Life sucks

I cannot deal with the world. even ms.carlson, or friends. Well i don't have real friends except Amber. she understands me, shes awesome. I thought i had friends, but now they said i am faking sick, what kind of friend is that? Now, my life sucks, it is going on strange path. The life is getting unclear, yet i thought i love the life. The day is getting dark, and raining. damn. i hate my life.
that is the reason why i wrote those in different way. heay.