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$\color{#7D77F8}{“𝗬'𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄,ㅤsometimesㅤIㅤfeelㅤlikeㅤyou’reㅤhopingㅤforㅤaㅤ𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁ㅤresponse.”}$

$\color{#DE4FD7}{“Iㅤdon’t ...ㅤ𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁?”}$

$\color{#7D77F8}{“Youㅤaskㅤmeㅤ𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁ㅤquestionㅤallㅤtheㅤtime.ㅤThatㅤquestion,ㅤ𝗮𝗹𝗹ㅤtheㅤtime.”}$

$\color{#7D77F8}{“Areㅤ𝘆𝗼𝘂ㅤokay?”ㅤ“Areㅤyouㅤ𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆?”}$

$\color{#DE4FD7}{“Iㅤ𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁ㅤknow,ㅤman,ㅤit’sㅤ𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁ㅤaㅤ𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘆.”}$

$\color{#7D77F8}{“Yeah,ㅤitㅤ𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗮𝗯𝗹𝘆ㅤwouldㅤbe,ㅤbutㅤyouㅤ𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄ㅤtheㅤanswer.}$

$\color{#7D77F8}{AndㅤIㅤalreadyㅤknowㅤyouㅤ𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲,ㅤsoㅤ𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁’𝘀ㅤtheㅤ𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁?”}$

$\color{#DE4FD7}{“𝗜𝘃𝗮𝗻,ㅤI—”}$

$\color{#7D77F8}{“Andㅤit’sㅤ𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲ㅤthatㅤifㅤyou’reㅤ𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴ㅤforㅤmeㅤtoㅤ𝗻𝗼𝘁ㅤbeㅤokay.”}$

No. I do NOT romanticize Ivandrew. I am well aware of Ivan’s abuse and Andrew’s suffering, and is actively trying to change. Please be patient with me.