto Tsuyoshi no Shoujiki Shindoi
Date: September 9, 2006
Guest: Yamada Hanako, Jinnai Tomonori, Kumada Youko, Yamamoto Azusa
Size: 220MB (150MB/70MB) AVI, HJSplit
Duration: 23:29
Download: MU Part 1 & Part 2

* Note: I accidently wrote (1/2) on the description for the second part. Don't worry about it! It's really the second part, I swear~

Title: Domoto Tsuyoshi no Shoujiki Shindoi
Date: September 13, 2006
Guest: Koike Eiko
Size: 234MB (150MB/84MB) AVI, HJSplit
Duration: 23:29
Download: MU Part 1 & Part 2

Title: Domoto Tsuyoshi no Shoujiki Shindoi
Date: September 20, 2006
Guest: Wakatsuki Chinatsu
Size: 271MB (150MB/121MB) AVI, HJSplit
Duration: 23:29
Download: MU Part 1 & Part 2

Title: Domoto Tsuyoshi no Shoujiki Shindoi (+ live performance of Mikazuki by ayaka)
Date: September 27, 2006
Guest: Kurokawa Tomoka, Tabe Mikako, ayaka
Size: 215MB (150MB/65MB) AVI, HJSplit
Duration: 23:29
Download: MU Part 1 & Part 2

Reminder: COMMENT. Thank you rofl

CLIPS ☆ 10/28/06 through 11/02/06

2006-11-03T07:26:50Z

Since it seems like no one uploads KinKi stuff x_x I decided that I might as well! I like uploading for people and I like KinKi. Good combination, ne?

Please read the following...
☆ I'll only upload on SS and MU
☆ I will sometimes upload things on both SS & MU, but I won't always...
☆ For files bigger than 150MB, they will be split using HJSplit
☆ I will only upload programs aired before October 2006 by request

The two most important...
☆ COMMENT IF YOU DOWNLOAD. Even a small "thanks" will be okay, even if you're anonymous.
☆ Please don't post these links anywhere else, just link them to this entry.

Translations & Subtitles!
☆ If you translate it, I will subtitle it.
☆ If I don't have a translation, I can't subtitle it...
☆ If I don't have permission to use a translation even if there is one, I can't subtitle it.

Title: ENDLICHERI☆ENDLICHERI in Mezamashi TV
Date: October 28, 2006
Size: 18.75MB AVI
Duration: 00:51
Subtitles: 1.45B SRT format SS | MU
Download: SS | MU

During the part where he speaks to his audience he says, "If there's a location available (to do a live), I'll be there. Everyone will come too, right?" Thank to the marvelous, way too nice marblerain who also translates Yamapi related stuff ♥♥ and osakaromanesque ^_^

Title: Domoto Koichi in Mezamashi TV
Date: October 31, 2006
Size: 14.75MB AVI
Duration: 01:13
Download: SS | MU

I read a translation of what Koichi said but I can't post the translation or subtitle it ^_^; However, in summary, Koichi basically asked his audience if there was anyone who hadn't already listened to his album... and the audience said yes. Koichi is a forgiving being rofl and says that he'll "embrace" their words and that it was alright because, unlike them he's "an adult". The audience laughs and you can hear the huge "EEHHH?" because no one believes him ♥

Title: Domoto Koichi in Zoom in Super
Date: October 31, 2006
Size: 28.81MB AVI
Duration: 03:10
Download: SS | MU

He dances very nice LOL Like, seriously... while I watched this, I could tell he pays really close attention to every small, minute detail of his dance routine x_x It's impressive!

Title: ENDLICHERI☆ENDLICHERI in TVBS
Date: November 2, 2006
Size: 32.18MB AVI
Duration: 02:08
Subtitles: 935B SRT format SS
Download: SS | MU

Whoa. He can still do backflips. Also, he ran around as endlicheri... x_x ~~There are Chinese subs for what he said to the audience for this one since the news program is Chinese. If anyone wants to translate this, feel free! I will subtitle it ^_^~~ Thank you moonymoo ♥

Comment if you take!

por shige por favor

2006-09-15T01:44:26Z

Three days of no entry. SORRY. I don't think anyone noticed lol or cared? But I still feel sorry -_-; I like posting! It's just that I don't have time LOL but this entry... MY GOD... it wasn't that I didn't have time to write it, it's just that IT TOOK SO LONG TO COMPILE EVERYTHING I WANTED TO PUT IN THIS ENTRY.

I need to understand I cannot upload so much stuff in such a short amount of time -_-; I think I overestimate my internet lmao plus napping... so yeah. This is a super long entry and it's basically about only one person. I won't blame you for not reading it all ^_^ if you want, just look at the pictures, take the clips, download the music... whatever... I just hope I change your opinion a little bit about the invisible member of NewS~

Oh, Shige...

This post is for you, Shige~ ROFL I promised someone I would dedicate a post to him~ This was because she (as far as I know) liked Shige the least. I know there's quite a few people who don't really care for him. I can totally identify it with you guys. He's always in the shadows of the picture, especially if you're only looking at a few of your favorites, but he's always there. His personality doesn't stand out against the others and... his looks don't necessarily stand out, either.

So, why should we love someone who really just fades into the scenery?

Because he's freakin' sexy now. That's why. This guy, for real, has gone from that typical Japanese guy you see when you look up "Japanese guy" on google to... Aahhh, someone I would put on my cellphone wallpaper lmao

I don't know much about KKKitty, but everything I've seen of them is simply adorable. Of course, I never knew there were more members than Kusano, Koyama, and Shige until I actually went looking for KKKitty pictures ROFL and I still don't know who the other three are? I don't know what happened to them? Either way, I couldn't care less.

Anyway, as far as I know, Shige was incredibly awkward looking. Of course, this is only from looking at pictures... but damn! He looked goofy, his hair looked so wrong, and his TEETH! I don't know who told him to grow out his hair, work out, and fix his teeth but whoever it is (even if it's ~~Johnny~~ Wrinkle-san (I'm stealing that from you yamaperfection), THANK YOU SO MUCH!

So, in the beginning of NewS, it seemed like he was the odd man out? He was either put with Kusano and Koyama (I wonder why? >_>;) or he was kind of just in the corner, hiding in a way only Shige can. He never is extremely touchy; he doesn't hold on to another member like Ryo or put his hand on someone like Teshi. Or at least, not in the beginning and not with anyone other than Koyama or Kusano.

See? The guy can seriously blend into the picture (except in that last one. He's too sexy to really blend in, but he's definitely separated from the others a bit). I think it's a hidden talent that I bet comes in good use when shopping ^_^

In some pictures...he seems so ... mmm o_O I don't know the word for it exactly? He seems really insecure, as if he doesn't want to be the center of attention, so he stands off to the side to let Kusano be noisy, Massu be hungry, Ryo be mean, Koyamama be protective, and so on...

Honestly, if you think about it, what would his role in NewS be? Everyone seems to have their own... label, I guess. Massu is always smiling. Teshi is absolutely adorable. Pichan is a god. Uchi is so freakin' pretty and cute. Kusano is the weird one. Ryo is the mean one who is actually a complete sweety. Koyama is the mother. What's Shige? In my opinion, he's not really any of them.

But that doesn't mean he isn't a bit of all of them, either.

I honestly didn't pay any attention to him at all until I went serious picture hunting. Of course, I was picture hunting for Pichan and a little bit Ryo and Kusano, but you can't really not stumble upon the other's pictures either...

But I ran into... these... very... precious... things...

Yeah! LOOK AT THAT SEXY. Justin Timberlake brings sexy back? UM NO. It's just went to Japan and never came back, seriously. It went to Shige. Not all of it, but a lot of it. Not only that, but he's so versatile! I've seen him look extremely innocent (not more so than Teshi), sexy (not more so than Ryo), laid back (not more so than Massu), and, dude, he can pull off slicked-back hair. Kame can't do that! It's almost as if he has an element of all of them, but tied into one Kato Shigeaki.

I think he's incredibly reserved on camera, though. He rarely brings attention to himself and if attention is placed on him, he rarely does anything to keep the attention. I don't think he feels comfortable with the limelight on him. That's why I think he's a bit insecure. We all know he's incredibly smart. We know he's a hard worker. But... we don't see that, do we?

In a lot of the earlier clips you can see him. Someone's described Kame to me before (lol yes, he needed to be explained to me). I know that in 2001-2002 (I think?) he was a lot more playful, carefree, and fun. Now, not so much from what we can see of him, but we know, somewhere, that side of him is still there.

For Shige, I think he takes his work incredibly seriously. He takes life seriously. I think he has a strong desire to succeed in every aspect of his life, which is why he's in NewS, which is why he's going to college, which is why he can balance the two completely and still be alive. This is one aspect that I think every NewS member shows the most of, more than any of the other groups besides SMAP or Kinki Kids. Maybe that's just my bias, maybe that's my ignorance, but that's what I strongly believe; everyone of them is where they are now because they are willing to give more than anyone else.

So, for NewS's return, I hope Shige becomes more confident in himself. After all, he did get a lead role in a drama. It took Yamapi a few years to do that, ne? For Shige, however, isn't this his second time actually acting in a drama? That's talent. Not only that, but he can play the guitar and he's composed songs with Teshi and without Teshi. His voice is deep and soothing. If you actually listen to him, he has a great voice. His smile is incredible as well. He has no reason not to be confident ♥

Shige shouldn't underestimate himself, AND NO ONE SHOULD UNDERESTIMATE YOU EITHER!

Relationship wise, I think he might be a bit more... uhhh... reserved? I don't think he lets people get extremely close to him, but I think he's liked in general. However, it's very easy to tell he's close to Koyama and Kusano, which is very cute ♥ If you've ever read Koyamama's "Member Love" or Shige's "Wagahai wa Shige de aru", you'd know Shige is absolutely hilarious. He has a great sense of humor and he loves making fun of Koyama ^_^ (okay, who wouldn't enjoy making fun of that adorable mommy?)

I would say Shige has the potential to be just as funny as Ryo. Honestly. Their style of humor is different, but their potential to be absolutely hilarious or downright mean is incredibly similiar ^_^

After writing all this great stuff about the guy (I honestly can't think of anything bad to say about him?), I have decided to call him Shigekushi. It is a contraction (yes, another one) of Shige and "sekushi". It's not shorter than Shige or anything, but it sounds cool... and he's sexy. That's good enough, ne? Or maybe it should be Shikushi? LOL I almost like that better but it'd be hard to know who I'd be talking about? Maybe I will alternate between those two, Shige, and Shige-gi... >_>

Just because I have some, here are some Shigekushi clips ^_^ Please comment if you take them!

Please comment if you take anything!
Again, these are from youtube. They were originally .flv but I've converted them to .avi so everyone can enjoy them. However, the quality isn't so great lol There's nothing I can do but hope someone, someday, will share higher quality clips of Shikushi.

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Also, because I know you all want to listen to Shige now, here are some of his songs~
♪ Happy Music
♪ Survival
♪ Gomibako with Teshi
♪ Yume Monogatari with Koyamama

There is also "Over..." where I believe Teshi only sings while Shige plays the guitar ♥

Tell me if you take any of it, please. I hate repeating myself several times, but I want to make sure everyone understands this little concept of commenting when taking... ^_^

Thirty three pictures, seven clips, and four songs later, I hope I have helped develop your love for the creature known as Kato Shigeaki.

On a non-Shige note, I think I've fallen in love with Taebin's voice. He's so sexy. Korean musicians are so talented ♥ (and sexy). Also, just so you know that I didn't forget, Happy Birthday to Miyavi~ His cake will be baked this weekend ^_^ Also, good luck to Toma ♥ I think his musical is starting soon!

And now I will nap~ yatta!

Happy Birthday to 内博貴!

2006-09-11T06:50:28Z

I started this entry at 6:30 this evening... and it's almost 12 now...

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, Happy Birthday!
To me, you have now completed Kanjani8. To me, you have marked the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again.

You are now twenty years of age. Whether or not anyone has seen or heard of you today, to me, I'm worrying less because I know I'll see you soon. Of course, I'll keep missing you utnil I do see you, but that's just me~

"I believe the greater the handicap, the greater the triumph."

- John H. Johnson

First of all, I missed my post for one day to go -_-; It was football night ROFL and I went out with friends. My friends are not more important than Uchi, I know, but I'm not the type of person who can say no >_> I'm horrible lmao I know. Then after that my cousin came over and I couldn't just sit down and write my long entries with her being all bored >_>

But, I did make my cake!

I had some problems with the cake, though. First of all, the cook book did not say to grease the pan. But why? I have no clue because it needed it! The cake wouldn't come out of the pan... ;_; So we (my cousin and I) had to cut it in half to work it out of the pan, so she got a half and I got a half. Not bad. I used it to my advantage.

The cake is marble with white (yellow cake) and pink (yellow cake with happy red dye). I put chocolate frosting on mine because I like it more and yes, it is double layered ^_^ On top I wrote in pink sparkles and pink and white hearts "UCHI" with eight pink candles standing beneath it. On the side I wrote "8 News" in pink frosting (that was so hard -_-;) because I couldn't fit anything else.

It was pretty good for our first try ^_^ I was very pleased with the outcome! Our cake for Miyavi should be better (which is sad, in my opinion) and for the people after this... definitely better. I feel sad that the experimental cake had to be Uchi -_-; But at least it turned out pretty rofl

Unfortunately >_> when I tried to get into my car, being the clumsy person that I am, I dropped it on my handbrake ROFL so YEAH it didn't get home in the same condition as those pictures. I was happy that I took the pictures before I came home lmao -_-; I can't believe I did that. My cousin laughed at me for at least three minutes straight and my uncle thought I had sat on it >_> Dense man.

Anyway, to make up for my lost entries, I have lots of goodies! I finally figured out how to convert the longer clips and so I have done so! I also have Arashi, KAT-TUN, and NewS clips, but they don't have to do with Uchi so I will not post them today ♥

I also made some icons and fo banners ... only of Uchi! Yay, Uchi! I also have some of Yassan because, well, techically today is his birthday ^_^ and that's all I can really do for him LOL I feel horrible, especially since he's one of my favorite K8 members, but that's all I can do for now ^_^; It doesn't mean I love him less, it just means I have less of him...

Please remember to comment if you take anything!
Over 300 people downloaded the clips I offered last time, but less than 20 have commented LOL I don't care if you only comment with a "Taking!" or a "Thanks!" or even a "!". Just, please let me know -_-; It can't be that hard to comment, ne? If that happens this time as well, I might just start friends-locking the downloads LOL even though I won't be offering a lot, it kind of annoys me...

Anyway, on to the goods!

UCCHANCLIPS~
First and foremost, let us watch this creature called Uchi in its natural habitat~

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UCHICONS!

1. Please credit heechul in your keywords
2. Please don't claim them as your own
3. Please comment to let me know you're taking!

One can never get enough Uchi... (really)
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006	007	008	009	010

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Uchi Friends Only~

Because who ISN'T Uchi's friend? >_> Technically speaking, us, but... that doesn't matter. (A little reminder?) Please be sure to credit heechul ^_^ and comment to let me know if you take anything! Yeah, so I lied about only making things of Uchi but they have Uchi in them and that is what counts the most~

For the mp3 and clip of Uchi's solo "Master Key" and also the clip of "Hitoribocchi no Haburashi" thanks to sue_chan, go here. You can grab more wonderful Uchicons (don't question my contractions) from samuraiblues at her i-journal jounins here. Also, debbie_chan was nice enough to translate one of those Kanjani8 books things. I have no idea what they are but it's super cute ^_^ you can see the entry here. So that's it for pimping other people's birthday tributes lol ^_^

Also, congratulations on 15 long years, SMAP. I hope everyone in JE can learn from all of you! If no one has, they will never know the meaning of success.

Tomorrow, for a little change, I will have an entry about Shige. Why Shige? I dunno. Some things about the sexy being that is Shige are a complete mystery. FOR INSTANCE... his nickname? o_O I need to figure it out lol and... >_> has anyone seen that kid in KKKity? Amazing how he has transformed from that to... what he is now~ So yes, Shige tomorrow!

AND WTF WHY DOESN'T MY LOCAL ASIAN STORE HAVE MYOJO AND WINKUP AND POTATO AND WTF WHY NOT!? I got the Seventeen magazines from September and August and there's quite a few good things in it, picture wise. It made me happy >_> even if I didn't get the sexy GYM scans that I was hoping for.

I will return every comment and finally comment on all the entries I haven't very soon... ^_^ I hope!

heechul @ 2006-09-07T22:56:00

2006-09-08T06:03:51Z

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, two more days!
Two more days until you complete Kanjani8. Two more days until you mark the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again. Two more days until you are twenty years of age. Two more days until everyone who has been missing you finally gets to see you again. Two more days until we can worry a little less.

TWO MORE DAYS OMFG. TWO MORE DAYS UNTIL I MAKE YOU A BIG FAT CAKE AND EAT IT, TOO~

"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."

- Albert Eistein

OMG UCHI CLIPS FOR THE TAKING SO TAKE!
All of these were taken from youtube so... their quality? Not perfect. However, you can still watch them and laugh at them and see how completely great Ucchan is, so they're still wonderful and fabulous and all that ~

Two screencaps per file because I hate not putting pictures somewhere ... I think it's a disorder and it makes it so difficult to post sometimes lol 'cause I get lazy and don't want to make the cute thumbnails but I need to SUCK IT UP for Uchi ♥ (wow that could be taken the wrong way...)

Please let me know if you download something by commenting! Thank you~

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There are more in this entry~

The week is almost over and I am so happy! I've already forgotten how easy the summer actually is. On top of that, I have an application for a job! I hope I actually... you know... hand it in this time LOL

yamaperfection asked in one of her recent entries what people would like to see the most for Pichan's 10th anniversary in JE (which was, by the way, September 1st... if I had known, I would've congratulated him ). I've actually thought about what I want to see Yamapi do the most... and that's...

Take a picture with Ikuta Toma.

Just one picture. Just the two of them. I want to see them like this again. If Johnny lets that happen, I think I'd forgive everything else that asshole has done to his boys.

As for Uchi, I will bake you a big, double layed cake. It will be delicious and, even though I haven't had cake in a long time, even though I'm watching my weight, I will eat it all just for you. Yassan, you will get three cupcakes. Miyavi gets a whole cake. One layer. Subaru, you get a cupcake.

That is how distribution will be made. Pictures will be taken. I will feel FULL!

FULL!

heechul @ 2006-09-06T22:45:00

2006-09-07T05:59:44Z

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, three more days!
Three more days until you complete Kanjani8. Three more days until you mark the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again. Three more days until you are twenty years of age. Three more days until everyone who has been missing you finally gets to see you again. Three more days until we can worry a little less.

Three more days until I could possibly see your pretty face again and observe how beautiful you actually are ♥ Three more days to go until I can possibly stop missing you.

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder."

I miss you both.

Something was supposed to be here, but I don't have enough time or energy to do it all in the next hour. Tomorrow, however, I should have more than enough time~ So, to follow up Shige's quote from yesterday, here are various quotes from a concert report translated by Helen.

目の前にNEWSがいる　大丈夫だから信じて待ってて
NEWS is in front of your eyes. Everything is fine so please believe and wait.

- Nishikido Ryo in DREAMS

どんな壁にぶつかってもこの曲を聴けば大丈夫。
俺たちは大丈夫。
ね、小山、亮ちゃん、まっすー、しげ、手越、草野、内。
No matter what kind of wall you run into, it’ll be okay if you listen to this song.
We are fine.
Koyama, Ryo-chan, Massu, Shige, Tegoshi, Kusano, Uchi.

- Yamashita Tomohisa in DREAMS

NEWSのことを信じてて！ｵﾏｴのことを愛してる
Please believe in NEWS! I Love You.

- Kato Shigeaki in Sayaendou

There’s no breakup! We will have our own activities, become strong, and come back!

- Yamashita Tomohisa

I'm waiting... I will wait and wait and wait... because I can't do anything else. For some odd reason, I'm so sad. Maybe I've just been thinking too much but I feel like... these people's lives, they're hard. Little things that happen to them can have much more impact on their lives than ours and the fact that they, all of them, can still keep smiling and doing what they love ... it simply amazes me.

Thinking about what they probably go through in a day compared to my life... I don't feel as tired anymore. How can my exhaustion possibly compare to theirs? I don't feel as insecure or selfconfident. I feel weaker. I feel stronger. All these people, they astound me. They're so beautiful.

Yasuda, Ohkura, Ryotan... congratulations on nine years in the business. I would write more but I don't know what words to use but... Thanks to you three, and Uchi, my entire opinion on Kanjani8 has changed. I like you better than KAT-TUN, even though they have Nakamaru, even though they have Uedahime, even though they have Koki.

I guess 8 > 6.

heechul @ 2006-09-05T21:49:00

2006-09-06T06:26:43Z

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, four more days!
Four more days until you complete Kanjani8. Four more days until you mark the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again. Four more days until you are twenty years of age. Four more days until everyone who has been missing you finally gets to see you again. Four more days until we can worry a little less.

"One trouble with trouble is that is usually starts out like fun."

So, I was looking through Binan no Nikki to read through any entry that might've mentioned Uchi and... you know what I hadn't noticed before now? Touching. That's what. These boys... they speak of touching a lot ROFL more than they talk about Uchi~ Bad, bad... actually, none of the entries talked about Uchi. Kind of depressing, ne... (Yes, I know all of the entries are placed after his suspension and thus... they shouldn't talk about him lol so?! Don't ruin the moment~)

Except, then I decided to look for everyone in NewS' names. That will be another entry, I'm sure ROFL but for now, I must remain on the subject of Uchi!

Unfortunately, I have nothing to give today... but, I am working on something much larger and time-consuming. I don't know how appreciated it'll be but I'll be happy doing it and I'll be pleased that I did it. That's good, ne?

So, for today, please read Why Uchi Deserves Six Consecutive Days of My Attention... or, in another words...

Why I Love 内博貴
01. He thinks babies are cute but doesn't know what to do when they cry.
02. He is hilarious at the oddest moments and he has never, ever failed to make me laugh, even if I don't understand him.
03. Uchi would pick Koyachan to be his girlfriend... and then Yamapi~
04. He can spend an entire day with Ryo, and then another, and then another, and then another, and then another...
5. When Kusano and Shige tried to scare him, he looked adorable~ and then went with them to scare Massu (who was too smart for them to scare ) and Yamapi (who tried to play it off as manly ).
06. He is simply odd.
07. When Ryo is with him, he forgets that Ryo is older than him.
08. Uchi is afraid of fish.
09. Uchi looks really, really funny swimming... but didn't quit like Ryo did despite that~
10. Uchi had to have his arms tied to be able to keep the correct posture to golf.
11. Uchi ran when the dogs chased him and looked so scared it like he was almost crying when they finally stopped.
12. He thinks his mother is cute.
13. He is looks adorable in large, round glasses.
14. He was has a great surprised face.
15. He actually wore head-to-toe spandex with Yoko.
16. Uchi is scared to be shocked by electricity.
17. Uchi cried when V.West was 'dismissed'.
18. His first memory was picking up a girl at the grocery store.
19. If he was God, he would still want to enter a woman's public bath.
20. He loves NewS and 関ジャニ∞. ♥

To follow this, some of my favorite pictures of Uchi... being Uchi ^_^

"Wait for us. Believe in us. Please don't cheat ne."

- Kato Shigeaki (Wagahai wa Shige de aru)

Translated by shine8

I would never dare, Shige. Especially when coming from you, who describes himself as insecure, from you who has changed, in my eyes, the has changed so much from the time you were in KKKity to this very moment ♥

Even though school has started and I want to whine and complain, I don't think this is place to do it. That is my opinion because, even though this is my journal, I did not create it for that purpose. For now, for always, I hope I always will say more about my feelings and my thoughts on NewS, on Tomato, on Pichan, and occasionally on bis & Maru ♥

And, finally, congratulations to Golf, Mike, and Pichan for placing #1 on the Oricon Weekly Chart. Congrats for selling 76,000 more than Kaoru Amane. Congrats, Yamapi, for having your ninth single come out on top once again. All three of you deserve it ~

~♥ five more days...

2006-09-04T20:23:12Z

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, five more days!
Five more days until you complete Kanjani8. Five more days until you mark the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again. Five more days until you are twenty years of age. Five more days until everyone who has been missing you finally gets to see you again. Five more days until we can worry a little less.

Maybe you won't make an appearance on Sunday. Maybe you won't make an appearance for another month. However, at least I know that you will. Johnny no longer has any reason to keep you away from us. That's what this countdown is for, to me.

Even though I'm not much of a K8 fan, I do read their jweb entries LOL I like reading about people's lives. Weird, ne? Oh well, everyone has a quirk~ Mine is just stalkerish. SO WHAT? Don't judge rofl

Anyways, I know a lot of people don't think Uchi will be coming back on his birthday. Frankly... I don't think he will either LOL But hey, I can hope! However, at the end of Ohkura's entry for 8/31, what does he say?

８→１

Eight. Eight becomes one. Not seven. Eight. I love you, Ohkura~

"If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere."

Two Kanjani8 and two NewS~ Just click on the thumbnails and be sure to credit heechul if you take (which I would love if you did!) And also two random Uchi pictures because ... I didn't like how there were rows of three but I had four images

Ehe, made these even though I have about 350 pages left to read and, even still, a 20 (or so) page packet to go along with said reading. You know what? I hate school. There is no reason for me to have to read a book and do homework during my break. There is no reason to be forced to work during a break at all. At work, what does a break mean? NO WORK. Why does it have to have a different meaning for school, ne?

I know a lot of you probably know this but OMFG TOMA IS WRITING A JWEB AGAIN. Since Toma is always better than Pichan (why am I saying this? ROFL I'm such a good fangirl~), his entries will always be interesting.

All I know is that if Pichan or Tomato mention each other once each during the time Tomagoto Hyper runs, I will be one of the happiest girls alive because, even though I love Pin~ and even though I love Kusapi~ or Ryopi ♥ I think I will always love Tomapi the most. It's too late for me to change this opinion because I've fallen in love with their friendship rofl

However... thinking about their past makes me think of their future. What kind of future will it be, ne? It was unexpected that Uchi would be suspended. It was even more unexpected that Kusano would be suspended. Most of all, that NewS would be suspended from all activity.

What is in the future for them? I truly hope it is greatness because, I know, Yamashita Tomohisa has gone through some tough things and I personally believe he deserves it. I believe everyone in NewS deserves it. So for a bright future, GOOD LUCK~

Okay, totally random, but is it odd that I like KAT-TUN as individuals, but not as a group... but that I love Kanjani8 as a group, but not so much as individuals (with the except of Uchi & Ryo). I'm not entirely sure why this is because I've seen a few clips of K8 on youtube where they were adorable ♥ and while I was hunting for Uchi pictures, I saw quite a few where he was with K8 (how could I not?).

KAT-TUN, on the other hand, I don't dislike them, per se, but I like them much more as just Kamenashi, Akanishi, Tanaka, Taguchi, Ueda, and Nakamaru... not KAT-TUN. I also feel as if I could, and will, grow to like K8 a lot... but I don't think I'll ever be all-too-fond of KAT-TUN. It has nothing to do with NewS. It has nothing to do Johnny's favoritism, either. It's just how I've come to see both groups.

All in all... I have a lot to talk about but I don't want to write too much LOL (but isn't that what lj's are for? Oh well~)

Vote for NewS~ (incase you can't find where to vote, ~~go here~~ click the blue button next to "Pick UP"). While you're at it, vote for 抱いてセニョリータ / 山下智久 on the right chart (Daite Senorita, if I'm not mistaken) Thank you~

six more days...

2006-09-03T19:44:11Z

内博貴!

Uchi Hiroki, six more days!
Six more days until you complete Kanjani8. Six more days until you mark the day NewS is one member closer to being whole again. Six more days until you are twenty years of age. Six more days until everyone who has been missing you finally gets to see you again. Six more days until we can worry a little less.

"Difficulties exist to be surmounted."

1. Please credit heechul in your keywords
2. Please don't claim them as your own
3. Please comment to let me know you're taking!

Without Uchi, I wouldn't be able to play! ♥Ryotan
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Normally I would post these in my icon journal but I think this is more a personal thing. I didn't make these icons just because; I didn't make them to be put in my i-journal, I didn't make them for people to use, I didn't make them for me to use. I made them for Uchi ♥ I made them for Kanjani8 and NewS and everyone who misses him.

Feel free to take any, some, all, whatever makes you happy! Just please comment to tell me, okay? Thank you ♥

内博貴! Please be the best 内博貴 you can be!
We are all waiting for you!