GacktXHyde

My Strange Family (A Moon Child Fanfiction). Chapter 3 up now!

shanneene — Wed, 17 Aug 2016 06:14:17 GMT

Hi guys. The 3rd chapter of My Strange Family has been added! ^-^V

To view it, check it out here:

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12004785/3/My-Strange-Family

My Strange Family (A Moon Child fanfiction)

shanneene — Tue, 16 Aug 2016 11:33:30 GMT

Hi guys. I just thought I'd share the links to my other Moon Child fanfiction, which I have posted at fanfiction.net

I don't know what the rules are for reposting your own stuff, so I just thought that for now, I would share the links instead, at least until I find out more about reposting rules.

The fanfic is called 'My Strange Family' and there are two chapters posted. I will keep livejournal updated. Whenever I add a new chapter, I will share the link here as well.

Chapter 1: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12004785/1/My-Strange-Family

Chapter 2: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12004785/2/My-Strange-Family

Please tell me what you think. The storyline differs a lot from the movie in this fanfic.

I'm Alive (A Moon Child Fanfiction)

shanneene — Tue, 16 Aug 2016 10:53:22 GMT

Disclaimer: Yup. Still don't own Moon Child, nor Gackt nor Hyde. TT^TT

Warnings: Swearing, possible yaoi.

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Chapter 2

As soon as his eyes were open, Sho looked around the room. He guessed almost immediately that he was in a hospital. 'Hospital? But....didn't I burn? How the fuck am I alive?' He thought, as he looked at all of the tubes that were connected to him. The last thing he remembered was feeling the scorching of the suns rays. Kei was by his side and- "Kei!" Sho gasped, and sat up. He was a little wobbly but he sat with ease.
Kei was by his side. If he survived, then maybe..just maybe... He had to know. He began pulling out the tubes and needles which had been feeding him the blood from the packets. He had torn them all out, and was in the process of getting to his feet when a nurse walked in. "Oh my god! You're awake?" She gasped and he beckoned her. "How long have I been here?" He asked her. "Uh...about thirteen years now. Give or take a few months." She said and he stared at her with an incredulous look on her face. "Th-Thirteen years!?" He shouted. He couldn't stay here any longer. 13 years had been wasted so far. He needed to find Kei.
"When...When I was brought here....was there a shorter man with me? With blonde hair? Uh..his eyes might have been green or a golden color." He asked her and she shook her head.
"I don't know, sir. That was thirteen years ago, and I was 10 years old back then, so..." Her voice trailed off and she jumped at the low growl that erupted from Sho's lips. Sho stood up, finding stability in his legs a little weird but he could manage. "I need to find him. I need to go to him. He's alive somewhere, he has to be!" He looked down at his body, which was clad in nothing but a hospital gown. "Stay here for now. I'll get the doctor, he should do a check up, just in case." She said and quickly left the room.
"A check up. Yeah right." Sho scoffed, and walked out of the room. He wasn't going to wait for a doctor to suss out that he was a vampire. The doctors probably already knew something was up, with how he hadn't aged in 13 years. The main thing he needed now was clothes. He spotted a youth walking down the hallway. 'Roughly my size. He'll do.' Sho thought, and made sure there wasn't anyone else around, before he quickly dragged the young man into a toilet. He knocked him out, careful not to hurt him. "Sorry about this." Sho said, as he removed the youth's clothes. He quickly changed into them, and when he went to admire himself in the mirror, he noticed that it appeared he had aged, but only the slightest tiny bit, it was hardly even noticeable, unless you squinted.
At this point, Sho didn't care about that. There was one thing which he was focusing on. And that was to find Kei. He left the toilets and casually walked out of the hospital. He half expected doctors to come running after him, but no one did. Once out of the hospital, he walked around and looked at all of the people. 'Wait, if I was comatose for 13 years...then this year is the year 2016'? He thought and shook his head. The fashions sure had changed. He chuckled as he thought what Kei's fashion sense, or lack thereof, would be like.
"He'd probably still be wearing that red shirt of his." He said to himself as he chuckled. And it was then that he noticed something strange. Very strange. He looked up, eyes squinting as the sun glared down upon him. He cried out, and immediately curled into a fetal position. Any moment he expected the sun to burn away his flesh, and then his bones. But he didn't feel anything. No pain at all. People that walked past him were staring at the weird man who was curled up into a ball and crying out as if he was dying.
Sho stopped his crying, and felt his arms, and legs. Nothing was burning. He was completely fine. "Wait a minute. Why the fuck am I not burning?" He swore, and stood there, under the sun, among the many people who walked past him. 'Could I not be a vampire anymore?' He thought, and cautiously felt his fangs. Fangs. They were still there. 'What the hell did those doctors give me'? He wondered, and as if one que a group of doctors ran out of the hospital and spotted him, shouting at him to 'stay put'.
"To be your lab rat? I don't think so!" Sho scoffed and used his vampire speed and escaped from the hospital and the doctors. He knew he had a task ahead of him. But he had to know. What happened to Kei. As the rest of his old friends were all dead, Sho knew he could only turn to one person. He went to find his daughter.

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A/N: I think I'm done for tonight. I might share the links of my other Moon Child fanfic, which has been posted at fanfiction.net.

I'm Alive (A Moon Child Fanfiction)

shanneene — Tue, 16 Aug 2016 10:12:58 GMT

Disclaimer: I don't own Moon Child. Because if I did, Kei and Sho would be screwing like rabbits. ^-^V

Summary: 2003. They were supposed to burn under the the intensity of the sun's glare. But in the year 2016, the vampire Sho awakens in a hospital bed, very much alive. How did he survive the sun's rays? If Sho survived.....then.....could he also be alive somewhere?

Warnings: Swearing, possible yaoi.

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I'm Alive

Chapter 1

In an old hospital room, machines beeped and whirred. Laying on the bed was an extremely handsome young man. A nurse walked in and checked on the man. She made certain the blood packets were inserted into the man's veins properly. The mysterious man had been in this hospital bed for the past 13 years. He had arrived badly burnt and unconscious. The person who brought him to the hospital had simply left him and disappeared. No one saw who he or she was.
What amazed and yet befuddled doctors was the rate in which this man healed. There should have at least been some scarring due to the burns, but there was no scars at all. Not even a single scratch had marred this beautiful man. The nurse had overheard the doctors whispering in the hallway once. They were saying that the blood was healing his wounds. But that was crazy, right? No wound could be healed by blood. It was too confusing for the nurse to even understand, so she forgot about it all together, and she merely went about her duties on a day-today basis. "Oh, right. I need to get the chart. I'll be right back." She said, and chuckled as she left.
If the woman had stayed for a fraction of a second more, she would have seen the flickering of the man's eyes. And when they snapped open, she would have marveled at the iridescent blue color.

A/N: The first chapter is short, I know. But I hope to do more with the next chapter. I also decided to add an explicit tag, because at this stage, I just don't know whether this will turn out dark and dirty or not. Please leave reviews if you want, I could always do with some feedback.

Fic: Broken Bird

saurgristiel — Thu, 19 Feb 2015 05:54:00 GMT

Title: Broken Bird
Author: saurgristiel, (supplemented by b_sim)
Rating: G - PG-13
Pairings/Characters: Hyde (Hideto) & Gackt (Satoru), Ken, KAZ (Kazu), misc OCs
Genre: Historical, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Disclaimer: Don’t own them, just the idea.
Warnings: Abduction, Violence, One inappropriate touching incident, One language incident.
Words: Total: ~16,000
Summary: 3 years after Hideto became lord, something bad happens.

Notes: A pseudo-sequel to b_sim’s wonderful original ~Scattered Petals~. She also fleshed this story out. It’s actually about 4 years old ^^;;

Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 (End)

Gackt Photobooks yardsale

seifumeigetsu — Sun, 28 Sep 2014 01:26:29 GMT

Used books for sale~ I'm moving abroad in 3 weeks, and am sadly short on living-arrangements funds. T_T If you don't mind used books, take a look!

More photos on my personal LJ: http://seifumeigetsu.livejournal.com/20448.html

Gackt
Title	condition notes (if any)	Cost	Weight (lbs oz)
Gackt: The Gift	(two pages have escaped the binding)	$15	2lbs 2oz
Gackt 素晴らしきかな人生	My baby niece has tragically scribbled on the cover and the last copyright page, but no where else)	$5	1lb 5.9oz
Moonchild Photobook	Small crease on the dust-jacket.	$10	2lb 8oz

MoonChild
Back cover: inside Inside cover:

Calculate shipping from Missouri, USA: USPS online postage price calculator . Media mail is cheapest-- it runs about $4 for one book in the USA, but the rates are very good for multiple books as opposed to standard mail. ♥ International customers, feel free to ask if you need me to calculate it for you, but media mail is unfortunately not an option.

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[fiction] The Bartender and Matching Soulmate Markings

eadwine63 — Sun, 28 Sep 2014 01:25:43 GMT

Hi everyone!

I wrote a few drabbles to get back into writing and finally managed two longer stories. Still short stories, but a little more than a drabble.
I hope you enjoy reading! ^_^

Title: The Bartender
Rating: R
Summary: Hyde loves the early morning hours. That's when he gets to go home with a lover; a different one each night.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gackt or Hyde... since slavery is illegal and immoral and they're real people.

r ead here!

Title: Matching Soulmate Markings
Rating: NC-17
Summary: In my world, everybody has a soulmate. I haven't found mine yet, but at least I'm not alone.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gackt or Hyde... since slavery is illegal and immoral and they're real people.
Note: Gackt's POV!

read here!

~~I hope I got all the right tags. they give me anxiety attacks.~~

Grown Up (fanfiction)

kalira9 — Thu, 11 Sep 2014 20:11:16 GMT

Title: Grown Up
Pairing: Kei/Sho
Rating: PG
Summary: Sho doesn't want to be Kei's little one any more, but what does he want instead?
Notes: Originally written for a prompt from a challenge set.
Disclaimer: I do not own Moon Child, nor am I affiliated with it/its owners in any way, and I make no money from the writing/publishing of this story.

“What’s wrong, little one?” Kei asked softly, standing in the doorway of Sho’s bedroom, looking at his slumped back.

Sho shook his head, braids sliding across his shoulders from the force of the sudden movement. “I- Nothing, Kei. Don’t worry about me.” he said, shrugging.

Kei sighed, reaching into his pocket for his cigarettes and tapping them against his thigh restlessly, not yet withdrawing one.

“Why do you still call me that?” Sho asked, twisting to look at Kei, who raised an eyebrow at him. “You’re the little one, now.” he pointed out, with a shadow of his teasingly playful smirk.

Kei let it slide, this time, as it seemed to be getting Sho to speak to him, at least, as he had not for days. “You didn’t mind it, once.” he said, his voice still soft, stepping into the room properly.

Sho’s smile twisted. “I was, once. I remember. I remember you holding me like I was your little one.” he said slowly, glancing up to meet Kei’s eyes, then shaking his head and looking away.

Kei moved to stand in front of Sho, where he was impossible to ignore, and cupped his jaw in one hand. “You still are.” Kei said gently. “I can even still hold you like that.” he teased, tossing the cigarettes to Sho’s dresser and joining him on the bed.

Sho startled, but in a moment Kei had the lanky teenager pulled into his arms, into his lap, in a pose that he was far, far too big for these days.

Sho relaxed into his arms, and Kei kissed the top of his head as he slumped, squeezing him tightly closer. Then Sho made an odd little noise and struggled to get free of Kei’s embrace.

Kei let him go, after a moment, confused and worried. “What’s wrong, l- Sho?” he corrected himself.

“I- Maybe I don’t want to be your little one any more.” Sho said, snatching up the cigarettes and lighting one for himself. Kei had given up his half-hearted efforts to keep Sho from picking up the habit several years before, just before he’d given in and taught Sho how to handle a gun.

Not your normal sixteen-year-old’s ideal gift, but Sho had been delighted, after finally mastering the guns Kei had allowed him to use for their training, to receive a pair of his own, just like Kei’s, for his birthday.

Kei swallowed and folded his legs up onto the bed, watching Sho pace. “Do you want me to leave?” he asked, trying to hide how much the idea hurt.

“No!” Sho yelped, twisting to face Kei so quickly he nearly fell, still slightly clumsy with his new height, for all that he was done growing. “Kei, no, please, don’t-” he broke off, flinching. “Please don’t leave me, Kei.”

“I won’t.” Kei soothed, his heart twinging with the panic in Sho’s bright eyes. “I don’t quite understand, though, Sho. What is bothering you?” he asked again, climbing to his feet, though he didn’t approach Sho.

Sho hesitated, then stepped closer to Kei, diverting before he quite reached Kei to sit on his bed again, letting out a slow stream of smoke. He looked at Kei through his thick, curly lashes, his head bowed.

“I loved being your little one when I was little, Kei. . .” Sho said, then shook his head as Kei opened his mouth, holding up the hand holding his cigarette. “But I grew up, as much as you say I never will,” he added, laughing a little, “and . . . maybe I don’t want you to think of me as that little kid any more.” he said nervously.

Kei opened his mouth, then paused to think more carefully before speaking, uncertain of Sho’s meaning, licking his lips. Kei still tried to protect Sho, but he was only human, and with the trouble he found like no one Kei had ever met, he needed it.

Kei went still, stiller than anything alive ever could, and slowly took a deeper breath. The slight, spicy heat he’d smelled was there, and it was definitely coming from Sho, though it was dampened by anxiety and the smoke hanging between them.

Sho took in an unsteady breath and dragged his gaze away, bringing his cigarette to his lips again, sucking in a deep breath of smoke.

Kei stepped forwards and paused, standing before Sho and forcing him to raise his eyes to meet Kei’s own again, searching them for whatever might be behind the tint of arousal in his scent.

Sho was nervous and turned on and he hesitated as he met Kei’s eyes, not quite shrinking away. Kei took a shallow, almost-nervous breath of his own, then quickly bent and pressed his lips to Sho’s, gentle and cautious.

Sho’s breath caught, and he would have dropped his cigarette if Kei’s fingers hadn’t wrapped around his own.

“Kei?” he whispered, and Kei straightened slowly, pulling the cigarette from Sho’s hand and bringing it to his lips for a deep drag, slightly shaken.

“I’m sorry I didn’t see before.” he said awkwardly, around the cigarette held between his lips. “I do know you aren’t a child, Sho.”

Sho flinched. “Is that- Kei. . .” he trailed off.

“That’s not why I kissed you.” Kei said evenly, meeting Sho’s eyes again. Sho’s closed for a moment with relief as he sagged, and when they opened again his love, different from what Kei had slowly grown used to seeing there when he was small, was clear in the blue depths. “Little one.”

Sho sputtered at the gentle teasing, springing to his feet and gesturing broadly as Kei laughed and grinned at him, snatching at Kei as he pulled effortlessly away.

After a few moments of play, Kei allowed himself to be caught, and was surprised to be drawn against Sho’s body, one big hand sliding into his hair as he tipped his head back to meet Sho’s eyes, and kept in a firm embrace.

Sho’s kiss was as gentle as his own had been, however, and sweetly tentative.

(Also posted on AO3.)

[Fic] Happy New Year, Hyde

kairi_yume — Sat, 01 Feb 2014 13:17:45 GMT

Title: Happy New Year, Hyde
Author: kairi_yume
Genre: AU, light-hearted drama, humour
Rating: PG-13?
Pairing: Gackt and Hyde
Comments: Hyde drops by his friend's place after the new year. Having not seen each other in awhile, Gackt has a little present for him.
Any comments are welcomed <3

[Happy New Year, Hyde]

Selling Gackt/Hyde Photobooks

whiteness — Sat, 17 Aug 2013 23:36:50 GMT

Like new condition, all books include original cover posters. Rare items!

All prices in EUROS. International Shipping.
Items were purchased via Neotokyo and Amazon Japan.

Please send email to tiltxshift (a) gmail
with item name and preferred paying method (EU bank transfer or paypal)
Shipping can be combined (will pick cheapest option available)

FIRST ROW
1. Tour Document Requiem et Reminiscence................. SOLD
2. Tour Document DIABOLOS......................................... SOLD
3. 素晴きかな人生 Subarashiki 3 .................................... 23€
4. Just Bring it! Live Tour 2002......................................... 35€ (cover unfolds to a gigantic poster)
5. 君が追いかけた夢 "Kimiga Oikaketa Yume"................. 18€

SECOND ROW
1. HYDE & GACKT Moonchild ......................................... 35€
2. Tour Document The GIFT "The Sixth Day & Seventh Night" 36€
3. For Dears -Féter nos retrouvailles-............................... 35€
4. PATI PATI Oct 2005 Gackt - Diabolos............................ 9€

Icons

thoughts_1990 — Fri, 05 Jul 2013 18:01:05 GMT

Total Count = 27
Hyde = 20
K.A.Z = 5
VAMPS = 2

Teasers

More found here@heavenly90icons.

MORE Moon Child Doujinshi Scanlations

da_fidge — Wed, 15 May 2013 21:32:44 GMT

I'm kinda spamming the comm this week, but whatever.

Here's the second story/whole book of "Howl at the Moon!!"

While the first half was a lighthearted romp, this part is... well, I think you'll like it.

Links at my doujinshi comm.

Enjoy! Hopefully I didn't mangle it too badly.

<3 Fidget

Gackt and Hyde - All Night Nippon 2002.08.26 (English sub)

yuki_kumi — Fri, 10 May 2013 22:02:14 GMT

I made this awhile ago for my own pleasure XDD so I can read the translation while hearing Gackt and Hyde talk without having to open the file where I saved the translation, and because this year is 10th anniversary of Moon Child so I guess I will share it, enjoy~

Now I would ask you something. I have Gackt's radio show of Furacchi No Otoko Tachi with Hyde's messages in it and they talked about each other and Moon Child (probably). Is there any of you willing to translate it?
There are five episodes and each episode is around 30 minutes long. I need you to translate each dialogues so I can make a sub like the video above. If any of you interested let me know kay~

What's This? Oh, Just Some Moon Child Comics, No Biggie.

da_fidge — Thu, 09 May 2013 18:36:37 GMT

There are still some people around here, which makes me happy!

I thought I'd bring you guys a little present.

IT'S A MOON CHILD DOUJINSHI SCANLATION!

Happy 10th birthday, you ridiculous hyperviolent gangster-vampires-in-the-future movie, you.

Check it out at my (practically inactive but not quite) doujinshi blog. :)

<3 Fidget (Do I count as a gacktxhyde oldfag yet? I feel like I do)

Oneshot] Picture Perfect

eadwine63 — Fri, 12 Apr 2013 16:06:54 GMT

Title: Picture Perfect
Author: eadwine63
Pairing: Gackt x Hyde
Rating: R for mention of sex and cheating?
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Gackt and Hyde, for obvious reasons. This is a work of Fiction, FANFICTION on top of that.
A/N: This was written for bluemarina6195 and annui
(I thought I'd post it here too)

The silk sheets barely rustled beneath him as Gackt fell down on them. His breath was heavy and he muttered a soft curse under his breath as he tried to catch his breath. The man next to him chuckled, much to his delight. Hyde had the cutest chuckle when they were in bed. He sounded carefree and childish, but so much like the man Gackt had fallen in love with. He remembered all the little things from when they were in Taiwan. He remembered the times Hyde didn’t smile most of all, because he felt like he was doing something wrong at those times. But he remembered the times they went out drinking together, or when they simply went for a stroll in the hotel garden in the middle of the night, with a moon so big above their head that the entire picture barely felt real. He smiled. Hyde managed to capture his heart and Gackt was glad he was here with him.

“What are you thinking about?” A soft voice reached his ears and Gackt heard the sheets rustle again and knew before he looked at Hyde which sight would greet him. He turned. Hyde was looking at him, turned to the side with his head propped up on his hand. His hair was in utter disarray, but Gackt liked that on him. He leant in and kissed his lover softly.

“Just times gone by,” he whispered and kissed those sweet lips again. They were already bruised from all the kisses they had shared this afternoon.

“Such as?” Hyde whispered back with his eyes half-closed. Gackt smiled again, against Hyde’s lips. He brushed their noses together briefly before he muttered his answer.

“Midnight walks in Taiwan.” Gackt could feel Hyde’s lips tug up in a returning smile. Gackt hated and loved that smile; it made him want to kiss Hyde properly – not those silly quick pecks he gave him sporadically when they met – but he could only do that once every few months, when they got away from all the attention and managed an afternoon together or even a night or perhaps two if they were lucky.

“Those were nice. All romantic and mushy.” Hyde’s smirk made Gackt roll his eyes, but he knew Hyde didn’t mean it as a joke. Those nights did turn out romantic and mushy, but they were lovely at the same time.

“Back when you weren’t afraid to laugh with me and embrace me in front of a camera.” When Gackt pulled back a little, he caught Hyde blushing and he raised an eyebrow at the sight. Why would that make his lover blush? “Why is it, that you don’t want any pictures with me lately?”

“You know why,” Hyde replied. “You know it would only cause too much attention.”

“There is always attention for us, Haido.”

“Because you can’t shut up about me?” Hyde smiled an innocent and playful smile.

“I’m serious. They even make an article about us going on a date when we eat together. After all those years, it’s not just a meeting amongst friends, but a date to the public.”

“That’s exactly why I don’t want them to take pictures of us,” Hyde mumbled and sighed, falling back against the mattress. He stared at the ceiling to gather his thoughts and phrase them well enough so Gackt could understand him. His lover turned towards him some more, brushed a strand of hair out of his face. Hyde smiled. He loved this man, but he couldn’t let anyone know. That was … torturous.

“Why not, Haido? They already speculate.”

“They speculate, yes. But I’m afraid that if they see us together on pictures again, they’ll know what’s going on. I … I’m afraid they’ll see it in the way I look at you. Or the way I hug you goodbye – god forbid in the way I kiss you goodbye.”

Gackt sighed and kissed Hyde’s cheek, spurred on by the idea of kissing Hyde goodbye. He didn’t want to say goodbye yet – they still had a bit of time.

“What’s so wrong about that?”

“I’m cheating on my wife with you, Gacchan,” Hyde said bluntly. It was true. He was cheating on his wife, endangering his family. All for one man he got to see once in a while – too little, he supposed. “I don’t want them to actually KNOW that. They can guess and create fantasies as much as they like, but I don’t want it to become a known fact. It would hurt them so much.”

Hyde’s voice trailed off and it pained Gackt. It hurt to hear him say that, because after all Gackt was hurt too. He’d love to be able to show the world what was going on, even after all those years. The first kiss they shared in Taiwan, the first night together they shared when they had just gotten back. It’s been ten years and Gackt could still count the times they made love on his hands.

“I love you,” Gackt said quietly and made Hyde look up at him again, instead of at the ceiling.

“I know. I love you too.” He smiled a little, but it didn’t make Gackt’s pain leave. “Gacchan,” Hyde muttered, “I’m sorry.” Gackt swallowed. So Hyde did know? He knew how much it troubled him. “I just can’t do that to my family. I still … I love my family too. You know how much I care about you, but all we can do is meet up once in a while and have dinner. In all those years, we saw each other too little to really make something out of … this. I love you, but we can’t have more than that.”

“Can’t you stay tonight, and just pretend?” Gackt said in a tone that didn’t match his personality. He sounded too hopeful and desperate. Uncalculated.

“You know I can’t do that, Gacchan. I can’t lie to my family like that.” Gackt nodded, but swallowed and bit his lip to try not to show the extent of his pain. Hyde leant in and kissed him gently. “Don’t torture yourself like that,” he whispered to his lover and kissed him again, “don’t make yourself live in this fantasy, Gacchan. Tomorrow, we’ll go each our own way and you’ll go on tour and we’ll be busy with whatnot.”

“It’s too long, Haido. Too long before I get to see you.”

Hyde smiled sadly, equally pained because Gackt was right. They were in love, had been loving each other for more than ten years now and barely got to see each other. It was a tricky situation, but neither wanted to change much. He got up and ignored Gackt’s plea to come back to bed, because he only went to get his bag and retrieved his phone.

“Let’s take a picture,” he said gently and crawled back into the bed. “To remember us.” He raised the phone and held it in the right position, before he leant in and kissed Gackt. They were in bed, the sheets around their waist. Their hair was messy from their lovemaking.

Their picture was perfect.

Mod Post

sorry4mydickery — Sun, 03 Mar 2013 16:28:11 GMT

If someone would be willing to give us a new, coherent layout, that would be grrrrrrreeeeaat.

In exchange, I will try to go back to adding stuff to the memories.

No I will not rehaul all the tags. No YOU cannot rehaul all the tags.

★ Happy Birthday Honey ★

kamesoul — Tue, 29 Jan 2013 02:14:42 GMT

Graphics:
Icons, Wallpapers & Happy Birthday Banner.

Featuring:
JRock: HYDE

Event:
Birthday

Preview:

For More Click HERE @ final_faith
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Short fic] Saying Yes.

eadwine63 — Sat, 29 Dec 2012 11:24:07 GMT

Author eadwine63
Pairing: Gackt x Hyde
Rating: NC-17 for non-consensual sex in the previous part. PG-13 for this one? ~~does it even matter~~
Disclaimer: Do I really need to... Yes? Well okay then. I don't own Gackt, nor Hyde!

I wrote a little fluffy sequal to "Saying No" and it's finally here. ehem. This time, it's called 'Saying Yes'

Saying No, part one
Saying Yes, part two

Saying Yes

Weeks pass and you’ve called me a dozen of times in the first few days. You never left a message, except for the one where you asked me to talk to you. Do you realise how hypocrite that sounds, Gackt? I don’t want to see you again. I don’t want to hear your voice again either so I changed my phone number. I haven’t heard of you since.

Do you know how it’s like to go to bed and experience one of your closest friends hurting you in your dreams again and again? I wake up in the middle of the night and cry. By now, I hope I fell out of love because I’m so tired. You steal my nights even now and I end up falling asleep every chance I get until it’s not funny anymore.

My friends worry about me and I tell them I can’t sleep, but never speak about what makes me wake up throughout the nights. I spend time with them and try to forget about you altogether, but it doesn’t really work like that, does it?

The more I try to forget, the more I think about you and that night I told myself to stop caring about a conceited asshole who doesn’t know when to stop. I should have said no a hundred times more. I should have pushed you away, but I’m too weak when it comes to you. I trusted you never to hurt me, so can you blame me?

I never go to bed early because I know I’ll see your face again, the desire you didn’t even try to hide. I know I won’t be able to sleep, no matter how tired I am. I end up falling asleep on the sofa often enough, watching a senseless movie that should have distracted me more decently.

The shrill ringing in my ears wakes me up and for once I didn’t dream yet. It takes a minute or so for me to realise there is someone at the door and I get up with a yawn, feeling sleep-drunk and about to collapse again. I’m too tired to realise no sane person would visit me at this time of night. All but one

When I see you standing on the threshold, all I want to do is slam the door shut again and forget you exist, but you move quickly and keep me from doing so.

“Hyde,” you start and I close my eyes and want you to stop talking, “we have to talk.” No. We don’t have to talk. You have to disappear from my life so I can forget what happened. So I can forget how I came to love you so subtly I didn’t even notice it. You gave me so much pain and you never realised.

“There is nothing to talk about,” I say and you open the door so easily even though I was holding it back. I forgot how strong you were. You shake your head, step inside without being invited in and I hate you even more. I hate you with such a passion that it’s burning me up inside.

“The fact you say that means there is.”

What else can I do but sit down on the sofa where I was sleeping just a few moments ago? I want to simply lay down and pass out, forget all this and sleep. Sleep for hours, for days. I feel so tired, so exhausted.

“Go home,” I mutter when I sat down and you sat down next to me – much too close to me. “I don’t want to talk. I’m tired.” You reach out a hand, but I slap it away. “Don’t touch me!” The shock on your face has me laughing a little – a broken way of laughing. You really have no clue at all. Did you drink that much that you forgot it all after all? It’s not like you.

“I can’t remember what happened,” you say and I snort. Of course you can’t. You got drunk, didn’t you? You never cared about what I said. “We slept together, didn’t we?” The look of innocence in your eyes makes me want to cut them out of their sockets. God, I hate this. Even thinking about it makes me want to cry and punch you in the face.

“You …” I shake my head. I can’t believe this bullshit is happening to me. “We didn’t sleep together, Gackt. You practically raped me.” It’s when your face falls that I feel some sort of triumph, success, relief. Yes, Gackt, that’s what you did.

“No,” you reply with suspicion edging through your words. As if I’d ever lie to you. “I wouldn’t do such a thing. Especially not to you.”

“What is this, Gackt? Do you think I’d lie about something like that? Just to taunt you? I trusted you so goddamn much, but you took advantage of me and fucked me when I didn’t want it. You never listened when I said no, you self-centred asshole, and I trusted you. You’re an asshole, Gackt. You ruined everything.”

The tears prick in my eyes and I bite my lip, stare into nothingness to prevent them from falling. You just look at me with unbelieving eyes and the look is almost the same as the ignorance with which you assumed I was willing to sleep with you and throw myself at your feet. I’m not one of your hundreds of one-night-stands. I’m not just someone looking for sexual release. I am your friend, and I fell in love with you.

“I didn’t mean to accuse you. I just can’t believe I’d do something like that. Hyde, I care about you a lot. I can’t undo what happened, but I don’t even know why it happened. I never …”

“You never thought about fucking a man just because you were drunk and horny?” You smile a little, despite everything and I realise how much I missed seeing that smile. It’s silly. I look away.

“I’d never … I never wanted to hurt you. You are dear to me,” you say quietly and sit a little closer to me. I can’t help but flinch when you do so, but you even go as far as to touch my knee with just your fingertips. I let you, although I grit my teeth. You put your hand on my knee and I can feel my heart skip a beat – not necessarily out of excitement.

“Please don’t touch me,” I whisper through clenched teeth and you instantly pull your hand back. My words sound much too gentle and at the same time you deserve even more hatred.

“I’m really sorry. Even though there’s no excuse for something like that.”

“You’re damn right there isn’t,” I tell you as I look up once more. You’re closer than I thought and I swallow. There is silence between us that makes my resolve crumble with the seconds ticking by. I can tell myself and everyone else anything I want – but in the end, I’m still in love with you. Silly that this had to happen for me to realise it so well.

Part of me believes you when you say you didn’t mean to hurt me. Part of me sees it as one big misunderstanding, but the other part remembers how much it hurt; not only physically but emotionally. I want to forgive you and leave this all behind us, but I cannot do that so easily. I’m reminded of it so often.

“I don’t want to talk about it, Gackt,” I repeat once more. “I see it happen in my dreams often enough.” You reach out for me again, take my hand in yours and I think my cheeks are heating up a little. “Don’t,” I start, but you merely shake your head.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” you say and smile a little, “I just want to apologise and be here for you because I made a big mistake. Hyde … Haido,” your voice softens even more when you say my name like that and I feel my resolve crumble. How can I stay angry at a man who tries so hard to gain my trust? How can I stay mad when you’re so full of regret – for something I wouldn’t even believe you did if I hadn’t been there. “I want you to know that you are … special to me. That’s probably why I did what I did. But it’s no excuse and I know that. I just … didn’t know how to put words to all of it.”

“It felt so good when you kissed me,” I suddenly speak up – but my voice is a mere whisper as it breaks a little on the words. I smile a weary smile, more to myself than to you. You squeeze my hand softly. “But I wasn’t ready. Not while we were drunk and just passing the time. I told myself over and over not to forgive you. I vowed I’d be better off without you, that I could just fall out of love because you were a selfish asshole anyway. And now you’re here and none of that even seems to matter.”

For a moment all I see is regret and pain in your eyes, but then there is that moment when it all seems to sink in and your eyes widen that little bit more. They get a light that enchants me and I feel my heart skip another beat. None of it all speaks of a disappointment. It all speaks of relief and care.

“I would like to kiss you again,” I hear myself mutter and your smile makes me avert my eyes with a smile of my own.

“Why don’t you?” I hear you ask and look back at you. The conversation makes me think of that night. But somehow the atmosphere between us is exactly the same as it was before you pushed me down and undressed me. It’s wonderful, safe, almost magical. My heart beats so fast.

“I’m not sure if that’s a good idea.”

“Sometimes, a risk is needed to solve a problem,” you mutter, “but I don’t want to push you into anything, especially not right now. I … Haido, what I did wasn’t how it should have been, but I did it because I care about you.”

This conversation doesn’t even make a lot of sense. I should be so angry with you, but I can’t bring myself to feel like that. I simply feel my heart beat too quickly when I see that little smile lingering on your lips. You shouldn’t even be smiling. You should be on your knees, begging for mercy or something like that. I sigh. “It didn’t feel like that, Gackt.”

“I care … more than I ever thought. I’m straight, for god’s sake, and yet I slept with you. I slept with the one man I desired in my entire life and it should have been … perfect for both of us. I’m truly sorry I ruined that chance for both of us.” You take a deep breath and I wait for you to continue, biting my lip. “I love you, Hyde.” When you say those words so silently and honestly, my heart stops for a moment. I look at you and swallow. There is so much sincere affection that I cannot help but forgive you. What happened that night was a mistake sprouted from a confusing desire hidden inside both of us.

You shift and sit a little closer to me, taking my hand and bringing it to your lips. I feel my skin tingle where you left that little kiss. I feel my cheeks heat up that tiny bit, but I don’t look away. No, I keep looking at you closely and when you lean in, I don’t pull back an inch. I stay where I am and let our lips touch, only briefly. You’re so careful that I almost want to tell you to keep kissing me. But I don’t.

“Will you let me love you,” you ask so innocently and I know there’s nothing more behind those words but affection and care, the request for forgiveness.

“Yes.”

mini series: First times; 01. Cigarettes - 02. Guns

eadwine63 — Thu, 20 Sep 2012 19:29:50 GMT

I've started a mini-series of some sort. A bunch of flash-fiction.

Pairing: Sho x Kei
Rating: starts as PG, end somewhere around let's say ... NC-17 xD
Disclaimer: Even if I owned Gackt, I still wouldn 't be owning Moonchild.

01; Cigarettes
02; Guns

Please comment and feel free to stick around on my journal! ^_^

looking for a fic

little1233 — Thu, 02 Aug 2012 16:48:31 GMT

I have been looking for a moon child fic. its about kei and he first meets luka. kei is kinda fragile and he still lives with his father. later on kei wants to move out, so he gets a job. he gets to know more about luka except about him being a vampire. sorry about the crappy details but that was all i can remember. i hope someone can help? thank you

German J-Rock RPG Forum // Shinjitsu to Gensou to

kitkaos — Fri, 15 Jun 2012 04:50:23 GMT

We recently set up a J-Rock related RPG-Forum (in German - so please note that this goes out mainly to the German fans on here or the ones who can speak/write in German) which can be found HERE.

We do have a lot of characters open at the moment as it's only a month old and there will be some more layout changes in the next weeks, but we are up and posting and would love to have some more people around :)

Currently, we are looking for the one and only Gackt or any other Job members, Megumi Ooishi (Hyde's wife), friends, etc. As mentioned before, many other characters are open, too, so if you're looking for a good RPG, just drop by :)

Fiction] Flower's Touch

eadwine63 — Sat, 19 May 2012 12:03:19 GMT

Authors: eadwine63 and chichachu

Title: Flower's Touch
Disclaimer: We don't own any characters involved in this. We just own the plot. ^_^
Pairing: Gackt x Hyde Tetsu x Hyde
Warning: LOTS of drama/angst, like usual. AU.
Rating: NC-17 for ... ehm... Death and bits of sex in later chapters.
anything else I need to say?

chapter 1 chapter 2 chapter 3 chapter 4
chapter 5 chapter 6 chapter 7 chapter 8
Epilogue

I don't think anything is friend-locked... otherwise, please leave a message here. ~~Or friend me!!! xD~~
also, comment? *puppy dog eyes*

Gackt x Hyde + Moon Child Fans!!!

kinky_carter — Wed, 16 May 2012 11:30:38 GMT

For the fans!!!

http://gackt--x--hyde.deviantart.com/
http://moon-child-fans.deviantart.com/

[ficlet] Roses

sakuraminisuka — Thu, 03 May 2012 08:11:27 GMT

Title: Roses
Pairing: Gakuhai
Warnings/Ratings: none needed I think ... PG
Disclaimer: They own themselves. This is just for fun.
Note: the only said sentence is in Japanese. There's a translation but I think even the context might already make it clear. The keyword roses was given to me by Eadwine63.

I close my eyes and hear your voice. It’s almost as if you’re here with me. The house feels cold around me, as if the heating stopped working days ago. I never thought I’d return here, not after all the things that happened; yet I wished so many times that I could be here again. Your voice falters in my ears, the silence is deafening. Never have I felt this lost, this worthless and alone. Not even after we had to part I never truly felt alone. After all I knew you’d be there if I needed it. I feel something behind me and look, but there’s only an empty vase on the glass table. The roses that once decorated it have long withered. There’s nothing left of what once was here; only the furniture. The warmth, the cosy atmosphere disappeared a while ago. My heart aches and a silent tear escapes my eye. This emptiness is killing me. You should’ve been here today. But somehow fate twisted, changing everything in a way it never should have changed, killing all the peacefulness and energy in his house, destroying all that ever mattered in a single moment. I don’t remember how I got here, it’s all a blur, a blur in which I hoped to get here and see you, but I don’t see you. You didn’t open the door for me even though I have a key. I feel myself shiver and my knees feel weak; I feel weak as if I am made of jelly. A sob escapes my lips as I mumble meaningless words to the emptiness around me. My eyes fall closed again ... and I smell something. I can smell them, fresh roses. The smell surrounds me, wrapping itself around me like a blanket. My breath is shaky, but so am I. “目を開けて・・・” I do as I am told and open my eyes, seeing the sun shine above me. Warmth spreads through me and I look at all the roses around us. And I don’t know why, but I feel home, finally at home, finally I am back with you …

終わり

Translation: "目を開けて・・・" = "Open your eyes." [romaji: me (w)o akete ]

[Fic] 893 Street Lights; 00 Prologue

b_sim — Tue, 01 May 2012 03:41:43 GMT

Title: 893 Street Lights
Author: b_sim
Characters/Pairings: Hyde (Hideto)/GACKT (Satoru), You
Rating: R
Genre: AU
Summary: Satoru's come to Shinjuku, looking to do research on the underworld that he's been so interested in for so long. With him is his best friend, You, and Hideto who's been assigned to them as their guide. The more Satoru learns, the more visible the chains connecting Hideto, and many others, to the streets become. Satoru wonders if he'll become chained himself.
Notes: I'm really nervous about starting this fic tbh (I've been wanting to write a yakuza fic for months), but let's see where it'll go from here.
Disclaimer: I do not own Hyde, GACKT and You.

[ 893 Street Lights; 00 Prologue ]