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MINI! BANG CONTEST VOTING IS OPEN

2011-11-06T20:59:29Z

BACK TO SCHOOL MINI!BANG VOTING IS OPEN!!!

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50 ZE:A FICS CHALLENGE ♚

2011-11-02T01:04:00Z

ZEA CHALLENGE!

Began: Nov 1, 2011
Completed: 0/50

001. Jokes, Kevin/Kwanghee
002. Immoral, Kwanghee/Siwan
003. Appreciation, Siwan/Junyoung
004. Cold, Junyoung/Taehun
005. Blind, Taehun/Heechul
006. Kittens, Heechul/Minwoo
007. Youth, Minwoo/Hyungshik
008. Annoyance, Hyungshik/Dongjun
009. Sports, Dongjun/Dongjun
010. English, Kevin/Siwan
011. Fire, Kwanghee/Junyoung
012. Violin, Siwan/Taehun
013. Devotion, Junyoung/Heechul
014. Separation, Taehun/Minwoo
015. Play, Heechul/Hyungshik
016. Laughter, Minwoo/Dongjun
017. Video Games, Hyungshik/Hyungshik
018. Snow, Kevin/Junyoung
019. "You're beautiful.", Kwanghee/Taehun
020. Ice, Siwan/Heechul
021. Innocence, Junyoung/Minwoo
022. Food, Taehun/Hyungshik
023. Skin, Heechul/Dongjun
024. Alone, Minwoo/Minwoo
025. Practice, Kevin/Taehun

026. Frail, Kwanghee/Heechul
027. Crossdressing, Siwan/Minwoo
028. Love Coach, Junyoung/Hyungshik
029. Crowd, Taehun/Dongjun
030. Stare, Heechul/Heechul
031. Road Trip, Kevin/Heechul
032. Cautious, Kwanghee/Minwoo
033. Fashion, Siwan/Hyungshik
034. Caring, Junyoung/Dongjun
035. Longing, Taehun/Taehun
036. Event, Kevin/Minwoo
037. Loud, Kwanghee/Hyungshik
038. Height, Siwan/Dongjun
039. Affliction, Junyoung/Junyoung
040. Disney, Kevin/Hyungshik
041. Fever, Kwanghee/Dongjun
042. Design, Siwan/Siwan
043. Money, Kevin/Dongjun
044. Self-Image, Kwanghee/Kwanghee
045. Vocals, Kevin/Kevin
046. On Stage, *WC
047. "Do you love me?", *WC
048. Rain, *WC
049. Trauma, *WC
050. Studio, *WC

MINI! BANG CONTEST SIGN UP!

2011-08-18T09:17:27Z

Us MODS at kiss-yoomin promised a contest and we here you go! out first Mini!Bang and hopefully not our last.

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We will always be a light

2010-08-30T14:06:32Z

Prepare your mind, for the embers are rising. Be wary, for their wave is blazing. Join if you might, run if you're in fright.

what if?

2009-05-16T08:28:14Z

i think I might go a short Hiatus and finish all my projects

I mean seriously I'm failing all my fucking classes.

gosh I feel very unhappy right now.

I need to finish these fics and then I'll do my hiatus.

Or atleast I'll try.

But honestly, I just hate school.

And once again my ipod is 1.2 days long... freaky.

It's a M, not a N

2009-05-07T23:17:45Z

My new dog, his name is Chip or chad or Yorkie but, HE'S NORMAL xD

And i owe kiibou this pictures
yes those are two different pictures
HAHAHA Micky Yoochun was near my house

costumes

2009-04-18T12:50:34Z

Series: Trick
Chapter Title: Costumes (1/6)
Word Count: 379
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, Small jaesu
Genre: Romance, comedy
Rating: Pg-13
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk,let's not get hopeful... but Junsu still wouldn't get near Ms.Park (Mrs.Shim XD)
Summary: 6 drabbles involving The T tour
Dedication: Someone asked for no Au XD
Previous chapters: Think Sexy /Turns - Radios /Racy Days - I - Costumes - K

“What’s taking him so fucking long?” Jaejoong grumbles as he pulls Junsu closer. He’s sitting beside Changmin who’s drifting in and out of sleep. “Changmin he’s your boyfriend, what’d you do to him?” Jaejoong finishes his statement with a slap to the back of Changmin’s head. Changmin glares sitting up. He yawns, “Hey fuck off sempai, he is your soul mate. Shouldn’t you have a sense of what’s wrong?” Changmin adds a punch to the end of his sentence and Junsu falls off Jaejoong’s lap from the impact.

“Bitch.” And the two break out in a fit of playful punches and itchy inches. Irritated Yunho claps, “Enough!” Both men shut up and stop fighting at their leader’s yell. They wait a few minutes and Changmin’s already back to being half asleep when Jaejoong pouts, “But what about Yoo-” Yunho cuts him off with a glare.

“I will talk to him and find out his problem.” They watch Yunho walk to the door. Changmin rolls his eyes and crosses his arms. Jaejoong chuckles, “Jealous.” Changmin’s half awake glare is six times worse then his normal glare Jaejoong finds out. Yunho knocks at the room door that Yoochun was behind.

“Yoochun-ah, are you done?”

“I’m not coming out.”

“Are you ok?”

“Fine but I’m not coming out.”

“Yooc-”

“I’m not coming out!!”

“Yoochun” it’s Yunho’s scary voice. Yunho hears sniffles, “Promise no one will laugh?” He says it loud enough and Yunho glares at the three remaining members. There’s a chorus of “Yes, Yoochun we promise.” Heard before the door opens and slowly Yoochun exits the room. Everyone straightens up, and Changmin’s sleepiness has become dissolute as he stares at the silver body that has become Yoochun’s second skin.

“Oh Shit.” Jaejoong whispers as Changmin stands with a smirk. Yoochun pouts as he circles Yoochun like he’s a bowl of shabu-shabu and Changmin’s suddenly very hungry. He grabs Yoochun’s hand and starts pulling him back into the room when Yunho questions,

“What the fuck are you doing?” Changmin looks at Yoochun’s body, “I’m going to figure out the fastest and easiest way to get Yoochun out of this for future reference.”

The door shuts and Jaejoong coughs, “Are all the costumes like this?” and Yunho glares at him. “Shut up Jaejoong-KUN.”

(A.N I don't know what the hell is wrong with me)

Comments are always nice.

Unfinished Business

2009-04-16T22:15:13Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Unfinished Business (9/9)
Word Count: 1605...
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, Small jaesu
Genre: Action, romance,angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Previous Chapters : Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy, Just You and Me I,Just You and Me II,Normal Mondays,Meetings,Rescue,

Changmin-ah sits on the bench in the police office just staring outside. He watches all the people pass by. Children and their parents. Groups of teenage girls and the pervert man who follows them. And couples. Changmin growls when he sees them. Growls when his heart won’t stop aching. He can still see Yoochun’s lifeless body.

“Yunho, you fucking bastard.” He stares at the handcuffs locking his wrists together. “I’ll get you, if it’s the last thing I do.”

Junsu watches Changmin endlessly stare outside. He knows Changmin’s way pass the point of no return. And Junsu can see it in his eyes. The blood lust and the pure rage. And the sadness. Junsu can tell Changmin thinks it’s all his fault.

But before Junsu can tell him, he’s called in. Junsu’s wallet is a bit emptier when he comes out looking for Changmin. “Changmi- oh shit.” Changmin’s empty handcuffs are sitting on the empty bench.

Yunho blows smoke at the air. How long were they going to keep him here? He flings his cigarette.

“Hey can I get a drink?” He hears nothing. “Hello!” Then he hears screeching, like a radio and Yunho winces.

“What the fuck do you want?!” comes a sneer.

Yunho sighs, “Drink, in my throat. Thirsty.” He hears a scoff. “Sorry we’re not the police. We don’t feed prisoners we just kill them.”

Yunho hears a gunshot and then the door is kicked open. Changmin’s standing there.

To the normal eye, he’d look angry but Yunho could the pure rage and anger and the raw blood lust. Just bubbling in Changmin’s eyes. Yunho shrugs if he’s going to die might as well as some fun with it.

Yunho smirks, “You’re sweetheart’s dead isn’t he?” Changmin back hands Yunho so hard, he falls off his chair. Yunho shakes off the stinging as he stands, “Guess the little whore will be in the dark forever now, won’t he?”

Changmin snaps jumping at him, growling. “I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!”

Kangin and Sungmin watch Changmin fight Yunho with shocked expressions. They heard of Changmin’s experience but … wow. Kangin shakes off is daze as his cell rings.

Both wince as they hear something snap. “Kangin-hyung don’t let Changmin anywhere near Yunho.”

Kangin coughs, “…why?”

“Changmin just escaped the police station and he’s in the need to kill until his guilt’s gone.”

Kangin nods, “Oh.”

Junsu huffs, “He’s already there isn’t he?”

Kangin looks away from the fight. “Yes and it’s very one sided.”

Junsu growls, “Fuck!”

Yunho glares at the gun pointed at his head. He coughs up some blood. “Go on you pussy, for your sweetheart.”

Changmin cackles as Junsu runs into the room. “Changmin!”

“Don’t try to stop me Junsu-yah this bastard is getting his just desserts.”

Junsu swallows, “You think Yoochun would want you to kill in his name.”

The gun quivers in his hand, “Shut up Junsu-yah”

"we both know how much he cries when he’d see you covered in blood even if it wasn-”

“SHUT UP JUNSU!!” Changmin yells as he remembers all Yoochun’s crying before he lowers his gun. Yoochun wouldn’t want to see him like this. “Junsu take me home… I have funeral preparations to make.”

Junsu follows Changmin as he leaves.

Yunho sits up as Kangin and Sungmin appear in the door. “Hello Yunho, I’m Kangin Number 1 gangster In Korea and I’m here to kick your ass.”

Junsu pats Changmin as he stops in front of His apartment building.

The silence was unbearable but neither had anything to say.

“Thank you Junsu-yah” Changmin whispers. “I wouldn’t have wanted Yoochun to look down as see me like that.”

Junsu smiles, “Of course, now go take a shower and clean up those cuts.”

Changmin shines a fake smile before he whispers, “Junsu do me a favor.”

Junsu nods “Anything.”

Changmin opens the door, “Take good care of Jaejoong. I hate the bastard but you see something lovable.”

Junsu’s speechless so he settles for nodding as Changmin walks away from the car.

Changmin enters his apartment with a grim expression. He drops his jacket on the floor as he slips off his shoes. He never noticed how empty his apartment was before Yoochun came to live with him. Maybe he should get a dog. Yoochun kept pestering him to get a dog. Yoochun wanted… Changmin sighs as he sits on the couch. “Got to get Yoochun off my mind, concentrate on where to go from now.”

Something brushes against his thigh and Changmin jumps a little.

Changmin has his gun out and he looks to see Yoochun, who’s sleeping on the couch. Changmin shakes his head but the image doesn’t go away. He reaches out and touches Yoochun’s cold cheek.

He sighs wistful, “My imagination is so very cruel.” Yoochun’s in the clothes he died in and Changmin chokes up a little. “I’m so sorry, Yoochun. I didn’t deserve you; look what I did to you.” He traces Yoochun’s cheek, “even like this you carry a bittersweet beauty, sweetheart.”

“Open your eyes Sweetheart.” Changmin traces the black eye forming and the bruise peaking out from under Yoochun’s bloodied sweater before he presses his lips against Yoochun’s in a sweet kiss.

There’s still the faintest trace of honey in the kiss and it makes Changmin pull back with a sad smile. “I’m so sorry Yoochun.” He gets up with a sigh. “What a cruel imagination. So fucking cruel.”

“Yoochun hates the fucking dark!! Get that blanket off his face or he won’t sleep!!” And then “Call his time of death.”

Something starts up in Yoochun. The pure desperation and sadness sparks something in Yoochun’s dead body and he’s jolting up. He’s gasping and gripping. Trying to find air. Trying to find Changmin.

The nurses try to calm him but he swipes at them. He searches, “Changmin-ah!”

Yoochun can hear him in thoughts, Changmin’s screaming and Changmin’s crying. It’s drives Yoochun crazy as he searches for Changmin but doesn’t see any sign of him.

“Are you okay, Yoochun-ah?”

he glares at the nurses still blindly swiping at them. “Don’t touch me. I want to go home. Let me go home. Where’s Changmin?” He pleads, not sure why he’s in the hospital.

“Please calm down, Changmin-ah isn’t here. He’s gon-”

“Don’t fucking Lie!! Where’s Changmin-ah?! Why was he screaming?!” Yoochun’s pulling plugs off his body as he slides off the bed.

“Yoochun-ah you can’t just leave!” The nurses screech as they follow him.

But Yoochun ignores them as he runs down the hallways still in his bloodied clothes. Yoochun doesn’t know this hospital or where the exits are but he doesn’t stop, knowing where to turn and how to quickly loose the nurses. He stands outside, confused.

“Changmin-ah lives…” He looks from way and then the other. “Changmin-ah where are you?”

Changmin finds himself in the shower, eyes closed as the hot water fails to sooth his tense body. He wants to cry but Changmin thinks he’s cried way too many times for his lifetime. He presses his palm against the cold smooth tiles. He sighs as the smoothness reminds him of Yoochun.

“I’ll never get you out of my head you little pixie.” Changmin whispers, “Even in death you drive me crazy.”

Changmin jumps as two arms wrap around his waist. “You’re talking about me right?”

Changmin growls, “why are you haunting me?”

he hears a chuckle before someone bites into his shoulder. “Come on, Changmin-ah not even your imagination is this good.”

Changmin turns to see Yoochun naked and smirking at him. He reaches out and touches Yoochun’s cheek and it makes Yoochun smile. He’s bright eyed and real. Oh so real and Changmin pulls him a kiss. He softly pulls Yoochun up against his body and under the water’s hot spray.

“What happened?!”

Yoochun presses a wet kiss against Changmin’s jaw line. “I couldn’t sleep. Too dark.”

Changmin chuckles before pulling Yoochun into another kiss. “Sweetheart I missed you.” He squeezes him and Yoochun squeaks. Changmin growls as he pulls away to stare at Yoochun’s bruised up body.

“I’m sorry Changmin-ah.”

“Why, sweetheart, you didn’t do anything?”

Yoochun’s soaked but Changmin can still tell he’s crying. “I broke your promise, I left. You needed me and I left.”

Changmin’s pressing kisses against bruises on Yoochun shoulder and his neck. “And you needed my protection and I couldn’t get to you. So I broke my promise. So we’re even.”

“But Chan-” Yoochun moans as Changmin starts sucking on skin.

the conversation ends with that. They don’t have sex; instead Changmin combs his fingers through Yoochun’s damp hair until their both asleep.

The next morning, everyone dresses in black.

Eeteuk sighs as he walks in. “I don’t think Changmin will be in to-”

Before Eeteuk can finish; Changmin walks in grinning like mad man. He’s in a white shirt with abstract patterns, not very mourning.

“Changmin, are you okay?” Jaejoong asks from under Junsu.

Changmin scoffs, “Never been better.”

Kangin jumps and grabs him by the collar. “You little shit, did you forget about Yoochun?”

Yoochun walks in with a box of donuts. Everyone stares as Changmin grabs his hand.

Yoochun blinks, “I know you guys all think that I-” Yoochun isn’t given time to speak as everyone circles him, hugging and questioning him. “You guys were worried about me?” he whispers and Ryeowook pulls him a hug.

Both start crying. Changmin scoffs as pushes everyone to get to Yoochun.

“Of course we missed you sweetheart, who else is going to clean the office for free.” Yoochun pinches Changmin as Changmin pulls him into another kiss.

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Epilogue

(A.N I could cry. This story was first part chaptered fic. I'm so happy. Since I'm such a dork I'm curious to know what everyone favorite was in the whole fic. So please humor me. You don't have to but pwease (: *pouts*)

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Rescue

2009-04-16T07:20:10Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Rescue (8/9)
Word Count: 1619...
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, Yunchun. Implied Chun x ???
Genre: Action, romance,angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication: Someone asked for Jaejoong ^^
Previous Chapters : Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy, Just You and Me I,Just You and Me II,Normal Mondays,Meetings

Yoochun’s thrown against the bed.

“Yunho please.” he begs, “Please d-don’t do this.”

Yoochun’s two seconds from crying.

Yunho scoffs as he rips his pants off. “Now you’re up for begging baby.” He flips Yoochun over on his stomach. “No Yoochun I’m going to take you back. I’m going to teach you that you’re mine.”

Yoochun starts to cry once he feels Yunho cock rough and unwanted against his back.

Changmin’s gone and Taemin’s been captured.He ’s all alone.

“Ready baby.” It’s not a question but more of a warning as Yunho squeezes into his body.

Yoochun screams at the intrusion. This isn’t right, this isn’t Changmin. He struggles to push Yunho off but he fails and he screams, “CHANGMIN-AH!!”

Changmin jolts up with a start.

“Yoochun.” He whispers frantic. What a dream. He looks around and knows he’s back at the office. He realizes that his left shoulder is bandaged up but he feels no pain.

Changmin looks around until he spots Junsu typing at a computer. “Junsu-yah!!” he calls as he slips off the bed.

Junsu jumps out of his skin before he looks up at Changmin who’s searching for something or rather someone.

“Changmin are-”

“I failed, didn’t I?”

Junsu sighs, “Changmin it wasn’t o-”

Changmin slaps the lamp off the table. “Fuck!” He yells, “Fuck Su. I almost had him back. Yoochun was so fucking close. I could taste the honey. Fuck.” he kicks the side table before crouching and hiding his head between his knees.

Junsu just stares at him. He doesn’t even know how to comfort his best friend.

“wait” Changmin looks up at Junsu, “what about that kid? The one that was with Yoochun and Yunho. Where is he?”

Junsu blinks, “well I’m no-”

Changmin growls, “Don’t tell me he got away.”

Junsu shakes his head, “No it’s just th-”

Changmin stands, “I want to talk to him.”

Junsu shakes his head, “I’m not sure if th-”

“Fine.” Both men turn to see Eeteuk standing with a smirk, “I’ll permit you to talk to him.”

Yoochun wakes up, wrapped in a bloody blanket.

He peels it off once he realizes it’s his blood. He kicks off the blanket and shivers. Yoochun stands and limps towards the window. He presses his forehead against the glass window. He can just end it all now. Yoochun has nothing and no one left.

Changmin’s dead and Taemin is probably on his way to something painful.

Yoochun starts to cry as he slides down against the wall.

The door opens and two of the guards appear.

Yoochun wipes his tears. “Why the fuck are you here?”

One of the guards starts to remove his clothes. “Well Yunho just house broke you so it’s time for your first day.”

Yoochun can only cry, “Changmin-ah.”

Changmin shivers as he enters the interrogation room.

He rubs the goose bumps forming on his body. He didn’t like this feeling.

This useless feeling.

Changmin stares at the boy sitting in the chair. Sungmin's standing in front of him glaring down and he can see him visibly shaking.

“It’s ok Sungmin I’ll take care of this one.”

Sungmin nods and Changmin waits until the door is closed to glare at the boy.

The boy visibly gulps. “What’s your name brat?”

Changmin watches him stare at the table, ignoring him. “I asked what’s your fucking name kid?!”

“T-Taemin” he whispers.

Changmin shrugs sitting across from Taemin “Alright, Taemin. Where the fuck is Yoochun?”

Taemin shakes, “Yunho would kill me if I told.”

Changing chuckles, “I don’t think you should be worrying about Yunho when you’re in enemy hands.”

Taemin glares up at him. “Why do you care about where Yoochun-hyung is?”

Changmin growls at the hyung word. “Why do you, you little prick?”

Taemin plays with his fingers as Changmin removes his gun from its holster. He pretends not to notice as he whispers, “I’m his body guard.”

Changmin cackles. “His Body guard?” He questions standing.

Taemin nods as Changmin disappears from his peripheral vision. “How old are you?” he questions as he stands behind Taemin.

“F-fourteen.” Taemin hears the cocking of a gun but before he can turn something cold presses against his temple.

Changmin sneers, this child protecting his Yoochun. “A fourteen year old protecting Yoochun.”

A hand closes around Taemin’s throat but does nothing. “Why do you care so much about Yoochun-hyung?”

Changmin growls, “He’s not your hyung. If he was you would have made sure, Yunho was busy raping him or making him whore around.”

Taemin tilts his head, “But why do you care so much about Yoochun-hyung?”

Just as Changmin starts to squeeze Taemin’s little throat.

“Changmin cool it. We won’t learn anything if you kill him.” Kangin huffs, pushing him away from Taemin.

He coughs but stands to stare at Changmin. “It’s You.”

Changmin scoffs, “what are you talking about?”

Taemin’s so excited he can’t breathe. He starts choking on his saliva. Kangin slams his fist and he breathes. “You’re all Yoochun told me about. You… he loves you.”

Changmin grips Taemin by his shoulders, “Then will you tell me where my fucking sweetheart is?”

Yoochun sits in the cold tub. He scrubs but nothing is making the sting of intrusion go away.

Yoochun waits until his body feels numb and the throbbing pain in his lower back is nothing but a scratch. He stares at his reflection.

Usually he’d feel Changmin’s eyes tracing the tattoo on his lower back but instead all he gets is a draft now.

Yoochun’s eyes fall on a razor, he picks it up and just stares. “Changmin-ah we’ll be together if I do this or will you be mad at me for not living to the fullest.”

Eeteuk whispers, “Kill any enemy on site if they pull a weapon on you.” Every man nods. “Team One follow Kangin and take the ambush through the back. Team two and three take the sides make sure no gets out if they are not Yoochun. Team Four with me.”

Changmin can already smell Yoochun as Eeteuk kicks the door open.

“Changmin go get the princess. I’ll find that bastard.” He wastes no time in running up the stairs, guns out and ready to be used. He can hear Taemin in his head.

“Hyung-deul, Go through the front. On the second floor, there’s a turn, go left keep walking until…”

“Until you find a brown door. It’s for captives.” Changmin whispers out loud before he kicks open the door. “Yoochun!” He calls out.

Fear rises in his heart as no one replies. Changmin’s two second from killing everyman in the building until he hears,

“Mmm… Changmin-ah” it’s a soft moan, coming from the bathroom.

Changmin pushes the door slowly and he panics as he spots Yoochun laying on the floor. Clothes covered in blood. He places his guns on the ground as he checks Yoochun for any injuries.

The blood isn’t from any wounds but Changmin knows it’s Yoochun’s and he growls.

Changmin pulls Yoochun into arms, slowly.

“Sweetheart,” he whispers, “Are you okay?”

Yoochun’s eyes slowly open and he stares up Changmin. He’s drowsy. “Changmin-ah” he coughs, shocked and Changmin smiles.

“Glad to have you back in my arms, sweetheart.”

Yoochun’s shock wears off as he reaches up to trace Changmin’s cheek, “You’re ok. You’re really ok. A-and you came back for me.”

His eyes widen at tears start to fall from Changmin’s eyes. “Of cou- How coul- Sweetheart I love you. I fucking love you.”

Yoochun smiles as he pulls Changmin down slowly and brings him into a soft kiss. He smiles sadly, “I’m sorry Changmin but… I lo…” Yoochun trails off as his head lolls to the side.

Changmin notices the empty pill bottle next to him and he screams, “FUCK!!!”

Yoochun’s eyes open once he’s on the gurney.

Changmin’s gripping his palm. He smiles as nods off the oxygen pump.

“I’m right here sweetheart. It’s ok.” Yoochun laces their fingers.

The gurney isn’t slowing down but Changmin manages to lean down. “I’m glad… my last… moments were… with you Changmin-ah” Yoochun closes his eyes.

“We’re losing him!” The doctor yells and the gurney is pushed through the swinging door.

The nurses stop Changmin. “Sorry Sir you have to wait here while we try to stabilize him."

Changmin growls frustrated “But… But.” Junsu pulls him back.

Eeteuk pats his shoulder, “You just have to wait.”

Changmin paces and paces.

He’s mid step when he hears the steady beep. That annoying noise that means Yoochun's gone. He’s dealt with death. He’s killed hundreds… but Yoochun can’t be gone.

Changmin needs him.

He bursts into the room to see the nurse laying the blanket over Yoochun’s face.

“What are you doing?! Get that blanket off his face?!” Changmin screams.

Junsu and Eunhyuk try to pull him back but he pushes them away.

Changmin grabs the doctor by his coat. “You’re not done here! You’re suppose to fucking save Yoochun!!!”

“Please calm your self.”

Everyone watches in horror as security comes running in.

Changmin pushes the doctor and stares at Yoochun, lifeless and still covered by the blanket.

Three security guards tackle him as he screams, “Get that fucking blanket off his face you bitch!!” he pushes at the guards and over powers them. Until they pick him up.

“Get that fucking blanket off his face, you whore!! He can’t fucking sleep. Yoochun can’t sleep in the dark. I’ll fucking kill you if you don’t move that blanket! He’ll be fucking restless!!” He’s moved through the swinging doors.

“Yoochun hates the fucking dark. Get that blanket off his face or he won’t sleep!!” Changmin cries desperately fighting to get back to Yoochun’s lifeless body.

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(A.N yah you guys are still reading this far. <3)

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Meetings

2009-04-15T14:10:35Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Meetings (7/9)
Word Count: 1885... sounds like a year
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, Jaesu, yunchun, Taechun WTF
Genre: Action, romance,angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication: Someone asked for Jaejoong ^^
Previous Chapters : Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy, Just You and Me I, Just You and Me II, Normal Mondays

Eeteuk growls as he pushes against the wall for the third timed that morning. He wonders how the fuck he got stuck here bound as he slides down the wall.

The door opens and one of the guards appear. “What the fuck do you want?” he growls.

The guard smirks taking out some keys. “Well you’re free to go. I’m here to escort you out.”

Eeteuk scowls as the guard unlocks his cuffs. “I don’t need a fucking escort.”

The guard opens the door. “Let’s go, Eeteuk-sshi” he says condescendingly.

Eeteuk frowns before he elbows the guy. “Let’s go then.” As the guard doubles over in pain. “Let’s go you fucking tool.”

There are three more guards outside the door. “This way.”

“Why the fuck are you releasing me?” Eeteuk asks irritated as they enter another room.

“Well we got what we from your people?” A voice speaks and Eeteuk turns with a glare. “Jung Yunho.” He spits.

The man chuckles as he sits in a leather chair. “Eeteuk I can’t believe you haven’t forgotten me.”

Eeteuk scoffs, “as if I could forgot someone who pays for drugs with people,” It hit Eeteuk just what Yunho said, “What the fuck do you mean got what you wanted?”

Yunho cackles as the door opens, “Eeteuk-sshi better be safe.”

Eeteuk eyes widen as Yoochun appears. “Yoochun. What The fuck are you doing here?” Eeteuk turns to Yunho. “They gave you Yoochun.” They start pulling him out the room. “Yoochun, Yoochun get out… Yoochun!!”

Before Yoochun can speak Eeteuk blacks out as Yunho hits a pressure point all he hears, “I’m sorry Eeteuk-sshi.”

Yunho grabs Yoochun by the waist, “Don’t worry baby, the guys will take perfect care of your Eeteuk.”

Yoochun pulls out of his hold. “Don’t touch me you fucking make me sick.”

Yunho holds his cheeks, “Am I not enough?” he pulls close to Yoochun’s ear “sweetheart” Yoochun gasps before he slaps Yunho right across the cheek.

There are tears in Yoochun’s eyes before he whispers, “I ain’t your fucking sweetheart.” Yunho growls, “Taemin take this little impudent brat back to his room. Watch him like a fucking hawk.”

A boy who looks to be 15 or 16 grabs Yoochun’s arm. “Yes Yunho-sshi” And Taemin drags Yoochun away.

Jaejoong looks around before he walks out the elevator and onto the floor. The last time he was here at Eeteuk’s base, he had the scariest talk with Yoochun and he wasn’t looking forward to another. He entered the office to see away in a tizzy, there was garbage all over the floor and everyone was either on the phone or computer or running in and out.

“Excuse me?” he taps one of the guys on the computer to meet a glare that could melt ice bergs and even has Jaejoong stepping back a little.

“Can I help you?”

Jaejoong coughs a bit, “I heard Eeteuk-sshi has gone missing and I -” The Guy stands cutting off Jaejoong, “What do you want with Eeteuk-sshi? We already got enough shit on his pla-”

A voice speaks from nowhere. “Chill out, Sungmin. Hey Pretty boy, he’s in here.”

Jaejoong practically runs to the boy standing with a smile. he follows the boy into another a room where he sees Changmin, Junsu, and four other guys, of who Jaejoong didn’t recognize, sitting at a table.

Junsu is rubbing at Changmin’s back, whose head is lying on crossed arms against the table. It irks Jaejoong a bit.

One of the four guys is typing away furiously at a computer. “Eeteuk-sshi, Jaejoong-hyung is here.”

Junsu doesn’t look up from rubbing Changmin’s back. Jaejoong ignores his irritation as his confusion settles in. “But I was tol-”

the chair at the end of the table turns and Eeteuk is sitting with a scowl. “Thanks Minho you may go.” The boy nods and bows before he leaves. “Nice to see you again, Jaejoong. I know you are already distinguished with Changmin.”

Jaejoong nods before Changmin looks up. “And Junsu, he’s very acquainted with our Junsu-yah”

Jaejoong blushes as two of the unknown four start mumbling. “He means they’re fucking Ryeowook.” The four start laughing at Junsu, who continues to rub Changmin’s back. Jaejoong holds back a growl.

“Enough.” Everyone looks at Eeteuk who’s growling, “Fucking idiots.”

Changmin huffs, “Junsu a little harder, fuck.” Junsu smirks a bit as he stands and Jaejoong snaps. “Where the fuck is Yoochun?! Why isn’t he doing that for you?!”

The guy on the computer huffs, “I’m working on it pretty boy, calm the fuck down.”

Jaejoong is taken back, “What?” He ignores Changmin’s glare that’s melting the left side of his face. “That’s why I had Junsu call you.”

One of the four catcalls, “Woo~ calling your boyfriend for a job.”

“Shut It Eunhyuk or I’ll kill you.”

The one named Eunhyuk laughs. “hanky Panky during work hours.”

Jaejoong blushes as Junsu stops, “I HATE YOU!!”.

“SHUT UP!!” Eeteuk yells.

“Yah Duck Butt you hard of hearing, you keep causing trouble.” The guy at the computer mumbles not looking up and Jaejoong thinks he isn’t blinking either.

Jaejoong growls “Can we just get on with this?”

“Kangin” Eeteuk warns as one of the four opens his mouth. “Jaejoong we need you to tell any and everything you know about this man.”

Pictures are thrown in front of Jaejoong by the one called Kangin. Jaejoong stares, “that’s Jung Yunho.”

Everyone in the room snaps up. “I have a deal with him tonight.”

Yoochun stares in the mirror. Why hadn’t Changmin already saved him already? It’s been two days. He sighs. Changmin must hate him so much.

Yoochun could feel tears prickling in his eyes. “No” Yoochun shakes his head. He could not give up hope. Not yet.

“Yoochun-hyung, are you ok?” It was Taemin, his 14-year-old bodyguard.

Yoochun opens the door. “It’s ok Taemin, I’m ok”

The boy smiles. “It’s time for lunch. Yunho-sshi said if you don’t come down he’s going to come up and force-feed you. Please Yoochun-hyung come eat.”

Yoochun sighs. “Taemin-ah I am no-”

Taemin grips his shoulders, “Do it for Changmin-hyung, you don’t want him to find you dead.”

Yoochun smiles, “Taemin you’re too cute to be in the mob.” Taemin blushes.

Yoochun follows Taemin into the dining room. He sees a guy with orange hair sitting on the table in front of Yunho.

“Is this the infamous Yoochun?” he drawls out.

Yunho claps standing , “Ahh Yoochun, baby, I’m so glad you’re joining us. Please take a seat.”

Yoochun growls as Yuhno pulls out a chair for him. “Fuck off.” He growls as he pulls out the chair beside the one Yunho grabbed.

Yunho grabs some stands of his hair, “I’m so glad you chose to join us baby.” Yoochun slaps Yunho’s hand. “Keep your fucking hands off me.”

Yunho frowns as he sits at the head of the table.

The orange haired guy chuckles, “Wow Yunho he’s feisty, so unlike you. I thought you liked those who’d do anything for you. Anything.” He emphasizes.

“Heechul shove it.” Heechul laughs, “I love it when you snap at me.” Yoochun glares at Yunho. “So Yoochun the several men I’ve sent into your room have come out extremely unsatisfied.”

Yoochun rolls his eyes. “And they will continue to, why don’t you send them to that little red harlot?”

Heechul chomps at Yoochun. “Little spit fire. Yum.”

Yunho growls, “You use to be so obedient. You never questioned me. What happened to you Chun?” Yunho reaches out to touch his cheek.

Yoochun stands and throws his cup of wine at Yunho. “I got a new master.” Yoochun cries. Yunho stands, looming over Yoochun.

Heechul smirks, “Punishment time baby.” he cackles.

Yoochun swallows as Yunho walks towards him. “Did you forget baby you belong to me now. Guess I’ll have to beat your old master’s rule out” Yoochun steps back with every one of Yunho’s steps towards him. He can’t tell what Yunho is thinking until he trips.

Yunho smirks but a hand pulls Yoochun back. “Yunho-sshi I think it’s best if you finish your dinner. Entertain your guests. You have a meeting to go to tonight.”

Yunho smiles, “You’re right Taemin. Prepare him for tonight.” Taemin nods as he pulls Yoochun out.

Yoochun holds onto Taemin once they enter his holding room. He sobs and sobs. “I’m so sorry Yoochun-hyung” Taemin whispers into shaking shoulders, “but I won’t be able to hold him back anymore.”

Jaejoong hugs Junsu. “You better come out safe.” Junsu whispers. “You better make sure nothing happens that I have to be protected from then.” Junsu smiles, “Better yet I’ll protect you.”

Changmin bites his lip as he watches the couple. Jaejoong catches his eye and moves over to him. He hesitates before he pats his shoulder. “we’ll get him back.”

Changmin smiles for a second before he whispers “We better or else you won’t have anything to stick in Junsu at night.”

Changmin pats Jaejoong’s shoulder before he leaves. Jaejoong smiles at the frustration and worry hidden in Changmin’s voice.

Jaejoong shuffles from one foot to the other. He glances at his watch for the tenth time. Beside him, is one of the spies. A spy that looks like nothing more than a fucking girl. One that Eeteuk says Yunho never met, claims Jaejoong corrects as Yunho walks into the VIP room. Yoochun trailing behind him.

Jaejoong holds back a scream as Yunho stares at the petite guy next to him. “Who’s that?”

Jaejoong sees Yoochun almost speak his name. “Ryeowook, Yunho-sshi. My name is Ryeowook.”

Jaejoong smiles and nods. “Why the fuck are you here?”

Ryeowook swallows, “I’m here to watch how the professionals do it.”

Yunho smiles before sitting down. He grabs Yoochun who pulls back. And Jaejoong can just hear Ryeowook’s teeth grinding.

“Get your fucking hands off me!!”

Junsu grabs Changmin’s arm. “Minnie calm do-” Changmin kicks the door open, gun open and he hears Jaejoong’s scream following Yoochun’s cry of “Changmin-ah!” Changmin wastes no time in jumping for Yoochun but a boy jumps in his way, protecting and prisoning him.

Yunho pulls Yoochun into his arms as everyone but Jaejoong pulls a gun on him. “Let him fucking go.” Changmin growls.

Yunho smirks before he presses a kiss to Yoochun’s cheek, who squirms in his hold.

“Changmin-ah” he whispers and everyone looks at him. “Y-you came for me. You r-really came for.” Yoochun starts to cry and Yunho’s grip tightens.

Changmin lowers his gun. “Yoochun why wouldn’t I save you? I fucking lo-” Yunho takes a shot before he can finish.

“Changmin-ah!” Yoochun yells as Yunho pulls Yoochun through the back entrance. All Yoochun see is Junsu and Kangin crowded over Changmin as he screams “CHANGMIN-AH!! CHANGMIN-AH!!!” Yoochun sees Eeteuk and Eunhyuk chasing him but Yunho’s faster.

“Changmin-ah” Yoochun cries as they get farther from the doorway. Yoochun reaches out but no one can reach him. He realizes Taemin is nowhere in sight. “You forgot Taemin.”

The image of Changmin still in his mind. Changmin was his love. Still is. Yunho cackles against his leg, “You mean I left him.”

Taemin meant his security. His protection. Yoochun cries harder as he realizes Eeteuk’s never going to catch him.

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(A.N. I realy do like Yunho I swear. )

Day 04 - Normal Mondays

2009-04-14T05:31:39Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Normal Mondays (6/9)
Word Count: 1599...
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin,
Genre: Action, romance,angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication: chromeheart cause we're doing synchronized writing even though I finished first
Previous Chapters : Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy, Just You and Me I,Just You and Me II

Yoochun thinks it’s going to be a normal Monday.

How he falls asleep alone but wakes to Changmin’s phone alarm and when Yoochun reaches out from under the covers to turn if off when fingers grab his wrist and a toned body traps him against cotton sheets.

Perfectly normal.

“What if that didn’t wake me up?” a voice whispers hotly against his neck, “You know how many people might not die today.”

Yoochun suppresses the shudder running down his spine as his hands follow along tanned skin until he’s gripping perfectly sculpted shoulders.

“Tch as if you’d let being late stop you.” Yoochun scoffs.

Death wasn’t something he would usually joke about but that’s just how his Changmin was.

A smile plays along both their lips as Changmin slowly runs his fingers along Yoochun’s arms leaving goose bumps in their wake until he makes it Yoochun’s hands and laces their fingers.

“We’re going to be late” Yoochun mutters again as Changmin pulls him into a kiss. He feels Changmin's cock, rock hard, against his leg as the kiss gets hotter and harder.

It only takes a few minutes for Yoochun to crack under Changmin’s forceful kisses.

“C-C-Changmin! Need you in.”

The pure need has Changmin licking a hot path down the side of Yoochun’s neck. He starts sucking just below his ear and Yoochun presses back against Changmin. He feels his cock twitch once Yoochun starts grinding into him.

“You fucking tease.”

Yoochun’s smirk is short lived as he whimpers once Changmin pulls a nipple in his mouth. He feels Changmin press his knee against his raging hard on.

Yoochun cries out. “Why aren't you in me?!!!!!”

Just as the phone rings.

Yoochun looks up, panting and Changmin takes the chance to bit his neck. Yoochun reaches for the phone and Changmin rocks his hips against his.

“What are you doing?” he growls.

“E-E-Eeteuk-sshi!!” Yoochun cries out as Changmin pulls at his cock roughly.

Changmin pulls at his ear with his teeth. “You want this just as much as I do, sweetheart.”

But before anything else can happen, Junsu bursts into the room in a frenzy. “

Junsu-yah!!” Changmin yells, sexually frustrated as Yoochun hides under the blanket.

Junsu stutters before he squeaks out “Eeteuk-sshi is gone!!!”

Changmin’s out the bed and has Junsu by his collar. “What happened?”

Yoochun gets off the bed, a cocoon of blankets covering him, and pries Changmin’s hands off Junsu’s shirt.

“Let’s get dressed and go to the office.”

Junsu smiles before he notices Yoochun’s blanket protection. “Wow for an ex-prostitute you sure are modest.”

Yoochun blushes as Changmin elbows him.

“JUNSU-YAH!!!”

Changmin sits at the head of the table, Eeteuk’s usual spot, with a scowl.

Yoochun stands beside him, worried. “So he’s been gone since my trip.” He taps his fingers against the desk before he looks up at Yoochun along with everyone else in the room.

Yoochun smiles awkwardly as he fixes his vest.

“Why wasn’t I informed?”

Yoochun whispers. “Eeteuk told us all to enjoy our weekend.”

“Kangin, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun and Ryeowook I want you all to take 5 men and scour the city. His favorite restaurant, clubs, shopping centers. Every fucking place he’s stepped into I want checked. And Junsu-yah, go find Yehsung and just watch over him until we find Eeteuk or I say other wise.”

Everyone stares at him before he lets out a growl that makes even Yoochun race towards the door until ...

“Yoochun where the fuck are you going?”

Stopping at the opposite end of the table, Yoochun turns, “I’m sorry. I got caught up in the moment.”

The door shuts and the couple is left alone.

“Come over here.”

Yoochun swallows as he walks over to him. “Yes?”

Changmin swallows, “Yoochun you wouldn’t ever go back to Yunho would you?”

Yoochun’s so shocked he can’t control his actions and he slaps Changmin. “Are you fucking crazy? I can’t leave you not when I love you so fucking much!!”

Changmin just stares at Yoochun, who’s two seconds from running, before Changmin pulls him down.

Yoochun topples into his lap.

“I’m sorry.” Changmin traces the design etched in Yoochun’s jeans. “I just don’t like this Yoochun. I don’t like feeling so fucking useless”

Yoochun presses a kiss to Changmin's chin before he pulls him into a hug. “After all you’ve done Changmin-ah, I’m the only thing that’s useless.”

Changmin pulls back, gripping Yoochun’s shoulders, “Don’t say that. I need Yoochun. I need you so fucking much, Yoochun. So don’t leave.”

Changmin kisses Yoochun, he kisses him like he’s the only thing that matters. And for Changmin it just might be the truth.

“I need you so bad right now.” Changmin whispers as he pulls at Yoochun’s clothes.

Yoochun kisses back just as needy, arms wrapping around Chagmin. “I’m only here for you Changmin-ah, only you.”

Changmin redresses Yoochun while he’s asleep. He wraps Yoochun in his jacket before he lays him on the small leather couch in Eeteuk's office room.

“I’ll be back, sweetheart.”

Yoochun smiles as he wakes to watch Changmin leave the room.

The phone rings as soon as Changmin’s footsteps fade.

Yoochun takes his time before “Hello~” Something about Changmin never fails to cheer him up, even on such on a horrible day.

“How long do you think your happiness is going to last?”

Yoochun would have hung up scoffing, so use to these calls. But this one makes Yoochun’s throat dry.

“Yunho?”

“Come on, baby, how long do you think a whore like you can hang onto someone like Choikang?”

Yoochun breathes in and out before, “How do you know about Changmin-ah?”

A chuckle vibrates and Yoochun shivers in disgust. How did he ever love this man?

“Well with how hard he fucked you against that window and then onto the desk how the fuck could I miss it?”

Yoochun races to the window he knows better then anyone that only thing visible from Changmin’s window is old warehouses. “W-where are you?”

Another chuckle. “Close baby, don’t worry. We’ll be together.”

“F-fuck you” A cackle makes bile rise in Yoochun’s throat.

“Don’t worry, baby we’ll be toge-”

Yoochun slams the phone down over and over. “Why now?”

Yoochun hates the feeling of fear in his heart; he knows just how relentless Yunho is when he wants something. He continues to slam the phone not noticing Changmin as he walks back in.

“So where do you wa- sweetheart what’s wrong?”

Yoochun wipes at his eyes and Changmin pulls him into his arms.

“I’m scared. I’m so scared.”

Changmin kisses his temple. “Don’t worry sweetheart. I’ve got you. I’ll always have you.”

Yoochun sniffles, “Promise?”

“I promise no matter what I’ll protect you.”

Yunho calls again while Changmin’s in the shower. And it kills Yoochun.

But it’s for Changmin.

Always for him.

That next morning, Changmin walks into the office alone. He’s itching to just kill anyone who says the wrong thing.

“Where’s Yoochun?”

It’s Kangin.

“Like I fucking care about that little bastard.”

Everyone exchanges worried glances.

“Changmin,” Junsu speaks slowly, “Where’s Yoochun?”

Changmin raises his gun to Junsu’s forehead, “He fucking left me. In the middle of the night, Junsu, he fucking left me. With only a flimsy fucking note behind. I bet he went to that mother fucking pimp of his, Yunho. If I ever see Park Yoochun again, I’ll kill him.”

Junsu’s eye catches something hidden by Changmin’s collar. “Is that a tattoo?” He pulls down Changmin collar to reveal the silhouette of Micky Mouse’s head forever inked into Changmin's nape. “You really don’t care?”

That’s when the doors open and Eeteuk bursts in. He’s seething as he makes a b-line for Changmin.

“Eeteuk-sshi!!” The cheering and joy stop as Eeteuk punches Changmin right across the cheek.

“Who the fuck do you think you are Shim Changmin?”

He pulls Changmin down by his collar so they’re eye to eye.

“Eeteuk-sshi I was only following your command.”

Eeteuk slaps him. “When in any of my fucking commands did I ever tell you to surrender to the fucking enemy you little shit.”

Changmin glances at Junsu, confused, but Eeteuk shakes him. “I’m talking to you.”

“Eeteuk-sshi I don’t know what you’re talking about?!!”

“Yes you do!! You gave the fucking enemy Yoochun. You traded Yoochun for me!!! I’m fucking replaceable!!! What the fuck were you thinking???!! That kid is fucking head over heels for you!!”

Changmin’s eyebrows burrow into confusion. ‘Traded?’

“Eeteuk-sshi, Yoochun left me last night.”

Eeteuk looks around at everyone’s confused faces. “YAH!! You idiot, he traded himself for me and you didn’t know.”

“Yoochun gave himself up for you. Eeteuk-sshi we didn’t have a clue where you were.”

Eeteuk lets go of Changmin who drops on his knees. “He left to save Leader-sshi. He left for me.”

Everyone watches tears fall off Changmin’s cheek and blend into the rug. “So what are you going to do Choikang?”

Making a fist as he stands, Changmin growls. “I’m going to go save him, I am going to save Yoochun.”

Kangin slaps his head, “You mean we idiot, he saved Eeteuk-sshi.”

Eeteuk nods. “Ok let’s get to fucking business. We got to save our fucking princess.”

Yoochun sits in the corner of the room, he’s locked in.

He stares at the ceiling. Changmin probably hated him at the moment. If he read his note.

Yoochun cries. “I’m so sorry Changmin-ah but it was all for you.”

The door opens and Yunho’s standing there with a sadistic grin. “You’ve been very naughty the last two months baby.”

Yoochun screams as the door is shut.

Guess this wasn’t such a normal Monday after all.

(A.N. I really like this chapter go easy on me and this is the fouth day on my meme cause typing this was the high light of my (: )

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Just You and Me II

2009-04-13T12:38:11Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Just You and Me II (5/9)
Word Count: 1215... XP
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin,
Genre: Action, romance,angast
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication:krisoo and chromeheart I hope they get the muses that they need
Previous Chapters: Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy, Just You and Me I

Yoochun’s never been in a relationship before. He’s been with a Yunho. A pimp, a beater, a heart breaker, his first love. Jung Yunho. He was over the top in love with Yunho. But Yoochun never knew where Yunho was or who he was with.

Yoochun use to fear for Yunho’s life when he would disappear for days sometimes weeks. He never knew what he’d wake up to when he was with Yunho. Didn’t know where he’d be or who would be in him.

Yoochun looks back and doesn’t understand how he got stuck falling in love with Yunho.

Changmin doesn’t know why he took Yoochun in. Took him in, kissed him, hugged him, protected him. It befuddles Changmin, kept him up at night until Yoochun complained.

Changmin turned to glare and when Yoochun flinched, hiding behind his hands, Changmin doesn’t understand the fear hidden deep in Yoochun’s eyes even as he pulls Yoochun into his arms. Nor does he understand why Yoochun continues to tell him he has no money or why Yoochun always clings to him in the middle of the night when he wants a midnight snack. Changmin doesn't understand why Yoochun always sleeps with the light on when he's not there.

Changmin doesn’t know what’s looking back at him when he leaves Yoochun to go on a trip. Doesn’t understand what Yoochun’s doing to his life.

Yunho, the same who told him food and clothes were for his personal time, Yunho who use to hold him at night as long as Yoochun gave him money; he would be gone in the morning leaving Yoochun cold and alone. Used and broke.

The same Yunho who would beat him because Yoochun never had enough money, but Yoochun was always prepared for the pain. The pain, the bruises, the taunting, the beating and Yoochun knows Yunho was never his and never would be.

Yunho never left with Yoochun anything but fear, bruises, and a debt to the mob.

Changmin realizes on his own, just what Yunho did to Yoochun when they go out to dinner for the first time. Exactly what that bastard did to him.

Yoochun’s near tears as he whispers, “I c-can’t pay. I don’t deserve this.”

Changmin knows Yoochun use to have a brother, a family but they were gone, he knows Yoochun’s been a whore since he was fifteen, knows Yoochun’s been making money off his body for 5 years. It hits him why as he pulls Yoochun until Yoochun’s straddling his waist.

Yoochun starts the water works. “It was all for him, wasn’t it sweetheart? He had an addiction. You did whatever you could but you were young and stupid.” Yoochun’s been staring down refusing to make eye contact before he slowly nods.

Changmin forces Yoochun to look up. “Will you n-n-need me to do that?” he whispers. Changmin kisses Yoochun hard. Makes the thought disappear. “I just need you to trust me.”

Yoochun understands how he can fall for someone like Changmin. How easy it is to forget Yunho when Changmin warm embraces makes him safe and secured.

With Changmin, Yoochun always wakes up to snoring and a death grip around his waist. It was new, to wake up warm, instead of used, cold and alone.

Yoochun likes to nuzzle himself into Changmin’s shoulder and just breathe. Yoochun likes to know that he’ll wake up and Changmin will probably be looking back at him with a smirk telling him about his drooling in his sleep.

Yoochun’s never been so happy to be taunted since his family died.

Changmin wonders how he got so attached to Yoochun. Was it when Changmin first looked into Yoochun’s brown eyes and seen a sadness resembling his own or when they first kissed and all he tasted was an innocence that should’ve been gone?

Changmin thinks it could have been how Yoochun clings to him when he’s scared or how Goosebumps form any time Changmin runs his fingers over Yoochun’s pale skin or how Yoochun shudders when Changmin breathes against his neck.

Maybe it’s how Yoochun happy looked when Changmin first took him shopping or how adorable Yoochun looks when he pouts. Changmin thinks maybe it’s a little bit of everything, that makes Yoochun his.

It’s new for Yoochun to always be with someone, to always be with Changmin. He’s use to spending his days alone because whoring doesn’t count.

However, when Changmin came into his life, he changed his life. Yoochun knows he was to be only a payment but because to Changmin he’s considered the mob’s princess.

Yoochun hates when Changmin goes out of town though Changmin tells him its better this way. Anyway without Changmin is the worse way, Yoochun thinks.

Yoochun’s not use falling asleep alone in a bright room but it doesn’t matter when he wakes up tucked in Changmin’s arms.

Yoochun knows that Changmin won’t do anything if Yoochun isn’t holding his hand. It makes him giddy.

Changmin remembers the first time he was separated from Yoochun, he couldn’t breathe and he knew he didn’t want to be away from Yoochun again. So now, Changmin brings Yoochun almost everywhere he can and tells him everything he knows.

In boss meetings, Yoochun’s always perched on Changmin’s lap. Yoochun’s his and Changmin likes people to be aware, whether it be from Changmin holding Yoochun against him or walking in on Changmin kissing Yoochun or Yoochun being covered in love bites, Changmin doesn’t care cause Yoochun’s his.

But there’s one thing Changmin won’t tell Yoochun, refuses to. Changmin refuses to let Yoochun know that Yunho’s alive and clean, Changmin fears that Yoochun might go back to him.

Yoochun knows Yunho’s alive. He’s seen him once, twice, too many times to count. Yoochun sees Yunho when Changmin takes him to dinner, when Eeteuk-sshi takes him out on the town, when Junsu takes him to pick out new games: everywhere.

A small part of Yoochun wants to go up to Yunho and just hug him, take him home and tells him he loves him. Then Yoochun remembers the past five years of STD scares and all the countless beatings and hospitals visits and broken limbs unlike the past two months when the closest he got to the hospital was a bad case of the sniffles.

It makes Yoochun pull Changmin into a soft kiss and when Changmin clutches at his back Yoochun regrets even thinking of Yunho.

Junsu thinks Yoochun is good for Changmin. Junsu knows Changmin since he was ten and Junsu’s never seen Changmin so happy.

Though Changmin denies it, Junsu knows he’s in love. Junsu can see it every time Changmin goes out of town and he just gnaws his lip before he holds Yoochun and does so even after the car pulls up or the way Changmin just glazes at Yoochun when he falls asleep on the desk.

Moreover, Yoochun’s obviously in love Changmin. The way Yoochun follows Changmin like a puppy or how Yoochun calls Changmin every hour when Changmin’s out of town.

Junsu’s favorite, when he walks in, in the morning and Yoochun’s asleep digging into Changmin’s side and Changmin’s grip won’t let anyone get to Yoochun.

Even though Yoochun’s a twenty year old ex-prostitute and Changmin’s a nineteen year old with a blood lust. Junsu thinks they even out.

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(A.N.Blah I haven't reread this. I think I'm going to chill out. )

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Just You and Me I

2009-04-12T12:11:44Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Just You and Me I (4/9)
Word Count: 1427 ... aish
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin,
Genre: Action, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication:To all my bbs, you guys are very kind (:
Previous Chapters: Business, Just the Other Day, Ecstasy,

Yoochun remembers the night, or rather the morning Changmin walked back into his life.

He was only in his life for about 20 minutes but he still made an impact in Yoochun’s mind. But Yoochun remembers better than anything. His first fuck. His first kiss. His first Love. How Changmin walked in baring a black eye and promises of a protection, possibly love, and just pulled Yoochun into his arms.

Yoochun made a vow to keep all his urges to himself. Of celibacy.

When Jaejoong held that knife, Yoochun didn’t what to think. He was going to fucking die. All cause he was so fucking nosy.

When he heard, “Let him go.” He couldn’t help but cry.

Changmin was trying to save him. Him, a fucking whore, the guy everyone looks down on. Changmin was trying to save him, even stuck up for him and was even willing to kill a partner over him. He had to meet him half way. When Changmin held him all the, worry written in his tight embrace.

Yoochun could only ask for one thing, “Take me home Changmin-ah?”

Yoochun’s been drugged before. How could he not in his line of business. He’s been drugged, had something slipped in his drink, woken up with people he’s never seen, woken up in beds miles from home and he’s never had a problem. But this drug Jaejoong slipped him, it didn’t attack his senses. Worse it charged his libido.

At his normal pace, Yoochun wouldn’t have even batted his pretty little eyelashes at the sensation, he would have been fine. But this pace, this pace where he hasn’t had sex in weeks and worse was living with one of the most fuckable beings he’s ever laid his eyes on.

Yoochun searches but Changmin’s nowhere in sight and it kills Yoochun to just lose himself in the music and his raging whoremones. He lost all control. Prepared to just let Jaejoong have his way with him but not for Changmin to never look at him the same way. Like if Changmin cared about a whore like him.

It’s when Jaejoong kisses him, that Yoochun won’t take it all. Not Jaejoong kissing him, not Jaejoong calling him sweetheart. That at least he could for Changmin. He mumbles to himself.

“Ain’t your sweetheart. Not your normal hoes. Changmin don’t hate me.”

When Yoochun heard him, Changmin, the man who made him hard with just his voice. That drove him wild with just a look. Yoochun couldn’t help but be turned on by the fact that Changmin came just for him. And When Changmin held him in arms, Yoochun couldn’t fight his urges no more and attacked any piece of Min’s skin he could see and his animal lust reduced him to riding out his erection against Changmin’s thigh.

When Changmin said his name. Yoochun never found anymore erotic. The raw ownership in the way Changmin said it made Yoochun shudder from head to toe. However, when Changmin reached down and grabbed him, right out in the open in front of Jaejoong and Yoochun knew Junsu was close if not right outside the door. Just made Yoochun want to push into Changmin until they were one.

But that quickly ended as Changmin pulled at his cock and pulled. Rougher and harder and Yoochun feels it get closer until all he can do is scream as he lets loose into Changmin’s hand. He falls back, tired, and expects the floor. Instead, he gets pulled all flush into Changmin’s embrace. He lets out a low sigh as Changmin releases his cock.

Yoochun can feel Jaejoong’s eyes as Changmin licks at his cum. And he’s gone.

Yoochun wakes up to a soft press of lips against his own.

It’s Changmin, of course. It has Yoochun hot, horny and so hard he’s dizzy. Changmin smirks at his reaction, “how do you feel?”

Yoochun can’t help but be honest, “Like I should be getting fucked hard.”

“Honest a bit?” Changmin chuckles.

Yoochun pulls Changmin forward until Changmin’s boxing in his body. “Yes reward me by fucking me hard.”

Changmin chuckles again, “You need a cold shower, sweetheart. You’re high.”

Rejection hurts three times as much as usual when Changmin does it. Yoochun sighs, pouts before he wiggles out of Changmin’s embrace. “Fine” Changmin watches him with a smirk, “Good boy.” He mumbles as Yoochun walks into the bathroom.

Changmin watches Yoochun brush his teeth. For the third time in a roll. “What?” if Changmin keeps looking at him like that, Yoochun thinks he’ll have to go back in the shower.

“Why do you keep brushing your teeth, sweetheart?” Yoochun gargles and then spits.

“I can still taste Jaej-” “He kissed you?” Yoochun turns a bit scared at Changmin’s tone. It’s his murder tone.

Yoochun swallows. Jaejoong shouldn’t have to die because he can’t control his emotions. “I kissed him.” Changmin looks hurt for a second until he growls. “I’m sorry Changmin-ah. I couldn-”

In the blink of an eye, Yoochun’s back on the bed. He’s boxed underneath Changmin again. Changmin’s glaring at him. There’s a hand pulling at his hair, “Was it cause of the drugs?” Yoochun whimpers before he pushes back, “I just, just… just”

Changmin pulls at his hair and Yoochun moans. He’s already rock hard in only a matter of seconds, from hair pulling. Changmin growls, “You just, Just.. JUST WHAT??!!”

Yoochun’s already crying when he yells back, “I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME!!”

Changmin kisses him. It’s filled with passion, lust, and sexual tension and it’s everything Yoochun wants. He wraps as arm around Changmin’s neck keeping them attached.

There’s something in Changmin’s eyes when they pulled away. It makes a shiver run down Yoochun’s spine. “Is that all you wanted, sweetheart?” He whispers. Yoochun pulls Changmin back down, “I want all of you, you fucking idiot.”

Without warning, Changmin bites into Yoochun’s neck. Yoochun arches against Changmin, gripping his bare back. “I-I fuck Changmin!”

Changmin ignores his scream. “You have me you idiot. All of me.” He whispers it as he pulls off Yoochun’s towel.

Yoochun’s so occupied, he doesn’t feel the cool breeze until Changmin’s sliding into him. Yoochun’s have trouble breathing from the pain. Changmin locks Yoochun’s arm’s above his head.
“You ok, sweetheart?”

Yoochun nods. “Yeah… yeah… move… move” Yoochun wishes he didn’t sound so needy but he was filled to the tip and Changmin wasn’t moving.

Changmin smirks before he pulls out and rock back in. Yoochun shudders before Changmin starts rocking into him. “This is what you wanted.” Yoochun’s answer is to wrap his legs around Changmin’s waist.

Changmin pulls Yoochun’s up be his hair not stopping his assault into Yoochun’s body. “I fucking asked a question” He angles his hips and Yoochun screams, “Yes FUCK Just LIKE That, fuck Yes Changmin!!!!”

Changmin kisses him hard. “Good answer sweetheart.” Yoochun breathes hard against Changmin’s nape and he smiles when he sees goose bumps. Yoochun’s running on drugs and they both know he’s close.

“You’re gonna come sweetheart?” Changmin whispers against the love bite on Yoochun’s neck as his thrusts start to lose their rhythm and Changmin’s breathing heavy. Yoochun tries to push back but Changmin’s too powerful.

The phone rings and Changmin reaches for it and Yoochun manages to get on top. Yoochun’s all pants and hard breathing as he rides Changmin. He hands are quivering and Changmin smirks pressing the phone to his ear as he comes all over Changmin’s stomach. Yoochun’s still huffing as Changmin takes the lead, switching them over and off the bed.

Yoochun’s back meets the floor and he squeaks into the open phone. “Eeteuk-sshi?”

“YOU’RE LATE!!”

Yoochun panting as Changmin’s stills his movements. “Go on, sweetheart.” Changmin whispers against Yoochun’s, “Tell him you wanted me to fuck you hard, til you couldn’t breathe.”

“Eeteuk-sshi, Changmin-ah is a preOC- ”Changmin thrusts one last time before he lets it all go. Changmin closes the phone as he kisses Yoochun one last time before he pulls out. “You have all of me too Changmin-ah” Changmin hears before Yoochun starts to snore softly.

Junsu walks in once Changmin has Yoochun in the bed tucked in. “Eeteuk-sshi just called and he said… that you just got lucky.”

Changmin glares at Junsu. “Will you shut the fuck up? I got you a boyfriend for you not to walk into my house at such early hours.”

Junsu ignores him and goes to the sleeping Yoochun. “You think he’ll be able to walk today?”

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(A.N I suck at smut, I suck at sex scenes. I think Blow jobs are my forte)
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Ecstasy

2009-04-11T10:33:33Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Ecstasy (3/9)
Word Count: 1177... XP
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, alittle Jaesu
Genre: Action, romance
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder. Adult-napping.
Dedication: shooyou cause she me got into the humping thing
Previous Chapters :Business, Just the Other Day,

A week passes and Jaejoong sees neither hide nor hair of Changmin’s little whore, Yoochun.

Jaejoong’s confused as to why he’s so interested in Yoochun. Maybe it’s because he managed to snag the ice berg known as Choikang. Maybe it’s because he’s so damn hot. Or maybe it because since that night when he first laid eyes on him, Jaejoong can’t seem to get Yoochun's big brown eyes out of his mind.

And now he wants him.

Jaejoong knows how easy it should be to get lucky with Yoochun. This boy, this whore. It should very easy. After all, Jaejoong’s not stupid, he’s been getting everything he wants for years. Why would he stop now?

It takes a few days until he spots Yoochun in Club Krave alone or at all. He winks but Yoochun pays him no mind. Jaejoong’s not going to lose today, never has and doesn’t plan to do it today. He smirks as he watches Yoochun dances in the middle of the floor.

Jaejoong drains his drink before getting up. A hand grabs his wrist. “That’s a bad idea.”. It’s a handsome stranger. Jaejoong gets a strong sense of deja-vu as he stares into worried chocolate eyes. Can’t place those eyes but he knows them. Where?

“Excuse me?” Jaejoong mutters when he suddenly remembers his plan.

“That guy,” he stranger nods towards Yoochun, “Messing with him is a bad idea.”

Jaejoong scoffs but wonders if his plan is written on his head or maybe this handsome stranger can read his mind. Jaejoong pulls his wrist away, “Fuck you. It’s just a whore. Money’s money no matter who it’s from.” He turns attention back on the dancing Yoochun. He’s so intent he misses, “I would, if Changmin wasn’t going to kill you.”

Jaejoong forgets the stranger as he watches Yoochun dance. Yoochun’s dance is enthralling, enticing and everything Jaejoong wants at the moment. Yoochun notices him. Jaejoong can tell as Yoochun lips perk up in a smirk and his eyes follow Jaejoong’s every move. Jaejoong closes in from behind and grinds up against Yoochun’s ass, leaving no guessing as to what he expected to come from this, expected Yoochun to give.

Yoochun grins as he turns. He gets close, real close. Not close enough, but just enough to whisper, “I’m thirsty” and have his tongue follow his voice.

This is where Jaejoong’s job comes in. He easy to just watch his special little pills dissolve in the cup. He’s never tried them but he’s knows what they do. He’s seen their effects. And that’s exactly what he needs at the moment. Jaejoong watches Yoochun drain the cup and drop it on the floor before he decides smirking is perfect for this moment. This is his victory.

It only a few minutes before Jaejoong watches the effects force Yoochun grind harder, his moves get needier and his eyes are so dilated; that his iris are practically taking over his eyes.

Yoochun moves away hoping for something as his eyes move in every direction, frantic. Jaejoong sees fear in his movements as he moves closer. He grasp Yoochun’s hips and Yoochun growls before grinding against him so roughly that Jaejoong can only gasp into Yoochun’s hair to keep from orgasming on the spot.

Yoochun rocks his hips into Jaejoong and Jaejoong could feel his need from that move. Jaejoong watches Yoochun’s eyes continue to move around as Jaejoong turns him so there chest to chest. “Looking for someone, sweetheart?”

Yoochun rocks against Jaejoong, trying to get friction, anything. “I ain’t… you’re… fucking sweetheart.” Yoochun’s panting as he leans against Jaejoong.

Jaejoong can feel Yoochun’s cock against his leg and he feels himself want Yoochun more. Jaejoong starts pulling Yoochun towards the VIP rooms when he catches the handsome stranger’s eye. He’s shaking his head and Jaejoong continues Yoochun pulling out into the hall. Once in the first empty room, Jaejoong has Yoochun against a wall. He’s panting and blushing and Jaejoong’s lust roars before he pulls Yoochun into a kiss.

Yoochun pushes at him. “Don’t … fucking… kiss…” He doesn’t finish, instead he rocks into Jaejoong. He continues to rock into Jaejoong, trying to create friction and he starts mumbling things Jaejoong can’t really catch. “Sweets… don’t… hoes… Changmin”

Jaejoong briefly wonders how much Changmin paid that Yoochun was still thinking about him before Jaejoong starts to nibble at Yoochun’s skin. He remembers money’s money and that Yoochun’s going to be well worth the price. Jaejoong forgets all about Changmin when he suddenly hears, “Just who the fuck are you touching?”

Jaejoong swears Yoochun got twice as hard from the sound of Changmin’s voice. Jaejoong pulls back to glare at Changmin and Yoochun takes the chance to teleport into Changmin’s arms. Yoochun doesn’t hesitate to start sucking at any skin Changmin left uncovered. Jaejoong watches Yoochun press open kisses against Changmin’s neck and nibble at his smooth jaw line.

Jaejoong swallows wishing it were him when Changmin speaks again, “Why were you touching Yoochun?” It’s growled out.

Jaejoong watches Yoochun moan and shudder at the same time that Jaejoong think he’s came from just Changmin saying his name. “He’s just a whore.” Jaejoong’s throat goes dry as Yoochun once again tries to get friction by dry humping Changmin’s leg. Changmin smirks a bit at Yoochun’s antics before he starts to scratch Yoochun’s scalp and Changmin’s other hand disappears.

“Is he now?” Changmin mumbles, sounding occupied. Jaejoong wants to step closer when Yoochun arches against Changmin.

Yoochun moans loudly, starts to mewl and thrusting his hips against Changmin and Jaejoong can just barely make out Changmin’s hand in Yoochun’s jeans. Jaejoong tries not to think how erotic the scene looks.

“That’s what a whore does” Jaejoong whispers. Yoochun’s thrusts continue for a few minutes, Jaejoong can just barely hear skin against skin, and it’s all driving him crazy. He came here to get lucky not to watch a whore get a hand job. He looks up when Changmin starts chuckling.

Changmin’s looking straight at him as Yoochun’s thrust get slower but harder when his scream just breaks through the room’s silence as Yoochun releases before Changmin pulls the weary man into his arms with a smirk.

Changmin slowly removes his hand from Yoochun’s jeans and both guys stare at the sticky hand before Changmin licks at it. “That’s what someone who’s mine would let me do to them. Right Junsu-yah?”

he asks as the door opens and it’s the handsome stranger. “Yes Changmin-ah.” He’s smiling as he says it and Jaejoong's momentarily struck.

It hits Jaejoong. He's Kim Junsu, Changmin’s partner. They’ve been partners from when Junsu first began. He walks towards Jaejoong and grabs his wrist. Jaejoong lets Junsu with the chocolate eyes pull him out the room.

Jaejoong glances at Yoochun who’s sleeping in Changmin’s arms before the door’s shut and the view is gone.

Jaejoong swallows, “So what now?” he wants a release, needs one, prays he gets one.

Junsu presses him against the wall, “I can always help with your problem.”

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(A.N: OMG i'm going crazy blah... hope every one likes this chapter)

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Shopping

2009-04-10T22:27:25Z

Title: Shopping
Word Count:1114
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin,
Genre: romance
Rating: G
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. How can Changmin cope when everytime he's with Yoochun all he can think about is Yunho?
To: chromeheart who inspired this sequel and lady_akira who wanted a happy Yoomin

first part Mind Much

Changmin rolls in bed for the umpteenth time that night.

Changmin wonders how he got to this place. This place with Yoochun, where it’s them alone no Jaejoong, no Junsu not even Yunho. Yunho.

And Changmin opens his eyes to stare at his dark blue ceiling. It’s only blue cause black just wasn’t what his boyfriend wanted to see at night.

Doesn’t matter, won’t help Yunho forgive him. Sometimes Changmin wonders if Yunho’s cursing him for be able to have Yoochun. For hugging, kissing, loving Yoochun. Changmin wonders when he goes shopping with Yoochun, when he picks up Yoochun, even when they walk the dog; Changmin wonders if Yunho’s cursing him. And when Yoochun isn’t looking, Changmin curses himself, for taking advantage of Yoochun’s confusion.

Even though Yoochun claims… what does he say? A knock distracts Changmin. “Who is it?” The door opens. “You expecting Bond.” Changmin sits up with a chuckle and Yoochun takes it as an invitation. “No but one of his girl’s were to suppose to drop by” Changmin whispers as he opens the blankets, inviting. Yoochun slides under the comforter and slips in Changmin’s embrace. He nuzzles himself into Changmin’s neck.

Changmin wonders how many times Yoochun did to Yunho. How long it took Yunho to get use to Yoochun’s skin ship persona. “Something wrong?” Yoochun asks and Changmin realizes he’s tense for no reason. “No, just thinking.” Yoochun hums against Changmin’s pulse, causing the latter to shudder. “About Yunho?” Changmin says nothing and instead stares at the wall.

Yoochun knows the answer, knows that every time Changmin’s alone or is too quiet; he’s usually questioning their relationship. It’s too late to start a fight or go into a debate. Yoochun honestly just wanted to fool around for a while until he got sleepy but instead he pulls back and stares Changmin in the eye. Changmin swallows at the devious look in Yoochun’s eye. He wonders how Yunho use to deal with Yoochun’s playfulness. “We’ve been together for what; a month and you’re already thinking about other men?”

Changmin’s put-off for a second before he laughs at the stupidity of the statement, “Sorry Chun I guess you’re charm isn’t that great?” Changmin shrugs, a quirky smile playing on his lips. Yoochun stutters before he glares. He moves away from Changmin and gets off the bed. “Well there is a new guy at wo-” Changmin pulls Yoochun back on the bed before he could finish. Yoochun smirked up at Changmin as he boxes his waist. Changmin leans down for a second and gives Yoochun a quick kiss. Yoochun wraps his arms around Changmin’s neck and the kiss gets hotter until Yoochun’s pulling at Changmin’s clothes.

And Changmin forgets all about his insecurities but Yoochun doesn’t. He never does.

In fact he just tells Junsu. “I mean I understand. He grew up with Yunho. Yunho raised him, basically. He loves the guy. But… it’s been a Month. A MONTH Junsu-yah!!” Junsu can't think of anything to say, this is Jaejoong’s job. Junsu wonders what Jaejoong would say and thinks hard. “Just let him bring Yunho up when he’s ready.” Yup yup that’s what Jaejoong would say. Wait… both guys look to see Jaejoong removing his tie and drinking from a juice box. Yoochun nods, “But I’ve been waiting forever, what if he never gets over it and we can never be happy. Or he wants to break up.”

Yoochun almost cries at the thought, in fact Jaejoong spots a few tears. “after all the trouble you put him through, Changmin’s not going to take the easy way out. Just be patient.” Yoochun swallows at Jaejoong’s words. “But wh-” Jaejoong’s glare cuts him off. “I mean ok.” And Jaejoong smiles, “ok now get the fuck out before Changmin calls” And the phone starts ringing on cue.

As Junsu walks Yoochun home, Jaejoong tells Changmin how much he’s hurting Yoochun, and that’s he’s an idiot. Things Changmin thinks Yunho would tell him. Things that make him think and frown.

Their shopping when Changmin brings up Yunho. It’s shocking but not unwanted. “Where did you meet Yunho?” Yoochun clucks his teeth as he grabs a gallon of milk. “He was a bag boy. I liked to give to good tips. He liked me.” Changmin thinks it’s a cliché as they walk into the next section. “How long were you together?” Changmin pulls a bag of cookies into the cart. Yoochun pulls at a bag of rice. He can’t get it. “About a year… Changmin grab that bag of rice, it’s too heavy for me.”

Changmin smiles at his boyfriend’s weakness as he reaches for the rice. “What did you like about Yunho?”, as Changmin heaves the bag into the cart. Yoochun swats at Changmin’s smirk. “He had this really nice smile and this confidence. And he was real good in the sack.”. Changmin bites his lip at Yoochun’s blunt statement. He wants to know why Yoochun’s with him but instead “What cereal you want?”

Yoochun smiles and steps in front of Changmin. He presses his lips to Changmin’s cheek. “You’re so cute. I bet if I met you when I was with Yunho I wouldn’t have been to get my mind off you.” Changmin shrugs him off. “Don’t be so cuddly in the Market.” Yoochun holds back a chuckle at Changmin’s coy reaction. “Let’s get some vegetables already.” Changmin tries to think of another thing to ask but then Yoochun picks up squash and Japanese Apricots.

Changmin knows even he loves them Yoochun can’t stand them. “What are you doing?” he asks confused as Yoochun places them in the cart. “Shopping” Yoochun says flatly. Changmin rolls his eyes, “You don’t even like those vegetables.” Yoochun shrugs “But you do, so I can adjust.” And Changmin finds himself kissing Yoochun in the middle of the aisle.

And when Yoochun lets him, Changmin feels himself letting go and just lets kisses Yoochun like he’s always done. But instead of worrying about how many times Yunho and Yoochun kissed and hugged and cuddled he wonders how far Yoochun will let him go in the Super market. Yoochun pushes at his chest, panting. “Stop, I feel wrong getting hard while holding squash, it feels wrong.” Changmin chuckles and pecks Yoochun’s cheek. “Are you ok Minnie? You’re acting like Jaejoong.” Changmin nods laughing. “I am good, In fact I’m fucking fantastic..” Yoochun grabs his hand. “Fine then we don’t really need the squash then, if you’re so happy..” And Changmin hugs Yoochun, just holds him. “I’m sorry.” It’s a whisper.

Yoochun smiles and tears are already in his eyes. He understands. “You idiot. It’s just squash I’ll get over it”.

(A.N; I shall get back to my chaptered fic but I got serious inspiration for this and couldn't ignore it )

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Just the Other Day

2009-04-10T09:06:09Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Just the Other Day (2/9)
Word Count:1147... curses!!
Pairing: Bigger Yoochun/Changmin, so far
Genre: Action, romance and some angst
Rating: PG-13 to be safe
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder.
Previous Chapters :Business

Changmin isn’t much for emotions. Considers them a waste of his time.

Shim “Choikang” Changmin stares at the man lying still on the ground. He flickes some ashes from his cigarette.

From what he heard earlier, the man is named Yoochun.

Changmin wants nothing more then to just end it all now and kill him. He presses the gun against Yoochun’s temple.

When Yoochun’s eyes suddenly open and Changmin watches his eyes move frantically until they make eye contact.

Nothing happens.

Changmin watches a shudder just rip through Yoochun’s body before he smirks.

“Still alive?” Changmin asks as he slips his gun back in its holster.

Yoochun says nothing and Changmin thinks he doesn’t hear him.

Nothing happens until Yoochun reaches up to him and instead of stopping him, Changmin lets his fingers touch his lips. They are slightly chapped.

Changmin has stopped caring about his appearance when he first got his job of “trading”.

“Yunho?”

For some odd reason, Changmin presses his lips against Yoochun’s palm in a soft kiss. “He’s gone, sweetheart”.

Changmin watches him shudder again through amused eyes. “Changmin-ah is he alive?” His partner’s voice breaks him out of his trance.

Changmin stares down at Yoochun. “Get up, sweetheart.”

Changmin finally remembers his cigarette as he pulles it to his mouth.

Yoochun coughs but says nothing as he stares at Changmin. He tries to move but it's practically impossible.

He swallowes; looking up at Changmin’s laughing eyes. He watches him wince before he whispers “I c-can’t”

Changmin shrugges, before whistling. “Yah! Junsu pick him up.” His partner appears. “Pick him up, I’m leaving.”

Changmin blows the smoke into Junsu’s face before he looks down at Yoochun. “Would‘ve loved to take you home sweetheart,” he stands, “take care of him.”

Changmin turns towards the door and takes some steps forward. “No…” It’s a whisper, practically coughed out. Almost forced out. Changmin ignores the hurt that tugs at him. But he stops once he hears, “Come back.”

Changmin snorts, looking back. He wants to say pathetic, weakling, useless anything to hurt him, instead he hisses. “Get up.”

Yoochun trembles from his words.

Junsu watches Changmin go back to his previous spot, in marvel as he kneels next to Yoochun. “Then get up and I’ll stay.” he has no idea what the fuck he is talking about.

Why would he want to take home this … whore… this prostitute… this boy with the same eyes as him.

Changmin watches Yoochun struggle and wiggle until he finally sits up. He's panting and huffing and Changmin doesn’t know what the fuck he’s thinking as he presses his lips to Yoochun’s. He ignores Junsu’s gasp and instead deepens it.

Changmin can taste blood and fear and honey but he can feel Yoochun’s tongue against his and it's new. he pulls away and stares at Yoochun when he feels Junsu touching him. “Changmin the boss… he… the boss…”

Changmin has Yoochun in his arms and his gun to Junsu’s head in a matter of seconds. he swallows.

Changmin hisses, “Are you talking to me?”

This is Junsu, his best friend… or as close to one as he got and he is putting a gun to his head, over a prostitute… a fucking prostitute. Who was nothing but payment.

Changmin swallowes as Yoochun rub his nose against his neck. It's different.

“I’m sorry,” Junsu swallows, “It’s just… you know the boss.”

Changmin nods as he feel Yoochun go slump in his arms, the boss.

The boss is probably going to kill him.

Changmin stands in front of his boss.

Yoochun's still asleep in his arms. He almost dies and all he can do is fucking sleep.

Changmin wants to wake him up. He wants nothing more then to shake Yoochun until all he can see is Changmin but he looks so happy. Dreaming about whatever he is dreaming about.

“Changmin is he… the payment?”

Changmin says nothing. “Is he the payment?” He continues to just stare at his boss,silent.

The boss stands with a glare, “Changmin is he the fucking payment or not?!!” He finishes his statement by knocking a photograph off his desk.

Yoochun wakes up with a start and Changmin grits his teeth, “Yes Eeteuk-sshi, he is.”

The door slams open, Junsu and four guards run in. “What happened?!!”

“Nothing” Eeteuk hisses, “Take the boy.”

Junsu glances at Changmin, who practically has a death grip on Yoochun.

Yoochun looks around, confused as he rubs at his eyes. he realizes they are talking about him as his feet touched the ground and Changmin's arm fell back to his side.

The guards move towards him but Yoochun moves behind Changmin, scared.

Changmin bites back a smile as he glares back at Eeteuk.

“You really want to go against me Changmin? You should know better.”

Changmin does know better, knows he should just hand Yoochun over, never look back. He is ready to when he feels Yoochun’s death grip on his arm and his quivering body against his back. Like if he knows, Changmin's going to protect him. Like he expects it.

They just fucking met, how could he just know that Changmin wasn’t giving him up. “I don’t want to fight you Eeteuk-sshi”.

The Boss smirkes, “Goo-”

Changmin continues, “But I’m not giving him up.”

Eeteuk growles, “And why the fuck not?”

Changmin swallowes before he shruggs, “I want him for my own.”

Eeteuk growls, before snapping his fingers.

Junsu grabs Yoochun, but he refuses to go as he slaps and kicks at Junsu.

“Control your whore Changmin.”

Changmin feels his heart burst as he turns to sooth Yoochun. “Junsu take him home. If I don’t come back, protect him no matter what happens.”

It is whispered as Junsu pulls Yoochun out the room.

“What does he mean, don’t come ba-” Yoochun is out of site and hearing shot once the door closes.

Eeteuk growls as he walks towards Changmin with a glare.

And Changmin shakes from fear.

Changmin’s glad Junsu took Yoochun.

He doesn’t want Yoochun to see him bleed or shake or cry out in fear. Changmin wants Yoochun to see him as brave… as fearful. As someone that can protect him.

Changmin all but limps home.

He opens the door and meets an armful of Yoochun. It’s different.

Changmin stares at Yoochun’s tears, confused. “What happened?”

“I t-t-thought you w-w-wouldn’t c-come back and wh-wh-what you told Junsu-yaaaaaaaaaaa” he ends up wailing instead.

Changmin smiles as he hugs Yoochun. This boy was his.

Yoochun’s tears. Yoochun’s body. And Yoochun’s lips, his soft honey lips. Everything is Changmin’s. And in instant of possessiveness, Changmin kisses Yoochun. Tears, blood, worry, honey and all. It’s different.

Changmin stares into Yoochun’s brown eyes. Why is this kid so damn special after one fucking night? Why is he feeling so much for him after one night?

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(A.N feeling much better )

comments will always be <3

Business

2009-04-09T20:38:55Z

Series: Remedy
Chapter Title: Business (1/9)
Word Count: 819...
Pairing: small Yoochun/Changmin,
Genre: Action,
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Drug dealers. prostitutes. Murder.
Dedication: to my dear krisooh and suah who helped me write this and all my others BBs <3

Jaejoong knows business always come first.

He understands just how serious Shim Changmin can be.

Shim Changmin or Choikang as he is called in the drug world.

Jaejoong has no clue how long they’ve been meeting. He knows that every Tuesday and Thursday (between the Hours of 3 and 5am) they meet in Club Krave (3rd door after the second left).

So yes Jaejoong understands just how serious Shim Changmin is.

Yet he wonders how the deal ended so bad that he’s staring into the barrel of said man’s gun.

Jaejoong remembers his first meeting with Changmin.

The first thing he was told “Changmin’s renowned for his short fuse and his quick draw.” He never forgets that.

Jaejoong wishes they had told he was a master in Hapkido, Taekwondo, and Judo and could even use a sword if it called for him to.

It's pure accident.

Jaejoong never sees it coming. When he first enters the meeting spot, Changmin's already there.

Jaejoong reaches out to grab his shoulder but he instead a hand grabs his wrist and his back meets the wall. He blacks out for a minute and when opens his eyes Changmin's glaring back at him.

Changmin scoffs, “Pathetic, I could have stolen the drugs and been gone.” He throws the envelope on the ground and is gone.

Jaejoong pats his pockets and everything's gone, even his wallet.

Yet that meeting is so far away and Changmin has learned to trust him or Jaejoong hopes because Changmin is superior in all ways even if he is younger by 2 years.

The thought of the 19 year old being this huge mafioso makes Jaejoong shiver. He wondered where it all went bad for Changmin. Or maybe it all went good.

Jaejoong remembers that said 19 year old is late for their meeting. He glances at his watch. It's already 4:45.

Changmin’s usually there before 3:30.

That’s when the door opens.

Changmin walks in and Jaejoong knows something's wrong.

First is Changmin's smirking. Nothing good can come from him smirking. And he has no coat. It'as -12 degrees out.

“Changmin-sshi” one of the guards spoke as Changmin passes him. “You’re la-” He didn’t even get to finish his sentence as his brain and blood is spattered against the wall.

Changmin didn’t even bat an eyelash. “You come on my time remember that.” He growls.

Jaejoong looked towards the door and meets a pair of eyes. It's probably a spy.

He's at the door in seconds.

It's a man, with curled black hair and big brown eyes.

Jaejoong would have noticed how handsome he's if he wasn’t too busy putting a knife to the man’s Adam’s apple.

The deal's going fine even with one dead guard (but their always replaceable). But a spy, if Jaejoong does this wrong it’d could be a lose-lose situation. He hears the cocking of a gun.

Then he remembers he's here with Choikang. Famous for the fear just his name springs in any gangster, mafia or Yakuza’s heart.

The same Choikang who's holding a gun to his face. “Let him go.”

Jaejoong’s second body guard is dead before he can even react.

So it's just Jaejoong, Changmin and the man.

The man’s fingers started scratching at the hand holding the knife but it just makes Jaejoong push the knife closer to his throat.

“Don’t make me kill this fucking kid.” Jaejoong hisses to the barrel of Changmin’s gun and the man starts quivering in his hold.

Finally he whimpers out, “C-Changmin-ah”.

Jaejoong can tell he's in tears from his sniffling. “So who are you working for? You fucking traitor. The Great Choikang nothing.” Jaejoong spits.

Changmin presses the barrel to Jaejoong’s forehead. “Just let him go. He isn’t a fucking spy.” it sounds like venom to Jaejoong. But it doesn’t matter because he's going to die over a spy.

“Listen Traitor I’m not going to die over a fucking S-”

An elbow met his gut and the man disappears from his arms as Jaejoong doubles over in shock instead of pain.

He quickly takes out his gun and points it front of him in protection just to see Changmin holding the man against his chest. His gun still pointed at Jaejoong.

“Yoochun are you okay?”

Jaejoong stares at the shaking man in Changmin’s arms. He looks like any normal whore.

Pretty face, perfect complexion, nice body.

How is this whore different then any other ones that Jaejoong seen Changmin murder in cold blood?

Jaejoong watches Yoochun mumble something before Changmin lowers his weapon. He removes the money filled envelope from his pocket and throws it on the ground.

As Jaejoong reaches down to grab it, Changmin pulls Yoochun out the room.

Jaejoong pats his pockets, confused.

Is The Choikang really showing compassion… to a whore?

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(A/N. Sorry guys I'm not feeling so good. I might put the next part tonight but i don't know. Sorry.)

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Mind Much

2009-04-04T07:25:36Z

Title: Mind much
Word Count: 3259... wow
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, jaesu, a bit of Yunchun tiny tiny, call it a speck
Genre: Romance and comedy
Rating: PG-13 to be safe
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Au. Yoochun can't seem to get over his late boyfriend. Enter his late boyfriend's best friends.
Dedication: happy Birthday to lady_akira my very young looking bb :), who I owed some love to anyways

   Sometimes he wondered why he was still alive. Was their any reason for him to go on? He decided to go visit his grave. It was raining, his left foot was soaked and dozens of White Anemones were clutched under his arm. Everything was normal when he visited. Everything was normal except that someone was already there. In the spot, that he usually vacate when he’d blubber and cry his eyes, stood a guy who back was to him. “Excuse me? Can I help you?” The guy turned and he was memorized by how good looking he was. Swallowing, he whispered, “Did you know Yunho?” The guy grinned, “I use to get him into plenty of trouble back in High school.” His mouth opened in an O shape. “He was always getting me out of detention“, He nodded, and “Yeah Yunho was always the good guy.” The guy grinned. “I‘m Jaejoong” He grinned back. “Yoochun”

Jaejoong looked around, “well this place is kind of dead let‘s go for some coffee.” and Yoochun was dragged out the cemetery. Yoochun sputtered, “But Yunho-” Jaejoong looked at Yoochun. “I don‘t think Yunho will mind”. And Jaejoong continued to pull Yoochun down the street.   “So how did you know Yunho?” Yoochun stared at the ground, “We were together when… when… ” and tears prickled at Yoochun’s eyes and Jaejoong stopped. He stared at Jaejoong before pulling him into a hug. “Come on don‘t cry, that means your single now.” And Yoochun cried harder. Jaejoong blinks… “Was it something I said?”

They finally make it to a coffee shop where Jaejoong told Yoochun all about his adventures with Yunho. “There was one time in Middle school with this smoke bomb and let‘s just expulsion wouldn‘t have looked pretty on me and thank god Yunho came and saved the day.” Yoochun sipped at his coffee. “You‘re just a big pot of trouble” And Jaejoong scoffs. “Big… no sweetheart I‘m HUGE” And Yoochun went into fit of giggles. They ended up talking the whole night and Yoochun felt he was getting an essence of Yunho that he never had before. “You should come out with me next Saturday. My friend’s moving back to Seoul. We could all get together and complain about Yunho or something. It’ll be a blast.” They swapped numbers.

Before they parted, Jaejoong pulled Yoochun into a hug. “Yunho was a great guy; he looked out for us, like our leader.” And Jaejoong was gone, leaving Yoochun to blush.

And Yoochun went home and he searched Yunho’s book cases until he found Yunho’s yearbook. Jaejoong’s page was bookmark. “What a dork” Yoochun whispered as he stared at Jaejoong’s picture. Underneath it in sloppy hangul read “One day you won‘t be leader but it‘s ok cause I‘m older anyways. And you look like a woman with long hair. XP.”. “What an idiot.” Yoochun stared at the picture of Yunho on the kitchen table but he was your friend right?” Yunho didn’t stop smiling. And Yoochun sighed as he lay on the couch. “What are you planning up there Yunho?”

Yoochun doesn’t have nightmares of Yunho and ugly ties and roads that are broken. Instead, He dreams of Yunho dancing in his school uniform with Jaejoong destroying mailboxes and causing havoc with one grin.

When Yoochun woke up, he had an unwritten text. He seen Jaejoong’s number and doesn’t want to read it. He goes against his own judgment and ended up meeting Jaejoong in the location left in the text. Jaejoong brightened up and started waving at Yoochun. They sat at a table that already had someone’s stuff occupying it. Jaejoong grinned, “It‘s just my friend, he‘s in the bathroom. He‘s a smartass.” “Are you talking about me?” Neither of them noticed the guy come up towards the table. Yoochun stared at the guy, whose head look like it touched the ceiling. Kind of like Yunho’s use to. The guy sat next to Jaejoong. “I‘m Shim Changmin.” Yoochun stared at Changmin. “Y-Yoochun. Park Yoochun.” He whispered and Changmin smiled. “Ahh the infamous Yoochun, Jaejoong called me last night and wouldn‘t shut the fu-” Changmin was kicked off his chair before he could finish. Jaejoong laughed it off, “So let‘s ord-” Jaejoong’s chair fell back as Changmin sat in his chair. “Yeah, Hyung, Let‘s order.”

Jaejoong glared at Changmin. And Changmin glared back at Jaejoong. Yoochun had a feeling that this was how they normally acted. He watched them joke and argue and Jaejoong continued to meet the floor so he just continued to sit there. And Yoochun could imagine Yunho playing mediator between them and he softly smiled. It must have been fun having friends like them.

“Can I visit your house?” Yoochun tilted his head. “I‘m not su-” Jaejoong cut Yoochun off, “Come on I don‘t think Yunho would mind.” “It’s okay, I just wondered where hyung was living before … the accident”, Changmin looked at the sky, “If he was happy.” Yoochun swallowed. “OK, you can come”

Changmin stared at the house that belonged to Yoochun and Yunho. Use to belong to Yunho. Yoochun blushed, “Yunho had wanted to adopt a lot of daughters.” Changmin laughed and Yoochun couldn’t help but notice how his eyes were mismatched and just how cute it was. “I can‘t wait for Joongie to see this, he‘ll just die.” “Shi-” “Changmin.” Yoochun blinked, “What?” Changmin’s smiled as his phone rang. “Call me Changmin” and he opened his phone. Yoochun watched Changmin’s lips as he talked. How they drooped and how kissable they looked. ‘Yoochun-ah, are you forgetting about me already?’ Yoochun shook his head as Changmin closed his phone. With a sigh he spoke, “I got to go, I bet Yunho-hyung was really happy here” Changmin pressed his lips against Yoochun’s cheek before he started to walk away. “Bye Yoochun!!” Yoochun swallowed before calling back “Bye Changmin”. And he loved how that name tasted on his lips.

Yoochun opened his phone and stared at the background picture of Yunho. He sniffled, “Why are you doing this to me Yunho-ah?” Yunho continued to smile like he was when Yoochun took the picture. “Yunho-ah”

Yoochun entered his empty house. He swallowed as he went to a room filled with books. The Study. This was Yunho’s dojo. Yoochun believed e was in that room more then their own bedroom. He sat one the large arm chair. Yunho’s smell was nestled between the threads and cushions and Yoochun’s eyes filled with tears.

Yoochun found himself hoping that Yunho would find him asleep and would tuck him into their bed with a hopeless smile. And that the last few months were just a terrible dream. And Yoochun would wake up to Yunho snoring.

But Yunho didn’t come and Yoochun woke up to a text. From Jaejoong. “Open the fucking door”. Yoochun wiped at his eyes confused. It dinged again, “Get your ass to youy fucking living room and open you fucking door because we getting fucking soaked”. Yoochun went to his living room to see Changmin up against his window, soaked. He was tapping at the window like a child. And all Yoochun could do was laugh.

“You guys are soaked. And I don‘t think you‘ll fit into my clothes.”   Jaejoong glared at Yoochun. “I don‘t think Yunho will mind if you bring us some of his clothes.” Changmin glared at Jaejoong. “Hey he left us in the rain for like 20 minutes as he laughed” Yoochun ignored Jaejoong’s look as he went to the laundry room.

Yoochun couldn’t help but openly stare at Jaejoong’s chest as he looked around the apartment, shirtless. Jaejoong whistled. Changmin scoffed “Get over it hyung”. Changmin was drying his hair on the couch. He was in a tang top that Yoochun was desperate to just rip off but he choose to ask “So what‘s brings you guys here?”

“Well Minnie said your house was to die for” Jaejoong said as he looked around. Yoochun frowned as he crossed his arms. “Pretty big for a pretty boy to live alone in.” Yoochun blinked, “what are you getting at?” Even Changmin looked confused. “Well I have a dongseang who just so happens to be looking for a roommate.” Changmin threw his towel at Jaejoong. “Hey, Don‘t make him uncomfortable, we just met.” Yoochun watched Jaejoong walked into the kitchen. Changmin smiled at Yoochun. “Sorry about that” before Yoochun could say anything, Jaejoong’s scream was heard. “Where‘s your food?!!!!”

Changmin stood up once Jaejoong ran to find a super market. “Should we follow him?” He looked towards the stairs. Changmin scoffed, “No way, what‘s upstairs?” Yoochun swallowed… “Yunho‘s room.” He whispered. Eyebrows raised, Changmin turned to Yoochun, “Can I see it?”

The last time Yoochun was in Yunho and his room he was helping Yunho pack for his trip. “I‘ll be back in three days” It was the only lie Yunho ever told him. Changmin shook his head. “So how long has it been since you‘ve been in here?” Yoochun knows he’s crying. “I don‘t know two, three or maybe even six months” he cries.

Yoochun woke up; he was alone in his and Yunho’s bed. He remembered crying into Changmin’s arms and he slid off the bed. The lights in the kitchen were on. There was a note on the counter, “Yoochun, Sorry I couldn‘t be there when you wake. Hyung left food in the oven. Good night. - Changmin” And Yoochun pressed his lips against the eight letter name that was quickly filling up his heavy heart. He started crying again. “It‘s only been 2 days, but I‘m so sorry Yunho. I‘m so fucking sorry.” He couldn’t help it.

Yoochun didn’t hear from Changmin. He had no number or address. He did have Jaejoong, who came to visit him after a week. “Changmin had to go out of town on business. He said he‘ll see us when he comes back.” Jaejoong stayed and they watched movies but Yoochun prayed that he wouldn’t have to relive the same tragedy over. Nothing like Yunho again.

Four days later and Jaejoong invited Yoochun to his house. “Someone really wants to see you” And Yoochun all but ran to Jaejoong’s house. Just to meet Jaejoong’s brother Junsu. “So this is the infamous Yoochun”. Yoochun smiled. “I get that a lot.”

They went out drinking. “So what‘ll you have?” Yoochun shook his head. Jaejoong and Junsu shared a look. “I didn‘t know Yunho dated pussies. I mean you cry, and you‘re so pretty and now you do-” Yoochun slammed his fist on the counter, “Long Island Ice Tea”

“Yoochun I think you‘re drunk.” Jaejoong laughed as Yoochun started bouncing in his seat. “No way… mmmmeeeee ddddrunk pf- JJJJJooooooongiiiiiieeee-hhhhhhyung you have a tttttwin” And the Kim siblings burst into laughter as Yoochun started giggling. “How much as he had to drink?” And once again all the occupants missed as the tall man came up beside them.

They looked back to see Changmin in a suit and tie. He was glaring back at them. Yoochun jumped up and stumbled towards Changmin. Yoochun reached out and Changmin steadied him. “Changminnnnnnnnnnie!! -hic- I was ssoooooo -hic- oooo worried. I -hic- missed you -hic- lots and -hic- lots.” Changmin sighed as he held onto the drunken Yoochun.

Jaejoong stood “let‘s go to our house.” Junsu whined, “But I never got to dance”. Jaejoong wrapped an arm around his waist as he pulled him out. “Like I want to see a bunch of horny men dancing all over you” Jaejoong scoffed as they followed Changmin out. Yoochun clapped, “awww -hic- Joo -hic- gnie‘s jealous -hic-”. And he giggled some more. “We‘re taking him to your house” Changmin growled.

“Minnie Mouse, Minnie, Minnie mouse” Yoochun chanted once Changmin laid him on the bed. He looked around as if searching as Changmin took off his jacket and tie. “Where‘s Micky?!!” He jumped on Changmin, “HERE I AM!!! I‘ll be your Micky.” Changmin sighed as he started to take off Yoochun’s clothes. “You are so drunk”. Once in his boxers Yoochun jumped on Changmin and off key he sang “I goooooooot yooooouuuu under my skkkiiiiiiinnnn”. Changmin turned once he heard laughing. “How much did you let him drink?!” Jaejoong scratched his tummy. “Like 3 or 4 Long Island Ice teas” Changmin growled, “More like 15 with your supervision, you asshole”.

“Minnie come laaaaay with meeeee” Yoochun finally noticed Jaejoong and cheered. “Joongie You look soooooo goooooood, do you work out or are y-” Changmin threw the blanket over Yoochun’s head as he glared at Jaejoong “Don‘t taint him.” And Yoochun tangled himself more and he pulled and kicked at the blanket. “Oooooh nooo I‘m misssssing the sssshhhhhow”. He started rolling and ended up falling off the bed with a squeak. And Jaejoong started to close the door. “Ok goodnight~” “You can‘t ju-” And the door was shut.

Yoochun giggled as Changmin tucked him. He blew a raspberry at his chin. Before Changmin could go anywhere Yoochun grabbed his hand. “Goodnight kiss pwease?”. Changmin sighed as he leaned down.

“The forehead” Yoochun whined, “You‘re so cheap. You must hat-” Changmin cut him off with a soft kiss. Where Yoochun’s mouth opened and Changmin could taste Yoochun’s tears and his love for Yunho and tangerines. And Changmin pulled away and stared at Yoochun. “Promise you won‘t remember this. Promise.”

Junsu jumped on the bed Jaejoong was laying was. Jaejoong glared, looking up from their book. “What?!” “They kissed, they kissed” He was so happy he was practically singing the words. Jaejoong sighed, “Aww A dead-drunk guy and his dead-boyfriend's, who he isn’t over, best friend. Yah, Changmin totally won‘t let his guilt get the better of him.” Junsu hit Jaejoong with the pillow. “You Suck.” Jaejoong shrugged, “And you enjoy it every time I do.”

Yoochun managed to wrap Changmin in a tangle of limbs and blankets. “Yoochun get off me” Changmin stated pushing Yoochun off when he shuffled closer. “Don‘t go Yunho,” Yoochun whispered, “don‘t leave me.” Changmin wants to push Yoochun and just ignore his feeling, instead he pulls Yoochun closer. “Forgive me Yunho.”

Yoochun is confused when he wakes in a cocoon of warmth. Yoochun felt like his head was splitting in two. He tried to move but he’s trapped against a broad chest. He looked up to see Changmin. Instead of moving away, Yoochun pretended he was still asleep and got closer to Changmin. He could just hear Yunho, but instead he heard Jaejoong “You guys didn‘t fuck did you, those sheets are clean?!!!”

Yoochun barely made it to the table where Junsu put a cup of what looked like vomit and smelled worse. “Gross I‘m not touching that.” Junsu gave Jaejoong a look who in turn gave Changmin a look, who picked up the cup. “Drink” And Yoochun swallowed it with out another word. He held back a shudder when Changmin rubbed his back, “Good Boy.”

Yoochun’s head started to feel better when he noticed the amused looks of Junsu and Jaejoong and he swallowed, “What did I do?”. Junsu looked at Jaejoong who smirked. “Not a lot, it’s just I goooooooot yooooouuuuu under my ssskkkin.” And Yoocun blushed. “anything else?” He looked at Changmin. “You kept calling me Minnie Mouse and told Jaejoong he looked good.” Yoochun covered his face, “Please be lying.” Changmin stood, “Not to you." and left. “I didn‘t do anything else? but I taste ash on my tongue.” Jaejoong’s eyebrow raised to his hairline. “You don‘t say.”

Yoochun changed to the outfit he had on the night before. He briefly wondered who changed him. He left the room and headed for the kitchen. “Jaejoong- ah wh- Oh shit?!!”. Yoochun stared at Junsu and Jaejoong who were in the middle of a heated kiss. He blinked before he blacked out.

Yoochun remembered kissing someone that wasn’t Yunho. “Yoochun.” Yunho didn’t smoke, he wouldn’t taste like ash. “Yoochun” But this taste was mixed with something spicy. Like... “YOOCHUN!!!” something like… And he jolted up to see Jaejoong and Junsu.

Junsu coughed, “we should explain our situation.” Yoochun sat up with the help of the “brothers”. “Junsu‘s my foster brother.” Yoochun swallowed, “so you‘re not really related?.”. Both of them nodded. And Yoochun sighed, “Good.” Yoochun looked around for Changmin. Before he could even ask, “he went out for a smoke” And Yoochun was gone. “Was that the wrong thing to say?”. “Let‘s follow”

Changmin breathed out the cigarette air. “Why Yoochun of all people?”. “Changmin!!” Changmin stubbed out his cigarette as Yoochun ran towards him. “Feeling better?” Yoochun nodded with a smile. “Much.” They both stared at barely risen sun. “Makes you emotional, doesn‘t it?” Yoochun asked.

Changmin laughed, turning towards him, “You’re so o-” Their lips met. With the taste so fresh, Yoochun recognized the cinnamon flavor of Changmin’s mouth. Unlike Yunho’s vanilla taste and Yoochun pulled away. Changmin covered his mouth. “I-I-I‘m so sorry” And Changmin bolted as Yoochun’s leg’s turned to jelly. Junsu and Jaejoong found Yoochun on his knees, staring at the ground. He seemed at a lost for what he was suppose to do.

Changmin drove straight to the cemetery. He started to cry. “I‘m so sorry, Yunho, I‘m so sorry. You deserve a friend much better then me”. And he cried until he fell asleep. He woke up to his phone. “Hello” “It‘s Junsu, Jaejoong's wants to talk to you.”

Jaejoong started at Yoochun. “What are you going to do?” Yoochun shrugged, “Wouldn‘t Yunho want you to be happy? And we can tell you li-” Yoochun cut him off. “Yunho wouldn‘t want me happy without him.” Jaejoong slapped Yoochun as he stood. “If you think Yunho‘s that selfish then maybe you really didn‘t know him.” And Jaejoong left Yoochun’s house. Yoochun sniffled as he laid in his bed. He cried and cried until he was asleep. He dreamt of Yunho. Yunho was wearing the suit he wore the day his plane crashed but he smiling like he the day they met. “I‘m sorry Yunho.” Yunho pressed a kiss to Yoochun’s forehead. “Chunnie I know I‘m great but it‘s time you moved on, don‘t you think so?”.

Changmin hadn’t left his house in a week. He felt kind of empty. He remembered Jaejoong’s words “What are you going to do about Yoochun?” His thoughts were cut off as someone pounded at his door. “Who?!” The pounding continued. “Who?!” Changmin growled as he opened his door. “What the fu- Y-Y-Yoochun?” Yoochun was holding up a newspaper. “I heard about the extra room. How much is rent?” Changmin swallowed as Yoochun entered the apartment without asking. “Nice, so How much?” Changmin swallowed, “$450.”. Yoochun humed, “So when can I move in?”. “But what about Yunho?” Yoochun smiled as he pulled Changmin to him.

“I don‘t think he‘ll mind too much.” Yoochun pressed a kiss to Changmin collar bone. “And you‘re moving out? With me?” Yoochun kissed his jaw line. “I‘d rather me stay then some strange guy who might try to seduce, cause then I‘d kill you.” Changmin finally smiled and Yoochun kissed him. “Now go brush your teeth.” Changmin didn’t move. “Changmin you stink, go bathe,” Changmin leaned his forehead against Yoochun’s collar bone, “Me and You, we’re really doing this?” Yoochun pressed a kiss to his nape. “yup You and I”. Changmin straightened and kissed Yoochun again. “and Yunho?”. Yoochun wrapped his arms around Changmin, “I think he wants us to be happy, don‘t you?” Changmin smiled, yeah. Then he got serious.

“But if he haunts me, I‘m so du-” Yoochun shut Changmin up with a kiss.



(A.N. This was such a fail. i tried my best for bb.) comments are <3     </div>

What's more fun then questions

2009-03-24T01:43:09Z

From lady_akira

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on..

1. where do you like to live and why?
I live in Bronx, New York. I'm what you call still attached to the breast.

2. how do you usually style your hair?
My usual style is the same one from about 6th grade it started. Pony tail. Just now I leave my bangs out.

3. your first job was?
i cleaned in a psychiatric ward. summer Job. I ended getting a crush on one of the patients and I met his mom the day he was released.

4. if you could spend one hour with one person, who'd be?

Totally Kim Jaejoong hands down. or Kim Heechul. Their so eccentric and odd I'd be stunned by them at first and then I'd go shopping with them. we'd have a gay old time.

5. 4 things you have to do before you turn 20 :P
Get drunk,
get into a college that applies to my wants
Move out my mom's house
Get A FREAKING JOB

OMG I'm about to watch Antique Bakery, I hope it's good.

Stay with me tonight

2009-03-23T20:50:33Z

Title: Stay with Me
Word Count: 957 Aish stupid odd numbers
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, a bit of Yunchun tiny tiny, call it a speck
Genre: Romance and comedy
Rating: PG-13 to be safe
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Just 30 shorts about the awesomenest that we call Yoomin
Dedication: My lovelies chromeheart, and krisooh cause when I was down you guys cheered me up, so thank you.

Changmin never understood the concept of Pride until he heard Yoochun sing the song he wrote.

When He cuts his hair, Yoochun cries because everyone still thinks he’s Changmin’s girlfriend and Changmin laughs, “well you basically are” And Yoochun cries some more.

In the middle of Tug-of-war, Yoochun just decides that he’ll leave it all to Changmin to win. “Hyung you can‘t just give up” Yoochun scoffs, “If I can give up first in sex, then I can do it in a game ” “HYUNG”

Yoochun thinks that Changmin knows nothing of romance when for their one year anniversary Changmin takes him any and every flat surface.

On days off, Changmin would rather sleep off the last two weeks. But when Yoochun comes to him cause he’s bored, Changmin doesn’t mind playing with him either.

When he knows Yoochun isn’t awake, Changmin loves to follow along Yoochun’s profile with his fingers to remind himself that Yoochun‘s really his. And when he thinks Changmin isn’t awake, Yoochun loves to press kisses along his jaw line to remind himself, it’s really real.

Yoochun makes everything fun especially snow, Changmin think. Especially when Yoochun’s under him all wet and they’re in a very secluded area.

Changmin love Yoochun more then anything (not like he‘d ever tell him) and would support any decision he makes (another thing Changmin‘s keeping to himself). But when Yoochun decides to move in with his family, Changmin wonders just how far their love will go.

Korea means two things for Yoochun. His family and the fact that when he wakes Changmin won’t be there anymore.

For the first TVXQ year, Changmin wished for happiness for happiness, instead he got Yoochun, a week later. And Changmin still doesn’t know if he should thank the heavens or curse them.

Changmin doesn’t really mind that Yoochun moved in with his family, he’s just concerned cause now their nightly ritual will be harder since Yoochun’s can’t just sneak into his bed, anymore.

Changmin tried smoking once. When Yoochun told him it was a bad look for him, Changmin promptly threw out the full pack of cigarettes and brushed his teeth
.
Somewhere between practicing for “The Way U are”, wearing purple jeans and counting to 10 Yoochun fell hard for Changmin.

Cleanings only fun for Yoochun when Changmin decides to help while he’s doing the dishes and his shirt rises. And Yoochun can lick his lips as he ogles Changmin’s smooth tummy.

Yoochun hates the fact that no matter how hard or how long he works out. Changmin can always pull fast one and ends up on top. Changmin laughs, “Did you forget what Choikang means?” and Yoochun growls “Did you forget that you‘re also called Minnie?!!”

Jaejoong means three things for Changmin. He can express his frustrations while making Yoochun jealous and he makes a profit off it. All at the same time.

Out of the Blue, Yoochun asks Changmin “Do you support abortion?” Changmin can see how serious Yoochun is so he doesn’t play around. It could have something to do with his brother. “No why?” Yoochun breathes in. “I‘m pregnant, it‘s yours” And Changmin laughs so hard he blacks out for second.

While watching the “Five in the Black” tour Yoochun pointed out just how nice Changmin’s ass was. Changmin just scoffed before saying “It doesn‘t matter cause your cock is not going anywhere near it” and Yoochun gets hard from just the thought.

Yoochun thinks Changmin is just like a deer. He hold an extremely rare beauty and when you try to catch it, it’s gone.

“You shouldn’t cut your hair” Changmin tells Yoochun when decides he needs a cut. “Why not?” Yoochun knows their’s a catch, it’s Changmin. “Cause then you will just go back to be my boyfriend.” Yoochun tilts his head, “what was I before?” As serious as a heart attack Changmin responds, “My bitch, of course.” And Yoochun practically runs to the hair salon.

“What would you do if I fell in love with Yoochun?” Yunho questions Changmin, one day. Changmin looks up from his coffee and smiles, “Well I‘d kill you and then make you into a pie”
Yoochun hates that when Changmin cut his hair, he looked his more mature and extremely sexy but when Yoochun did the same cut for the “Five in the Black” album he just looked like a dork with a soccer field for a forehead.

“So who‘s this girlfriend you keep singing about?” Changmin growls after he hears “My girlfriend” live. “Wha-” “Is it the same bitch with blue yes from “Show me your love”, cause I swear once I find her that bitch I’ll fu- ”And Yoochun laughs until Changmin punches him “WHO IS SHE?!!”

When Changmin sings break up songs, Yoochun always fears that one day he’ll be listening to the same song when Changmin realizes that he’s too good for him. What Yoochun doesn’t know, Changmin always fears the same thing.
When Yoochun told him “I only have you” Changmin believed it, even after Yoochun fell in love with Yunho.

Yoochun doesn’t think it’s fair for Changmin to be the hyung all the time. So for that one night, he let Changmin be the crybaby for once.

When asked which member would be best suited for his sister, Changmin could only think of Yoochun. He glanced at Yoochun before throwing his arrow on the ground because ,well, Yoochun was his.

Jaejoong thinks Yoochun’s a rabbit for balloons because he gets fucked like one.
When Yunho breaks Yoochun in half, and Changmin holds him close. “Stay with me tonight” Changmin whispers and Yoochun decides he’d rather stay forever.

When Yoochun isn’t the bane of Changmin’s life, he’s the love of it.

A.R. (as in author's rant ) I'm tired of people taking one of the best Yoomin moments and making it homin. Yoomin totally dominated that award ceremony, sure it's from last year old new but PHA the Yoomin totally got that, Yunho only hugged Yunho for like a minute XP, (not bashing Homin I swear, don'tlike the couple but I won' disrespect them) And can someone tell me what the fuck Screening is, I see it on the screen and it annoys me cause I have no clue what it means DX... if anyone is offended... I'm sorry, not my intention.

On a roof across from the worst part of town

2009-03-16T06:29:05Z

Title: On a roof across from the worst part of town
Word Count: 871
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin
Genre: Angst... a bit of romance
Rating: ... R... omg my first R *celebrates*
Disclaimer: If I owned DBSk, Junsu wouldn't be with in 30 feet of Yoochun or I'd tell Jaejoong
Summary: Where's Yoochun's a whore, Changmin won't take anyone's shit and everyone else is making cameos. dedicated to happilyinsane13 cause she's so awesome , kiibou cause her comments are so random and thevignette cause you broke up my precious Yoomin like ... 4 times T.T and it inspired to type this

When you're a vampire, all you have is time. What Changmin didn’t know, his time was running out.

For Changmin, time meant getting to people watch. And he had a specific one in mind. As he watched perched on a roof across from the worst part of town. A prostitute in a rigidity whore house with nothing but escape on his mind. Changmin watches him with intensity in his eyes. “Yoochun” he whispers.

Yoochun thinks he’s going crazy. He can feel eyes on him at all times and when he sleeps he can hear his name and he can almost feel warm breath on his cheek and it excites him in ways it shouldn’t.

“Changmin -ah” Changmin’s jacket flutters in the wind. He glares at his leader. “You realize you have a few more weeks until your birthday.” Changmin growls, “I’m aware Yunho-sshi” It doesn’t mean he has to care.

Of Course Prostitution is not safe. Yoochun knows this, but it’s for his brother. His bother. But when the whore house is under attack, Yoochun can’t help but think that was just his only excuse. When’s he’s losing too much blood, he stares up at death, “Have I met you before?” He coughs. Death chuckles “Possibly.”

Yoochun wakes up in the middle of the night. He looks at the large room. He scoffs “Death sucks” A hand grabs his nape and Yoochun’s pressed again the bed. A warm breath tickles his neck. “Good thing you’re alive then huh Yoochun?” Yoochun can’t help from shudder from pure lust.

Jaejoong watches Yoochun follow Changmin like a puppy. “He hasn’t taken him yet” Junsu shudders at the predatory tone. “Jaejoong-ah” it’s a warning. “Yunho-sshi you know the rules, first come first serve” Jaejoong smirks.

Yoochun doesn’t like that Changmin won’t fuck him. It kills him. He wants Changmin wants him bad, it makes Yoochun wander the halls in hope of a room where eyes aren’t following him. Hope for a release.

“Where’s your master, Chunnie? I think your way too far from Changmin’s room.” Yoochun swallows, stepping back. Jaejoong smiles, “What’s wrong?” And Jaejoong has Yoochun up against a wall. “Keep looking at me like that and I might take you up against this wall”

Yoochun’s never been so turned on. “You’re my human.” Changmin growls, pushing Yoochun into the room. Their room. No one’s ever been possessive over him and Yoochun can’t help what’s been taught to him. “Then prove it” he moans against Changmin’s cock as he swallows it whole. Changmin can’t help but fall back against the bed.

Yoochun’s had sex all his life but he’s never made love. And love feels nice. Especially when Changmin’s in control.

Yoochun’s amazed at how warm Changmin is. “Aren’t you dead?” Changmin’s nuzzled in his neck. “I am.” Yoochun shivers at the thought, “T-then why are you so warm?” Yoochun whimpers when Changmin pulls away. Changmin shrugs.

Yoochun wanders the hallways again and once again he’s up against the wall. And once again Jaejoong’s kissing him.

“Do you want me to treat you like a whore?” Changmin hisses, he has Yoochun face first against a wall. “Will that make you stay with me? If I treat like a whore, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?!” Yoochun wants to say no and beg for forgiveness and have Changmin keep him warm but instead he shudders pressing his ass against Changmin.

And Changmin’s unforgiving as his takes Yoochun. When he bites him. Yoochun cries in pain and he knows he’s bleeding but its okay, it’s Changmin.

Jaejoong no longer finds Yoochun in the halls. So he searches and finds Yoochun outside his and Changmin’s door. “Yoochun are you ok?” Yoochun looks up frightened. His eyes are dead and Jaejoong doesn’t like it. The door opens and Changmin grabs Yoochun’s arm “What you’re going to do in front of my door?” Yoochun’s already tearing, “No No I wou-” “Just shut up” Changmin glares at Jaejoong until the doors closed. And Jaejoong touches his wet cheek.

It goes on for a while until Yoochun finds himself back at his personal nightmare. It’s been what four or five months but the police tape is still their and his dried blood looks like rust. Yoochun curls into his bed, where’s he’s come so many times. “Maybe if I stay here Changmin will be happy with me” he whispers.

Changmin’s one again perched on a roof across from the worst part of town. Watching the same person cry over and over. Changmin feels his heart tremble because he knows it’s his fault.

The wind is cold. Yoochun thinks well gravity is pulling him 6 stories down; he shouldn’t expect to be warm. He closes his eyes and feels even colder.

Yoochun wakes up to Changmin staring at him. Yoochun sits up. “Why’d you leave?” Changmin whispers. Yoochun cries. “You hurt me” Changmin holds him. Yoochun cries harder, “Why’d you hurt me?” Changmin holds him tighter. “Cause you’re mine.” And Yoochun let’s Changmin fuck him again. Let him lick at his tears and drink until Yoochun’s woozy but it’s ok because it’s Changmin.

A/N: Critic bad or good. Comments are <3 ... even if they aren't nice DX or XD haven't posted in a while
also I don't know shit jack about lj codes otherwise... there'd be links T.T *crawls under rock*

These words

2008-11-02T21:24:39Z

Title: These words
Pairing : YooMin
Rating: G... gues
Length: 673 words...
Genre: dramatic... not much humor
Summary: Yoochun was confused.

Sometimes,
Changmin confused Yoochun.
          Sometimes.
Yes, No, Yes, No
No, Changmin confused Yoochun
All of the time.

Like during Banjun Theater,
When he reached past Junsu AND Jaejoong
Just to shake his hand.
Yoochun went along with it.

Those words from long ago resurfacing.

Then he cradles Jaejoong’s hand and snuggles into Junsu on the ride home.
And Yoochun get’s confused.

Then during interviews,
When they sit next to each other, Changmin’s thigh would brush against his
Or his hand would squeeze his knee and they’d share a sweet look.
And Yoochun forgets what’s around him.

But he remembers those words from that day.

Then as soon as they were home, Changmin would magically appear on top of the couch
Sprawled over Junsu, Yunho and Jaejoong. His head nuzzled into Jaejoong’s lap.
And Yoochun knows the feel of a broken heart.

Then when he was feeling under the weather,
Changmin would be the one to notice and push him back into bed.
“Chunnie if you’re sick who will I get to be with ”
And Yoochun would be happy.

Those words echoing in his head.

Then he’d wake up, Jaejoong holding a bowl of soup.
“Changmin went for a walk with Yunho”
And Yoochun would ignore the food, turning towards the wall
Refusing to cry.

And the it hit Yoochun.
Maybe Changmin was just playing him for a fool.
Getting all the benefits and leaving Yoochun pain.
Thinking back, it made so much sense.

Slowly, his world grew cold.
Staying close to Junsu, Yoochun hoped
That maybe Changmin could be
Hurt and confused for a while.

Yoochun knew Changmin wouldn’t just let him go
Or maybe that was Yoochun’s hope.

Then it was after a concert. There were home.
Sprawled over the living room. Changmin’s head was nuzzled into Jaejoong’s embrace.
Yoochun glaring at them before turning to the television.

And then he stood, with a growl.
“Jaejoong hyung, you‘re so warm”
“I‘m going to bed” and Yoochun left the room.

He hoped under his blankets after stomping his room
And slamming the door after him. Just for the door to be opened.
Yoochun stared at Changmin in the doorway before turning.
Hoping he’d listen to his hyung, Yoochun growled.

“Get Out”

And… Changmin didn’t listen
Instead he climbed into Yoochun’s bed.
He wrapped his arms around the smaller man.
“Stop it” Yoochun hissed, pushing at him.
But Changmin’s gripped tightened as Yoochun fought against him.
With all his might.

Until Changmin had Yoochun crying in his arms,
Changmin’s hand rubbing circles into Yoochun’s quivering frame.
“Why are you doing this to me, Changmin ah?” Yoochun whispered.
Changmin’s ran his fingers through Yoochun’s hair.
“Don‘t you already know why, hyung?”

Yoochun nodded as he pulled away from Changmin and slipped off his bed.
“I do, but guess you‘ll never know” barely hit Changmin’s ears.
Yoochun moved towards the door but a hand on his wrist stopped him.
Yoochun turned to have Changmin’s lips on his.

They ended up on the floor. Changmin on top of Yoochun.
Yoochun tracing patterns into Changmin’s back.
“What the fuck, you mixed signals little bastard”
Changmin laughed, his eyes drooping in sleep.
“But I told you, hyung, I told you”

And Yoochun didn’t care,
As Changmin fell asleep on his chest
Trapping him on the cold hard floor.
Because Yoochun finally understood Changmin.

Yoochun never realized, but he always had Changmin.
He tightened his arms around Changmin
As Changmin nuzzled himself comfortable
Mumbling incoherent words into Yoochun’s

It was an interview about their school life
And Yoochun never realized just how much Changmin cherished him
And it made him bubble inside but then it confused him.

Changmin sat with his head on Yoochun’s shoulder
and their fingers were laced.
He looked asleep but he wasn’t.
“Why‘d you say all that?”

Their positions changed
As Changmin nuzzled himself into Yoochun’s neck
And his arms were around Yoochun.
Yoochun’s heart was racing as they fell back
Changmin on top of Yoochun.
“Because hyung” Changmin started.

“It has to be you”

                          -end

A/N. I try... all comments are accepted.

That was odd

2008-10-16T04:56:48Z

Title:... That was odd
Pairing: YooMin... slight Jaeho
Rating: ... for everyone
Genre: it's more funny, then romantic
Words: 1210
Summary: Yunho decided something was going on. ♥
Disclaimer: I don't, cause if I did, there's be a lot more Yoomin going on

Yunho decided something was going on.
No, Yunho was leader, he knew something was going on.
Something was really going one... between the baby and the baritone.
He just needed to know what.

He always assumed Changmin liked Jaejoong. ("Because well look at him... hello") All the photo shoots where Changmin's arm disappears behind Jaejoong and isn't seen from again. ("Come back Changmin's hand)"

During the "Show Me Your Love" shoot, Changmin was showing extreme animosity towards Kangin.

When Kangin was singing with Yoochun, a plastic ball hit him straight in the nose. "Sorry,” Changmin called, meekly. Yunho noticed a blush tint Yoochun's face and a sly grin marred Changmin's as he turned to Jaejoong.
Yunho blinked... "Did he do that on purpose?... That was odd."

Kangin wrapped an arm around Yoochun as they sung together. He jumped as someone pinched him. Changmin laughed it off, "Sorry hyung, I thought you Junsu." Yoochun turned little pink as Changmin ran to Jaejoong.

Yunho blinked, "That was odd."

A scream was heard during break. Kangin scream. He came out with a burnt scarf. "What happened?" Changmin walked in with Jaejoong, the lighter in his hand. Yoochun stood, his face burnt with a blush as he pulled Changmin towards the dressing room, while Changmin was more confused.("What was that all about?” Yunho whispered to himself.)

while Junsu slipped some matches in his pocket.

"That was odd, why would Changmin do that?"... Jaejoong patted his shoulder.

And everyone behaved except when Yoochun would kept pulling Yehsung's chairs from beneath him.

That died down, but... not for long.

And then he noticed something during the "Choosey Lover" video shoot.

First, Yoochun sighed, "I need a coin." he said digging through his pockets. There were some ruffling sounds as the members searched through their pockets. "Here Hyung!” Changmin called, bright eyed as he passed him a coin. Yoochun passed his hand on Changmin's upturned palm. Slowly grabbing the coin as his fingers brushe- "Will you just grab the coin?!" Junsu yelled.

Yunho frowned, “Well that was odd" he whispered as he looked back from Changmin's blush to Yoochun's smug little grin.

And then as they were doing there dance solos Changmin sat on the edge while Yoochun's jacket fluttered and floated around his small frame. Yoochun beckoned in Changmin's direction yet still in front of the camera. Changmin jumped up as Jaejoong called to him and just as a "Cut"! was yelled through the air, meaning it was Yunho's time to shine. Yunho's eyes followed Yoochun as he sat between Jaejoong and Changmin cutting off their conversation completely, with a smile.

Yunho shrugged it off with his usual, "That was odd".

Right after Changmin's dance solo both Yoochun and Changmin go missing and come back five minutes after Jaejoong's solo ends. Yoochun wearing a big doofy grin and Changmin was red from the tip of his ears down to his neck. Both of their clothes were messy and wrinkled, Changmin's more then Yoochun's. "Where were you?!!" Junsu yelled, in his I'm-not-leader-but-this-is-my-leader-voice taking Yunho's words out his mouth. Changmin coughed, "Clothing malfunction.". And Jaejoong choose this time to speak... "Was that before or after you disappeared.". "HYUNG!" Junsu whined. ("Just what were they doing? to be gone... together.” Yunho lower his voice as the manager walks by them)

Feeling like an outsider, Yunho whispered. “That was really odd."

And at the last shot when everyone goes to met up with Yoochun and greeted everyone with hugs and high fives. Changmin slowly made his way towards Yoochun slipping one arm around his waist and never removing it. Even after the director yelled cut and they piled up in the van with Changmin falling asleep on Yoochun's shoulder. ("Why won't he let go of Yoochun's waist... it's not that amazing... not like” and Yunho shuts up as Jaejoong's head falls on his shoulder)

"That was odd.” Yunho whispered into the quiet of the van.

During the farnee interview.

During Yunho, their hands kept meeting up though they were so far apart. ("How I know... youtube.” Yunho whispers to Bambi)
During Junsu’s, Yoochun and Changmin kept the inside jokes going on.("well I caught the jist.. of some of them")
"Soft?” Changmin questioned Yoochun's character, before nodding in agreement.("where exactly is Yoochun soft?")
During Jaejoong's where they sat next each other, and just couldn't keep there hands to each other. ("Give each other some space, breathe..." Junsu looks at Yunho as he shuts up)
During Changmin's, where Yoochun hugged Changmin about 30 seconds then Junsu did.("OK give us some time")

'While no one was around did Yunho allow "Well that was odd" to slip out, before deciding that it wasn't.

When they were featured on Channel A food testing when Yoochun stood up hugging Junsu and Changmin stood knowing an even tighter hug was coming his way. ("He better just be spreading the love")

Or when they playing soccer with the elementary kids and Changmin missed the shot ("NOOOOOOOOOO") and he dropped onto the floor dramatically. "We already lost the Shabu,shabu, not the roast beef.” Changmin whined as he went to the side and dropped his head onto Yoochun's lap and he faked cried while his hand rested comfortably on Yoochun's thigh, "No!” Changmin mumbled against Yoochun’s clothed leg, before Yoochun's hand grabbed his. ("He better be grabbing his hand.” Yunho growls and the elementary kids glance his way as they eat roast beef.) Yunho ripped his eyes as he stared back at the boy in front of the soccer ball.

After he hit it away, “I’m getting to the bottom of this" Yunho finally decided... finally. ("Mission Impossible two, called Show tank" Yunho whispers into his pillow)

It wasn't until the "Lovin You" video shoot, did Yunho remember his mission.

Where Yunho sat next to Jaejoong who was next to The Yoomin ("Yoochun and Changmin mixed makes Yoomin” is what Yunho finally noticed before he noticed what Jaeho stands for.) where Changmin has his legs wrapped around Yoochun's legs, like it was no nothing. His hands on top Yoochun's legs like if he owns them and by the look of their entwined legs, Changmin just might believe so. ("Well he doesn't, S.M. entertainment does. So cut the act.” Yunho grumbles as Changmin passes him)

Yunho waits for the camera to go off and for The Yoomin ("why not Chunmin, does it even matter?" and Yunho stops muttering because Jaejoong notice he's talking to himself.) go to the bathroom... TOGETHER. Yunho waits... hoping one will leave realizing that accidentally entered together... 61, 62, 63 ... 248 seconds and a moan later has Yunho kicking the door open to find The Yoomin lip locking. Changmin on the bathroom counter with his legs holding Yoochun between his legs, ("Just like earlier except it's a person.” Yunho shuts up as The Yoomin gives him a weird look) . The agitated look Changmin gives Yunho almost makes Yunho run. But he holds his ground ("I'm leader,.. after all"). "What's going on?!!" Yunho says in his I'm leader-so-shut-up-and-answer-me voice. And the answer he received was one that made his run into Jaejoong's warm embrace. ("Jaeho, whatever" he grumbles into Jaejoong's hair.)

And the answer Yunho received, was from Changmin in his I'm-the-baby-and-I'm-horny-so-back-off-voice.

"I get to top tonight."

(A/N.Comments are embraced, even if their from a confused Yunho or a horny Changmin)