Pour Me A Puke Cocktail

My daughter is here!

2011-08-01T19:33:55Z

I want to post an essay of an update, I really do. But I'm so short on time anymore that I have to schedule way ahead if I want to do ANYTHING for myself.

For now, though, I'll just make a quick necessary announcement:

UPDATED MEASUREMENTS: 8lbs 1oz, 21.25" <3<3<3

Okay, that's all I have time for. She's awake and hungry hungry hippo D: I LOVE CRICKET SO MUCH~

fel @ 2014-12-31T23:59:00

2010-05-08T19:05:33Z

THIS JOURNAL IS NO LONGER PUBLIC.
If you are that interested in my personal life, comment so I can get to know you and be added.

Expect entries that include (but are not limited to): vulgarity, violence, drugs (in every sense of the word), and little regard for IQ levels below 120. Proceed with caution, and cover your ass.

fel @ 2009-08-22T16:39:00

2009-08-22T20:41:21Z

I miss you guys so much :/

25 years O:

2009-05-20T16:12:27Z

I still can't really believe that's how old I am now. I remember thinking it would take like 50 YEARS when I was a child...but it really felt like 10.

Five more years till I'm 30? Really? Really?

My family got me a sweet new portable HD to replace the collection of flash drives I have on my keychain. Which is AWESOME. I also got a new vacuum cleaner, ironing set, kitchenware, and some money. Which is also AWESOME. Thanks to Mom and my in-laws ♥

All this being said...I still have work to catch up on and class tonight DX Tempted to not go, but I can't afford that with how far behind I am.

fel @ 2009-05-18T08:52:00

2009-05-18T13:52:27Z

I can never find the time to post on here anymore D: And I haven't been able to talk to anyone for WEEKS if not MONTHS. I MISS YOU GUYZ. ;o; And I understand being taken off f-lists after being gone all the time now.

Hubby's birthday is today and I have no clue what to do for him other than get/make his favorite food. But that's okay because my birthday is in two days and he won't know what to do for me either XD

~~And it's really starting to look like I'll have to push graduation to Fall quarter instead of Summer. Ugh. Stupid car crash threw off my entire schedule and performance.~~

New default pic thing~ And an attempted update.

2009-04-11T00:36:38Z

I'm sporting shortish hair again...Ryuichi-style by accident >_>;;

School has started back up this week. Gonna be a lot of work again...but it's only for two more quarters (I hope I hope I hope). Final review will be in two months which makes me nervous as all hell D: Failing that pushes back my graduation date to December. But I'm trying to be optimistic :D;;

Home life is alright. Taxes have hubby stressed to the extreme though, so things get a little touchy between us now and again from the mixture of that and my schoolwork. Our cats are generally getting along now too - it was something I was worried would be a problem for a while. All in all, neither of us has time and the place is a mess XD; That being said, he's been trying to take time aside for the two of us when possible...which is really good for us. We're going on a date tomorrow evening to see Demetri Martin live at the Warner Theatre downtown. ~~I get to doll up~!~~

The parentals are out of the country in Sudan. Mom should be home in a couple of weeks and Pop at the end of the month. It's lonely here without them and still being new at this whole marriage thing isn't helping the situation. ~~Mom has plenty of experience in dealing with men and their...men tendencies. Mendencies?~~ They should be calling me sometime tomorrow morning though, so I'm looking forward to that ♥

That's about it on people things.

Oh and I finally own a Wii :D!

Aaaaand back to Senior II work.

Scribbles

2009-03-26T00:30:56Z

DONE WITH THIS QUARTER FINALLY. I CAN BREATHE. And make a quick journal entry before hibernating for the weekend.

Sooooo yeah. Married life is getting adjusted to; we're getting used to each other which is good. There's still head-butting, but we're both Taurean...so that's kind of inevitable >_> Things are good though.

Okay, onto the scribbles I've done since December :D
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Random chick stuff...I've been going through a huge chick phase lately for some reason. Haven't been able to draw much yaoi either D:

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This is about as yaoi as I've been able to get D:' With Phobos and Deimos in the top-left over there.

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Okay this is the most yaoi I've been able to get D:

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I think that's supposed to be my sexy merc OC dude. I had fun with the hair.

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OC pseudo-twincest...because...I really don't know. It's Jake and Becky for those who've known me for the past decade.

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I was having a bad morning :D;;

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More scribbles done while taking a break from projects.

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16-bit nostalgia~

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It's Becky again with some Disney!Atlantis OC all up in her personal space. He's looking at her necklace >_>

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Some merdude for no reason other than I likes the ocean D<

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I was in Boob Mood.

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Another Boob Mood.

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D'awwwww teddy. It's a prototype of the main character in my Senior I project. For those that lived through my Gravitation phase, this is Inara's niece Isabella...only now she isn't part of the Gravi universe.

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More Isa lovin's. I was trying to get the hang of her design for my Senior I project.

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I <3 her muchly as an OC :D;

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Another merthing...only this time the face is all RAHRRRR.

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Some dancing chica.

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Design for a dushbunny in one of my team projects. And a hand that turned out to be broken.

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BOOB MOOD. Grape-flavored this time.

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... . . . Don't ask :D;;; But damn those must be heavy.

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Aaaaaand from today. My fire and air elementals being all TWU WUB at each other because I like hooking up my OCs >_> That and the idea of fire and wind together is just fierce and sexy passion.

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All of those were scribbled in ballpoint pen because it doesn't smudge. I'll post actual assignments some other time when I have them on hand.

Wow, this sufficiently took up class time. Now I can go home and summarily pass out :D :D :D Hope everyone's been doing well!

*mwah!* ♥

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2009-02-11T14:23:42Z

lolz does anyone remember normal sleep schedules? I remember those. YAY MID-TERM MADNESS! I sure miss getting a full night's rest =_=

Alright, I'm gonna head to school early and work till class at 11. Hubby's up which means Distraction City over at Noworkdoneland...and I can't afford that with crap due today.

~~Can we tell I'm trying to post more?~~

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2009-01-09T17:02:29Z

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12:39 ............*twitch* #
12:44 So uh, wow. Let me tell you. Relationships are in no way warm-ups or a preparation for married life. This is a whole new ball game. #

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2009-01-08T17:02:36Z

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14:04 I really like that we're learning from each other; it's been over 5 yrs since we shared a place. #
15:30 Really really don't understand him. #
11:17 My husband talks a lot ;_; And it's all news-related or work-related. I miss the silence of my studio T_T #
11:18 And I really really don't want to hear about the Mideast conflict anymore >_<; #

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2009-01-07T17:04:48Z

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12:22 My husband has selective hearing. Getting used to it is a bitch. #
14:34 Oh boy is today a bad day. Blaming the gloomy weather. #
16:50 Tired. #
17:13 Just caught myself randomly giggling over something James said earlier <3 #
17:57 How the hell am I supposed to change if I'm expected to remain the same? #

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2009-01-06T17:07:32Z

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23:21 Still busy situating. Things are good with James. Annoyed at how paper-thin the apt walls are; loud neighbors. #
23:51 I randomly miss my mother. #

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2009-01-01T17:03:14Z

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14:06 Reception on my phone again! Best trip ever, will be future anniversary spot. #
16:32 Haha our place needs SUCH a woman's touch. Nice to finally call it home though. #
01:16 Happy New Year to all! I know mine is all kinds of new <3 #

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fel @ 2008-12-28T17:09:00

2008-12-28T22:09:03Z

I IS MALLEED.

SO MUCH HAPPY PICTURES LATER.

OFF TO HONEYMOON TIME SEE YOU NEXT YEAR MAKE IT SAFE I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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2008-12-28T17:09:05Z

Nuggets of Mariamic Joy

12:47 @celebrian Man you're keeping well entertained xD *ENVY* Meanwhile I'm hotboxed in sandalwood smoke to smell nice and CHOKE TO DEATH XD #
13:06 SUDANESE GIRLIE TIME WITH COUSINS~~~ I've missed it so much. #
13:19 I don't understand why he would call to talk about something stressful I can do NOTHING about. Now I'm irrelevantly moody. #
13:22 You can't be fucking moody when you're the guest of honor, idiot. *slaps self* SO SNAP OUT OF IT. #
13:30 Dad's sister is _amazing_ XD #
13:31 I totally see where I get my arrogant demeanor XD; #
22:36 Oh man have I missed Pop's side of the family <3 #

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YOU GUYS.

2008-12-28T05:46:40Z

12 HOURS FROM NOW I ~~GET A NEW PET~~ CHANGE MY LIFE. IT TOOK US 5 YEARS BUT IT GOT DONEDED.

I AM FREAKING OUT (IN A GOOD WAY) ;3; *is supposed to be asleep*

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomomgomg

*rolling around everywhere*

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2008-12-27T17:03:05Z

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17:15 @celebrian Let me know how that is so I can buy? Only saw the first ep a long time ago when I still downloaded :X #

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2008-12-25T17:14:50Z

Nuggets of Mariamic Joy

14:11 I swear to goodness I have had it with in-law bullshit. #
14:35 God am I grumpy before taking pain meds for my back. But that's what happens when you wake up in spinal agony just from BREATHING. #
21:02 Enjoy your families everyone <3 #
04:46 @piratefred ahahaha, thanks! Hope you're having a good time with the mom and the brother. #
11:02 Merry Christmas everyone <3 #

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fel @ 2008-12-24T20:06:00

2008-12-25T01:06:46Z

Dear hormones,

Please stop fucking with me.

Sincerely,
My Behavior

. . .

2008-12-25T00:14:06Z

*screamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamscreamSCREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*

THIS IS MY FUCKING WEDDING GOD FUCKING DAMMIT MY WEDDING ___MY___ WEDDING MY WEDDING I SHOULD NOT BE BAWLING 4 NIGHTS BEFORE MY WEDDING I HATE AMERICANS AND THEIR FUCKING RIGID MAKE-EVERYTHING-COMPLICATED-BECAUSE-WE'RE-TOO-WHITE-TO-UNDERSTAND-SIMPLICITY-THAT-ISN'T-POVERTY(&*^$(&$&(#^@(#*^&U#(&^U#%&^U(YU^WYUIW$YRIW$(YUI(W&UIW^$U(^W$(I^W$(*UI^$(*U#^U(#W$U(#E#(U#U(O&#^$(&&#U(O%YJOYEJ&^(#&^(#&^(&^#(%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT THIS THE FUCK OVER WITH.

STOP IT.

FUCKING STOP IT.

MY FUCKING WEDDING.

GRAAAHHHHHHHHHH.

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2008-12-24T17:07:10Z

Nuggets of Mariamic Joy

12:51 So now that I'm in a car with dad, I remember why I hate it. So embarrassing #
12:56 Papa is OLD. Stop acting OLD >_>; #
13:12 Yay for fixed car though! I can drive myself again. #
13:28 So I'm supposed to get a full-body (FULL) wax tomorrow...and am NOT looking forward to it. Whee for traditions! Seriously. Do not want. #
14:05 Holy CRAP, Maryland. The flooding wasn't that far away either. #
14:07 @piratefred Hope you & family are doing okay D: #
16:48 Holiday travel has I-95 clogged up something FIERCE. #
00:20 Sorry for the random negativity from me every so often. There's five days left so it's been emotional rollercoaster all over the place D:' #

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2008-12-23T17:03:24Z

Nuggets of Mariamic Joy

15:07 What is it about people of European descent? How many more times can I burst bubbles? AM I SUCH AN ANOMALY? #
15:14 If it isn't one in-law it's another. Other Papa loves me so 9_9 Whatever...I have a bath to take. #
18:29 twitpic.com/vei1 - Ariel wanting me to feed her AGAIN #
18:42 @lizkips this weather is just ruining things for everyone D: #
18:43 And I'm off to Victoria's Secret with mom; she insists on buying me bridal/honeymoon lingerie...creepy XD #
20:09 Shopping for sexy lingerie with your mother can be a real bonding experience XD #
21:22 Still shopping. Back is KILLING ME so am bitching nonstop. Mom is a patient saint. #
21:32 The benches in this mall are surprisingly pain-relieving. #
02:36 twitpic.com/vioq - The secret love of my life ;X #
02:36 twitpic.com/vios - OH BABY. #
04:43 Would go to bed sooner than this, but I can only manage max 6 hours of sleep thanks to lower back. Need to be up by 11 so uh. It works out. #

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Couple things.

2008-12-22T23:01:31Z

Dear disagreeable in-laws:

k? n_n I'm marrying him, not you.

Next on the list...I think it's about time for an art dump D: We'll call it The Spinster Doodles, since any drawings after this set will be done all...no longer single-like...or something IT'S A GOOD NAME OKAY.

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Class: Digital Ink & Paint. It's my interpretation of a seahorse because I am clever you see. Looks kinda freaky, actually XD

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Digital Ink & Paint again. 'Tis a chick dancing Arab-style with a sword balanced on her hip. Hells yeah it's doable, you'll just need fantastically fertile birthing hips like ~~Axel's~~ mine.

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Digi Ink & Paint. AAAAAHHHHHHH OH MY GOD IT'S COMING FOR ME RUN RUN RUN. I actually did make the instructor go "WHOA D:" XD herazi was there. *win*

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Dynamic Life Drawing. I love sketching people underwater because there's just so much more fluidity to play with (no pun intended) ♥

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Dynamic Life Drawing. Iiiii needed to fill my sketchbook :D; The only guideline I used was "something Bettie Pagey".

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Dynamic Life Drawing. Borrowed the pose and atmosphere from an older drawing. Since I drew both, it ain't plagiarism :D :D :D Saved me literally days of thinking up a concept.

...I don't even know what the last drawn-for-me thing I posted on here was, so apologies if I end up double-posting anything.
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It's supposed to be an OC named Etana making her way down the side of a cliff...thing. Because that's what assassins do u_u

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So I occasionally like to hook up my own characters ~~like some tard weeaboo, only I'm not also defying or destroying some storyline in the process~~. I get a huge kick out of drawing my little killers interacting, plus this was a fantastic way to pass time in a former USELESS class. As you can see, Etana has great social skills and Kevin likes it rough.

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I want to see him stab someone using his Adam's Apple.

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MASTERPIECE. It's me in front of my house when weather was still GWAHJUS and summery.

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Fiddling around on hoboshop. A cold and dark night with a teeny fae as the only lightsource.

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I recently got a cable to allow the use of my HDTV as a second monitor. I wanted to test out drawing on it because it's a much different setup regarding comfort and attention to sketch detail (I couldn't be a perfectionist).

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More random doodle crap.

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Doodle from Tegaki E. Arms came out incredibly short and my chin got stung by 8 bees it seems.

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I got bored with this halfway through, so you get scribbles for hair :D

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IT'S INCU!SHU WHAT WHERE OVER THERE OMG. I wanted to try sketching him after all the style changes I underwent and got mad at the progress halfway through. But I liked how the head turned out so I kept the sketch D:

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Hooboy wasn't that fun. As you can tell, I really haven't had much time for personal art over this year. The rest is assignment-related, which pretty much means it's utter crap; assignments very rarely pique my interest enough for A+ efforts.

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2008-12-22T17:10:30Z

Nuggets of Mariamic Joy

17:35 James got a niiice suit for next week. We are going to look like such prom dates...mostly because I WILL be wearing my old prom dress XD; #
17:59 So now, as tradition dictates, no one outside of direct family gets to see me until next week, which is when I emerge as a bride. #
18:06 The week will be spent beautifying my appearance while getting pampered to the point of guilt X3 #

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2008-12-21T17:04:00Z

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13:21 So much to doooo. Car needs repair, furniture needs ordering, wardrobe needs renewal via shopping, Kitty and Abby are coming by...aiieee. #
13:23 Oh right, and tidying my room up too. #

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Pour Me A Puke Cocktail

My daughter is here!

fel @ 2014-12-31T23:59:00

fel @ 2009-08-22T16:39:00

25 years O:

fel @ 2009-05-18T08:52:00

New default pic thing~ And an attempted update.

Scribbles

*running circles*

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fel @ 2008-12-28T17:09:00

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YOU GUYS.

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fel @ 2008-12-24T20:06:00

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Couple things.

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