I'm amused how I can be sick of almost everything but I still go on and live. if you read tropigalia you'd understand what's happening in our house. if not, go read her latest entry. I am really tired of evelyn and joe living in our house. they are leaving in a month but LEAVE NOW. please? don't get me wrong, I really do love them but evelyn (has a job that doesn't pay for the summer) and joe (lost his job) acts like they can fully take advantage of my mom, fiancially and uh whats the word? well, they think they can do anything they want, for an instance, they take mom's minivan without mom's permission or telling mom. they keep fighting with mom and mary. ugh ugh ugh woudln't So, I am also sick of doctors, hospitals, needles, and cat scans. however, I am really freaking apprehensive because i am having a surgery on wednesday which is 2 days. *screams* i am getting drugged then having a tube going up my right leg/vagina through to my lungs to fix pavm (the holes in lungs) but good news, I am getting out of hospital same day as I am having surgery i hope! oh the reason for surgery is because of pavms in my lungs affected by bloods i suppose. right,rachel?

but few things i am so not sick of is COLOR GUARD, ilovecolorguard/marchingband, my friends who keeps me out of my damned house. (thankful for them) and me doing schoolwork in my room, that keeps me away from arugments, and frustrating stuff.
Also,i am soo glad/gay for that livejournal is here for me to write on livejournal to vent, is that right word,vent?
i am tired, sleepy.... but i have to do my schoolwork.

oh oh oh..........2 days surgery.?!?!


EDIT- i hate my current icon, please me some icons?