Only to be with you
So much going on recently, and I've been bad at updating this thing.
Mostly I've been thinking recently about what I want to do with my life, and the people that I love so much.
It's been so good to get home and see everyone. I hadn't seen or even talked to some of you guys since I came home from school, and yesterday I was filled with a burning desire to SEE THE PEOPLE I CHERISH THE MOST. So I randomly called some people and ended up spending the majority of the later afternoon and evening with Leia, David, Brett, Justin, Jo Brown, Genevieve, and Cameron. It felt so good.
What do I do with myself? I've been asking myself that recently. Lately I've been thinking I want to be a doctor (more on that later when I have the time) but then Mary told me what she and Jess are pretty much set on doing in late August, and ohhhhh but that set me to thinking.
What do I want out of life?
I want to have enough money to always be secure, and lavish attention and fun thigns on the people I love best.
I want to see the world, as much of it as humanly possible; Europe, Asia, America, and who knows where else. I want to see it all.
I want the freedom to do exactly what I want with myself and live where I please.
I want to find someone that will love and cherish and respect me as much as I will them. Doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl.
But, more than any of those other things, even if I can't have a single other thing, I want to always have the people I love. You, my friends, are the single most important thing in my life---the thing that gets me up every morning and the thing that is my last thought when I fall asleep at night.
Justin, Jo B, Leia, Khirsah, Mary, Ailei, Lith, Jess, David, Brett, Jo E, Traci, B-chan, Sammy boy, Robin, Genevieve, Amy, Deborah, John, Sara, Emily, Harold, Nicole, my brothers, Amelia, my mother, my father, do you have any idea how constantly you fill my thoughts?
Every. Waking. Minute. I Love you so much.
I know that many of you are so far away from me, in other states or even other countries, but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you.
My ear is always ready to listen if you have a problem, I'm always here to hold you if something goes wrong, I'll always be a shoulder for you to cry on if you just can't take it any more, my house will always be open to you, and should you ever need a place to stay and hide from the world---I'm here. Always. I don't care if it's 20 years from now and I haven't heard from you at all, I love you.
I promise.
Mostly I've been thinking recently about what I want to do with my life, and the people that I love so much.
It's been so good to get home and see everyone. I hadn't seen or even talked to some of you guys since I came home from school, and yesterday I was filled with a burning desire to SEE THE PEOPLE I CHERISH THE MOST. So I randomly called some people and ended up spending the majority of the later afternoon and evening with Leia, David, Brett, Justin, Jo Brown, Genevieve, and Cameron. It felt so good.
What do I do with myself? I've been asking myself that recently. Lately I've been thinking I want to be a doctor (more on that later when I have the time) but then Mary told me what she and Jess are pretty much set on doing in late August, and ohhhhh but that set me to thinking.
What do I want out of life?
I want to have enough money to always be secure, and lavish attention and fun thigns on the people I love best.
I want to see the world, as much of it as humanly possible; Europe, Asia, America, and who knows where else. I want to see it all.
I want the freedom to do exactly what I want with myself and live where I please.
I want to find someone that will love and cherish and respect me as much as I will them. Doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl.
But, more than any of those other things, even if I can't have a single other thing, I want to always have the people I love. You, my friends, are the single most important thing in my life---the thing that gets me up every morning and the thing that is my last thought when I fall asleep at night.
Justin, Jo B, Leia, Khirsah, Mary, Ailei, Lith, Jess, David, Brett, Jo E, Traci, B-chan, Sammy boy, Robin, Genevieve, Amy, Deborah, John, Sara, Emily, Harold, Nicole, my brothers, Amelia, my mother, my father, do you have any idea how constantly you fill my thoughts?
Every. Waking. Minute. I Love you so much.
I know that many of you are so far away from me, in other states or even other countries, but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you.
My ear is always ready to listen if you have a problem, I'm always here to hold you if something goes wrong, I'll always be a shoulder for you to cry on if you just can't take it any more, my house will always be open to you, and should you ever need a place to stay and hide from the world---I'm here. Always. I don't care if it's 20 years from now and I haven't heard from you at all, I love you.
I promise.