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[Jan. 11th, 2010|02:08 am]
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Just thought that I'll do a tribute post as I'm going back to school for my results tomorrow. It's been four long years, and I don't regret a day, although there seems to be so much bad things that happened compared to the good. But the lessons learnt, the growth in life and the friends that I've made has made a great impact on my life. I learned the true meaning of conforming to the opinions of my friends and saw truly how stupid it was after all that. That's why I'm so determined to live life the way I want to, whether my parents, brother, church (which to me is an extended family that I can't live without), think that I'll regret it.
But to me, I'd rather regret doing something than regret not doing it at all. At least then I have the experience of it and I know that I've tried it and learnt from it. I discovered friends, life in so many different ways, and exactly what I wanted to do, even though I've had a shadow of it at the back of my mind when I was younger. But I know what's my passion and I'm going to go for it. Even if I know that it may be for nothing. And that it counts for nothing in eternity. I'm just going to live for the moment.
I'm going off-topic.
Four years of fun, tears, excitement, anxiety and lots of lessons there. Thanks for making me somewhat of what I am. Thanks for giving me the support to believe in myself and to try my best and do everything without regrets. I'm so much more confident and less shy now. You taught me how to have a heart without it being too soft. I've loved and laughed my way through it all. I know that I can say that it was the best decision to go there, even though I didn't know that I could succeed. In my own heart, I have succeeded, no matter what the results are tomorrow. The power within is what I need to push on towards my future.
People and life moves on, but it doesn't mean that we'll forget. All the more, we'll remember and look back more frequently as we miss it. We go on, with every experience becoming a block in the building of who we are and our life. It's been a crazy roller-coaster ride, but I did have lots of fun! |
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