(For an older charloft prompt, found here.)


The following is handwritten in a cheap journal that looks generally NOT taken care of at all.


Therapist says I gotta write. Answer questions and stuff he gives me. He don't look at it none so I don't see the point. Questions he always gives are loaded. Stuff about emotions and stuff I think about or what I'd do if something happened. Like this.

WOULD YOU KILL 1 PERSON TO SAVE 1.000.000 OTHERS?

Whats that got to do with anything? Mean, sure, I'd do it. Makes sense, yeah? Cause I'd've just saved a bunch of other people for offing just one. Hell, it don't even say who its gotta be. I could just kill some bloke off the street or a druggie or a fella that's gotta rep for assault.

Boss'd say it were wrong, I bet, but it don't matter what he'd say. I was the one who kept all them people from dying. Ain't no way he could say it were right letting them all die if I could stop it. Specially since I wouldn't be killing anybody who didn't deserve it anyway. Not like I'm gonna go into somebody's flat and off them.


WOULD YOU KILL 1.000.000 PEOPLE TO SAVE SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR?

Damn right I would. If it were the Guv or Chris, I'd do it. Maybe even for the Boss. The Guv'd have my head if I didn't. Dunno how I'd do it, but I'd give it a try. Probably end up locked up before I could hit ten though. Ain't like I got anything that could kill that many people at once. So I'd have to do it one at a time or sommat. And nobody's that good.

You don't even kill that many people fighting in a war. Bloke like me, might be able to work a bit from the inside, muck about with stuff. Make it look like somebody else did it, but the Guv'd figure it out quicker than I could get it done.

Or the Boss. Both of them, likely.


WOULD YOU SACRIFICE YOURSELF TO SAVE 1.000.000 PEOPLE?

Think there were more on there, but it don't matter. I got one answer for this.

Fuck no.



Makes me a bad person, don't it? Not offing meself to save others or killing one bloke or killing a bunch of people to save the Guv or the Boss or Chris, yeah? Bet my therapist'd have a fuckin feild day with this.

Don't care. I don't feel 'bad' about any of the decisions. Nothing. Zero, zip, nada. Don't regret a thing either.

Not like it matters. Its just questions and questions don't mean a thing.