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Listens: "Kimi no Tameni Dekiru Koto" Gackt

Damn the torpedoes, FULL SPEED AHEAD!

Allright...time for the really long haul... ^^ it's big-ass journal entry time!!

and, damn you, I want to see POSTS!! I went ape shit posting at ya'll's journals today, and I KNOW you haven't all dropped off into oblivion,...well most of you at any rate.

Durf. This weekend has been purty good. And you know why? I didn't go anywhere cool or do anything stupendous.... and that's probably why.... ^^ Just mostly been having down time at home. Haven't gone to work, haven't left or been out really late with any friends, just kinda been chillin' at the crib (to use incredibly bad ghetto speak).

Friday, was the first day that I felt like a human being. I had recovered enough from the damn anesthesia that I wasn't feeling like a reject from "Zombie Chainsaw Massacre" and I was drugged enough that I felt relatively normal (though I WAS swollen enough to look like a friggin' Angry Beaver). That night Traci, Jo, and Bchan came over for a while and hung out. ^^ I got them to draw sexy pictures for me on Bristol board >:D that I had left over from some attempted art thingie I was gonna do. ahhhh... sympathy art... I lurve it!!! Bchan drew me Vania, Connor (who is whistling like a doofus in the picture, lurvely!) Sefic, and Oracle. Jo is finishing up the picture of the Marquis de Carabas for me, SHIRTLESS (can I git ah HELL YEAH?!). And Traci is doing TWO pictures for me, one of the Demon Hunters---a group picture---and one of Nilvania, the pseudo-villian, who is effectively NEKKID!! He's just got his left hand strategically placed, and he's smoking a cigarette with his right hand!! *DROOL*
("Yeah, I like to have a cigarette when I take a shower!") Oh, hell yeah... Better and better!! Leia said she would draw me a sexy half-nekkid picture of Sephiroth!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!! and dammit, I ADMIT IT---no, I'm PROUD of it---I am obsessed with that man, crazy freaky villian from a 5-year-old game that he is.... ^^he rules!! and he's MINE... >:D ha ha ha, I will add them to the wall of sexy men, right next to my bed.... ^^ aaammmyyyy.... would you like to contribute?? *evil cackle*

durf. I want to clarify the London Studies Program, that I've been accepted to. I'm not actually going to study IN London, I'm going to study London and England. For 8 weeks. Then all four classes of students (78 students in all) will go to England for 8 days at the end of fall quarter.... it's going to be so much fun!! And I'm going to bully Jack, my english penpal, into meeting me at Heathrow the day we arrive!! *squeals with girly glee*

*rubs aching jaws* hopefully by the time I move in my mouth will be back to normal. Thank god the mouth is the fastest-healing part of the body.... ^^

hrm.... I was gonna do muchos tests and other fun stuff, but I don't have time right now--I have to help my mom put away the groceries. Speaking of my mom, I'm playing The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time for her again, once more before I go to college... ^^ I need to get myself an N64 and the two Zelda games. And Mario Kart 64. Those are my favorites games for that system. ^^ Also, need to buy Final Fantasy 9, Final Fantasy Anthology, Final Fantasy Tactics, and Grand Theft Auto III before I head to OSU. (That's not as expensive as that sounds... except for GTA3, all those games should average $15-20 dollars apiece, depending on where I get them from.....they're all pretty old.) Durf!! So much stuff I wanna spend money on, and not NEARLY enough money!!! *cries* WAH~
ah well. I'll just console myself with seeing Lilo & Stitch at the Danberry Dollar Saver (is it there yet? dangit...)

Before I forget... I want to get MY stuff back from people and get their stuff back to THEM before I go off to college. so here is a list, incomplete probably, but as much as I can remember at the moment:

Leia--Has my "Kiss My Tiara" book and my XXX soundtrack. I have your Peter Gabriel CD. I can't think of anything else at the moment...

Amy--I think we have at least one of each other's tapes. I know I have your Angel Sanctuary tape... need to return that... O.o

Deborah--You have my Greenday CD and I have your Aqua CD. GIVE DANGIT!

Jo Brown (who probably doesn't read this)--I have your bootleg Dave Matthews Band CD. Durf.

Emily--I have your Coraline book...durf... and the tape of course, but that's the library's.

I'm sure there's more but I can't think of anything else at the moment. Cripes... I gotta get going or my mom is gonna kill me... ^^ one more thing!

DOOOOOOOOD!!! all the posts I did today were on MY OWN PERSONAL COMPUTER!!! ha ha ha ha ha ha!! I finally got it up and running ^^ YEAAAAAH It's so cute, with the sleek little keyboard and tower and the sexy little flat screen monitor!! >:D And I have a fantastic color printer too... and my mousepad has Starry Night on it (the Van Gogh painting, not the song). so right now I'm sitting at my desk, with my assorted Hide dolls and figurines staring down at me---eight in all--- and my Vash the Stampede figurine to finish it off. ^^ Rock on!!

anyways... catch you people later!! ja ne~