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  <title>fire and rebirth</title>
  <subtitle>be the rose nearest to the thorn that I am.</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>feng</name>
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  <updated>2026-04-27T08:14:58Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:29053</id>
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    <title>Good boys with good manners as shounen protags is the way to go</title>
    <published>2026-04-27T08:13:46Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-27T08:14:58Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Hide and Seek - i-dle</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>worried</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;March &amp; April:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;. Wrote the second draft of the fake dating romance novel, only to have an idea for a different plotline after it's finished. So that's for draft 3.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;. Uploading stories to online platforms for writing events purposes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;. Watched both seasons of &lt;i&gt;Bloodhounds&lt;/i&gt; because netizens said S2 is good, which isn't always the case with Nflx series. I enjoyed it. The fight scenes, esp in S2, are awesome.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=29053" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:28754</id>
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    <title>2026 is just starting</title>
    <published>2026-02-08T08:01:48Z</published>
    <updated>2026-02-08T08:01:48Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Choose - ATEEZ</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>melancholy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">December: Two books out in bookstores.&lt;br /&gt;January: Submitted a manuscript, under the second pen name, through an open submission session.&lt;br /&gt;Now: Eyeing a manuscript which hasn't found a home, trying to pinpoint weak spots.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=28754" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:28493</id>
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    <title>Writing to be able to afford more writing</title>
    <published>2025-10-22T03:43:29Z</published>
    <updated>2025-10-22T03:43:29Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Fireflies - Xiumin</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>hot</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;July to early September: Worked on the writing commission, which helped me afford a CPU upgrade.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;September &amp; October: Drafted the second book in the series I mentioned in the previous entry. Might make use of the resurrected NaNoWriMo to revise that mess. I won't be a municipal liaison again this time around, if there's still such a thing, and just be a content old fossil instead.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=28493" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:28192</id>
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    <title>I'm the only one who'll love your sins</title>
    <published>2025-08-27T07:16:55Z</published>
    <updated>2025-08-27T07:16:55Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Fine - TWICE</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>determined</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;June: Dragged myself through this month, not just writing-wise. Wrote and edited a couple of short stories to keep the fire going.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;July &amp; August: Suddenly a writing commission? &amp; Editor wants me to start developing a series. On it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spent all three months contentedly soaking in &lt;i&gt;KPop Demon Hunters&lt;/i&gt; content. The Saja Boys are so unabashedly honest in their songs www&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=28192" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:28141</id>
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    <title>Filling the creative well</title>
    <published>2025-06-09T03:26:34Z</published>
    <updated>2025-06-09T03:26:34Z</updated>
    <category term="writing"/>
    <dw:music>Different - Le Sserafim</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>indescribable</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Not a progress report per se: I've been having sort of a writer burnout since the end tail of May. While I know what to do, the drive and motivation is just not there. I'm not even too keen on watching movies or series, despite them being good. &lt;br /&gt;The good news is, I have new books (bought, borrowed, and legally free) to read.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=28141" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:27778</id>
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    <title>My May</title>
    <published>2025-05-28T07:34:21Z</published>
    <updated>2025-05-28T07:34:21Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Tilt - Irene &amp; Seulgi</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>recumbent</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Finished the story draft I'd worked on since April. Currently don't feel like tackling another novel-length project. Am on a prolonged break, maybe until the end of the month.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I've been posting ongoing fanfic again.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=27778" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:27405</id>
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    <title>A travel to the past</title>
    <published>2025-04-24T07:58:27Z</published>
    <updated>2025-04-30T08:30:59Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Dare Me - IVE</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>quixotic</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;March &amp; April: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finished the first draft of a novel set in 1982. I rely a lot on my memories, while there are also details that I take liberty with. &lt;br /&gt;Currently rewriting a draft from last year. Now that I know what to do with the plot, the writing flows more easily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ETA: Achieved my &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=getyourowordsout'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=getyourowordsout'&gt;&lt;b&gt;getyourowordsout&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; goal, 75k words.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=27405" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:27332</id>
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    <title>So, February</title>
    <published>2025-03-05T07:15:48Z</published>
    <updated>2025-03-05T07:15:48Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Like A Flower - Irene</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>okay</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;In February, I finished the first draft of the fake dating story. It's a MESS but at least it exists.&lt;br /&gt;Finished a chapter of an ongoing fanfic ahahahaaaa&lt;br /&gt;March will proceed leisurely unless I have to revise a novel or sth.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=27332" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:26893</id>
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    <title>This account has undergone a slight function change</title>
    <published>2025-01-27T03:43:03Z</published>
    <updated>2025-01-27T03:43:03Z</updated>
    <category term="monthly report"/>
    <dw:music>Home Sweet Home - G-Dragon feat. Taeyang and Daesung</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>working</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;The other account is for noting down writing accomplishments, and this one is for tracking my progress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;January begins with me developing outlines, rather sluggishly, and an attempt to start a horror novel. Then I re-acquired the rights to my debut novel, so I worked on editing it. Mostly it's correcting the word uses, shaving off parts that don't directly relate to the plot, and updating the technologies and cultural references. That book was written during the Gen 2 Kpop era, btw. After that, I restarted the fake dating novel, and that's what I'm working on right now.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=26893" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:26726</id>
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    <title>Guess who's back.</title>
    <published>2025-01-01T03:53:33Z</published>
    <updated>2025-01-27T07:55:18Z</updated>
    <category term="community: getyourwordsout"/>
    <dw:music>Freak - Yuqi</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>calm</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;After four (!) years, I'm resurrecting this account to participate in &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://getyourwordsout.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png' alt='[community profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://getyourwordsout.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;getyourwordsout&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. I wrote 205k words in 2024 so the pledge should be doable.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=26726" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:26611</id>
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    <title>A side job</title>
    <published>2021-02-01T11:10:33Z</published>
    <updated>2025-02-18T08:15:58Z</updated>
    <category term="k-pop fanfic is a slippery slope"/>
    <dw:music>モラトリアム - Omoinotake</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>content</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Them: Hi, can I commission you to write a fanfic?&lt;br /&gt;Me: Yes, sure, go ahead.&lt;br /&gt;Them: What's your bank account number?&lt;br /&gt;Me: ...What's your request?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not that I'm not grateful that they were willing to pay up front but I &lt;i&gt;was&lt;/i&gt; caught off guard. ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I was being noisy about local K-pop fans' willingness to spend money on fanfic, the only way to shut me up would have been to bring up the doujinshi culture. Like I didn't see the parallel! Slow as usual.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=26611" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:26235</id>
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    <title>On ship fic</title>
    <published>2021-01-09T09:40:24Z</published>
    <updated>2021-01-09T09:40:24Z</updated>
    <category term="my manuscript and i"/>
    <dw:music>Roommates - Dixie D'Amelio</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>contemplative</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Reading ship fic has taught me more about writing romance than reading origfic romance, because ship fic:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; Can be long, like a single title can be hundreds of thousands of words long = lots of space to explore the characters, their dynamics, the ups and downs in their relationship&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; Has steamier sexy times; the emphasis on consent is sure nice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; Sometimes places the conflict that results in the temporary break like seven or five chapters away from the ending, or there's more than one such conflict = higher suspense while the characters have more time to heal and to consider the situation with cooler heads (more logical)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm the sort of writer who has to finish a story first before sharing it. That's not a method that really fits serialized fiction, which is what goes in both fanfic and origfic today. The Indonesian publishing industry has been hit hard by the pandemic, and online serialized fiction is how lots of Indonesian readers consume their fiction. I'll try to slowly adapt to that, writing a story chapter by chapter rather than finishing it first before posting.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=26235" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:25851</id>
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    <title>Camp NaNoWriMo badges, get!</title>
    <published>2020-08-10T01:55:12Z</published>
    <updated>2020-08-10T01:55:12Z</updated>
    <category term="nanowrimo 2009"/>
    <category term="ao3"/>
    <dw:music>DREAM BABY DREAM - The Midnight Romance</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>busy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;What I remember of the NaNoWriMo 2009 project: a 50k-word wuxia story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I saw when I opened the file named nano2009: a 83k-word wuxia story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Current assumption: I rewrote the original draft and threw away 33k words. But where is the 50k-word version? It's only been 11 years and I'm already forgetting all this, what on earth, self.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One-shot fanfic on AO3 can be so long. Like 44k words long. This has tangentially inspired me to try writing a series. Before that, must know how to post multichaptered fic? (Correct me if this is wrong assumption, I've only posted one-shots on AO3 so far and haven't tried posting multichapters)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=25851" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:25490</id>
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    <title>Status: waiting for badges</title>
    <published>2020-07-24T10:03:56Z</published>
    <updated>2020-07-24T10:09:59Z</updated>
    <category term="camp nanowrimo 2020"/>
    <dw:music>This Is Me - Keala Settle</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>relaxed</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Camp NaNoWriMo: Finished a super messy, plot hole-y first draft of a thriller novella. I like the premise but haven't really warmed up to the characters yet. Maybe I will during revisions.&lt;br /&gt;The NaNo site seems to be having glitches since I've seen nothing (winner's badge, etc) on the winner page.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;K-pop fanfic gives me life. *wipes at tears* It makes me read multichaptered fic, whereas I only used to read one-shots. Reader's growth, y'all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of fanfic, my &lt;i&gt;Saint Seiya&lt;/i&gt; fanfic is still getting kudos even now, I'm?? Where and how did people discover them?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm also seriously considering writing romance. Yes, I know. Wish me luck?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=25490" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:24648</id>
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    <title>Hit the ground running!</title>
    <published>2019-11-02T09:59:27Z</published>
    <updated>2019-11-02T09:59:27Z</updated>
    <category term="nanowrimo 2019"/>
    <category term="being published"/>
    <dw:mood>hopeful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Learning from past mistakes, I don't laze around on November 1. That "there's still plenty of time to write" mindset is poison, humph. Writing exercises before November were also useful to get me into the right mood.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Constant opportunities (that pay well) are crucial for freelance creative workers, and I hope they keep coming my way. Being a NaNo ML actually helps; people hear about me and know what I do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People are still giving kudos to my fanfic at AO3. Maybe it's because StS (original anime and &lt;i&gt;Lost Canvas&lt;/i&gt;) are available on Netflix - some of the viewers look up the fanworks.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=24648" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:24429</id>
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    <title>First entry this year, woah</title>
    <published>2019-05-23T09:33:45Z</published>
    <updated>2019-05-23T13:15:17Z</updated>
    <category term="writing"/>
    <dw:music>Blame It On Your Love - Charli XCX feat. Lizzo</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>accomplished</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Me in 2018: I want to write fanfic again, but what could the fandom be? I've written everything I had to say about &lt;i&gt;Saint Seiya The Lost Canvas&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me two days ago: Finished the first draft of a fanfic. Not mentioning the fandom and names because embarrassed ahahaha. I seriously missed writing in English. I should do it more.&lt;br /&gt;Habits die hard, though. I set out to write everything and anything I wanted to, and my internal editor just tagged along, pointing out things I should correct. "Don't be lazy just because it's a personal project," it said, and sadly, I agreed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(If ever I write a TWICE fanfic, all the girls would be assassins, their clients, and their targets)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=24429" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:24206</id>
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    <title>If anyone has a novella lying around</title>
    <published>2018-10-15T13:46:05Z</published>
    <updated>2018-10-15T13:46:05Z</updated>
    <category term="being published"/>
    <dw:music>Regular (English ver.) - NCT 127</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>busy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Back in August, I thought the rest of the year would be for preparing the 2019 projects. Now here I am, doing new projects that are due this year. So the planning/preparing schedule has been moved to December, because NaNoWriMo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, if you have a fantasy, science fiction, horror, or crime novella that's 17k to 40k words long, Twelfth Planet Press is accepting submission until November 30. [ &lt;a href="http://www.twelfthplanetpress.com/news/advance-notice-novella-series"&gt;Link&lt;/a&gt; ]&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=24206" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:22883</id>
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    <title>For novella submissions</title>
    <published>2017-12-28T01:24:50Z</published>
    <updated>2017-12-28T08:43:52Z</updated>
    <category term="submissions"/>
    <dw:music>Beautiful - Crush</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>mellow</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Twelfth Planet Press will be open to novella submissions from September 1 to November 30, 2018, 17k to 40k words. [ &lt;a href="http://www.twelfthplanetpress.com/news/advance-notice-novella-series"&gt;Link&lt;/a&gt; ] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There's another place open to submissions but I haven't been able to find it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ETA: Found it. Novels and novellas at Apex Publications. Deadline January 31. [ &lt;a href="https://www.apexbookcompany.com/blogs/frontpage/apex-publications-to-hold-open-novella-novel-submissions-period-in-january-2018"&gt;Link&lt;/a&gt; ] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Side note: Best of 2017 Kpop songs on Spotify have lots of Bangtan and more &lt;i&gt;Goblin&lt;/i&gt; songs than I thought. *points at current song*&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=22883" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:22620</id>
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    <title>February deadlines</title>
    <published>2017-12-24T05:05:41Z</published>
    <updated>2017-12-24T05:05:41Z</updated>
    <category term="submissions"/>
    <dw:music>Aiming For Hope - David Archuleta</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>hopeful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Foreshadow YA is looking for YA short stories. &lt;a href="https://foreshadowya.com/#post-25"&gt;Submission guidelines.&lt;/a&gt; Deadline for Issue Zero: February 1.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Call for submissions: short stories and poetry for Making Monsters, an anthology of works inspired by monsters around the world. &lt;a href="http://press.futurefire.net/p/making-monsters.html"&gt;Submission guidelines.&lt;/a&gt; Deadline: February 28.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Submitted a novel manuscript yesterday! Now to wind down for the rest of the year. Or not, since I still have a revision to do. Hahahah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every year's end I debate whether or not to join &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://inkingitout.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png' alt='[community profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://inkingitout.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;inkingitout&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. I'd definitely be writing, it's just that being publicly accountable to strangers gives me a twinge of satisfaction.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=22620" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:22349</id>
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    <title>Busy month</title>
    <published>2017-12-08T12:10:34Z</published>
    <updated>2017-12-08T12:11:30Z</updated>
    <category term="writing: annual report"/>
    <dw:music>Lost in Tokyo - Emi Maria</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>thoughtful</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;224,710 words have been written in 2017 so far, including NaNo words. The rest is revision. But revision might mean rewriting an entire manuscript, so those new words should count?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I finished a first draft today! The epilogue was pretty tough to write, because I had to resolve all the plot threads. That's what an epilogue means to me.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=22349" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:22114</id>
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    <title>Four months left</title>
    <published>2017-08-26T00:52:28Z</published>
    <updated>2017-08-26T00:52:28Z</updated>
    <category term="being published"/>
    <dw:music>Energetic - Wanna One</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>pensive</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Before the end of the year (sooner is better), I have to submit two novels. Not long ones, and they still fall somewhere within my comfort zone. I started writing the first one yesterday, trying on the first person POV. It will be fun?&lt;br /&gt;(What is decidedly fun is getting new jobs and meeting new people at an age where most employers usually wouldn't consider hiring you)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=22114" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:21772</id>
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    <title>~I feel your love~</title>
    <published>2017-07-20T11:40:41Z</published>
    <updated>2017-07-20T11:40:41Z</updated>
    <category term="camp nanowrimo 2017"/>
    <dw:music>Destiny's Prelude - Mizuki Nana</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>grumpy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Tentatively calling my Camp NaNoWriMo novel &lt;a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gundam_Wing:_Endless_Waltz"&gt;Endless Waltz&lt;/a&gt;. Not because the characters are mecha pilots, but because I described one of the romantic relationships as a slow waltz. Novel genre: thriller/YA, setting: the present day, the word that sparked the idea: murderabilia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of mecha, I wish the main robot's name in &lt;i&gt;Pacific Rim&lt;/i&gt; is changed to Pegasus Avenger &lt;s&gt;since they've already got a Phoenix and an Athena&lt;/s&gt; to remove the slur.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=21772" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:21415</id>
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    <title>More places to submit your works to.</title>
    <published>2017-03-10T09:19:01Z</published>
    <updated>2017-03-11T11:01:34Z</updated>
    <category term="submissions"/>
    <dw:music>Dance With Me - Venus</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>happy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Places that are currently open to submissions:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Insignia Series is &lt;a href="https://t.co/pI8riqio2G"&gt;open to submissions&lt;/a&gt; for two themes: Asian Cyberpunk/Dystopia &amp; Birds and Beasts.&lt;br /&gt;Lackington's Mag is &lt;a href="https://lackingtons.com/submissions/"&gt;open to submissions for Issue 16&lt;/a&gt;, theme: Diseases.&lt;br /&gt;NANG Magazine is &lt;a href="https://twitter.com/NANGmagazine/status/838988213901373440"&gt;looking for stories inspired by Asian movies&lt;/a&gt;, deadline April 30. Movies only, no TV series.&lt;br /&gt;Platypus Press is &lt;a href="http://platypuspress.co.uk/submit"&gt;accepting submissions for poetry and prose&lt;/a&gt;, deadline April 30.&lt;br /&gt;More open submissions &lt;a href="http://www.gwendolynkiste.com/Blog/writing-under-the-spring-equinox-submission-roundup-for-march-2017/"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;, some with deadlines that are only a few days away.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=21415" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:21023</id>
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    <title>For own reference</title>
    <published>2017-01-18T14:20:53Z</published>
    <updated>2017-01-23T11:15:03Z</updated>
    <category term="submissions"/>
    <dw:music>We Don't Need To Talk Anymore - w-inds</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>melancholy</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Places that are currently open to submissions:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://strangehorizons.com/submit/fiction-submission-guidelines/"&gt;Strang Horizons&lt;/a&gt;, under 5k words preferred.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.fantasticstoriesoftheimagination.com/poc-take-over-fsi-submission-guidelines/"&gt;People of Color Take Over Fantastic Stories&lt;/a&gt;, deadline February 15.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://press.futurefire.net/p/problem-daughters.html"&gt;Problem Daughters&lt;/a&gt;, deadline March 31.&lt;br /&gt;ETA:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.dongwonsong.com/submission-guidelines"&gt;Dongwon Song&lt;/a&gt; is a literary agent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.leeandlow.com/writers-illustrators/writing-guidelines-tu-books"&gt;Lee and Low&lt;/a&gt; is looking for MG and YA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last October I meant to wrote something for Tor.com, and didn't. The sorcery in sword and sorcery is not my thing. Plus I'm pretty much an urban fantasy writer, not a high fantasy one.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=21023" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-11-22:1103204:20870</id>
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    <title>The NaNo badge might be too large for your layout</title>
    <published>2016-11-25T09:29:00Z</published>
    <updated>2016-11-25T09:29:59Z</updated>
    <category term="nanowrimo 2016"/>
    <dw:music>취해 - BTOB</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>hot</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p align="justify"&gt;For this year's NaNo, I wrote the story I've always wanted to see happen: all wuxia heroines all the time. No romance, just women traveling, socializing, and occasionally breaking heads. (Lots of heads) Various sorts of women go into the story: angry, sly and unscrupulous, mild-mannered, mischievous, aloof. It cleared my head and prepared me better to embark on the next writing journey.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I crossed the 50k mark on the 23rd. Last year I did so on the 20th, so this year it felt more relaxing and invigorating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://i1011.photobucket.com/albums/af237/kouzuballad/2016/NaNoWriMo_2016_WebBadge_Winner_zpsqtg5edhs.png" /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=feng&amp;ditemid=20870" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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