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Hello,darlings
i haven't updated yet, i commented some of you on your lj-posts. Anyway. Mary had her 17th party on Friday which Nick came all the way from Toronto with his girlfriend,Lisa (how awfully nice of them) and surprsingly (sp?) everybody on mary's xanga came. I think. I had Ellie and Amber came over and they slept over. well Amber and i didn't really sleep, we played WORLD OF WARCRAFT i did until 6 am, amber did until i think 6 30 am. yeah we kick asses. CHIRSTIANE
patchworkstrike AND CANDACEcandace's xanga -HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
this year is amazing in its own bad and good way. I guess I have been on roller coaster, ups and downs like whoa. Mammy finally started to bring me to phsyical doctors like cardiologist, or neurologist. Matlka wasn't bringing me to phsyical doctor but she was making me attend to one of those doctor that thinks I am depressed and put me on prozac. (thank goodness i am not on it anymore)
Now, the physical doctors at Nemours DuPontduPont hospital are trying to figuring out what's wrong with me, also the clinic for HHT at Penn hospital to cure my migraines,well maybe STOP some of them. and possibly 2 surgeries one is for my cocohlear implant to get out cause it is not really helping me to hear and giving me migraines. And other surgery for My lungs has avm coils and holes so has to be filled by surgey, YIkE. our life is a mess, may i say? Ihad to get maybe less than 1/4 cup of my blood out of my left arm. stabbed TWICE, ouch. yes..ouch..yes. on recently wednesday,I had to go to duPont to had a CT-scan for my head,and lung. you know the process to be ready for scan? the dye, the iv?? anyway THE DYE CREEPS ME out of the hell. my head and whole my body included my "vehine" became very very hot when the lady shot the dye into my body. wow. i told my mom "it felt like having sex even though i don't like what's like to be not virgin." hahaha. wow. i am pervert. BUT Matlka said," trust me it doesn't feel like that, you will know that in maybe 10 to 20 years" i was like ew whatever. you know i am very appreciative of people being there for me when i am very moody especially mary, geez. i love my family. they made me realize the life may look long ahead to end but its short, i might die tomorrow maybe in an accident, or my father may have another stroke and die this time and i forget to bond with him more. i am AN IDIOT. A JERK. A BITCH. so they made me realized i am thankful for them even though i am those adjectives, "AN IDIOT. A JERK. A BITCH"
Mary, Evelyn, Joe,Matlka, Tatuba, Naomi, and bobby
I love you, i am thankful for y'all for being my family. wait i am not thankful for joe.
Nick + Lisa= hunky-dory couple yes hunky-dory is a word. look it up. thank you for coming to philadelphila!
I will update in maybe few months so smell you in few months!
i haven't updated yet, i commented some of you on your lj-posts. Anyway. Mary had her 17th party on Friday which Nick came all the way from Toronto with his girlfriend,Lisa (how awfully nice of them) and surprsingly (sp?) everybody on mary's xanga came. I think. I had Ellie and Amber came over and they slept over. well Amber and i didn't really sleep, we played WORLD OF WARCRAFT i did until 6 am, amber did until i think 6 30 am. yeah we kick asses. CHIRSTIANE
patchworkstrike AND CANDACEcandace's xanga -HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!this year is amazing in its own bad and good way. I guess I have been on roller coaster, ups and downs like whoa. Mammy finally started to bring me to phsyical doctors like cardiologist, or neurologist. Matlka wasn't bringing me to phsyical doctor but she was making me attend to one of those doctor that thinks I am depressed and put me on prozac. (thank goodness i am not on it anymore)
Now, the physical doctors at Nemours DuPontduPont hospital are trying to figuring out what's wrong with me, also the clinic for HHT at Penn hospital to cure my migraines,well maybe STOP some of them. and possibly 2 surgeries one is for my cocohlear implant to get out cause it is not really helping me to hear and giving me migraines. And other surgery for My lungs has avm coils and holes so has to be filled by surgey, YIkE. our life is a mess, may i say? Ihad to get maybe less than 1/4 cup of my blood out of my left arm. stabbed TWICE, ouch. yes..ouch..yes. on recently wednesday,I had to go to duPont to had a CT-scan for my head,and lung. you know the process to be ready for scan? the dye, the iv?? anyway THE DYE CREEPS ME out of the hell. my head and whole my body included my "vehine" became very very hot when the lady shot the dye into my body. wow. i told my mom "it felt like having sex even though i don't like what's like to be not virgin." hahaha. wow. i am pervert. BUT Matlka said," trust me it doesn't feel like that, you will know that in maybe 10 to 20 years" i was like ew whatever. you know i am very appreciative of people being there for me when i am very moody especially mary, geez. i love my family. they made me realize the life may look long ahead to end but its short, i might die tomorrow maybe in an accident, or my father may have another stroke and die this time and i forget to bond with him more. i am AN IDIOT. A JERK. A BITCH. so they made me realized i am thankful for them even though i am those adjectives, "AN IDIOT. A JERK. A BITCH"
Mary, Evelyn, Joe,Matlka, Tatuba, Naomi, and bobby
I love you, i am thankful for y'all for being my family. wait i am not thankful for joe.
Nick + Lisa= hunky-dory couple yes hunky-dory is a word. look it up. thank you for coming to philadelphila!
I will update in maybe few months so smell you in few months!