heart full of napalm

((Yeah, I did eventually get Guitar Hero II.  And it occurred to me last night that if Trixie were a boy, Iggy Pop's "Search And Destroy" would be his theme song.  I probably would have figured this out sooner had I ever heard the song before--I know, I know.  My music edumacation has pretty humongous holes in it.  I'd make a terrible Phonomancer.

Not that I'm willingly inviting LOL onto my muse's magenta-tinted head.  As a matter of fact, the recent waves of LOL have pretty much turned me off to the Nexus more or less.  I'm not commenting or asking questions much these days because I don't have the patience or will go to through anything more convoluted than dropping a snark payload and disappearing into the night--a steath bitch-bomber, zooming too fast for radar.  Hell, I'm letting an in-LJ RP on one of my other characters sit and rot because I can't bring myself to continue it yet; even after I promised the other player I wouldn't do that.  I don't know why!  It's like an overdue library book--I don't want to bring it back and suffer the librarian's wrath, and yet every day I keep it out will incur an increasing amount of said wrath.  It's the stupidest Catch-22 ever

So, for the moment, I'm declaring all my characters LOL- and wangst-free because I don't have the energy to go along with the rest of the Nexus--recent tragedies concerning close friends aside; of course.  I guess this doesn't change much, Trixie's always out of the loop when something happens and can only chime in to react after the fact..  My excuse is that she's busy in Metatokyo.  Closer to the truth would be "I don't read my character's friendslist very often, and most of what goes on appears to happen either in IRC or in comms that I don't read anyway."

In conclusion:  I suck, and all indications are clear that I will continue sucking for the estimable future.  GO BANANA!))