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Lyrics Question.

2002-04-20T23:27:24Z

Anyone know the song to these lyrics? I can't figure out which song it is or who sang it.

Ain't it funny
It's been awhile since
You came around
Now ya wanna see
What's goin' down
Tryin' to tell me
Why ya want my time
Tryin' to tell me
How I'm on your mind
See it never had
To be this way
You should've never played
The games you played
Now I'm seein' that
You're kinda lame
Knowin how
The situation changes

Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
Now I can smile and say
Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
I'm glad I can smile and say
Ain't that funny

I remember
How you walked away
Even when I tried
To call your name
See at first
I didn't understand
Now you're lookin'
Like a lonely man
I remember how you
Did me wrong
And now you're hurtin'
'Cause my love is gone
Everybody gets
A chance to burn
You can take it
As a lesson learned

Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
Now I can smile and say
Ain't that funny

Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
I'm glad I can smile and say
Ain't that funny

I really wish
You wouldn't send me gifts
Tryin' to make me
Sit and reminisce
Tryin' to blind me
With your blingin' bling
Thought I told you
Love don't cost a thing
Hope you realise
That now I'm through
And I don't ever wanna
Hear from you
I had enough of
Bein' there for you
Now I'm laughin'
Why you play the fool?

Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
Now I can smile and say
Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me
When you had me
Love is crazy
I'm glad I can smile and say
Ain't that funny

Baby, is that your girlfriend?
I got my boyfriend

But maybe
We can be friends.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

D&D Test.

2002-02-19T13:36:51Z

I Am A: Neutral Good Elf Ranger Paladin

Alignment:
Neutral Good characters believe in the power of
good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do
whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is
considered 'normal'.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are
generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic,
easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities
that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal,
although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the
next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the
elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Paladins are the Holy Warriors. They have
been chosen by a God/dess to be their representative on Earth, and must follow the
code of that deity, or risk severe penalties. They tend towards being righteous, but
not generally to excess.

Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan!

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXX (3)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXX (6)
Chaotic Good ---- XXX (3)
Lawful Neutral -- (-2)
True Neutral ---- (0)
Chaotic Neutral - (-2)
Lawful Evil ----- (-4)
Neutral Evil ---- (-2)
Chaotic Evil ---- (-3)

Race:
Human ---- (-7)
Half-Elf - XXXX (4)
Elf ------ XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Halfling - (-1)
Dwarf ---- (-6)

Class:
Fighter - (0)
Ranger -- XXXXXXXX (8)
Paladin - XXXX (4)
Cleric -- (0)
Mage ---- (-4)
Druid --- XXXX (4)
Thief --- (-6)
Bard ---- XXX (3)

Fun test. My second class should be Paladin/Druid though.

Christmas...

2001-12-25T10:27:41Z

Happy Birthday Jesus.

I love you Jesus.

I love you God.

Thank you for everything.

fsc @ 2001-12-01T01:02:00

2001-11-30T22:04:08Z

"I shall never make a new friend in my life, though perhaps a few
after I die."

fsc @ 2001-11-26T01:16:00

2001-11-25T22:24:44Z

So much to say. Say it to no one. Only one person to say it to.

Yay.

2001-11-16T23:29:08Z

I can now die a happy man now that I finally have in my hands MGS2.

The trailor alone gave me goosebumps and now like the hardcore MGS fan I am, I'm reading the previous stories before I start the game. Yes, ALL the pages of it.

Color Quiz

2001-11-06T15:35:20Z

Saw this on B's livejournal and it looked cool so I took it as well:

Your Existing Situation:
Needs warm companionship, but is intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to him. If this is not forthcoming, is liable to shut himself away from them.
True

Your Stress Sources:
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, he pursues his objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting his nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels he can only be at peace when he has finally reached his goal.
So true it's scary. Except for "unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough;".

Your Restrained Characteristics:
The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things as they are.

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.
I actually think I finally got a foothold in establishing myself but that statement is mostly true. The next statement is just plain out false. I hardly take offense to things and I rather achieve satisfaction through emotionally than sexual.

Your Desired Objective:
Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand his fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.
First statement is true. I'm however don't think I'm enthusiastic by nature nor am I receptive. I'm more on the boarder line of being optimistic.

Your Actual Problem:
The fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him to play his part with an urgent and hectic intensity.
I guess.

Hmm.

2001-10-15T17:12:26Z

I like Vash. And it's not only because of the whole Love and Peace thing and the way he normally acts. I guess it's because I think I see myself in him, somewhat. I just got done watching ep 12 and I can totally relate to what he said in his flashbacks. Of course I'm guessing for the most part what kind of person Vash used to be and how he developed into the Vash we know. I also like Rem for the same said reasons. I wish I had someone like that who I could talk to and have them laugh at me and tell me I am to serious.

fsc @ 2001-09-28T03:41:00

2001-09-28T00:55:03Z

I'm losing myself. *bangs head on floor*

Why God?

2001-09-06T22:17:17Z

I don't enjoy much. Nothing really gives me happiness. I'm beyond empty. Yet the one thing that actually brought me happiness. The one thing that can give me true happiness, God denied to me. I just ask God, why? Why deny me the one thing in my life that actually gave me happiness? Why deny me the one ray of light in my empty pitch black soul?

If this is a test to earn that true happiness, that one ray of light, then I can understand. I can say the pain would be worth it. But what if God is just denying me the only thing that is capable of bringing me true happiness? That's when I just ask, why? Why God?

*sigh* I'm going to fight for that one ray of light, but it just seems hopeless. Like I'm trying to walk up a 90 degree angle. Like I'm fighting agaisnt God's own will.
*breaks down crying*

fsc @ 2001-09-01T04:58:00

2001-09-01T01:59:38Z

I'm falling apart and I can't keep myself together anymore.

I can't believe I'm doing this.

2001-07-19T23:47:32Z

But I figured, what the hell? Anyways, to begin my first entry.

Livejournal just is so not me. Everything LJ stands for is the complete oppisite of me. I'm not really one to talk about my life or bitch about it with one person, let alone talk about it on something that is public. It's just not me. When ever I have a problem or I'm angry or anything like that, I just go over it in my mind, again and again and again. Multiply that by the hundred of thoughts in my mind and it gets pretty cluttered and unorganized fast. Atleast I can say writing stuff down helps, only if because it's easier to organize my thoughts that way.

Anyways, that's pretty much me in nutshell. A true lone wolf. I could say more but I don't feel like it. I was going to delete all this after writing it all down since I actually found some peace in doing so but I figured what the hell and am forcing myself to just click the 'update journal' button. Not that anyone cares.